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oh god i badly wanna make comics for the murder swap trio since i have them fully fleshed out (compared to the rest of swapinverse. i'm like 70/100% there but i have not made progress since starting that one animatic 2 weeks ago so,,,,,) but like,,,,,,, iHATEHAYEJAYE drawing from scratch on digital. but if i draw it on paper first it's just gonna be a waste of time sinc i'll have to redraw on digital,,,,, plus nobody gives a shit about your art if its not on digital so what's even the point of starting on traditional. like yes i draw better on paper but i'll need to get used to using an ipad soon (UGHHH but i get so many hand cramps and pains drawing on my ipad ☹️☹️☹️) so it's just.... sigh. maybe i should just write a fucking fanfic for them or something. but i'm not a good enough or motivated writer to do something like that so it's just,,,,,,,,, sigh,,,,,,,
but i love the mst so MUCH i sincerely do. they mean so much to me and i just RAHHHH i love mania and paranoia and savior. i love the responses i came up with for paranoia in place of killer's stages. i love the swing swongy crazy yet nobody really knows whats going on in his head personality i gave mania. i absolutely love savior's outfit and his hypocrisy and UGGHH i just...... want..... motivation to draw a whole comic for them...... bjt i dont think i'm good enough.......... *sigh......
#am i swapinverse posting again. quite possibly.#after taking that week long break my mind is back on the things it needs to me: mtt and swapinverse#one day i'm gonn need to. soon i think i'll need to do something with the mst before someone comes up with an mtt au similar to them#and then i lose originality points for waiting too long and being a procrastinator#AND THEN IM SCARED IF PEOPLE WON'T LIKE OR CARE ABOUT THE MST TOO...... god what a life i live#no because im kinda sure that the mst would be liked but im also confused on how i wanna do this#should i make seperate blog? should keep here? DON'T KNOW!!!!!!#tricule rant#swapinverse my beloved
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mistakes and regrets
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warnings: 18+ only, smut, aged up!rafe, dad!rafe and mom!reader, seperated parents/coparenting, p in v sex (but they dont finish), angsty but fluffy ending
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"hey, baby girl!" rafe smiles, picking up your daughter and twirling her around. "well don't you look so cute in your new dress." he nuzzles his face against hers, pressing kisses along her cheeks.
"hey y/n." rafe greets you with a smile as well, setting your daughter down and coming to take the bags out of your hands, carrying them inside.
you take your daughters hand and walk in together, pushing down your nerves to put a smile on your face.
"thanks for letting us stay here while the apartment is getting redone." you say, watching as rafe sets your bags along the hallway.
"no problem." rafe says, clearing his throat. it's been so long since you've shared a house together. rafe usually gets your daughter on weekends, and you take care of her at your apartment during the week while he's working.
it wasn't a one time hookup that resulted in your daughter, but it wasn't exactly a relationship either. your bodies were so compatible, and you tried to make it work when you became pregnant, but it was just too hard on both of you, so for your daughters sake, you decided to cut the toxicity and coparent with seperate places.
"come on, izzy, let's show mommy your new toy." rafe ushers your daughter up the stairs, helping her navigate her new skill. izzy just turned two, and is still getting the hang of her movements.
you follow them up the stairs, looking at the house you used to know so well. you smile when you see the inside of izzys room, it's been almost a year since you've been inside of it, and its been updated with a brand new bed, and stocked full with toys. rafe obviously spoils his daughter, but you already knew that from how much extra he gave you in child support each month, allowing you to not have to work to support her. you still choose to work at a local cafe on the weekends, mainly because your friend runs it and you like to help out. it keeps you busy as well when you're away from your daughter.
"mommy, look!" izzy holds up a brand new barbie doll, and you ooo and ahh over it as she continues to show you all the toys that she keeps at her daddys house. you sit down on the tiny toddler sized couch in her room, smiling at rafe as he crosses his arms and watches from the door, loving seeing how precious his daughter is.
once izzy is done going through everything, you head back down the stairs for dinner. you love to cook with izzy, giving her easy little tasks that she can do with your supervision. you know how important it is to start teaching her these things young, and how good it is for her development.
you move throughout the kitchen with rafe with ease, like you never had all that time spent apart. once everything is in the oven or simmering on the stovetop, you move to lift izzy into her high chair in the dining room, but rafe stops you. "i got it." he smiles gently, placing her in the seat and securing the tray.
"this is nice." you hum softly, keeping an eye on izzy out of the corner of your eye as she drinks her milk out of a sippy cup.
"it is. we should do family dinners more often." you and rafe get along decently well, but it also hurts you to be around him constantly. you feel guilty that you aren't giving izzy the life you had growing up with two steady, in love parents.
"we should." you just say in agreement, helping rafe plate the dishes before moving back to the table.
the dinner goes by well, izzy never letting an awkward silent moment happen as she chats away, even though most of it is intelligible baby babble along with her speaking with a mouth full of food.
you settle down on the couch with izzy after, cuddling her as a movie plays on the tv while rafe cleans up from dinner. you both decided a relaxing day would be best, considering you're deviating from her normal schedule by staying at rafes for the entire week while your apartments wood floors are redone. the complex offered to put you up in a hotel, but you knew izzy would be more comfortable at rafes, even if you found it awkward. you'd do anything for your daughter.
"somebody is getting tired." rafe says with a smirk as he enters the living room, seeing izzy resting against you, slowly blinking at the tv.
"daddy." izzy perks up slightly, crawling across the couch to where he sits down.
"come on, mommy." izzy becons you with her hand, wanting to cuddle with both her parents. you can't deny what your little girl wants, schooching across the couch to sit next to rafe, izzy sat half on your thigh and half on his.
you keep your back pin straight, your leg the only part of your body touching rafes, but as the movie continues, you find yourself leaning back against the couch, rafes arm coming to wrap around your shoulder.
you can tell that izzy has fallen asleep, but you let yourself lean into rafe, enjoying the comfort of his warmth as the movie draws to a close.
only when the credits finish do you move, wishing you could stay there curled up for longer, as one big unit with izzy.
