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avangee · 8 years ago

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Monster (Ereri)

Eren screamed but no one came, no one ever came, all the boy saw was darkness, all through the humans’ daylight. His memory before he started traveling through the portal everyday is flooded with darkness, only allowing little glimmers of his family laughing and then of his family being slaughtered. He knows the humans did it, the humans always fucked with harmless monsters. Eren never wanted to see any monster being put through the torture humans deemed acceptable to put monsters through. Thats why his kind tortured the young humans, to instill fear into their brains, to not let any human ever get the nerve to hunt down monsters and murder them.

The child he traveled to was young and naive, she would cower in her sheets as if Eren was the most horrifying creature she had ever seen. Eren knew he was not, she was merely scared of the dark and he happened to live in the girl’s dark. Eren had never seen himself fully, but he had caught enough glances of himself in the windows of the girl’s room. He looked human enough, his face and eyes were human, only his arms and tail were monstrous, no skin like the rest of his body had, just muscles and bones peeking out. He’d have to take a longer look at himself when he went up again.

Eren tried to walk to the side and was hit with a sharp pain in his forehead, almost as if a thousand knifes had passed through his skull. A guttural scream passed through his mouth, loud enough to echo across the dark space he was trapped in during the humans’ daylight hours, louder than his previous yelp of pain. He heard the mechanical whirring of the portal opening up above him and the floor begin to shove him up towards it. The monster groaned from the headache he had just received and didn’t move to get out of the space faster.

The scream was loud enough in fact, for the scream to travel sixty thousand feet above him to the third room on the second floor of a mansion owned by one Levi Ackerman. The human man was in his sister’s room cleaning the filth an eight year old makes daily, just as he was leaving for his evening tea he heard a soft noise from under the bed. Annoyed that Mikasa had probably left a robotic toy on under her bed, he hesitantly got down on his knees on the freshly vaccumed, scrubbed and steamed white carpet to pull out the toy. He couldn’t be that bothered by the reason to clean under the king size bed more than once a week. Levi slid his arms under the bed with his hand outstretched to look for the toy, he grasped the toy and pulled it towards himself. The toy twitched under Levi’s hand and the man retracted his hand and moved his head down to the floor, even though he had cleaned it less than an hour ago he still felt uneasy about putting his face anywhere near it.

“Fucking humans,” a voice grumbled from under the bed before booming, “Leave me!”

Levi poked his head fully under the bed and saw a person under it, as if they were riding an elevator up out of the floor. The man was angry, the person would probably track mud into the freshly cleaned carpet! He didn’t even want to think about what else the person could fuck up in his house.

“If you think you’re coming anywhere near this clean floor, I will personally beat you to a pulp, brat.”

Eren couldn’t very well just go back down into the portal, that’s not how it works. When the child gets in bed the portal opens, closes when she’s asleep, and opens again when the sun rises, “Listen here, human, I’m coming out of this fucking bed before my legs and tail get chopped off.”

Levi scoffed at the boy, he could now distinguish the voice as male, and motioned him into his little sister’s room, “Don’t fuck up my cleaning,” the man warned.

“Why aren’t you scared of me?” Eren asked, normally when humans, even the grown ones, saw him they ran but all this human cares about is his clean floors.

“Get in here before I shove you back into the floor,” the human replied, obviously angry and annoyed.

Eren climbed out of the portal, running past the human and close to a window where he could study his refelction. The monster gasped, his hair was all the way down below his chin it was brown, but not the same color of his skin, it was more like the brown of the food he had seen the child eat that got stuck to her teeth, it was stuck to itself and there were miscellaneous small objects stick inside the glob of hair. His eyes were bright green, the only thing he found somewhat pretty about himself. He already knew what the rest of his body looked like, his arms bony and covered with a thin layer of pink and red muscles, his tail long and skinny with more bones peeking out than his arms and only a few patches of muscle, and everything else he could see was human, he had none of the cloth items humans wore and he didn’t ever want those. He could see the sun start to set and was surprised that he was pushed out of his dark space before the sun was gone. Normally the floor would push him up when the child went to sleep if he hadn’t already climbed out. This was strange, but he wouldn’t think of it anymore, he would watch the sun.

“Hey Eren! Mikasa!” a high pitched voice called.

Eren whirled around, seeing a blonde boy monster running towards him, the sight made him sad but he isn’t quite sure why. The boy stopped near Eren and pulled a book from the bag on his back.

