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dialovers-translations · 4 years ago

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DIABOLIK LOVERS MORE, BLOOD OFFICIAL VISUAL FANBOOK ー Interview Vol. 2 feat. Nao Nakamura

Source: DIABOLIK LOVERS MORE, BLOOD Official Visual Fanbook

Release date: 2013

Huge thank you to @keithvalentinex for providing the raw scans!

SECTION 1: Q&A

Q1. When was the series’ sequel decided on?

A: Around the time the first game ‘DIABOLIK LOVERS’ was released in stores. We were fortunate enough to have already received news of an anime adaption at the time, so at some point we played with the idea of creating a fan disc to go along with it. However, if possible we wanted to hype up the series even more in anticipation of the anime’s release, which is how the production of a ‘DIABOLIK LOVERS MORE, BLOOD’ series came to realisation.

Q2. Did you plan on introducing a set of 4 new characters during the early phases of development?

A: The initial draft we received from Rejet-sama mentioned four characters. We figured that with that amount, we could pack it into one game and create an equal amount of content as we did for the Sakamaki’s, so we proceeded with said idea. At one of the first brainstorm sessions, we casually dropped the idea of creating a game with 6 Do-M characters... (lol) However, that would stray too far away from the core concept behind ‘DIABOLIK LOVERS’, so it obviously got rejected. (lol)

Q3. How did you go about writing the characters’ dialogue and actions?

A: I believe that the previous installment can be regarded rather groundbreaking within the genre of otome games. However, the boys coming across as too strong to the point where it would prevent someone from delving deeper into their character is something we reflected upon. We wanted to make up for that this time and created this game with the intend of exploring them even further.

Q4. What did you struggle the most with while writing the script?

A: This doesn’t apply solely to the script, but the fact there are so many romanceable characters in this game is what made it so difficult. However, we did not want there to be a difference in quality between the different characters’ routes. Despite our strong wish to please the playerbase, it made the distribution of time very difficult. The writers would first pen down the script, then Rejet-san would do the proofreading and make adjustments and then pass it on to us. However, reading a script while playing a game or simply reading it on paper is still different, so we were making minute changes down to the very last minute of development. We ran through the same process for the last game, but this time around, the total amount of content was just very large. We once again felt the struggle of putting in so many characters to choose from. However, we did this to create an even better game, so it was worth the struggle.

Q5. Which character caused you the most problems while writing the script?

A: All of the Sakamaki’s. The four Mukami brothers who make their appearance in this installment may be Vampires, but they were once human just like the heroine, so in terms of emotions, they tend to sympathize with her more. As a result, it only makes the Sakamaki’s seem even more like they are the villains of the story. While this may seem obvious given their original setting of being both ‘Vampires’ and ‘extreme sadists’, it makes it very easy for the otome game element as well as the feelings they end up developing for the heroine to be lost, in which case they would no longer be the six brothers we wanted to deliver. Therefore, it was very difficult to convey to the player that the love they harbor for the heroine eventually makes them change, while still preserving the sadistic tendencies which stem from their nature as Vampires at the same time. The player base has spent quite a bit of time interacting with these brothers, and I am sure it was not always easy, but I hope said message was delivered to those who played our game.

Q6. Is there a character who underwent drastic changes compared to the last game?

A: All of them are still the same at the core, so my impression of them did not change depending on the scenario. I believe minor changes were done to the way some of the characters are drawn, but personally I perceive each character as a mix of both their previous and current representation.

Q7. In this game, each section is divided into a ‘Situation Part’ and ‘Story Part’. Could you explain your intentions behind this?

A: When collecting feedback on the previous game, we received many complaints about the different chapters feeling inconsistent and all over the place. However, we always intended ‘DIABOLIK LOVERS’ to be a game in which the player gets to enjoy these different kind of ‘situations’, so without losing this part of the enjoyment, we figured we had to make the plot progression easier to grasp, which is how the current structure was implementend. To make it even more clear to the player, we divided it into two sections and gave each of them a title, changing the names as well.

Q8. What are parts which have greatly improved or parts you want us to focus on in comparison to the first game?

A: To ensure the player gets to enjoy the development in the heroine and characters’ thoughts and feelings, we applied small adjustments till the very last second. We hope that the people playing the game will take notice of this as well.

Q9. Why do you think the series has received such a great amount of support?

A: I believe the impact of the ‘Do-S Vampire’ concept, Satoi-san’s eye-catching illustrations and the charm of the cast who voices the characters all play a big part in this. Furthermore, I also believe that the simultaenous announcement of both drama CDs and a game which took place during the early stages of development had a large influence as well. We were able to make a smooth transition from the release of the CDs to the release of the games, which made it easier for the fans to follow along with the franchise. We truly are grateful for that!

Q10. Were there any ideas you wanted to incorporate in this game, but were unable to do in the end?

A: This game features the same selection segment as the previous one in which scenario’s 1 ~ 6 raise your love meter, while scenarios 7 ~ 10 raise the SM meter. However, we implemented the distinction between the ‘situation part’ and ‘story part’ this time, so it might have actually been even more enjoyable if the situation part raises the SM meter instead...I think. Those kind of features may vary depending on the vision of the director and staff members, so I would like to use this experience to think of various possible routes for future installments, as well as to settle on an end product which is fitting for the franchise. Furthermore, this may seem like a task without an end but I believe that the voicing plays a big factor in delivering the story. It is a vital element of conveying the message you want to tell, in a way that whether or not the player understands the plot is often highly dependent on the voice work. Every time I find myself wanting to perfect this, but it is difficult to supervise all of it just by myself...However, there’s always next time, so I’d love to squeeze in the time to thoroughly check this!

Q11. Do you have any more games planned for the series at present? Would you personally like to create more sequels?

A: We do not as of now, but if there is a strong demand for it, we might just be able to develop another game. Personally I would like to make a stereotypical ‘fandisc’ but the very first thing that comes to mind with those is a 'sweet, romantic story’ so I do struggle a little envisioning how that would play out with a cast made out of nothing but intense characters.

Q12. Please leave a message for the fans.

A: Thanks to the support we have received from all of you, we were able to create so much content for this franchise. I put my heart and soul into this game, so I sincerely hope that many people will enjoy it. Your impressions and encouraging messages are a great motivator as well, so I am eagerly awaiting those! The series may deliver new installments in the future, and to ensure that you all can continue to enjoy ‘DIABOLIK LOVERS’, we will continue to try our hardest together with Rejet-san, so we’d be happy if you could send us your heartfelt support.

SECTION 2: THEIR FAVORITE EPISODES

Sakamaki brothers: The final few chapters of Ayato’s route left a strong impression on me. I couldn’t help but wonder if somebody could truly be that stubborn and in denial about their own feelings, insistent on calling the girl they love ‘a prey’ till the very end. I felt so frustrated when the heroine’s feelings just wouldn’t get through to him, tears welled up in my eyes.

Mukami brothers: The part which gave me the most goosebumps during the development stages has to be Ruki’s Manservant Ending. Takagi Sakurai-san did a magnificant job portraying his silent madness, it was truly wonderful. Second place would be Azusa’s brute ending, even though I knew how the story would go, I still ended up feeling a little depressed by it, so please be careful when you play this scenario...

SECTION 3: NAO NAKAMURA CHOOSES ー SITUATION-DEPENDENT CHARACTER SELECT

Who would you choose in these situations? What’s the developer’s opinion?

S1. To sleep together with?

Best: Subaru, I feel like he has a good sleeping posture.

Worst: Subaru, he might not move around much in his sleep, but it’d still be uncomfortable and narrow in that coffin, huh?

S2. To go on a trip together with?

Best: Shuu, I’m sure he’d just loaf around the lodge all day, so I get to enjoy the trip in whichever way I want!

Worst: Laito, I’d rather keep my distance from him.

S3. To eat together with?

Best: Kou because I’m sure he’d happily gobble it up.

Worst: Kanato, I feel like the food would be lacking in nutrients.

S4. To study with?

Best: Ruki, I think he’d do a good job explaining everything accurately.

Worst: ???, honestly all of them...

S5. To go on a date with?

Best: Yuma, I actually think he would make for a great boyfriend.

Worst: Shuu, because everything would be a chore to him...

S6. To play a video game with?

Best: Ayato, he just seems like the type of guy you can always have fun and make some ruckus with.

Worst: Reiji, he seems super fussy.

S7. To play sports with?

Best: Shuu, I don’t really like exercising so...I’ll go with the person who seems unlikely to exercise in the first place.

Worst: Ayato, I don’t like exercise after all...

S8. To go on a drive with?

Best: Ruki, I’m positive he would look handsome behind the wheel.

Worst: Azusa, it’d be bad if his bandages were to get stuck around the steering wheel or the gear stick...

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everything-laito · 4 years ago

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Laito Sakamaki and His Relationships with the Sakamaki Family: an Anthology (more like biggo rant)

DaYUM; I’ve accidentally let these pile up in my ask box, so I will answer all of these in one post… Prepare for a huuuuge rant under the cut! Also thank you so much @hotline-to-hell, you’re so lovely and supportive as usual, and thanks sm for contributing, same goes for you, anons!! Let’s break this up into parts tho… and start with the biggest one yet: Laito and Ayato’s relationship.

I swear this is like an anthology,,,,, biggo rant under the cut!

