#ship; ezra and billie [ like a slow fire burn ]

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@fcundaticnsofdecay asked: ✉ for Everly & Billie and for Wren

everly and ezra

unsent: it's 3am, where are you? the restaurant's been closed for hours. i wanted to talk with you, but i guess you're with someone else.

unsent: i heard you on the phone. i don't know what is it you 'haven't told him', but if you're going to break up with me, just do it. not like you don't have the practice.

unsent: i wasn't throwing up from 'cheap truck food', i threw up from nerves because i hate going to your restaurant, okay. i don't want you to make me lunch, that won't help.

unsent: you know what? you were right earlier. i could make time for your dinner party if i wanted to, but the idea of sitting in some fancy michelin restaurant or whatever it is dressed up like i'm going to a funeral sounds like hell. i am not your trained monkey to trot out just to make an impression. we both know damn well i'm not cut out for that.

unsent: please come home. for once, come home.

sent: i said i'd be there, didn't i? i'm not responsible for traffic.

billie and ezra

unsent: a woman caught me looking at a bracelet today and asked if i was shopping for someone special. i almost told her your name and had to grit my teeth when i shook my head.

unsent: i'm not actually feeling sick, but if i heard your dad make one more comment about you tonight, chances were that i would hit him. won't complain if you slip over to 'check' on me, though.

unsent: i saw that guy that was hitting on you at the shop today. it was really fucking tempting to shove a nail in his tire and let him get a flat, to sabotage him for going near you.

unsent: you want to know something fucking stupid? sometimes when we go too long without seeing each other, i keep the closet door open so i can see your dresses hanging up and i pretend you're just on a trip and be home soon. because this is your home, this is where you belong. you feel it, too, right?

unsent: what if one day, i got in the car to take you to work, but just didn't stop driving? would you try to make me give you back if i kept going, if we left everything behind without any plan at all?

sent: i'm serious about you. i know i hurt your feelings and i'll make that up to you, but it didn't happen because i stopped caring. one of these days, i'm going to steal you away and tell everyone that you're my girl.

arthur and wren

unsent: ma'am, i think you should probably know a few things about my past if you want to be friends with me.

unsent: thank you for the invitation, but i shouldn't, i got arrested there.

unsent: i have a criminal history, i don't want you to get fired for associating with me.

unsent: there's something i should tell you. i don't want to make a big deal of it, but i don't want to hide things.

unsent: i really like you, but i think you should know something about me. it's fine if you don't like me afterwards.

sent: maybe i could meet you somewhere else and we could talk? have you been to that new yogurt place?

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@fcundaticnsofdecay

“I love you, that means I’m not just here for the pretty parts. I’m here no matter what.”

—  Claudia Gray, Hourglass

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“And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.”

— The Chaos of Stars (Kiersten White)

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Mad Men 1x11, Indian summer

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@kiillmeromantically

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@fcundaticnsofdecay

“all i want is your clothes on my floor, coffee made for two and to make you so happy it hurts.”

— @4am-reflections

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Normal People

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@kiillmeromantically @carp3diems @onlyxhumn

affection

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@fcundaticnsofdecay

I thought we’d go back to that hotel, no?

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@fcundaticnsofdecay

Soon You Will Be Gone 2017. 

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