"ill take her up to bed, stay here." rafe says, keeping his voice barely above a whisper. you just nod, letting rafe pick up your daughter, noting how small she is in his big arms. still your little girl, even though she's gotten so big.
rafe hesitates before he leaves the room, turning to press a kiss to your forehead before exiting. you blush hard, knowing your face must be bright red from the intimate moment.
you stay sat in your seat as you hear rafe descending the stairs and rummaging with something in the kitchen. he comes back into the living room with two glasses of wine, handing one to you.
"i bought red just for you." rafe admits, sitting down next to you, but keeping more distance than before.
"you remembered." you smile into your glass, taking a small sip of the drink.
"of course.” rafe closes his eyes briefly before refocusing on you when they open again.
“you’re different.” you say honestly. it’s been so long since you’ve spent more than a few minutes with him, and never one on one like this.
“i’m no longer the boy who got you pregnant.” rafe says, and you understand exactly what he means. izzy changed both of your lives, made you realize that you had to grow up, for her sake and your own. “i actually-” rafe leans forward and sets his glass on the coffee table. “wanted to apologize for back then. i was young and stupid, and i hurt you and izzy. i wish i could go back and change how i acted. i was jealous and immature.”
“oh rafe.” you sigh, also setting your glass down to lean forward and wrap your arms around him. “it means so much to me to hear you say that. i’m sorry too, we both made mistakes.” rafes arms are firmly around your waist, holding you against him. you pull back, going to speak more when rafes lips press against yours. you gasp against his mouth, but he doesn’t let up, continuing to kiss you until you concede and kiss him back.
“please. just let me have you, even just for tonight.” rafe says, running his hand through your hair, his forehead pressing against yours, eyes full of emotion and pleading.
you should say no. this will only complicate things further, but you swallow your pride and nod. you want rafe too bad to miss this opportunity.
rafe stands slowly, hands carefully helping you up like he’s worried if he moves too quickly you’ll back out.
he leads you up the stairs, and you follow slowly a step behind, keeping your outstretched hands intertwined as he heads past izzys bedroom to his own. you glance around the room, noticing its mostly unchanged from a year ago when you packed up your things and left.
"we'll have to be quiet." you say, closing the door shut behind you. "don't want to wake izzy."
rafe nods, placing his hands on your waist as he connects your lips again, the kiss even more passionate now as he leads you further into the room, towards the bed.
you kiss in between getting undressed, pulling clothes off before reconnecting your lips until you’re both naked. rafe lays you down, draping his body over yours, his cock rubbing against your thigh making you moan, widening your legs, calling for him.
rafe presses against your entrance, pushing inside with ease, like he was meant to be there. you cry out, trying to keep quiet but struggling until rafes mouth is on yours, swallowing your sounds with a kiss as his hips press against yours, cock buried deep in your heat.
“rafe, please.” you claw your fingers down his back, not caring if you scratch him, needing him to move. he grants your command, moving his hips back and then in in a swinging motion, his eyes glossed over with lust.
it reminds you of the night you conceived izzy, it was just like this, rafe moaning on top of you, both trying to keep quiet as ward was sleeping in the room next door. at the flashback, you suddenly push rafe off of you, tears welling up in your eyes.
“baby?” rafe questions, his hands reaching out but not touching, like he’s scared you’ll react even worse.
“what are we doing?” you question, your voice breaking as you sob, feeling regretful and vulnerable as you tug on rafes sheet to wrap it around your naked body.
rafe opens his mouth like hes going to speak, but no words come out.
“what are we doing?” you repeat. “we aren’t kids anymore, we have a daughter, we can’t just hook up. do you know how confusing this all is for her? we are being so dumb and selfish.”
“it’s not selfish to want to give izzy happy parents who are together.” rafe pushes back.
“together? you said just for tonight.” you scrunch your brows, confused.
“i would take tonight if that’s all you were willing to offer me. i was hoping with you staying here, things would… change. and get better.” rafe sighs, reaching out to take your hand in his, rubbing his thumb over the back of your hand.
“so you actually want to try again?” you question, thinking that was out of the question after what happened a year ago.
“anything for you. anything for izzy. i know it’ll be hard, but why don’t we try just for this week? and then see where it takes us from then on?”
you nod, leaning forward to press your cheek into rafes chest, letting his strong, comforting arms wrap you into a hug, easing you back onto the bed.
“let’s just sleep.” he presses a kiss to the top of your head. “and see how we feel in the morning, waking up next to each other.”
“mmm.” you hum in agreement.
“but-” rafe pauses “we do need to put our clothes back on so izzy doesn’t walk in on us naked.”
you burst out laughing, eyebrows shooting up when rafe presses his lips against yours, shushing you as to not wake up izzy while also unable being able to hold back a laugh of his own.
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-little announcement & update to pinned post and carrd-
Gosh I have been like...holding off saying this for a hot minute and worried about saying it and I'm probably so so overthinking it and I'm gonna mention it in my pinned post as well but. For the sake of like doubles or mutuals who care about keeping their mutuals clear of doubles, I HAVE recently gained some other F/Os that are not from Cars these past few months.. but I was so fussed over mentioning them here that I made like. Seperate blogs. Cause for some reason I have a habit of keeping my selfship blogs separated by fandom. But of course I'm absolutely not going to force people to keep up with several blogs of mine and this is the one I'm most active on anyway. This is my 'primary' blog anyway and I am far more active on here than the other ones really.
I'm not going to mention my other F/Os from different fandoms here, but I'll mention it in my pinned post and add them to my carrd so doubles(if there are any) can avoid interacting. I don't know WHY my brain made a big fuss about it but it did. And I have gone back and forth between debating if I should mention it or not for a while..
I'll probably come around to adding the other blogs in the carrd section that will be for the other F/Os, but of course I absolutely do not expect anyone to try and keep track of several blogs from me, it will just simply be for anyone who is interested or curious or whatnot.
Again, really the main reason I just wanted to mention this is because doubles are a highly upsetting and distressing thing to me, and I wanted to bring up the other F/Os here just to help avoid that and navigate it. But I'm going to still leave this blog for souly talking about my C.ars F/Os.
