#shes so crazzzyy! Love her!

[sprinedankle]

someone tell cheesy bridgers i love her more than anything

[skullvgirl]

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BEING BEST FRIENDS WITH THE BLUE LOCK BOYS 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

being best friends with the blue lock boys | school au

warnings ;; suggestive, school!au, fem reader, possibly ooc i haven't written for them in a years whoops. situation-ship ( ? )

incl ;; isagi, bachira, barou

an's ;; i backkkk ( maybe )

isagi

hes unsurprisingly super depenable, sweetest guy, always got your back and a picture perfect best friend. you've been best friends since you were kids and now that your in high school, not much has changed. the stoy has always been the same—the two of you met at a park, somewhere between where the both of you lived and since then you've been stuck together like glue.

you were so close in fact that at a certain point in time none of you can read people began to think of you both as one person. if isagi needed to know something but wasnt there at the time, just tell yn and the message would be received. isagi's in class that day but you have an appointment? just tell him and eventually the words will reach you ears, it was awfully convenient.

in some cases ( some rare cases ) isagi might've received a love letter to pass onto you and strangely enough you never seemed to get the message, speaking normally to whomever sputters and blushes while talking to you. its no surprise that most people think your off limits—they assume that your off limits beacause of how often the two of you are together, and while there are many many normal best friend behaviors that come along with your long lasting friendship there are a few...questionable things on-lookers observe about the two of you.

like for example your at almost every game and every practice. even when they're forced to practice inside it's almost like your unofficial designated manager because no one questions your presence and often ask you favors as if you're a real manager. and in the rare case somebody does ask ( most-likey a new freshman player ) everyone just answers with "oh her? thats yoichi's girl."

nobody's ever corrected it and its not like either of your really minded.

at games you wear his jersey or at the very least his jersey number and cheer like a maniac in the stands which ( isagi will never admit to your face ) boosts his ego like crazzzyy, spurring him on to play harder and harder each time.

you always leave in his car after whatever events took place that night and sometimes is even seen coming with him in the mornings. it doesn't help that you have 4 classes which him plus you're lunch period where the both of you will 100% without a doubt sit next to each other.

in the end he'll always be your best friend, whatever you need he's got you. wether thats a pat on the back or a lomg makeout session in the back of his car, he'll always be there for you. no matter what. ◡̈

bachira

you became friends in middle school. he was just as lonely as he'd been for years and just your luck, you were to!

the two of your bonded over your loneliness and if i'm being honest, neither of you saw each other in a romantic way until someone brought it up. bachira one day had been sitting in math and was about to fall asleep when his classmate tapped his shoulder to get his attention.

"hey, aren't you friends with YN?" he asked.

bachira didn't know what he was trying to get at by asking the question. I meanf wasn't it obvious? he was with you everyday. "Yeah..why?"

"aren't you gonna tap that? She's like, hot as hell." the male snickered disgustingly and if it wasn't for Bachira's scattered thought process he would have defended you from his peers comment. He thought it over for a moment.

am I gonna tap that...?

you on the otherhand were in your english class ready too doze off as well, hoping to dream about your little trouble maker of a friend.

"psst! yn! wake up!" your friend called from besides you.

you groaned and sat up to see what she wanted to say. "hmm?"

she giggled and scooted s bit closer too you whispering into your ear. "are you and him like—are you guys like dating or something?"

you pulled away from her and raised your eyebrows like you were surprised even though it was probably the 10th time somebody had asked you that.

"what? no! were just friends, really close friends thats all."

you both later realized that even before all the accusations the two of you liked each other, I mean, what kind of best friend lets you crashout at his place for days on end, spooning in his bed "because he's cold" then the next morning make breakfast for him and spoon feed it to him?

yeah now that you think about it...you should have seen this sooner...

barou

you don't know whats worse. being best friends either barou or being in love with him. you''ve decided on both.

it's only been s year since the two if you met, you were the new kid he happened to take a liking too even though he was well intergrated into BLLK HIGH, although there were many attemps at other people trying to enter your and his little circle of friends, they were met with disappointment. barou wasn't the one too mess with, especially not with his loved ones.

barou, although you considered yourself his friend, was still so hard too read sometimes. you share lunch together and you just can't help it if your heart races when his hand creeps up on your thigh, rubbing the squishy fat between his fingers. it makes you heart confused when he's barely even looking at you while he's doing it too, pretending to listen to whatever you're friend is saying.