Laito’s relationships with Ayato

I regularly call Ayato and Laito “double trouble.” This is because they’re usually found as a pair when some ultra-harassing is being planned. Despite Ayato sometimes visibly being uncomfortable as a result of Laito’s antics, he’s the one that gets along with him the most. The reason why Ayato has resentment for Laito seems to be that Laito wouldn’t help Ayato when they were kids; and Laito would be a bystander. Ayato was also a bystander in the Laito situation too. A very heartfelt moment occurs at the end of Ayato and Laito’s VS CD: [9/28/21: UPDATED TRANSLATION; THIS ONE’S MORE CORRECT]

Laito: You see, I often thought about why I was the person I was. Or why I couldn’t be like you or Kanato-kun instead? That’s why I hate you…I loathe how you feign ignorance when you actually know exactly what’s going on. And above all…I’m envious of how you can be so honest and upright about everything. …I know I can never be like that. I’ve been ruined by that woman. I’m not hiding my feelings either. They’ve simply been erased from within me. …Haha. Ayato: I hate you too. You’re never honest…I mean, if only you had asked for my help at some point, I would haveーーI knew you were putting up a tough facade the whole time. …However, as much as I admired you for your strength, it also pissed me off at the same time. I couldn’t forgive you.

(First of all this confirms that Laito didn’t like what Cordelia did to him; it was forced emotion on this end, thus creating a facade. I think I went over this in my Hilde analysis a little bit through the context of Hilde’s situation). Laito feels like he is permanently soiled and cannot move past this situation, and that’s terrible. However I should do a separate analysis on this drama CD. (I was going to put this in another analysis I think but then took it out last minute)

Second of all, I believe that what Ayato means by that Laito’s “not honest” is that he knows Laito has a facade [with updated translation: this is confirmed]. Aka having a facade does not make you honest. I mean, he’s known Laito throughout his whole life; and Ayato is decently observant. He also obviously hangs around with Laito more often than his other brothers, (and vise versa) so it makes sense that Ayato would know something was up. He just has a vendetta against Laito because Laito would avoid conflict [UPDATED:] and the fact that Laito didn’t come to him.

----------------UPDATED ANALYSIS 9/28/21----------------

The fact that Ayato sees Laito being strong is,,,,, so sweet and very accurate. Laito is defnitely strong and Ayato being like “if only you’d ask for my help”––GOD THIS BREAKS MY HEART AAAAA but Laito wasn’t honest with Ayato especially when they were kids because Laito probably didn’t know how to vocalize what was happening between him and Cordelia. And on top of that, there was no emotional stability in the triplet’s lives, so Laito felt like he needed to take it upon himself in order to to try his best to protect Ayato and Kanato. Obviously, this made Ayato feel bad because he wanted Laito to come to him too, and be there for Laito like how Laito was there for him. Sure Laito couldn’t do much when they were children, but he tried his best with what he was able to do. Ayato can’t forgive Laito for doing this to himself and pushing all his emotions down just so he could be there for Ayato and Kanato. It makes sense why Ayato was pissed off by this, yet grateful at the same time.

And Laito being absolutely self aware with his own lack of honesty just,,,, gives me the feels. But Laito calling out Ayato for feigning ignorance also makes sense too. Ayato knew about the whole Cordelia thing with Laito, and yet never reached out with that. I mean, I’m not sure what Ayato could have done at that point since it happened when they were older (at least the first time Cordelia sexually abused him––I know things happened when Laito was a child but I think he was more groomed as a kid in my opinion and from my deductions) and Ayato and Laito were drifting at this point.

Ok now that’s my updated part of this analysis, this was a pretty old one and I just had new thoughts and found a better translation.

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Remember the whole thing I said in Laito and Shin’s VERSUS CD analysis was that Laito hates conflict and runs from his problems. It’s probably a defense mechanism of his but it’s honestly done more harm than solve it. This caused Ayato to kind of be stronger for himself, since he couldn’t get that strength from Laito. So that’s really sad, and answers the question whether or not any of his brothers know about his mask. But I believe it might just be Ayato, and I will get to that in a minute. It also answers Laito and Ayato’s love/hate relationship.

I think that Ayato is more scared of Laito in the sense that he’s concerned about what’s he’s become. Like Ayato is always down to clown with Laito, and then Laito says some really weird shit sometimes that makes Ayato be like “oh god why”. I know I mentioned this but it is something to emphasize. I do think that Ayato knows that Laito is calculating, cunning, and manipulative as all hell. I don’t think he’s scared of him, or else why would he choose to hang out with Laito? Laito has nothing to gain by forcing Ayato to clown with him. Ayato usually doesn’t let Laito mess around with him if Ayato’s already got it going with another person; in this case, Yui. Their interactions within Vandead Carnival and Lunatic Parade is more like “omg Laito don’t embarrass me in front of Yui” (which,,, Laito does, and tells Yui that he’s so superstitious that he sleeps with a belly warmer lol just so Ayato can exchange something embarrassing too). I’d say they have the most “brotherly” relationship out of all the Sakamakis (rivals Subaru’s and Shuu’s relationship but that’s really an unspoken one).

Despite them being closer than the rest, that doesn’t mean they’re the closest pair. Laito still feels the need to prove himself that he doesn’t have his emotional problems in front of Ayato still, which is also probably why it drives Ayato away. Ayato can’t comfort Laito usually considering his facade builds a wall. And it’s hard to get to someone’s heart when it’s reinforced with steel, basically. So yes, he still wears his facade around Ayato; considering it only seems that they hang out when they’re horny and want some fun lol. I haven’t seen another instance where they do, or at least that’s the most common one.

Laito’s relationship with Kanato

I finished Kanato’s HDB route a while back, and I just gotta say,,,, man,,,,, wow,,,,, that was quite the doozy. As for him and Laito? It’s quite hard to tell, but, Laito is still there for Kanato. Sure Laito’s there when Ayato harasses him and calls him “hysteric” but Laito never insults him. There’s even a point where Laito plays a “big brother” role and gives Kanato advice:

Laito: Fufu~ Kanato-kun, shall I give you a little warning? Kanato: I don’t need such a thing. Laito: Don’t say that and just listen~ …If you take your sweet time, she’ll get snatched away from underneath your eyes, you know? Kanato: …

Sure it’s kinda…. morbid advice, but it is advice that helps Kanato regardless. And Kanato takes it! He listened to Laito! It’s obvious that Kanato is really annoyed by Laito (which gives me a reason why he doesn’t know about Laito’s situation with Cordelia on top of Laito’s facade) and doesn’t want anything to do with him (or Ayato, for that matter). I believe he says at one point in his route how he was isolated from the other siblings, mainly due to Cordelia. However, since Kanato listened to Laito despite him saying “I don’t need such a thing” kinda implies some kind of respect for Laito. He might know that Laito is calculating and smart in that manner. But do I think that he caught on to Laito wearing a facade all the time? Nah, he cares about himself too much and also just does his own stuff most of the time.

This quote I’m adding also happens in Kanato’s route; it doesn’t add much but I did laugh a little reading this:

Ayato: Does she like Kanato that much? That’s impossible. She’s heading down a path of despair for sure. Laito: Fufu…That’s something you could say about any one of us though~ Ayato: …Che.

It’s just a well crafted meta joke from Laito; he says it in such a cheerful way but man, that’s sad.

That’s about it for Laito and Kanato; I don’t think Laito says much about Kanato and vise versa. They really stay out of each others’ business, mainly because Kanato isolates himself out of spite, really.

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Before I move onto the other ones, just a little shoutout to my inspiration for this blog: @/akai-anemone

I read her analyses on Laito about five years ago, and unfortunately, she has stopped. But, she has some really good stuff and I definitely recommend checking it out. Here’s some big bro Laito moments she’s brought up too:

https://akai-anemone.tumblr.com/post/68549708275/heres-one-of-my-favorite-big-bro-laito-moments

https://akai-anemone.tumblr.com/post/68539626117/on-the-subject-of-the-relationship-between-the

https://akai-anemone.tumblr.com/post/65005954447/narihira-ayato-tells-laito-that-hes-building-a

https://akai-anemone.tumblr.com/post/64621970821/big-bro-laito

Please check her out!! She’s so lovely and although she’s not active anymore, I want to pay tribute to her too. I really hope I can be a good successor of her’s for the DL/Laito community.

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Laito’s relationship with Subaru

Honestly probably one of my favorite Sakamaki brother dynamics aside from Ayato and Laito. If you haven’t heard of the Laito vs Subaru, here it is for your listening pleasure (LINK). It’s probably one of my favorite fanservicey CDs, because Laito really just is getting the most out of the situation.

Laito and Subaru are quite the dynamic duo. Subaru doesn’t have an affinity for Laito and man, it shows. He’s always telling Laito to shut up, and similarly to his other brothers, he’s always like “wtf” when Laito says something wack. Laito’s absolutely entertained by this though, and since he’s older than Subaru, he definitely uses it to his advantage to mess with him. Since Subaru’s your “tsundere” part of the group (more than Ayato), and easily read more than Ayato is, Laito has so much fun teasing him and calling him out in front of Yui. Here’s one of my favorite interactions from the CD:

L: Ehe~.. I’ll be taking those words as a compliment. Your jealousy is really a pleasant thing to me, ahaha. S: Ah?! JEALOUSY?! L: Oh? Aren’t you jealous? Extremely? Ufu, the reason Subaru-kun is so annoyed is that.. S: Fuck that! There’s no way it’s that! Don’t make me laugh!! It’s not like I… to this girl… L: Mm, tsk tsk tsk. Subaru-kun isn’t very honest, is he. What I said is the truth. You’re– S: SHUT UP! *breaks something* L: Woah! Geez… when I hit the nail on the head every time I’d like it if you didn’t break the things around us. Look, bitch-chan is also scared, isn’t she? Am I right?

