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ihearttish · 2 years ago

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——Real one——

pairing: shuri udaku x black fem!reader ft; emerald haywood

word count: i tell ya what…

…after you and shuri split, it is up to you to go about getting over the breakup. What would happen on a night out trying to do so?

warnings: some sexual situations, mentions of alcohol, and adult language...

The club's neon lights flashed your eyes as you stepped inside, your heart racing with anticipation. you were out with your best friend Emerald, determined to forget about that ex-girlfriend of yours.

Truth is, you wanted to keep her around even though you couldn’t afford the amount of stress that girl put you through. She was all you knew. Felt like home even when there were many heated moments.

you and shuri were together for 5 and a half years. She was your first. Your first everything.

the whole point of going out tonight was so you can finally get that damn girl off your mind. Bed rotting simply wasn’t an option anymore. You’d be doing just that if it weren’t for Emerald’s ass though.

Emerald pulled out a stool for you at the bar. you took a seat and removed your jean jacket, sitting it in your lap.

this would be the first time being back outside for you. you were honestly a wreck. torn, even. emerald being your loving bestfriend who was always there as a shoulder for you to cry on about shuri and any other things that would stress you out… Which was mostly Shuri.

Was love supposed to make you grow gray hairs this early in age?

“Thank you, Emmy.”

“What for?” She turned her attention to you.

“For getting me to come out the house. I’d probably be in bed watching gilmore girls right now.”

Emeralds face lit up immediately before she snickered. She found you overly funny. Sometimes you wondered were you actually that hilarious or if something else gave.

“I gotchu, y/n. You know what’s up.” You returned the smile she’d given before you began looking over the menu.

The two of you ordered drinks that didn’t take too long to prepare.

…

“Okay,” Emerald laughed. “You want me to be honest?” she smirks, looking down at you as she stood up just next your chair.

“i’d like that, yeah.” you giggled at her question. Why would you want her to lie? Emerald was already lit. It doesn’t take her very long.

She took awhile to answer, her tongue sliding over her bottom lip swiftly as she held a grin. “I’m glad you and Miss Strong ass broke up.”

“What? Damn, i thought we was getting over that shit, what happened?” You’re smilin’ but ain’t nothing funny.

“Relax, we gon’ have you over here in no time but i’m just saying, though. You don’t think i was tired of you crying bout the same shit to me?”

“I guesss.” You drug.

“That’s all i meant, luv. Nothing else.” She assured.

…

you chuckled, causing emerald to give you the dirtiest look. “see girl, that’s yo problem now,” she smiled. “that shit gonna get you snatched up one day, watch.” if only you knew.

you and emerald’s night so far consisted of a bunch of drinking, laughing and conversations that didn’t correlate to shuri. this was something you really needed. Refreshing!although, somehow your mind continuously kept landing on shuri every now and again.

“dance with me, em.” you say sternly, standing up and holding out your hand, awaiting hers.

“Yes, ma’am.” she threw back the remaining of her drink and sat the now empty glass down on the table before taking you by the hand, following right behind you as you guided her through the crowd of bodies stank- sweating ass bodies on the dance floor.

———————————

You and Emerald were now at least two feet away from each other on the dance floor, as the loud music transitioned from a hasty song, into a much slower song. your hips began yo sway to the beat. You would stop to fix the riding up of your skirt a few times.

your movements were graceful and fluid, as if you were in a trance, lost in the music. within every beat, your hips swayed back and forth, following the tempo of the song. your eyes were closed, and a small smile appeared on your lips as you moved to the music, lost in the moment with your best friend.

🎶 “ ‘Cause I'm in love with that girl

So don't be mad at me

'Cause I'm in love with that girl

So don't be mad at me

So what, you're from the other side of the tracks

So what, the world don't think we match

I'll put it down like my love's on wax, guess what?

I'm in love with that girl

And she told me that she's in love with me “🎶

Emerald had her big glossy eyes on you as you moved your body to the music. she couldn’t take them off of your figure. Only occasionally when you’d begin to face her.

she then randomly took a step closer towards you and held her hand out, wrapping it around your waist.

She could sense a shift in you. “just vibe with me, yeah?” her grip tightened around your waist which caused your breathing to hitch. Emerald took notice to this instantly.

Still hesitant, you started moving your hips to the beat again. you and her were now moving in sync. the warmth of her felt nice, you felt very safe in her touch and you grew to hate every second of it.

