#should’ve (ie an “excuse me” or “thank you��)
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somedudewithantlers · 4 months ago
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ya girl Steve is not doing all that great in college work life
#tryna convince myself to do an essay rough draft by thinking how it could “”””impress””” a guy in my English class that i can’t tell if i’m#crushing on bc i’ve never been in feasible romantic situations (ie crushing on some1 not a fictional mythical entity) or if there’s just#serious mutual “we should b friends but oh god how do i actually talk to them” tension#either way there’s undoubtedly smthn here I just gotta get past aaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllll the social trauma from being ostracized#in middle school & having absolutely 0 consistent real friends in high school; i swear to that axolotl i am on constant Survival Mode at#school & it shows so badly#should’ve (ie an “excuse me” or “thank you”)#and typing this is EXTREMELY counterproductive rn I’ve been here for like 5 minutes#anyway i feel stupid for this because it feels like smthn i should’ve been doing in high school but thank the undiagnosed adhd for#annihilating my “high school experience” in favor of homework I could never complete and still can’t apparently#like for christ’s sake could i at least be doing good at schoolwork & creative projects if i can’t have a social life#or instead have a few friends to make it feel like there’s less pressure on the hw cuz there’s more important things in my life#literally screenshooting this rn to know to talk to my therapist abt it. doubt she’ll b able to help but might as well yeah#i don’t want it to be obvious how much self loathing & pity & general angst i’m holding when i talk to ppl but I’ve never ever been a good#emotions actor & never will tbh.#AND my minecraft house looks ugly. send post
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lunarkittenn · 2 years ago
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Ok wait one more and this time I’ll be serious instead of making offers for kneecap removal service.
Him: removes relationship status specifically to make you mad
You: remove him from your social media completely
Him: *surprised pikachu meme*
He fucked around and found out. Death and illness of someone in your partner’s family is a hard thing to navigate, especially if they’re a new partner. It can be difficult to navigate the feeling of “the relationship is mostly new so I’m not sure how exactly can I best be there for you, this is unexpected” etc. BUT there’s no excuse for him getting pissed at you for not giving him all of your attention all the time. For him to expect you to give 100% of your energy to him, during a time where you’re just trying to put one foot in front of the other in your grief as you and your family make every day with your dad count, is selfish as fuck.
I know you were excited about him and are disappointed at how it’s turning out, but consider it as the trash taking itself out sooner rather than later. Because if he’d rather shut down and walk out than be there for you on your bad days and he’s regularly angry that you’re (rightly) focusing time and energy on your dad, he’s likely not going be in the support system you’ll want/need (and have) later down the road.
Hi, I’m sorry I haven’t answered. I think I’ve been trying to process how I feel. Thank you for this. It makes me feel less crazy, because he kept telling me I want perfection and I’m insane. I told him time and time again I understand how hard it is to have to deal with a girlfriend who’s dad is terminally Ill, especially in a newer relationship. But I NEVER expected him to know all the right things to say or have all the answers. I just wanted him to be there for me, that was all. And he couldn’t do it. He would get mad, jealous, and insecure. He compared my dad having ALS to his step dad having diabetes once..lol. I never knew why he even needed to compare. He would get mad at me that “all these dudes in my phone” ie. dudes I would play league with? I think? I don’t actually know because I have been having a hard time talking to anyone lately. But yeah anyway he would get mad, I would tell him he doesn’t understand the amount of emotional pain I’m in, so much so that it causes physical discomfort. And then he’d get mad that I said he “doesn’t understand” and would be like “you think my life is so perfect????” “I understand. My step dad has diabetes!” Like ..? And then I felt weird, and had to say anything beyond that. Because I wasn’t trying to play big dick game. I was just hoping he’d see how irrelevant the idea of me even trying to flirt with other dudes and hiding it. That’s so beyond my scope of worry right now.
I’m just heartbroken that this keeps happening. I know I walk into a lot of bad decisions and don’t cut things off soon enough a lot of the time but still; I’m just tired of failed relationship after failed relationship. I’m tired of being yelled at, or aggression. I’m tired of being talked down to, or selfish behaviors and then being gaslite into the next century about it. I’m tired of my feelings not being thought about. I shouldn’t have stayed with Colby so long. I should’ve been single more than a year. I should’ve run as soon as Hunter posted on his snap story rather than call me that one time.
But I’m just a fragile little human who is so sad and I wanted to hang on to that happy feeling I felt when he wasn’t being shitty. I just really liked that little beacon during this really fucking hard time
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tmntxthings · 2 years ago
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Hiii! Amazing person on the screen
I was wondering if you could do a Rise!Raph or. Rise!Leo x reader where They are in a secret relationship and Reader Gets into trouble, ie. Kidnapped, Extremely hurt, Ect.
Your Protector
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author’s note: hiiiii c: (the gif gives it away but) i decided to go with our super protective turtle… you guessed it ~ Raphael ~ i hope you enjoy!! thank you for requesting:D
warnings: angst, violence, cursing, hurt/comfort, established relationship, fluff,
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“Hey! This is Y/n, I can’t come to the phone right now but leave a message and I’ll get back to you~” *beep*
“Hey it’s me, just wanted to let ya know I’m heading that way! Got popcorn and a couple other snacks, ten minutes tops, alright see ya soon,” *click*
Raph had been running late for movie night but it was to be expected, his brothers were getting very suspicious of his ‘late night patrols’ that he wanted to do by himself, alone. He probably should’ve used different wording because they all knew Raph hated to be alone. He sighed, as Mikey said “you sure Raph? Cuz I can come!” smiling up at him, happy to go out.
“Sorry Mikey not this time,” Raph couldn’t even think up an excuse. Just had to straight up say no. The look on Mikey’s face might as well had been a slap to Raph’s, “next time!” Raph promised, “I’ve just got some things on my mind..” Mikey nodded with a weak smile, “Okay well be careful and call if you need us!” Raph had given him a couple pats on the head. Mikey was such a sweet little brother. Donnie and Leo on the other hand weren’t buying Raph’s lies.
They’d give him dirty looks and roll their eyes at any lame excuse Raph could think of. “Surrre Raphie, have fun~” Leo would holler over his shoulder, Donnie would look up from his phone, “K” was the most the purple twin would manage, Raph had a feeling Donnie already knew where he was going, location wise at least. He knew all their phones had trackers on them.
Raph wondered how much longer he could keep up such a secret. He resolved to talk to you about it maybe after the first movie or two. When he landed on your roof, he checked his bag, popcorn:check, candy:check, movies:check, he was ready! As he used the fire escape to reach your window he smiled, you must’ve got his message because the window was wide open. “Ready for some-“ Raph had been ducking into your room when he stopped mid sentence.
His heart dropped into his stomach as his eyes widened in fear. “Y/n???” He called out looking around your wrecked room. Furniture was pushed around, knickknacks in pieces on the ground, he drew his weapons. Raph was breathing deeply, trying to stay calm, he didn’t see any blood, and you weren’t here. The bathroom empty, your room a mess, the kitchen/living area empty as well. It was like whoever it was came through the window, tousled around in your bedroom, and nowhere else.
Raph came back into your bedroom. Putting his weapons away now that he knew the place was clear. He was just about to call his brothers when he noticed a piece of crumpled paper on your bedding. In a crude and rushed handwriting it read ‘call # if you want to see them again.’
Raph had to force himself not to crush the piece of paper in his fist. He blew out a breath, so this was a kidnapping and they knew about your relationship. This just kept getting worse. But Raph couldn’t let himself start falling into the rabbit hole of guilt just yet, he had to save you. He quickly punched in the numbers on his phone and waited, “please” he murmured to himself. Don’t let them be hurt. Don’t be in pain.
He wouldn’t know what to do with himself if you were hurt because of him. “H-hello?” Raph’s heart leapt in his throat, “Y/n? Baby? Are you okay?” He hadn’t been expecting to hear your voice. You sounded so scared and he heard you whimper into the phone, “Raph-“ and then silence as if the phone was put on mute. “Hello?? Y/N???” Oh the things Raph would do, whoever this was who was toying with him, and putting you at risk like this. “That’s enough of that,” a cold voice said into the device.
“You know we have them, so-“
“If you hurt so much as one hair on their head, you will be sorry!” Raph roared into the phone, cutting off the villain and wishing they were in front of him right now. A muffled chuckle could be heard and Raph gritted his teeth. “I guess you don’t want to know where to find them?” Raph sighed, if Donnie was here he’d probably have your location by now. “Tell me.” Raph gritted out, “yes well as I was trying to say, you will find them at Albearto’s abandoned fun land.”
Without any other information the phone call ended. Raph was on the move, he didn’t have any time to waste. He was really really considering calling his brothers, this was definitely a trap, set up for him, would they expect his brothers too? But Raph didn’t want to put anyone else in danger, you were already at stake here, what if by calling his siblings, he was putting more people he cared about in harms way. He wasn’t thinking clearly, he couldn’t, ever since he had stepped foot into your room his mind was a jumbled mess of get. them. back. So that’s what he was gonna do.
“You’re speaking to the Othello Von Ryan,” was the answer Raph got as he sped dialed Donnie.
“Donnie!” Raph heaved into the phone, still running and jumping from rooftop to rooftop trying to get to Albearto’s as fast as he could. “That’s me,” Donnie quipped not noticing his older brother’s tone. “If I’m not back in an hour I need you to come find me. I’m heading to Albearto Land, someone.. someone’s in trouble,”
“And why should I wait an hour?” Donnie said his voice gone serious. “Because, I don’t want to put you guys in danger unless absolutely necessary,” Raph said and then added, “promise Don, for Mikey’s sake.” The other line was quiet, “that’s not fair Raph,”
“Fine 30 minutes Donnie, just- I gotta go,” Raph hung up the phone as he approached the archways to Albearto’s. It was very much the way the turtles had left it. Broken robots everywhere, from tearing their own circuits out. It was creepy. Raph knew that as soon as he called Donnie he was calling for them all, they’d be here as soon as they could, time limits be damned. So Raph had to do this quickly.
It was like a sick joke, because as he ninja stealthed his way around the tents and the abandoned rides he could see you, on the stage where his brothers had their ‘first gig.’ Your hands were bound behind your back and as he neared he could see tape over your mouth. You were sitting legs underneath you at the center of the stage, it was dark and you looked to be alone. Raph knew it was too easy, but he couldn’t help himself from running straight to you. The closer he got he saw how you hadn’t noticed him yet, head slumped downwards but as his footfalls came closer you jerked your head upright. Eyes opening wide and you shook your head furiously back and forth nonverbally saying ‘no!’
“Don’t worry, I’m gonna get you outta here,” Raph promised as he jumped on stage. He approached you swiftly and just as he was about to touch you, you were yanked back into the darkness, disappearing completely behind the stage curtains. He hadn’t noticed the rope extending from behind your back. A muffled scream came from underneath your tape, eyes wide with fear then you were gone again. Raph had chased right after you, traps be damned, “NO!” He had yelled in frustration, in anger, and in fear for whatever lied behind those curtains.
Complete darkness swallowed him, if he had heard you before he couldn’t hear anything now. “Y/n?” Raph called out, not liking this at all. He was sweating, gripping his weapons tightly. Then he had an idea, activating his power and keeping it pressed against himself like a second red skin. It provided a glow of red light for Raph to see the horror that he was unbeknownst to just seconds earlier. A giant snake yokai had you in the center of its coils and its giant mouth had opened, mere inches away from swallowing you whole.
Raph lunged forward. Punching the creature anywhere he could but he was aiming for the face that dared to try and eat you. “AGH!” It recoiled from the impact, but only tightened its grip on you. “Let. Them. Go!” Raph warned furiously, “or else there’s a whole lot more where that came from,” Raph concentrated all of his power to his fists, and they grew two times the size, glowing red. “This-s prize is-s MINE,” said the overgrown garden snake. Then it clicked, this wasn’t the same voice he had spoken with over the phone. “Where is your leader?” Raph said slowly circling the yokai to get a better attack angle, to get closer to you too. You had passed out, maybe as soon as you had went through the curtain, Raph wasn’t certain but the longer you stayed unconscious the more he worried. Could you breath? Was the snake holding you too tightly? Was it crushing you?!
Suddenly Raph didn’t care who had orchestrated the whole kidnapping he just wanted to get you out of here. So he lunged again this time using his powerful hands to pry you away from the snake. All the while dodging it’s large mouth that was now trying to swallow Raph whole. The snake hissed in anger at not being able to eat him. So it shot forward, fangs coming up and out, latching onto one of Raph’s shoulders. It wasn’t a garden snake Raph thought as he felt venom being pushed into his blood stream. He yelled in anguish and used all of his remaining strength in his other arm to knock the snake on the side of the head.
The snake retracted it’s fangs and went limp to the ground. “Fuck,” Raph gasped as two gaping holes in his arm started leaking not blood but black venom. He felt woozy as he moved towards you, his vision going blurry, “No! Y/n,” he cried out not wanting to go down like this, he hadn’t saved you yet! He reached out with his good arm, before he fell to the ground a couple feet away from you. Raph’s body was growing cold, he was losing all feeling as he started crying out in frustration, where were his brothers? That was the last thought he had before he went unconscious.
When Raph woke up, he had four heads peering down at him. He groaned, his shoulder was on fire. “Where-“ he said trying to move, then his eyes shot open, he had to get to you! “Relax! You’re at the lair!” Six hands came down holding Raph in place. “You don’t understand Donnie, I have to get to-“
“I’m here Raph,” your voice was laced with concern, finally his eyes came into focus. He had known who three of those heads belonged to, he had assumed April was the fourth. He slumped back into whatever he was lying on, a patient’s bed/table? He didn’t want to think too hard right now. “Thank god,” Raph said, “Are you okay?” He hadn’t been able to assess if you had wounds during the fight. “I’m fine, it’s you who I’m worried about!” You weren’t in tiptop shape, you had darkening bruises around your stomach where the snake’s body had wrapped, and a concussion from being knocked out on the way to Albearto’s. But you weren’t about to worry Raph who had just barely survived the poison that had been injected into him.
“Yeah, Raph you quite literally almost DIED.” Leo hollered. He was so pissed. “Well..” Donnie had started to say, Raph probably could’ve held out for maybe a day unconscious with the venom in his blood stream, maybe, but he decided not to correct his blue twin at the moment, he too was angry at Raph. “We fight together Raph, we’re a team!” Mikey said holding onto his brother’s good arm. Donnie had informed them all that he wouldn’t be able to feel anything in the infected one for a couple of weeks. “I’m sorry,” Raph said looking up at the ceiling because he knew he’d cry if he looked any of his brothers in the eyes right now.
“I thought I had it under control,” he heard Leo sigh. “Let’s promise to never have this happen again. When we fight we do it together. We’re stronger as a team,” Leo sounded so much like a leader that Raph couldn’t help the small smile, “I promise,” his voice was thick with emotion. The room emptied out a while after that, Donnie was the last to go checking his older brother’s vitals one more time. “Call me if he needs anything,” Donnie said to you and you nodded, “I will,”
The two of you were alone, the only sound was the beeping of machines. You came forward, around to Raph’s good side and he felt the bed dip slightly as you sat next to him. He wanted to sit up too but as he tried a hand gently touched his plastron, he froze. “Don’t move, I’ll lay next to you,” Raph scooted over and you laid next to him like you said. Both of your faces were right next to each other and he could see a dark bruise spreading from your temple. He winced, “what’s wrong? Do I need to get Donnie,” you said looking him over as one of your hands shot out to cradle his cheek. He leaned into your touch, shuddering and shaking his head no. It reminded him of when you had done that, back on the stage, silently trying to warn him of the danger. “God I’m so sorry Y/n” and the tears fell. “If it wasn’t for me,” he tried to catch his breath but it was like the waves of emotion he had been holding off finally crashed down upon him.
“You wouldn’t have had to go through that, I can’t say enough how sorry I am,” you wiped away his tears, letting him cry as you tried to soothe him with your hand. But when that only made him cry harder, you swallowed the lump in your throat and said, “Raph, no one knew this would happen, it’s not your fault,” his eyes hardened at that, “no it is. whoever they were, they wanted to get at me through you” his eyes shuttered close thinking back to the phone call. “Raphael look at me,” your eyes were stern, “Could you have possibly predicted this?” He shook his head, he hadn’t expected anything like this to happen that’s why he was so shaken up about it. “Then it’s not your fault, you saved me, you’re the reason I’m still here,” you nuzzled your nose to his snout.
His breath caught in his throat at the close proximity but he closed his eyes at the feeling. A slight churring sound could be heard from the back of his throat. Your hands went to the top of his shell, just behind his neck and you grazed the edges of it with your fingertips. “Y/n,” Raph shuddered slightly, he couldn’t stop himself as he leaned forward, capturing your lips with his. He didn’t press, he waited to see your reaction, you melted for him and he in turn relaxed as the two of you kissed for what felt like forever. You had to pull away for air, your eyes glowing as the both of you looked at one another. “I love you,” you whispered and his heart soared, “I love you too,” Raph snuggled his face into your neck. He was so happy, he was so tired, and he fell asleep to the thought that he was going to protect you. You wouldn’t go through this again, he swore. He’d protect you just like he had, lay his life on the line. He’d do it all over again if it meant he could feel your warmth, and hear those words. He would protect you.
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cosmiclatte28 · 4 years ago
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90′s LOVE (Sungchan x you, Mark)
The MV IS OUT!! and I really like their concept. This is like how EXO nailed the football concept and now NCT nailed the Hockey concept!! I am so excited that I have this in my mind... 
I hope this is not boring and yeah give Sungchan some more love! 
warning : i don’t want to soil the plot, but there’s some kiss..
PART TWO HERE
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You bend to untie your skating shoes; you're done with today's skating class. The locker is already crowded with the trainee for the next schedule. The ice hockey team from your club is here to play today. They're the best team in town, NCT U Dinosaur and next week they are playing against Gorillas. You bet it will be an interesting match with the Dinos winning of course, there's no doubt with that tall new center they have and the super tight bond between the players. It's like their mind is already connected and they can always pass the puck with ease. You excuse your way to your own locker, well with their padded costumes and tall bodies, you're struggling to find your way to the locker.
"Excuse me," you say between each steps and the members are all friendly to you, hey they always meet you because your class is before theirs and so you always see them preparing themselves. "Oh hey there (y/n)," Mark, your best friend and secret crush, greets you with a quick side hug. He squishes your shoulder and you just laugh nervously obviously surprised and shy from what he did. He's super friendly with you to the point where you wish he can see you as someone more than a friend. He lets you go when his other friend calls him and you make your way to the end of the locker. "I see someone is left behind again," a tall shadow appears on your peripheral views. You sigh, knowing this is once again Sungchan teasing you for your one-sided crush on Mark. Well, you knew Sungchan earlier than you knew Mark, Sungchan once went to the same elementary school as you did, so there's nothing awkward between the two of you. You got separated but meet one another again in this skating rink. Him as a hockey player, you as a figure skater. "Shut up, he's called over." You try to push the negative thought away.
