sometimes when reading fics ill mentally play limbo which is to say how low will i go.
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started thinking about how the marcy & simon comics and the fionna & cake series are completely unrelated stories but theyve got One Big Part Of Their Base Premise in common. stated outright in marcy & simon and implied in f&c (especially in a specific adam muto interview from before the show started.) which is that simon feels Guilty. about what betty did for him. i dont really have anything to say about that but like haha wild right. haha. man.
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its so embarrassisng relating to lip gallagher. cus like what is his problem. he yells at fiona and im like ENOUGH ALREADY. stop it im embarrassed.
i wouldnt sya im a lip defender but i do relate to him a lot and it makes me so mad. also this isnt meant to make fun of ppl who love lip!! i still like him i just. i have so many complicated feelings abt him...........it was so damn hard to watch him flunking out of college and self sabotage. too real. too close to home
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TW: sex, praise kink, d*ddy kink, rape, incest, abuse from father, emotional flashback. EXPLICIT
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I’ve tried to put all the necessary TW. Please take care of yourself and be mindful of your triggers.
My partner asked me if he could wake me up in the middle of the night for sex. I didn’t have a problem with that, so I said yes. Well he came to wake me up last night. He’s got a d*ddy kink which usually doesn’t bother me. He started praising me and saying that I was being a good girl and that he was proud of me. And that triggered something so deeply buried in me.
I have no memories of sexual trauma happening to me. I do not hold those memories, but I have strong suspicions and evidence. But I was having a flashback. An emotional flashback. None of the memory but all of the feelings. All of the terror. My partner realized something was wrong and he stopped, and I just cried on his chest for a while. I couldn’t stop crying and shaking. I was trying to speak but my voice kept breaking. I just remember being confused about where I was and kept feeling like I wanted to go home.
That was almost 24 hours ago, and I still haven’t recovered. I’ve been a shell of a person all day, and I feel small. Empty. Drained. Dead.
Then earlier this afternoon I started having body flashbacks. None of the memory, but I could physically feel it. I could feel it inside of me. And all I could do was lay there and cry. I’ve been holding a stuffed animal all day because it’s the only thing that gives me comfort. It’s been a hell of a day.
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my real problem is that i Love the way shoes look when they have a 4 inch heel
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WAS. going to ramble. but whatever i’m combining things into one post make your own assumptions lol…
[Kuromine Misa - deals in divination tools. Matoba Seiji is Kuromine Misa (but hates divination?)]
[Clara’s view on divination (tarot cards)]
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I feel so bad about myself :^(
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every time someone reduces CAPTAIN !!! elizabeth "lizzie" lafayette down to "a sad lesbian" a fairy dies bc i shoot it with my gun. like you're telling me you were spoon-fed a character that has one of the most realistic and RAW representations of grief and perseverance in the series and all you got from that was "she's sad" ????
is she a constantly happy character? Fuck no! that's acknowledged!! but to take EVERYTHING that she is, which has positive and negative aspects THAT ARE BOTH SHOWN, to take the fact that she is THE DRIVING FORCE OF THE MAIN BACKGROUND PLOT, and reduce her down to NOTHING but her relationships?? ?what the hell!!!
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You guys should be really glad I was too young to post online about Gravity Falls but now you guys have to deal with the whiplash of the Gravity Falls fan in me returning, and it was BAD…
One time at school me and my sister gathered a group of kids to make that Bill Cipher summoning circle (was it a summoning circle I actually forgot)… Jesus Christ…
Another time I grabbed my sisters 3Ds, recorded Bill Ciphers death, reversed it with the audio features on there, just to see what he said before he died, anyway I was freaking out over the axolotl thing for awhile ☠️☠️
ALSO I FUCKING LOVED THAT BILL CIPHER LOCKET BUT MY BROTHER BROKE THE CLOCK IN IT SO IT DOESNT WORK NOW… IM STILL PISSED ABOUT THAT
Anyway guys I’m so normal about this show! 👍
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