Laito, the perceptive motherfucker (,,,,dark joke im sorry), is back at it again, but terrorizing Subaru (and indirectly terrorizing the infrastructure of the house lol). I think it’s another brotherly moment of him to kind of make Subaru realize his feelings too. I don’t know too much about Subaru (although his MB route made me cry lol) but I do know that he’s just a fiercely independent guy that also kinda self isolated himself similarly to Kanato; but doesn’t nearly have as much built up hatred to his siblings.

Here’s some more Laito messing with Subaru quotes from that CD. Mainly because I find it so entertaining.

L: Uwa.. Subaru-kun is scary~ dragging along a senseless girl by her hair. S: SHUT UP PERVERT!.. Right now as you wish.. I’ll make this girl crumble… everything is working out like you desired, right? L: Ufu, really? I did it! In that case, why don’t I stay here and watch your excellent ideas slowly and carefully?

Laito: Fufufu~ You just don’t understand the depths of love yet, Subaru-kun~ Laito: …Well then, Bitch-chan…Doesn’t seem like anyone will come and save us any time soon, so let’s have lots and lots more fun, okay? Haahn…Mm… Subaru: The fuck’s the ‘depths of love’!? I don’t care if I don’t understand that crap. I’ll love you…in my own way. So brace yourself, okay? …Mmh!

That’s so damn rich coming from Laito. This is just Laito’s version of a “haha virgin” joke (which I don’t think Subaru is lol). However, it seems that Laito considers Subaru “pure,” similar in Ayato’s fashion. Maybe this statement is a little jealous quip at that. Who knows!

Laito’s relationship with Reiji

Laito and Reiji…. Man, this is an entertaining relationship. They’re seemingly opposites: agent of chaos and agent of order. (However, Subaru is more physically chaotic lol). Although Laito does kind of fill the “big bro” position for most of his brothers, Reiji is definitely more of a “parental” figure. Laito knows how to get under Reiji’s skin and just does it for fun. I just find it really entertaining. Sure I’m not the biggest Reiji fan like I’ve said before, but wow I love their interactions. Reiji can be a buzzkill for Laito, which certainly annoys him as well. Their relationships in the tokuten CDs are my favorite; especially when Kou and Laito pester Reiji to make them food. However, Reiji treats Laito like a nuisance as well, especially during his MB out when a desperate Laito comes to Reiji begging for help. Reiji’s extremely blunt in that situation and basically is like “why don’t you just kill her” and doesn’t attempt to comfort Laito when he’s crying when Yui kills herself in MB. I feel like Reiji is a nice foil for Laito’s character in their interactions, especially during that scene:

Reiji: Oh… …Are you crying? Laito: Eh, this… …is what you call tears? Reiji: The water that flows from the eyes are tears. Laito: Why am I crying for? Reiji: … … Are you happy or sad, it can be either. Laito: I’m… … Reiji: Well, please leave quickly and carry the corpse out with you. Laito: It’s cold… …I’m shedding so many tears, why are they coming out so fast… … Reiji: … … It would be the result of which you invited.

They don’t interact often, and when they do, it’s either entertaining or meaningful, it seems. At least in my opinion.

Laito’s relationship with Shuu

Now this one’s interesting. Exaggerated “pervert” vs actual pervert. Putting it out there, I don’t think Shuu’s a closet pervert as most say; he’s just quiet in general, but his perverse remarks are incredibly obvious. These two don’t interact often (although Shuu interacts with his brothers less than Kanato) but WOW can they freaking duet!! I love their song Camouflage. But, that aside, their reactions are limited to Shuu making quips at Laito; either telling him to shut up or like “wtf Laito” (similarly to his other brothers). My favorite scene of them both is when Shuu calls Laito a “wannabe pervert”.

Laito: Haha. Shu, isn’t it unusual for you to feel uneasy? Are you jealous? Fufu… … Shu: Bothersome… …I’m in a bad mood now. My music is spoiled because of your useless chattering. … … As for the concept of jealousy, it’s impossible for me to express… …you imitated pervert. Laito: … … Do you want to be killed? Shu: Hmph… …whatever you like?

This sets Laito off a bit, and Shuu definitely knows what he’s doing. Laito’s even taken aback, given his pause and the lack of a retort. It’s uncertain to see if Shuu actually knows what’s up with Laito or not, but I do think that Shuu is more perceptive than what he lets on. This also just reinforces the fact that Laito wants to meticulously build his character/facade as the perverted type, and doesn’t want it to be broken down; which is why he gets mad at Shuu.

Well that’s all of Laito’s relationships with his brothers! Now onto the bigger picture.

Laito’s overall relationship with the Sakamakis and their implications + conclusions

This one’s gonna be a bit all over the place, so I apologize for that.

Have you ever noticed that Laito doesn’t resort to name calling like the rest of his brothers? Even Reiji, the more “””refined””” brother calls Shuu a good for nothing. He only resorts to name-calling women. This, I find very intriguing. He usually has more indirect comments at his brothers, but they’re not nearly as malicious as the others. Or they’re insightful or just him teasing them; I don’t believe he has malicious intent towards his brothers like he says he does. Unless if he says he does; Laito doesn’t get actually LEGIT mad that easily.

Also, yes, Laito does keep his mask on around his siblings. He’s just not as pervy when Yui’s not there because,,,, Yui’s not there, or if she’s not the topic of the conversation (or any woman for that matter), he has no reason to be pervy unless if something comes up. He always feels the need to be pervy though; Shuu straight up calls him a “wannabe pervert,” since Laito heavily exerts it to the point where it’s probably a joke.

However, there’s something that’s been bothering me. I did mention it in this (https://everything-laito.tumblr.com/post/624910343406256128/impromptu-analysis-more-of-this-coming-soon) analysis, but TLDR; Nobody interacts with you or Laito in Laito’s HDB route. I could even say the same with his MB route, but that highlights his rivalry with Kou. In HDB, there is rarely any interaction with other brothers or even implied interaction with them. Subaru doesn’t even show up in the entirety of Laito’s route from what I can remember. In Kanato’s route, (which Kanato is the most overtly possessive/yandere of them all imo) Laito and Ayato still interact with him when you’re around, or even when he’s not around. But nobody dares to interact with you in Laito’s route much when you’re alone. Its bone chilling isolation. If there is interaction with the other brothers, it’s very limited and very quick. They’re very careful about what they say to you, when Laito’s around or not. They know he’s always watching, and we know he’s always watching.

But, Kanato’s the one that spits out death threats all the time and is definitely like “Yui’s mine” in his route. But, it seems that he’s not much of a threat to the other brothers; and like I mentioned, Laito even gives him advice, which he listens to. However, nobody dares to get under Laito’s radar, because it seems that he can turn into an actual threat to the others. I mean, Laito probably has killed as many people as Kanato, if not more. Laito is no stranger to killing in cold blood. He’s killed so many suitors under Cordelia. This is beyond the other brothers being disgusted with Laito’s actions. This is the other brothers not wanting to mess with Pandora’s Box.

Sure, we know that Laito dislikes outward violence, but he’s a master at manipulation and gaslighting, and doing stuff sneakily. They don’t know what to expect because of his mask being on at all times; they can’t get an efficient read on him, and even if they were “plotting” something against him or wanting to take Yui, they couldn’t. He has eyes everywhere. So instead, the other brothers avoid him in the sacrificial bride situation. He’s a force to be reckoned with, and they seem to know that he’s smarter than what he lets on.

Well, if you’re still here, thanks for reading as always! So sorry this has been so delayed! (And Hotline, I will get to your other part of your ask in another post, I didn’t forget about it!!)

Hope you all are doing well!

-Corn

#Laito sakamaki #sakamaki laito #analysis #dl #dialovers #dialover #diabolik lovers #raito sakamaki #sakamaki raito #hotline-to-hell #anonymous #anon

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seasidefallenangel · 4 years ago

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music shuffle tag

task: it’s easy! put your music library on shuffle and list the first ten songs. give a few personal liner notes, if you’re inclined.

i use a shitton of spotify playlists along w my itunes, so i did one song from my five most listened to playlists (except for one which i keep secret 🤫) and the rest from itunes! ty to alice and anmitsu for tagging me<3

1.) future style - honoka kousaka, umi sonoda, kotori minami

I LOVE THE µ'S SECOND YEARS SO FUCKING MUCH YALL future style is so good and the master beat map on sif is so fun i love this song sm everyone go watch the love live movie right fucking NOW this franchise means the absolute world to me

2.) 絵空事 (esoragoto) - nano.RIPE

i hate shoujo okay i’m not gonna lie about that. HOWEVER. sankarea is very good bc it isn’t mainly shoujo and the whole concept of it is so different also fuck rea’s dad i hate that bastard so much. this is such a good op i love it so very much

3.) defragmentation - guy

LITERALLY THE BEST SONG A3 COULD EVER PUT OUT there is not a DAY that goes by where i don’t go absolutely apeshit to this song. absolutely nobody is doing it like him...the vocals the beat the music the lyrics EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SHIT IS GODLY!!!!!!

