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sketch comm for @sillywetkittenincardboardbox : 3c
#analog_art#art#dandy's world#dandys world#dandy's world fanart#dandys world fanart#dandy's world shelly#dandys world shelly#dandy's world twisted shelly#dandys world twisted shelly#i LOVE draw twisted shelly#she is like my top fav twisted design to draw#she's so so fun to draw i'm ngl dude#comm me to draw twisted shelly#and u will get the best drawing of her ever/SILLY
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OKAY so I just spent an hour collecting screenshots, time for the analysis!
(AS ALWAYS, MAJOR SPOILERS FOR INANIMATE INSANITY EPISODE 18 UNDER CUT!!!)
So I'll be tackling this like the episode 17 analysis, breaking it up into parts (except probably many, MANY more parts), but I'll start with Inanimate Island! (This won't be chronological, mostly just a by-area thing!)
And by god, do we start off strong. AN ANTHONY KOS SONG RIGHT OUT OF THE GATE?? HOLY SHIT.
Mephone thinking back on everything, his regrets about how he treated the contestants, his fears.. just. Wow. STRONG opening. (Also his little infodump to Mepad whilst they're still asleep/booting up, me too bud. Me too.)
Gotta admit I got choked up as soon as we started, both from built-up emotions whilst waiting, and just.. how powerful this was?? He cares SO damn much about the contestants, and Cobs destroyed EVERYTHING. This was his life, his escape (and we'll get to that later). Jesus, dude.
SPEAKING OF.
FUCK THIS GUY.
Holy SHIT did Joshua Waters do a phenominal job voicing him. I don't know if I've said it before but the II crew did SO good when they recast Cobs. Genuinely I don't think I could've asked for anyone better - you KNOW a VA is great when they can make you feel PHYSICAL RAGE just by saying their lines, y'know? When I first saw the trailer I had to actually take a break because I felt sick to my stomach just HEARING how this fuckass corn cob speaks to Mephone. His frequent infantalisation (both of Mephone, the contestants, the creatorbots, AND the viewers), and his manipulation, just.. eugh. He's probably the most well-written villain I've seen in a WHILE. AND HE'S SO PATHETIC?? He's a disgusting manchild who abuses his creations because it's the only semblance of power he'll get, and IT'S GREAT. I HATE HIM (/POS).
And ngl the self aware "it's good, just don't watch S1" gag made me choke on my lucozade, so thanks AE.
AND HOLY SHIT?? MEPHONE ACTUALLY FINDS HIS VOICE AND REBELS?? I'M SO PROUD OF HIM 😭💙
Again, more of Cobs being an asshole, but bless the Shimmers - they were so damn naïve, I'm glad they were warned and managed to get away, they just wanted their child back, man :(
NOW ONTO THE SCENE THAT MADE ME AUDIBLY SCREAM AND PUNCH MY BEDROOM WALL.
THEY KILLED MY BOY. MY BABY BOY.
Fun fact: I sent this message to a friend 2 hours before the episode dropped
Yeah I'm not okay.
Not gonna lie, I had a feeling it might've gone this way but I was PRAYING it didn't. Fuck, man.. Mepad is one of my absolute favourites for a multitude of reasons - he loves the contestants with all his heart, he'd do ANYTHING to protect them, and even though we could see how angry he was at Mephone in episode 17, he still gave his life to save him (and by extension, everyone else). He's a goddamn hero, but I wish he didn't have to die (and yes, I will be drawing fanart to cope). Glad he had a moment to be a badass though, Mepad is the living equivalent of "when the calm one gets mad, you know shit's about to hit the fan" and I love him for that 💙
ALSO LOOK HOW DISTRAUGHT TACO LOOKS?? MY BABY GIRL NO 😭😭😭
You could tell how much she cared about Mepad, and their friendship was SO important to me. I'll touch on this later but end song hurt my soul, ngl
AND WE OF COURSE HAVE COBS' DEATH.
So 10 image per post limit on the app fucked me over yet again, but I wanted to also briefly talk about Toilet so no popcorn image :(
I honestly think this death was so damn fitting for Cobs. It simultaneously feels dramatic, yet so utterly pathetic. It doesn't take itself too seriously, yet it's so built up and suspenseful - this is the moment we've ALL been waiting for. Seeing this bastard get his comeuppance. And to see his demise be a consequence of his vanity? He believed himself to be above everyone - he placed himself on a golden pedestal, thinking himself to be untouchable; he never would've believed he'd fall for such a simple illusion from "feeble minds", yet he did. He's a washed up old hack, through and through. All that grandeur? Just a façade. And honestly? The popcorn scene was so damn funny. Suitcase just casually offering Mephone a part of his father's cooked corpse had me cackling like a madman, it makes Cobs seem even more pathetic than he already was; reduced to a soft, delicate, utterly flavourless food that (if we're thinking about real-life movie theatres and how much popcorn people leave on the floor) is commonly stepped all over by everyone around. He remains in death how he always was in life.
(As always this'll be part one of the analysis, so strap in, folks! This'll be a long one!)
#inanimate insanity#ii spoilers#inanimate insanity spoilers#ii 18#ii 18 spoilers#ii 2#ii2 spoilers#ii season 2#inanimate insanity season 2#ii movie spoilers#ii movie
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Ponycard Art Dump
I don't remember *when* exactly I did these. I think like, in the fall of 2023? Maybe? Memory Loss? Help?
I HAD SOOOO MUCH FUN DESIGNING PONYCARD. Is he a changeling? Is he an Alicorn God? Who knows, that's the thing about LuLu, he loves to keep people guessing. I gave him kind of a medium build for the usual Alucard form, then I think Vladcard should be a proper Clydesdale, retaining the bat wings and pointy horn. Would pre-vampirism Vlad be an Earth Pony or something?? I dunno, I feel like one of the more knowledgeable Alucard-loving blogs like @/michi-tala would be better able to answer that kind of thing, but for now, this is all I know lol. Allycard gives me Unicorn vibes, esp with the predominantly white color palette, but I haven't read/watched her stories, so again, I don't *really* know. My expertise is in the base Hellsing Ultimate/Gonzo lore XD
I didn't finish the first one bc it looks so good and I was scare of fucking it up. A good artists knows to quit when they're ahead. /nsrs
I'm gonna put all the self-ship stuff under the cut Because I Am Still Shy About This One 😭
I know I have not shared any Halcyon lore on here, so I'll do like, a brief recap. She was a 'Hal' originally (and she was a dude at that time) then she just sort of?? Took on her own character?? As this sort of tsundere kind of Vitorian Era vampiress. She was a peasant to begin with in a no-name village. The village was torn apart by ghouls and Alucard essentially found her dying after fighting for her home, do you want to be a vampire, sexy bite, you get the idear. Then they've basically been married for 250~ years after that.