Deep inside your heart, you still have the slightest hope that Mark is liking you back. Sungchan just laughs at you, he puts his hand over your head wanting to ruffle your hair, but your bun doesn't allow him to. He awkwardly puts his hand down, lucky you did not realize this. "So, you're going to stay and watch us practice?" Sungchan has hope in his tone. You look around and see your brother Ten already entering the Barn (the rink). "I guess I have to wait for Ten." you stuff your skates into your bags and grab your slippers. "Oh okay cool. Wish me luck I need to warm up." Sungchan smiles to you, you just click your tongue, "Okay big boy, good luck." you fist bump him and he makes his way out of the room. You change your clothes and make yourself comfortable in the bleachers. With one cup of hot tea and a phone in your other hand, you waste your time on the internet. "Hey you wanna go home?" Ten skates to your side and asks over the rink. You see the time, and shake your head, "I got nothing to do, I'll watch you. Focus," you shoo him away and he just pulls you his nose scrunch face. Their practice ended nicely, and you have your eyes glued to Mark on all of the game. Dude, he's a good wing man and Sungchan is a tough center. His scoring is accurate and he's super calm in the midst of the game. Your brother is playing as a wing man too. Practice ended with Mark's team winning and they all crowded the room back with their sweaty bodies. After a shower, you find yourself going home with your brother. "Next week is game day, you must watch us!" Ten says excitedly on the way home inside the bus. "Sure, I mean I am on a term break for preparing the state skating, I can watch your games." You squeeze your brother's hand. "How's your practice today?" he asks you this time. You shake your head, "Not good, I cannot do the quad axel yet and my biggest rival, Taeyong, can do that easily. I mean even when we skate on different categories... I still feel I lost to him." Ten hugs you from the side and cheers you up, "Hey you're doing great okay, you just need a few more practices It's okay." You shake your head, "It's not. He did it in two tries and I still can't do it. Maybe mom is right, figure skating is not for me." Ten looks at you in amusement, "The hell are you saying? You worked hard from seven years old and you're thinking of stopping because of one move where people acknowledge as something nearly impossible to be done?!" You laugh at yourself, "Silly? maybe I should join the hockey team. Maybe Mark will pay more attention to me." You're open to your brother about your feelings, he knows your silly one sided crush on Mark and Ten has already told you repeatedly to move on, but you're so stubborn. "Still not over him eh?" Ten changes the topic. You blush and nod your head, "He's so sweet." Ten actually knows Mark is always sweet with everyone, no he is not a player. He is just warm and welcoming to all girls, Ten knows Mark longer than you but you never listen your brother. "For once can you listen to me?" he desperately sighs, you shake your head. Ten stops. "Let me just tell you this, someone else is always there for you, but when you're busy counting stars, you forgot the moon." Ten shuts his mouth afterwards and you find his sentence confusing. What is wrong with Ten? Sungchan goes back home with his roommate, Mark. Together they walk under the warm moon and talk about random things until Mark asks Sungchan about you. "So I heard you know (Y/n) right?" The taller guy just nods his head, "Yeah why?" "It's just that is she available?" Mark directly asks this and Sungchan is surprised, is he interested in her? No way this is happening. Sungchan notices the small smile Mark tries to hide but failed. "Well as far as I know she is not seeing anyone." Sungchan admits he really wants to lie and say you're not available, but you will kill him. "Oh a cute girl like her is still single?" Mark's eyes dilate twice in size. Sungchan rolls his eyes, "Maybe because she is waiting for someone to make the move." Mark whistles, "Classic, and you? You're dating anyone?" Sungchan blushes, "No one in the moment." Mark just nods his head, "Uh maybe you can ask her out, you seem to like her." Sungchan almost froze on his steps, wait was he really obvious? He wants to yell at Mark "Oh hell yeah I am asking her out when I know she has a crush on you... you dense..." He holds his words and just toss Mark a silly look, "Nah, not now. She's not interested in me." "Why not try?" Mark nonchalantly asks. Sungchan wishes he can spill the beans, but no he can't inside his heart he only scream "Because I know that I will just be her rebound when she realizes you're really not interested in her." "I don't know Mark, why don't you try win her if you like her." Sungchan tosses back the bomb and Mark just chuckles "I am already committed." "Hell what? You never told me!" Mark blushes, "Well it's not usual so I'm not really telling anyone." Sungchan understands and touches the shorter's shoulder, "Who is he?" Mark smiles, "Haechan, it's Haechan our defence." Sungchan smiles happily for his brother, he slaps his back, "Congrats bro!" Mark just giggles, "Thanks, come on let's go in!" They arrive at their apartment and Sungchan feels his head breaking down.
So how can he tell you Mark is unavailable, and he knows you'll be so heart broken. Sungchan thought of all the possibilities and ended up sleeping. He didn't see you anymore until the game day. You are there sitting on the bleachers with your oldest brother, Taemin and the two of you are super excited. You see Sungchan on his way to the dressing room and you dash quickly to see him, you just want to wish him luck. "Sungchan-ie!!" you reach his hand and he stops in track, looking back he sees you "Oh it's you!" his smile erupts. You hand him a chocolate bar, "Good luck! Score many points today okay? Play safe" you pat his back and he can't hide his silly face, "Thanks, I will do my best. Hey where are you going?" he asks when you move away. You mouthed MARK and leave him. That's when he realizes he should've stopped you from looking Mark but he's too late. Sungchan sees you frozen in track by the door of the locker room, the energy drink you bring for Mark falls to the ground and before he can reach for you, you've ran away. Sungchan wants to run after you but his captain Winwin calls him. "Shit," Sungchan sees Mark and Haechan on the corner making out and his smart brain is enough to understand you learn the truth the hard way.
Sungchan is a professional, once he is in the Barn, he’s busy with the game and he sets aside all of the emotion and problems. He’s determined to console you after the game, so first he needs to win this game and then win your heart.
The game ended with fantastic scores, Sungchan performs very well and scores many today. You cheer excitedly by Taemin’s side. The two of you jumping excitedly when the team wins.
You’re still sad when you saw Mark earlier, but here you are once again in the waiting room congratulating everyone in the team. You hold your tears when you get a hug from Mark. His hug sure feels different now, you know it you really stand no chance. You walk to your other friend, Sungchan and you surprise him with a hug. You never hug him first, but today you feel like he’s the only one you can trust.
“Congratulations” you whisper and Sungchan excitedly picks you up from the floor. You yelp but let him pick you up, well he’s way taller than you.
“Sorry,” he whispers back, “Sorry I did not run to you earlier.”
You gulp, oh so he saw you. “No don’t be. I’m fine. You need to focus on the game earlier.”
“Yeah I did, all because you came here and gave me the luck I need.” He still has you levitating and clinging to his big tall frame.
You squirm in his touch, “Okay put me down,”
“No. Not until you cry yourself and calm down.”
Your lips tremble, Sungchan sure is a smart man.
“I am not going to cry,” you lie to him
Sungchan shakes his head, “You will. I know you want to cry now. He’s gone already, no one is here you can cry.”
You sigh, “Please.. please put me down.”
He puts you down and sits beside you.
“I am a fool wasn’t I?” You bite your lips, eyes already wet.
Sungchan pulls you into his embrace, “Pour it all out.”
You stain his jersey with tears, and you punch his chest angrily.
“It hurts,” those are the last words you say before closing your eyes and just feeling the warmth Sungchan gives.
Ten comes into the room and catches the scene, he quickly runs to take you over and lets Sungchan changes his clothes first. The younger man did what Ten said and Ten also knew what happened. Well earlier once the game ended, he clearly saw Mark kissing his boyfriend, and Ten knows you’re crying because of that.
You look up to Ten and with hiccups you ask him, “Hyung,  I focused on the star.. and now when the star is gone… did I lost my moon too?”
Ten sighs, you remember what he said that night. Ten looks into the tall man who’s cleaning up his gears and smiles, he rubs your back and brings your teary face to see him, “Hey you did not lose the moon. I can assure you, this time the moon is still here.”
“Really?” you sniffle
Ten brushes your hair away, “Yes honey, you just have to look closely.”
Your eyes catch Sungchan’s tall figure and everything clicks.
“I’ll try, I don’t want to rush…” you shy away from Ten’s gaze.
Ten smiles, “It’s okay, he waited this long, he can wait a bit more.”
Sungchan hears that and just smile, he leaves the room so you two can talk more privately, but deep inside his heart he knows if he plays the game right, he can win your heart now.
 endddd 
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seokmingiggles · 4 years ago
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comfortable.
@gloryofroses19 requested on 201219: “Would you write a fluff Min Yoongi one shot where he’s crushing on Jimin and Taehyung’s fellow 95er best friend who’s birthday is 11 days before Taehyung’s (aka today), so she and Yoongi get together when he find her taking a break on a balcony at a surprise birthday party they threw for her (lying to her that it was for Taehyung) even though they know she hates the idea of being the center/doesn’t like making a big deal about her birthday?”
Pairing: Min Yoongi x female reader
Genre: fluff, friends to lovers(?), first confessions.
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Warnings: some alcohol consumption.
At your surprise birthday party, you find yourself to be more enamoured by the musician accompanying you on your balcony than the happenings inside. Alternatively, where Yoongi has been waiting for the opportune moment to confess to you, unknowing that his feelings are mutual.
A/N: First of all, thank you for being my first request! I hope I’ve done your concept justice :) There are a couple of small details that I haven’t included, but the overall gist should be the same. I hope you enjoy it! And happy birthday if it’s anyone’s birthday who may be reading!
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•• "I can't believe you two! This looks amazing. Thank you," Jimin beamed as he spun around to look at the array of decorations you and Taehyung had embellished his apartment with earlier that afternoon.
For Jimin's 25th birthday, you wanted to do something special. The boy was the biggest libra you knew—loving to host parties and social gatherings. While parties weren't typically your cup of tea, you and Taehyung knew that Jimin would appreciate the sentiment.
"I think we make a pretty good team, right, (Y/N)-ie?" Taehyung smiled back at Jimin's praise, patting your shoulder as he referred to you.
Only a couple of months later, you found yourself in a similar situation.
"Surprise!" A chorus of voices called out as you stepped into your apartment, Taehyung nudging you through the doorway as you were momentarily stunned.
"What's all this?" You forced a smile and directed the question to your tall friend beside you, slipping your shoes off and proceeding to remove your outerwear. You could already feel your face beginning to heat at all of the gazes directed at you.
Taehyung chortled, "It's for you, obviously. Happy birthday, (Y/N)-ie."
You had just been out for your annual birthday dinner with Taehyung and Jimin, your two best friends for many years. You should have suspected something when the elder suddenly stood from across the table shortly before he finished his meal, claiming he got an emergency text from his brother and had to leave right away. Really, the blond just wanted to make sure everything at your place was properly prepared before your arrival. Jimin picked up some last-minute snacks and drinks on his way to your apartment where everyone else was waiting patiently for your appearance.
You scanned the room around you. Where you'd normally have your comfortable, minimalist furnishings occupying the room, you found yourself standing before what had to be nearly a dozen people. You knew everyone here, that wasn't an issue. Instead, the matter was you simply didn't find joy in parties—even your own birthday party—despite the kind gesture from your two best friends who you knew put this gathering together out of love.
Your eyes landed on Seokjin, who was standing at your kitchen island having a conversation with Moonbyul and Sana; the two girls were laughing at something the eldest had said. Hoseok, Namjoon, and Nayeon, three you weren't completely familiar with, went to greet Taehyung behind you after wishing you a happy birthday. Mingyu and Jungkook were sitting on the sofa, each already with a drink in their hands. Yoongi sat in the armchair next to them; the youngest was beckoning you over to join them. As you were still a bit bewildered by the noise of the party, Jimin collected your hand and guided you to join him and the other three in the seating area.
Jimin took a seat on the floor after stealing a couch cushion to sit on, wanting to be close to the array of snacks organized on your coffee table. You figured it was because he had left the restaurant before he finished the last bits of his dinner (which Taehyung had no problem volunteering his stomach to handle the few remaining bites). You squished onto the end of the couch next to Mingyu, declining the offer of a drink that the boy held out to you as you sat down. Jimin accepted the drink on your behalf and the three gave a brief toast to you.
You eyed Yoongi for a moment. You knew him as a like-minded individual to yourself, in the sense that he also wasn't too fond of parties. Maybe that's why he was occupied with something on his phone. You noticed the slight pink tinge to his cheeks, likely from the beer, you considered, spotting the can on the side table next to him.
In reality, Yoongi was forcing himself to keep his eyes on his phone because he's sure he'd otherwise be caught admiring you. He already took in the pretty blush on the apples of your cheeks and the way you styled your hair nicely for your dinner with Jimin and Taehyung.
Yoongi didn't let himself have crushes very often, yet, he was unmistakably drawn to you. With your airy laughter and bright eyes and the most beautiful smile; how you'd appear lively even though he knew you were uncomfortable in party settings. Words couldn't encompass the effect you had on Yoongi. He was tongue-tied; smitten like a schoolboy having his first love.
He wanted to do something about his feelings for you, but he didn't know where to begin. Yoongi first met you through Taehyung when you were all back in college. He didn't know what to expect when the younger boy asked if he could bring his friend to Yoongi's piano recital later that spring but agreed nonetheless. Apparently, you were fond of classical music.
What was initially only some small talk at the end of the recital became a new acquaintance between the two of you. Sharing your favourite musicians and songs over coffee or the occasional study session after class happened naturally. Yoongi cherished the times you spent together during your studies. It was only natural for him to become disappointed when you drifted apart after graduation.
He thought that his feelings for you would subside from the distance created, but here he was in your presence once again, and it was like nothing had changed in his heart. He gulped down the last of his beer in an attempt to calm his senses.
Some playful conversation with your friends and a drink in you later, you found the heat radiating off your face becoming unbearable and decided to excuse yourself for a moment onto your balcony to regain your senses. For a one-bedroom apartment in the city, the balcony wasn't anything special to you. You typically didn't use it at all during the colder months of November to March, instead truly only utilizing it for the early summer sunrises that you had a front-row seat to.
Yoongi figured he must have done a poor job concealing his concern for you when Jungkook asked if he had too much to drink.
Yoongi just shook his head, muttering that he was fine as he watched you close the balcony door behind you.
"You should just tell her, hyung," Jimin had one hand on his full tummy and the other clutching a drink half-full, still sat on the floor. "Otherwise, nothing's going to keep happening between you two."
Yoongi tried to act like he was none-the-wiser of what the blond was talking about, only stopping his act when Jungkook interjected, "The least you could do is check if she's alright out there. Or maybe bring her a coat."
Yoongi wondered since when has Jungkook thought of good ideas? Especially after having a couple of drinks. The kid was more profound than he let on.
The nervous musician stood from the chair he'd been glued to thus far, wiping his clammy hands onto his jean-clad-thighs as he neared the balcony door after collecting your jacket. He told himself it was silly to be so anxious; he was only checking in on you.
Yoongi cleared his throat to prepare his voice from faltering, "Hey, are you feeling alright?"
You turned away from the cityscape to see him stepping outside, eyeing the bit of warm air escaping from inside as it became visible, mixing with the cool night atmosphere. The closed sliding door nicely muffled the overlapping voices and music from inside.
You nodded as Yoongi approached you, "I was getting a little bit stuffy inside. I'm good now, though. Crowds can wear me out after a while, especially in that small of a space."
"I'm the same way. I should've told those two to hold off on inviting so many people," the boy admitted. He briefly stood behind you to help you slip on the outerwear before taking a spot next to you by the railing.
"No, it's okay. I know how Taehyung and Jimin can get carried away when they plan something together. They were just excited and went overboard. Besides," you looked over your shoulder to peer past the door, "it looks like they're enjoying themselves, so it's all worth it."
The boy turned to look where your gaze was directed at, although he first admired the way your lips were tilted upwards as you watched your best friends dancing around in the living room with some of the other guests. Currently, Taehyung was trying to convince Seokjin to join him on the makeshift dance-floor between your furniture.
"This was supposed to be for you, though, (Y/N). It means nothing if you're not comfortable. If you're not enjoying yourself."
You turned your attention back to Yoongi, considering his point and then saying, "I'm comfortable. I feel comfortable out here with you, where it's much quieter other than the street noises below. You make me feel comfortable, Yoongi."
Despite the chilly December temperature, Yoongi's face never felt more warmed.
"You make me feel comfortable too, (Y/N)," he whispered. He saw your expression change as he spoke; you now looked genuinely content than how you were acting inside.
You maintained eye contact with the boy in front of you, taking in every feature on his face; the way his eyes looked in the moonlight, the small roundness of his nose, his cheekbones slightly flushed, his lips.
You'd be lying to yourself if you said you didn't find Min Yoongi attractive. From the moment you first saw him, you had been entranced by his performance on the piano; and it grew every minute after. Beginning to learn more about him as a person just made your admiration grow stronger.
"Forgive me if I'm being too forward, but could I kiss you?"
Your eyes widened for a split second as you processed the words leaving Yoongi's mouth, but you found yourself nodding before you could verbalize your thoughts.
Yoongi brought his hand gently to the side of your face, grazing your hair out of the way before he leaned in to connect your lips. His hand was cold from standing outside, but his lips were hot; you relished in the feeling of moving your mouth against his. He tasted slightly of beer but smelled of vanilla and musk.
You finally parted but kept your bodies close. You noticed how your hand made its way to his arm while his other one was delicately resting on your waist.
"Was that okay?" Yoongi timidly asked, not removing his gaze from you, your noses barely brushing.
"That was wonderful, Yoongi. The best birthday present," you smiled up at him and wrapped your arms around his torso.
"I can think of something better," he began, taking in the cute tilt to your head as you questioned his thoughts. "How about I take you out for dinner later this week. Does Saturday night work for you?"
You hummed like you were in deep thought, earning a light chuckle from the boy in your arms. "Tomorrow? I'll agree to dinner on one condition."
"And what might that be?"
You smoothed your thumb against his side, suddenly taking an interest in the collar of his jacket, "Could you kiss me again on Saturday?"
Now Yoongi was the one to pretend to be in profound consideration, finally replying, "I guess you'll have to wait to find out. But the odds seem likely. I like you a lot, (Y/N)."
"Good," you giggled, pulling him closer into your embrace, "I like you too. Otherwise, that whole interaction would have been uncomfortable."
Yoongi squeezed you back and smiled at your words, already wanting to kiss you once more without waiting for Saturday.
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wizardofahz · 5 years ago
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A/N: @kryptonlives123​ prompted: “... alex warming up to red daughter? and finally an angsty climax where red daughter gets taken away again? ie. ded/ forced to be reabsorbed into kara?”
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Alex watches Linda carefully as she explains that they’re going to hold her at the DEO while they check out her story. They’ll also comb through her National City apartment for anything related to Lex. And even then -- even if they verify her story and her apartment comes back clean -- there’s still a chance they won’t let her go. Linda may now know that she was manipulated by Lex, but that doesn’t automatically undo everything she’s done or unseat every belief she’s come to hold.
“Do you understand?” Alex asks.
“Yes,” Linda says. Between her flat tone and blank gaze, she appears as though she’s willing herself to fade from existence, her preferred punishment for everything she’s done. 
“Okay,” Alex says. “Uh, I know the DEO blankets aren’t the most comfortable, and if you’re anything like Kara--which, I mean, obviously you are--” Alex hands Linda a large evidence bag. “I had them clear this first.”
Linda warily reaches for the parcel. As she extracts the blanket, she sinks her hand into its softness and then clutches it close to her chest. The movement reminds Alex so much of Kara.