I figured I'd make a post about it as like.. a little announcement or something. If this didn't make any sense do let me know if I need to clarify anything at all😅
TL;DR: I got other F/Os from other fandoms, I won't talk about them here on this blog, but I will mention them in my carrd and pinned post just to help avoiding doubles, because I don't like the unease of bumping into doubles that can come with having secret F/Os or such.
--Back to your regularly scheduled postings from me--
#I think my brain is like. so over thinking this. cause im like. worried people are going to underestimate my love or something for-#-my C.ars F/Os ir whatever reason. I already have a bucket list of F/Os😅#SORRY FOR LIKE. A potentially stressful post first thing in the morning. waugh. I think my brain is just being such a goofy goober over thi#Not the shortest announcement I know😅😓. I will update my carrd and stuff right after posting this#deep breath Kane. deep breath.
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Tysm for the tags @fernando-jpg and @rubywritten !!!!
F1 Asks:
Who is your favorite driver?
Fernando and Seb! They come as a pair. Do not seperate :)
Do you have any other favorite drivers?
Yep! But mostly retired drivers </3 I love Mark and Jense! And then for current drivers, I like Oscar, and Max a bit as well(I can't help but feel loyal to him bcs he was my first fav)
Who is your least favorite driver?
I dislike being a hater on main but....#3 and #4. Also tbh I feel neutral to dislike about most current drivers, other than my 3 guys, so!
Do you pull for drivers or do you like teams as well?
I'm mostly driver motivated, I think I'd follow Fernando anywhere, and probably Oscar too. I like and support teams as well but mostly just because my guy is there! It's like, I love Aston, right? They support Fernando, they're willing to do so much for him, they love him, the vibe is really good. But if he decided to blow up Aston tomorrow, I'd be like "I'm right there with you!!"
If you like teams, what team do you pull for?
+ HOWEVER! I am an RBR devotee. Like it's not even that much about the drivers, I like Max a lot, but I think I'll always keep my eye on RBR as long as I'm into F1. I just love the history of the team and their vibe. My fav team of all time will always be RBR 2009-2013, just so special to me 🥹 Not that I was actually around for it but, the way they evolved from a team that was mostly there to bring fun to the paddock to one of the most successful teams of all time, as well as being a fucking energy drink company in a sport full of car companies, is just so cool and inspiring to me. And I love the red bull golden boys so much(Seb and Max beloveds!!!) And I also have an addiction to red bull....But I got into them first so I have a special connection, even if I don't root for them all the time. Them and their aesthetic makes me happy :) they are F1 to me :)
How long have you been into F1
Probably over a year and half by now? I wish I could say I've been into it longer but unfortunately I am an American shjfkgkg
What got you into F1?
I've mentioned this several times before but. I read some oneshot in my prev fandom that was an F1 AU. And I was just like, enthralled. The first time I read it, I had to keep looking up stuff, and I kept going back to it. And then I went on the author's blog, and saw they talked about DTS and how to get into F1. So I tried watching DTS and it was alright I guess. But there happened to be an actual race that same weekend, so I tuned in, and was so into it!! Ah man there's nothing like that first race tbh. I knew only one driver, Max, and I rooted so hard for him and he won 🥹 it was just fun back then not knowing enough to be stressed and having pure focus on one guy. I'm happy where I'm at now, but that first race was cool :,)
Do you enjoy fanfic/rpf?
Yes of course >:) I think I probably looked at the ao3 page for F1 before even watching my first race actually, it's very habitual for me when joining a fandom. I draw rpf and write my own AU lore stuff, and meta and all that. And I think I check the ao3 page at least once a day 😭 its an essential part of my fandom experience
How do you view new fans?
Hmmmm sometimes I feel like an old person, even though I haven't even been here that long. I think F1 has such a learning curve and barrier to entry compared to most fandoms. Like you have to learn so much about racing and the drivers as well until you feel like you actually have a good grasp imo. So I guess it's weird for me to see new fans bcs im like, oh god was I like that back then 😭 I'm happy to see new fans ofc!! But it's also like, good luck on your learning journey 🫡
If you could take over as team principal for any team, who would it be and why?
I am not a good leader, I think we'd crash and burn if I took over a team 😭 they'd be like "Catie! What should we do???" and I'd have a nervous breakdown. Go back in time to be TP for McLaren and be like, be careful who you invite to your garage at the Miami gp LMFAO
Are your friends and family into F1 as well?
Yes! My brother was into F1 before me(what a bastard for not getting me into it earlier.) Which is hilarious though because I pay for the F1TV account that he leeches off of. Like, damn who's the real F1 fan 🥱 I got my dad into it last season, and it was a very gradual process. He's a huge Fernando fan though, which is really fun, and sometimes he's much more positive abt the sport than me hahaha. He likes Fernando bcs they're both old men, and getting to see Fernando succeed last year is what pulled him into the sport. Some of my irl friends know of F1 but I don't think they watch all the races.
Are you open to talking to other fans/friends?
Of course!!!!! I am always desperate to talk to new people, feel free to hit me up always :D I will talk about anything F1, Fernando, Seb, Vettonso, etc related whenever :) I remember I got an ask a while ago last yr that's like "are you open to being friends/mutuals w strangers." It's like, um, yeah??? Its a lot of fun to be on here, I love making connections
Hmmmm ive seen a lot of people do this already so don't mind if I tag you and you've done it already aahh. But I will tag @suzuki-ecstar @sansebastinae @boisinnot @astronomical-light @thatdemonbish
#dont ask me who i hate 😭😭#im constantly on the verge of haterism and vague posting rn LOL#fun game!!#catie.rambling.txt
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Humans *bickering bickering*
Alien: what's. Going. On??
Human: good question, if I had to guess. Something about fashion.
Alien: fashion?
Human1: no, I say pink and green...
Human: ... I mean, they're arguing with fancy names, colours, photos. I generally-
Alien: no. How. Why would you argue about clothing?
Humans: *freezes and starts shouting at alien*
Human: hey, what's so bad about... *Thinks* Arabic fabric?
Human4: OH DON'T GET ME STARTED-
Alien: how-
Human: generally speaking, skimming fashion blogs for key discourse points-
Alien: no. How. How do you keep doing that?
Human: do what?
Alien: Every situation, problem. You're always so-
Human: calm.