I made her too fucking small in the last one and it's Pissing me Off that I got the scaling wrong but I got the anatomy and the expressions so Spot On I couldn't redraw it *bites my arm off bites my arm off bites my arm off bites my arm off.*
Halcyon is smaller than Alucard, I mean, he's an Alicorn and she's an Earth Pony for crying out loud, but still, that's too damn small.
I love the way LuLu looks in these ngl. I need to get back to drawing Hellsing ponies, Ponycard was *really* fun to draw.
#Hal Art#Halcyon#Halcyon x Alucard#Halucard#LULU#Alucard#Alucard Hellsing#Hellsing Alucard#Ponycard#Hellsing Ultimate#MLP#MLP OC#Ponified#Earth Pony#Alicorn#Digital Art#doodles
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reunion volume thoughts
first off oh damn goodbye Jin, Claudia, and Bea gonna miss yall so much 🥲😭
second, this was just such an anticlimactic way to say goodbye to all these characters lol
I'm not mad at them bringing in all the characters in groups so not everyone gets introduced all at once, but oh why did we start with Sienna and Hazel and then only at the end did we get Claudia, Theo, and Bea? Like I love a drama filled season, but even this I'm like let me take a victory lap with my friends first pleaseeee
I had enough gems so I was like ehh fuck it I'll listen to Hazel's airport drama but I did notice for more details about the same/related story later on you did still have to pay gems which is ridiculous and also if you didn't pay for at least one, then it's literally just them bickering for most of the reunion and then you get a little bit of free drama between your LI and some other dude. Like I think if you care less about the casa islanders' drama (which I absolutely understand bc I also care less about those islanders' stories), then this was a boring volume pretty much
small odd thing was that no other islanders showed up. like I get that not everyone would show if this was real and for the fiction clearly fusebox just doesnt want to draw the other islanders, but fusebox would only have to draw one dress for the missing islanders and it would make sense for them to show up. like Rachel is an OG where is she?? Felicity had some drama with the guys too how abou her?
Tyler's storyline didn't do much for me bc he gets dumped so fast that it's weird he has all these declarations about missing his connection with MC and wishing he had another chance. And it's sweet and tbh after playing this volume I do like Tyler's character more, but it's still so intense so fast. But also, if this whole storyline was for a reunion in s4 for Hazeem??? would love that. Like he got to know MC for a while but was pursuing Najuma and he realized too late he should've went for MC.
Oakley and Emel not making it on the outside was absolutely expected it went exactly how i thought it would but I do still wish they got 3rd or 4th place at least
Sophie and Jack together but unhappy and unpopular also something I would've predicted.
Sophie and Luna need to stopppp. I don't care for the other guys but I did pick Jack as the potential other man just to potentially piss off Sophie (unfortunately didn't really come into play).
why is Luna still salty though
althoughhhhh I did notice Luna and Tyler look good next to each other is all I'm saying. if both of them got more screen time I wouldn't be mad if they coupled with each other after MC stole Jin.
Claudia and Theo still together 🤦♀️
I'm so sorry Claudia I will replay for you 😘
Hazel is such a mess
I want whatever tf the remaining casa boys have. like in my game it's Shawn and Kyle and I'm like are they... together? what's going on there? I know Kyle and Hazel have a thing and Shawn and Sienna are no longer a thing but what's happening there? Also I have challengers on the mind so like.. heyyyy Shawn, Kyle, and Hazel, what's uhh the situation
Bea is barely in this. I know I've already said that but I'm so upset
Ngl the bit where Liam is teasing Claudia about hosting the game is kinda funny I wish all the characters had more fun in-character dialogue like that
I can't be bothered with the Max and Hari drama even though that seemed to be the main focus of the reunion and then you still have to pay gems for the whole story
and Jin's texting airport drama was so small too like it's really nothing and went exactly how I'd expect it to go
ok so general thoughts/fixes
the way almost everyone is single and you get a chance to run away with the og boys (plus liam) one last time doesn't really work for me (except Liam I guess his thing was fine, I do like the realism of him being like I came off as such an asshole I'm sorry but then also still being a little messy bc that's just him). I think maybe if there was an actual gap irl between the reunion getting released and the s8 finale it would feel better.
personally I think it could've just gone like the S1 reunion where it's a two parter, first of all. second, we get the scenery change whether it's Christmas in S1 or in S8's case, make it more autumn since it's been a few months. Again, just adds to the feeling like time has passed bc if it's just in the villa, it doesn't feel like we ever really left? THTH2 does this well too because they're still on an island vacation but they changed the backgrounds at least because it's a different location and I think that helps a lot.
I'd like less casa islanders drama and less dumped OG islanders drama
Literally would be okay if it was just partying and seeing like hey what are you up to? Is Hari's business going well? Is Jin booked and busier than ever as a model? Did MC and her partner move in together? Like we got a little bit from Liam's podcast news, Tyler traveling, and the broken up couples' relationship status, but that's it I think.
I'm trying to remember what made the other reunions so fun and I think fusebox gets close but not quite. So the first two revolve around weddings/proposals and S3 around a potential breakup, but I do like the idea of everyone hearing how one or two of the islanders slandered everyone on a podcast and they're all mad. It just also doesn't work because what if MC doesn't care? So it needs to be that plus something with your LI (for good or for bad), and then cut out most of the other stuff. Like we can include that apparently all the casa people hooked up with each other at one point but let's not let that be the main storyline or let it be less prevalent
you should be able to run away with Claudia or Bea if you're allowed to run away with the OG boys at the end. Like they can have the same storylines as the guys too, Bea being single and ready to move into a real relationship that she realized she wasn't really ready for during the show (like Tyler) and then Claudia yet again having doubts about Theo like the broken record that relationship is (like the guys in an unhappy couple with Emel/Sophie/Luna).
also ending in a big group hug is lame, it's very friend island energy and even s3 doesn't end like that. might as well copy S1 just end with your LI or running away with some other character while the person that was pursuing them earlier yells at you (does this only happen with Tim/Jen? I don't remember lol)
#litg#litg s8#rambling#this is a disorganized post sorry i lost motivation to keep typing it midway thru haha
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Okay so- mistakes may had been made :'D
In the sense of I may end up slipping in another interest/fandom- tbf I don't see myself fully joining cause I'm still stuck in bakugan atm, but idk for how long (but even then I'm sure it will hit me back again, these stage don't fully leave, they hit back later on)
Anyways, recently I've got in my recommended videos about Happy Tree Friends and ended up watching the shorts on YouTube.
On one hand, I love the cute art style and characters... on the other, for those who don't know, Happy Tree Friends isn't a show made for kids. Despite it's cute appearance it's pretty much a gore fest (and I'm not that good on heavy gore).
I may draw some of the characters from time to time and post on here, mainly cause, again, the characters are cute, and I enjoy drawing cute animal characters (like, I literally have a bakugan AU where I turn the cast into cats, cure critters is like, one of my quirks/signature traits of my style).