“Thank you,” Linda says softly, looking at Alex in wonder as if she can’t believe that someone holding her for working with the enemy would also do something so kind for her. Lex certainly wouldn’t have.
But Alex isn’t Lex. Alex may not exactly be a bleeding heart, but she knows a thing or two about treating people right. 
... 
Linda wakes with a start as a hand grasps her shoulder. Still half immersed in her nightmare, Linda grabs the hand and flips its owner on to her bed, pinning them with a hand clasped tightly around their neck.
“Linda,” a voice rasps. “Linda, it’s me.”
Linda jerks back when she realizes the voice belongs to Alex. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”
Alex rubs at her neck and slowly pushes herself up into a sitting position. “It’s okay.”
It doesn’t feel okay.
“You should not consider letting me go,” Linda decides. “I don’t deserve it.“
“What, because of this? Don’t worry about it,” Alex says even though she still sounds hoarse. She’s probably going to bruise, and yet she sounds so casual. “You should’ve seen Kara when she first came to live with us.”
Linda thinks back to her first encounter with her powers and the Kasnian guards with their taser prods. In stark contrast to them is Alex, who is fully aware of every single terrible she’s done, knows she’s physically capable of doing it again, and still treats her like just another person.
“Kara is very lucky to have you,” Linda says. 
“I’m lucky to have her,” Alex responds without second thought.
“Yes, but she is lucky to have you,” Linda reiterates.
Linda knows Alex and Kara think she’s fascinated with Alex because she first woke up remembering only her name, and while that’s part of the story, the truth is that Alex fascinates her because of who she is. It’s easier to be gracious with superpowers and a higher ground, but this human without powers embraces her vulnerability to make deep interpersonal connections with people who could destroy her.
Admittedly, it has allowed Alex and Kara the close relationship that they have, but it still doesn’t make complete sense. At least not in the framework of the world that Lex instilled in Linda’s brain.
And yet Linda finds herself thinking, she’d be lucky to have a relationship like that with Alex too.
... 
Linda has been under DEO custody for barely a month when Eve appears at her cell. She first appears with the face of a DEO agent using an image inducer, which she switches off when she comes face to face with Linda.
Linda eyes her warily, knowing what she does now about Lex and Eve. She doesn’t give her apprehension away just yet though.
Lex did teach her chess after all.
Eve comes with an offer from her new boss Leviathan. They want Red Daughter on their side, and Eve will break her out now if she agrees to work with them.
“Director Danvers will come looking for me,” Linda says. For her, it’s an excuse not to go -- personally she’d also like to believe that Alex would care enough to come after her -- and for Leviathan, it’s a warning that working with her comes with a caveat.
“Yeah, well, if everything goes to plan, Danvers will be out of the picture in--” Eve checks her watch. “--about five minutes. Leviathan wants their own director in place.”
That is possibly the last thing Linda wants to hear. “Supergirl--”
“--won’t be a problem,” Eve finishes. “Now, are we going to get out of here or what?”
Linda tries to hide her concern. If Leviathan has a way of neutralizing Supergirl, then Alex is in even more danger, as is Kara who will for sure try to intervene. Linda won’t let anything happen to them.
She tilts her head in agreement.
“Good.”
As soon as the door is open, Linda uses her super speed to switch places with Eve and lock her in the containment cell.
... 
“Alex?”
Alex blinks as Kara’s voice cuts through her mental fog. She feels Kara remove the glass of scotch from her hand. She’d completely forgotten about that.
“Alex, look at me.”
Alex blinks again. As her vision focuses, Kara crystallizes in front of her. Alex feels the sides of her mouth pull downward as the urge to cry hits her. 
Kara settles onto the couch beside her and pulls her into a hug.
“You can’t die anymore,” Alex hears her own trembling voice say.
Linda had sacrificed herself to save Alex, and watching her die so soon after seeing Kara die was too much even despite Kara coming back and Linda getting reabsorbed into Kara.
“I’m right here,” Kara murmurs.
“I can’t lose you anymore,” Alex insists. “I don’t know what I’d do without you. Even when my mind was wiped, I missed you so much. You could be right in front of me, and I would look at you, and I still missed you so much, and I didn’t know why.”
At least that’s what she intends to say. Given that she’s crying now, what actually manages to come through is probably an amalgam of stilted syllables.
Kara hugs Alex a little tighter. 
In the past month, Linda had reminded Alex so much of Kara when she first arrived on Earth, especially with so many of those memories at the forefront of her mind with their recent recovery. It makes everything hurt that much more.
She failed to protect Linda, failed to see that she needed protecting. After more than a year as Director, people are still infiltrating the DEO and wreaking havoc, and Alex feels herself drowning in self-doubt. What if Alex is never good enough at protecting Kara? What if the next person to die is Kara? Again.
“I’m right here,” Kara repeats, kissing Alex on the temple.
Alex clings to her. “Please don’t leave me.”
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sj4iy · 6 years ago
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Translation: “Akatsuki no Yona” Chapter 175 Summary (Spoilers!!)
So, this may or may not become a ‘thing’. But there is a Japanese site that I read that has spoilers (ie: dialogue) from the new chapter of Akatsuki no Yona, so I will give credit at the end. Since it has no images or tells who the person talking is, I have to use the context clues to figure out who the speaker is. There may also be some translation mistakes because of this fact, so please excuse me. But, if you want to know what happens and what they say to each other...read on :)
He finds the fallen princess
Princess
Hak, I love you
Huh?
Hak
Have you come to? It seems that you inhaled too much smoke How are you?
Is that really you, Hak?
Yes
I was finally able to see you
I had so many things I wanted to say to you, thank you so much for being alive
Princess, That's my line
Yona coughs violently a few times
Wait Don't talk too much
It's okay for a bit
Hak breaks her chains
We'll remove the shackles later Did Kuelbo put these chains on you? I should've killed him He was just here but now he’s gone
Kuelbo came?
He did, but- Why do you look kind of happy?
Because he went to Yuran, right?
Yuran? Ah, now that you mention it, he did
Really? I'm happy for her
Who is she?
She's Kuelbo's wife
That old man made his wife wait on you and slept with you?
Yes, but Yuran wasn't there
She wasn't?
Ah, it's alright, I kept my eyes open since I was a prisoner of war...but even though I was a prisoner of war, she saved me
Looking at your facial expression, it seems that there was something other than the leg shackles. It’s not strange at all for you to be on the receiving end of some kind of violence
We should hurry and treat your legs
Vold-nyan, did you die?
I'm alive
Hey, look
Princess Yona is okay!
During dangerous times, my sixth sense makes my hair stand on end
You're amazing Where are you going?
This fire makes it impossible to call for help
Hak? You have terrible injuries and burns Why did you come here in your condition?
Hak
I'm fine I just need a break
What should we do, don't die, don't die My throat hurts, I need some water
Here's some water, but there's no ladle
Princess, don't leave my side
She makes him drink by kissing him with a mouth full of water
Wait, there's no more water
That small mouth can’t hold much
Princess
Smoke
So you made it this far
Hak, your body is-
That’s the last thing on my mind, so hurry up and drop the weapon
Gobi, the High Priest of Xing
Are you running from the fire as well? Or are you still after the four dragons and the princess? For Aligra and Vold's sake, I delayed my sword, but the next time you try something, I’ll strike your head
Hak, the smoke is
It's fine, because something flew across the sky just now
Sorry to keep you waiting
Jae-ha
Algira and the others told me where you were
As expected of the Five Stars
Jae-ha Hak is badly injured so take him with you immediately
You idiot, you're going first
It's fine I'll return for Hak right away
Okay, is everyone else safe?
Of course, let's go home to Kouka Kingdom
The Next Chapter is June 5th
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Source: http://syoujyomannga-netabare.com/
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amphtaminedreams · 5 years ago
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Tommy Hilfiger x Zendaya Inspired Outfits: Lookbook no.6
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Hi to anyone reading,
This post is part a Zendaya Maree Stoermer Coleman appreaciation post (yes, we getting back into that 2013 stan twitter lingo of always unnecessarily stating full names) and part me trying my hand at her interpretation of probably my all time favourite decade for fashion inspiration, the 70s. 
As much as I’m in love with her portrayal of Rue Bennett on Euphoria and her and Labrinth’s All for Love and could also probably write a whole post about that alone *deep breath*, I’m here to talk about what originally drew me to Zendaya (aside from her Oscar-worthy performance as Rocky Blue on Shake it Up where she had to act like she and Bella Thorne liked each other) : HER STYLE. Her looks a collaborative effort between her and stylist, Law Roach, I have never once seen any photo of Zendaya where she’s anything less than exquisitely put together, thus it should’ve come as no surprise when she teamed up with Tommy Hilfiger to put on one of the coolest shows of Paris Fashion Week in February this year. 
-ZENDAYA’S BEST STREET STYLE/RED CARPET MOMENTS-
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Whilst the collaborations with Tommy Hilfiger haven’t necessarily been the most visually groundbreaking or daring, for me personally they really hit the sweet spot between the bohemian aesthetic and a rock and roll edge, especially in the latest collection. For a celebrity collaboration, the line feels unusually authentic and the clear direction and overall cohesiveness showcases Zendaya’s ability to convey a distinctive mood. Also, it’s WEARABLE. So many of the outfits you see go down the runway only appear to cater to that tall, washed out, willowy type, who are gorgeous too, don’t get me wrong, but...well, they’ve had their time, haven’t they? These are the kinds of clothes everyone can feel beautiful in and that’s so, so important.
-ZENDAYA WEARING THE COLLECTION-
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The first collection, debuting in February of this year at Paris Fashion Week, went the disco route and was the best thing Tommy Hilfiger has done in a while. Everything from the set to the models to the music was so fucking FUN and you could tell how much love and passion went into planning the show. I had so many favourite looks:
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And I honestly think I might have liked the recent collection even more. With a slightly biker chic element to it, the leather look pieces and the jewell tones, I think this one has a grungier feel to it that the previous collection lacked, in terms of catering to my personal preference, that is; yes, catering to me, random girl on the internet they’ve never met before was definitely Zendaya and Tommy’s intention. Why wouldn’t it be?
Again, it’s not something that’s never been done before but the collection is fresh in a different way, almost like the individual makes the clothes what they are and not vice versa. I doubt any fashion show is so laxly organised as to let the models style themselves backstage but that’s the feeling you get when you’re watching the runway. 
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Like I said, this collection is definitely slightly darker and grungier than the first but in a way that it gives me Stevie Nicks joins a biker gang but then decides to leave that behind to become the editor of a fashion magazine vibes (that was a TRIP) and what’s not to like about that? I want all of it, from the waistcoats, to the wide brim hats, to the houndstooth, to the snake print, to the shearling. 
There’s just one problem in that at the time of first seeing the collection I was still in the middle of a self-enforced shopping dry spell, and also, more pressingly, broke af. To be fair, Tommy Hilfiger is one of the more affordable designer brands but still not affordable enough that I can afford to spend over £100 on a bodysuit, ya feel? So instead, I looked through what I already had and used the runway looks from the collection to try and put my own spin on things, incorporating the key shapes, colours, patterns and accessories that make the line, imo, so distinctive.
-KEY FEATURES OF THE TOMMY X ZENDAYA LINES-
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1. Flares: If you really want your outfit to give off a 70s vibe, flares are probably the easiest way to do it. Even if you’re not feeling particularly adventurous with prints, plain ones are still super flattering, imo!
2. Wide Brim Hats: Not exactly a hard one for me to incorporate as they're probably my favourite way to tie together an outfit anyway, but the ultra wide brim, witchy-looking ones seen in the second collection are perfect for autumn and winter AND cost-efficient because they can double as part of a low-effort slutty witch Halloween costume. We love a multi-purpose accessory.
3. Psychedelic Prints: More of a staple of the first collaboration but bold, trippy prints are so easy to make into a look. It’s definitely easier to incorporate these kind of prints into your wardrobe in the summer (there’s nothing cuter than a wacky two piece with some subtle jewellery), but if you go for a piece with a richer, deeper colour palette you’ve got yourself a fab Christmas party outfit.
4. Turtlenecks: Showing why the turtleneck has so much style potential, Zendaya’s collections were a masterclass in how to layer. I can’t believe there was a time in my life when I thought turtle necks were the ugliest thing ever. I am ashamed. Though I blame this cursed face-swap image of Monica and Chandler from friends for putting me off:
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I also found this haunting image in the process of searching for the one above:
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Is this what they mean when they talk about the dark web? Truly scarring.
5. Snake Print: Not gonna lie, the animal print thing has kinda been done to death and I wasn’t super excited about seeing it on the runway but when it’s reworked through a more maximalist lens (ie. the matching snake print coat and trousers) it still works for me. I think they key in keeping it fresh is more luxurious, textured animal print paired with clothing you wouldn’t necessarily expect to see it with. Basically, animal print mini dress? Boring. Animal print flares? I’m down. 
6. Faux Leather: I say faux leather even though unfortunately it’s usually real leather that gets used on the runway (because nothing shows luxury like wearing a dead animal’s skin purely for vanity, right?), but regardless, some of my favourite pieces in both collections were the leather-look coats and blazers. The waistcoat-trouser combination in particular (far left on the bottom row) was probably my favourite look of both collections and though I relentlessly scoured my dad’s wardrobe to see if there was something I could work with to imitate the waistcoat, I came away empty handed:( sad times:(
7. Jewell Tones: The deep maroons of the second Zendaya x Tommy collaboration and the cobalt, emerald green and amethyst splashes in the dresses at the end of the first are, again, perfect Christmas party colours. I know, I know, I keep going on about Christmas parties but any excuse to drink, lol.
8. Scarfs: Skinny scarves with a load of gold jewellery are my favourite things at the moment. But we can’t forget the original style icon who did it first:
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I love Emma Roberts and Wild Child is a great movie with a load of amazing style inspo, fuck you Rotten Tomatoes.
9. Heeled Boots: Kind of a basic winter staple anyway but it seems the more cowboy-y, the better. We’re talking about those leather look, mid-calf length boots that seem to be everywhere at the moment. Personally, I’m not quite sure if my legs are anywhere long enough to pull them off, but I do think they’re really cute, and very yeehaw. 
10. Bonus features that I forgot to include in my outfits: High Waisted Things! Waistcoats! Pussy-bow shirts! Spots! Velvet! Suits!
-PSA: Don’t ask me about the peace sign. I was trying to do a 70s thing. I failed. Let me flop at my attempts to be cute in peace.-
So, that’s it! Thank you to anybody that read this far! And if you enjoyed this post and you haven’t done already: GO AND WATCH EUPHORIA. It is honestly the best new show I’ve watched in ages and almost makes up for the overwhelming TV-related disappointment of season 8 of Game of Thrones. I mean, not really. I’m still mildly furious. But then again, D&D got cut from their Star Wars deal AND the Stark prequel was cancelled in favour of a Targaryen one so it seems the balance of nature is finally being restored. Clink clink bitch (es).
Lauren x
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snkpolls · 6 years ago
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SnK S3E20 Poll Results (Manga Reader Version)
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The poll closed with 287 responses. Thank you to everyone who participated!
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RATE THE EPISODE 279 Responses
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This episode was another hit with most viewers, with 74.6% of participants ranking it 5 out of 5.
Just brilliant. Best series.
This was the first episode I’d been excited for in weeks. With the serum bowl I was dreading the last three episodes but the Marley Arc is my fave and I’m super super excited for what comes next in the anime.
The music was incredible and Grisha's VA stole the show.
The best of this season yet!
This season has now given us 2 (two) episodes WITHOUT openings and both times the episodes blew me away. I’m so stoked for the fourth season
I'd say it was a pretty solid episode. I can't believe we've finally made it to Marley, I am so not ready for the nonstop angst that is to come…
Anime quality was ass again, but the plot and voice acting make this a fantastic episode overall
WHICH OF THE FOLLOWING SCENES WAS THE MOST MEMORABLE? 282 Responses
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There were several informative and memorable scenes. 45.7% of participants thought Kruger’s big reveal was the highlight, while 12.1% can’t decide what stuck out the most. 9.9% of participants felt Dina becoming the Smiling Titan made the biggest impression.
DO YOU THINK GRISHA’S FATHER WAS RIGHT IN EASILY DEMEANING HIMSELF AND GRISHA TO GROSS? 270 Responses
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Though Grisha’s father yielded to the Marleyan police regarding Faye’s death, 77.4% of participants believed he was right to prevent the rest of his family meeting a similar fate. 15.6% thought he should have shown a bit of resistance towards Gross’s accusations. Many in the comments agree the situation is simply not that black and white.
It's not whether it's 'right' or 'wrong' in these situations - if your options are the death of your family or satisfying your own feelings of dignity, then I think it's up to the individual what their priority is. But I think it is not a sign of weakness to put your family first.
He probably hated himself for doing it (at least I'd do), but losing another loved one would be horrible for anyone in his situation, so I can understand why he did that.
I can't really answer with clear 'yes' or 'no'. On one side, He was right to protect the rest of his family, on the other... He could try to comfort Grisha in a better way (you know, not yelling at him to be silent)
No, but I think he could’ve dealt with Grisha more privately. He didn’t have to continue with his indoctrination of Grisha.
I think it's complicated
no one is right or wrong here.
SERGEANT MAJOR GROSS STATED THAT “PEOPLE LOSE TOUCH WITH LIFE AND DEATH AND START TAKING THEIR LIVES FOR GRANTED." DO YOU THINK THERE IS TRUTH TO WHAT HE SAYS? 283 Responses
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Gross told Grisha that people took their lives for granted when losing touch with life and death. 60.4% of participants think there is truth to his words even if his actions are morbid. 27.2% believe he just said this to excuse his cruelty.
Idk but him staring into my soul made me unconfortable
That is true, but it doesn't actually justify or support his position. We're SUPPOSED to all have the luxury and privilege of 'taking life for granted', as he puts it - that's why humanity has worked so fucking long to improve society to this point! We shouldn't have to think in life-or-death terms to consider ourselves worthy of living.
There is truth, but it's obvious that it's more words for him justifying his horrible actions more than a maxime which guides his life. If it were so, he wouldn't have been scared and screaming when the titan eat him.
Yes, but he's just making excuses for his sadistic mind.
DO YOU THINK HUMANS IN GENERAL BECOME INTERESTED IN VIOLENCE? 284 Responses
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The episode observes humans and their reaction to violence, Gross saying he finds it interesting. 49.6% of participants believe that most people are interested in violence, while 40.1% specify that it depends on how violent the event is.
The most interesting part of the episode is Gross addressing the viewer over making his victim dance. Part of SnK is watching some victim being devored by the lions. Be it Faye to the dogs, Mike to the titans, Eren's squad to the titans in Trost, Carla to Dina, Marco to Araki Titan, Bert to Armin... the reactions however differ. Some of us came to see characters fighting and get eaten by giant monsters, but as the story progressed, our point of view differed and it became disgust for the most part.
HOW DID YOU FEEL ABOUT GROSS'S DEATH? 281 Responses
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Gross’s death was a gruesome one, but 53.4% participants were satisfied he got what they feel he deserved. 17.1% were less comfortable by the irony of the situation, and 13.2% found his struggle enjoyable.
Watching reaction videos where people cheer on Gross getting his face chopped on kinda unsettled me, I'm not gonna lie.
