#she wants 8 to be happy though and she knows 8 likes her… doesnt want to reject bc then 8 would be sad…

[p1x1x]

6/8 … want to cuddle

[opal-owl-flight]

“Mornings are always better with you.”

AND NOW ITS 8/4 DAY!!

more stuff abt em below,,,

4 and 8 become fast friends after she took her in. 8s very physical with her affection, frequently hugging or picking 4 up. When shes scared she buries her head in her shoulder or chest or mantle. Whenever they go somewhere she always holds her hand.

4 accepts all the soft affection. She missed being loved like this, and god knows 3 isnt the type to do any of that unprompted (She understands).

8 praised and supported 4 since the start. Shes very grateful to her!! But 8s adoration for her goes beyond gratitude. 4s just great to be around! She makes her happy!! She makes good food! She sings nice... she watches all the sappy shows 8 enjoys!!

And 4 always makes sure that shes okay and feels safe. 8 can see it. Her vibes are very soft.

...if 8 wasnt off with OtH or on her exploration on her own so much, 4s college experience wouldnt have been as tough. As it is though, her absence had unintentionally contributed to 4s spiral. She feels great remorse for it... (she shouldnt, really. 4s mental state isnt her responsibility. Besides -- 4 had said shed be fine!)

She feels, I think. That things were never the same since then. She feels like she failed her. 4 took care of her, made her feel braver, safer, and thats what she does? Abandon her at her lowest point?

But what *can* she do? Its always 4 who made the vibes soft and good. Now it feels like shes walking on eggshells no matter what she does. She can tell 4 as many affirming words as she can or wants to hear, but shed be back in that dark mood hours later. (She doesnt know yet abt her hangup over 3.)

She....well. we know 8. She slips away, more and more. Shes afraid shes not doing enough for 4, so she just...doesnt try. Off she goes with OtH, or elsewhere, avoiding going home.

And then the Order incident.

She decidedly sticks around after then. No more running away. Shed be here to hold her again, like old times.

[the-s1lly-corner]

Cuddling w/ various HH characters 2/?

This is probably going to be a three part thing like the cookie post

Characters: Lucifer, Adam, Lute, Emily, Velvette, Rosie

Notes: Reader is GN

CWs: none

Lucifer

Hes so very very warm! It's like cuddling into those heated bottles of water! Loooooves clinging onto you but he also loves being held. It's a whole security thing with him, you know? Hes so eager to give you his love but hes wary that the relationship will end abruptly or something else will go wrong- give him time and reassurance he'll smother you when hes ready 7/10 last minute note but yes, he uses his wings as a blanket for you

Adam

Very large, and hairy. Hes chubby- soft and more to love. Prefers cuddling in bed and preferably without clothes- take this as you will. Prefers to have you slung over his chest and cuddle like that rather than on your sides. Warm! Will hold you close to him whenever he can- doesnt matter if it's to his side or taking you in his lap hes going to hold you 8/10

Lute

I think I've mentioned this before but shes cold, very much so. Shes also not very soft thanks to her muscle. She also tends to lay very stiff in bed, she kind of turns into a statue when you cuddle up into her. She definitely gets better over time but its.. still not the best. Tends to be the cuddled and when she is doing the cuddling shes not sure of what shes doing, similar to pentious in the previous part 4/10

Emily

Shes pretty similar to charlie and lucifer in regards to cuddling habits! Shes cold, though.. hope you dont mind that, though! Loves wrapping her wings around you as well, like a blanket! Happy to be big or little spoon she doesnt have a real preference so long as you're comfortable! Nuzzles into you while cuddling! If you need her to tone it down she will- she doesnt want you to be uncomfortable! 8/10

Velvette

Like most sinners I headcanon her to be warm! Average body type, a little on the skinnier side though. If you guys are cuddling on a couch or somewhere that isnt private and at home her clothes might be a little uncomfortable to cuddle into, unfortunately.. but when shes wearing stuff for around the house? No problem! Unfortunately shes not a big cuddler, at most she might sit in your lap or vise versa 4/10

Rosie

Warm and lanky, her clothes feel nice too- house wear and otherwise! Loves being big spoon, that's her default. Snuggles into you when she returns home, pretty much attached to your hip until she has to leave again. Its not really because shes clingy, shes just trying to make up for lost time. Overlording can be time consuming, especially when you have a colony to keep in shape

[elyrch]

hey! i saw your laios dating hc, and was wondering, can you do a marcille on or a falin one? marcille pref but idc what one:)

a/n: marcille my dear italian.....