“What’s that?” a low female voice asked, but her tone wasn’t questioning, it was monotone. Eren turned to his side to see a black haired monster, she had the wings of a raven and her eyes were the only spark of emotion on her stoic face, they sparkled with a deep purple, black, and little flickers of gold shone through the beautiful murk the purple and black had created.

“It’s a book about the human world, I found it in my father’s library. Look-” the blonde monster pointed to a picture in the open book “- it’s the sun, I’m going to see it one day, we all are. When the corps defeat the Titans, monsters will all be welcome in the human world.”

“Armin, the humans in the Titans will never stop killing monsters, we’ll never go up there,” the girl shut down the young monster’s hope.

“Don’t be such a downer, ‘Kasa, Eren agrees with me right? We’ll go see the sun.”

“Yeah,” Eren felt himself saying, “I’ll take you to see the sun.”

The monster blinked out of the memory, he didn’t know what he had just seen. Titans? He’d only ever had memories of his mother and father, never of the two young monsters, Armin and Mikasa he thought they’re names were.

“Armin and Mikasa…” he mumbled to himself, he thinks he should know those names. Those names mean something to him, he just wasn’t sure what they meant.

“What did you just say, brat?” the human asked, his face as emotion filled as a rock. Eren looked at him and came almost nose to nose with the human, he recognized the pale face, the pink lips, the grey eyes. He wanted to know where he knew the human from, he wanted to taste the human, he wanted to see Levi again. Eren dropped his head down to the human’s and kissed him. He wanted to know why he loved kissing this human, and why he knew he needed to.

“Eren?” the human asked when they parted, his grey eyes searching for something in the monster’s.

Eren backed away, fuck. These humans killed his family, his friends, every single innocent creature he knew, and he just kissed one. He kissed a fucking human!

“Levi,” he mumbled under his breathe “ Why do I know that name?”

Eren didn’t know anything, fuck he knew about as much as the child at this point. Taken away at the thought of his own desire at the moment, Eren looked up at the human. It seemed he was going through the same confusion as Eren was. The monster saw him drag his fingertip across his bottom lip over and over until the human noticed Eren’s staring and returned it with a glare. Before this whole disgusting kissing thing Eren remembered something other than the monster’s he loved and needed screams. He desperately wanted to remember more of the joy of the monsters he saw with the book. Focusing, he took a breath trying to remember more about Marmin and Akasa. Wait, that didn’t sound right right, those weren’t their names. Their names were… Armin and Mikasa, yeah.

Levi knew Eren Jaeger, this was Eren. But how? This creature was not human, this Eren was different. Deep breathes. In and out, the air flowed through the man, filling his lungs with the smell of bleach. He loved that smell. It smelled pure. Clean. It reminded him of Eren. But Eren was gone. Levi knew that, he had even been there when the brat and the rest of the corps was slaughtered. It stays as an overwhelming image that haunts him through his day and through his dreams.

“Corporal!” a desperate voice screamed over the deafening sound of gun fire and falling bodies. Levi knew that the soldier had been calling out to him. He wanted to help whoever it was. But the motionless body in front of him petrified him. Eren. He was shot right in front of Levi’s eyes. Hot tears streamed down the man’s face. It should have been him. The brat shouldn’t have tried to save him. Shouldn’t have jumped in front of the bullets. He deserved to live more than Levi did for fuck’s sake. What has Levi done? Killed. Tortured. Far worse than what everyone thought. Eren, though. Eren never did anything wrong. Hell, he hadn’t killed anyone at all and he’s in the middle of a fucking war. Levi prayed to every god, diety, and supernatural force that Eren would come back. Or at least, that they could take them both.

Levi didn’t try to survive after he saw Eren. He stood still. Making himself a target for anyone. And dammit, he prayed that he would die. That’s three, now. All three of the people he ever loved all died because of him. His mother, Petra and now Eren. Grabbing his gun, he tried to stand. But he was weak. He was exhausted, in every aspect of the word’s meaning. Sleep. He wanted to sleep. Forever. Just lay down and never wake up. He closed his eyes as his head fell to the dirty ground. Maybe he had been shot. That would have been bliss. Shot and killed. It would have been simple, he would have seen Eren again if it were.

“Hey!” a voice forced him out of his memories. Levi was grateful for that.

(IT SHALL BE CONTINUED)

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