at his game, he's perfect. sweaty and glistening beautifully under the lights as though a light rain had come doen too greet him. he meets your in the locker rooms and you congratulate him in many ways. what started out as just a few kisses soon turned into wandering hands and breathy moans cut off by the rest of the returning soccer players.

whats worse is the next day he acts like it's nothing. continuing to go about your regular schedule and trying to ignore the pains you get when he talks about possibly going to the spring dance with someone, he just doesn't know who.

it doesn't help that all of your friends on both sides seem too ship you two like crazy, having no problems in making sneaky little comments that suggest the two of you should get together.

barou didnt seem interested and for your own sake they drop the idea quickly. for a moment in your friendship ( if you could even call it that at this point ) the touches and the kissing stopped when it was let loose by a certain someone that you too weren't interested in the idea of being with him first the dance. and so for 9 long painful weeks of endless tension and pinning barou finally decided to make a move.

he burst into tge classroom he heard you were in for stuying and your body immediately tensed.

"oh, hi barou, what are you doing here?"

he smacked his lips and stomped over too your desk, "it's shouei to you, since when have you ever called me that?"

you shrugged your shoulders feigning nonchalance, "since whenever I started, now tell me what you want quickyly, i need too study."

barou shook his head head and moved you belongings aside so he was the center of your attention.

"hey what are you—!?"

"It this because of the dance?"

You stopped in the middle of your sentence to stare at him. "what?"

"the dance, because i said i wouldn't go with you?"

well that is not what you were expecting. "no...?"

barou sighed and crouched down so his was squatting now. "l—that time I thought, well I don't really know what I thought and-"

"shouei." you cut him off and he looked at your expression. "do you want to go to the dance with me?"

he stood up from his position taking you along with him. "'course i fucking do."

an ;; 🤢 shit ending, god awful writing, i know i sorry, ill do a samu soon to make up for it.

[algenica]

my personal little gripe with invincible is that some characters are not uncanny valley enough for people that are unaccustomed to earth's behaviour patterns/have no muscle memory of how a regular human would move

like i want the way viltrumites move their limbs to be completely different from the way humans do it. i want the sequid-possessed people to act all weird and unnatural. i want rudy to give rex the fuckass frog blink as he's being lectured on the ethical concerns of stealing dna

shapesmith is the closest we have to this but he has more of an "omg she's so crazzzyy!! love her!!!" energy to him

[west529]

Excerpt From Lightlark by Alex Aster

“And she didn’t love him . . . she barely knew him.

But shouldn’t he be afraid of what she was feeling now?

She pressed herself closer, completely against him, reading his reaction, surprising herself with her boldness. And Grim only laughed darkly. His hand ran a slow trail down her spine—then up once more. “Hearteater,” he said into her ear. “You’re killing me.”

I actually downloaded my tumblr again so that I can have a place to dump all my feelings about Lightlark cause I can’t contain all of this alone. 😭 But I’m quite surprised with the reviews I saw here!! It was well praised on Instagram as far as I know… and I am actually enjoying it. 😭 I am not that much of a reader so maybe I understand why some bookish people would have some negative opinions about it cause they know… hahaha anyways I’ll keep on reading and see how it really is. It’ll also be made into a movie so I wanna know how it’ll turn out. 😂

Huhu also don’t tell if you know, but I wonder if Isla will end up with Grim or Oro, or no one at all. 😭 I want it to be Grim cause maybe of all the mysteriousness and stuff. But Alex Aster is still playing with the emotions I guess at this part of the book! Hahahaha crazzzyy… why is Grim helping Islaaa I wanna knowww

[catdemontraphouse]

Vent post sorry ignore it y’all

I apologize for putting this but I really just... need to put this someplace and writing it in a journal and then stuffing that book in a place nobody can find it feels like when I used to hide things as a kid and made them worse, so this is my next most viable place to write. It’s just about how OCD almost killed me and like... I’m okay I just need to vent cuz somehow the trauma bubbled up in my mind lol

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Thinking about the fact that the only reason I’m alive is because of the kindness of spirits. I know that sounds crazy but... It makes sense when you get the whole picture. Sorry I’m just getting this off my chest someplace where I can be relatively anon, you guys probably shouldn’t read this it’s very disturbing. As I said I’m just putting here for my own therapy cuz hiding it in a book makes me feel like complete ass like I’m still running away from it.