And well, I did sketch some things- (including a silly crossover thing with bakugan since, brain's thinking about both of these shows)
First of all
Flaky! I think she's my fav of this franchise (gently scooping her up and placing her near my other favs- I MAY draw her interacting with them at some point)
Second, Flippy/Fliqpy- there are more, but these are the only ones I will show (I ain't proud of the first 2).
I don't really have much to say- I'll admit I do like Flippy on his own.
And last(-ish), Pop and Cub.
Pop is just- I kinda love-hate him??? Dude's sometimes unaware of the dangers his son is in, but at least he does sometimes show that he cares (and mourns) when something happens to his son.
Cub deserves the world he's just a baby- a itty bitty baby boy-
And since I mentioned bakugan earlier- ngl now I'm thinking about 2 dysfunctional families where the father is bad (but at least Pop kinda tries to be decent, meanwhile Clay is- yeah)
I want to punt Clay- so hard-
And since I drew the dads- here are the kids too
In case you can't understand the handwritting
Spectra: "Well, have fun babysitting!"
Mira: "W-WAIT- DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE-"
He left her alone- I mean, he definitely went after the milk- Mira is left alone at baby sitting duties-
Ngl I kinda missed drawing silly crossover stuff- I should def draw more silly shenanigans, esp including my favs.
Also posting these doodles on main (I want to keep the bakugan doodles account strictly for bakugan stuff, so crossover doodles will go on main, or I may make a separate blog for crossovers, I'll see)
#happy tree friends#bakugan#flaky#flippy#pop htf#cub htf#mira fermin#spectra phantom#clay fermin#sketchbook doodles
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Voiceplay Visuals: Moana Medley
For the second part of this series of mine, we're going with Voiceplay's most popular video on YouTube (and Facebook) ever: their Moana Medley! Released on the 19th of August, 2017 (just a few days shy of Geoff's 37th birthday), it currently has over 44 million views on Youtube, and it truly is impressive in its arrangement and vocal performance. But I'm not here to talk about vocals, I'm here to talk about the visual stuff! So let's go!
Group shot! I love how Rachel is wearing a cute red(?) tropical dress, and the others... barely even try with their outfits 😂
Layne is wearing long pants (or three-quarters at least), but he's at least wearing a "surf Cali" shirt, so there was at least some thought in it. Earl I will allow, as he's just kinda got Beach vibes here ngl (I think it's at least partially the hair). Eli kinda looks more like he's ready to go play golf, and Geoff is wearing a hoodie! Geoff, dude... 😅
I was thinking about this video a while ago and was like "wait, who did J play again?" and then I had to remind myself "oh right, this was before he had become a full-time member (for about 3 or 4 years) (but after Tony left the group to focus more on Pattycake Productions and behind-the-scenes stuff)
Kind of a lucky coincedence that this video was the one that introduced a lot of people to Voiceplay (before Oogie Boogie's Song at least), since they actually tell you in the video who everyone is and who they're representing from the movie.
"How many pounds of sand did we use to create our fake beach?" Voiceplay asks in the description. I don't know, but i'm guessing Quite A Lot.
Consider the COCONUT! (the WHAT?) Consider its treeeee!
(Voiceplay assured fans via video description that no coconuts were harmed in the filiming of this video 😋)
I said in another post that I was really tempted to do a thing studying the way Geoff's hair has changed over time and the various styles it has taken, and screw it, I'm doing it via this series! And this is what I mean by it:
A quick trace over a screencap (using a drawing app I have on my laptop), plus a few colour-picks from his hair (because I swear the shade of brown changes a lot just from the lighting alone). Anyway, we continue onwards!
Shoutout to Geoff's expression on "that's right!" from the opening song, Where You Are, love this boy
Who did the waves? Was that Kathy? (She's done puppeteering for other videos, such as Get Back Up Again). It's very cute, love the dedication
Rachel as Moana? Yeah nah yeah you don't say! 😂
"HEY!"
(Okay yes a lot of this is just going to be me pointing out amusing moments, but Voiceplay really know how to be funny, and I'm having fun, so eh)
Eli is underrated when it comes to comedic moments tbh, and also the king of Eyebrow Game (Geoff's a close second)
Well that answers my question about Earl's upper arm tattoo from the This Is Halloween video, anyway! (I.e. it is apparently real)
Layne was in charge of both the music arrangement and the video for this cover, so like, did he cast himself as Hei Hei? 😂 He could have been "Mini Maui", who is another nonspeaking character, but would have made more sense for his singing/rapping bit, but hey, don't get me wrong, I'm not criticizing! He makes a great Hei Hei 😁
(Also the fact that Layne's character card thing is orange, and this was before he earned the title of Carrot Lord! The foreshadowing!)
Geoff just deadpan handing a coconut to Layne, love that (also what is it with Voiceplay and nearly every single video screencap looking like a great Draw The Squad/Tag Yourself prompt? 😂
"Get the hook! Geddit?"
Geoff with not-yet-shoulder-length hair (i.e. Younger Geoff) is a different vibe to long-haired Geoff honestly. I very much love him as he is today, of course I do, but I still very much enjoy him here too <3
It's a freaking crime that they cut away from Geoff on the "I can't" part of the "I'll never hide, I can't, I'm too shiny!" line tbh /j
Geoff wears a watch a lot in videos (and since the last few years at least, he usually has something on the other wrist too), but for this video he apparently decided to not wear a more regular black or brown watch, and instead went with something a lot more, well, Shiny! (low-key drama queen vibes ngl, love that for him)
The "Know Who You Are" section is absolutely beautiful in every single way, 10/10, no notes
Love Rachel's dancing, she's a brilliant performer, both on mic and in front of the camera!
This might not be one of the biggest displays of "hey check out what I/we can do!" for any of the Voiceplay members out of all their videos, when it comes to vocal ranges and stuff, but it's still a great one to watch, and I'm happy that it did so well on social media! It's got the playfulness and silliness that has always been and continues to be part of Voiceplay's overall "brand", while still being a really good production and arrangement.
#voiceplay#acapella#geoff castellucci#eli jacobson#layne stein#earl elkins#earl elkins jr#rachel potter#moana#moana medley#acaplaya analysis#voiceplay visuals
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Well, did some adulting today. Got a handheld air tire... Pump thing and took care of the most deflated tire. The others need touching up but I started fumbling the second and decided to take my victory where I could. Slower than a station but also doesn't charge 2 bucks to embarrass myself in the cold ass 5 AM air.
Do recommend if you don't mind airing up your own tires but hate trying to find an air pump that won't lead you to getting mugged. I imagine it's even handier as an emergency pump if the tire is punctured and you need to limp to an auto shop without paying a tow truck.
Anyway! New ramble when I should be sleeping ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧
This time I was zoning out thinking about an intriguing character backstory that I've only seen a few fics do. And that's have the MC have parents (usually just one) be serial killers. Or some kind of hobby murderer where that's really not the norm.
Kinda made me wonder if there are any serious serial killers in OP, not pirates just... Dead ass killer by night types. They've got so many problems, it feels mean if they also gotta worry about their own version of Ted Bundy, you know?