Alien: Yeah. And you know-
Human: exactly what to say?
Alien: and-
Human: it's frustrating that I somehow keep finishing sentences so simply and easily?
Alien: ... Yes.
Human: dunno, I just. Plan a lot, scaffold and have a finger in every industry. I don't bother with the changing styles, but there's always something that stays consistent in those spheres.
Alien: ... Like what?
Human: Engineering nerds, constantly arguing over hypothetical problems and best ways to fix em. Same with philosophy, IT, film and a lot of creative or functional fields. More qualitative industries it's comparisons, things and ways to make thing appear feel etc.
Alien but how do you-
Human: I don't. I just scribble notes with eight layers versus the standard 3-5 layered notes.
Alien: How do-
Human: good question. I don't remember, just. Planned until i hit a wall, then worked around it, under it and through it.
Alien: but how-
Human: I told you, we lost a lot of information. We've learnt and figured out a lot with what we have, but we've lost so much that it drives a lot of people insane.
Alien: ...
Human: but, we just. Move on, write down what we know so we don't lose more and just. Go with it I guess, but I'm special. One of a kind as far as anyone or I can tell, and yeah. I make mistakes, yeah I get scared and yeah. I'll probably get into shit for being what I am-
Alien: but that doesn't answer any of the questions.
Human: Well, I don't have an answer for you.
Alien: but. How. You're so ready and yet you don't-
Human: *shrugs* Again, we lost so much. People, memories, techniques, history. we don't now what we don't, but if we fixated on that we'd never get anywhere. Worry about something that's important but lost, or worry about something that's less important. But here *baps the alien's chest*
Alien: ... But-
Human: no more buts, think about it later. For now, you've got your job and I've got mine.
Alien: ...
I still don't understand this species, words I've frustrated by my predecessors, but. It's difficult. Humans are so diverse, complex and hard to really understand. But they are also so, simple. So, paradoxical in how two opposing nature's can work together as seperate and as one. And the human's theories, friends. Network. All of it, it just. Doesn't make sense, yet it works. And we have evidence it's not just about being a human, but not a mindset or something you learn. While I have not changed much from this, the questions this raises which nobody seems to be able to answer. From the invasion to today, the final report and attached files. Nothing makes sense.
Human: that's. Kind of the point.
Alien: ... Who is this?
Human: hacked your device, this is a program that creates a window for me to type into lol.
Alien: What. How-
Human: human nature is complicated, messy and is more a catch all term to describe a kind of mindset. Nobody actually knows how, when or what it is. But it's like hope.
Hope is a lie, we all know it, deep down. But it's about trying, to be better and try even when it's hopeless. Pointless even, it doesn't make sense because when we asked why should we,we just responded
Well, why not?
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Hekate Dog Blessing Ritual
Sorry on how long it took me to get this up guys,
So this here is the Hekate Dog Blessing Ritual I've been blogging about,
The New Moon happened to fall on the 17th during the afternoon, any time the New Moon falls in the afternoon I do my Hekate rites the night before, so this was done (Sun) July 16th 2023 around 11:30 PM
So I began this Rite as I do every New Moon, I started with a Ritual shower, cleanse off all the ick,
from there I proceed out the back door to the corner of my property where it connects to the property behind and to a small alley,
my own small crossroads
and the only place I can leave out a food offering,
I always put out dog food with whatever I'm offering Hekate this month,
-as I feel like Her Hounds should get a treat too-
I have been becoming increasingly attuned to Hekate recently and felt strongly compelled to toast Her a frozen waffle, served with a pat of butter and honey drizzled atop,
I use two tortillas as plates,
-something I read from someones blog, because your supposed to leave the plates and not take them back inside, so this way you don't end up with a giant stack of plates outside-
After saying my prayers while trying not to get mosquitoes in my mouth as they utterly swarmed me,
-The Way Of The Witch Is Truly Charmed Life-
I headed back inside,
After letting ma know I was back inside -she worries-
I head to my room and begin finishing my set up,
I'd gotten some of it done earlier,
Specifically I made the Petitions earlier, which was good planning on my part as I had a good few to do and my Petitions have evolved into little charms or talismans,
I got the idea from KitchenToad sometime ago, and made my own adjustments,
I start off with paper, one of these days I will be able to get all the paper cut to the same lengths alas yesterday was not that day,
From there I start with the dogs name I write it over and over across the paper,
Then I turn the page and across that I write what I want to bestow on the dog,
- those that had passed into the next life I scrawled Peace and Love across their names over and over,-
I finish with turning the page once again writing Hekate across all of it,
I then fold it in a way that creates a little poch, on the outside I wrote the dogs name and username of their human, to keep track,
Now from here I unfold the paper and I put a mix of crossroads dirt and tobacco into the center refolding it and sealing it with wax and a rose petal I kiss and place at the back
-I am not entirely sure why tobacco I was going to use Mugwort for both mine and Hekate's connection to it but, I don't know I HAD to use the tobacco,
-roses from my own rose bush-
-the crossroads dirt and tobacco are both connection to Hekate and offering, payment for the Blessings I'm asking of Her-
For the dogs who had passed I also added a penny,
I have always liked the idea of placing a coin with your loved one to make sure they will be able to buy their way across the River, I don't remember when I first heard of it but I always found it lovely, and while I don't believe there is any afterlife that would require such from animals I've started putting coins with my own animals when I bury them, so I felt it right to do the same here,
Setting up the Altar I brought Hekate from Her main Altar and sat with Her the Wolf card as Wolf is our beloved dogs Ancestor so I called on the Wolf as well for this blessing,
I placed my Rosary that I've been using in healing work
-@lailoken 's handy work-
I carefully stretched it out into a circle and then,
In the center I placed a candle with left over crossroads dirt and tobacco
-thought the dirt would keep the tobacco from lighting on fire int did not so note, use seperate dishes next time-
And then placed the Petitions within the Rosary circle,
I pressed the end of the Rosary the hagstone against Hekate's statue,
I set a Black moonstone next to the circle,
And last placed an Offering of Water and Frankincense on either side of Hekate,
From there I began by lighting three bay leaves and wafting the smoke about the Altar,
I called on Hekate, I called on the Wolf,
I asked them to Bless these dogs I spoke each name aloud I asked that those living dogs have good healthy, happy lives, that they have peace and comfort and are able to live good long lives with their people, and that their people always have enough to support them, with food and vet bills and such,
I asked for them to be protected from any harm this world has to offer, from malicious people, from the heat, from the cold, from fireworks and thunder, from cars,
And for those passed, I asked for them to be safe and at peace, for them to feel the Love their people feel for them and for Hekate to lay a hand of comfort upon the shoulders of those people who are grieving the loss of their dogs
I sang this song over them
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Before I ended the Rite I asked for Hekate to come through into this world and Bless All Dogs, and to in Her facet of Brimo to set Her icy finger down the spin of those who intend harm to dogs that they are scared off,
I felt like I should record that part and I did so but apparently Tumblr can't handle a 7min video so,
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「 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! I resurrected this blog at the end of 2023, but in these few months, this dash has given me more happiness than I could have imagined. honestly, I came back as a means of escape when I had a major loss in my family and just didn't want to deal with irl. and y'all have been so welcoming and so amazing, that I want to take this moment to hurl my love right in your faces!