As a kid I developed really bad OCD to the point where I had severe delusions and psychosis shit- yes that is a thing that can really happen to people with OCD and it’s horrifying. It started when I was twelve and I wasn’t allowed to have any medical help until I was 21 or so (my junior year of college) and this was after several times I’d almost tried to kill myself. As a kid I’d cry myself to sleep like all the fucking time. I didnt feel safe telling anyone just how fucked up I was because my mom would say shit like “If you don’t explain what’s wrong I’m going to send you away” and I bet she was bluffing like a fuckin ass but as a child I thought that meant going to the type of inhumane sanitarium they show in movies about “Ooooo crazzzyy peoplleee!” Smart move mum that’s a perfect way to get a kid to tell you what’s tearing them up inside. My mom is a really good person who loves me but she fucked up ROYALY on this because she had super twisted moronic ideas about mental health. Thankfully I’m pretty sure she understands that now. Once she finally got shit through her massively thick skull she became and continues to be a strong advocate for me who actively tries to protect me from triggers and shit. Old nuerotypical folks really don’t fucking understand because they were raised in moronic shitty times to be alive. They don’t mean to be crappy and they need to be educated cuz they think ignoring stuff is how to protect people, as blatantly stupid as that is.

Anyhow some of the delusions I had as A KID included: thinking I’d either been or would be sexually violated and had no way to protect myself, thinking God actively despised my existence and wanted me to suffer and/or die, severe contamination fears, unwanted terrifying thoughts, thinking I might be violently possessed by a demon cuz I grew up with a crazy religious father who ranted about Hell etc. The only thing that saved me from this aside from getting some actual motherfucking professional help was the occult. Seriously that shit helped me overcome my religious scrupulocity which was the source of so many of my deadly fears. I used to constantly worry about Satan and demons and shit as a child and now I laugh at horror movies and make jokes about “agents of stan” and “deemoonz.” I felt worthless and afraid and now I still feel like ass, but I know I’m strong as fuck and I’ve got people backing me up always and forever, even folks who are between worlds. I feel like I have renewed power and I no longer feel like as much of a helpless victim. Life for me is still hard and kinda shitty but I’m beginning to feel stable again even if it’s just a little bit. I know believing in supernatural shit might be on crack but it makes me so happy.

[njmphadora]

92 TRUTHS TAG GAME

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

thank you @wjnterbucky and @alrightevains for tagging me !!! throwing this tag out now to @hollandstcm @obliviaet @arianadumbeldore @howlingremus @yigrittes @acciolunalovegood @ginniewheezie @mollyprewett @scourgify @pctter @ohmargaery @dementvr @sirjsblack @tcrtarus @siltheryn @chewbqcca @isakvaltzrsen @hermionegrangcr @lilyevansh @ctaeth

LAST…

[1] drink: apple & blackcurrent squash + fizzy water [2] phone call: my mum bc she needed me to pay her back where is the crying with laughter face when u need it [3] text message: my boyfriend bc we were discussing the new hp books [4] song you listened to: urghh idk i had my spotify on shuffle and then eventually just stopped paying attention to the music [5] time you cried: i don't remember but i think it was probably recently

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: jsnsjkf yes but only one guy [7] been cheated on: no thank god [8] kissed someone and regretted it: aahahhaa yes [9] lost someone special: yeah [10] been depressed: lmao yes i was a true emo kid [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: assnfskj SO MANY TIMES

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS…

[12] pink [13] purple [14] cyan

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: umm yes but only on tumblr [16] fallen out of love: nope [17] laughed until you cried: yeah lmao :)) [18] found out someone was talking about you: nope [19] met someone who changed you: no [20] found out who your true friends are: tbh yeah more than any other year, this year i really saw them for who they were... and most of them sucked jsfns [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: i don't have facebook anymore but technically yeah bc my boyfriend is on facebook so...

