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i think you could be a fan of brittany broski
I AM HOW DID YOU KNOW
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My arms around his neck My fingers laced a crown I was a heavy heart to carry But he never let me down
#nico robin#one piece#luffy#wtt art#daily wtt robin#day 34#i love their friendship so much it literally means the world to me#he would do anything for his friend miss robin and she would do anything for him#moments like the end of enies lobby where he tries to thank her and she covers his mouth#or in dressrosa and wano where she's just like yeah that's my captain dude#UGH i would die for them#luffy is my protagonist#nico robin is my muse
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So Bad End Marg stuff... WARNING FOR DRUGS AND SUBSTANCES-
So Margaret in this verse starts off at the bottom of the cathedral basement in restraints with nothing else to really look forward to but whoever is bound to eventually let her out.
In the eventuality that she does, tearing into whoever unleashed her because it's the first drop of blood she's had in ages, she's basically due to be mentally torn apart because of how different the world is and how much it left her behind. And after that comes the spiralling thoughts as to whether or not she tries to find her friends again. If she ever does, it'll just devastate her. Bad End takes place 5 or so years later (depending on the muses that interact with her. If it's her friends, we can say min 5 years or even later if they're ageless muses :) ). Witnessing them not only alive, but aged will send the weight of reality slamming into her. Maybe so much so that she just drops to her knees on the spot. If they ever have eye contact, she would just disappear that first time.
Her friends are older, likely living better lives, moving on without her as the world did? It doesn't bring the kind of thoughts that someone wants to entertain or otherwise suffer with. So what do you do when you want to forget it all? You turn to the "happy stuff". Margaret in her lower moods would probably dabble into cannabis, meth, and occasionally ecstacy for the sake of a high. It just depends on if she wants it to be a numb high, or something to make her happy where she can dance around in her brain for a while. Or maybe she wants to mix the effects, just to see what happens. She's crossed the threshold of caring about what happens to her body at this point, so mixing the effects doesn't matter to her. Even if it makes her disorientated for a while. Sometimes she wakes up somewhere she doesn't remember lying down. Sometimes she's wrists deep in someone's guts or just caked in blood. Sometimes she wakes up with vomit next to her. The after effects always leave behind a bitter skull shattering headache... but for the moment she was happy, it's worth it. She can just go kill someone afterwards.
If she's looking for a high, she'll find a dealer through word of mouth. Her payment is either cash out of a wallet she stole, or taking a job to have someone killed. And that's if the dealer has enough will to not turn her down just because she's unnerving and looking them up and down like a t-bone steak. If he absolutely cheated her out of what was owed, they're more than likely not waking up. And that's IF they don't skip town first.
Meanwhile, while she's trying almost everything on earth to either feel or erase her feelings, her body with reverse the damage done after a while, if she takes either of them enough to actually start doing damage to her brain or otherwise. Her regeneration will treat it as if she got a bruise or a cut, which also means that if the high lasts for hours, it'll probably get cut short at some point once she hits the 'regeneration threshold'. Thus starts the cycle of constantly finding something to fill the void in her heart-
#tw drugs#tw emetophobia#tw vomit#{Headcanons}#ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ᴍᴏᴏɴ ᴠᴇssᴇʟ{Bad End}#I'm kinda doing my research as I go!!))#As someone who's never experienced any of these))#I can't project my experiences here))#But I'm looking into the effects and how they each affect a person so I can internalize that!!))#She won't 'die' from overdoses bc of course Shade won't let her))#the question though is will it cause permanent alterations to her brain))#physically? No because she regenerates))#mentally though?? It'll probably start to get harder to tell the difference between what's reality and what isn't))#which is in no way shape or form good-))#but she doesn't seem to care :'''') ))#whatever makes u happy Marg-))#also if anyone wants to correct/educate me feel free!!))#this would be my first time ever writing about drugs ever and having a muse that actually takes them-))
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Day of the fall of Neseah - Nelvaren
"I've envied you, Nelvaren. For too long have I longed for... something like this." He chuckles, his breath rasping against the kings strained throat. "Perhaps in another life, some would even call this an act of love. Sparing you the fate of seeing what i've done. I'll let you know now I'll agree that this... is a mercy. Goodbye, my muse." He slowly unsheathed his sword from the king's body. "I shall paint the ashes of your kingdom, in your blood."
Excerpt written by @lee-thee-bee, Keryth (on the left) also belongs to them !