4.) white prism - kouya ashihara

before i found black board this was it </3 i love aoi shouta so much this song is literally so good i don’t care if it’s not actually by him and it’s a cover he perfects every role he does go stream every actors song

5.) money machine - 100 gecs

THE SONG THAT STARTED IT ALL one of my best friends showed me this on a road trip we took and it was fucking over. “hey you little pissbaby” is one of the strongest song opening lines ever i will not falter on this. not my fave gecs (hand crushed by a mallet takes that) but still a banger

6.) kurayami shinjuu soushisouai - kamiya hiroshi

MY ALLTIME FAVE SEIYUU i love this man more than any of you could ever understand oh my fucking god he is mod r bait it’s not even funny i care about him so fucking much literally when he says “mon amour” i want to put my hand through my laptop screen and choke him out this man makes me feel so many things and this song is so fucking good thank you all for coming

7.) the city - kyle gabler

i am suck a sucker for a good video game ost i like little inferno so much even though it was such a simple game and this is one of my fave tracks (probs my fave tbh) from the ost i would rec everyone play it if you have the money for it i loveee little inferno

8.) iolite - shuu sakamaki

.... don’t look at me okay i had a phase. this song still fucking bangs i will not sit here and lie to myself also i love toriumi kousuke he sounds like god in this song

9.) the heritors of arcadia - bonnie gordon

i don’t fuck with fire emblem EXCEPT for echoes that game is so fucking good also as far as i’m concerned this is the best fire emblem song that will ever exist do not try to contradict me i could die happy listening to that song

10.) always with you - nordic five

I CAN’T FUCKING BREATHEEE OKAY I LITERALLY. DO NOT DELETE SONGS OFF MY PHONE OK YOU GUYS CANT JUDGE ME FOR THE SHIT I LIKED WHEN I WAS LIKE....14.... even though it’s hetalia this song slaps ok!!! i will give credit where credit is due

#mod speak

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tiredtoothache · 5 years ago

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Get to know my playstyle

I was tagged by @shuu, thank you sm!!!

Family size at the start: Normally I go for just one sim but in the case of Goodbye Sweetheart (The Fitzgerald Legacy rebrand™) I started w/ two main sims!

Lifespan: Usually normal but I don’t ever play families long enough for sims to die really,,,and I never actually play w/ Ken & John etc... so they’re immortal in game lol

Malevolent or benevolent: oooh biatch you know I’m malevolent af

What I like about the current version of sims I play: It’s v clean and smooth aesthetically which I love, and it’s v easy to tell stories through it!

What am I most anticipating for the sims: Universities!!! How I wish Ken had gone to an actual Uni lmao that would have been fun. Also just more travel options and more playable jobs like in Get to Work!

idk who’s done this tag im sorry just ignore,,, I tag @surreysimmer, @littlemissnellie, @panda-plumbobs and @mystifeid

#ask tiredtoothache #saviorhide #tag

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ribarukirikaindenial · 2 years ago

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Thinking thoughts about endgame battles and opponents in anpk and what they bring to Satoshi’s journey so I’m writing them.

My personal view of “endgame battle” and “endgame opponent” in anpk is that the series in question was constructed around this eventual final battle, that the battle needed to happen for the series to reach its logical narrative conclusion, and that the opponent is a character that was set up from the start and is closely linked to Satoshi throughout the series in question and brings a lot in terms of development as a trainer, challenge, and meaning, etc.

In my view, over the course of anpk, there are exactly three characters that count as endgame opponents (going with my criteria above): Shinji, Kukui, and Dande. (I don’t think there were really any characters like that in OS, AG, BW, and XY. While these series had rival characters and their own rivalries to tell at times, and while there were tough walls to overcome like Jindai in the Battle Frontier, having a specific dynamics that shaped the structure and the direction of a series/functioning as a continuous thread from the beginning to the end actually didn’t happen a lot in the anime.)

In order:

Shinji: The climax of DP was literally their battle at the league etc, as soon as that narrative challenge was concluded, DP ended quickly ww Shinji was set up from the start of DP, he was a recurring rival, he is closely linked to Satoshi throughout the series. Their final battle was the culmination of everything that happened during DP, it was carefully built up and constructed over the years so it would pay off during the league (they had many echos to their past battles in the final one etc). In fact, their rivalry was set up before DP even started: the conflict between Shuu and Haruka towards the end of AG (their talks about complimenting your Pokemon or not just because they did well etc), in a way, set the ground for the upcoming rivalry between Shinji and Satoshi in DP, Shigeru battling Satoshi with an Elekible at the end of AG hinted at Shinji’s final Pokemon to defeat in the league, etc.

Arguably, I would say that that battle was the culmination of the OS to DP era since Satoshi’s whole philosophy as a trainer and methods/views were put at stake there. He had to win and prove everything he built as a trainer there.

Kukui: While Kukui wasn’t exactly introduced as a raibaru at first, it becomes increasingly clear during the series that he is going to be the final opponent in SM. He is Satoshi’s father figure, and he is also his teacher at school. So he is both the mentor/teacher and father to surpass, and that trope is an old one. There is also the fact that he is Royal Mask and Satoshi admires Royal Mask and wants to battle him etc. I think that they had one battle as Royal Mask vs Satoshi (can’t remember how many times they battled right now rip) which ended in Satoshi’s loss and set up the rivalry between Nyabby and Gaogaen? So it set the promise for more to come. Moreover, Kukui’s dream was to make a Pokemon League in Alola. This becomes much more personal for Satoshi once we get to the episode (SM125) where it is revealed that what made this dream possible is that Satoshi and Kukui met when Kukui was a kid, thanks to Celebi sending Satoshi in the past. Satoshi told Kukui about his adventures and leagues and stuff, and it’s thanks to their meeting that Kukui had the dream of hosting the first league in Alola. So it’s only fitting that Satoshi won it and that the series ended with the father and son battle, things coming full circle etc. The battle also functioned as a “graduation ceremony”, especially with Kapu Kokeko being Kukui’s final Pokemon. Kapu Kokeko watched over Satoshi from the beginning ever since he came to Alola, gifted him a Z-Ring, and Satoshi defeated Kapu Kokeko with a Z-Move, poetic cinema etc. So, father vs son, teacher vs student, and Satoshi’s graduation ceremony before he left the school. A battle about their love for battles.

Dande: Dande has been Satoshi’s goal ever since he heard of the tournament and had an unofficial battle with him. Dande is basically Satoshi’s mirror, he is exactly like him, down to the fact that they both have a childhood friend who started as a trainer and ended up taking on the path of a researcher. Shigeru and Sonia are parallels for a reason (and they are both grandchildren of famous researchers, too). (It could even be argued that Dande having a little brother is similar to how Kukui and Burnet totally consider Rei Satoshi’s little brother.) Other than that, their training ep really showed how similar they both are in terms of personalities and outlook towards Pokemon. Sonia described Dande as a big kid who is really into Pokemon (a pkmn baka ww), and this description fits Satoshi as well. Dande is just really how Satoshi could be when he is older. And just like how we see Satoshi in Dande, the latter is reminded of his first days as a trainer when looking at Satoshi. In the PV, this battle was described as the culmination of everything that Satoshi and Pikachu have accumulated through their adventures, so it really encompasses their different journeys as well.

We’ll see how it ends, but I’m liking how elements of past endgame battles are incorporated into this one. And it does feel more meaningful that Kukui and Shinji were specifically brought back in a row to battle Satoshi before the M8. It is definitely intentional and has more weight to it considering all of this. They both represent major parts of Satoshi’s journey, and he had to face them both one more time before the end. Also, Type Wild was played as an insert song during both their battles in DP and SM, so the rule kind of says that it needs to be the same now too. Type Wild really is the endgame battle insert song.

In conclusion (or not), how I see it is that Shinji vs Satoshi (first endgame battle/opponent in the anime) was about overcoming/surpassing the rival (the opposite, the other side of the coin), proving one’s philosophy.

Satoshi vs Kukui was surpassing the father, the mentor, the teacher.

Satoshi vs Dande will be Satoshi surpassing himself (?).

Also, as a last note, it is interesting that Satoshi’s first endgame opponent was someone who was the complete opposite of himself (Shinji, two sides of the same coin etc), and now, the current one (Dande) is someone who is a reflection of himself. It is really that deep.

#rly liking what they all represent in the narrative #shinji's chara and his place in the narrative really gained more depth and i'm thankful #he really set the trend for endgame battles for years to come. who did it like snst :/#honestly i could go on but it makes sense only to me at this point w #but it's definitely interesting stuff to think about etc.#i'm not getting into the differences between endgame opponents bc for example snz was more sato's equal #they had the same experiences the same age and their first battle was a draw (so they started on equal footing)#while kukui and dande are one step ahead since they are adults and have more experience in life #it's a whole other thing and i'm not focusing on that here.

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love-boat · 7 years ago

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Do you think Shuusaya is real or could be real? I'm a huge shipper of these two but sometimes i feel like the sweet moments they share together is just fan service. I mean it would make sense for them to do it to please fans. After all, they are actors and harumichi is really popular. But idk. It's like sometimes i can see something between them but other times it looks kinda forced. We'll probably never know for sure, but what's your opinion on this? Do you see a spark between them? Thanks 🤓

Hi anon,Do you have any examples of instances where “it looks kinda forced”? hmm..For me, the fan service part is when sayaka shares what shuu did or what they did together on social media. If you have followed sayaka on twitter long enough, you may notice that she doesn’t really share much about her private life, so there is really no necessity for her to share what shuu did for her. I think she still tweets about it sometimes cause she knows fans like it (and we really do).If we are talking about the stuff which shuu did for her are fan service, then I beg to differ. Like you’ve mentioned, they are harumichi, it is not difficult for them to do fan service. Shuu can jolly well hug her in pictures and sayaka can caption things like “daisuki shuu-san” (which many of shuu’s cast members do actually) and the fans will still go crazy. However, I don’t think I have ever seen sayaka writing a simple “daisuki” to shuu before, whereas shuu probably has a daisuki or some sort of love proclamation from most of her female cast mates? The more interesting stuff that we saw are shuu buying roses for sayaka’s non-myu play, shuu making slippers for sayaka, shuu spending like 28k on qpot gifts, them going on short trips away from Tokyo.. those are significant milestones and I feel that it seems stretched to say those are fan service, simply because they do not need to go the extra mile (and spent that amount of $) just for the sake of pleasing fans (a hug and mushy text will do :p, really).I did see people questioning before if they are representing sm to promote some stuff.. that also doesn’t make sense.. Because why would sm not ask the female lead to do the “promotion” and for 2 side characters to do random promotion instead (ref: milk couple wear for Halloween 2016 -> what has milk brand gotta do with sm?). I believe people have such questions when they think it’s too good to be true, but right now, I feel that things between them are genuine and they do have awesome chemistry together :)

All in all, I feel that what we know about them is only a small portion because they are very private people irl. We only get to know these stuff when they feel generous enough to share, so lets appreciate this bit we have :)

#also their body language during live shows also showed that they are really close #it's hard to fake body language right #replies #anonymous #shuusaya

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sumire-bride · 2 years ago

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LIQUID SMOOTH

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TRIGGER WARNING- INCEST, MASSIVE SEXUAL ABUSE TW, MENTAL ABUSE, NEGLECT, PULLING OUT HAIR and if there's anything else please let me know so I can add em. I care about you guys so do not read if you this will make you uncomfy :)

CHARACTERS- Ena, Xaing, Kyuufu, Chousoka, Oroshi, Chen, Sumire, Shuu, Reiji, Ayato, Kanato, Laito, Subaru.