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: i don't use facebook [23] do you have any pets: nope although my bf has 3 cats and honestly one of them walks all over me like i'm their owner and the others are pretty used to me, they're like my part-time pets okay [24] do you want to change your name: no way !!! tbh i'm gonna hate giving half my name up when i get married, i love my surname [25] what did you do for your last birthday: sat in with my boyfriend & bestfriend drinking wine + eating pizza + playing board games and it was amazing. [26] what time did you wake up: i don't remember ??? sometime between 10am and 11am i think. [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: on tumblr [28] name something you cannot wait for: starting university tbh like i'm crazzzyy nervous but also super super excited! [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: like half an hour ago ? [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: jjbkjnjnkjn i wish i didn't have this illness so that i could have stayed and worked at penguin and become an editor instead of having to quit and go to uni [31] what are you listening to right now: nothing, it's so depressing. my sister is asleep next door to me and she gets pissed if i play anything this loud at night and i haven't put in my headphones yet because i cba to find them [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: i don't think i have actually ??? [33] something that is getting on your nerves: wasps [34] most visited website: my own blog no shame [35] elementary: primary school, thank you very much. [36] high school: secondary school was awful tysm for askin. i went to a prison of posh kids, it was hell. [37] college: starting uni in october !!! i'm gonna be studying english lit. [38] hair colour: muddy brown [39] long or short hair: eh somewhere between medium and long [40] do you have a crush on someone: it's not really a crush ?? [41] what do you like about yourself? my hair can be nice when it's well behaved and i actually kinda like my arms and hands for some reason and idk why ??? [42] piercings: okay so 3 lobe piercings on my left ear, a 8mm stretcher and a cartilidge piercing on my right, and i also have my right nipple pierced. [43] blood type: no-eyed-deer [44] nickname: nat / snig, and my boyfriend calls my "princess" which i think is super cute. [45] relationship status: happily taken for like almost four years ?? i think something like that. [46] zodiac sign: aries [48] fav tv show: friends, gossip girl, girlmore girls, sherlock, doctor who (during the tenth doctor), pretty little liars. lmao i couldn't pick just one. [49] tattoos: i've got one on my ribcage area ?? like under my boob, and it says "And they all lived happily ever after..." but i'm also trying to save up for a few more. [50] right or left handed: right.

FIRST…

[51] surgery: i've never had surgery [52] piercing: lobe piercing when i was a wee kiddy [53] best friend: he was called oliver but i called him oyer and i think i fancied him [54] sport: ballet [55] vacation: bournemouth x) [56] pair of trainers: urmmm lmao no clue ???

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: haribo [58] drinking: squash + fizzy water [59] i’m about to: roll and go out for a smoke [60] listening to: nothing [61] waiting for: this tag game to end [62] want: pizza [63] get married: pretty soon hopefully [64] career: idk but i'd still love to be an editor

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: hugs [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller [68] older or younger: older [69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic [70] nice arms or nice stomach: neither [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger? yes omg but i was always really really really drunk [75] drank hard liquor? jnsfjk yes [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? omfg yes so many times [77] turned someone down: yes urghh it's so awkward and it actually breaks my heart [78] sex on first date? cryingcrying idk technically ?????? [79] broken someone’s heart? yes [80] had your own heart broken? yes [81] been arrested? no [82] cried when someone died? no (no one i know has died since i got to an age where i started crying) (if someone died now i would cry like freakin crazy) [83] fallen for a friend: LOL yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself? not really ? [85] miracles? no [86] love at first sight? no [87] santa claus? no [88] kiss on the first date? yes [89] angels? no

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: tory [91] eye colour: brown [92] favourite movie: harry potter / clueless / mean girls / ferris bueller's day off / star wars / lord of the rings / back to the future

[redgf]

Brendon, Tyler, Josh, Lily

brendon: ok so ive met a few but specifically this year there was this one senior in my ap psych class who was just so fucjing funny…like kind of dumb funny but idk it just fit him because he was so genuine. BUT omg so for part of our final we had to do a TED talk and he did his on drugs. but not only that. this mf RATED which drug is the best to which one is the worst. and omg throughout the entire presentation he kept exposing himself. it was crazzzyy i wish someone taped it

tyler: douchebag drug dealer who was also in my psych class and did his TED talk on how the earth is flat…just no. but yeah he’s the weed guy

josh: dumbass i knew in middle school who was w the popular group but like. straight up DUMBASS everything he did was so stupid

lily: i know a few but my 6 month old pups name is lily and she's the sweetest bundle of joy i love her with all my heart. but she snores and keeps me up all night