#art#my art#fantasy character#oc art#the fall of neseah#sketches#keryth of elfen#nelvaren of neseah#he called him his muse you don't understand. i hate him so much oh my god i'm going to kill him#akdslflzakjmljsfmlqkjfdlc#god#he's so.#ALSO IN TERMS OF CONTEXT YOU NEED TO KNOW NELVAREN'S WIFE IS WATCHING THIS.#SHE'S ABOUT TO DIE TOO AND SHE'S JUST HEARING THIS UNHINGED SHIT FROM KERYTH#at this point she'd be less offended if Keryth had just fucked her husband#like honestly. honestly Keryth just. just fuck him like a normal person would.
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‘Just fleshing out’ a background character for a fic is so dangerous bc either all you do is slap a name on some guy who shows up one time and go on with your life, or you end up pathologically obsessed with a character that not only doesn’t exist anywhere except your own head, but at this point might also be directly contradicting whatever slivers of canon information they actually have
#this post is about steve’s mom#I started out like oh haha let’s give his parents some backstory for a fic#and now Mr Harrington is no. 1 on my hit list and his wife is my roman empire#she’s a young Italian-American starlet and he’s the aging director who married his muse before she learned enough abt the world to say no#they’re away for months at a time bc they’re always filming his movies (she insists they take Steve with them after he graduates)#he still calls her his muse in every interview but cheats on her with her younger co-stars#she tries so so hard to be a good mother for steve and it isn’t enough but he loves her anyway#do we see the vision#adriana harrington (stage name ada bellini) I would die for you#envy speaks#stranger things#<— technically
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CHAPPELL ROAN HAPPY PRIDE BITCHES
#chappell roan#fanart#rise and fall of a midwest princess#she’s my idol#my muse#I would DIE if I saw her live#DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON GOOD LUCK BABE#perfect song
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there is no better feeling in the world than being Chosen by someone's pet
#rhi muses#we went to my in-laws house so they could give spook her birthday gifts#and we met their new puppy (a shih tzu/scottish terrier mix who is 6 months old and SO SMALL)#she immediately decided that I was her person now and spent the whole time curled up on my chest 🥺#sweet baby 🥺🥺 all my clothes are covered in white fur now but it doesn't matter I would die for that puppy
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🎤 chiyo, i have a question 🎤 which of my muses do you find most fu- . . . i mean, most attractive? you can also give me a top three or five 🏃♀️✨
unprompted | @goldcnpeaks asks a very important question that definitely won't be used against her later!
chiyo narrows her eyes, suspicious of the other and already feeling her cheeks turn pink. " what does this have to do with anything? you guys ask all kinda personal stuff... "
she mulls it over a while; this sort of thing is kind of hard for her to decide on, really. she can find someone objectively attractive, sure, but what about their personality? chiyo can think of a few people who would probably kill her without blinking, yet she finds them embarrassingly attractive. sighing, she rubs her hands over her face before fixing her brown gaze upon the person responsible for her overthinking.
" listen here! " ooh, she's trying to be stern. " jovie gets first place. obviously. but don't you dare tell her, or i'll... i'll do something terrible! " very convincing, chiyo. " luka gets second place. i'm not elaborating. we all saw what happened on the dash before. now, third place--- " she leans in, blush turning a deeper red. her embarrassment is apparent ( it's really funny to see, honestly ). " this is all vibes, got it? and don't judge -- i just liked his confidence... that raven guy. corvus? yeah... can i go now? "
#goldcnpeaks#genuinely i had to think for a minute how she'd answer and make this a nice mixture of silly 4th-wall breaking and#genuine answers :' ))#bc honestly if we're coming from a purely aesthetic position chiyo finds a lot of your muses attractive ASDFG#i saw dom and went oh no... girl you'd be cooked if he was nice to you :(#but since she prioritizes emotional connections when it comes to attraction i went that route and tbh jovie claiming that top spot#was a no-brainer bc every time jovie teases chiyo she's blushing in my head and trying so hard to ignore that feeling of attraction :' ))#she's so attached to her <3 and honestly even aesthetically -- chiyo thinks she's so pretty!!! i imagine she draws jovie's eyes#and lips the most often. loves getting her lil scar just right. but would never let jovie see her sketchbook bc she'd die of embarrassment#but i need to stop myself from rambling bc these tags are getting long asdfg#i had to be there to be loved | interactions
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alright, but... it seems like i am in a mood for angst this morning because just imagine this: misao meeting someone that reminds her so much of ryu and having all of her childhood memories just rush back to her in one foul swoop despite the fact that she's tried really hard to bury them. because if misao allowed herself to think about them for a second, i have a feeling she would just completely breakdown because misao doesn't even have a picture of him or anything, so she forgot what he looks like and what his voice sounds like. so even if she saw him on the streets of gotham... misao wouldn't even recognize him because it's been so long.