AUTHOR NOTE- Hooooh boy, my little diva made this a rollercoaster to write, I love writing for this man sm istg, AND YES I DID PUT THE TITLE A MITSKI SONG I couldn't get creative for that part of this. But enjoy :)) (Also I quote a few mitski lyrics in here, REALLY RECOMMEND YOU LISTEN TO LUSH ALBUM BY MITSKI WILL MAKE READING THIS SM MUCH BETTER PLZZ) again little surprise at the bottom.

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The third son, when Ena was first born Kyuufu could have sworn he had finally made a girl but no, Ena was simply a divine looking child. If it weren't for him saying it "needed to be a girl" Kyuufu might have just used Ena for the plan. The plan, the plan that not only will change those six bastards lives but effected ours as well. If it weren't her then it wouldn't be such a pain to just open his eyes in the morning.

Ena a gift from god, just as his name suggests. He was an angel no a unseen creature no one has heard of. The smell of him burned the room of these.. Evil horrible demons noses. Even if he was standing behind a silky curtain.

“Ena.. Fix yourself.” Xaing cleaned the smeared eyeliner from under his eyes. Those green eyes that not only haunted Xaing but Ena himself. “Today is a important night.. There’s no time for imperfections and crying right now..” Xaing put her makeup back into her pocket. Fixing the wrinkles on his red hanfu. “Ena.."

"Don't let those people ruin you."

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Ena and his brothers sat outside near the garden. It was against the rules to anywhere further then that. They were once close when they were younger, in fact it was hard to separate the three of them.

"Ena..! Come look at this..!" Chousoka yelled to Ena who was collecting the flowers.

"..What..? I'm doing something right now if you couldn't tell". Ena did as he was told walking towards Chousoka who was holding his hands in a little ball.

"BAA..!!" Chousoka opened his hands, a bug flying out of them right onto Ena's nose bridge. Ena screamed and shouted to get it off. He suddenly felt someone gently take it off with their finger letting it fly away.

"Chousoka..!! Don't do that you moron...!!" Ena shouted insults, he turned to look at who took the bug off of him. Oroshi, a kind quiet boy.

"Chousoka.. Don't put the poor bugs in danger for little schemes like this.. Are you okay Ena..?" His voice soft, Oroshi had a massive soft spot for Ena. Although soon he would find out that's only because he was the younger one here.

"Stupid Chousoka.. Teasing me this.. How dare he Oroshi..! Hmph.. It seems I am only able to rely on you.." He put his face onto Oroshi's chest. "At this point we should run away together and forget about stupid Chousoka" He said in a snarky tone.

"Stupid..?! What are you on about..?! You're the one who's dumb here. Ugly ugly Ena" He shouted back.

"Ugly..?! Ugly...?! Mother says I am a beautiful gift from god, that's why mother and father gave me this name."

"Ena." The boys bodies froze. Even just by his voice it startled them. They turned around to see their father, Kyuufu Kanashi. The other two would fall to his word but Ena on the other hand.. Not so much. "You three are too far and far too close to the gates. Come back at once." Oroshi and Chousoka ran to him immediately, standing next to his side. Ena however, stood still. "Ena, come to me"

"No." Ena told him sternly, with Kyuufu no definitely wasn't a word you wanted to say to him. He was shot back by shock that his son would say this to him.

"What.. Did you say to me..?" Ena got a shiver down his spine, he still however stood tall and proud.

"No---" Before he finished, Kyuufu hit Ena with his emerald staff. It stinged and was hard enough to knock the kid off of his feet. "Ah.. Ahh..." He made little noises putting his hand to his face.

"Do not disobey me.. Boy.." He turned around walking back, "Chousoka, Oroshi.. Inside" Chousoka and Oroshi stayed still for a moment, giving Ena concerning looks. Tempted to go and help him but very soon thinking back on it. Following behind Kyuufu leaving Ena to sit there in utter shock.

"They didn't.. Hey... Come back you two.. Help me..." He spoke, he couldn't yell due to the fear of Kyuufu. "Uh..." He sat shocked at his brothers immediate response to their father. He didn't like it. Ena wiped his cheek glaring at the house.

I suppose you could say that's when he became hateful of his brothers.

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"Ena darling come to me, come.." Xaing softly said to a young Ena who barely learned words or how to walk. She held her arms out with a faint smile on her lips. A quiet maid held onto him making sure he didn't fall.

"Ahh.." The maid letting go still keeping arms around him. One step, two step, three step towards Xaing then he finally fell into her lap, Xaing very happily scooped him up into her arms playing with his hair.

"Yes yes Ena dear very good..! Very very good." She smiled heading closer to his face kissing it. "My lovely little Ena.. Fufu.."

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Xaing was Ena's main role model, he found her so beautiful and Magnificat I mean who wouldn't admire such a goddess? In Ena's eyes she couldn't do anything wrong, no matter how much she yelled and screamed at him to go away, no matter how many times she would get horribly drunk off of wine and got all sad and scared and begin to panic mistaking him for 14yr old self, trying to kill him. She would always stay a goddess.

"How... How dare you...?! Don't you torture me enough..?! Just leave me be..!!!" She became his main reason for such hatred for Kyuufu. How dare he hurt such a wonderful women. How could he? How was he able to and she just sits there. Ena wondered that to himself as he sat knees to his chest his tiny hands holding onto them. Every yell Xaing gave Kyuufu him yelling back the loud bangs made Ena jump every time.

"No... No no no...!!! Don't touch me..! Unhand me at once..! Have I not done enough?! I gave you children why do you need more..?! Let go.. Haah... Let go of me..!! UWAAHHH....!!!!!"

Even when she screams and cries. To Ena she will never be less beautiful.

"Sniff.. Sniff... Oh.. Oh Chun..." Ena was going for a quick walk. However he'd heard his mother whimpering in a corner. He'd stopped quickly in his tracks looking at his mother. Confused and not really sympathetic.

"Mother..? Why.. What are you doing..? Oh mother your clothes are messy..! Father will be mad if he..---"

"Don't speak about that vile man..!! He.. He shouldn't get so mad at me when he's the one who did this... Kuh..." Her words cut short by sobs, just hearing about him made her shiver in fear. She sat there with Ena half naked holding onto herself her face in her knees.

"But.. Why did father do this...?" Ena questioned. He kneeled down about to reach for his mother, before he could really think she pulled him close to her roughly.

"Ena.. Whatever you do.. Don't trust that man... Don't trust him.. He's horrible look what he did to your beautiful mother... He's ruined me.. He.. He took me away from everything.. Please.. Don't be like him or your cruel brothers.. You can't...! Okay you can't..!!" He fell into her chest wide eyed, his body stiff softening soon hugging her back including the half on closed she used to cover herself. "Promise me.. Sniff.. Don't fall for his trap.. Don't let him ruin you the way he did to me... Promise me.. Ena promise me.."

"Yes mother.. I promise.. I promise I will hate those people with every fiber in my being.." He tightened his grip onto her.

"I'll do anything for you mother.. Anything..."

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There was many times Ena walked in on horrible situations, however if he had to pick 13 different memories of his mother walking into the bedroom in which she gave birth was the worst ones. Because as every child came the worse she became. The more distant she got. And more hateful.

"Gr.. Gaaah...." Xaing groaned.

"You're doing very good Mrs. Kanashi..! Just a few more pushing okay..?" The doctor did his best to encourage Xaing. Yes yes just a few more pushing birth hopefully a girl pray it's a girl.

Ena and his now 5 younger brothers with Chousoka and Oroshi. They stood quiet listening to the groans and occasional shouts from their mother.

The screams got louder and louder, this isn't the first time nor will it be the last where she'll scream. He's gotten used to that fact. Though he hates it, louder they got the sooner he knew it will end. Even if it's not his 'parents' yelling at each other. He still flinches at the sudden yelling.

Just as he thought. Louder meant it ends, besides the fact you could hear the loud noise of crying and the heavy breathing of Xaing. Not only that but TWO cries of help in the room.

"No it couldn't be.. Twin's..? Are they both girls..?" Chousoka questioned. I hoped so, if he had two then he wouldn't need the rest of them and he could throw them away and leave them alone.

Kyuufu walked out. We all looked at his face to see what gender it was, the same as every try. He looked angry, stressed, and confused. They knew what that face meant. A boy, no two boys.

