#should i tag this with other things? eehhh

[aggravatedanarchy]

Hey there been a while, use this ask to rant abt a random thing on your mind you wanna share

gods, i sure love being so fucking head empty the second i look at this /s

seriously sitting here having to struggle to think of things right now... like i know some stuff that's generally on my mind but I either don't want to talk about it/talk about it publicly (not necessarily an invitation to ask about those things, no offense intended; just an acknowledgement) or do not have the words to convey my thoughts on things beyond a Growl.

I'm trying to think of something I won't go Too Unhinged about for this blog,,, truly a struggle. perhaps a line of thinking to abandon, for this.

ugh. it was kind of simmering for a minute but i dont think i have the energy for a coherent rant on my hatred for capitalism/the way our society functions at the moment. but know that that is generally a big thing that is always brewing and it makes my teeth Ache.

time for a complete tonal shift: here's my fucking gordon ramsey frozen dinner reviews (for ones I've tried so far)

mushroom risotto: sucked major ass, literally could not even swallow the first and only bite I took. it is possible I just do not enjoy mushroom risotto or risotto itself! or that I fucked it up somehow, though that feels less likely? idk. 0/5

mac and cheese (four cheese? i forget what this one is actually called): literally do not even remember anything about it so it must have been pretty mid. stouffers (stoufers?) is king in this field, so far as I've tried in terms of- again- FROZEN- mac n cheese dinners. 2/5 (it get a 2 and not a 3 because it's disappointing and possibly a sign that I don't even remember it)

fish & chips: i actually really liked this one ngl. chips desperately need to be seasoned though. idk if they're just not supposed to be or something but I'm sorry, potatoes and seasoning are In Love and you Will Not Separate Them. I just add some myself after the fact; I can eat the fish without a sauce and be content, although I like to try and whip up something to go with it. 4.6/5 (possibly a touch high of a rating considering the initial disappointment those chips presented, but it's whatever man. sometimes there's a piece that's really small and gets nice and crispy,,, that's totally what raises it back up for me)

slow braised beef in a red wine reduction sauce: gonna be real, since this one was microwave only I was extremely anxious about it for some reason. but it was actually really good! wish there was more carrots? but it was seriously, surprisingly tasty. 4.7/5 (there were some bits that were a little more.. crisp I guess? not quite the word I'm looking for, maybe. but it seriously wasn't an issue- my refusal to give it a full 5 is based solely on feeling like it needed more carrots and mushrooms to balance with the potatoes. This one might be my favorite, despite what ratings may indicate.)

chicken pot pie: literally just had this one today! (was anxious abt trying it) honestly really good imo! I made it in the oven, for full disclosure. 4.8/5- would be 5, but I have had Really Good chicken pot pie that a friend makes, so if I consider that a 5 I want to push this back a touch.

and those should be the only ones I've tried

I got this lemon chicken ? one to try sometime, and I think the only other one remaining otherwise would be lasagna- but I don't really enjoy the way it feels to eat any sort of tomato/red sauce with little bits of meat in it, so I think I'll probably refrain. (if he ever puts out a cheese lasagna or something though...)

[iianian69]

INTRO POST!!! (recommended to read b4 follow)

i havent made one of these yet and ive just had my site pinned to the top of my thing so i should probably actually write something up

art tag is #scouts stupid art

INTRO BELOW!! ^_^

first things first, call me scout, erik, or jeremy! i also dont mind other kin names (eg. polybius, junkrat/jamison, dan, etc)

im fictionkin, gay/bi, transmasc, polyam, and im also fictosexual and objectum!! ^ (DNI if you are anti objectum and ficto for obvious reasons >_<)

married to sniper and medic... i also like blu scout very very much

INTERACT!!! - tf2, ow2, pink city, btd6, other fandoms im in (more listed on my strawpage, which i will link at the bottom of this post), OTHER SCOUT KINS!!* idm doubles, and i think you guys are cool. hello all you fellow scouts out there

THINISH ICE/EEHHH.. - hazbin hotel/helluva boss fans (ur ok if u dont support vivzie and are critical of it.. thats chill by me!! :3), people who post tons about most spy ships (spyma, spy x pyro or blu spy x blu engie are fine i like those. others im not very sure about just for personal reasons)