@havvkinsqueen ➠ Victoria!!! I was so excited to learn that you were still bombing around on the dash since I last left. your heather was always a treat, but your Chrissy is such a delight and I'm so stoked to have her in Billy's life. you are an absolute gem, a POWERHOUSE of kindness and positivity. you exemplify everything the rp community should be. I type this wearing the bracelet you made for me, it gives me so much good vibes. I really am serious about running around in cosplay at a con with you this coming year. it'll be rad as hell! here's to a whole new year of crazy rp and irl shenanigans!
@zoomingupthathill ➠ I cannot describe the sheer joy I feel every time you're on my dash, Bee. from waaaaay back when I was writing Klaus and you were Katherine, to now in the ST fandom, you always leave me in awe. the love you have for your own muses is infectious and in turn, makes me love them and want the best for them. you know I don't really do exclusives, but I always considered your Max and my Billy a packaged deal. whatever your Max is going through, she can always count on my Billy to have her back. likewise, I am always there for you. you're an amazing talent and an even better friend. I look forward to a whole new year of sibling craziness, as well as other muse stuff. and good lord, CAN WE GET THIS GIRL A LUCAS??? (I'm trying my best to work on it, I am lol).
@thebabysittertm ➠ dude. friendo. bruh. stark. I don't even know where to begin. my favorite kind of rp is the slow burn stuff filled with lots of character development and headcanons and background stuff, etc. it's basically the hardest thing to find but somehow from the moment we started talking, it all just clicked. the details and thought you put into all of your muses is astounding. I adore the thought process you have in your muses' reasoning behind things. and your writing is out of this world! I feel so lucky that I get to bounce hc's and au's off you all day. all of our ideas and stuff makes me so excited and has fueled me to jump back into this hobby only 10 times harder. all your talent aside, you also an incredible friend who I'm so stoked to talk to every day. here's to a 2024 filled with our two idiots!
@malka-lisitsa ➠ how do I even begin to compliment the sheer amount of talent that exudes from you, November?? from muse development, to writing, to graphics, to server maintaining, to... I don't even know what else! seems like you can do it all! I can't lie, when I initially came back to the dash, I was shying away from any and all cross overs because I have so much anxiety in this community and wanted to keep my corner of the world super small. but your Katherine broke through and I'm so glad she did. I love how you took a character that so many people (even the freaking writers of the show!) wrote off as 2 dimensional and you give her life! layers! meaning! she never feels like a self insert style oc, but she feels so much more well rounded than any version we saw on the show. it's honestly admirable the amount of work you've put in. I'm so lucky to count myself as one of your rp partners and I can't wait to see where Billy and Kat will take us in 2024.
I unfortunately don't have the time to write a seperate message to all of the people on my dash, but I still want to tag people that bring me joy every time I see your urls. all of the following has made the past few months (that should have been dark and awful) feel bright and full of hope. I appreciate every single one of you. ➠
@vitaegratis
@edhellfire
@vcnusians
@scarednotscary
@pierprincess / @nancewheelr
@hangtenn
@calistayed
@asiphon
@nexusvcrti
@multi-royalty
@helltothefire
@mhunster
and of course, I'd be remiss if I didn't list my ride or die. the people who make tumblr rp the amazing place that it is, and people that I will cherish always, whether we're writing together or not. y'all are stuck with me! ➠ @seesgood @breakthings @mysharxna 」
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Hello tumblr
I don't think anyone is going to find this post, but it wouldn't hurt to try ---
I'm trying to start an Undertale AU. I have some base points of a story, and some character designs (that most likely aren't final, I only started developing it about four months ago) but I'm not sure where to go from here. I'd like to make it public, like an official AU or something, but I don't know how to start that.
I already have a seperate blog made for it, now what? Do I just post character reference sheets? How do I make character reference sheets??? And how do I introduce the story in an orderly way? I've also been thinking about making a YouTube channel to post OST if I ever get around to making it; is this a good idea, or should I keep the au on Tumblr for now?
I'm not that good at drawing (or composing), and I know that obviously won't help. I know it's rare that it would ever get "popular," but how do I organize it in a way that would help it?
As you can see, I am a bit lost, and I am turning to asking tumblr as a last resort.
Anything relevant would help.
I also just don't know how to use tumblr for posting in general...so...throwing this out there in the void I suppose
help
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Considering making a fandom sideblog, for a few reasons.
I believe it might be jarring for some (especially my irl friends which uhm. heheh hi) to see my more "discoursey" posts mixed in with shitposts and fandom.
Due to gaining most of my followers off of serious queer posting, I should at least keep that here.
Maybe having a blog seperate to my non-serious interests will alleviate my guilt and allow me to be more open.
I dunno, I've flirted with the idea of a sideblog for a while now. I technically have one. I just don't know what I'd name it + if it's worth it. (Accidentally reblogging to the wrong account is a NIGHTMARE, and so easy. 😭)
Ugggh I really don't know. Any of ya'll have thoughts?
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Heads Up
I know this is a long post and I'm sorry for that but please read through it all.