You hated that you wanted to only be this way with shuri. you hated that your best friend, of many many years was making you feel the way your ex lover made you feel.

Although you and shuri were broken up, waves of guilt flourished throughout you. Shuri swore up and down this would happen in heated arguments before. Was she right? You couldn’t let her be. You wouldn’t let her be.

You hesitated a bit before making your next move. Emerald couldn’t possibly see you in that way. You began to think that maybe you were just exaggerating. The two of you were only just dancing. right? friends dance.

The song playing slowly transitioned into another. A much faster one.

🎶 “ I'm looking for a girl like you

Well here I go

Now, now, now, who's the baby bobbing

Dipping, dodging, crying, sobbing?

Looking to be mobbing cause it's just clocking and robbing

Oh hi now, welcome to my town

The illy I town, you got kids lifting eyebrows

Every time you fly down, so lie down

Full maxing, seeing you laughing

With passion happening

Every action has a reaction” 🎶

You noticed Emmy’s grip on you loosened so you stepped away from her and looked her in the eyes. “Emerald, i appreciate you for this you know?” You start. “And i really do adore you for attempting to get my mind off things.” your body stiffens as you play with the charms on your bracelet, with the charms that were gifted to you from Shuri. Not that it mattered…

“listen to me y/n.” she stepped closer to you and grabbed you by your arm, her grip was tighter than before, causing you to breathe out.

she pulled you closer to her. “i know you’re fresh out of an relationship that you wanted to go well so bad, i get it, okay? i do.” she looked down at your lips, licked hers and then looked back up into your eyes.

you were just inches away from touching each other’s big ass foreheads. “but i can’t keep holding this in anymore,” your breathing picked up, scared for what she might say next.

“i have feelings for you, y/n/n. i’ve always have. it was extremely painful having you come to me about relationship problems because i knew— i know that if we were ever together, you wouldn’t have to go through any of that and i mean that,” her lip quivered at her own words.

“i mean it with everything in me.” she choked. it was silent for a minute. emeralds eyes roamed any sudden expression on your face, begging you to say something. anything.

Say April fools…

“Em, how long have you been feeling like this?” you finally spoke, now holding her hand. “Ever since we graduated high school. i love the bond we share together, i’ve only ever felt this way about you. i guess i’m tired of you not seeing my feelings towards you, now”

“i’m glad you told me, em.” your cheek was now wet from the tear you just let fall down yo face. she wiped it away from your cheek with the pad of her thumb and pulled you into a hug. “Sorry if i killed the vibe, you were just loosening up.” she laughed. “no, no… you’re okay, emmy, i promise. let’s continue?” you reassured her. What the fuck.

She nodded her head and you separated yourselves about and began dancing once again. almost as if that didn’t just happen. what even did just happen?! your best friend confessed her feelings for you and you said—— nothing… but that it was okay? Was it?

surprisingly, emerald didn’t say anything about you not telling her if the feelings she had for you were reciprocated or mutual. instead, she just had the biggest sheepish smile on her face as you and her danced with each other to the new song that was on. a much faster one.

As the night went on, you were still unsure if you truly felt that same about emerald, or if anything could possibly work out between you too because as of for right now, this very moment, all you could do was think about shuri. her touch, the way she’d look at you & how easy it was for her to have such a impact on you, shuri has such a hold on you and you can’t seem to get enough of no matter how hard you tried to.

You turn towards emerald to start dancing on her once more when you wish your eyes were in fact playing tricks on you after your eyes landed on the last thing you’d want them to right now, in this predicament. behind Em, sitting down at one of the tables was… Shuri.

Your heart sank at the sight of her. to make matters even worse, she was seated with another girl, laughing and/or having a good time. at least, that’s what it looked like. the girl she had been with had smooth dark skin and long ginger curly hair. the bitch was all in her face. you immediately felt a pang of jealousy which turned to sadness in seconds.

it was so hard for you to move on but here shuri was, hugged up with some girl. you stared long and hard into her soul and before you knew it, her eyes met yours. Great.

The look on her face when she noticed you was malicious. yet, the look on your face gave very much… distraught. you wanted nothing more but for her not to know that her being here with someone else, some really pretty 304, got under your skin. instead, you took matters into your own hands. Not thinking clearly what so ever, just quickly.

one thing moving to another in an instance, you found your lips on your best friends. you wrapped your arms around her neck as your lips continued sinking into Emeralds. hoping it was enough to make shuri jealous or at least feel what you felt.

you were also hoping this was for nothing and that shuri could see you tonguing down your best friend. The kiss became sloppy and…heated. however, your known feelings for Em hadn’t changed, not yet anyways.