DNI PLS! - SPY X SCOUT. NEED I SAY MORE. proshippers, homophobes/transphobes/abelists, anything along those lines, zoos, etc!! (u get the idea, basic dni criteria and allat), * medic x spy or sniper x spy shippers.. * i have to move this to dni.. it weirds me out really bad i hate i

*I WILL NOTE! 90% of my blog is me posting/reposting gayass art, mostly sniperscout, mediscout, and the occasional red scout x blu scout, so if u are uncomfortable with that u are not obliged to follow me, i understand since im a similar way with seeing sniper x spy and medic x spy

THANK YOU FOR READING AND FOR FOLLOWING!! if ur interested in learning more about me, feel free to leave me asks or check out my strawpage! (feel free to leave me anon art on my strawpage.... i love seeing what people draw for me)

[countrymusiclover]

24 - The Sights of New Orleans

Part 25

Gemini Runaway

Tag list ask to be added @dragonixfrye @secretdreamlandmentality

It had been a few weeks since I had puked up blood and things hadn’t gotten better. I was only puking up blood occasionally but I was still getting sick in the mornings. Throwing my head back I moaned, feeling sick still pressing my back against the wall. “Ugh…This is torture.”

“Let’s just do this the easy way considering this normally works.” Klaus entered the bathroom biting into his wrist holding it out for me.

Wrapping my fingers around his wrist I started drinking it until I felt the sickness coming again where I yanked my mouth away puking again. “Shit…Call Caroline I need help.��:

He got to his feet finding my phone on the bed dialing the blonde phone number watching me as I wiped away the remaining blood on my mouth. “Rae, what’s going on?”

“Hello Caroline, she is having me call on her behalf because she is throwing up once again. What exactly do I need her to get for you, sweetheart?” He responds back to her.

Pushing my messy hair out of my face I croaked out weakly. “Care, can you go to the drug store and pick up something for morning sickness?”

“Sure. But can I ask why Klaus isn’t just giving you blood-“

“Don’t mention that it will make her-“ Klaus tried to warn the blonde but he was too late.

Gripping the side of the toilet I bent over puking for the fifth time this morning. My hair fell over my shoulders until Klaus held it back with his freehand turning the phone on video call showing it to her when I shot my head back up growling at her. “Nobody better say the word blood until this sickening nightmare is over. Or I’ll kick both your assses!”

“Okay, okay sorry. I’ll be back at the mansion in about an hour.” She hung up the phone with Nik sitting it on the countertop wrapping his arms around my waist shifting my body until he carried me bridal style back to the bed.

Reaching for his hand he intertwined our hands together staring at me as I placed my other hand on my stomach propped up on the soft pillows. “Maybe I should call Jo. She’s a doctor and a former witch. She might have answers.”

“Possibly but I have a hunch that you will be much better if we change your surroundings. So I’ll pack you a day bag and we are heading to Orleans in a few hours.” He declares rising to his feet, coming over and planting a kiss on my forehead vamping around the house grabbing some things while we wait for Caroline.

Finally she arrived coming upstairs carrying a full bag plopping down on the bed since I was laying down again not feeling like I had the strength to stand for long periods of time. “So I got some medicine. Then tons of chocolate and something for a hangover in case you had too much to drink.

“Caroline, I didn’t get drunk. I have just been puking almost every morning ever since Nik and I slept together. And his blood doesn’t do anything but make me sicker.” I grumbled laying my head back down.

She smacked me on my legs squealing like the typical teenager she was. “You slept together and you didn’t even tell me until now. I can’t believe you. We are friends and you didn’t tell me!”

“Caroline! You’re ridiculous.” I covered my face with my hands peeking through my thumb and index finger when I started blushing. “Look can we talk about this when I get back because I can assume you're going to freak out even more that I gave him my virginity.”

She bounced up and down on the bed throwing her hair around. “Eehhh! Rae, you are making the sepence even worse. Wait where are you going?”

“New Orleans. Klaus thinks that it would help with my sickness if we took a day trip to his favorite place.” I told her sitting upright when I heard someone vamped up the stairs.

Klaus leaned in the doorway, hands behind his back smiling at me. “It was on that very bed, Caroline. Are you ready to go, Raelyn?”

