#sheikkin

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HOOO boy I haven't thought about this kin in a while but i just realized mother's day hit and now i miss impa :( - Orion (Zelda)/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

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hewwo im sheik and i miss! my! wives!!! link and ruta, i hope this life has been good for you!!! i miss you two so so SO much - sheik, king "zelda" of hyrule and of the zora domain

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All of these stories about toxic and abusive canonmates and getting abandoned and ghosted by canonmates and whatnot... they make me scared to reach out and look for canonmates. Besides, I don't even think I know enough about my canon to search for canonmates, plus since I'm a minor I wouldn't feel comfortable reaching out to adult canonmates and I'm not even sure that... ugh, I wish I wasn't so stressed about this. - Orion (Zelda)/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

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I told my friends I'm kin with Link and Zelda and they were like "alright man" & it turns out one of my friends is also fictionkin. I even go by the names of my kins on our Discord server and they're chill with it. It fucking slaps. - Orion/Zelda/Sheik/Link #🗡️🎼 ✨/⚔️🌌🌿

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If the discussion about kin scars isn't dead... Surprisingly I didn't have a TON of scars from the war, though- despite that it was ultimately better for battle- the lack of armor in my Sheik disguise resulted in more injuries and thus more scars. I had a few scars in my OoT/MM canons, but most notably, in both of my BotW canons, I had burn scars that spanned across my entire body, from being shot by a guardian as Link and 100 years holding off Ganon as Zelda. - Orion (Zelda)/Sheik/Link #🗡️🎼 ✨

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I miss not having crippling rejection sensitivity dysphoria. Life was significantly more manageable when I didn't wanna fucking die every time I felt ignored lmao - Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

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My dumb ass in late 2019, writing a BotW fic: Hm. This is giving me. Feelings. It's probably just because I'm massively fucking projecting onto Zelda though lol - Me now, rereading said fic: This was. This was my canon. I was fucking writing my canon. What the fuck. - Orion/Zelda/Sheik (sorta) #🗡️🎼 ✨

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Hey kin gods can I maybe get some, like, actual memories instead of either vague feelings or just detail after detail added to the time I almost suffocated? I wanna know how my life worked. Just little things. How many people knew I was Sheik? Everyone? Just a few people? What was life like outside of the war? How did Hyrule recover from the war? I'm missing so much because I keep just getting vague feelings and that one memory and, quite frankly, I am not vibin with it - Orion/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

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To my Link... I'm not really looking to kindate but... if you just wanna magically appear as you were in our past life... like an angel sent to this world by Hylia... and you're interested in bein with me... just lemme know... 🥺👉👈💞 - Orion/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

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Hm. So. Let's hope no one who would recognize me sees this, but I remembered my real name in my canon, all of my Zelda canons where I was a trans man that I know of so far. Orion. I was Prince Orion of Hyrule. For some reason (canons where I was a cis girl or nonbinary just still went by Zelda) I still feel a strong connection to the name Zelda, but I am Orion. No wonder that was my headcanon, it's 'cause it's MY NAME. - Zelda/Sheik/Orion #🗡️🎼 ✨(It makes me giddy just to say that-)

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Kinning a character from a game you're playing but not wanting anyone to know be like *Plays character for an excuse to refer to them like you're talking about yourself* *Talks to other characters like you were that character talking to them* *Only refers to that character in the first person even when you play others* Luckily if I take it too far or something I can explain it with "I get really in-character playing this game" since I do that often - Sheik/Zelda from Hyrule Warriors #🗡️🎼 ✨

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I don't want to know the specifics of when Cia attacked Hyrule Castle head-on- I was going to fight without my corset but someone made a comment about keeping up my image so I put it back on tighter both because I was upset and in a hurry, and then couldn't breathe. I don't care that Cia laughed when I collapsed and kicked me away and that it was the last thing I saw before passing out. I don't want to remember clearly enough that I could describe it in perfect detail. - Orion/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

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On my more calm days I act a lot like I did as Orion, or especially as Sheik. I have not had a "more calm day" in a while as I've been off my ADHD medication for weeks, only slept once I inevitably crash from exhaustion around 2-3 AM, and haven't gone a day this week without drinking at least one can of soda, so I am currently a walking example of how much one can change between lives. - Orion/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

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To my Link: I love you and I miss you - Orion(Zelda)/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨

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I AM NOT KIN WITH CIA. I AM NOT KIN WITH CIA. I AM NOT KIN WITH CIA. I AM NOT KIN WITH CIA. I CANNOT KIN CIA. I HATE HER. SHE RUINED MY KINGDOM AND DESTROYED AND ENDED COUNTLESS LIVES. I AM NOT KIN WITH HER. I DO NOT KIN HER. I AM NOT KIN WITH CIA. And I do NOT have memories of being a trans man as Cia. I just saw others talking about kinning characters they hated and it merged with my Hyrule Warriors canon in my head. That's it. That's all. - Orion (Zelda)/Sheik, NOT CIA. #🗡️🎼 ✨ (Help)

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I just had a memory of Agitha confiding in me about having PTSD from her first experience in the war when she had to come back. FUCKING AGITHA, A SWEET, NAÏVE TEN-YEAR-OLD WHO FOUND A WAY TO BE HAPPY IN EVEN THE WORST OF SITUATIONS, HAD PTSD BECAUSE OF THE WAR THAT CIA STARTED AND GANONDORF'S ATTACK FORCED LANA TO BRING HER BACK TO. I was furious enough to bring Cia and Ganondorf back from the dead and fucking kill them again myself and tbh? Still pissed. - Zelda/Sheik #🗡️🎼 ✨