now, she is a sweet girl. she's quite nice, and does her best to keep you safe, but she's a little fussy. growing up, she was supposed to be very professional at all times and that never really left her.

if you want her to really enjoy being near you, help her wash or style her hair (or both!). her hair is very, very important to her, and if you offer to help her take care of it she'll be absolutely elated (and may even help you take care of yours, as well!)

it's likely she may have some health issues due to being half-elf, and not full elf, so i personally think she may have chronic pain or something similar. it's also likely that she may be more susceptible to disease (especially those that mainly affect tall-men) than other elves, meaning she may have to worry about that as well.

now, depending on what part of the story we're talking about, she may (or may not) be a picky eater. in the later parts, she's gotten pretty used to scrounging up something good to eat with the rest of the party, so she's much more okay with it. HOWEVER, she will NOT eat "weird food" (listen i dont know either, maybe octopus or something, but it seems to change each time you ask her. maybe she just doesnt wanna eat bad cooking?)

if you have a less than fortunate lifespan (similar to that of tall-men) then she will be very overprotective of you. she doesn't want you to die before she does, but knows she can't make you live forever. this is the best she can do.

she'd be happy to teach you how to use magic, but she'd be a bit pretentious at times. not really her fault though, since that's how she grew up thinking about her abilities- she WILL do her best to teach you though.

she's VERY attached to those she loves, often to the point of seeing harmless things as a betrayal. however, this means she's loyal to a fault- and often pushes her fears aside to protect her friends and family.

overall 8/10 girlfriend points docked because she'd DEFINITELY point at food you cook her and be like "wtf is this."

thank you for reading :]

[pruneunfair]

Rating female leads in manhwa.

Navier

6/10, I absolutely hate her writting and has devolved into a mary sue who only reacts to everything around her while her mass of supporters never shut up about great she is. Her synopsis claiming her as someone who loves all her subjects gets contradicted when its shown she doesnt really care about the slaves.

BUT in season 1 she wasn't bad, I liked her resolve and it was when she actually cared for her people, I feel like if we got to see a clear backstory beyond "she wasn't allowed outside when she studied to be empress" I would understand her total apathy more.

Ariande

7/10, I adore villains, especially villainous protagonists and at first I liked the idea she wouldn't be any better than her family but still had a soft spot for Arabella, she loses a few points because it turns out she's excused for killing people before in the name of "love" and is viewed as someone who can do no wrong.

Adelaide

10/10, she's like Navier but better, she has more noticeable flaws and while she is a kick ass warrior during the tower arcs she still is human and can't always take it alone without consequences, she acknowledges Diane's struggles and makes an effort not to be her enemy and is proof that you dont need to make FL overpowered gods to be strong women. A beautifully made FL in a underrated story

Robellia

1/10, She doesn't divorce her husband despite the title literally being "I will divorce my tyrant husband." But that's more of a problem in most other manhwa. She's too much of a perfect epic goddess for me and most of all she does the whole "buying all the slaves but giving them a home." to make her look even better, what is with manhwa and inserting slavery for no other reason other than to make the FL look better?

Arianna

0/10, there is nothing good about her. Other than being a mary sue and a personality that only revolves around the latest sexy man, she legit forces another guy to join her haram by threatening diplomatic war on his kingdom and bodyshames her fiance but all of a sudden wants him more than ever when he loses weight, it took a random chick being inserted with a 🍇ist persona to make her look "better."

Yerenica

6/10, in any other story, this girl would've been despised by the fandom for being a homewreaker/pick me. She gives me so much second hand embarrassment but she's not terrible, I actually really like her design too. Not a fan of the kidnapper-hostage relationship she and the ML have though.

Pereshati

10/10, the best one here. She feels so much more human than the others on this list, she's got flaws, a relationship with the ML Therdeo that has both realistic progression, blunders, but overall healthy love, she also has relationships outside of her husband which I really love, I actually get scared for her when shes in danger instead of the usual "oh great, heres the typical kidnapping trope", a great motherly FL

Hestia

5/10 I will be easy on her since I just started reading my derelict favorite but I've only heard bad things about it through spoilers so I don't have much hope, also girl, please acknowledge that just because your favorite character did it for love doesn't mean he's absolved for murdering 2 people, thank you

Edith

9/10, my 3rd favorite on this list. You do not know how happy I was when instead of immediately viewing Rhyse as a rival to defeat, she was actually nice to her and the chapters of them were so sweet, she even acknowledges that it isn't anyone's fault for acting out but the author who is pulling the strings.

