#shjdjfkt I feel so dumb for like crying but fuck positive and nice messages? wild just sndjjfr trying to hide the fact that I’m crying

[whimsyprinx]

Howdy, Orca Anon here. I don’t have any funny jokes about killer whales right now, but I did have something I’ve been meaning to tell you (not a bad thing, I think).

I’ve been here a while, and it’s genuinely been nice to watch you grow and change and discover who you are. I smile a bit every time your blog description changes. You’ve got lots of troubles in life, but you’re still taking efforts to figure out who you are. I’m trying to figure out who I am, and its hard. But here you are, growing and finding yourself with what feels like ten times more troubles than I have. You’re pretty inspiring, you know?

I mean, you’re my favorite stranger on the internet! (I mean it)! I’ve made a flower shrine in Animal Crossing because of you for Christ’s sake! Whenever you tell the internet you are having trouble, I feel sad for you. When you tell us you’re happy, I’m overjoyed that you’re doing better. You and these silly little orca jokes mean a lot to me.

All this to say, I care about you. I don’t know you, but I consider you a friend (The orcas consider you a friend too). Sorry if this little speech made you uncomfortable. I hope you feel better soon.

Have a good week, and take care :]

didn’t expect “crying because of an ask from orca anon” to be on this years bingo card but here I am abshdjrj like shit

Thank you for the sweet ask, it’s just so wild getting an orca anon ask and it not being vaguely threatening or joking but instead really sweet?

It’s wild that you’ve been a part of my online life for so long, like I’ve made posts about it before joking like “wow I’ve had orca anon for years!” but it is wild cause like even though you’re not like someone I talk to daily you are a part of my life. It’s also just so wild that there have been people perceiving me for so long, I’ve gone through a lot online and some of y’all know more or what I’ve gone through than people who know me irl. Life is just really hard and full of things that make it harder for me but like I am trying to figure things out and learn more about myself with varying results. I wish you so much luck with figuring yourself out and I truly hope that you troubles get fewer and fewer until there’s no more left. Abdjjfjf I also never expected anyone to think I’m inspiring so that’s also just Wild

Im honored that I’m one of your fave strangers online, you’re one of mine as well! Also that’s so sweet that you made a flower shrine dedicated to me in acnh? That reminds me I know you’ve been to my island you left a note on my board at my old island before I restarted and it was like being visited by some fabled being, like an ancient god visited coming to your house and sticking a post it note to your wall or something, I’m haunted. I need to like, stop over sharing online and I think lately I’ve gotten better at not being as miserable on main, I’ve also been doing well emotionally as well but I can feel it dipping again and like that scares me because for a whole I’ve been pretty okay and like even happy and I don’t want to be miserable and sad again. It’s sweet that me and the jokes mean a lot to you, the same rings true for me, your jokes always cheer me up!

I consider you and the orcas friends as well, I hope you know how sweet this ask is and how much it means, it didn’t make me uncomfortable but I am like fully crying in bed rn and you’re to blame /lh

I hope you have a good week and take care as well