After some very triggering things that happened here that led into a very very bad nightmare and almost in an anxiety attack, which both I didn't had in a very long time. I decided to do some things a bit differntly around here. It's getting harder and harder for me to come on this blog without feeling bad about certain things. And I tried to ignore it, tried to see the positive things that happened here and still happen that clearly overweight the negative things. But it's starting to get harder and harder up to the point where I don't want to come online here at all anymore. And I finally realized that's why I have been feeling so emotional latley.
So I decided to make a new blog for my RP blogs which I will only use for RP's, character building and all of that stuff. OOC stuff still will happen but not in the way it did here. This means from this new blog I won't be making any kind of feel good messages or what ever but only stuff that belongs to RP's. Which doesn't mean I won't give supportive coments or messages anymore if I see you (my mutuals) posting something. But I try not to do them anymore for people I'm not mutuals with or more like I try not to talk much with people that I'm not mutuals with.
My problem is I have a really strong helper syndrome. When I see something or someone I feel like I have to do something. Like I have to make everything better and fix things etc. even if I don't really know that person. It's almost like a compulsion for me and something that didn't always ended well because sometimes I just didn't saw where to stop before it was to late. I thought I had learned to keep this under controll but it seems like I didn't as much as I thought. It started to get really hard for me to differentiate between helping and overstepping and also in differentiating between people I'm really friends with and people I'm not really friends with. For me it's the problem as soon as we wrote a few messages together where you have been nice to me I immediately see you as my friend even if we are still strangers to eachother. I have trouble in realizing who is really my friend and who was just nice because not everyone is a bad person who wants to hurt me. I'm just so used of people being mean to me and hurting me that my brain instantly says oh you're nice that means we're friends now. In addition to that, I have a problem expressing myself correctly even in my own language and the language barrier here on tumblr isn't helping either because English is not my first language so it often happened that I was trying to say or ask something but did it in a completley wrong way so it came off completley differently than I intended. All of this has made me do things that I regret and wish had never happened like it did because I harmed people even if this was never my intention. In germany we say "Gut gemeint ist nicht gleich gut gemacht" Translated, it means something like: "Well-intentioned does not equal well-done".
It started to get really hard for me to realize there's only so much I can or should do and that it's not my job "to save the world". Through this behaviour I hurted people while trying to help others which I never wanted to happen. I tried to move on from this but there are other things like hate asks that reminds me everyday of what happened and how I hurted people I never meant to hurt. I know my behaviour isn't fair to you, to the people I hurt but also not to myself and I'm trying my best to not let that happen again. Don't get me wrong this is no ones fault and completley a me problem. A problem that I'm trying my hardest to fix and keep under controll with seperating my blogs, and as hard as this is for me, with also sometimes just looking away when I see something. I need to learn not to react to everything I see.
I know my helper syndorm is a really big problem and something that I need to to keep under controll before it starts to get everyone elses problem because this is the last thing I want but I can't do this if I'm using one blog for everything where I'm doing my rps but also my feel good stuff. I was thinking of just redoing this blog. But As I know myself this would only help for a while before everything starts again so I decided to start completley from the beginning with separating my blogs.
I'll still be doing my side blogs again like I did here so this won't change. It's just a preference for me to get some structure as I don't find tagging really helpfull and I know I won't be able to handle so many main blogs. And I'll be doing an extra blog for my feel good stuff. So if you want to see them follow this blog or tell me to put you on my taglist if you don't want to follow but still want to see them. Also as long as I don't have my syndrome under controll I will be doing personal supportive stuff only for my mutuals. I'm so sorry for everyone who isn't in a good place and has a hard tim. I really wish I could help everyone and make everything better for you. But I know I can't do this even if my helper syndrome says I need to do this. This doesn't mean if I post a general feel good post that you can't tag your people in it. Feel free to do this but I'll be only tagging the people I have the premission from to do so or people I'm mutuals with and they haven't explicit said they don't want this. I won't be tagging everyone I've been talking to here to avoid overstepping again.
For now I won't be mutuals only but this is only regarding rps and plotting. Everything else depending ooc talk I will only do with mutuals I know for a while and who I have on discord (I'll make an exception if you don't have a discord but only if we talked about this). With non mutuals I will only write through rps and the only ooc talk that will happen between us is also regarded to our rp.
I also want to deeply apologize to everyone that I might have hurt, overstepped or made you uncomfortable or mad with my behaviour. I want you to know this was never my intention and I'm so so sorry. I promise I'm trying everything to get better with this.
I know things need to change not only for the people around me but also for myself. And this is exactly what is going to happen from now on. Now that I'm aware that my helper syndrome is still as strong as it is I can be more careful and thoughtful of how I handle and approach things to ensure that something like this won't happen again. And maybe it also helps you understanding me better and why I sometimes do things that I do.
I'm tagging everyone here that I would love to keep interacting with but I completley understand if you don't want anymore after reading all of this. Just know I don't ask anyone of you to change anything about how you are doing things around here. It's me and only me who has to change and I'm willing to do that.
So yeah please just write me a DM or for those who have my discord you can write me there too and let me know if you still want to keep contact or not.
For now I won't be answering to rps as long as I don't know if you want to keep going or not. As soon as I have your answeres I'll be answering again and transfer our threads over to the new blog when I have everything set up.
Again I'm so sorry for not realizing this earlier but I was so sure I had this under controll. But maybe some of you are willing to make a fresh start together with me.
PS: Please know not everything I did and said was because of my helper syndrome. It's really important to me that you know that I really truly love you all and when I said I'm here for you if you need someone to talk I meant it and when I said I'm happy to help I meant this too. It's only about drawing the line between people I'm friends with and people I'm not and people I just got to know and realizing I'm overstepping while trying to help before I do.
If there is anything you didn't understood feel free to ask me.
@antvnger @brooklynbred @spideymn @silently-judgingyou @kyber-infinitygems @skallagrimulfhedinn @azuresrp @vekovoysoldat @notgonnabesubtle @stripesofbrooklyn @askmyocsandrpwiththem @grimmusings @sah1x1s
For everyone who has multiple blogs, I only tagged one blog of you but ofc this is also regarded to your other characters you are playing as. I just tagged one so it won't be too much.