The smile she had on her face made your stomach sink because you’ve only done this to get a reaction from Shuri. when you looked back over to her, the look she gave you was devilish. if looks could kill- yeah, you know the rest.

You thought you were done messing with shuri and that you’ve gotten your point across. Emerald however, had other plans. Her lips smashed right back onto yours. this time, the kiss was 10x more passionate and oddly, your lips begged for more as you gave in and actually started to kiss her back.

Her tongue even made it’s way into your mouth as she placed her warm hands around your exposed waist. she kissed you hard and soon, your lips parted. You gotta give it to her, she was good at that shit.

she leaned down to whisper in your ear once again. “come with me?” she whispered. the desperation in her now raspy voice sent a chill or two down your spine. you were about to go and make out and potentially have sex with your best friend after seeing your ex that you want back in that same club? what a night.

nodding your head “yes” quickly with little to no hesitation. she held her hand out behind her and you grabbed onto it, following her towards the private rooms located in the back.

Having to pass said ex, you shoot her a glance. After successfully passing her, you could practically feel her eyes on your back as you and Emerald maneuver your way towards an unoccupied room, hand in hand.

———-

Emerald used your back to slam the door shut as she roughly pushed you against the door. you knew where this was going and your breathing was uncontrollable at this point.

You thought about just telling her what you’d saw and who. That just didn’t come up yet. You would try again…

she grabbed your chin before she was kissing you again. You allowed it. The kiss was even more sloppier, even more intense than the first time you’ve kissed her. this girl was hungry and you couldn’t tell whether or not you felt the same way or if you were just in the moment. your hands roamed her body and hers found their way on yours as well.

She broke the kiss and backed away before walking over to the couch taking a seat. As she sat down manspreaded, her hands rested in her lap. she starred deeply into your eyes and took her lip in between her teeth.

she then motioned for you come to her and tapped her lap. You stood in shock that all of this was occurring ever so quickly after it finally dawned on you. Yet, you slowly made your approach to where she was sitting. still quite hesitant, but you’ve already dug yourself into a deep hole that parts of you didn’t wanna dig yourself out of.

You straddled her, sitting on her lap. Your front facing her own. She used her thumb to lift your chin up to hers before she kissing you once again. you could practically feel her hunger for you growing with her mouth on you.

she brought her left hand down to your lower back before cuffing your perfectly round ass. “fuck y/n.” your mouths part. “i need you so bad.” she whispered, still trying to catch her breath. “I really needa tell you-”

Emerald lifted you up off of her slightly. She then lifted your skirt up a bit, revealing the black lace panties you had on underneath. She looked at you for approval before pulling them to the side after you gave her the okay, what you needed to tell her completely slipping your mind now.

You found yourself now straddling her right thigh.

You began to buck your hips back and forth, grinding onto her thigh. your wet core dragging against her slowly. “Shit…” you hissed out. she brought her lips to yours as she allowed you to fuck yourself on her, your pace picking up by the second.

Randomly, you remembered what you were meant to tell her so wanting to now do the right thing, you pull away and stand up, adjusting your skirt. “Emerald, wait…”

Before anyone could make another move, the doorknob to the room you were in jingled which turned into hard pounding against the wood.

Curious, you called out to who ever could be on the other side, letting them know this room was occupied. No answer. The banging continued. You unlocked the door and once you did, the door swung open. And there in the doorway stood shuri. Shit.

“shuri, what the fuck?” you shout. “so this is what we doing y/n?” shuri said with a low voice before she took one step in. “ain’t i say this would happen?” she shook her head in disappointment with a smirk on her face.

“shuri i—“ you start but couldn’t finish.

“yeah? you what? you’re about to sit here and some bullshit ass excuse, i know you are.”

Her eyebrows furrowed before putting both of her hands behind her back.

“shuri, you broke up with me!” you put base in that last part. “y/n, i broke up with you to prove a point. look at you, couldn’t even wait to open your legs again,” wasn’t true. Her words were slurring, she had to be drunk. She took a step closer to Emerald.

“Just gonna let emerod touch you in ways i used to? huh? Now that i’m out of the picture and all that?” Her tone was low as a whisper yet she still held a cocky ass smile on her lips.

“who the fuck is emerod?” Emerald questioned. Really Emmy? That’s your concern?

…

See ya @ part 2 🤗|