IS FAYE’S DEATH THE CRUELEST MOMENT IN THE SERIES? 282 Responses
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Being torn apart by dogs is a disturbing way to go and 46.8% of participants felt it was the cruelest moment of the series thus far. 45.4%, however, believed there were crueler moments worthy of mention.
I didn't think Faye's death was the cruelest because let's face it, Mike's was the absolute worst. :(
GIVEN HOW HE TREATED ZEKE, DO YOU THINK GRISHA IMPROVED AS A FATHER WHEN IT CAME TO EREN? 280 Responses
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Though Grisha didn’t show a lot of compassion for Zeke as a son, 55.4% of participants believed he learned to be a better father for Eren as a result. 24.3% would rather have more information before saying for sure, and 20.4% of participants felt Grisha didn’t quite change his ways. 
GRISHA STATED THAT YMIR “BROUGHT BOUNDLESS PROSPERITY” TO THE WORLD. WHEN GRICE QUESTIONED THAT, GRISHA RETORTED WITH THE FACT THAT HE “BELIEVED IN YMIR”. WHAT DO YOU THINK HAPPENED? 282 Responses
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There was a mix of histories regarding Ymir Fritz. 50% of participants believed Ymir may have brought prosperity but that Grisha was also jumping to conclusions without context. 40.4% of participants thought Grisha was just seeing what he wanted to see.
Grisha’s va knocked it out of the park this week. The episode made me re-think whether grisha actually could read any of the sacred texts. Was he just BSing the whole way through? Will we ever know what they say in that case?
BEST ROGUE TITAN DESIGN? 282 Responses
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Out of the three Rogue titan designs, a majority 62.8% of participants thought Eren’s was the most physically appealing.
Best Rogue Titan design? That's not even a question. ITS ALWAYS ERENS. LOL
HOW FAITHFUL WAS THE ADAPTATION TO THE ORIGINAL MANGA? 276 Responses
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A majority of manga readers believed the episode was mostly faithful to the original chapters, with 54.3% believing it was nearly perfect. Others felt the episode could have been more accurate.
Great, pacing was a little quick but I think the anime adaptation explained everything a bit better than the anime. I had to go back and read those chapters like 3 times to fully understand everything lol. I do wish they didn't cut lines from the warrior selection announcement though. Overall great though!
Great adaptation. They should've cut the ending too, so they wouldn't need to cut some parts, but it was as close to perfection either way.
I'm sad that they omitted so much when Marley announces the Marley warrior program. Besides that I think it was an amazing episode.
Was thoroughly impressed with how they managed to adapt two of the most dense chapters into a single ep without any significant cuts. The artwork for the Eldia/Marley lore was gorgeous, and the performances were as expected, phenomenal. Kruger's transformation was breathtaking, as was the OST. Definitely one of the best episodes of the season. Also, Marina Inoue saying "Shingeki no Kyojin" in the preview gave me chills.
KRUGER'S HAIR: BLOND OR BLACK? 282 Responses
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Kruger’s hair was colored dirty blond in the anime compared to the darker shade in the manga. 47.5% of participants felt that either color choice worked well for him, while 39.4% preferred his black hair.
kruger is a dirty blonde colour imo ;p
I’m just over the moon to finally see The Owl aka Kruger animated with a voice.
The color scheme in this series has always been weird. Not that Isayama himself is limited palette-wise, but the colors have been much sober than WIT's multicolor fest. Kruger's hair are meant to be black or dark brown. Isayama draws blonde/hazelnut hair with full lines. Same goes with the uniform: Isayama uses frames for dark colors (the SC's green coat ie), ink for black and dark blue. Anime already made odd choices with Mikasa's scarf (black in the manga) or Armin's eyes (brown).
Always thought Kruger was brunette
After last week's preview I thought Kruger with blond hair was weird but having watched this week's episode I think it fits better with the blue uniform and the show's colour palette. Besides, he still looks hot so all is fine lol
HOW DID YOU FEEL ABOUT THE APPEARANCE OF MARLEY? 282 Responses
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A majority 60.3% of participants believe Marley’s appearance was just as modern as they expected it. 29.4% of participants thought it appeared more lavished.
WHAT DID YOU THINK ABOUT THE CENSORSHIP FOR SOME OF THE GRAPHIC SCENES? 283 Responses
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Some of the more graphic scenes were censored in the anime, but 53% of participants aren’t bothered by it. 35.7% of participants were disappointed that some parts weren’t shown as a result and 11.3% felt it was appropriate to censor the more graphic scenes.
I don't mind Grisha's penis as well as the gory parts being censored (it's NHK after all), but the censorship comes across as convenient for the series. They omitted some marleyans officers saying Gross was going too far, or masked the details of the warrior program: no full confirmation of RBA being trained into infancy to be promoted at the status of Honorary Marleyans. Conbine that with the RBZ+Pieck scenes from this season being watered down and you have the anime making it even more black and white than the manga.
ISAYAMA ASKED THE ANIME TO HIGHLIGHT GROSS’ SPEECH TO BREAK THE 4TH WALL AS A “CALL OUT” TO THE VIEWER.  WAS THIS DIRECTION SUCCESSFUL? 277 Responses
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Gross’s 4th wall break was a request made by Isayama to address the viewer as he spoke. 65.3% of participants felt the direction made them feel more called out than when they originally read it. 24.9% can’t relate to what Gross is saying in the first place.
His eyes that never left the spectator's gaze froze my blood, it was really very successfully made.
I get what Isayama was trying to do but there's a huge difference between being sadistic knowing that it's fictional and being sadistic in real life
Honestly I didn't even know that he broke the 4th wall until I took this poll.
I didn't feel like what he was saying pertained to me because I've always been repulsed by his mentality and justifications.I think it says more about Isayama that he felt this was something that needed to be broadcast to society.
The speech wasn't as well done in the anime. I think he broke the 4th wall in the manga pretty well.
The Gross 4th wall break didn't really deliver in the end. Wish it was more obvious (eye contact, zoom in, voice acting)
It would have been a lot more successful if he'd written the call out to come from someone less sadistic and despicable. It's hard to reflect like that on words that came from a character that had a nine year old child eaten alive by dogs.
considering i had no idea it was meant to be a callout, i'd say it failed
WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN WITH YMIR’S BACKSTORY FLASHBACK NEXT EPISODE? 280 Responses
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Since Ymir’s backstory was moved to Season 2, 39.3% believe that Historia reading the letter will show Ymir’s death instead of the entire flashback. 35.7% of participants think the scene will just show a cut down version of the backstory with Ymir’s narration in the background. 21.1% believe that the backstory will be shown again with some tweak to the narration.
Fuck man I dunno, maybe they'll play some interval music and Ymir will tapdance
I feel like the one disappointing thing about this part in the manga is that Ymir died offscreen. This would be a good change and I wouldn’t mind a teaser of Galliard also.
The backstory shown in season 2 wasnt the letter 1/1 right? Then just have the letter read out and have slightly altered images of her story
I got no idea which way they'll go, but WIT will do her story justice, no doubt about that
They will recycle s2's animation and that's it. If they show Ymir's fate, kudos to them, considering they've been pretty lazy with additional content so far.
THE ANIME ADAPTED EREN'S LINE AFTER WAKING UP AS "WHO AM I?" WAS THIS A MORE APPROPRIATE PHRASE THAN THE TRANSLATIONS ABOUT EREN USING DIFFERENT JAPANESE PRONOUNS OR HAVING A DIFFERENT VOICE? 280 Responses
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In the manga, Armin comments on Eren’s change of pronouns when he first wakes up, but the anime changed this line to “Who am I?” 38.6% of participants thought this change made more sense in context. 30.7% of participants didn’t realize there was a change, and 21.4% thought the manga made enough sense for it not to warrant a change.
I feel like this episode is where we lost Eren as he once was. The change wasn't immediate, but this is the impetus. All that information, all those memories. The boy has started to become a man.
WHICH SCENE FROM THE PREVIEW ARE YOU MOST LOOKING FORWARD TO? 284 Responses
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Of the scenes that were shown, a majority of 52.1% of participants are most looking forward to more conversation between Kruger and Grisha.
Historia is lookin fine in the preview
ADDITIONAL THOUGHTS ON THE EPISODE?
Just a nitpick but I wish Kruger’s attack titan was animated more in destroying the boat since it felt more like a colored panel; I’m still happy how it turned it though! Maybe there might be additional animation next episode but I can only hope :’D
This episode was beautifully done. The voice acting really knocked it out of the park, especially Grisha's. His screams, holy shit. I got chills. Kruger's voice was also brilliant, just that perfect blend of nonchalant and forbidding. What I found interesting was the VA for young Grisha sounded so much like Kaji Yuuki! I saw in the credits that it wasn't actually him, but what an excellent casting choice!
Needs more Floch
KRUGER!!!!
This S3P2 has to have the weirdest pacing I've ever seen: the 2ch1ep formula doesn't work at all for backstories like Grisha's, considering the whole worldbuilding is unleashed. That being said, the preview from last episode's accustomed the anime-onlys to the outside world, but combining chapter 86 and 87 leaves no time to breathe properly.
Thinking back on it, wasn’t this Grisha’s first time seeing Titans in the flesh, and eating a person right in front of him?
I had hoped Kruger's hat toss would be more dramatic, but alas, t'wasn't. Other than that, went pretty good
They pronounce 'Zeke' completely different from how I imagined it would sound.
Perfect, especially the final scene. I knew what was coming, but seeing the restorationists become the Trost Titans, the Dina reveal, and Owl transformation was something else. That sequence is on par with Reiner/Bertholdt reveal and Erwin’s charge as best scenes in the series. At least for the anime so far.
I thought this episode was kind of disappointing. Maybe it's just because I really dislike the tone shift that came with the Marley stuff, but I thought the manga handled all this exposition kind of awkwardly and was hoping for better from the anime. Nope, the only thing improving it is that it won't be drawn out for months between chapters this time.
Bby Zook my boi, must protecc at all costs, so innocent, so pure
In one episode all this information WAS WAY TOO MUCH! poor anime-only fans lmao
WHERE DO YOU PRIMARILY DISCUSS THE SERIES? 265 Responses
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Thanks again to everyone who participated! We’ll see you again in a few days!
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myendlessempathy · 6 years ago
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etiquette that my parents taught me that i feel like is gone today and i really wish would come back: 
1- wait for everyone to be seated before eating (holidays, restaurants ie: not typical dinners) 
2- do not walk in front of a group of adults that are talking (this happened to me in school a lot, where the teachers were blocking my way.) Instead, walk behind them or kindly say “excuse me” 
3- if you are wearing a skirt, do not cross your legs (this is just professional manners, not a warning for a possible peep-show but that too, is important)   instead, cross your ankles 
4- always thank the military for their service (if you see them on the streets and you thank them, I guarantee you’ll make their day. Especially the vets!!!!!) They love seeing young people acknowledging this. Vets love to tell stories too, and if one of them starts, let them finish. The stories I have been told are so cool. 
5- Know when it’s appropriate to use contractions (These are: you’ve, should’ve, I’ve, etc.) In a professional setting, keep them in their original state. Such as over emails with your boss.
6- don’t wear suede in the summer (this is a fashion no-no...Companies are always making clothes and shoes with suede in the summer. it’s just not practical because it’s hot and sweaty therefore it is a “winter” fabric in fashion. Sorry I don’t make the rules.) 
7- dress for the job you want not the job you have. (ie: you should always have a nice suit/dress shoes or blouse/pencil skirt combo ready in your closet for business and interviews) 
8- always have two resumes ready to give the employer (a spare copy is a nice gesture in case they somehow lose the other)
9- give a firm handshake (this shows the other person you mean business and you are to be taken as seriously as they are. Employers always look for this.) 
10- prop open the door for someone coming behind you (if they are lagging, just hold it open for a few seconds rather than slamming it in their face)
11- learn cursive (you cannot sign a legal document in print you goon)
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poppyknitt · 6 years ago
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You Sure It’s Not A Dog?- A JSE Egos Fanfic
Recap: Schneep has inadvertently adopted a small horseshoe bat (which is a kind of fruit bat), as a result of it smashing through his window and breaking one of its wings, rendering it entirely useless. Chase seemed to be extremely fascinated by the little creature, and upon discovering that he (the bat) had no name, despite having been around for ages, opted to call him “Nectar”, for his and the rest of his species’ love of nectar. Oh, also, Jackie has a Peregrine Falcon for a sidekick, and Marvin accidentally created two sentient, carnivorous plants, one free-roaming and snake-like in build but cat-like in nature (named “thorn”), and the other (named “chomp”) too large and mouthy to be allowed anything other than confinement to a pot.
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[April 11th, 2017, our time]
Henrik hurried to the vet’s, his bat friend on his shoulder, as he cradled a cat meowing in pain, with slightly bloody bandages poorly wrapped around its head. He had found it stumbling clumsily around an alleyway, blood slowly oozing from where its eyes should’ve been, clearly having just lost them in a fight a few hours beforehand. The poor thing was obviously getting a bit lightheaded, and the fuzz around its eyes was stained with half-dried, old, and new blood, presumably each from when it had its head in different positions during a rest.
As soon as he stepped through the door to the clinic, the clerk was calling for one of the veterinarians, and several of the other medical staff worked the cat out of his arms and started asking questions.
“How did this happen?!”
“I am afraid I do not know. I found him stumbling out of an alleyway with his eyes like this, so I dropped everything, wrapped them up, and took him here straight away.”
By this point, Dr. Lewis was quickly rushing the cat to a room he could not see.
“Do you know how much blood he’s lost?!” The nurse continued to ask questions, clearly worried.
“Enough to make him dizzy, but in terms of cat, I am unaware of how much that actually is. They are not as big as humans, so it could be anything from eight of a liter to a full liter, and I would not know.”
“He may have to stay here for a night or so. Is that alright?”
“Yes, is fine! Just get the poor thing’s eyes fixed or something, I do not care how long it will take.”
“Okay. Thank you for bringing him so soon, and for being so patient. We’ll update you on his condition as soon as we know he is stable enough to be left for a few minutes.”
“Is no problem. Is alright if I wait in clinic until then?”
“Yes. Yes, it’s fine.” The nurse smiled thankfully at him, and quickly went to assist in the care of the poor ball of fluff he’d just brought in.
Schneep walked over to a chair that was placed by the wall, and slumped down into it, running a hand through his hair. He was very well aware of several people who were either looking around with wide eyes, or staring either at him or in the direction the nurses ran with the highly bloodied cat.
After about thirty minutes had gone by, he felt his phone buzz. It was Jackie, whom was worried, because he was over 45 minutes late, which almost never happened. He sighed, and opened up his messenger app, responding fairly quickly to his brother.
I am fine. Ran into severely wounded animal. Is no big deal. Will be home before tomorrow morning, hopefully.
The response was just as worried as he’d thought it would be.
What? Wounded animal?! Where?! Did you go straight to the vet’s office or something?!
He rolled his eyes, laughing softly in amusement at his brother’s immediate change of focus.
Yes. Cat was bleeding from the eyes, and acting like it had just finished its fifth bottle of vodka. Had no time to waste.
Jackie’s worry could almost be heard through the messages, even as the subject changed,
Well, uh, in other news... We’ve, uh, got a new ego. ‘S name is Chase. He’s a vlogger, I think. Uh, mind if I share your number with him?
He tsked in amusement as he responded.
No. Does not matter to me. He will get it some way or another, so is probably best he gets it now.
Jackie thanked him, and his phone went quiet for a few minutes. Then, a text from an unknown number buzzed in.
Hey bro! I assume you’re the doctor guy?
He took a moment, not sure how to respond to it.
Yes. You are Chase, correct?
You betcha! So... What’s the story with the cat?
Very long. Not ended yet. Will elaborate more when we meet face-to-face.
That’s understandable. You do you, my man.
He laughed softly, having a feeling he would get along well with the newcomer.
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“He will live, however, I’m afraid he will not survive if left to wander the streets once his wounds heal.” The nurse from earlier explained. The tom cat was being left in a well-kept cage for the night, where he would be carefully monitored. He was sleeping in a well-padded, presumably very comfortable bed, kept inside a one-level cat tree, had an automatic feeder next to it, and on the other side of the cage, a fresh, unused litter box, situated a couple inches away from his food and water bowls.
“Are you sure you will be able to watch him all night? Surely you finish closing the clinic up and go home about an hour after new customers are not allowed in?”
“Well, yeah, but we can have a few doctors stay behind and work overtime to keep an eye on him. They’ll just get more pay at the end of the week...”
Henrik laughed a little as he spoke, “Ah, nonsense. There is no need to do that; I can just take the little one home. I work late hours at home, anyways, so caring for him would provide me an excuse to take a break every now and then.”
“Well, I’ll have to check with the doctor on that. I have no doubts that he would be fine with it, but you know how things go in the workplace.”
“Yes, yes, that is fine. I do not care if I have to wait a little longer. Is not a big deal anyhow.”
“Oh, well, thank you, again, for your patience. I’ll be with you shortly.” She smiled, and quickly hurried off. One of the other regular clients, an older woman, was smirking at him.
“Ah, do not give me that, ma’am. Our relationship is strictly professional.” She made a small laugh-like noise at that, and looked away, still smiling.
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[The next day]
Chase watched the ball of fluff that the doctor dude had brought home the night before, unsure of how to approach this tiny beast. From what he understood about cats, they were very different from dogs, in almost every way. What was more, though, was that he only had past experience dealing with dogs, so he had no idea how to approach a cat, let alone one that was recently blinded, and had its head almost entirely covered in bandages.
“Here, kitty kitty kitty... It’s okay. I just wanna pet you, alright..?” He whispered, internally thanking the cat gods when it looked at him. He slowly approached the large-looking beast that laid on the table top, a bit afraid that it might lash out at him.
“Mrrwah?” It meowed, tilting its head in curiosity, like a dog would. He paused, wondering if he’d heard it meow before. Probably not.
He slowly extended a hand out to it, making sure it could sense his presence. As soon as his hand got near its head, however, it lightly head butted him, and started purring. He smiled, happy to see that it was friendlier than what most people would want you to believe a cat could be.
“You don’t have a collar, do ya, kitty? I’m assuming that means you’re not someone’s pet already?” He asked softly, sitting down in a nearby chair.
“Prrrmrrwah.” It seemed to smile.
“I’ll take that as a no.” He grinned, “You need a name if I’m gonna call ya something other than ‘kitty’, though.”
“Mrrrwarowh.”
He laughed, “... Right... Why don’t we just leave the naming to the humans, then?”
“Awuroh.”
He started petting it, and, much to his delight, found that its luxurious, long coat was actually much softer than it looked. It was still purring, as it laid its head down onto its paws, and attempted to find a good resting position that wasn’t too uncomfortable or painful. He offered his free hand as a sort of pillow or something, and it gladly accepted it, promptly resting its head up against his hand.
“... I’m gonna call you Rogers.”
“Prrrrrrrmrrwah...”
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Jackie watched Chase happily interacting with the new foster, a soft smile on his face. He figured that if this one ended up in the same position as Henrik’s bat, Chase would probably be the best fit for him, which was good to know. He had a feeling that Chase would probably be quite a bit upset if he found out that the cat was going to have to leave after having spent so long with them.