and the fact that she has become like a ' human ' in that aspect somewhat enrages her because misao secretly HATES having to pretend like she is anything but who she is + like i believe i have talked about once but didn't get super deep into talking about, is that she may or may not distrust humans automatically upon meeting them. though this sense has lessened over the years, it is still slightly there due to her mother's death haunting her. and being forced to face her past like this where misao is not prepared for it mentally would be kind of devastating for her, NGL. (but y'all should totally give misao someone who reminds her of ryu anyhow, and i'm not saying that to be evil or anything. i'm just saying it because there has to be some way that she works through her issues eventually and with the way she is now... i don't think that misao would be willing to open up to someone else about them. so something has to act on her externally. )
#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.#ahh don't we just love being greeted eith angst at 10:51 on a monday / j AHH i'm just kidding y'all but... yeah.#i am out to metaphorically grab my poor oc's by the throat this morning for whatever reason JSJSJ#but just to expand on this idea a little bit: i feel like the kind of person that would remind her of ryu would be a selflessly kind-#and courageous person because that's exactly what misao saw him as as a child. like although he was younger than her misao saw him-#as the 'stronger one' of them both and she was always kind of jealous of him for this because whenever something bothered him he would just-#simply keep on trucking along and take the difficulty of whatever he might've been dealing with in stride. but misao in her own mind has-#never been like that. she has always been hung up over things for too long and wanted to run away from thing's whenever she's faced-#challenges rather than face them head on because she would rather DIE than be vulnerable and someone who has humanity when she is supposed-#to be 'above them' and thus sometimes misao just wishes that she could physically carve out her heart sometimes because she-#cannot take all of the pain that has been stored within it over the years. like the pain of denying yourself intimate connection with-#other's and always being rough on yourself because you HAVE to be perfect or people are going to think you're weak. though being vulnerable-#certainly doesn't make you weak. misao just has a rather unhealthy view of her own vulnerability although she can see that in other's it is-#something that is necessary because of everything she'd been taught in her time becoming a psychiatrist. misao is just sooo-#complicated under the surface and that's why i love her y'all
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Picking the bitchy options in this game feels 200x more cathartic while playing as Denise I swear
#mel's musings#forest for the tree#she's so mean LMAOOOOOO#but it's only to people she thinks deserve it. like arven was a dick to her in the beginning#but she didn't say no to nemona asking to be friends because there was no time for her to give off a bad impression#she'd probably show some hesitation with how overexcited nemona gets (plus being slow to warm up to people in general)#but she's not gonna be a bitch for no reason. and she does warm up to arven later on#their relationship is fun because they keep up the sass with each other even after they really become friends#it just becomes more lighthearted over time. i like their dynamic a lot#they've got similar family trauma/abandonment issues and it's a fun thing to explore#that said the early phase of their relationship is REALLY funny in its own right. dena my sass queen i would die for you#mel plays scarvi
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Lena casually just
"I've seen you die before"
Before realizing how creepy it sounds and laughing it off
#because she has in alternative timelinez#shes watched most of her friends die in one way or another#one of these days I'll do a write up about it but basically my process has always been#that she saw the strings of the multiverse#and the butterfly effect means someone could die or not die based on the smallest of choices#so she cant predict the future as there are too many possibilities but shes definitely been in situations with the WORST deju vu#people would probably notice that shes particularly stressed in certain situations because in another life#one of them didnt make it out#im duking it out with a migraine again and still recovering from the semester but im kinda online/around#i have a lot of muse and i reloaded the q a bit last night so hopefully i can do some more writing
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I absolutely LOVE the body horror and how it's not flattering or cute, like this isn't some cute little ears and tail shit, this is ACTUALLY GROSS and I love that,so many people refuse to actually make their "monstrous" characters unsettling in any significant way that might impact their attractiveness. Respect. Also, the idea it makes petting cats and furry critters harder is genuinely the most tragic side effect I've ever heard, that hit me way harder than so many other "was a lab rat" character's after-effects because holy shit, that would be the WORST for ME PERSONALLY. It may not seem like the most tragic awful thing compared to PTSD and pain and so on, but like, it's UNIQUE and it's incredible relatable in its mundane nature at the same time, and feels so much more sad and real than a bunch of OTT trauma stuff I can't actually relate to. Hope I expressed this well!!
Please tell me your favorite things about my portrayal/muse?