"Boys.. I see, a shame but you can simply do it again father I believe in you" Chousoka spoke more, trying to lighten his fathers mood. But per usual as their last name suggests he stayed upset. We are still no longer free from his grasp. Kyuufu walked past them walking into the distance.

Ena as well pushed past everyone, pushing the door slightly open. Only to see his mother softly and painfully breathing.

"What.. What do you want, get out of here." Xaing quietly shouted at Ena.

The more she had the worst she got.

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((GETS TRIGGERING FOR SEXUAL ASSULT HERE))

Father stormed out of the room in which mother had given birth to yet another boy, this one was weak looking definitely won't make it far in our household.

We still were not free. Chousoka yelled at me to get the poor man some tea to calm down. I hated this house there were too many hallways, too many locked doors, too many everything. Yet for some reason it managed to be so empty and so suffocating all at the same time.

The more I grow the more intoxicating I got for others, however the prettier I got the more the water rises to my face, reaching my torso at the moment. I open the door my nose meeting that burning old gross smell of man. An old man.

"Your tea." I harshly put it onto his desk. Not making eye contact with him, although my eyes are just as intense as his for some reason they give me more intensity more then anyone else. I don't think I've made eye contact with my father in such a long time and I'm glad about it.

"I've told you to knock multiple times Ena, you don't ever listen to me.." He spoke irritated. Out of everyone I'm more caplet of doing that and that makes me feel more proud then you think. He finally had some form of feeling for me.

I looked at him huffing and glaring before turning around to leave the room.

"You look.. Just like your mother when she was your age." He spoke, the sound of his voice makes me feel heavy. I stop, turning around looking at him with a questioning look. "You grew up very nicely"

He wasn't wrong. I grew me more beautiful then most, perfect even. Like a god amongst others, I was better then everyone else. I grew up with very smooth skin, like liquid. I can make anyone become puddy in my hands, it's not hard. I grew up with smooth and soft hair, it's long and it's longer and longer. I realize how much I try to imitate mother but just like the beauty in China myths and history Daji took form of a beautiful women but in reality was just a fox. My eyes however.. Ugly and horrifying. Beauty was my everything and because if I wasn't beautiful then I wouldn't know how to live.

"What does that mean..? You admiring such a perfect person like myself isn't surprising but when it's you.. It's disgusting." I continued to glare at him before touching the door handle. Before I knew my father was standing.. Right in front of me. "Uh.."

"Yes yes.. You look exactly like your mother. A little too much if anything. With both me and her looks I know now how daughter will be beautiful. " His voice was disgusting, his breath was warm and horrid. He got closer to me I stepped back more. This was like a fox and a rabbit, expect.. I was the rabbit. I didn't notice I was completely to the fall and my father was to his knees holding onto my hand. "Yes very very beautiful." He kissed my hand. I wanted puke his lips were so cold. I was taught from a young age beauty meant everything.

What good is beauty if no one desires it? My beauty would be wasted if it wasn't used and that's no good. I am completely unafraid of my situation this is normal right? This is someone who is simply using my beauty for good reasons. He kissed my wrist this time. The higher he got the more closer he got the more the water rised to my face. Now I am drowning in whatever this is.

Young beauty is the best to rip out of a young person. I have no were else to go, why should I fight it? I'm about to be ruined by age so it's best to get it over and done with. I'm ripe and my skin is ready to be ripped apart in the most painful way possible.

Little did I know that this was put me in never ending circle of loop.

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I found myself running back to him each time. He kept me in this.. Weird state of mind. For many months it started to get more and more constant where I felt if I wasn't near him I would pass away. He makes me feel this type of sickness I want to learn more about.

I wanted to learn more about this person who I call father. I was young and stupid I promise you I didn't know what I doing really. Or did I? I'm not really sure, but I still go back to him all the time. I knew I should cry about it but I can't help but adore this feeling of 'power'. However I still continue to have this burning passion of rage for him.

All my brothers knew except for one. Kai didn't know about it. Chen could careless including Sing and Ame. Everyone doesn't care. I don't care.

I was honestly just a little happy he finally showed me some form of feeling. Even if it was just this. However.. It was finally born.

"A girl..?! A girl you say..?! That's.. That is amazing..! My what a miracle this is..!" Father shouted it finally happened. The plan could finally be fulfilled none of us would have to die. However none the less.. He would die to from the mans hands. Chosuoka brought out the thing

It was.. Disgusting, gross, smelly, and.. Beautiful? But looking at this child only made me want to kill it. This here is.. The reason everything happened. The reason mother refuses to look at me. that thing is the reason. Upon seeing it my whole world went red and I felt dizzy.

I saw mother from the crack of the room mother looked finished. She looked done with it all. That is the reason.

It managed to ruin our lives with out even being born.

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Ena, his brothers, and Xaing were brought to fairly smaller house. Still big and it had a traditional Japanese vibe to it, it was placed on a hill and it was indeed a very nice home. They were still given maids, servants and such. Those servants were the ones that were fired from the other job.

All 14 of them were no use anymore. Although before leaving Kyuufu had pulled all of the brothers aside, well.. almost Everyone. The 12 stood there in his office. While Chousoka and Oroshi stood next to him behind the desk

“Finally.. After all of my constant tries my beautiful daughter is born.. My beautiful beautiful daughter” Beautiful. The very same words that repeated that Kyuufu used to describe Ena. How come he was using those words for it. He thought he was the beautiful one here. Why is he using those words for it? When the word beautiful belongs to him and him only.

“You called us all here.. Get to the point instead gettin’ all gushy about that kid” Kai said, if Ena had to get along with any of his brothers it would be him. “Get to the point.”

“Ah.. Right..” Kyuufu was silent for a minute. “I’ve had this discussion with Oroshi and Chousoka already after the birth of Sumire but.. I have a very special task.. For all of you.. It's quite a important task." Kyuufu told them, before speaking again he stood up using his staff.

"I am sure all of you are aware of him. Half of his plan, you were all born to his will although you now utterly useless to me. At least in that sense" Useless, yes very useless group of failed attempts. However Randoms' scarps can be reusable in some ways.

"Well.. Sumire is a very important figure in all of this." Just as Ena figured, his conclusion proved right his suffering was due to her having to be born. This strike a bigger anger into him. Please stop talking...

"You all have a choice, you choose between protecting and keeping her safe in the sanity of me and her home. Or you choose to be disobedient." Kyuufu had his eyes closed, he knew how much they frightened them. On purpose he opened them bringing a cold air into the room. "Although I do expect all you to keep her at a proper mind. Do I make myself clear?"

"Haha.. What a funny joke.. You can't serious father" Ena spoke, he laughed in denial. Protect it? Make sure she will stay 'pure'? What type of joke is that?

"Let me repeat it, keep her safe, make her know she isn't going to leave until I say so.. Keep her pure and ready for the plan. As you all.." Don't say it, please don't say it. Don't make me hate it more then I already do. Let me learn to love that thing.

"You all exist for her, you wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her so the least you can do is that. For his sake we must stay cautious and prepared." He said it. Was I only a product of it? Was what he told me many times a lie? I thought I was the pretty one.

Guess not. Now I sit here, alone and cold. No one to make me feel something, just something. It didn't matter if it was painful feelings, feelings that stab me through my chest feelings that are screaming scratching.

"Ena..!! Just what are you doing sitting there looking stupid..! Help me at once..!" Mother yelled, looked back to see she wasn't even looking at me simply yelling. At least.. She isn't trying to kill me.

My world went blurry, my mothers screaming got louder and louder for me. The louder she got the more ringing to my ears it brought me. My body shook my hands clenched.

"Ena..!!!!" She pulled onto my hair.

"Silence you stupid wench..!!"

Our relationship was never the same.

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Before mother, I met that.. Thing when it was 1, it was small and really pale. Like a ghost, welcome to that part of the family. Oroshi, Chousoka, and the twins gushed over it. It's now 2yrs old.

'oh she's such a angle sent from the very heavens above.' 'my whole life is right in front of me' 'My sworn duty is to protect this girl'. More and more, it disgusts me. Just the smell of it was fire to my nose.

"Ena.. Do you not desire to come see Sum--" The rest of it's name rang my ears. For some reason, I can't bring myself to look at it with happiness, or the feeling of safety from it. Although maybe that's a good thing. He seemed undyingly happy. Kyuufu that is.

"Hmph.. Just the sight of that thing is revolting.. My eyes feel like they are about to evaporate just from the mere sight it.. I'm leaving being in this house brings back unwanted memories." I turn back walking out of the door. He followed behind me reaching me like a wolf I didn't notice, and the circle was back in place.

A few months had passed, and mother I had seen was getting along a little too well with the thing. This monster this demon ruined her life no our lives yet she still.. It's weird. I walked passed her one day playing with it's hair, she was braiding it. My mother used to braid my hair, all the time. The more I saw her with it the more I get angry. Father called me into his office.

I feel sick. The mere sight and smell of him hurts me physically. I hate this stupid circle I've put myself in. He uses me over and over and over again, I've lost track of time. After everything was done I was all completely undone. I heard the sound of high heels walking near the room. There was a light from the side of my eye and two black figures, I didn't notice at all until a few seconds they had opened the door.

She looked.. Unimpressed with me. Disappointed, disgusted in me, I could only give her forgiving eyes and scrunched together eye brows. I thought she'd maybe just maybe cut the circle in half but she.. Just walked away with a huff.

I watched them walk away without knowing why.. Why..? Mother..

They got sent back to were they stayed, the rest of the boys left for bed and Ena was going to but before he could leave Xaing spoke.