Anyway! I was having fun designing this character, at first having them be a kid for their plot but the "this kid is really fucked up and unsettling in a uniquely preteen girl way" growing up into a "only somewhat better at hiding it but distinctly unsettling to be around teen" is a fun dynamic to have.
WBP cause they're the best equipped to do the "found family" thing but I'm flexible enough to consider others, ngl
Anyway, design wise I wanted her to be small and lanky. Maybe naturally pale for spooky vibes, we'll see. Perpetually smiling and close eyed expression that almost never feels sincere but people are too uncomfortable to point it out. Thought it'd be fun for her to have curly white hair with red tips that swirl so her hair pulled up looks like an artistic cascading bouquet of white roses stained red. For the dramatics.
And her eyes are unsettling (hence her closing them and basically using very limited observation haki to see without looking), red with white pupils. Very piercing by nature and not helped by her vampire ass canines. Hence her carefully smile and if she talks a lot she covers her mouth.
She's not strictly self conscious about the way she is, though she's not naive about her effect on people, but rather finds it polite to try and hide as many odd quirks in public. A leftover of her secret killer parent(s?) Raising her to hide in plain sight.
Unusually brutal, does NOT fuck about. She doesn't right people so much as slaughter them. Very cautious about engaging with anyone because she doesn't understand the concept of "friendly fighting" and "sparring". ONLY goes for the kill, why raise her blade/hands/teeth otherwise? You don't fight someone unless you want them dead.
Had the fun idea of her being taken in after an incident with a slave ship as a apprentice gardener or librarian with a little flower garden herself. Seen being polite and friendly though still unsettling. And then there's a serious fight and when all is said and done, one of the "defeated" enemies starts to draw a gun and she just
Slams a shovel into their neck, severing it. Same placid smile.
"if you're going to make a mess, finish what you started"
They're naturally horrified this child just committed cold blooded murder and knows she can't stay. It's a miracle nothing's gone wrong until this point with someone so obviously off to the average civilian.
But she's just really pragmatic about murder. Doesn't see the point in making others suffer but also doesn't practice much mercy. Not cruel, very calculating in whether or not she's interested in seeing someone die before acting. Her version of "I like you!" Is basically "if you drew a knife on me, I'd disarm you not gut you".
Takes a horrifying incident for there to be a rule only Marco is allowed to spar or fight her. She dead ass almost slit a dude's throat because she cut his chest pretty good and thought it was kinder to end his suffering. Didn't even occur to her to get a medic. She's... Not usually concerned with her victims surviving, after all. Dead ass offers to end Whitebeard so that none of his sons have to do it themselves or see him suffer prolonged illness. Ready to take on that burden because she doesn't have an issue with the act itself.
Genuinely thinks that's a sweet offer and everyone is horrified.
Idk, it's just a fun image of a Yonko crew trying to teach a budding sociopath tenderness that doesn't involve a killing blow. She can be really nice! But it's definitely tempered with an unnervingly easy willingness to rip someone's throat out with her teeth if needed.
It's... Definitely different from their usual problems. Typically the sweet, familial kindness is buried underneath angst and pride. Not left at home entirely.
Her real kindness is akin to a feral cat. Bringing dead things to their doorsteps and rendering meat stock with unnerving efficiency and comfort for anyone else's comfort.
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A bit late but *glares at tumblr* it's better be late than never ey?
But here is my 2023 art roundup! :D
General retrospectives under the cut per month if anyone is curious 😘
Jan: This was a gift I made for a buddy of mine! It was of his oc that the friend group collectively simped for and cultivated together, as a family. He's a great lad and a starting point for me to use stock textures for the general look of my art
Feb: An older design of my Miraak, but I really still like this piece. It was the starting point of me trying to learn how to draw characters interacting together. While I do think I can improve in some aspects, I still think it holds up really well and looks super cute!
Mar: Ah, gore. This was the beginning of me doing a 'soft' art style. It's of a melting Emperor Belos for the Tales of a Tyrant Zine (I believe the link is still active for access to the pdf? If curious, I should still have it around somewhere. It's pretty sick ngl). I really like this piece, it helped me deal with my imposter's syndrome in the group of Amazing artists as they really liked this piece of mine! And generally I love drawing gore
Apr: This was a commission for someone on tumblr! I used my softer style for this piece and had fun figuring out how to make the light imposing but not loose the main colors and details! Also fun fact - I had a friend pose for me holding a sign so I can get GOOD hand references as google was no help
May: Ah the first full drawing on Krita. This was a test on the art program as Autodesk Sketchbook was no longer working for me on desktop (tho I still use it for my ipad art!). It's of my HOK who I don't talk much about as they're just a Dude. Sorry Jhyth, I should do more with you
Jun: This bitch. Elyden I adore you, you're my favorite oc and one of my longest lasting ones but. . . It took so damn long to get a good design with him that showed his personality and wasn't a pain to draw. I really like his design here, I think he looks wonderful
Jul: A commission done for my Skyrim fanfic's editor actually! She's pretty cool and greatly improved my writing skills! And she paid me to draw a mudcrab in Sovngarde! What more do you want? I love this piece too as I learnt how to do backgrounds in my style that won't kill me in my detailed art style
Aug: Another commission done for a friend of mine! It was based off a doodle I did of his oc as a gift but he paid me to finish it as a full rendered piece! :D I got to draw a tiddy window and an evil throne!!!
Sep: An art collab I did with a friend of mine! Where we split the image in half and drew each other's ocs interacting! It's actually the same dude as the Jan's piece. I both hate loved working on this. His hands gave me so much trouble
Oct: My second favorite oc's revamped design, Lorelei <3 I love her a lot and I really love her design. I think it fits her perfectly and you can tell what she's about immediately by just looking at her. I adore this lady (also fun fact, she's the older sister of Elyden!). This drawing means a lot to me as it was me figuring out that I like drawing character references only in more fun poses in a sense
Nov: Funny thing, I finished that drawing yesterday. But it's a reference of my Rahgot! I chose this as my Nov piece as I feel like it was when I was getting better at character designs. In terms of practicality, function, aesthetics, colors, and visual language
Dec: A commission for an old friend of mine that I knew since...fuck me, I think...6 years? He wanted me to draw an antagonist for his body horror gundom ttrpg campaign! Even though he doesn't draw, his designs fuck so hard and I'm so glad I got to draw one fully <3 I love this piece and I think it was a great send off to the end of this year
I feel like I exploded in improvement this year. My skills and my methods for art became more practical and made my life a bit easier in general in the process (especially in the coloring department). And I cannot wait to see what I'll make for next year :D
Thank you all for coming with me to this journey <3 and have a blessed new year
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Here is my writing for you <3
Aka reasons why I KNOW Lilia x Lina x Rollo is canon frfr
First of all, the vibes and the aesthetics are there. Trust
The :D x :( x :| dynamic is so fun. So so fun
Lilia is scooping you and Rollo up in his arms and giving you both forehead kisses <3
You and Rollo have things in common and I think you'd be able to help each other get through a lot of stuff!
