I'm trying to figure out Ocean's outfit/style
I want to give them the vibes of someone experimenting with their style and self-expression after not being allowed to and not allowing themselves to for so long.
This outfit is chaotic but on a much tamer scale. I don't think Ocean would go all out, but she is trying to figure out how to express herself through clothes and other things. They're getting more character development <3
On another note her short pink hair wasn't really her experimenting with anything, that was an impulsive action they did in the midst of a mental breakdown. She got on her little yellow scooter and drove herself to the store and picked up the first box of hairdye that was an unnatural color that she saw, went back home, cut their hair with some kitchen scissors and then dyed it 😭
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whats up distinguished guests it’s me nicki w my new demon child VALENCIA who is basically the human embodiment of a black hole. i literally first wrote her for a skeleton rp where she was based off of the color bLACK SO THAT SHOULD TELL Y’ALL SOMETHIN KSDFJDF. i have a pinterest board for the original version of her muse here if y’all want some visuals !
* tw for abuse, violence, TOXIC BEHAVIOR IN GENERAL
( lauren jauregui • 21 • cisfemale ) looks like valencia santillo just moved into apartment 3C! i heard that she is here in los angeles because she wanted to escape an oppressive environment and become a writer but has been struggling – thankfully moreau has taken them in! rumour has it, they can be quite bellicose and mercurial but at least they're vibrant and straightforward, hey? i can already tell they’re going to be the spitfire of the building.
this is gonna b quick bc i know y’all are tired of me JSKDF
basically val is like 5′4 of bloody knuckles, mommy issues, and bde. SHE born and raised in boston massachussetts which is where our story begins !
her mom was a doctor at the peak of her career who had no intention of having a child but ALAS she was stuck with val anyways after not realizing she was pregnant w her on and off again fiance until ‘oh boy are those contractions ?’
suffice to say val had an absentee p.o.s. wall street workin dad and a mom who resented her for taking up so much of her attention rather than letting her focus on her career. she was emotionally abusive towards val from a young age despite val practically raising herself ??? anywho her mom eventually began to get physically aggressive with her once val got older and started snapping back to defend herself and there were several instances where cops were called and excuses had to be made up :/
val never really cared for school since she only liked the weird morbid stuff like war and plague and death so she started playing ice hockey in like the 6th grade and her mom finally started paying attention to her !! like ‘wow ok ur finally worth something to me’ which gave val such messed up self-value issues ? but the sport became val’s life and her whole existence revolved around it, it was val’s sole source of happiness for so long tbh :((
val stuck with it through high school & ended up getting REALLY good and got a scholarship to boston university, where she studied english ( emphasis in folklore ) and sociology. she took her team to their championships her senior year & won but at a huge price bc val got slammed into the barrier shooting a buzzer-beating shot and like demolished 3 fucking vertebrae
and since now val can’t play due to her injury shes a v bitter, v angry, v sad lil bean who was forced to move back in w her mom and that’s when shit got BAD. it was even worse than when she was a kid and her only real escape was putting on her headphones and tucking away into a book
ended up running away to moreau like a year ago after she graduated & recovered enough to be back to normal. she got into a beef with her mom that was so bad she broke val’s nose and that was just it for valencia. val packed her shit into a duffel bag, hopped on her motorcycle, and never looked back. road tripped for like a month through the US draining tf out of her savings account to make it to LA. she wants to be a writer but knows it’s not a career she can make a living off of so she hops from small job to small job while she compiles a poetry portfolio to try and get published
PERSONALITY WISEEEEE
val’s like, super aggressive and imposing and kinda has no filter ?? she’s a v love or hate type person and it’s not unusual for ppl to want to avoid her bc she’s scary JFKSJD. also can be..... really unreliable sometimes she’s habitually late and will legit not show up to her own party bc she forgot she had a dick/pussy appointment that night lmfao she can be the WORST but she’s a loyal ass bitch to her inner circles
she’s a hedonist bc it feels good and bc she’s got the leftover trust fund money for expensive drugs and thats really it. no rhyme or reason. she likes to party so she gon seek out a good time and she’s !!! got a rlly high tolerance for shit so she’ll b out here livin her best life like every night DHFS !
her biggest issue is her unchecked aggression and attachment issues ..... she either doesn’t give a single fuck or she’s violently possessive, there’s very little in between. she gets jealous easily and stirs drama to get her way. also will nOT hesitate to punch a bitch and has a lifetime membership to her local mma gym bc :))) aggression issues im tellin u dfadfa
teeters between absolute apathy and like a calm bubbling rage bc she’s in emotional anguish and feels uncomfortable w kindness bc of her mom and has no concept of how to deal w her emotions but !! shes never learned how to bc shes always been on survival mode her whole life and that’s val !!!
uhhhh she’s a mf gryffindor, works at the local bookstore, her leather jacket and motorcycle are her most prized possessions. also pansexual and polyamorous depending on the situation bc sometimes she’s like ‘yeah i can share’ and other time’s she’s like ‘look at anyone else but me n i will cut u’
I HAVE A BUNCH OF PLOTS I WANT FOR HER SO HMU PLS ON DISCORD OR ON HERE N I’LL HARASS U W MY LOVEEEE
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