#shoutout to Natasha and Bucky bc they’re absolutely like disappointed that they like each other even a little bit but they’re both

[deansmom]

I think my preferred ship dynamic is “I love you so much and I’m FURIOUS about it, you IDIOT, I can’t even leave you alone for FIVE MINUTES without you almost dying, why are you this way!!!!!!” Like Thee otp’s are:

deancas who are so hilariously gone on each other in season fucking FOUR and they’re LIVID about it, they’re both so MAD that they like each other, but by the time they get to s15 they’ve both just quietly accepted it, except they both keep doing stupid suicidal shit and they’re individually like “I HATE YOU WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO IF YOU DIE, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE, I NEED YOU, YOU CAN’T FUCKING DO THAT TO ME!”

buffyangel really do be out here just like, so upset that they like each other, and they’re mad that they can’t stop it but they’re even MORE mad that the other person can’t stop it either but they love each other so much they’re like an old married couple from the jump

stevedanno is PEAK “I hate you so much, don’t you ever fucking die on me, do you understand??? If you die I WILL find you and bring your dumb ass back to life, got it?!?” Like Danny HATES this man except he hasn’t hated him since he punched Steve that first case they worked together and he’s furious because Steve’s such an asshole, and yet here’s Danny, who’s going to be sent to an early grave because gigantor can’t stop fucking jumping in front of grenades - and Danny loves him. Loves him so much it’s stupid and he hates it but he can’t stop because as infuriating as Steve is, he’d rather be stressed about Steve dying for the rest of his life than never have Steve again 🥲

stevebucky is so!!!!! Even before Steve got the serum Bucky spent most evenings with Steve patching him up and grumbling about not knowing why the hell he keeps such a brute for company and he’s joking, but he’s also not joking, because he’s had to take Steve to the hospital one too many times and “if I have to hear the good father read you your last fucking rights one more time, Steven, I’m gonna convert just so I can follow your dumb ass and drag you back here, you got it?” And then after the serum (during the war and after, in the 21st century) Bucky HATES fighting with Steve because the idiot has zero sense of self preservation but during the war it was whatever because Bucky wasn’t much better anyways, but now??? Now that he’s not hydra’s bitch anymore and Steve’s not doing propaganda tours and they’re just themselves, he can’t help but slam Steve into the quinjet and scream at him “I DIDN’T FUCKING SURVIVE ALL OF THAT SHIT FOR YOU TO KILL YOURSELF. AGAIN. GET YOUR FUCKING HEAD ON STRAIGHT ROGERS BECAUSE I’M NOT FUCKING DOING THIS WITHOUT YOU. I NEED YOU, ASSHOLE. YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO DIE ON ME NOW.”

Is it the healthiest attachment style? No. Is it the one that really ✨speaks to me✨? Yes.