Layla

8/10, I feel so bad for this poor girl. For some reason I noticed on reddit and tiktok that she's getting hate for not standing up to herself or just not being the usual "girlboss" protagonist, did it not occur that she cant do much to a duke!? Layla deserves so much better and she needs to be far away from Matthias, I don't care if it's "dark romance" he is torturing her for his own pleasure.

[hobisstar]

still with you |yandere!jjk x reader

Summary: things are not the same… they met. Now yn fears her life around him. He acts as though nothing happened. To him shes still the love of his life.

Warnings: jungkook makes yn seem delusional, cursing, mentions of smut, kidnap, harm to others, Someone is definitely being threatby jungkook, for sure.

Something was telling yn that maybe everything that happened to between her and jungkook was just all a dream. Tom, doesnt recall Jungkook acting weird or strange. Everything just seemed off. Weird.

The song was done but the damage was still there.

Whats even worst is they have to do a duet live tonight.

This will be the first time she has seen him since their encounter in her house.

“Hey! jungkook is live” Tom said showing yn his phone. Jesus even his name made her uncomfortable.

“Oh my collab? Yes, we get to see eachother later. Army, are you attending?” Jungkook smiled and chuckled with all the fans in the comments saying yes, of course, you two are my favorite, y/nnie 8th member. Things like that.

That would’ve made you happy but it just didn’t make things better. Was he pretending that he what happened just didn’t happen?

“I hope you all will enjoy it just as much as i will”

Scared shitless was definitely what you could describe yn at the moment she didnt know how to react to seeing him.

Its been a month since then and the man she has been avoiding is going to be in the same dressing room. This definitely wasnt set up.

While getting her hair done, she got notice that Jungkook wanted a practice.

Of course he does, he needs all the reasons to see her.

Honestly, its been killing Jungkook that he didn’t take her away for himself that night. The only thing is that as two public figures, that would only spark controversy. Where did the queen of youtube and indie music go? Disappearing after a hit collab would only make her look money hunger and Jungkook could never let his wife have such bad things said about her. Ever.

The way Jungkook feels should be written in the world record for the most delusional lover.

A lot has happened in a month for him. He definitely didnt get like 4 small hidden tattoos in his sleeve. It was 8. 8 tattoos of small things that represent yn. He got the words ‘love, mine, yours, hurt, intimacy, weakened, tenderness and attached.’ He loves her. Shes his. He is hers. Hurting that he cant see her. The intimacy he feels for her can never be weakened. Jungkooks tenderness is attached to her love.

It may not make sense but I promise you, its feels like a message to him. Those are the words she makes him feel.

And if he doesnt get to show her those things any time soon, he might actually snap.

While practicing on the stage, his heart was racing. He couldnt wait to see her walk on stage so heavenly. Just then there she was. In just some tights and a baggy shirt. Hair pinned up but man even in comfort she was beautiful.

Jungkook looked like he saw the love of his life. If only yn didnt look like she feared for hers. Yn was scared to even be scared. To even show how scared she was.

“ keep it calm, yn… you got this…” she whispered to herself. “ its only one performance. After that you are good. Just avoid him for now.”

As if that would go past Him. “ Ynnie~” he sang and smiled brightly waving at her from the stage. Yn waved back while standing next to tom below the stage.

God, Jungkook hated tom. As if you didnt know that already.

he felt as though he was in the way more and more each time. Why are they so close? What cause hes her manager? So? They dont have to be close because of that.

I know what you all have been waiting on. What happened that night? Well Jungkook knew that she wouldnt just allow him to go with her or anything like that.

the way they reacted to meeting each other you would think they never seen each other. But thats not half the truth.

Jungkook, as a huge fan, of course hes been to her concerts when he was younger. Front row. Maybe this is what started this weird obsession with her?

He doesn’t remember when it started but hes glad it did. Every weverse live he does, yn’s music or simply a youtube video is playing in the background. It’s become so normal that even the army are used to it. They support it but they dont know how deep this goes.

“ tom needs to be dead…” jungkook thought to himself while he watched them.

“He will die…”

It was time for the performance and Jungkook was ready. But once again, he saw Tom standing next to stage talking to yn.

Without thinking he walked up behind him and from where Tom was standing it was a area for sound and devices and stage material was at. Falling from there would cause serious injury…

5 month injury… maybe death.

Jungkook smirked and instantly pushed Tom watching him fall into the pit. Quickly he acted as though he just got there and he called someone for help.

I saw everything..

“Im so sorry this happened to you Tom…” yn stated sitting in the chair next to the hospital bed.