"I know what you were doing you filthily animal." She said sternly.

"Wh-what..?" He stuttered on his words. He turned around and looked at his mother his eyes wide. "I.. Mother it is not what you think.. I don't.. I don't want to I just.."

"How long.. How long has this been going on.." She questioned, she clutched her fists not staring at him. Per usual. "How long.."

"Guh.. Uhm.. It's.. Ah..." He couldn't get the proper words out. Talking about it made his skin crawl and his organs do backflips. "A.. Few years, after.. Keiji and Shoji were born the same day.. While you were resting he.. He.. He hurt mother, you were right I was foolish, I feel for the monsters trap. I can't get out of it.. Please.. Mother.." He felt he was about to cry, cry tears of anger and relief finally someone wanted to help him. "It never stops.. I just want it to stop please forgive me mother.."

"You probably wanted it didn't you.." Ena paused for a moment, he looked up his shoulders fell "Always trying to copy me ever since you were a child. It was only obvious you would pull stunt like this. You truly are disgusting Ena. I can't even call you my child." Her words were harsh, brutal and a lie. Finally after many years of no eye contact. She looked at him with a look she had given everyone else but him and Chen, I horrifying glare. "You asked for it didn't you.. It is was you.. Showing yourself around like that, you have no shame.." She walked away. Disappearing in this very very.. Very dark house.

"..." He couldn't muster up words. I just stood there with his head low. That would be the last night Ena cried, but the first night he was began to be more aware of his anger.

One day he was going to kill these sons of a bitches.

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It got older and older and I grew more hateful. It was more nicer looking then me, everyone liked it yet no one bated a eye to me. Did I waste my beauty? I think I did. On a waste of space a man I called father. However I think it's because it's younger and I got older. They don't like you when your old and gross. It came to me one day at the age of 6. It looked.. Happy to see me.

"..Ena-nii... You look.. So.. Pretty.." It's tiny voice rang my ears, I couldn't make out half of what it said.

"Get away from me you rat.." I told it, it was just like a rat.

"Uwahh... Ena-nii has graced me with a compliment... I feel so blessed to be given such names..."

"Your such an idiot.. Has that man taught you nothing..? Goodness I should teach you a thing or two, get it together you dumbass, your useless to this world, a complete waste of space." I insulted once more. This felt so good. I've never felt more empowered. This meant I could tear apart her petals and father could deem her as 'impure' and I can ruin his plan. It's nice knowing that.

"..Fufu... Oh Ena-nii... You are so amazing.. I am deserving of such an amazing big brother... Fufu.." Amazing?

"Your filthy.. God.. Stop being so damn weird...!! Someone get this rat out of my sight..!" It didn't leave, instead looked at me with admiring eyes. It only made me grow Angier.

I picked up a vase and I threw it at me, she fell backwards and I began to shout at her more. "Filthy useless thing..! Who do you think you are..?! Crawl to my feet and ask for forgiveness..!!" It held onto it's head. It began to crawl towards me clinging to my legs.

"Forgive me Ena-nii... I did not mean to.. Cause you any harm... Forgive me... Forgive me... Forgive me..." She did.. Exactly as I wanted her to do. Her voice became weak as was her head was bleeding, I kicked it off of me she made a yelping noise, she looked as though she was about to cry. That made me so unreasonably joyful. Here I was smaller then everyone else and now finally I can make someone smaller. THIS is what power feels like.

"I hate you.. Don't look at me with those cursed eyes you filthy animal..!!" I smashed a cup to the floor, it flinched. Screaming more 'forgive me's'.

This child was a useless waste of space.

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The more time went on the more I got a hold of myself and the circle was more triangle shaped. On one or more occasions he'd call me into his office and the triangle would take it's proper shape again. I began making him upset on purpose, I avoid mother a lot.

I am now 18, meaning the ceremony must begin it's become my turn to be broken, to become a full fledged Kanashi. At least that's what he says. This wouldn't be my first time attending one as my siblings all have had one at 10 and then one at 18. Now it's my turn.

"My ceremony should be the very best looking, magnificent and all. No mistakes anywhere you understand..?! Someone as great as me deserves the most outstanding ceremony..!" Ena spoke proudly. His hand was on his fathers desk, Kyuufu's eyes closed in semi annoyance.

"Yes yes..." He sighed.

"It's the least you could do for me.."

"Ena.. You do know what this ceremony means right..? You know what will happen right..?" Kyuufu said "all of those clans including ours are there.. 'the moon ceremony', you understand don't you..? This isn't fun and games Ena.."

"I'm way more aware of that than any of you think I am. I'm ready for it, they can try all they want but I won't be tainted by the mouths of those creatures.” Ena told him, he had planned to not let himself become exactly what they wanted, he won’t cry, he look like he’s in pain. He won’t let them get what they want out of him.

“Remember something, we can not have any screw ups.. Don’t let your rebellious attitude get in the way of this.. If something goes wrong you’ll be the one making up for it understand..?”

"I get it.. Now leave me be, you smell like shit father." Ena looked his father, who was too close for comfort it would be a understatement to say Ena wasn't uncomfortable. Kyuufu leaned closer to him and.

"Guh.. You bit me.." Kyuufu's mouth began to bleed, Ena stepped back running out to find a bathroom.

"Cough.. Cough... Gaaahhh..." I found a bathroom, I fell to my knee's and gagged, coughed. I stuck my fingers into my mouth to puke I held onto my throat and squeezed, anything to get that toxic out of my mouth, off my lips. One single touch from that god awful man I despise with my being is enough to kill me. Like a world wide disease yet it only affects me. Wipes me out in seconds.

I felt this wet drips of something fall from my eyes, dripping into the toilet they fall from the upper part of my nose, my snake like green eyes had gotten blurry and suddenly my ears started to ring once more. I moved shakingly to put my hands onto my ears to silence the overbearing sounds. "A-.. Gnn..." My eyes shut tightly. These drips of water fell to me sounded like loud splashes. They were heavy and painful. During these bad times it was hard for him to realize he was being watched by a certain brother behind the door.

I have realized even more that I can't let myself be what they want me to be. I refuse to do what he wants me to. No matter what I won't.

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"Ena.. Are you almost ready..?" Ena, a very beautiful boy, putting on the rest of his makeup, he'd scared off the people whom were supposed to help him by yelling at them. 'you did this wrong' 'that's the wrong colour' he'd just decided to do it on his own. Xaing was watching, she herself dressed in a red hanfu.

Xaing got closer to him, pulling his face towards her looking down at him. "You learned from me.. However this shade doesn't suit you well, go for a darker red. This one." A blood colour of lip gloss. Xaing painted his lips with it. "See, look.. How better is that..?" Ena looked at himself in the mirror, he was covered in the colour red. The red colour matching his pitch black hair and ghost skin.

However he looked just as lifeless as his mother did. This was not a happy day. Xaing began to braid his hair a red ribbon intertwining with the locks of it.

"Now.. Are you ready..?"

"..." He paused. "Yes.."

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There should be no reason I should get dragged into this. The plan that we were all born into even if us boys were the failed parts of it, I don't understand why Chousoka is getting all worked up over nothing.

Chousoka, Oroshi, and Ena all sat in silence in the car driving to see Sumire.

"I can not believe father.. Sending her away to.. live with vampires.. Vampires..!? Is it not in our blood to hate them..?!" Chousoka exclaimed.

"Chousoka.. You knew this would happen one day.. This is fathers business now, we no longer have to be apart of the plan." Oroshi responded. He was the most calmer out of the rest of them.

"Not the point here, do you three not understand..? She's gone.. I can't.. I can't just let her go like that, In can't let her slip past through just like that.. it's too soon... I will save her."

"You truly are a piece of work.. It's so sad how you actually think your gonna get away with this.. You do know who's sons those boys are from right..?" Ena sounded annoyed. "Karl-Heinze is no joke.. You are being a idiot per usual. Just deal with the fact that we are no longer useful."

"Who on earth are you calling a idiot..?!" Chousoka shouted. "You be silent at once, if father heard how you were talking right now he'd--"

"We're here.."

There stood a massive dark mansion, they felt a shiver up their spins from the cold and bad aura they'd gotten from the place. When the car door opened the smell of vampires was strong. Too strong, however the smell of a women was just as strong. Reconizing it immediately, Sumire.

"She is here.." Oroshi said, walking out of the car the other two following behind. The car driving away, there they were standing alone in front of this house.

"Hmph.. Fairly small. I've seen bigger.. For vampires I'd expect more then this" Ena mumbled. "Ugh.. And this smell... The smell of vampires makes me dizzy." There were pros and cons to have the nose of a Kanashi.

"Lets go.." They'd began walking to the entrance, the door had opened before they could. A female maid had opened it, looking generally pleased to these good looking men but none the less she wasn't going to let these good looking shady men into the home.

"Eh.. Please leave..." She said nervously.

"Now there isn't such a need, please let us in. No need to be cautious" Chousoka flashed her a smile, she felt herself swept off her feet. She was about to decline once more before the sound of a man came.

"Excuse me.. But who might you three be..?" They'd recognized the smell after a few seconds, hearing the voice of the person was much more helpful, it was him. Reiji Sakamaki.

"Ahh.. I thought we'd never meet again.. Reiji." Chousoka and Reiji left on.. Rather better terms then the rest of his brothers did with the other ones. However it was only better terms, not saying it was good.

"You.. Not only one but three of the Kanashi's, oh how I feel so honoured to have the three eldest's of Kyuufu Kanashi in my presence.." Reiji said sarcastically, Reiji truly pissed Ena off, he got reminded of Chousoka from him too much.