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Honestly wasn't sure if you should submit ask or post so I did both. Opps sorry!
I won't post anon and no I am not an admin over on OJ just a memeber. When speaking and talking about others maybe think about your actions and words. ALSO FOR THE LOVE OF GOD GET OFF ANON. You're just showing how scared you are to admit it outloud. Tearing people down on Tumblr when you are over the age of 20 is ridiculous. So here you go. Let's answer some questions about OJ.
what the fuck is orange juice?
A site.... pretty sure that is obvious babe.
Re: OJ; lmao ik you gotta lick your wounds cause you lost some great plots but this is so not the vibe 😂 // not the OP but plots weren't even mentioned?? I'm on OJ and trying to fit in but it's NOT EASY. Clear they all know each other from somewhere and aren't super accepting of new people. All I see on OJ is smut anyway and I want actual plots.
I am on OJ and have written plenty non smutty plots. There are several friend and family requests up. Join one.
If you are jealous just say so love. Posting anon makes you a coward and given the age range on these sites I know you are way too old for that shit. You don't need to be there if you don't want to be and we honestly don't want your shit ass attitude anyway darling. Keep the negativity out of our server please and thank you.
who on oj is toxic? who should i be avoiding?? got me worried, i joined recently….
Legit nobody that I know of. Go make friends and put yourself out there. Keep in mind not everyone will be for you and that is fine. We are on the internet not in a room with these people. Most of the members have been rping for over a year together so it may not feel easy to reach out but I promise everyone is nice. I do not know a single person who would be like go away if you messaged them.
re: OJ: aka all of the people who say they're inclusive and not in a clique lmao glad they left the site that i'm on byeeeeeeeeeee //lmao ik you gotta lick your wounds cause you lost some great plots but this is so not the vibe 😂
I am on the site ur on babe. I stayed even after hopping on over to OJ and I can say the vibes are 10/10 over on OJ when comparing both. Love both sites but this isn't cute and gives a bad rep to UP (cause it only makes sense that this is the site you are on) that their members are over here tearing down another site and it's memebers. It is okay to leave a site that no longer serves it's purpose. It also SUCKS when you are on a site and every decent face has been claimed. Stay over there and enjoy your plots. Leave OJ to the people who actually enjoy it. You don't need to be negative at all. It's okay to move on from people who no longer serve you in life including RP partners. RP is a hobby and this is not high-school. Clearly some people haven't lost their mean girl/boy streak since then. Also on the other site NOBODY has reached out to me for plots like they do on OJ. I've had to be the one to reach out almost every single time to do or start anything. It's frustrating. As someone on three seperate sites each site works different for individual people. The people who left the other site left because they did not feel valued or did not click with it anymore. It's okay to do that and the fact people are whining about it is hilarious and frankly immature af. There are 10000's of jcink rp sites. This is not a compeition.
MORAL OF THE STORY. Shut up, go role-playing and stop being rude af on a tumblr blog. It's old.....Like 2010 old and you sound ridiculous. DO BETTER.
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⋆ this is a, you guessed it, a hetalia writing blog !! meaning everything i post will be related to hetalia !! yes, i know, most people find it cringe, but personally, i've always wanted to write for hetalia and now is my chance to do so! keep in mind that when it comes to hetalia, there are certain things i seperate from reality for the sake of writing. yes, i am aware of the actual history behind these countries, don't be fooled, and no, i don't glorify nor romanticize any of their crimes. i love the characters because they act like actual human beings for a series revolving around countries.
⋆ this blog includes x readers, self ships and oc x canon !! i don't post canon x canon here, but i will interact with some i like. however, i am picky about ships i like in hetalia, so don't expect too much out of that category. this is just a reminder in case you decide to interact !!
⋆ always check my pinned to see if requests are opened are not. if they are, remember to be specific about your asks! i am not a mind reader and if you aren't too specific about what you want i will do things my way. while we're on that subject, don't write an entire plot out in my asks. if you can think of a plot, you can write it yourself.
⋆ be patient. i'm human as much as you are, so don't pester me or be obnoxious. i like blocking people, just a warning.
⋆ minors, i am NOT responsible for the content YOU consume. this also goes to anyone else in general; i post what i want. if you don't like it, you can leave. i personally don't care for what you like or don't like, and i am not going to settle to one genre just because minors especially decide to stay on my account despite the warning on my pinned.
⋆ my readers will always be poc inclusive, because as a poc myself, i want to be included too, though realistically my readers will always remain neutral in appearances. depending on the plot, genders, and sexualities are fluid and up to the requesters. be mindful, again, that i do my best to make my readers be just that, readers. there will always be a likelihood where i will not make my readers a country for the sake of inclusivity, not unless it's requested.
⋆ i write both nsfw and sfw, so minors, i warned you. when it comes to nsfw, my readers are usually always subs. i don't write for dom readers because it's not my speciality nor my thing.
⋆ keep in mind that i also write dark topics. as a writer, i want to explore my writing as well, so yes, expect some content that may fall under dead dove: do not eat category. no, i don't glorify nor romanticize about dead dove topics, that's not one of my kinks. i just want to test myself and how much and to what extent i can write.
⋆ do not bring unnecessary drama into my account. you wanna spam like? go for it! do whatever you want but i will not tolerate drama. whatever problems you have, keep it to yourself. i am a very petty human being and if you come to look for problems i will retaliate as childishly as possible.
⋆ just have fun. i really don't know what counts as problematic or not in this fandom because again, when i joined, there were barely anyone active at the time, so i don't know much on what goes on. but you can be as free as you want here, and i do take constructive criticism so if there's something you think i should be informed on, please let me know !!
rules will be updated
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What are your plans on approaching Chihiro and Toko/Syo?
Written by @nerd-cat-rambles ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
Oh first ask, so awesome!
Alright anon, here we go...
We just started this whole thing yesterday, so we don't even have plans on who's surviving/dying/blackened etc. BUT!!! We will NEVER EVER get rid of Syo, we love genocider syo!
And for Chihiro, seeing as even the creators didn't put TOO much thought into their (her? HIS? HELP???) development, the most likely outcome will be giving them development, and a proper backstory that makes gendering them much easier for viewers/readers!