Thank you so much for the lovely response!!! I will admit I was floored by your words and couldn't help but stare at the inbox for the longest time pondering how to respond to such a thoughful message, because you touched upon something I didn't think many people would really pay attention such as Khare's issue with petting cats? It's such an everyday, mundane thing like you said so the fact you can relate how hard something like that would actually be despite it being one of the simplest joys most people wouldn't think twice about. Sure, there's the PTSD, the pain and trauma that comes with being an unwilling lab rat and growing all those very gross eyes and teeth which are not cute at ALL, so you finding that one very tragic aspect to her character is something I honestly smile about (in the worst possible way!) because for all the horrors that are part of her background, the everyday and mundane is something I wanted present too? At the end of an awful day, giving your beloved pet a hug is pretty much the only good thing about it and this poor bitch can't even have that because of her nasty, staticky little hands LMAO.
#sebastianshaw#memes ;; what's your favourite thing about my muse?#Seriously though bless you for this RF!#You touched upon some things I was a bit self-conscious about like was the cat headcanon too silly?#So you liking it and understanding the tragic aspect behind it is so reassuring like I can't even begin to describe it#In a series like DC almost everybody has deep heartbreaking backstories full of trauma and this is one of those little things that#really sucks for Khare even though it's something as simple as stroking a cat#Which she can't really do bc of her skin carrying a stronger electrical current#It's so random and not something people would consider tragic but you do! You understand!#I would die if I couldn't pet my dog or snuggle with her anymore and she can't understand why#Also YES I AM SO GLAD YOU MENTION HER GROSS BODY HORROR#It is definitely made to be as unappealing as possible like it shouldn't even be a thing it's so wrong#Eyes and teeth growing randomly in places they SHOULDN'T and overall just being unsettling/disturbing/ugly#Bless you for this again and cheering me up friend ;u;
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read the beginning of a popular book out of curiosity and something happened in the first few pages that made me realize it might be least For Me book ever written
#there's a list of characters at the beginning of the book and only 4 out of 28 were women#but one of the female characters on the list sounded slightly interesting to me so i was like 'i'll find out what her deal is'#she showed up at the very beginning and her entire appearance consisted of being murdered. no actions and no dialogue#she is not important to the plot and is never mentioned again (i searched the rest of the book for her name)#i have no idea why the author felt the need to include her in the dramatis personae#some of the men on the list are also dead before the story begins but those are like. the family members of major characters#it's almost worse that this character is on the list than it would be if she weren't. it's fine to have a background character who dies#and whose only narrative role is to die#but the fact that she was on the list of characters at the beginning made me expect SOMETHING from her#i just ended up feeling tricked idk skjdfhkjg#anyway it quickly became apparent that the author and i care about completely different things when it comes to stories and that's fine#but i don't think i've ever given up on a book so quickly in my life lmao#fandom musings
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Alnirafenen Lavellan in Dragon Age: The Veilguard. I am in love with her so much omg.
#dragon age veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#☾⋆❝her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you❞ ➵ face;; alnirafenen⋆☽#☾⋆dorian pavus⋆☽#☾⋆solas⋆☽#(hi it's been a while)#(veilguard has sparked my muse)#(also might make my rook sisters)#(but look at alnira ;^;)#(she's so fucking pretty)#(i would die for her)
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not saying I will actually write this but inspired by before I fall if I did write a Gansey’s death loop fic who should be stuck in the time loop; Gansey himself, Blue, or both Blue and Adam?
(I dismissed Adam only as an option because I’ve read a fic about the same concept thought it was done beautifully don’t think I have a better take on it.)
#if I went with Gansey I could even make it a more direct before I fall au. But also his motivations in the loop would start out very#differently it would be less ‘how can I not die’ and more ‘how can I live my last day (really I would make it the last couple of days like#just starting at the first scene at Aglionby in TRK) in a way that results in the most closure and the least pain for those I left behind#LMFAO. yeah. and then of course that doesn’t exist.. and Gansey would have his I want to live both for my friends and for me revelation and#eventually start trying to stay alive. But not for a While.#omg I bet because his first death was from Blue’s kiss and the sacrifice was for Ronan and he doesn’t want either of them to feel personal#responsibility he just tries to off himself in different ways where no one can feel guilty. hilarious if he focuses so hard on Blue and#Ronan that he accidentally dies in a way that realizes Adam’s vision. oops…#for either of the others I think I would write Blue pov and it starts at the first 300 fox way scene in TRK. either way she and Adam are th#only people who know he’ll die still (in different loops maybe Henry and/or Ronan are looped in) so in the one where Adam is not in a loop#Blue would be approaching him differently for help without telling about the loop vs help and telling vs not talking to him at all#Obviously this does mean she’s kissing/killing him multiple times and that’s Rough it would be a fun time to explore her Maura and Artemis#and Persephone related abandonment issues being triggered. Also this would allow for more exploration of her mirror powers how exactly the#kiss works how they relate to the time thing because time is being reflected. if Adam’s there having then hone their powers together in the#loop and grow closer would be real fun… no one cares but if you do thoughts?#s speaks#trc#musings
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˙ . ꒷ 🫀 . 𖦹˙— HEART 2 HEART
✮ soft cuddles & kisses with sevika while on your period ✮
fem!reader x girlfriend!sevika ❤︎ nothing but pure fluff ❤︎ poorly proofread bcs im lazy (ᵕ—ᴗ—)
“Vika, I’m going to be honest. I think I’m going to die.” You groan and bury yourself deeper into Sevika’s side, one leg over her waist and your face squished against her chest. A sock-full of raw heated rice was held to your stomach as a makeshift heating pad, but it just wasn’t enough.