"Hmm.. How I enjoy your sarcasm Reiji. Tell your maid to let us in, if you'd be so kind." He gave him a passive aggressive smile, the maid moved out of the way.

"Ah yes.. Come to my house uninvited and me not let you inside, just were are my manners..?" Sarcasm. Ena had to laugh, it was nice seeing Chousoka with someone who could give him a run for his money.

"Yes well you do no how I enjoy doing what I please without permission."

"Haah.." Reiji pushed up his glasses. "Just.. Tell me what you three are doing here, I doubt you'd come here without any business here"

"You know why I'm here, where is she..?" Chosuoka had gotten a serious face. Meeting Reiji's glare at the mention of 'she'.

"Hoh..? So that's why huh..? You've in search of Sumire I see..? Haha.. Hahaha... I have to laugh that truly is such a funny reason to come here.." He laughed, Ena couldn't help but glare at that. "You do know.. That my father would kill you if you tried to get in the way of our affairs. That women belongs to us now, we can take it from here. She's become our loyal servant. You might as well walk out the door."

"I'm not leaving until I get her out of this hell hole. Your father means nothing to me, I could kill him if I pleased." Chousoka responded. Sounding more irritated then before.

"Hm.. You are laughable Chousoka Kanashi."

"Ugh... The smell of you in disgusting... My nose stings..." Ena put a hand on his mouth.

"I could say the same to you, the over sweet smell is too much." Reiji spat back.

"Ufu..~ Is that who I think it..? Three as well..? My what a surprise..!"

"Laito.." Oroshi noticed, "it's not just you either is it..?"

"Nope~"

"Tch.. You three..? The hell ya doin' in our home...?!" Ayato Sakamaki.

"Ne.. Teddy.. This sweet smell is so strong... Yet what's displayed out in front of me isn't appetizing." Kanato Sakamki. The triplets gathered together, following each other like little ducks.

"Haah... My sleep ruined for these freaks..? Annoying.. Very very annoying." Shuu Sakamaki.

"..." Subaru Sakamaki, standing at the top of the stairs, saying nothing but scowling look at the three. Light shining from him. He seemed as though he'd been hiding something behind him.

"Oh my, if only the rest of my dear younger brothers were here to experience such a amazing moment." Chousoka smirked, he seemed to be getting off to the fact he was seeing all six of boys he'd been told so many stories about.

"I'm gonna puke... This.. This smell is unbearable..." Ena's grip onto his mouth tightened. However add onto the smell of six of these, a smell of another catch to his nostrils. Not only him but Oroshi and Chousoka as well. A far too familiar smell hiding behind Subaru.

"The fuck you looking at..?" Subaru said. His glare getting worse then before, sending menacing looks their way.

"We all know who's behind you... You aren't slick." Oroshi gave a side glare to Subaru. He could be scary when he wanted.

"Tut.. Why should I..? What do you get out of it..?"

"I don't get anything, however... It is best you move." Oroshi was more stern that time. His glare shooting into Subaru, however he stayed where he was. "Sumire is no fool.. She knows better, I personally don't plan to take her away.. However I'm not sure how I like you keeping my sister away from me when I came all this way just to see her... Now move, before I do something about it." Oroshi sounded threatening. Subaru stayed still, looking anxious and wary.

"I see... I didn't want to play this way.. But.. You have left me no choice." Ena knew what tactic he was talking about, Sumire would fall for that instantly. Anyone would. "Sumire, my dear come out from there, I missed you so dearly." His words enticing. Noticing a little twitch at Subaru's arm.

"Sumire. It's best for all of us if you come out.." Words slowly fading from sweet and tender. "Sumire.. I'm not asking you." The sound of her name began making Ena's ears ring once more.

"Sumire... Sumire... Sumire this is a order...!! Come out this instant..!!" And that was that. Sumire came from behind running towards him immediately. Hugging him almost fearfully yet excited.

Oroshi used to do that to me. When I didn't listen.

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In the end, they managed to score a few nights here, by Sumire's request. Oroshi and Chousoka were over with Sumire. It'd been too long they felt they were about to rip their faces off. Ena stayed in his bedroom hiding. Brushing his hair in the mirror he caught onto a persons smell that entered the room as well as someone watching.

"Do you honestly think I'm a fool..? I know your there.. Laito." The calm face he had before became annoyed and irritated.

"That's my name don't wear it out." Laito spoke teasingly. "Thought I'd come chat, you know.. It's been so long.."

"Not long enough.. Get out. If it's nothing important then I don't care." Ena tried to get him out of the room. However this is LAITO sakamaki we are talking about. No means yes.

"Hooh.. How your words wound me.. You're telling me you didn't miss an old friend..? Oh how mean..~" Laito teased. Placing his hand on the chair leaning. "Drinking wine I see..? Are you doing that because of Sumi..--"

"Silence...!!" Ena shouted. "Don't you care say that things name.. Not in front of me.. She should be dead right.." Ena stood from his seat. Giving an angry look to Laito.

"Fufu.. Hit a nerve didn't I..? I knew you hated your sister but I didn't think this much. How sad.. I actually like her, maybe we aren't alike in that sense." He said. 'alike' who when where in what universe where they alike? Ena thought to himself, he stared at him confused. Before speaking once again.

"You think we're alike..? On what planet did you learn that on?" Ena chuckled. "I am not like some vile creature, don't put me to your level. Haha.. I'm not sure I enjoy your sense of humour." Ena stepped forward making eye to eye contact with him.

The air tense, bringing a weird aura that was tight around the air. "Do not assume I won't end you right here and now.. I would if I could." Ena deciding to play along with the little teasing tones. "Your a sad sad man Laito.. I wonder what poor miss Cordelia would have to say about how you've become.. She'd be pleased wouldn't she..? That her son became a year round whore just like herself. Laughable, like mother like son I suppose." Ena looked to his side keeping his pride.

Laito's smile dropped, while Ena's stayed. Ena's pushed onto the bed next to them, this position reminded him of someone. Who was it again? He wondered, the thought made his ears ring.

Laito squeezing his throat hard. Tightening the grip onto Ena's wrist with his other hand. "Your heart is racing.. Am I scaring you..?" Laito whispered in his ear. "You should know your place.. Ena."

"Look at your hands.. Pretty boy, what do they tell me hmm..? That you are a sad weak simple human." THIS was what Ena craved.

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Ena went back after the few weeks of being there. He soon learned if he stayed there any longer he'd explode. He never had to have any business with his father again, Kyuufu was officially done using his little scraps. No longer would he have to worry about being useful for something. Yet.. He's still able to hear the faint whispers of him.

His cold hands still linger onto him and even though he hates that man with his whole soul. He still yearns for him, he yearned for some form of love no matter how horrible it was. No matter no how much he'll be damaged over and over again. He wanted some form of affection.

Would or could someone spare him a glance, maybe he'd wasted his beauty, his youth. He was used up, dry and old. I refuse to let go of myself.

“Why didn’t you ask for help?” Kai asked Ena. They sat near a waterfall cherry blossoms fell. April was a terrible year.

“Ena.. Why..? I could’ve helped you if you just.. Said something” Kai asked again, why? Why although Ena sat there his legs crossed arms in his lap watching the waterfall from on the cliff saying nothing. Eyes full of nothing so empty yet so full it was strange. “Ena.. Why..?” He spoke again.

The wind blew causing more and more cherry blossoms to fall and dance around them. It was golden hour meaning he wouldn’t be up yet. HE wouldn’t be awake. Ena still sat there thinking. The wind was so strong it blew his ribbon away making his hair fall out now embracing the wind. He turned to look at Kai, for what felt like years of keeping quiet.. No not quiet but finally addressing that big elephant in the room he smiled and said.

“What help was needed?.”

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Ena Kanashi, the the third of the Kanashi family son. A gift from god as his name suggests standing in front of the red silky curtain. His smell of sweet sweet blood entering before he could. His beauty like no other. At least.. For the son of the family.

For he was a scrap project. A recyclable piece of crumpled paper, he was once 'clean', he was once a very happy child. But because of the hands of man he has become 'unclean'. So now he stands here, 18yrs old in a flowing gorgeous very clean and unwrinkled hanfu. In that night he was covered in red.

One tear fell from his face from him blinking, was he sad? He wasn't really sure. Scared maybe but that's not what he wanted to do. His face stayed emotionless while a few tears fell. Xaing wiped them with a wipe.

"Fix yourself" Fix yourself. As if he wasn't trying to. He looked right in front of him, his mother going on. It was hot, he felt himself burning. His mother went on. "Ena.. don't let those people ruin you.."

There it was. The curtains opened and the eyes of many would see Ena in all his glory. One step two step three step. Stop. Get another good look of him. There laid a table, a table.. One step three four seven. Click and clack in the full moon of night.

"Lay here." He did as he was told. Sitting there with all eyes on him. All eyes on him. "Ena Kanashi.. The third son. The gift sent from god. Allow us to have our feast."

Ena moved down the side of his hanfu, showing his skin. "Eat me" Just let him let go of himself, let the ringing stop as tonight it was uncontrolled.

As if in instance, they moved to him like dogs. Held downwards,

"Haha..!! Do what you came to do.. You filthy disgusting animals...!!!" Spare me some mercy, spare me some mercy.

Tears fell from my face, i laughed uncontrollably. “Eat me..!! You filthy creatures…!”

I can take a little bit more. Just a little more, I believe I can take it. For I can take just a little more, I promise.

“Haahhh…. Haha… Have I.. done enough..?” It’s hot, open a window for me so I can breath. The world is gone and it’s simply me.

A gift from god, what my name suggests.

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