Again, none of this is final, (except for syo being amazing omg) as this whole thing is a WIP. But, if you want to join the team and help DM. Any suggestions you have are valid, and valuable, which we'd love to hear!
Even if you don't like writing it's alright, because there are so many ways to help!
In future if we get enough people in the fic, we're planning on changing character POVs per chapter (each author is responsible for a different character so we can have a variety of perspectives and different writing styles) this makes the reader know that nobody is safe, you're reading in Makoto's POV? He might die at the end, he might kill at the end, he probably isn't even the protagonist. Who knows???
We'll keep alot of things in the fic similar to the original game!
Written by : @sleepy-pile-of-ashe
(Pasted from DMs with perms, seperate messages) ->
I kinda want a genderfluid or transfem Chihiro ngl
I think we SHOULD do some research on systems and DID as a whole tho b/c Toko/Syo arent that accurate anymore
Written by: @brainfilehasstoppedworking
(Pasted from DMs with perms) -> Genderfuild Chihiro would be good. Idk. 'Cause I usually do he/him or they/them pronouns for him. So I think genderfluid is a good option.
Written by: @le-agent-egg
Oh hey no worries! Honestly I agree that we should do a lot of research into Toko and Syo, since while to an *extent* you can justify it as 2010, it’s still really. Icky. Not good. I still wanna include Syo because BEST CHARACTER BEST CHARACTER WE LOVE SYO SYO IS SILLY GOOFBALL BEST CHARACTER but I wanna make sure we actually like!!! Write Syo with respect!! I think that’s really really important.
AS FOR CHIHIRO. Oh Chihiro my sweet baby Chihiro. For me personally, I think enby or transfemme would probably work best, though I might be a little biased since I do use they/them for Chihiro. But!! I think the most important thing is that, like Syo, we write them with the respect they deserve. Genderfluid Chi would also work! Just as long as it’s kind of stated, again, treat them with respect. I don’t wanna act like my word is gospel, especially since I’ll never understand the struggles of someone who is transfemme, but I do hope both Chi and Syo get the good writing and respect they deserve!! That’s just my opinion. (again under NO CIRCUMSTANCES will Syo be axed. The silly ever. We love Syo ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️)
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zero escape fan here:
if you want to play it yourself, i recommend playing 999 first on an emulator and using the ds version. 999 has a remaster that is sold with vlr and cant be bought seperately, so i like to think of it as a sort of "test run", and then you can get vlr on steam or whatever.
additionally, in the remaster they screw with the writing a bit? like, they change it from 2 screens at once to 2 screens you have to toggle. a LOT of letsplayers play on adventure mode, which ONLY has them talking and none of the important details present, so they have to make characters point out the obvious and it just sorta ruins the flow. if they play novel mode [which has both dialouge and the narration], it comes off as just constantly repeating itself. the worst part is that youll most likely have to look for playthroughs that are almost a decade old if you want to watch the original ds version as a playthrough— so i think its best to play that one yourself.
vlr and ztd dont have these issues, however, so feel free to watch those as playthroughs :) im new to your blog, so i dont know where you stand on the "ill only buy a game if i REALLY wanna play it and ill usually just watch a playthrough" to "if im interested in a game, ill buy it myself and play it and use letsplayers for recommendations" scale, but it seems like youre on the "only buy if necessary" end from what ive seen so far. im just trying to give advice :)
[and if youre iffy about emulating or dont want to "pirate" a game, nintendo has stopped production of this game and the consoles it plays on, so this is the only way to play this game unless you want to shell out at least 800 bucks for a new ds/3ds and a legit cartridge. the remaster takes 999 from what id call a masterpiece to just a good game, and ive played through both versions of the game 100% and the remaster got me LAUGHING in serious situations just because of the writing. the ds version is definitely the way to go for a first playthrough, at least in my opinion.]
anyways, from one zero escape fan to hopefully another one in the future, i hope you enjoy! play/watch a letsplay however you want, this is just one stranger's suggestion. having fun is the important part, and if you want any clarification tell me and ill send in another ask 👍
Thanks very much for the advice! And yeah, you've absolutely hit the nail on the head with the ''only buy if necessary'' XD I don't exactly come from a place with the income buy video games or the consoles needed to play them myself so easily, so Let's Plays it is! Which isn't too bad since I really like reacting to the game along with others, so I guess there's a silver lining there. Although I did hear about some issues with 999. Something about being sorta lost in translation too? NicoB's videos are exactly a decade old and the original ds version if memory serves, so I should be in clear with most of these issues. Good to know that the other two games are free to watch without difficulty at least.
I'm currently at the point where Akane and Junpei are investigating door 4 (with Lotus and Santa) and it's definitely super engaging at the moment. The investigation style really reminds me of DRA2 chapter 4's one, which was my absolute favourite investigation in the entire series (along with V3 chapter 4), so I'm super excited to see more of it! I love how the characters bounce off each other so well. I LIVE for Snake's snark and Akane's nerdiness, they're so lovely. And Nico's commentary during the more serious situations had me CACKLING so bad, especially how dirty he does the 9th dude every time it's amazing.
Stranger's suggestion or not, I very much appreciate the sentiment! I definitely feel like this will be a game I'll be stuck with for a while, but if it's already this fun now I think I'll be happy to stay ^-^ I'll be sure to keep this in mind! From one potential Zero Escape Fan to an already one, thanks and take care 👍
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I have a odd question, to make your blog did you make a separate one for just all your hogwarts content? With different email and all? Idk I’m just asking to see if I should do the same and keep my usual art dump seperate to my fandom content because just like everyone I kinda also wanna upload stuff my MC
I also wanna draw your character with mine as buds!
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This is actually my first Tumblr account where I post my artwork and it happened to be HL content because I'm in Sebastian fever. (but I consider posting other content here in the future!) I'm a multi-fandom person and my main account is not on Tumblr is on another platform (and not even the same user name) I don't know if it can call it separate but it seems to be 😂
Please, do share your stuff! about separate or not it's about your preference and feel! If you are comfortable posting on your main just go for it!
#asks#personal#you have no idea how much i want to reblg about onceler on here#but i have to keep it lore friendly 💀
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