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i’m tired of being well behaved i wanna cause problems on purpose

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sys culture is being super sexy

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i forget that other ppl can see this blog sometimes

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god gives his worst gastrointestinal issues to his most undeserving victims

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System culture is not knowing who to believe about your past. My brother claims that when we were children, I used to “turn into our mom” and like physically hurt him. I have zero memory of this. In fact, I remember being scared of my brother. So it’s like are you lying to me or do I have an introject of my mom who is an abuser?

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Thinking about the fact that I have an introject of my abuser lmao. Love that for me.

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system culture is being eepy and also having a little co-fronting

(also can we claim 🕸️💤)

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I'm going to start traumacore posting on linkedin

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Sys culture is reading the DSM-V criteria for comfort lmaoo

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if anything else happens to me i’m not enduring it. somebody else do that

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“why are you so upset?” idk man. maybe bc i have i get super upset disorder

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I did my best to be lovable.

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"I wouldn't want to bother anyone," I say as the thing inside of me eats me alive.

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i like speaking nonsense. i find things there sometimes.

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just found this. This is how DID feels most of the time

-host