Plus Lilia is there to always support you and he's very understanding!! No judgment from him at all, absolutely 0
Again, LILIA AND ROLLO WOULD FIND YOUR SMILE AND LITERALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU STUNNING!!! GORGEOUS!!! They wouldn't want to change a single thing about you!
They'd take such good care of you, no cap. Seriously. They'd be absurdly good at it. And they're incredibly careful and ask if you're comfortable :)
Why did they fall for you? Not sure with them but in my head, they saw a failgirl meow meow (affectionate) and went "OMG I LOVE THEMMM" and "...Okay so I love them"
Also that one Halloween drawing you did is like. Stuck in my head permanently. The vampire x witch x priest one.
Ngl I think y'all should have a pet cat. Idk why but it seems right
So the fireworks during masquerade, right? Or whatever they were if they weren't fireworks, I'm not sure jsndkfs
I think Rollo would take you both to a place that's kinda far and the sounds aren't very audible, but the view of the town is great! And you get a clear view of the fireworks so that you don't have to miss how pretty they are!
I'm trying to think of date ideas but I'm kind of blanking rn? I know it'd be something more low-key... OHHH what if cat cafe??? (I feel like I keep mentioning cats but that's literally your and Rollo's energies, I can't just forget cats)
Whenever you're sick, Rollo would definitely take some time away from NBC, like a few hours, so he can see you and make sure you're doing all right! Maybe he brings you some food or medicines he heard is good for you!
I'm sure Lilia does a really good job too, plus he'd make sure you aren't lonely and in low spirits!
Random thought: If Silver is basically the son of Lilia and Lina, what's Rollo's role? I feel like he doesn't dislike Silver, that's all, but if you have thoughts... 👁️👁️
Cottagecore house cottagecore house cottagecore house
Once y'all graduate I can see you having a cottagecore house. Yes just like Seth and Rollo
That's all I have rn but PLEASE RAMBLE IN YOUR RESPONSE IF YOU WANT!!! I WANNA HEAR MORE ABOUT THEM <333
HSDHDJSJSDJKSJS TARUUUUU THIS IS SO CUTE I'M GONNA CRYYYYYY
and you're right. rollo x lina are just cat x cat. both of them are so cat-coded.
THE IMAGE OF LILIA SCOOPING BOTH ME AND ROLLO UP IS SO FUNNY but it's okay i know he can do it
everything about the vampire x priest x witch au is perfect. lina and lilia already dating and lilia going "hey dude wanna form a polycule". rollo naming one of the bells john and making cole and sebastian worry for his mental health. rollo being So Scared that someone is gonna find out about his relationship with those two but when cole and sebastian do find out they just go "OMG SO YOU DO HAVE BITCHES SLAYYYYY- ahem, we mean. wow.. you're not maidenless.." lina secretly being a catgirl and hiding her cat ears under her witch hat and fully turning into a cat when she's comfortable around rollo. honestly priest!rollo is a very popular au concept especially with a vampire/witch/other "monster" s/o but like. come on. we all know this is the best one /lh
. I GUESS SILVER CAN ALSO BE ROLLO'S SON THOUGH THAT'D BE SO FUNNY IT'S LIKE ".. so. uh. y-you're dating my father." ".. yes" "and you're also dating my mother" "also yes" ".. uh. does that make you-" "i am literally one year older than you" "okay father number two" NO BUT THEY EVEN LOOK KINDA SIMILAR. KNIGHT OF DAWN WHO. i'm actually obsessed with the way how silver actually looks and acts like a mix of them. he can appear very suddenly, scaring others in the process, just like lilia, he's eepy like lina and also tends to blame himself a lot just like them and he looks a lot like rollo and is very serious and responsible, just like him. he is literally their son. i'm gonna sob
here are some of my fav lina x lilia x rollo concepts if you don't mind me sharing!
lilia is 700 years old and he's been through so much and it took a lot of time for him to change and become the gremlin that he is today. lina is MUCH younger than him, but she also had to go through a lot of horrors. lilia never says that their trauma isn't valid and never says stuff like "well at least you didn't have to fight in a war". he just hopes they can feel a bit lighter when he's around.
i've mentioned before that i imagine lina's unique magic hurting them a lot in exchange for them to do things as good (or better than) as others so yeah, maybe rollo would find lina suspicious at first but then imagine him finding out about what her magic is doing to her and he's like. "SEE. I AM RIGHT. WE HAVE TO SAVE YOU WE HAVE TO GET RID OF MAGIC WE HAVE TO-" and lina is standing there like "sir.. why do you want to save me.."
*sobs* rollo putting a flower in lina's hair while she's sitting lost in thought and comparing her to that flower *CRIES*
rollo being confused why lilia is 100% okay with a poly relationship and lilia is like "well. uh. well. you see. i have EXPERIENCE" mallenoa and her husband (possibly crowley)
ACTUALLY IT'S SO FUNNY bc if you think about it lina x lilia x rollo is like a reverse version of that relationship. it's not the "actual queen" and a "trash man" it's "the nbc student council president and the most talented student from that school" and "a wet cat i found on the street and said "i just think it's neat"".
*SOBBING* LINA HAS NOTICEABLE FANGS.. DO YOU KNOW WHO ALSO HAS THOSE.. which means linalilia can just bite rollo whenever they want.
lina and lilia dye each other's hair all the time and try to make rollo join them. they fail but it's okay
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okay but curry can we PLEASE talk about how fucking PHENOMENAL like action Mihawk is. Had me on the brink of mental collapse 24/7 bc I kept thinking about his magnificence- he knocked it out of the PARK GODDAMNIT!!! Who's your fave from the live action cast and what are your thoughts?? Personally I think it's very good, I just wish Sanji's arc hadn't been cut (tho Don Krieg sucks as a villain, ngl, kinda happy Mihawk got rid of that bitchboy so easily ☠️☠️☠️), but other than that I'm SO proud of everyone involved, they really put in lov and dedication and respect for the series, I'm looking forward to more!!! How about you??🌸🌼🍀
ok full disclosure lest anyone think i have read the manga or seen the anime: i haven't, it's way long and i've never felt particularly drawn to it. HOWEVER i've seen my fair share of (shounen) anime and when i saw they were doing a live action of one piece i really thought it was going to suck bc the live actions always suck. boy was i wrong. everyone working on this from screenwriters to cinematographers to costume department to the actors themselves clearly love the source material and knew exactly what they were doing, and the vibe is Exactly Right. it's camp and fun and a little stupid like shounen anime tend to be and it fully embraces it and so it feels completely natural. of course the cat-themed pirate crew hiss and wear knife-gloves. of course there's characters with blue and green and whatever colour hair. of course the officers in the marines have personal Themes. we don't need any explanation, the world is just like this. and it's balanced exactly right so the more emotional, serious aspects of the story carry the weight that they need to without feeling out of place.
also, as a someone who hasn't engaged with the manga/anime, i think the series cut away/kept enough of the original material to come out of it feeling well-paced, understandable to newcomers and filled with fun recognisable bits for long-time fans. perhaps this meant, as you say, cutting out some pieces of character development/background that might have been enjoyable, but it's a well-made sacrifice bc it prevented the story from feeling too bloated. i think it was just right like this: gave us background on everyone and simultaneously left room for the story to process, without too many things at once to focus on. you could still sense that it was based on a manga bc of its little arcs - usually two eps with a minor boss to beat each time, and a bigger, badder boss at the end of the season. so i feel like keeping that theme in a narrative sense also really helped to make it reminiscent of the material it draws from and made it well-rounded and well-structured overall.