“Eww I can’t believe you just said that!” She jumped off the bed watching me get to my feet drinking the liquid medicine she had brought me. “I hope you have fun but when you come home we are having a serious friendvention.”

Klaus insisted on driving like usually but I was shocked that he didn’t have us traveling on a private jet. He always said he could compel almost anyone to do anything. “You seem rather quiet, love. Anything I can do now?"

"Just trying to not throw up again because it's disgusting. But uh…just start asking me questions. You know, take my mind off of it." I suggest sliding down in the passenger seat glancing briefly at him.

He nodded, tapping his fingers on the steering wheel. "Alright favorite color."

"Orange. But like where it looks like the sunset. You?" I responded.

He smiled. “Blue.”

“Like your eyes. Okay uh favorite food and if you say blood I will snap my neck when we pull over at a rest stop!” I threatened him with a smirk.

Nik sent me a raised brow smirking at me. “Blood- ow!” I kicked him harshly in the leg where he started laughing against the steering wheel.

“I told you not to say that word!” I shouted at him rolling my eyes covering my mouth trying to not puke in the car.

He raised his hands up for a second. “I’m sorry I couldn’t resist, Rae. Fine my favorite food would have to be a Benya.”

“I’ve never had one of those. My favorite food is steak. If we’re talking about dessert, anything with chocolate.” I shrugged my shoulders leaning back in my seat, spinning the ring on my hand.

Klaus whipped his head around at me with a shocked expression on his face. “You’ve never had a Benya. When we get to New Orleans that is the first very thing we are doing. Because you haven’t lived until you have one.”

“Okay.” I giggle at his outburst over a desert but he must know best since he has lived so long. We immediately parked the car even though it was nightfall already in the city and he laced my fingers with his leading me through the busy street until we came to a bakery shop.

He slides some money to the woman at the cash register. “One Benya for the lady please.”

The woman handed it to me where I took a bite out of it instantly agreeing with him. Quickly finishing the treat in my hands I licked my fingers seeing that he was smiling at me and holding back a laugh. “You can’t take me anywhere can you?” I recalled our dinner night with the Salvatore’s when I made a mess with my chicken dinner.

“No, I most certainly can’t. So I'll take it you enjoy it.” He wiped away some of the icing that was in the corner of my mouth taking my hand again going back outside on the street.

Squeezing my hand in his I smiled at him hearing the loud bands playing music making it very different from Mystic Falls or the off the grid home that I was raised in. “So what exactly do you love about this city? You’ve been all over the world and yet you pick this one.”

“Everything about it, Raelyn. The music, art, culture, food. Now come on, I want you to see it from above.” He wrapped his arms around my waist where I jumped up wrapping my legs and arms around him so he could vamp us up onto a high platform overlooking the sights.

My hair blows in front of my face when he rested his chin on top of my shoulder holding onto me in the middle of my waist. “It’s beautiful. My brother would have loved looking at all the art.”

“There’s nothing that says we have to go back to Mystic Falls, you know. We could remain here for the rest of our lives.” He suggested where I spun around in his arms pressing my back against the metal railing.

“Did I ever tell you why I don’t want my coven to find me before I knew that if I died then they would too?”

He shook his head no. “No you haven’t, love.”

“The reason is…because I never want to have children. Because there’s a very likely chance that I would have twins. I completely refuse to put such a burden on myself and whoever the father would have been. Putting pressure on my children and telling them that they might have to kill their twin. It’s just too cruel of a thought…but since you're a hybrid I don’t have to worry about it.”

He tilted his head resting his forehead against mine. “If you want to adopt, we could do that someday.”

“Never. I have everything I need right here with you, Niklaus. I don't need any children in my life. I just desire to have you forever and always.” Leaning forward I close the gap kissing him wrapping my arms around his neck. He pressed his lips firmly onto mine, vamping us around until I was pressed against him and the brick wall. Running my fingers through his hair I started making it into a mess when he lowered his face into my neck trailing kisses down it making me moan when he hit my sweet spot. “Nik!”

He lifted his head up when I tugged on the back of his head cupping his face in my hands where he moved his hands up wrapping my legs around him so he could grab a hold of my shirt about to tear it. “Raelyn..”