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[June 17th, 2017, our time]
“No, no, is fine! I understand completely. Blind cats are not for everyone. Thank you for calling anyways. Have a great day, Sir.” Henrik finished up another phone call. They had gone through everyone who had shown an interest in adopting an animal from them, at least, after the animal’s injuries were as healed as they could get. No one wanted Rogers, and everyone seemed to have different reasons, that ranged from “Oh, I just don’t like cats”, to “Nope, too fluffy”, and/or “I don’t think I can care for a blind animal”.
Chase sighed, holding the sweet, fluffy boy in his lap, petting him softly. He didn’t want Rogers to leave, but at the same time, he hated that nobody would take such a sweet, dog-like cat. Bingsepticeye, who was sitting in a nearby chair, side glanced at Jackie, and then opened his mouth to speak, “What if we let Chase keep him? They really seem to get along well.”
“... That... is a good idea. Chase, your thoughts?” Schneep looked at him.
His face lit up in excitement as he listened to the others, “Really?! W-We can keep ‘em?!”
Schneep laughed at his excited joy, “Yes, if you really wish for him to stay.”
“Prrahwrah!” Rogers meowed, sitting up and lightly bopping his head against Chase’s chin.
“Well, I think he’s already made up his mind.” Chase laughed, and Rogers started purring very loudly.
Jackie grinned, “That settles it then! Rogers stays with us.”
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Well, now, here we have Rogers, the cat with the personality of a dog, who lost his sight in a fight with another clawed animal, presumably a cat. I think he’s my favorite of the pets so far, just because he manages to somehow be really adorable, even with the unsightly scars over his eyes and eyelids. Plus, of the more developed pets, he’s the purest, happiest bean. I just fuckin adore the lil’ guy. Oh, yeah, also I’m doing one or more fics more than usual today, bcause, 1, I’ve been working on this one for several days now, and 2, again, as i said in the most recent chapter of World Initiative, I’m lowkey kinda having a few emotional dissociation/disconnection problems today, and currently writing is the only cure. ... Benefits... of mental issues..? I guess?
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@tiny-septic-puppet
@chaoticcrimsonrose
@septic-dr-schneep
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lillikat · 7 years ago
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Dear Pervert – An Open Letter.
*Names will not be mentioned so as to protect the guilty. This letter may contain issues which could trigger those with a past history of sexual abuse or harassment - ie: most women*
Dear Pervert,
So we’ve been acquaintances on Twitter for what must be now 6 years or so.  You followed me, and I reciprocated.  I remember as I don’t find and follow many over there, only the truly fascinating, which you did not come under.
You whore your watercolour paintings on Twitter, occasionally asking for feedback and often not actually wanting it.  Just trying to “engage your audience” I suppose.  I gave feedback on works I liked and on aspects that you openly asked for.  Very occasionally you replied to me.  Nice, but busy and possibly rather self involved was my diagnosis of you from these interactions.
I believe you once sent me a spam message, whining about how you wanted me to promote you or join you on Facebook.  I ignored the crap out of that.  Perhaps there was more to that message, now I think about the way you treated me yesterday.
Your watercolours are supposedly amongst the best in the UK with your distinct style which you have given a unique name to (yes bitch, I did look you up and did some light internet homework after our interaction yesterday.  Some of these details were most unflattering, very eye-opening and brought some light to our interaction).  I was happy to retweet on my own terms, as I liked your use of light, perhaps even considered buying one at some point when I actually had money, obviously not now.  I wouldn’t want anything your fuckboy hands have been involved in anywhere near me now.
So despite our complete lack of personal interaction, really getting chatting to each other, you decided to push yourself on me yesterday.  Not the first, nor shall you be the last to demand my attention by DMing me out of nowhere, relying upon the fact I have manners and humanity, knowing that I would not outright ignore a simple greeting.  However, I smelt fuckery straight away.  You see a LOT of men seem to think I am here for their amusement, be that sexual or otherwise.
**Look boys, if your mum didn’t breast feed you enough or hug you, that is not my problem.   If you want me to be your therapist, I require payment and for you, “Dear Pervert” that price is tripled. **
So regardless of my thinking “oh shit, another man looking for a mother or slut and I can’t be titted being either.” I responded to your ill conceived, terribly spelt attempt at communication. Perhaps I was wrong, after all, you try to sell work through this Twitter account, by DM nevertheless, there’s just no way you’d risk your professional reputation by being a creepy man on this account, would you?
Yet you did exactly that.  7 messages, that’s what it took you. No romance, no wooing, no paying attention to social cues like me telling you I am busy working, hinting (so clearly that a dog would have picked up my not so subtleties) that I wanted to be left alone and had no interest in you whatsoever.  You just kept going didn’t you?  Did not give one fuck that you might be making me uncomfortable, annoyed and deeply nauseous.  No, because your dick was in control.  You pathetic sack of crap, you let your base animal instincts override any sense of socially acceptable behaviour that you might have had.
7 messages of me saying I am working and you sending badly spelt trash, bibbling on about how your in bed and so tired.  “Go to sleep then you absolute fanny and stop bothering me I have work to do” was what I was thinking but instead I stated “I am working, I have a lot to do so it will be many hours before I can similarly relax like you are doing.”
You piled on ambiguous emojis like a schoolgirl who’s just got their first smartphone.  “Here check this shit out” I called to my husband as I stated I thought I had yet another live one on DM. That was on your second message - the third in our entire interaction.  Then you witter on about distracting me from work. ”Dear Pervert”, you really should've bowed out but oh no, not you.  You felt entitled didn't you?  You then had me reaffirm my I AM BUSY statement and then sent me a shot of your erection barely clothed by grotty hospital style pyjamas.
What in the name of anything sacred or sane were you thinking?  At no point did I state any interest in your grotty ass.  Not one smidgeon.  Not one cell of my being asked for your vague innuendo then shot of your erection.  Bam! Rank pyjamas and that, in my face.
Thank you, “Dear Pervert”.  Thank you for not reading my timeline or taking any blind bit of notice that I am part of the #metoo movement, part of the #SexAbuseChat survivors.  Only recently found my voice.  Only started to barely grace the depths of my survival and story.  Barely trusting, yet finding strength in the shared stories of my sisters of the internet, stronger perhaps than I can ever be, who have managed to out their pain sooner.  More succinctly than I.
Do you want to know my first thought “Dear Pervert”?  You made me flashback to the time when I was on holiday with my natural father in a Bulgaria.  The last time he forced me to share a room with him. You made me recall those 2 weeks in all their glory.  Buckle up buttercup, because this is what you had me relive and refeel in all it's hideous detail. Part one. The Flasher. Not my first, by now I am in my early teens.  I have faced emotional, physical, psychological and sexual abuse for many years.  That was my secret. I became good at keeping secrets.  But that’s a whole set of tales for another time, “Dear Pervert”.
Back to the flasher.  My second by this point.  I am waiting to get breakfast, it’s a raised static trailer, I am short and have to tiptoe to see over the counter edge.  I place my order, the man says just a minute and exits.  I step back and wait for what must be 5-10 minutes.  I am looking at my shoes, bored and bewildered, when out of my peripheral vision I see the cook come back in, with his dick in his hand, masturbating furiously.  By now, I know what to do. I am a child and already had faced so much worse.  "Reaction, this shitbag wants me to give anything" was my first thought.  Now my first flasher I shot down in flames by pointing at his penis and in my loudest, best stage laugh proclaimed if that’s all he had he’d better see a surgeon.  This one deserved more and less.  I immediately looked down at my watch swore about this guy being a lazy so and so, then walked off in the opposite direction to the nearest busy shop.  I was shaking,  I thought I was going to pass out or throw up.  I walked slowly so he wouldn’t know I saw him, then sped up gradually, afraid this man was going to chase after me.
Part two. Daddy Dearest. I got back to the hotel room I shared with my father, telling him about the incident in full detail, as soon as he arrived.  Surely he will do something or know who to tell, was my logic.  No, in my natural father’s true style, he decided this would be the perfect occasion to show me his throbbing penis.  Again for no reason.  We were both reading later, after dinner.  Father was in his underpants & t-shirt, which until then never bothered me.  He then yelled jovially “hey what do you think of this?” and as I looked over at his bed he whipped down his underwear to reveal my second unwanted erection of the day.  Again “Dear Pervert” I cannot underline, that even at this tender age, I was not a person to be reckoned with.
Let me break this down for those who have never experienced true fear.  Seconds, feel like hours.  Your heart races, you feel giddy, throat goes dry you swallow - it’s sand, you feel the shaking start, the adrenaline has kicked it now you have an eternity in this moment of horror.  Sadly, I had lived here before.  Many times. Fortunately, I have learned how to construct complex battle plans in those uncomfortable moments.  A few seconds was all I needed.
I took one look at my natural father’s erection, raised an eyebrow and told him he should take that shit on children’s TV as a puppet act.  Perhaps the broom cupboard on CBBC would take his act? I then went back to reading my book.  I knew if I had reacted in any other way, we would have issues.  Joke it off, brush it off as just a bit of fun then jam in the fact YOU ARE A CHILD in large letters, in hopes he will see.  From that moment on, things between my father and I got worse.  The brutal reality I had to face was that my father wanted me.  Completely, in every sense of the word.  My everything. I had to run. I had to survive, again.  This had become my normality. I could never let him know that I had been here before.  I knew even then, he would see that information as some sort of gateway for him to start full on abuse mode.  I was not about to let that happen.
So to put it succinctly “Dear Pervert” you triggered memories of my father.  For that I hate you.
In your scale of thinking it’s nothing, your junk was technically covered.  No, no and NO. No means no, by the way. Drinking is not an excuse ever (looks like this excuse might be a habit for you “Dear Pervert”, again you made me look you up).
As for having a bad week, which was the main crux of your excuse.  A bad week?  Try having a hellish couple of years in which you almost lose every damn thing including your sanity and will to live.  I’ve had that and not once sent pics of my flaps to random internet men.  I think I might be able to speak on behalf of most women and say none of us would do that shit ever.  I mean genitals are not attractive.
You don’t even remotely tickle my turnip “Dear Pervert” so why in god’s name would you think “oooh my barely covered erection is just what this conversation needs”?
You sir are a fuckwit.  A massive gaping, diseased one at that.  I have spent a day and a half by now (yeah writing this much vitriol takes time, it’s a craft) hating you “Dear Pervert” for the following reasons.
1: You hold a position of power.  Lots of followers on Twitter, prolific artist, seemingly professional.  I am an artist, just starting out, being sneered at for my style by the likes of bigwigs such as you.  That is why I spoke to you on DM, that is why I gave you the time of day.  I thought we shared a common passion, that you might be wanting to talk shop or art.  You entered into a contract of trust and you pissed all over it.  That’s what you’re doing when you randomly seek attention from a woman on the internet by the way. If they give you the time of day back, count your blessings behave like a gentleman and keep your dick where it belongs.  Off my DMs and not in my face.  You abused your position of power.  For shame!
2: Right at the exact time your fuckery started my dog decided to start violently throwing up.  Yet I had to take time out to yell at you & report you.  So I’m just blaming you for my dog being sick, because I think she saw your pathetic wang and it made her chuck.  That’s what I’m telling myself anyway.  It pleases me to do so.
3: I have had panic attacks, stomach aches & headaches since, thanks to the constant supply of panic adrenaline that my body seems to use as some form of defence.  My heart has been racing, I can’t sleep & can’t eat.  So thank you for that trauma.
4: You didn’t even care when I yelled at you and told you that I am not here to be an object of sexual gratification nor amusement to internet randoms, that I was a human with actual real feeligns attached to them.  I also informed you that I am married, and again I didn’t want your pervy nonsense.  Now every letter is riddled with hidden intent and double entendre.  Every character takes on new meaning in light of your behaviour.  You gave me eye rolled emoji like a fucking child.  You make me sick.
5: I now worry about the safety of other women on the internet. Oh but fear not “Dear Pervert” the whisper network is in effect. I can’t out you here, but I absolutely can tell my loved ones to avoid you like a dose of virulent crabs.  They have been told you are not professional and you are not a safe person.  I think we can both agree on those very simple facts.  My ladies will give you wide berth, they will tell other women who will tell other women who will tell other women.  So in short if you’ve done this before (which I have to believe you have & much worse) it will come out eventually.  If you really were just showing your dick to me and I was your special first, note if you do this again, the network will get stronger.  Why?  Because we are looking out for one another in trying times, as only real, actual humans do.
With that “Dear Pervert” I sign off.
Know the pain you have caused me and know you just pushed me to out pain and truth that I have never done before.  You broke me, now there might be a landslide of cathartic outings here.
Sisters of the internet!  You are not alone, together we are stronger.  You there reading this, yes you.  You are a Goddess.  No you are, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
Men, treat every woman as the Goddess she is.  After all women have paid homage to your masculinity for aeons.  Return the favour.
If we all treat each other as Gods & Goddesses, with the full respect that holds, perhaps there might be less of this infestation of men believing they have privilege over woman’s domain.  Because random internet boys, we owe you nothing not one thing, therefore you have no right to demand anything from us ever.
We are not your sex toys.
We have feelings.
Yours Blistering with Rage
L
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inspirationalhoodie-blog · 8 years ago
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Remember // Taehyung imagine
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A/N: Enjoy :)
Summary : “ He remembers our dances. With a little recap, he remembers. We’re so happy he still does.” “ Yes I guess, he loves dancing and it’s in his heart so he won’t forget.” “ Y/n, i don’t want to sound mean but dont you think that doesn’t make sense?” “What doesn’t?” “If you’re in his heart right. Why did he forget you?”
Genre: angst, fluff
Words: 3k ( 3,405)
It was a great year. Popping champagne and kissing when the clock strikes twelve on new year’s eve. Opening presents on Christmas day. Snuggling by the fire on Valentine’s. Blowing candles on each other’s birthday’s.
You celebrate everything together. Everything was perfect.
“ y/n, smileee” Taehyung says while he takes a picture of you by the gardens. He loves to take pictures of everything, especially you. You even get mad at him sometimes because some of the pictures are candid and you think you look ugly af but he always says
“To me you’re the most beautiful person in and out, in person or in a picture. I can never get tired of your smile.“ 
and if you try to fight me in deleting all of the pictures, he always has extras. You got used to it. You’re each others lockscreens. So that, he says
” Every morning will start happily when I see you face “
You just love how he’s always funny. So caring, but he can be scary when he gets jealous you just love him more.
There was a guy that went over to you at the bar while Taehyung went to the restroom. The guy offers you a drink and he’s getting closer every time he says a word, you get uncomfortable. You say ” No-no you see I hav-“ then you just see Taehyung’s hand on the shoulder of the guy.
” Move, it’s my girlfriend you’re talking to”
It feels so good when you have that somebody caring that much about you.
When the both of you fight, both of you will be the coldest person you can find on Earth.
“What is it to you???!” You say “If you dont want to tell me, then fine. It ‘doesn’t’ matter to me anyway. ” He says with a sarcastic tone, walking away going into the room.
For a week you and Taehyung are ignoring each other. Facing opposite directions while sleeping. Until one day, you hear the doorbell. You think who in the world it might be when Taehyung just left for work.
By the door you see one rose laying on the ground. It was blue. You remember telling him that you dont like cliché colored roses. You want something that is rarely found. There’s a note attached to it saying “Go to the patio” you look inside your room and went inside the patio. There’s a box saying “open”. It’s a music box. With a letter saying “ sorry” the music playing is the song he made for you for your fourth anniversary together. You heard the door click. You ran immediately to the door seeing his figure holding a bouquet of roses qirh different colors. You ran and hugged him tight as he whispers in your ears “I’m sorry, I can’t stay mad at you anymore. I love you”
Good times.
Going back to all those memories feels so painful especially when you’re here sitting beside his hospital bed holding his hand tight hoping he wakes up. You can’t believe it all happened so fast. It was only like yesterday when he told me he’ll never leave me.
I’m sure he won’t. He won’t. He promised.
Hours of sleeping by his side. Days of waiting for him to say that he’s okay, it so long. It’s like im on an endless cycle of repeating days with no changes in his condition.
You feel his hand fidget. Like he’s waking up. You face him immediately, his long eyelashes batting up and down. He’s eyes opening and you’re so happy you can jump.
“ TAEHYUNG! OH MY GOD THANK GOD YOU’RE AWAKE!” you stood up and hugged him from his bed. You don’t hear him say anything. He’s not even hugging you back.
“ Taehyung I’m so worried you mig-” then he pushes you away and catches you off guard. You feel hurt, pain crushing your chest. Why did he push you away? What’s wrong? You think that he’s just adjusting so you go over and say
“ Are you okay babe?” You’re eyes shifting back and forth on his body, face, feet everything making sure nothing’s hurt.
When the only thing you hear him say, “ Who are you?”
Your heart stopped. Everything stopped. You find yourself staring into his eyes hoping he’ll recognize you. You smiled hiding the pain and hoping that he’ll remember.
It’s all because of you. If he didn’t help you in the first place,  he wouldn’t have ended up here in the hospital. It should’ve been you instead. That picture frame doesn’t need to be there anyway. You blame everything to yourself. Looking back at all that happened. How hard he must’ve felt when he fell down the stairs. How much blood there was on the floor, how much crying there was. How much louder you have to shout just for everything to be alright.
You answer:
“ I’m (y/n) you’re girlfriend. You can’t remember me?”
The nurse comes in and checks on him.  Then the doctor tested his memory, even his own name he can’t remember. He excused me outside to tell me what’s his condition is.
It hurts, so much. The past 5 years you’ve been together, felt like he threw it in the trash.
You’re still there by his side. You’re still there through every night his head hurt in the middle of the night. You’re there holding his hand tight. Praying he’ll remember.
The other day:
“ Are you doing well?” You ask while preparing his food. He is looking at his phone. Trying passwords just to open it. You settled the tray beside him and got his phone and opened it for him.
09112 - You’re first anniversary.
“How do you know my password?” He asks. Duh, ofc he told you because jo secrets remember? No, he doesn’t remember.
“ I’m your girlfriend ofcourse I know. You’re really not that private.” You smirk.
He face his phone and looks at the homescreen carefully as if studying math. We have matching homescreens, it was us at the photobooth.
“Is this?” He points at you in the picture then at you.
“ Yea… You took that picture of us because you were so happy that the spot we got was very beautiful. You said you want to capture it because you’re with me…”
He is silent. No reaction at all.
“ I’ll help you remember don’t worry.” You said to break the ice.
“Thanks.” He said not even looking at you. You miss the old Taehyung that likes to smile, to make you smile. The Taehyung that looks at you every moment.
Now the time has come when he can be discharged. You bring him home. As soon as you enter the house, you felt happy. That you’re with him again in the same place. You turn to look at him.
He doesn’t look happy. When he turned to face you he asks “ Where’s my room?”
You walk him to the room saying, “This is our room”.
“ We share the same room?” He says with that tone in his voice like he won’t do this if he gets the chance to do it all over again.
“ Remind me, how many years are we together again?”
“ 5. 5 solid years. Taehyung please remember” you hold his hand. But he lets go saying, “ I’ll try.”
Days are hard. He started working again. It’s been a month already and he’s still not back to normal. I’m sure it takes time. I can wait forever.
You’re also sure that the boys also are having a hard time with Taehyung forgetting everything.
You get a call it’s from Rap Monster.