ANYWAY. mihawk. oh my god. i rewatched his scenes. multiple times. he was gorgeous. effervescent. insert the lady gaga meme. again i haven't engaged with the og material but i know these kinds of manga characters and there's so many ways to do them wrong but steven john ward really said 'i was made for this role actually' and he served absolute cunt. definitely up there among my favourite characters in the show - and that's saying a LOT bc im obsessed with almost everyone in it fr. they made me like the fucking clown (i hate clowns) buggy is genuinely incredible. the main cast? what the hell dude. they just found luffy living irl like... genuinely what the fuck. iñaki was born to play him and he did it so wonderfully - guy who is fatally optimistic but also insane and it works. nami's really cool as well - i've heard/read some stuff abt the writing of women especially in the earlier parts of the manga (woman in shounen main character group syndrome) but i think she was solid here and her interactions with the rest of the cast were great. also usopp! is so cute! so much potential to not have that kind of character work out in a real life adaptation but he's so lovable
and on that note the fucking. interactions amongst the main cast? im sobbing screaming crying they're everything to me. the way they're so supportive and proud and protective of each other and yet they talk shit the whole time too. there's so much chemistry among them and they truly do feel like people from different backgrounds who (sometimes reluctantly) come together and would do anything for each other. like real friends who have fun and make fun of each other too, it's a great dynamic and they really hit the mark there.
as to who's my favourite, well, as i said, mihawk's definitely up there, and im a simple hoe - i love zoro. but i think i enjoyed sanji's scenes the most and not just bc of his ass. heard he's kind of pervy in the og material? well the direction they took him in the live action where they kept the 'imprints on woman' but is overall sweet about it and generally less moody than he is in the anime/manga was a great direction i think. he's supremely enjoyable as a character. the accent? the facial expressions? the smiles? the jokes? im on my bed swooning and giggling and kicking my feet he is so fucking funny and i want him so bad. 'apologies madam i didn't see you there.' 'oooh back for seconds must have liked it' i literally re-watched every scene he was in at least once. his kicks were so nicely choreographed too it was really satisfying to look at, very clean (taz did god's work on his training). sometimes at home ill be doing nothing in particular like ill be standing in the living room and i'll mutter to myself 'cotelette. collier. epaulé. poitrine.' and go on with my day he lives in my brain rent free.
so uhm yea i think the series is really good and 1) sanji 2) mihawk 3) zoro if i had to put them in order i think lmaooo
#shanks was in it for two minutes but he slayed as well.#i love his relationship with mihawk#they're giving 'asked for the divorce papers and then neither of them actually ever signed and they both know it but they act like they did#only character who started to get on my nerves after a while was koby.#possibly also bc he had literally 1 facial expression/way of speaking through the whole 8 eps and it got tiring after a bit.#like ok we get it you look and talk like a scared rabbit all the time. but maybe that's just me idk he's prolly like that in the og materia#sorry this got so long you probably weren't waiting for an unhinged essay but you got one anyway#thanks for asking :)#shoutout to klahadore/kuro as well i frogot his ass but. he served.#asks
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Pavement - Crooked Rain, Crooked Rain
Oh no! It's another one of my Favorite Albums Of All Time™. This is the best rock album of the 90's. Somehow blending ennui and deep longing into one contradictory emotion. Crooked Rain speaks to the contradictory feelings of growing up in a middle class suburb. The rebellion vs the comfort. The desire for something that you don't know what it is, but you need it so bad. It's an album about growing up, but it's great contradiction is that it brings me back to childhood every time I hear it. And that isn't nostalgia talking either, I didn't hear this album at all until I was out of high school. If you only listen to one album off the list so far make it this one.
LCD Soundsystem - Sound Of Silver
Deadpan irony delivered with dispassionate sincerity. It's hard to tell whether LCD Soundsystem is making fun of you for having feeling or if they're making fun of you for thinking that you don't. Are they genuinely mad about being mistaken for a European band or are they joking? Is the title track sympathetic or dismissive of teenage angst? Is party culture self destructive or triumphant? The lack of any real answers meld with the slow building and steady instrumentals to create a world where the answers are whatever conclusion you draw. Maybe things can be more than one thing.
Usher - Confessions
Ngl man if you gotta write two back to back songs apologizing for shit then she's probably in the right to leave your ass lol. This album is solid. I think it drags a little, but its not like it's top heavy or anything. I think I just get bored with sensitive R&B guys faster than others. The fact that the album's tone is to be unapologetically horny but also very apologetic at the same time is hilarious to me. I know it isn't deliberate camp but when Usher goes from I'm good at sex songs to please take me back songs it's like environmental storytelling for toxic dudes.
Los Lobos - How Will the Wolf Survive
I'll admit that a sorta folksy sorta rockabilly album from 84 is not an exciting prospect to me. It wasn't bad by any means, but it didn't rock my world either. Not a complete bust though since there is some nice accordion playing here and that always makes me happy.
Elvis Costello - My Aim Is True
The idea to wrap up the brattiest, meanest lyrics in Buddy Holly style rock n roll was one of the greatest masterstrokes of the 70s punk scene. Typically when an artist tries to emulate past styles, especially from the pre stereo era, they either emulate too perfectly and end up derivative or they fail entirely and wind up sounding sterile. Elvis Costello somehow avoids this entirely. The lo fi punk rock production compliments the 50s throwback aesthetics in a way that feels authentic to both styles.
The Four Tops - Reach Out
When I was a child my dad listened exclusively to an oldies station that didn't seem to realize that music existed outside of the years 1951-1968. Hits from the Motown records label were naturally staples of their lineup and the songs that always stood out to me happened to be by The Four Tops. I Can't Help Myself, Bernadette, Walking In The Shadows Of Love, and Reach Out I'll Be There wound up being some of the most foundational songs of my childhood. This album contains three of those four songs. The only real point of this anecdote is to explain how I'm not qualified to review anything by The Four Tops. Hell I even named myself after Levi Stubbs' character from Little Shop of Horrors. This isn't one of my favorite albums of all time, but it contains some of my most essential songs of all time.