Periods. Horrible things. As if you needed the monthly reminder that you weren’t pregnant. You were with a woman; periods were just useless and all the more annoying to you. The stupid bullshit heating pad gets pulled out from under your shirt and tossed onto the floor, earning a laugh from Sevika.
“You say this every month, silly girl. You’re fine.”
“Okay, rude. Hold me tighter.”
Despite Sevika’s scoffs and eyerolls, you're happily smothered when she rolls on top of you. You asked to be held tighter, but this was just as nice, if not better.
Feeling her lips brush against your cheek. Tossing your legs around her waist. Yeah, this is real good. You’re wrapping yourself around her frame like a cat as your arms find home at her neck. The scent of tobacco with citrusy shampoo wafting into your nose as you get a face full of her hair. It makes you laugh; anything Sevika does makes you giggle like an idiot, but that’s because she’s Sevika, and she’s perfect to you. “Mhm, this is what I needed,” you purred, returning her affection with a quick kiss to the top of her head.
You swear you can hear the word spoiled leave her lips, but you let it slide, melting under her weight as she starts to smother you with attention. Firm pecks are pressed on every inch of exposed skin, from your forehead to your cheeks to your nose and even your eyelids. It makes you forget the dull ache in your lower abdomen, and okay, maybe your periods weren’t all that bad. At least you got to be smothered like this.
“Oh, Vika…” you breathed, easing up even more into the mattress as her tongue laves at the skin of your neck. Short and quick, as if to tickle you, only for her to nip at where your pulse thrums under your skin. “Hey!” Alright, that didn’t hurt one bit, but it was funny to act dramatic.
And clearly she thought the same as she snickered at your faux complaint, nuzzling her nose against the area where she nipped you. And of course, the tip of her nose is cold because that woman always runs cold.
Which is why she absolutely could NEVER leave you because who would keep her warm? Exactly, she basically needs you. A woman like her needs a girl like yourself to occupy her lap and chatter her ears off and kiss her all over. Just as she does the same for you.
Even now you feel her lips brush against the shell of your ear and squirm from the way her hot breath tickles you. More soft kisses are laid to the side of your head, and more giggles fill the room. “My silly, silly girl,” she muses, nudging her nose against yours. Breaths mingling and hearts beating in tandem; can you love a person any more than this? Those darling puppy eyes of hers and those scarred lips pulled in a little smirk. It’s like she’s trying to give you a heart attack.
“Prettiest princess I’ve ever laid my eyes on. And that’s a fact.”
Oh my god. I’m so in love.
There’s no shame in you when you squeal as Sevika captures your lips in a kiss, fingers digging more into her hair. It’s that type of kiss where you can’t stop smiling and laughing, and it’s more chaste than anything else. But it’s over quick, too quick. You don’t let her pull her away too far before you’re tugging her head down back to your mouth, reveling in the way her breath hitches in surprise.
Now this is a proper kiss: slow and passionate but gentle. There’s desire, but it’s faint and lazy, something that’s for later in the night. And when you pull away for the second time, you’re smiling like a fool in love. Because you are.
“You look like a puppy, girly.”
“Vika, you look like a puppy. A really cute one too.”
“Shush!” You’re promptly shut up when she butts her nose against your cheek, and you let her words slide, taking it as her bizarre sense of humor. Between her dad jokes and this, she would make quite the comedian. “But you forgot all about your period too, huh?”
Damn, she got me. I really did forget.
#arcane sevika#sevika#arcane women#arcane#sevika x reader#sevika x female reader#hello milly nation (my two followers) 😇#the writing is chopped asf ik it’s been a while 😓#but I really like sevika as we can tell :3#and im actually on my period so this was fun#i unironically make heating pads by microwaving uncooked rice in sock btw#it saves money 🤑#ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ drabbles
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