“ Yes? You called?” You say
“ I have good news.” He says and you hear the other guys, Jungkook and Jin in the background saying “Hello y/n!” repeatedly teasing me.
“ What’s up?“  You ask with the frustration in your voice.
” Taehyung,“
” What why? What happened? Does he remember?“
” Uhmmm let’s just say it like this. He’s adjusting quickly but he’s still not the same. But the other good news is,“
“What???”
“ He remembers our dances. With a little recap, he remembers. We’re so happy he still does.”
“ Yes I guess, he loves dancing and it’s in his heart so he won’t forget.”
“ Y/n, i don’t want to sound mean but dont you think that doesn’t make sense?”
“What doesn’t?”
“If you’re in his heart right. Why did he forget you?”
“ Well-” you’re about to say something when he said
“ Oh practice is going to start soon. I need to go. Talk to you soon with updates again y/n!”
He hangs up. What he said just went right through you. If he did love you, you’re supposed to be in his heart. Then why did he forget?
Hours later, you fell asleep. Then he got home. You woke up and went to see him.
“ Hello, are you tired?” You ask
“ Yes, i need to rest.” He says taking off his coat. You went to help him.
“ It’s okay, I didn’t forget how to take my own coat off. Thanks.” You stopped.
You’re hurt in so many levels right now and the past days. You want him to leap in your arms everytime he gets home. You want him back.
Next day
You wake up with no one beside you, again. The spot where he used to be is now empty. “When will he sleep next to me again?”
This never happens even when you fight. He never lets you sleep alone. But why did he change so much?
You went out to the living room and saw him on the phone. Laughing. The sound you wanted to hear for so long.
He catches a glimpse of you and hangs up on the phone.
He said “ Goodmorning! Are you hungry?” what’s happening?
“ Ye-yea… ” You said and went to the counter to make some coffee.
“ You seem happy. What’s up? Do you remember me now?” You turn to face him holding your mug.
“ Not that. It’s a secret. ” He teased
“ Come on Taehyung.”
He stands up and picks up his coat and said “ I’m going out enjoy the toast I made in the oven. Bye bye!”
He left. “It’s nice seeing Taehyung like that again. ” You thought.
After taking a bath, you went straight to the bookstore. You needed to buy his favorite book, maybe he can remember what’s it about since he always talk about it. He donated his last year at an orphanage for children. 
While finding the section, you get another call from Rap mon. You answer the call while finding the section.
“ Yes? What’s up?” You say looking through the books.
“ Y/n….” He whispers. You feel the mixed emotions filled with sadness, worry, confusion.
“ Why? What happened? Are you okay? Ie Taehyung doing fine?” You ask while shifting through the books hoping it’s not bad news that he’s just joking with the tone of his voice.
“ Guys I can’t do this.” He says in the background frustrated.
“ What do you mean you can’t do?” You say.  You hear the ruffles at the other line as if it was plastic crushing to the phone’s speaker.
“ Hello?” You hear Jimin.
“ Jimin? Hello, what’s happening? What is it that Rap Mon can’t say?” You found the book. It almost took forever you can shout for joy because as you look around it’s the last one.
“ YES!” you shouted to the phone
“ What is it?” Jimin said
“ I found Taehyung’s favorite book!” You said with a smile on your face.
“ That’s… Nice..” he says contradicting his voice.
“ Jimin, what it is by the way?” You say scanning through the pages looking back at when he used to read this and be so hyped. Jimin fell silent. What’s happening???
“Where’s Taehyung is he alright?” You ask.
“He is super alright. But y/n, I’m so so sorry to tell you this. But-” he stopped to catch his breath.
“ Taehyung is with a girl right now. We’re looking the glass of the cafe they’re at.” Once again you feel your heart drop. But you think that it’s just a meeting with someone or something.
“ Maybe it’s just a friend. No need to get all hyped up.” You say
“ It’s at the Coffee Bay…” As soon as you hear Jimin say those words, you begin to remember how you two used to order there always. The way he used to smile at you when you order for him. The way he used to sing along to the song playing at the cafe.
‘Why Taehyung did you bring her there? I thought, you don’t remember?’ you thought.
“ No maybe they’re just in the area. So they’re there.” You try to stay positive. You have to hold on to what you and Taehyung have. You have to believe that he’ll come back.
“ Where are you?” You were so lost you didn’t realize it’s already Jhope talking.
“ Here at the mall near our house why?”
“ We’re there too, that means… They’re here. Can’t you check for yourself? We don’t want you to be sad for too long please y/n…”
“ Alright I’ll be there. I’ll just buy the book. Ok I’ll see you. Bye. ” You say as you search for the counter and immediately paying.
You go to the cafe and they’re outside waiting for you. They’re somewhere where they can’t be seen. You went over. Jungkook immediately pointed to where Taehyung is.
You see his smile. You see him laugh. You see him do those things with the girl he’s with. You turn around to avoid getting hurt, you’ll stay positive you say to yourself.
“ Guys, this is normal. They’re just talking and laughing like normal people. Nothing to be worried about.” You say confidently.
When suga said “ That looks normal to you?” He points to where Taehyung was. You look over.
They’re holding hands. Staring deeply into each others eyes. You feel weak, you drop the book you’re holding. It felt as if your heart came with it. You feel so betrayed.
“ Is this why he was so happy earlier? Being so nice to me?” You say.
“ He remembers how to love, but not to love you y/n. I’m sorry ” Suga said in the background. You felt tears running down your face once again. Rap Mon pulled you into his arms and hugged you. They all joined in creating a barrier from everything, from Taehyung.
You were just crying on Rap Mon’s chest when you hear the softness of his voice.
“Hyung?” He says as soon as he sees Jimin.
JIMIN POV
He’s holding hands with the girl. How can he?
End of POV
He saw the guys, you tell rapmon
“ Please don’t let him see me.” You whisper.
Rap Mon signals the guys to block you while hiding behind him. They are all so good to you.
“ What are you doing here?” Taehyung says
“ No, we should be the one asking you that. What are you doing here, doing that?” Suga said pointing at their holding hands. Suga is a real savage.
“ I was about to tell you guys” he says and you can feel how he is so happy about all of this.
“ Taehyung can we talk?” You hear Jin’s voice. “ Alone?”
When Rapmon said that they’re gone you thank them for everything they did and that you need to go home.
Holding his favorite book in your hands, tears were dripping on the plastic cover.
Jin POV
Taehyung asked the girl to leave and they went somewhere quiet to talk.
“ Why Hyung?” He says
“ Why did you do that?” Jin says facing Taehyung “ Why is there another girl Taehyung?”
Taehyung didn’t answer.
“ You already have y/n…” Jin says “ Have you forgotten how hard she went through all the shit you put her through and you’re just going to replace her?”
“ For the love of God Taehyung! You’re living together? Or what, are you going to leave her today?“  Jin said non stop.
” Hyung, you can’t force feelings.“ He said looking into Jin’s eyes.
” You can’t taehyung, but you’re old enough to make the right decisions.“ Jin says.
” I’m sorry.“ Taehyung said
Jin was about to go but he replied ” Please don’t hurt y/n, she’s been through enough. “ Then he walks away.
End of POV
You are now at home, changed into your oversized sweater and shorts. Cooked dinner for you and Taehyung, if ever he’ll come home.
You sit down alone, and you play your favorite song. Taehyung and RM’s 4o clock.
You sing along, you sing out all the feelings you’ve been wanting to let out for so long. You close your eyes and just tear up with the thought that will haunt you forever.
” Taehyung can’t remember you. It’s impossible to love someone you dont know.“
The song ended. You were so into the song you didn’t notice Taehyung standing by the door looking at you. Slowly clapping his hands and walking towards you.
” You have a good voice. What song was it?“ He asked.
“It’s your song. You and RM composed it for your 4th anniversary as a group”
“ Really? It sounded like me ” he giggles.
He sits across the table and grabs a plate to eat with you.
“ Taehyung, can’t you remember me?” You say once again.
“ I’m so sorry, I really can’t.”
You bring out the book you bought. You saw the spark he has in his eyes when he sees the book.
“ This, do you remember this?” He immediately snatched it out of your hands. Examining it closely.
“ YES. OMG. I saw this somewhere and I wanted to buy it! I felt like it has a sentimental value to me or something.”
“ Yea it does. It’s about,” you were saying when he joined in and you were in sync.
“ - a boy that wanted to reach his dreams but he fell from the sky. He needs to find a way back”
You were looking intimately into each other. Like…. before..
“ Taehyung can you give me a chance to make you fall in love with me all over again?” You say.
“ I already am.” Taehyung said.
It was the best moment ever.
A/N: Comment if you want a Taehyung POV of this story
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those-bulletproof-boys · 8 years ago
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Last Words {Part 2}
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Published: January 22th, 2017
Word Count: 4,302
[Warning: Dark themes, Mentions of suicide, Explicit scenes, Explicit language, Suggestive Themes. Read at your own risk.]
His body was weightless, and yet it was falling. He could hear the wind whistling in his ears and tell that the ground was approaching even though he was facing the sky; around him, the buildings gleamed like orange jewels. A soft hand latched itself around his wrist and he was abruptly jerked upwards.
His back left the mattress underneath him as Namjoon sat up, breathing heavily. His heart was racing and, in an attempt to calm it, he pulled up his knees and placed his head between them. He could barely swallow because of the intense pulsing under his jaw, but after a few moments, he had slowed his breathing. His hand came up to run through his messy locks, stressfully.
“What the fuck?” he whispered slowly. His mind was racing as he went over his most recent memories.
He flinched as he remembered his body hitting cement. What had happened? Frantically, he looked around; there, on his bed side table, sat his phone. His eyes widened at the metal object that he had thrown into traffic. He picked it up gingerly and examined it. Ragged breaths made their way out his mouth as he looked at it from all angles: it was in the same condition that it had been in before the throw.
With shaking hands, he slowly turned on the screen and pressed his thumb against the fingerprint scanner. It opened to his command and he quickly opened up the groupchat with the 6 other boys.
Nothing.
How could there be nothing? He scrolled up and down but saw nothing of the text that he remembered sending, vividly; nor did he see any evidence of any of the boys’ responses. The last text dated June 26th, 2017-19:07.
Min Yoongi: I brought home ice cream. First come, first serve.
Namjoon recalled that moment clearly. The day before everything had happened, Yoongi had gone out and purchased ice cream after dinner. Of course Jungkook and Taehyung had been the first ones to serve themselves and Namjoon had been the last after lingering at his studio.
He squeezed his eyes shut at the memory and tentatively closed the messaging app. After a few seconds of hesitation, he clicked on the Clock app.
June 27, 2017-07:42
Namjoon’s vision spun and he barely managed to hold himself up.
“Hyung!” The door to the bedroom flung open to reveal Jimin on the other side. The older boy jumped at the sudden noise and Jimin apologized. “Sorry, Hyung. I didn’t mean to startle you, I just came to tell you breakfast is ready and Bang PD-nim needs you out here to talked to us.”
Namjoon composed himself and nodded before replying with a forced calm voice and smile, “I’ll be out in a second, Jimin-ie.”
The younger boy nodded before retreating and closing the door behind him. Namjoon blew air out of his nose slowly and turned to hang his legs over the side of his bed and sit on the edge. His hands ran roughly through his hair again as he vaguely understood what had to have happened. Somehow, the day of his death had been reset. For some reason, he was alive again.
With a sigh, he stood up and walked to the door. He would figure things out after breakfast.
As he walked out to the small breakfast table in the middle of Bangtan’s main room, he was slightly shocked to see 7 people already sitting around it. One of the seven looked up and Namjoon recognized Bang PD immediately.
“Good morning,” Namjoon said to the people in the room before slowly taking his seat at the table.
“Ah, here he is,” Bang PD said. “I was waiting for you to come out before I told the news.” All eyes at the table focused on their superior and Jin stopped eating.
Bang PD sighed, “Unfortunately, boys, some nasty rumors are going around about you all and the reporters are having a field day. They’re outside the building right now but–”
Taehyung jumped up and ran to the window with wide eyes. “Woah!” He called, his nose pressed to the glass, “He’s right there’s so many of them!”
Jimin went to join him as Bang PD sighed and resumed what he’d been saying, causing Taehyung and Jimin to turn back around to listen. “As I said, they’re here now, but I don’t intend to give them anyone to talk to or anything to talk about. For today, I ask you to stay in the dorm. By tomorrow it should’ve have all cooled down, but just for today stay inside.”
Namjoon’s head snapped up at the silence that followed Bang PD’s statement. His mind had been wandering through yesterday’s–no, today’s events. He quickly rushed through what his superior had said and formulated a reply.
He nodded and responded, “Of course, Bang PD-nim. I’ll make sure everyone stays inside, don’t worry.” He forced a small smile onto his face in an attempt of reassurance.
The seven people around him nodded in assent.
“I’ll be off then,” Bang PD said, “I’m relying on you, Namjoon. Goodbye, boys.”
“Goodbye,” They all chorused as he walked to the door.
By the time their superior closed the door behind him, the 6 boys around Namjoon had resumed eating.
“Namjoon-hyung,” Jimin said suddenly, through his overly full mouth, “Why were you so jumpy when I walked into your room this morning? Did something happen to put you on edge?”
The other boys’ eyebrows raised at the sudden news of their leader being scared of something.
Namjoon’s heartbeat sped up, involuntarily, at the reminder of his disorienting morning. “O-Oh,” He laughed nervously, “I was just a bit disoriented from my...a bad dream.”
Jungkook frowned, his cheeks just as full as Jimin’s, “Ah. We’re sorry to have made you get up so abruptly, Hyung.”
Namjoon waved his hand dismissively and stood up, “It’s nothing. I have to go work on something, if you’ll excuse me. Stay inside,” He said distantly.
A chorus of consent sounded from over Namjoon’s shoulder as he walked away, his heart still beating at an unhealthy speed. He walked into his room, closed the door slowly, and crashed into his bed, forcing his palms into his eyes, desperately trying to understand what was happening.
All he’d wanted was to be gone in a single go, why couldn’t he have done that one thing right? This would all be over if it had gone to plan. His hands were rubbing up and down his face in annoyance when he had an idea, he could redo it.
His eyes widened, of course! he thought. He’d done it once, he could do it again, but this time he would get it right. His mind wandered back to the six heads that had peeked their way over the building’s edge, horrified by the scene before them. They would have survived right? They would’ve been ok, right?
Laughter made its way through his door from the dorm’s main room. Laughter in his absence; of course they would be alright. He was not a necessity to them and if they didn’t need him, he had nothing else to live for.
He put his hand to his head and clutched the side of his bed, suddenly lightheaded. As had become the norm lately, Namjoon had been growing wearier and wearier as days went on. He barely ate, slept fitfully, and spent most of his time in isolation. The other members whispered worrying sights that they had seen to each other but were unable to piece together the puzzle.
“Now I just need to go get–” Namjoon stopped speaking to himself, abruptly; he couldn’t go get anything, Bang PD had confined them to this building for the next 24 hours under Namjoon’s watch, he couldn’t leave, even for a minute.
He glanced at the time on his phone and sighed, 08:01. It would be too suspicious to try anything this early when everyone was gathered in the same room. By the afternoon, they would all be scattered about the dorm, left to their own devices.
Slowly, the chatter outside Namjoon’s door grew quiet and Hoseok eventually walked in to sit on his bed above Namjoon’s head. Based on his slouching shoulders, the leader could tell that being unable to go to his studio put a damper on the boy’s mood. Desperate to cheer him up and to pass time, Namjoon stood up suddenly and turned to talk to the boy on the bunk above him.
“Hoseok, do you want to do a V-Live?” He asked tentatively. The sulking boy’s head snapped up with a bright smile on his face as he nodded vigorously. Namjoon put a smile on his face and pulled out his phone before pulling up a chair.
Hoseok scrambled to do the same, his eyes lighting up. A few moments later, they sat next to each other, started the live stream, and waited for people to join them.
The two boys were closing up almost an hour later  when one comment caught Namjoon and Hoseok’s eyes.
“Is Namjoon ok? He isn’t acting like his normal self,” Hoseok said, reading the words on the screen. Hoseok turned to Namjoon beside him and furrowed his eyebrows. “You do look a bit tired, Namjoon, are you ok?”
Namjoon’s throat went dry at the sudden question, wondering how Army could’ve noticed. Through the entire livestream, Namjoon had tried to keep composed, keeping his plan in the back of his mind and smiling like a normal person, answering questions of K-Army’s and Intl Army’s alike. He desperately tried to compose himself before replying, “I just didn’t sleep well last night. I’m tired and will probably sleep better tonight. No need to worry about me, Army. Take care of yourself and sleep well,” he said, putting care into his voice; even with everything happening to him, he still cared immensely about Army’s. He hoped that the rest of Bangtan would take care of them when he was gone.
After reading and responding a few more comments, the two boys said goodbye, in many languages, and closed the livestream.
“Thanks for doing that with me, Namjoon. Today is gonna be so boring,” Hoseok said thankfully.
Namjoon nodded absent-mindedly, a smile still plastered on his face. “No problem, Hoseok. Um,” He said looking around the room and pulling out his phone to check the time–9:15, “I’m gonna go and wash up. I don’t feel too hot.”
Hoseok responded with a grin and nodded in understanding. “Go on, then,” he said waving his friend away from him. Namjoon chuckled and walked out the door.
As Namjoon walked through the bathroom door and took in his surroundings, an even clearer plan formed in his head. Hastily, he checked the closed door behind him, wishing fervently. Luckily, his wish was granted: it had a lock, a sturdy one at that. With a small amount of calm, Namjoon went about his morning routine, washing his face, brushing his teeth, and the like. By the time he was done and opened the door, Seokjin stood outside, impatiently, with a frown on his face.
“How come you take so long, Namjoon-ie? You don’t usually take this long,” His hyung said.
Namjoon dropped his head, slightly embarrassed, “Sorry, Hyung,” he said as he exited. Jin clapped the younger boy on the shoulder as he sidled past him into the bathroom.
Silently, Namjoon wandered back into his room, grabbed his computer, and wandered out into the main area of the dorm to sit next to a window. It wasn’t even noon yet, but Namjoon was growing impatient. His eyes scanned the dorm available to his immediate vision. Jin was in the bathroom, Hoseok in their room, Jimin on the couch nearby Namjoon, reading, Yoongi next to him with his headphones on and his laptop before him, and Taehyung and Jungkook in the room down the hall, their playful shouts able to be heard through the whole dorm, except, perhaps, through Yoongi’s heavy duty headphones.
His plan ran through his head one more time; when Jin came out of the bathroom and the 6 boys began to work on lunch, he would be able to launch it into action.
Although his time on his computer was supposed to distract him, all it did was drag him deeper into his rabbit hole. As he booted up his computer, the first thing he saw on his desktop was a folder in the corner titled, “Discards.”
Out of habit, he opened it and counted the files that had been turned down by Bang PD for new albums or mixtapes. 43 files.
As per routine, his next action was to open the “Accepted” folder right underneath, the first folder’s opposite.
These contents had made the cut, but were generally not his first choice when compared to the other tracks. However, in the producer’s eyes, they were gold. 21 files.
A sigh flowed out of Namjoon’s mouth as he dragged the files around so that he could view them both at once, side by side.
Slowly, he made his way down the lists.