“Niklaus, Raelyn.” Elijah’s familiar voice caused us to turn our heads quickly seeing that he was standing a few feet away from us.

Burying my blushing face into his black tea shirt he growled at his brother interrupting us. “Go away, Elijah. I am enjoying my time with my love.”

“We need to talk, brother.” He said.

Klaus shook his head lifting my head up in one hand about to kiss me again. “The only thing I need or care to do is going to back to kiss this beautiful face.” I giggled brushing my nose with his wrapping his other arm around my waist.

“I believe I have found the answer to why Raelyn is getting sicker and it isn’t because of her consuming our mother’s magic.” Elijah declares, causing me to lower my legs separating from his brother eyeing him with curiosity where he waved us to follow after him.

Klaus and I followed after the suit wearing vampire until we ended up in a crypt underneath the city. “What are we doing here?”

Elijah replied. “Want to know what the witches have in store for you? Follow me.”

Moving around a corner I saw there was a woman with black hair waiting for us. “Sophie Deveraux. What is this?”

Elijah gestures with his hand. “He's all yours. Proceed.”

Sophie began explaining to my boyfriend in a very serious tone. “You know you're famous in this town? Witches tell bedtime stories about the powerful vampire Klaus. We know Marcel was nothing but an orphaned street rat until you made him what he is. And now he's out of control. He does what he wants. He kills who he wants. I'm gonna stop him... And you're gonna help me.”

Klaus looks at Elijah then down at me with our hands still intertwined together. “This is why you brought me here. You do realize we need to be finding a cure for the dark magic that is killing Raelyn and why she is getting sick all of the sudden.”

Elijah told us. “Hear her out.”

Klaus shook his head turning back to the woman before he began walking towards the door and I followed his heels. “I don't need to hear her out. I assure you, love, there is not a thing on this earth that will matter enough for me to waste even 30 more seconds of my time. Elijah, what madness is this?”

“You two have slept together recently.” The witch shouted, making me halt in my tracks.

Turning on my heels to face her I crossed my arms over my chest feeling my face turn red not expecting that I would have this conversation with a stranger but here we were. “Yes, so what of it. In case you didn’t realize this my sex life isn’t something I talk about publicly. Especially to a strange witch in a bayou in New Orleans.”

Sophie stepped closer to me, shifting her focus back onto the hybrid. “Marcel may be able to keep us from practicing real magic in this town, but as keepers of the balance, we still know when nature has cooked up something new. For example, I have a special gift, of sensing when a girl is pregnant.”

Klaus asked, shaking slightly in confusion. “What?”

“Elijah, did you decide to trust the stupidest witch in the whole city?” Spinning around towards him I started laughing thinking that this was a joke that they were playing on me to make me feel better after the last couple of hard days but the original vampire didn’t start laughing. “Like you know just like every other vampire on the planet that they can’t have children. That’s what Rebekah is always talking about, that was taken away from her before she got the chance. So just go ahead and say this is a joke.”

Klaus took a few steps back dragging me behind him and shielding me with his chest. “What are you saying?”

“Niklaus… The girl is carrying your child.” Elijah reveals to him where my hand’s dropped down to my stomach in shock.

Klaus threw his hands up shouting at the pair in disbelief like me. “No. It's impossible. Vampires cannot procreate.”

“But werewolves can. Magic made you a vampire, but you were born a werewolf. You're the original hybrid, the first of your kind, and this pregnancy is one of nature's loopholes. My sister gave her life to perform the spell she needed to confirm this pregnancy. Because of Jane-Anne's sacrifice, the lives of this girl and her baby are now controlled by us. If you don't help us take down Marcel, so help me, Raelyn won't live long enough to see her first maternity dress.” The French Quarter witch declared in our faces.

“Are you insane? You can’t kill me now that I am linked to him.” I baked pointing my index finger at Nik holding up the magical ring on my hand.

Elijah turned on his heel’s about to leave and go fight whoever this Marcel guy was. “Enough of this, if you want Marcel dead, he's dead. I'll do it myself.”

Sophie raised her voice, stopping him. “No. We can't. Not yet. We have a clear plan that we need to follow and there are rules.”

“How dare you command me? threaten me with what you wrongfully perceive to be my weaknesses? I won't hear any more lies!” Klaus roared his voice at her stomping almost out the door until his brother called his name.

