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[fourthbagel]

get in the fucking submersible shinji

[rudy-icons]

[erinposting]

real missed opportunity here, they could have called shinji cringey or cringy,,,

[macsimagines]

Yandere!Shinji Hirako

First Bleach Imagine and its a big one! I am accepting bleach requests now but just a heads up please look at my rules and make sure to follow them! Also let me know what you think!

Y/N’s POV

Shinji’s been off, that's all you know for sure. 

He’s always been a huge weirdo in his own charming way but lately, ever since you two had gotten more serious it’s been a bit more… uncomfortable than usual. 

It was small at first, you two just coincidentally running into one another more and more often. At first you were glad about it, you loved spending time with that goofball boyfriend of yours, but then it turned into a constant occurrence. Always when you were with your friends, or even if you were chatting with someone at the convenient store, he’d just pop up!

Then Shinji started to question every move you made.

“Where ya goin’, doll?” 

“Who’s that yer texting?”

“Why don’cha just stay in with me? No? Then I’ll go too!” 

Honestly, this was the exact opposite of how he’d been before. At the start he wanted things to be casual, no strings attached. And you were totally fine with it. You knew he had his baggage and you did your best to respect his boundaries. But after having been through so much with each other you both started to open up more and more. It became clear to him that you were here to stay and he loved that. He loved you. 

You loved him too but now… Shinji’s love was starting to scare you. 

Shinji’s  POV

He knew things were getting out of hand. He was a smart enough guy, he could see a red flag miles away. Of course he’d recognize it in himself. 

It was that damn hollow of his. 

Shinji knew you were cute enough, and he knew he could charm his way into your bed. It was just an added bonus that you were just as quick witted and funny as him. But the second he knew he liked you, really liked you, that bastard had started to pipe up. 

“She’s perfect,” the Hollow had purred, “can’t wait to make her aaaaallll mine.” 

That was unacceptable. Shinji wouldn’t ever give the monster in him a chance to hurt anyone, let alone you. He tried to keep you at arms length, tried to seem as uninterested as possible. Then of course that had to backfire. 

You started to talk to other guys. At first, he thought that was a blessing despite the sting in his chest. If you moved on and started dating someone seriously then he could move on and quiet the Hollow within. But then he watched the way you cringed when you interacted with them. The way their innuendos made you uncomfortable, the way you fake laughed at all their terrible jokes. You never had to fake it with him. You were always honest with him. 

It took almost losing you in a few fights to really break Shinji. It was better to have you with him where he could protect you than worry about protecting you from him. 

He could keep his Hollow on a leash, he at least knew the damn thing would never want to hurt you. 

“She’s so pretty an’ perfect, we can’t let anything happen to that face.” 

“We oughta make sure our Angel’s alright, you know she’s practically helpless.” 

“Gouge out that bastards eyes for lookin’ at her like that.” 

Ok so maybe he was having a harder time keeping some of his darker urges in check. But there was an easy fix. Just make sure you were always with him. Simple enough right? You’d understand it, he let you in, he loved you. You were perfect. 

So then why… 

“You’re out of control, babe!”

Why the hell were you two fighting. 

“Wha-Whaddya mean!? I didn’t do nothin’ too bad.”

You glare up at him, and Shinji has to fight very hard not to smile at you. He can’t help it even if you’re cute when you're pissed. You’re adorable when you get a little red in the face, and he loves the way your lips quiver when you’re upset. 

“Like hell you didn’t,” you snapped at him, “You didn’t need to go and flex your reiatsu at that other guy, he almost passed out!”

“You should’a fuckin’ killed him.” 

He’s scowling now. He can’t tell if it's from his Hollow piping in where he’s not wanted or if it’s from you defending that guy to him. He was flirting with you while Shinji was right there, he had every right to get mad. 

“You can’t let anyone take what’s ours.” 

‘What’s MINE.’ He thinks back. Shinji wasn’t sharing you with strangers or his inner demon.

“Don’t look at me like that, handsome,” you sass him, bringing him back to reality. 

He can’t help the smile that graces his lips. Even when you two are fighting, you know just how to sweet talk him. The crease in your brow softens and you reach out to hold his hand. “Talk to me,” you beg him, “You’ve been so weird and clingy lately. What’s wrong? What’s got you so… I dunno know. Insecure?”

“Well, a guy’s bound to get a lil’self conscious when he’s got a lady as gorgeous as you.” 

You open your mouth to say something snarky but he pulls you into his arms and buries his face into your hair. “M’sorry. Yer right.” he whispers, not truly believing a word of what he’s saying. 

You wrap your arms around him and return his embrace. “Lighten up a little? You're the only man for me. No matter how weird you are. No one can take me from you.” 

“We know that. We’d kill anyone that would even try.” 