Do You (Accepted)–Let You Go (Discard)
Cypher Pt 3 (Accepted)–I Don’t Know this “Love” (Discard)
His eyes rolled down the two folders, continuing in the Discard folder long after the Accepted folder ended.
A quick glance up at Jimin and Namjoon could tell he was getting hungry. Jin walked in a second later, his left eye blinking excessively. A chuckle stayed in Namjoon’s throat as he knew that that involuntary action meant Jin was hungry as well.
It also meant the bathroom was empty.
Taehyung and Jungkook entered moments later, complaints on their lips. “Jin-hyung, are you making anything for lunch?” Jungkook whined.
Jin flashed him a look. “If you want to help me make lunch, then I will happily cook.”
“If everyone helps, can we make a feast, hyung?” Taehyung asked, his mouth already watering. Jin nodded and Taehyung and Jungkook began jumping up and down. Taehyung ran to Yoongi’s side, pulling on his arm excitedly.
“Hyung, Hyung, if we all help Jin-hyung cook, we get a huge lunch, c’mon, you gotta help.” Yoongi groaned but pulled off his headphones, unable to resist the tempation of Jin’s cooking. Jimin jumped up at the sound of food and rushed into the kitchen, already prepared to help.
Jin looked around and counted his 4 helpers. “Hoseok, come help make lunch,” he called into Namjoon’s room. Moments later, a flash of orange hair rushed out the door.
“Jin-hyung is making lunch?” He asked excitedly. 4 heads nodded, excitedly and Hoseok bounced on his toes.
“Joon?” Jin called across the room.
The younger boy’s head snapped up at his older friends calling his name. He took in the scene and realized he was about to miss his chance.
“Oh, I’m sorry, Hyung, I actually don’t, um, feel well. I’m also still really tired, so I’m gonna go relax.” Namjoon leaped up, his heart pounding, and ran down the hall, leaving the other 6 boys confused and concerned.
Jin sighed before beginning to assign tasks, making up for the loss of a helper. “Jimin get out the onions,” he said, assigning Namjoon’s would-be task of cutting onions to the younger boy.
Jimin stood still, glancing at the hall that Namjoon had rushed down. Hoseok had to tap the small boy’s shoulder to get him to listen to Jin’s orders. “Oh, of course, Hyung,” He said, startled, before getting to work.
Namjoon glanced around his room one last time before making sure he had his phone and rushing into the dorm’s bathroom.
Impatiently, and with shaking hands, he closed the bath’s drain and switched on the faucet. The loud water was sure to alert the other members, but Namjoon could make the excuse that it was to calm his on-edge nerves. Slowly, he reached over to the door and slid the lock over.
The bath was only one-third full. Namjoon’s foot was hitting the tile flooring impatiently. A thought crossed his mind and he quickly pulled out his phone and opened the notes app. The bath was one-half full. His fingers flew across the screen as he typed out a short message, screenshotted it, and went into his settings. The bath was three-fourths full. His nimble fingers adjusted the picture and clicked “Set.” Experimentally he turned his phone on and off, his breathing already heavy. There on the lockscreen was his note.
Maybe this time, it will work. Maybe this time, I will get it right. Take care of eachother, like I said before. Don’t miss me for too long, I’ll be gone by the time you read this and I don’t have a need to stay in your mind much longer after that. Live happily and eat well together. -Kim Namjoon
Satisfied, Namjoon placed his phone on the bathroom counter and walked over to turn off the stream of cold water. Tentatively, he lifted up his, still clothed, leg and placed it, toes first, into the chilly bath.
A shiver ran up and down Namjoon’s body as his foot was plunged beneath the waters. The hot water faucet had remained untouched by Namjoon’s hands.
As the water soaked his jeans, up to his right knee, Namjoon began shivering intensely. His teeth began chattering when his left foot was drenched next. His mind wandered through a wide range of emotions, from contentedness and fear to pain. The pain took his mind off the other 6 bodies in this dorm, patiently waiting for him to come out and eat with them. He glanced one last time at the white door to the bathroom, making sure the lock was in place.
Slowly, Namjoon lowered himself further and further into the water. His body rebelled and beg to stand up, but he persevered, until his back was against the wall of the tub. Only his upper abdomen and head remained unsubmerged. His feet had already gone numb and a quick glanced to the other end of the tub showed light blue toes.
Namjoon’s eyelids began to droop slowly with exhaustion. He shook his head quickly, trying to clear the fogginess from his head. His shaking hands, habitually, tried to rub up and down his arms to create some form of warmth, but only succeeded his getting them wet.
This is good, we’re getting somewhere he told himself. He made his shaking hands move away from his arms to create a hollow bowl and painfully fill it with water. Although his body resisted, he slowly lifted his arms to dump the shower of cold water over his head. A gasp tore out of his throat at the sudden chill to fall onto his skull
His feet were already warm.
I’ve just got to do it all at once. I’ve already done it before. This is a piece of cake.
Namjoon pulled a deep breath through his nose and into his lungs before plunging beneath the icy liquid. Sound became muffled and pain erupted on his upper body.
It felt like hundreds of needles, all pricking his face and arms at the same time, and his lungs were immediately emptied of any breath Namjoon had had in the form of another gasp. His lungs burned but Namjoon was determined to push himself.
How long until breathing felt like a necessity instead of a chore?
He counted in his head before breaking the surface and gasping again at the sudden contact with the surrounding air. 36 seconds. It takes 3-4 minutes for a person to truly drown. He could do that, right?
“Goodbye, boys. Don’t miss me,” Namjoon exhaled slowly, “too–” His sentence cut off as his head slipped under the water.
37...38...39…
“Namjoon-ssi?” Jimin said, standing outside the door, knocking on the wooden panel, “Lunch is ready.” Hoseok walked up to the younger boy and placed a hand on his shoulder.
“He’s really tired and probably stressed, let him rest,” Hoseok said.
Jimin nodded in agreement and walked with the older boy back to the table. He was about to place the bowl, meant for Namjoon, on the table when he straightened suddenly. “Hyung.”
Hoseok looked up, “What is it?”
“You all heard the bath faucet earlier, too, right?” Jimin looked around at the boys around him and they all nodded, eyebrows furrowed in confusion at where this was going. “Where’s Namjoon’s music?” Jimin asked slowly.
Everyone was quiet. Jimin rolled his eyes. “He always plays music when he takes a bath, guys.” A few of them exchanged glances.
“Maybe he just has headphones in, Jimin-ie,” Yoongi offered as a last resort, knowing full well that Namjoon always played his music out loud on the rare occasion that he took a bath.
“No, I think something is really off about Hyung. You’ve all seen how he’s been acting recently, especially today.” Jimin took a deep breath, “I think something is wrong.” He turned on his heel and padded his way back to the bathroom door after placing the food in his hands on the table.
“Namjoon-hyung, you’re in there right?” He called through the door as he resumed knocking. “Are you ok?”
Namjoon’s hearing was one of the few senses still available to him, if only barely.
2 minutes 34 seconds...2 minutes 35 seconds…
His legs had gone numb, and his lungs burned immensely. His eyes were closed, waiting to fall unconscious when he heard Jimin’s voice.
I’m fine, Jimin, please leave me alone.
He could feel his head continue to go light headed as the knocking persisted. Another pair of hands began knocking.
“Namjoon-ie, why aren’t you replying?”
Oh, Jin-hyung, please don’t get involved.
“Namjoon-hyung, please open up. Namjoon, please,” Jimin called from his side of the door, clearly beginning to grow frantic. Still no response. Suddenly terrified, he turned to the other boys, “Something’s definitely wrong,” he said, his stomach already sinking at the thought.
“What do you mean, Hyung?” Jungkook asked, confused.
Jimin turned the handle of the bathroom and stiffened. Knocking was a habit in the dorm and doors were rarely locked. Most of them forgot that the doors even had locks. The rest of the boys leapt to their feet and ran to try the door themself.
“M-Maybe it just got jammed,” Taehyung offered.
“I’m not waiting any longer,” Jimin said through grit teeth.
The other boys’ eyes grew wide as they watched Jimin pull back and throw his weight against the door, unsuccessful in moving it.
Namjoon was sick of hearing the noise.
3 minutes 58 seconds...3 minutes 59 seconds...4 minutes…
Too slow. Too loud. Too…
His impatience showed as he opened his mouth to swallow water and the darkness swallowed him.
Jimin’s Letter {June 30th}
I was the one that broke down the door. They all tried, but I gave the last blow. I wish I hadn’t. If I hadn’t, I wouldn’t have been the first to see your body. You were lifeless in water, and your lips were bright purple. The water was freezing and I still don’t know how you forced yourself into it. The others believed nothing was wrong when you went in to take a bath, but the look on your face as you left the main room that afternoon when we had all gathered to make lunch haunts me to this day: you’d been planning this.
How many times have you tried to do this? You note implied at least once before, and even that is enough to make me throw up at the thought: you weren’t happy. I should’ve seen it. I can tell when the others are sad, but you, Leader-nim, never showed it.
Your whole note confuses me every night, as I lay in bed, awake. Your wording sounds like it was a second draft, but where’s the first?
I’m sorry I couldn’t break down the door faster. I’m sorry the ambulance didn’t arrive in time. I’m sorry I couldn’t save you.
I barely eat, even though the members tell me I have to. I choke down a few bites and go back to my room, only to throw them up a few minutes later. Mornings are the hardest. I can barely splash my face with water without remembered your blue toes and cheeks. I know it will haunt me forever.
The member’s keep trying to coax me out of the dorm, but I can barely leave my bed. I feel cold, no matter how many blankets I use. I want to move, everything in this dorm reminds me of you. Everything has a memory of you and I can’t handle it.
Bang PD tried to break the news carefully to Army’s and your family, but I don’t think they handled it well. I only know from what Taehyung told me, he was there to help Bang PD tell them. What irony; the day he wanted us to stay inside and cut off reporters from any news, you created the biggest story of all.
Why this way? Why so close to us, just a door away? Why didn’t we all realize how strange the situation was until it was too late?
It was too fast, too quiet, and too much to handle.
I’m writing my words on paper because I can barely say anything to the members. They try to coax vocal responses out of me for anything, but my voice won’t work; I can’t speak even if I want to. I haven’t tried singing, but I know it won’t be the same if it ever happens. What do I do? What if I can’t sing anymore?
I wish you were here to help me, like you always were.
Help me, Namjoon-hyung. I miss you.
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When I was in college I was in a relationship that made me really depressed, and the psychologist on campus referred me to an outside therapist with a diagnosis of major depression --the outside therapist corrected it and said she believed i had circumstantially-related depression, but she told me she coded the claim with the referring guy's major depression label so the insurance company wouldn't hassle me about the paying the claim. I worked with her for a 6 months --no medication, just got out the relationship--and am happy and healthy :) Now I'm reading all kinds of scary stuff about MIB, retroactive declining of coverage, etc and I currently have new individual (underwritten) coverage--I can ask her to correct the claim with my old company, but it seems like any action might rock the boat and I'm scared--if they didn't notice it, should i leave it be? or is there a chance that if i (god forbid) get something serious down the road that my current insurer will dig up my records from my old insurer to look for a reason to not pay? she was trying to do something to make my life easier but this whole thing has turned into such a mess!""
I missed my Insurance payment and my room mate wreck my Jeep do I have legal grounds to sue him?
I am a Marine Stationed at Camp Pendleton, California. About eight months ago I allowed my room mate to drive my Jeep while I was away attending pre-deployment training for Afghanistan. While there he rolled my Jeep literally down a mountain while under the influence of alcohol. Needless to say the Jeep was totalled and is Unrecoverable from the canyon were it now rests. I missed my Insurance payment by about a week because I was in the field training and didn't have access to a computer or phone. I understand that this is no excuse. Because I missed the payment my insurance company rightfully under California state law refused to pay for the totalled Jeep. Do I have legal Grounds to sue him for what I owed at that time, about 12,000.00. I have continued to make payment on the Jeep. The reason I have waited so long since the accident to purse legal action is because I was in Afghanistan on a 7 month deployment. If you have an Information please help. Thank you for your time.""
Will insurance cover the car?
I'm getting ready to take my road test, but my Mom can't afford to have me added in her insurance policy. She plans on making me an excluded driver. My brothers & sisters are all covered if they drive her cars, because they don't live in her house. I still live at home, my question is, if I'm an excluded driver, and I were to get into an accident, would the insurance cover the car, or not? And I live in Michigan, if that helps.""
Will my auto insurance be high if i was not insured before. even though i have my G1.?
Hello, I'm a 20yr old Male, and I'm planning on getting a used car ( 1999 - 2004 ) bellow $3000 CAD. The problem is that i was never insured before. I got my g1 on 2007, and my G at 2010. Most of those years i drove with my uncle beside me, because he worked close to my school. So I was wandering, how high will my insurance will be? considering the fact that i did not have any insurance and i'm a 20yr old male. I searched online for quotes and the lowest i got was 499 per month... I am a student, thus i'm only making around 450 - 600 a month doing part time job. And any suggesting on a car for a first timer is more than welcome. (colour, make, model, yr. etc. ) Thank you very much for reading this.""
Best Car Insurance for a teen?????????
im getting my liscence this week && im only 17. i NEED to know, whats the CHEAPEST car insurance to get in los angeles, california??""
Do you think its good to have insurance?
Car insurance cell phone insurance life insurance health insurance renters insurance homeowners insurance School supply insurance Title insurance Troll insurance No matter what the product its good to have insurance AM I RIGHT?
What do the left mean by making health insurance 'affordable'?
Affordable is a relative term. Affordable to who? It is already affordable to tens of millions of Americans. How can it become affordable to the poorest when they don't even have the means to feed or house themselves?
Does a subcontractor need insurance?
typically, when you try to bid on jobs you will be asked for general/professional liability insurance. however when you subcontract do you still need insurance? also, what are riders and endorsements? thank you""
How much is this car worth to sell this car to the insurance.?
It is a 2005 Toyota Corolla CE with a salvage title. It has 76000 miles just body damages. Thanks in advance
Dental insurance? Can i get it?
I need to make a long overdue visit to the dentist but I'm worried about the cost involved. I'm pretty sure I've tartar on the back of my teeth but been put off for how much it might cost. Would I be able to take out dental insurance considering my existing problems, how much would it cost etc? I live in the UK btw.""
Car insurance...?
When you get a quote online for car insurance you get asked so many question like deductible, collision... etc etc.. so many numbers to choose from.. Can anyone explain them to me? i'm just used to liability or full coverage.. right now i have liability on my car and i pay 135 a month. When i got a quote from allstate it turned out to be only 38 a month??? i'm sure i didn't pick the right numbers....""
Insurance???????????
I hit a deer and did a little damage to my car. I reported it to insurance company and brought the car to shop for an estimate. they gave me a quote of $1500. I have a $500 deductible so i dropped the car off to get fixed the next day i got a check from the insurance company. Is this my money the check is made payable to me. I don't get it
Will 1 speeding ticket effect my insurance rates in Maryland?
Erie Insurance policy, 83 in a 65, 2 points, no other tickets. Will this effect my insurance cost in Maryland?""
Cheap car insurance companies?
i've just passed my test and own a renault clio sport 1.4 w reg all insurance quotes have been over 3000 pound does any one know where to go for cheap car insurance
How to pick a life insurance?
Im not even sure how to pick what should i look for in life insurance? pros cons? Any suggestions in life insurance companies? Im looking at nationwide right now just cos i seen it on tv.
Will my car insurance price increase with my mother as an additional driver?
Hey guys, My mother has had two accidents in the past, one of which was her fault.""
""Im 19, need a renewal on car insurance, whats cheap?""
i passed driving test in march and its due for renewal the 15th march, im with tesco at the mo but it keeps coming up with error message online, i really need to find something cheap as i cant afford a lot. please help? i have nearly 1 year no claims""
Home & Car Insurane?
What insurance company combines Home and car insurance i want to pay them together
What kind of car insurance for a adapted van?
Ok I have a 1993 Dodge Caravan. I am disabled so it has a ramp that is let out and brought back in. It has disabled hand controls and a drivers seat that raises and lowers and turns around.. just a bit more than your average seat does now-a-days.. this van was adapted when it was made.. so i have no receipts on the modifications or anything.. i could get an estimate from a local store that deals in strictly handicapped equipment.. how do i properly insure this van? I need to make sure that if it is ever totaled that i dont get just blue book. since i have to have a adapted van (i live in a rural area and there is no dependable handicapped public transportation) i have the permanent general insurance now, with a $1000 on the custom equipment. but i worry thats not enough or maybe even doesnt cover my handicap adaptions. the agent with them was snappy, rude, and didnt know anything.. ugh! what company should i go to? what do i need to have in my policy? help! i keep getting all this bad advice from the insurance companies because no one knows what to do!!!""
""I am 18, how much approx will car insurance be?""
I am going to be getting my first car soon, i'm not sure what kind of car yet. But, I was wondering if anyone knows an approx. price for what car insurance could be for me?""
How often does Geico lower their insurance rates after you have been with them?
i have been with Geico for almost a year and right at the 6 months my insurance went down from $90 a month to $77 a month... I think they do what some other companies do and lower every 6 months for not getting involved in an accident but i want to know for sure. if someone has the information for me that would be great... thank you:)
Would anybody please tell me what do I have to do to become a car insurance broker?
I am interested in car insurance industry and would like to become an insurance broker. I don't know the course or the line to follow.
No insurance ticket?
I got a ticket today for no insurance. I know I can go to court and show proof of insurance and just pay court costs. After I show the court my insurance card, are they going to contact the insurance company to make sure it is valid? I'm sure you know why I am asking.""
Do I need auto insurance if I don't have a car or plan on driving?
I want to get my license because it is something that I need to get out of the way now. I don't have a car or plan on driving until I can even afford auto insurance but this summer is the only time I have free to get my license. I'm 20 and in college.
Car insurance and business... HELP...?
Hi, I am 17 and am taking my test next week. I am also soon starting an apprenticeship (electrical). At this time I am not sure about transport (if I have to go to company and travel as van passenger or even driver) or if I have to make my own way to jobs. Whichever way a licence will help a lot. If I am just driving to work 4 days a week and college 1 then can I use Social, Domestic and pleasure + commuting to a single place of work or study ? and if I have to drive between jobs then I know I can not use this insurance (correct?) but when looking at business car insurance quotes they seem to be based on me owning the company (which I do not) so what insurance do I need and is there any responsibility on my employers to pay some or all of the insurance if I am driving between jobs? Please can you help... Thanks in advance.""
Do you have to report a DUI to the car insurance company?
My friend got a DUI not too long ago. This is the state of Florida, and she has Allstate. I understand that her getting a DUI is now public records because she spent the night in jail. Because the fact that it's public records now, is she required to inform her Allstate insurance company about her DUI? Also, what will happen either way whether she reports it to insurance company or not? Will they remove her from her insurance or jack up the rates? It is her FIRST DUI and other than that she has a good driving record. Thanks.""
Can i get cheaper car insurance with historical license plates?
can i get cheaper car insurance with historical license plates
How much is the insurance for a '01 pontiac firebird?
i wanted t know how much the insurance is for a teen on a '01 firebird?
How can immigrants over 65 afford health insurance in the United States?
Federal employee looking to rotate back to the States and take my in-laws who are 73 and 75. Cannot get Medicare until they have been in the U.S. for five years Any suggestions?