Hüsker Dü - New Day Rising
Right in the middle of their discography and in the middle of their evolution from hardcore punk to alt rock pioneers. New Day Rising almost feels like it could have been an early emo influence. Buzzsaw guitars threaten to drown out helplessly shouted vocals. And far from the traditional punk aesthetic that prized political lyricism and outward facing aggression Bob Mould writes personal and introspective songs. Without a doubt this album, while not a turning point in and of itself, is still part of a large scale shift in what rock music would be going forward.
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aaaaaaaaaa I'm so glad to see you reblogging again ;u; I do hope the pain stays more manageable, I've missed seeing you around!
Aldiirn's character has changed a teeny bit from when I started this, but this is still like, exactly when he sees a moment he can be in his element. I wanted to show him more confident than nervous tooting while still mirroring whoever he's interacting with. Trying to nudge Astarion his way because he has exactly the skills Aldiirn can make use of.
Actually since drawing those first parts, I've been replaying the game and doing more roleplay as Aldiirn in Act 1 instead of just chasing Astarion approval and apparently the two really do vibe well together. I've been using Party Limit Begone to bring along all the companions but still end up with just Aldiirn & Astarion for little heists all the time haha. I think like, Aldiirn is trusting and generous - from an Underdark perspective. He's still very cautious and closed-off about personal stuff because cutthroat attitudes are the norm underground. So Astarion is familiar in a way. Greeting with a knife to the throat? That was Aldiirn's bad for not keeping an eye out.
side note consistently getting Wyll disapproval has been really making me question Aldiirn's alignment…….
Aldiirn's sexuality and trauma… there's definitely big questions for how different he could be if he was raised outside lolth-sworn society. Would he have romantic attraction to women? Would he have less fear of sex in general? Who the fuck knows. But this is how he is and how he feels and it's valid. There's definitely some personal experiences for me in there.
And I do think of his softness as like… a bit of defence against advances. He's got a people-facing job, he needs to look good but doesn't want to look desirable but it all backfires anyway oops. But, looking cute and unassuming does make people underestimate him and who he might be working with.
I'm always so pleased when little details like the lighting get picked out ;u; I'm horrible with words (typing this response has taken me all day help) and tend to inuit art mood as I go… but sometimes things are as simple as "it's blue because it's nighttime now :)" heh. But it is genuinely fun to sling around a lot of heavy inks and choose when to heighten or lighten them for specific panels.
Part 4 -- You got it exactly right for Karlach's "are you gay?" line! Less "ewww you're gay" and more "oh shit sorry didn't realise you're a one-gender attraction kind of dude!" while also leaving out that being asexual is a possibility or even normal. In Karlach's defence, I think it's fair for her to not know asexuality is a thing, since she was thrown in the hells pretty young and didn't have the best education. But she's a sweetie and would never judge. You do you, mate!
NGL I love how Larian was so "whatever" with gender and relationships, with the companions all being pan and all sorts of F/F and M/M and M/F relationships being seen amongst NPCs, it's all just so casual. I wanna see more media like it! My ass is ace but just, shaking hands with pan folk like "gender doesn't matter."
Part 5 -- I've definitely been thinking about Astarion seeing the rest of the companions as competition. They're not on board with having a vampire around, so he's gotta beat them to bed the one guy who is. Like some kind of The Absolute Hottest game show. I think at some point he'd clue in that Aldiirn doesn't want anything to do with the women that way, Wyll gives him Weird Vibes, leaving Gale as the main competitor. Then Astarion being so genuinely confused when it gets through his skull that Aldiirn isn't into sex at all but still likes him! Someday I'll get to this in comics, they're still muddling around in potential underdark-act 2 scripts.
But right here, Aldiirn sees something's going on with Astarion and grabbing onto it to avoid the night's "fun" while Astarion sees his safety net disintegrating. and Aldiirn still just… genuinely does not want Astarion to go hungry…
The last page I almost didn't consider part of the scene, I just wanted to focus on Aldiirn himself. Have him be more relaxed and surrounded by pieces of home that will only grow more concerning as time goes by haha. He doesn't need to smile for that 5-star rating but he's so preoccupied with juggling everyone's needs that he doesn't tend to his own until he's done checking through the order log.
I'm glad you enjoyed this so much, and thank you so much for all your great commentary!! I've been gnawing at the bit to go right into more page comics scenes but I think I need a different pace to not burn myself out xD Have some more silly comics in between the heavy pages!
Stealing Hearts (Complete)
14 pages, all in one post! A bard and rogue make for a smooth heist team but have a rocky romantic start due to both being idiots who can't say no. I started this scene in December when thinking about how the Astarion romance would have kicked off for my demisexual tav, Aldiirn, and how a long rest queue surprise fit in.
Rest of the scene under the cut! The daytime pages have also been updated for a better texture so they're not dark like the OG posts.
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Top 3 fave kirby characters? Askin cause I'm curious
AHHH SO HARD TO CHOOSE .... there r so many great kirby characters but i think my top 3 in order would be
magolor HES SO..... like.... idk!!!! ngl to u he's always been my little sister's fav kirby character and she was into kirby wayyyy before i got into it, so for the longest time he was the only other kirby character i knew? also i just love characters who are such assholes lmao... his redemption is p great too ! i love how he goes from enemy to weird little annoying guy to full blown ally i love him a lot he makes me very happy :]
marx GREAT GUY.... LITTLE TRICKSTER .... SO FUNNY HES JUST A DUDE.... idk how canon this part is but its so hilarious to me that he got mad and decided to conquer popstar just bc he was hungry like thats SO hilarious to me. also hes just so simple and fun to draw i draw him all the time
taranza TARANZA.... his backstory makes me so sad i genuinely think he deserves sm better ueueueu.... also kinda tired of ppl making him out to be this sad little dude whos always depressed like PLS... HES SNARKY... HES A LITTLE NERD... HES FULL OF HIMSELF.... i love asshole taranza hes so funny
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I've been realizing lately just how much my fear/anxiety about Going Out Into The World To Pursue My Interests is rooted in the stuck up, condescending, judgmental attitudes of my dad, and to a lesser extent, my brother.
lmao i mean i aaaaaaalllllllwaaaaaaaaaays knew that they did and said things to cause me to feel like shit. the catch is that at the same time that I was feeling like shit because of what they'd do and say to me, I also fully understood that the dumb things they tried to make me believe about myself weren't true. So like, the hurt came mostly from the fact that they wanted me to feel bad in the first place. Like, my brother would call me stupid, and i KNOW i am not stupid, so I'm not upset because I now feel stupid because of what he said, because I know I'm not stupid. I'm upset because it hurts me to know that he wants me to feel bad. I'm upset because it hurts me to know that somebody could think something about me that wasn't just unkind and rude, but also untrue. So like, my self concept never really suffered because of anything they did or said.
but holy WOW it has made me hyperaware of the possibility of being perceived as or accused of being something I'm not. It's made me hypervigilant in terms of not wanting to be seen doing anything that somebody might judge me unkindly for.