“Niklaus. Listen.” He breathed out where he turned around slowly with his blue eye trailing down to my stomach listening closely.

I stuttered when he paused in his step, almost pressing our chests together watching his hand come to cradle my face up so I would look him in the eye. “Nik…they’re lying right. I’m not…we can’t be pregnant.”

He shook his head no slowly causing me to suck in a sharp breath after he whispered hearing the heartbeat of another inside my stomach. “They are telling the truth, Rae.”

“Oh god…” I began crying which caused him to wipe away the falling tears with his thumb. I couldn’t let myself be pregnant. I wasn’t fit to be a mother. The coven didn’t deserve to torture this child like they had me and Jacob.

Klaus faced the pair pulling me from the trance I was in. “Kill the baby. What do I care?”

“I can’t be here to hear this.” I pushed my way past him sniffing through some more tears.m

Nik blinked his eyes watching the siphon witch he loved leaving in front of him and he had no clue what had gotten into her. “Raelyn….Rae wait.” From the conversation earlier he was confused at the reaction she had just given him so he vamped straight after her.

Comments really appreciated ❤️

[m0th-t33th]

re: your tags on the cyrus post (i lost it and scrolling is so much effort lol), I fully understand what you're saying and it is a little bit eeh (headcanons are so much more low stakes), however like. Well a) I've heard very mixed things on wether its a translation error. the consensus seems to be 'maybe???', the specific word can just mean being not great socially but it is associated with autism and things with similar symptoms. as for it just being him, we only know about this potential part of it due to the leaks, like they never intended for anyone to ever see these documents, so it makes the canon-ness of it kinda debatable anyway because its not like on mt. coronet cyrus goes "btw im autistic". Plus, we dont know about any other characters because the leaks are limited to gens 3, 4, and like... some of 5. so who knows, maybe others are, we may never know. plus the seeming seperation between his emotional issues and the potential autism, at least in my eyes, is a good thing, but in that same document they say he has no emotions, which is just patently untrue so it should be taken with a grain of salt regardless. I dunno what I'm getting at here I've been thinking about this a lot the past few days. I guess to conclude: its kind of eehhh might not be true but if it is and that is the intention, I'm not sure it's too bad all things considered? As in it could be worse. But like. theres also the option to just ignore it and stick to your own conceptions of him. I know I'm ignoring plenty of things in these leaks lmao (some of this cut content was cut for a reason guys....). Either way. i am just enjoying the influx of cyrus autism memes because I've been writing him as autistic for years anyway. ( to be clear this ask is in no way a critique i guess I just wanted to provide what little context I have and also this has been bouncing around in my brain for two days so. opinions have been formed kfdsjd)

THIS IS TRUE! it was only a handful of leaked info & there very well could be other characters described the same its just kept away because no one was supposed to see it in the first place.

and Yeah the canon-ness is very iffy but a lot of people ARE just taking it as face value immediate canon (which is. Not. what you should do. lol.)

PLUS. YOU ARE RIGHT. IT COULD BE WORSE. but to me personally i just feel itd be a bit.... iffy? if the ONLY character to be described as autistic is a villain. ya know. but [shrugs] who knows.

the memes are fucking awesome tho im enjoying those very much KJFGJKJHG

( also this is completely fine! no hurt feelings and whatnot. i get it & i actually think you are very cool for this <3 )

[funnyscienceman]

so….arcane s2

i said/thought "that's a choice" way too much too often while watching and i highly doubt that that's a good thing. whether it's a reflection of me or of the show, though, remains to be seen djsjhd

ori certainly hasnt had her agency taken away but they sure did take viktor's! 😀👍

jayce has been such a bystander this whole arc

in all the craziness i somehow forgot mel and elora got kidnapped by the black rose

listen im all for sevika getting to have smth to do bc she rocks but please for the love of god dont make jinx a revolutionary

who the hell is the kid???

wtf is going on with hextech

oh my god i completely forgot about ekko and heimer

so much like. Happened? but this whole arc still felt like a nothingburger

idk if it's just that s1a1 left ginormous shoes to fill but like this whole act was just Strange