Shinji can’t help but agree with that…

“I love you,” you tell him. And his heart aches with how sincere and wonderful that sounds. He’s got to play this better. A little bit smarter even. He doesn’t need you to see what’s eating away at him. He can hide it. You’ll never need to know. 

“I love you too.”

[oushinq]

milkshake (date)

[yuuminni]

what if i was born to save the world but wasnt meant to live in it what if i was born to save the world but im fucked up beyond repair and no one is ever coming to save me.

[graphx]

random Evangelion meta on how Shinji’s relationships affect the narrative

wowie look at me overthinking things again at midnight. Now i know what your all thinking: Evangelion is a clusterfuck we can’t ever hope to understand

valid. Anyway

yes it’s obvious the entire show focuses on Shinji’s mental state and by the climax every other cool thing kinda gets shoved to the side (at least in the original series and end of Evangelion movie). It’s a very disconnected love letter to shitty mental states and they added cool robots, useless love triangles and amazing worldbuilding to distract from that.

im going to be analyzing the moment where shinji laments that no one understands him and the other versions of the people he has deep connections respond with this(srry I don’t have pics):

Asuka:Nobody can ever understand you

Misato: the only one who can understand yourself is you

Rei: so you must take care of yourself

Each of these responses plays back into the core parts of their characters. Rei (is responding almost motherly since she is a clone of his mom without a soul separate from the EVA?)

After shinji expresses that he can’t love what he can’t under(himself) they then go on to say:

Misato: this is the present you

This live represents her striving to live in the present rather than past when her father that she hated saved her(which has determined all her actions so far in the series)

Asuka:People around the present you

The people around asuka is how she determines value in herself (she pushes them away and seeks validation from them at the same time)

Rei: Environment of present you

(Rei was created because the environment had need of her, need of a tool for the evas, an extension of naturally occuring creatures(that could change the world more than humans?)

Then they go on to stress the importance that Everything changes

Shinji is all of these characters and his interactions with them reflects what he represents

shinji is change itself throughout the series

Asuka is how he automatically assumes other people view him(worthless, mean to him)

He changed rei, helping her accept her emotions by getting her to smile, and she went against gendo and changed the world

He changed misato by being brave, and someone that she needed to change herself for(her care for shinji changed her hate against the angels above all else)

alll right that’s it srry for making u read all that. The hyperfixation took hold of me for minute there huh

[the-alphonze]

-Axel looks at the barrel, the one she died in and brings it out of the cold storage. As quickly as possible. She closes the door and doesn’t lock it. She looks at the barrel-

“…um…G-Gregory’s probably fine..”

-Axel goes to any mirror near by. She looks at Alphonze, or at least his vessel. They looks down to her hands, then looks back up. She says, in Alphonze voice, just for herself to hear-

“I missed you brother”

-they then want to let Alphonze actually speak to them if possible-

-AX-3L

[from the outside. The light behind the vessels face flickers a bit, and then goes still. Some whirring picks up and starts a hum that doesn’t stop until someone’s back]

[from Axels perspective everything goes white. If they look around she sees a shitty png of a seagull [ looks like this 𓅰 ] somewhere? Nearby? Who knows, and a humanoid figure of a yellow person with white eyes sitting in a chair with his head in his hands]

[she doesn’t look up. Just raises his hand slightly as a half assed wave]

[blazinginsquids]

I keep forgetting this is a new account so I’m just gonna quickly drop some of my evangelion art I’ve done in August. Most are manga/screenshot redraws because of art block but it’s enough to get the gist of my style

[utau-bowl]

[realian]

Evangelion, Danganronpa, and Utena: the holy trinity of genre deconstructions that nobody realizes are genre deconstructions, and whose fandoms produce the coldest takes imaginable.

[gyakusama]

❝ Welp, last night was fun. ❞

[yudrein]

hydrogen bombs vs coughing baby etc etc

[fureiya]

finally

[oushinq]

ai! ai! (fūnestaque littera ducta est) by @willow-lark

"It is only now, after this assessment, that the prince gets to his feet from underneath the magnolia tree, ever-so-slowly and methodically. He gives the god another once-over, to fully assess him and attempt to choose the appropriate response: ideally, one in which the prince is not crushed into the earth or exploded into flames, and in which he gets to keep the majority of his limbs. “William,” the prince says simply. “Here you have come in the flesh.” i present my piece for the @bylerbigbang event!!! it was an absolute honor to be one of the artist for such beautiful fic, HIGHLY recommend to check it out!

[yuuminni]

the profundis main ship dynamics is shinje insistently, unabashedly and desperately telling yugeon over and over to Please need him because he can't live without yugeon meanwhile yuegon is like hmmm he's just gonna discard me once i outrun my use is it... if i say i need him i lose.