And I know now that a lot of that is because not only did they say mean shit about me, but I also witnessed them saying mean shit about complete strangers.
Examples (some of which I can remember as having Actually Happened, and some of which are just hypothetical scenarios that demonstrate what I'm talking about):
Say every time my family goes to a particular restaurant, there's always the Same Dude sitting alone at the Same Table. My dad and brother, every time we see him there, say something like, "oh, there he is again. he should try somewhere else for a change." "i bet the staff is creeped out by him." "what's he doing here all the time? the food isn't even that good." It's just a dude enjoying his favorite dish at his favorite restaurant, but to my dad, he's Doing Something Wrong.
Say a fat lady is walking across the street in a bright yellow mini dress with pink polka dots, green hair, prancing along with a confident, enthusiastic gait. My dad turns up his nose and makes a grotesquely horrified noise and goes, "she ain't got no business drawing all that attention to herself. she needs to be dressing down, not up." The grotesque implication being that she's not beautiful enough to have the right to make herself stand out in a crowd, and the fact that she makes herself stand out regardless of that 'fact' is a character flaw worth saying out loud.
I'm watching Rocky Mountain Vet on animal planet, and a couple is explaining their dog's ailment to the vet tech. They talk about how their dog is 'like their child' and they 'don't care how much it costs to get him healthy again.' they'll 'do anything for him.' My dad walks by as I'm watching this, and he huffs about how ridiculous it is for people to care that much about their pets.
We have some neighbors who are, uh, really fucking obnoxious lmao ngl. But they're not bad people. Just annoying. The husband, when he's out mowing the lawn, wears a bright yellow reflective safety shirt. My brother somehow winds up in a conversation with the guy in which the guy mentions that he likes to wear bright yellow when he's doing yard work so that he can be easily seen. my brother, being incapable of Not Giving A Shit About Other People's Personal Choices, misinterprets the neighbor's words to mean "I think it's fun to make people pay attention to me." After that, my brother started deliberately taking a right turn instead of a left one whenever he leaves the house JUST to deprive the neighbor of the satisfaction of having been seen by him.
Somebody posts on social media announcing the launch of their online business and asking their friends to take a look at their website and perhaps purchase something. My dad sneers about how pushy and presumptuous they're being - don't they know nobody cares about their dumb business? there's already dozens of other business like it anyway.
literally just, people can do the most benign things, the VERY SMALLEST THINGS to intentionally or incidentally draw any kind of attention to theirself, and my dad expresses condescending contempt for all of it.
and as for how this has effected me and how I move through the world...
I once bought some DELICIOUS cupcakes from a new cupcake bakery. A couple weeks later, I went back for more. It's been like 5 years since that 2nd visit and I've wanted to go again, but I haven't because I worry that the staff will recognize me, and if they recognize me, they'll think I'm a weirdo for always buying cupcakes from them. OBVIOUSLY that is dumb as shit and not at all true, but I can't make my emotions believe that.
When I had both my junior and senior recitals in college, I invited No One. I did post about it on facebook just to make people aware it was happening, but I only did it once, and I didn't actually encourage anyone to attend because I worried that people would think I'm an attention whore.
My emotions are SO CONVINCED that everyone around me is secretly Just Like My Dad, and will ridicule me for having the audacity to do anything at all that might make someone look at me.
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✧*•.:*.• how bakugō and midoriya would react to you doing a tiktok dance in front of them.
requested?: no.
warnings: swearing, and bakugō being a huge dick 🤬
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bakugō would cover you up immediately.
you were doing a dance you found on tiktok, without knowing that bakugō was watching you around the corner.
you took a few minutes to go over the dance, not wanting to forget any small movements.
'just gon' be a h*e.."
you were doing really well, actually! there isn't a lot to say other than once the ending came around, bakugō immediately ran towards you.
"that's enough of that bullshit."
"baku-? where the hell did you come from-!!? i was doing something!!"
mocking you playfully, katsuki gently threw you on the bed, "you couldn't have waited for me? that shit looked pretty fun, ngl."
bakugō def knows about the weird older dudes on the internet, so anything to draw their eyes off of you was enough for him to be content. not that he'd say that out loud, ofc.
midoriya wouldn't interfere, but he'd ask you to tag him in your caption </3.
"c'mon, izu!! will you do this dance with me?"
not knowing what he was getting himself into, he agreed pretty quickly. you hadn't introduced izuku to your tiktok account yet, and with this popular trend going around, what could be a better timing!
"so, um.. what dance is this, [name]? or did you just want me to be in the back-"
'i'm getting ripped tonight! rip that—'
oh. it was that dance.. izuku trusts you with his life, no doubt! he just doesn't trust some people on tiktok. so he danced with you to draw some attention towards him, instead.
'i'm goin' in tonight! she like to—'
you're the biggest couple on tiktok and nobody excluding bakugō is complaining bc you're both adorable.
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Heyo, I'm the anon that's been asking about the amrev stuff and would like to be a part of the fandom because amrev rocks and is awesome!! Ngl, I'm going to be one the ones that does like the Hamilton musical, haha, but of course it has it's inaccuracies and stuff! I just like musicals a lot so finding one that combined history right when I was taking ap us history was amazing! I'll definitely have to check out some of those other things you mentioned since I haven't heard of them before!!
Anyways, sorry for rambling on a lot I just haven't had this much fun talking to someone in a long time, haha. But yes, I'd love to be introduced to some of the people and the fandom itself!
My name is Jazz and my pronouns are he/they/xe! Thanks so much!! You're the best!!
p.s. thanks for calling me dude, it felt really nice even though dude is gender neutral (in my opinion) cause just yes!
Ayyy, heyo Jazz! I had a suspicion it was you after you kept showing up in my notes lmao (that spam made me smile aahhh)
Ofc, the musical’s really cool, it’s just not for me lmao. The fandom is pretty chill unless you try to defend the historical figures for the shit they did, but yeah, as my friend said, the music is a bop, the timeline is not lmao
I actually have some master lists of amrev media, I’ll rb them and @ you!
GUYS GUYS MEET JAZZ HE’S FUCKING AWESOME
Jazz meet everyone :))
@critical-endangered Bea, she/her, my honorary big sister who’s obsessed with Jacky Custis (Washington’s step son) and Star Wars
@in-some-future-time Elle/Jo, any/all pronouns except it/it’s, my wonderful QPP who writes great lams fics and posts about Hamliza and neuro divergent Hamilton
@johnlaurensstuff Alex, he/him, my fellow laurloch shipper (John Laurens x Francis Kinloch) who loves amrev and DEH (the novel)
@foryourownbosom Del/Delfi, they/them, draws a lot of cool art of the Laurens siblings and is great at research
@nonstopfangirl Sofia, she/her, makes fun of Hamilton and draws cool ass memes
Welcome to the fandom, Jazz! We’re glad to have you here my dude <3
(akdjfk ofc my guy!)
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