Is the only insurance for abortion Medicaid?
What are other insurances that cover Medicaid or is this the only one?
Inexpensive insurance for 25 y.o. with no prior driving history ?
She just bought a 1993 Subaru Justy. We live in Oregon. Do you know how to get quotes on the internet ? Who generally has inexpensive insurance and is not a SCAM ????????
Do you think its good to have insurance?
Car insurance cell phone insurance life insurance health insurance renters insurance homeowners insurance School supply insurance Title insurance Troll insurance No matter what the product its good to have insurance AM I RIGHT?
""Looking for a cheap new car (2010-2013) with good fuel economy yet sporty and cheap to insure, any ideas?""
I'm a 19 year old male so insurance pretty much sucks. I'm looking for either a new or used car that is cheap both to buy and insure, but is also sporty and fun to drive, and good on gas. Anybody have any ideas?""
""How can I find affordable health insurance that covers chiropractic adjustments, acupuncture, or both?""
I live in Colorado. I only make slightly above minimum wage. I am not eligible for health care benefits through work. I have a chronic issue and am in pain if I do not go. I spend $250 on chiropractic and $250 on acupuncture for a grand total of $500 a month. Is there a health insurance plan that could cover either one or both kinds of treatments for less than $500 a month? If not, I will just continue to pay out of pocket although it is very expensive.""
I dont want to pay for car insurance... is there any way around it? LOL?
I know it sounds crazy and I need insurance but is there anyway to avoid paying it... at least for just a month? I have the cheapest plan possible but its still killing me financially every month! Do you think allstate has a low income program? Do ANY of the insurance companies....?
Can I insure a vehicle on my insurance policy in a state other than where it is registered?
I am not the registered owner, my father is. He is retired and he owns a home in California where he lives most of the time. He visits us 3-4 times a month in Nevada but otherwise has no legal residence here. For his convenience he financed a car from an NV dealership to use here. The dealership told him since he does not own a home here he must register it in the state of CA for at least the first year. The vehicle does not travel back and forth and will be garaged here in NV. He has given me permission to use the vehicle for my daily 30 mile commute. If the car is registered and insured by him in CA, will I be able to insure the car on my NV policy as well?""
How do I find the best auto insurance company?
My rates for auto insurance rates keep on going up even when past citations drop off. Is there a way to lower my car insurance premiums? How do I find the best auto insurance company? Thanks for your help!
Who hates Health Insurance?
On the infrequent occasions when I need to see a doctor, I pay cash. Which I'd have to do even if I had health insurance because of the ridiculously high deductibles. I dont even know why i have it. I pay too much money. A friend recommend me a pharmacy Online I will be trying that. They have very cheap prices. am sick of giving out my money. Do you guys think i will save money with Medicines mexico Online Pharmacy?""
Health insurance for college student?
I'm currently a full time college student at 19 years old and looking for affordable decent health insurance. I don't work right now either and am still paying off a 2k dental bill with the money i had... (sigh) any good plans? (im in southern california by the way)
The anybody have auto insurance with the general auto insurance?
I'm looking for a cheaper car insurance, I have progressive it suppost to be cheap and now it can higher. I heard about the general but I want to know if it really cheap. Anybody""
Is the Honda civic si considered a sports car with insurance companies for a new young driver?
I was wondering if a 1995 1996 1997 Honda civic si would be CONSIDERED A sports car with the insurance company? I'm 16. Thanks
What are insurance rates on a 1992 camaro?
i want to buy a camaro but need to know if insurance will cost too much on a 1992 convertible camaro?
How/where can I get affordable braces?
Hey Yahoo Answers, I have been wanting to get braces for the past 5 years (since 2007). My main obstacle is affording them. They're heinously expensive. Also, the idea of ...show more""
Do I need my own insurance to drive my mothers car?
What I would like to do it borrow my Mother's car to drive to work, which is less than 2 miles away. Do I need to have my own insurance, or will her insurance cover me if I'm driving her car?""
Does insurance go up for out of state speeding ticket?
I hae a New York drivers license, i was pulled over going 45 in a 30.....$150 ticket....................i looked it up and i know i do not get points on my record, but does my insurance go up? does anyone knoow and have a good source they can provide? Thanks""
Should I have full coverage or liability only for car insurance on a 1997 Honda Accord?
The car is in very good condition with no major problems. The car is almost 13 years old but the re-sale of Honda cars are supposed to be good.
I need insurance for my motorcycle thats cheap?
I need insurance for my motorcycle thats cheap?
Wat insurance should i use?
I'm 19 years old and I have a part time job. Wat is the cheapest insurance I can get? And a good one
How much do you pay for car insurance?
I'm a 22 year old male living in GA and mine is $770 every 6 months. I've never had a wreck or nufin. How old are you and how much is your car insurance every 6 months. It's confusing because some people will say they pay, for example, $1000 in car insurance, but they don't say whether it's every 6 months or every year. Please be specific as to if it's 6 months or a year. Thanks very much. I just want to know how much more I'm paying than all of you. lol""
Car depreciation/insurance question?
Let's say for the sake of argument that my car is valued at 2000.00 at the beginning of this year and my full coverage insurance on this vehicle is 500.00 a year. Now at the end of this year my car has depreciated to 1500.00. Shouldn't my full coverage insurance rate be adjusted to reflect the book value of the car and lowered appropriately and be dropped to say 400.00 a year? It's a hypothetical question and I understand that insurance companies won't automatically cut you a break if they don't have to. It makes me wonder if one needs to manually re-adjust their insurance rate every year to stay accurate and not pay more than necessary.
Is it hard to learn how to file insurance as an admissions person?
Is it hard to learn how to file insurance as an admissions person?
How much will insurance cost after getting a DUI?
Does someone know how much roughly insurance will probably cost after a DUI? Perhaps someone who has had one in the past could tell me.
Does gender affect car insurance prices?
I have heard being female means you get lower rates. Is this true? Do you pay a lot for insurance?
If my 17 year old son moves to another state will my medical insurance still cover him?
my son is planning on moving to california and he is a type one diabetic. so im wondering if he's in another state than i am if my insurance will cover him.
What is the cost of insurance on this?
ok well there are a few motorcycles i am looking at right now. But i was wondering in michigan if you can drive a motorcycle on a salvage title, or a rebuilt title. And if you can would the insurance go up or would it stay the same?""
Lowered my car insurance deductible yesterday and today hit a tree:)?
i lowered my car insurance deductible yesterday and today my car slipped and hit a tree due to severe snow here. should i file my claim right away or wait few days?? my insurance company is kemper direct the agent changed my premium to 500 from 1000 deductible...
How to renew two wheeler insurance ? Can I purchase some other insurance ?
Hi All, I have two wheeler (TVS wego), and when I purchased it I had United India Insurance which is expired, I want to renew it. How do I renew it or can I buy some other insurance as other can be purchased online ? Is it acceptable by RTO ?""
Do you think its good to have insurance?
Car insurance cell phone insurance life insurance health insurance renters insurance homeowners insurance School supply insurance Title insurance Troll insurance No matter what the product its good to have insurance AM I RIGHT?
Can i drive a car without insurance when i just bought it? or how much towing it will cost?
i just bought this car but it hasn't got insurance, and it will take me some time for that. i'm getting it from an individual who keeping it at his place for now.i'm due to have my practical car driving test in 4 days. can someone else drive it for me without insurance to bring it to my parking space? or if i call a breakdown/recovery company, how much they will charge me for about 40- miles?""
Being sued by an insurance company?
Hello, I got in a car accident about two years ago and i didn't have insurance, i was found at fault and now im getting sued for $20,000 by the other driver's insurance company, The original amount was $17,000, They have been trying to collect for a longgg time now. I know i blew it off for a long time but now im ready to take responsibility and start trying to pay it. The car i was driving was under my moms name and they are trying to go after her also but i want to take full responsibility. I have to go to court next month, and im wondering if I should get a lawyer to represent me even though i'm guilty. I'm hoping that I can make a payment plan or anything I need to get my life back on track""
About how much would it cost to insure a commercial building?
I'm looking into buying a commercial building to teach martial arts in. I live in a small town in KY and the buildings I'm looking at are about $25,000. I'm not sure what type of insurance I will have to have or how much it will cost me. Could someone please give me some idea of what type of insurance I will need and how much it might cost? I don't know if I just need to insure the building or if I need business insurance too. Thanks.""
What is a good health insurance plan for two snowbirds that travel between NY and FL?
Hello. I am 67 and my wife is 61. We are going to begin living between New York and Florida now, half of the year in Florida and half in New York. What kind of health insurance is popular for our situation? What is the most affordable plan? We want to be insured throughout the entire year in both FL and NY. I am 67 and my wife is 61. Thank you.""
Volvo Insurance ...... ?
I am a 16 year old male and I am looking at the 2010 Volvo C70 for my first car. I was wondering is the insurance really expensive on those ? About how much would my insurance be a year if I get that car ?
Finding car that was taken by insurance after accident?
I was in a car accident, and my car was considered a lost and my insurance company than took it and gave me a check. Is there a way for me to know whats happening with this car now? If it's been sold or its sitting somewhere??""
""Claiming to have gotten my license at 16 years of age, for cheaper car insurance?""
I found out when getting a car insurance quote, that if you claim to have gotten your license at 16, it will lower your quote, and you can pay it right there online...my question is, will the company look for the issue date on your license? if they do, will they adjust your payments?...""
Sports cars with cheap insurance?
I am 16 and I am looking for a sporty looking car, with good horsepower, but that wont kill me with the insurance rates like Mustangs, Camaro's and Trans Am's would. Any suggestions?""
Getting a license in another state will they check to see if my car insurance has expired?
Im going to minnesota and getting a new state license.My insurance expired a couple weeks ago but i still have my documents that state its good till next year.Will they check it etc and find out that it expired?
Should I purchase car insurance?
I'm buying a car on Saturday and want to arrive with proof of insurance so I can drive the car off the lot ASAP. I was given a quote for a vehicle I won't be getting. The year will be the same year though. I'm also not sure about plates and registration.
Which car insurance is better GMAC or Allstate?
I currently have AAA insurance, but I don't like my agent, so I am switching. GMAC and Allstate both gave me good rates, so I am trying to decide between the two. Please let me know of your experience with either company. Thanks!""
What should I expect in car insurance?
Right now, I am seriously considering sharing a car with my boyfriend, so the insurance is lower than it would be for two cars. He is perfectly okay with the idea, but I would still like a truck to haul my horse (his Taurus SE can't do that long distance) for when I move, so it would be more convenient for me to have my own vehicle. I am a 17 year old female. My grades are a B average. I don't have a credit score, i pay with cash or my debit card. I want a truck (preferably an old cheap one that runs). I've heard insurance can be higher if you have a red vehicle, so I am going to avoid that. What else do you need to know to estimate my insurance? Thanks.""
Am I required to get health insurance!?
I am retired, I have health insurance thru my wife's employer. Can her employer require me to get insurance thru my retirement since it is available? It is not affordable, about $850 per month. Almost negates my entire monthly payment. it is not COBRA. What is the Ohio law about this?""
I am in phoenix arizona. What insurance company is best for a 18 year old driver with a DUI?
I know he should not be allowed to drive but he needs to get to college. No he is not going to take the bus!
Where can I find health insurance with maternity coverage without a super long waiting period?
My wife and I are looking for health insurance. I am self-employed, and her company does not offer insurance for it's employees. So we've been looking into family plans. We're married with no children. But, we'd like to have children soon. Like, maybe next month if it all works out. :) I've looked into plans from various companies like Anthem, and most of the companies don't even offer maternity coverage. And the ones that do have a 9-12 month waiting period before the maternity coverage kicks in! And too top it all off, it's ridiculously expensive! Anyone have any ideas? We live in Ohio. We make too much between us to qualify for medicaid or any other type of government aided insurance program. Are we just outta luck? There has to be something!?""
Does anyone know of an affordable high risk car insurance co. in Calgary Alberta?
Does anyone know of an affordable high risk car insurance co. in Calgary Alberta?
Insurance to drive another car?
I work on a farm and I have to drive across fields and stuff to get around. Sadly, I currently have to do this in my own car so I was thinking of buying a cheap car so I don't ruin my actual car in the process. I can't leave the car at the farm, so it would need to be road legal (taxed, MOTed and Insured) Is there any insurance you can get where you can be insured on both cars but on one policy? (Sort of like what car traders use where they can drive any car that isn't registered to them)""
Insurance question for my car?
when i turn 16, if my mom calls and just puts my car under her as driving it, and dont mention that i will be driving, if something happens would i be covered under her policy or would i not be covered since i wasnt one of the names insured. it is alot cheaper to just go under her, but if i got pulled over, or anything happened would i be covered under insurance.""
What is the cheapest car insurance?
I'm 17 and i'm after buying a car. I have my full licence but every time i look for insurance its 8,000. Whats the best Car to buy, with cheap insurance and who with. Thanks""
Can an Insurance company still be held liable for the after affects of a car wreck?
Any advice is greatly appreciated. My problem is this, In July 2007 A man in a huge truck with a trailer hinge back up out from a parking space, it I saw him and the only thing I could at the time is speed up so he would not hit the middle of my car. He ended up hitting the side bumper and ripped it off. I have A 1999 Cryshler Sebring. It truely was a hard hit. Well the man's insurance did pay to fix the bumper, but now everything keeps going wrong. I did mention it to the person at the shop where we had arranged for the repair. I asked to please give me an estimated how much it would cost to fix it. When the time came, She did not do so and when I asked the lady she gave me a look like there is really something wrong with my car. I give two guys a ride to the bus so they do not have to walk the mile or so and they can attest that my car was running smooth. So many things one after another have gone wrong. I have put over 700.00 and still more problems. So my question is what do you think my chances are If I take it to the manufactor and they will rule in my favor. The Insurance Co-ordinator says if they say it was from the accident then they will pay for it. Straight from the start right after the accident my car kept dyeing out, so I had to drive it like a standard car with my feet on the gas and brake at the same time. So in the end , last I have heard there is a short somewhere so I took it to Spitfire and place that specializes in electrical problems and he told me my computer is bad. First of all the things my battery kept dyeing out, my car would not start up in the mornings,I took it to Auto zone and my battery was fat, swollen no good. Bought a new one, then I took it to a man at midas , he said I needed a valve cover gasket and he showed me my spark plugs we filled with oil, fixed that. Now Midas ran a scan and said I had either a bad map sensor or a short. Changed the map sensor the car is still barely running, so then another place said it was a short but had it for two weeks and could not find the short . I would like to know , if the guys Insurance is still on the hook for all the problems I have had with the car since the accident. Now I give these two guys a ride from work each day and they knew there was nothing wrong with my car before the accident. What is the best thing I can do. Many thanks , Sylvia""
""I had full coverage auto insurance, my policy lapsed for 2 days & during that time I had an accident am I cov?
The Insurance company is Coast Insurance in California. The accident happened during the 2 day lapse period. I have been with the company for approx 10yrs
Are auto insurance premiums negotiable?
They want me to pay the same rate I've been paying the last two years. Is the company/industry open to negotiating thru its phone agents? Anyone have success or is this company too big to do that sort of thing?
Car insurance trying to scam me?
Ok here it goes... I had insurance on my car for a year, when it ran out I decided to get a new car and didnt need the original insurance anymore. But the company automatically renewed it and then requested a copy of my driving license or they would cancel it. I thought fine I don't need it now anyway, ill ignore them and they will cancel it. So they cancelled it and a month later they have said I owe 180 for some reason. My insurance was only 50 a month and I didn't sign or agree to any credit agreement for the 2nd year. And I didnt miss any previous payments Does anybody know whats going on there?""
How much for car rental insurance?
hi i will be renting a car for 2 weeks and i need to know whether it is necessary to take car insurance and how much would it cost? also will it vary if I am less than 24yrs of age? i do not own a car and so dont have any auto insurance. i just need to know an approx figure... :)
I'm driving uninsured. We can't afford our vehicle insurance. Is it nuts to drive out of town?
Please settle an argument between my husband and I. We drive in our town back and forth to work, and I feel ok with that. I want to rent a car tonight because we have to go to an interview. It's about 2 hours away, down a highway strewn with police. I think it's crazy to try to drive in our vehicle, uninsured. He doesn't want to waste the money on a rental. It's a $5000 fine if we're caught - plus I'd likely lose my job (can't have a police record). How far would you drive uninsured? I don't even like driving in town - but we're a few months away from being able to afford insurance. Opinions please.""
Do you think its good to have insurance?
Car insurance cell phone insurance life insurance health insurance renters insurance homeowners insurance School supply insurance Title insurance Troll insurance No matter what the product its good to have insurance AM I RIGHT?
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sleepless-obsidian · 6 years ago
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oh my god maybe consider this for a moment. whether something is sexual Matters Only To The Creator And/Or The Consumer As Individuals OR To All Parties Involved In A Scene (Whether Consensual or Not)
creator does something seemingly SFW to everyone else but it’s really for NSFW reasons (ie balloon popping in children’s media): they’re doing it for kink, so it is sexual for them personally, individually
now, if someone unknowingly sees something that was originally made or done for NSFW reasons? that’s nonconsensual kink. seeing someone walk their girlfriend down the street? nonconsensual kink. seeing someone sitting on a balloon to pop it and then getting off on it, even secretly? that’s nonconsensual kink
now here’s what you want to hear: YOU’RE RIGHT. THERE IS NO WAY OF KNOWING FOR SURE IF SOMETHING IS SEXUAL OR NOT.
“oh boohoo but that’s not fair that’s not right that’s so wrong!!” i hear you crying in the distance. and you’re absolutely right it’s wrong to nonconsensually use somebody for your sexual pleasure and we have a word for that! rape!
so if literally anything can be kink, how do you know if you’re nonconsensually partaking in someone’s sexual pleasure? the answer is YOU CAN’T. you just have to TRUST that you’re not being used like that.
however, if you’re partaking in something that can be labeled as a kink but are not doing so because of sexual preference it is automatically NO LONGER KINK. IF IT IS NOT ABOUT SEX IT CAN’T BE ABOUT KINK, AS THAT IS THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD.
the original post. isn’t even about. nonsexual kink. but you can easily apply the logic to this situation. people who, as adults today, are out and proud about being “nonsexual kinksters” should’ve faced peer scrutiny as adolescents. if they had faced scrutiny in person when they were young, they wouldn’t feel so entitled to tell people what is and isn’t valid while also invading spaces that don’t belong to them simply because they think not cumming immediately when someone pops a balloon makes them lgbt.
have i addressed your completely irrelevant point yet? the sexuality- oh excuse me the “sexualness”- of content is obviously a fixed observable property. but like literally every fucking thing in the world, your observation changes based on how much knowledge you have on the subject. take for example, sarcasm. at first glance you may observe that somebody thinks you’re really smart, however when you find out that they dislike you and were utilizing the ancient form of sarcasm, your observation of the text will change to reflect the new information.
thanks for coming to my tedtalk have fun with your balloons✌🏻
full offense i think we as a society need to understand that some kids genuinely need to get shoved into a locker and told they’re not valid, cause we’ve got like. 30+ year olds on this fucking site obsessed with validity culture that should have gotten punched in middle school but didn’t and now they argue with 14 year olds about cartoons and call themselves queer elders because they’re into platonic choking
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