Sky. That's not sky. Where tf are her glasses. Viktor have you given any of this two seconds of thought? No. Obviously he hasn't. He woke up and kinda just sleepwalked through the divorce. Riot cant point at this and say this is the glorious evolution this is just Changes Happening Without Anybody's Input. this is just Stuff. it's just a whole lot of Nothing what the Fuck

literally the only unequivocally good thing abt these episodes so far is singed

SPEAKING OF SINGED the music box begins each and every one of singed's scenes. it plays all through to the end - except in the last one, cutting out when singed closes the locket. that is the only time it's being played diagetically. those two other scenes, singed didn't have the locket open, but he sure did have his kid at the back of his mind

ok well yknow for one thing im glad nobody so far has been made infallible. i cant think of a single major character who hasnt gotten their shit rocked in some fashion this act. Ambessa's scared of the black rose, Jinx is still vulnerable to stuff like the Gray. i guess viktor hasnt really had anything happen to him yet but i think im considering the whole Jesus thing 'getting his shit rocked' in a completely different way. like jayce isnt wrong to be suspicious of 'it does that to him but i get by without a scratch?'

I might have to rewatch that opening scene tho it was genuinely pretty neat. Just feels like a lifetime ago considering all the crazy shit crammed into three episodes

Overall, Season 2 so far has been such a tonal departure from Season 1 that, if nothing else… it's actually not that hard to just mentally stick with the fanon of S1 taking a straight shot to the 2014 lore 😂 cant believe this is the shit riot wants to make canon lmfao

Earnestly, i really do hope this season turns out well. I don't want to hate it, but so far…. eehhh…

edit: went scrolling thru the singed tag and saw someone mention the "jayce will understand" thing, which like, yeah i guess he did? everything just went by so fast, none of what happened even felt… real. everyone besides singed is so off-kilter it's hard to believe they're even the same characters. they don't even feel like evolutions of who they were in s1, this just feels like a straight-up AU that's somehow made it to the big screen. again, Viktor basically sleptwalk through the 'divorce'. it's hard to even call it that tbh bec it just… happened? jayce said some stuff and viktor said some stuff and it felt like they were going through a script, not that they were actually saying things they thought or felt. this whole act so far has just been bizarre, i struggle to even see it as canon. this is literally just an AU

i shouldn't make any edits after this. i should just go back to hibernation lmao

edit 2: ok one last edit i now no longer feel bad about having cait be a total cringefail protagonist in ccn lmfao that is Absolutely not the worst direction to take her character. this is literally just her own Battlecast. i cant believe they made their 'one of the good ones' cop a total martial law dictator wtf 😂

[mrlazyputa]

:0 how can u not ship moonsun?

oh that’s easy.

for the most part, it’s the shippers. holy motherfucker like 99% of ms shippers are literally asking for a fucking fight in the pit im not even gonna hold back. i could go on about irritating it is to constantly see and hear them push down other pairings and put ms up on some pedestal as if they were some subliminal leaders in the gay world when HELLO have yall heard of queerbaiting fanservice.

speaking of queerbaiting fanservice, ms is just that. hell, all of mamamoo is just that (and i admit i got into mamamoo bc of that). but honestly..ms has become more of a marketing/profiting tactic to fish ppl in and it works. i don’t like it. ever since i saw that v app where ms wore those “yongkong byulkong” name tags…it just dawned on me how staged they are. listen, i’m not saying that byul and solar’s friendship is fake. their friendship is genuine and i believe that and i absolutely adore their relationship. however, when it’s pressed for something more (and idk how ppl can’t see it but solar seems to show a slight discomfort more often than not), it’s just all staged - as most of kpop does, right? (idk bout u but i always rmr solar saying “this is strange! its so weird/strange” every other two minutes during v app and i was like oh no oh boy)

anyways everytime they do shit, it’s always one-sided or like they rarely meet halfway. for example, byul does her thing to solar and solar’s like “eehhh” or just looks the other way or sth. im not bout that life. im all bout reciprocating/meeting halfway AND THEN SOME (coughwheebyulcough). or like, i mean if one half doesn’t rly enjoy it, it makes it kinda cringe-y, y’know? 

i think i’ve said more than i should for something like this. i could go on ugh terrible but anyways in a nutshell, those are reasons why i can’t ship ms.