“ Im fine, ynnie. Its just a few ribs and a leg. Doc said ill be good in a few weeks. How was the performance?”

Tom was such a sweet guy. No matter how much he got hurt he still didnt care about himself. Yn hates it but loves it.

“Are you kidding me? I was worried the entire time. I wanted to go with you on that ambulance- “ right when yn was about to speak about the accident more, in walks what seems to be a sad Jungkook.

Yn couldn’t believe her eyes. He has the audacity to show his face in this room, when HE is the reason Tom is hurt? Oh she was so piss she felt the steam coming out of her ears.

“Kook! Just in time! I called you so you could take her home? I would’ve done it but… physical cant.” Tom stated smiling lightly.

Whipping her head to Tom then to Jungkook.

If only he knew… he is the reason for all of this mess.

“Oh no i can call my friend to come get me-“

“No need. Im already here and its not a hassle. I dont mind taking you… home.” Looking back at Jungkook she saw him smiling.

Maybe because finally they can be alone together.

On the way down to the car lot, it felt like deja vu. Again yn is in a car lot scared but this time its with jungkook because of jungkook.

yn was thinking smarter she needed for Tom to know who pushed him. Believe her or not. She feared this would be the last time she was gonna be seen by anyone.

ynnie: T, I hope this message gets to you as as possible. Im scared… im scared that this might be the last time im ever seen in public. And i want you to know if i go missing, Jungkook is the reason why. He has this obsession over me and i think he might kidnap me… He also the reason why you are in the hospital. Read this as soon as possible..my location is on…

Pressing send she put her phone away realizing they were infront of Jungkooks car.

Wow, looks just like hers…

With precaution, she took out her pepper spray and hid it behind her purse.

Only she could save herself now..

“Wanna put your address in-“

“ im sure you dont need it, as you followed me home a few months ago…” she stated staring him. She will not hide the hate she feels for him. Jungkook simply let out a chuckle.

“Right…” he started the car and off into the night they were.

The car ride was silent. Yn was looking at her phone waiting Toms reply since she saw that hes seen it.

PING PING

In a hurry she looked at her phone and she promises she might have thrown up from what she read… it couldn’t be.

T: im so sorry

T: he told me that if i didnt give you to him i would be dead and my family would too… im sorry ynnie… im so so sorry… hes your manager now…

As if on queue… Still with you started playing on the radio. But before that she caught what the host said before that… “Yes! You heard the big news! BTS’s very own Jungkook has signed a contract with the beautiful Yn! He is now her manager and they have more songs on the way! In celebration we will play the song that started it all… Still with you!”

Looking up in pure shock and fear what she had just heard…

“ what did you do..” she mumbled feeling tears run down her face. Jungkook smiled and let out a chuckle.

“ Im starting us over. Im finally getting to have you. We made history and im so glad it wasn’t hard persuading Tom to give you over to me… he practically begged for me to take you.” He looked out the window before turning.

Yn was so lost that she didn’t even realize until now this was definitely not the way to her house.

He wasnt taking her home.

In a panic yn tried to use the pepper spraybut Jungkook quickly said “ I wouldn’t do that if I were you. We could get into a crash, my love. I dont want my lover getting hurt.” He grabbed it from her and threw it in the backseat

“ you never planned to take me home did you?” She mumbled while shaking vigorously. He hummed and nodded, “ No, I finally have you alone…

And you think i was going to just send you off? Absolutely not. Now sit back and enjoy the scenery. Youll be looking at this road a lot more on our way home…” without skipping s beat he turned up the radio and drove a little faster.

And once again Still With You… haunting her ears and soul.

If only she saw the signs then

He wouldn’t be

Still with You.

OH GOSH! If im being honest i think this part 2 might suck lol. But its out there and there is no turning back! This took me 2 days to write and hopefully its okay with you guys. Hopefully you enjoy it!

Tagging Angels: @ctrlsht

[dollfaced-erin]

𝔻𝕣𝕒𝕘𝕠𝕟'𝕤 ℂ𝕣𝕒𝕕𝕝𝕖 (Blade x F!Reader x Jing Yuan)

PART 8

PART 1 , PART 2 , PART 3 , PART 4 , PART 5 , PART 6 , PART 7

A/n before we start ! :

I'm trying to make things a little better on my page , so currently the entire blog is under construction until the next few chapters ! I know I'm a little late to start this since I've already been running this page for quite a while now. but it doesnt hurt trying to change in the middle. we all learn from somewhere, right ? What do you guys think if i were to make shorter chapters ?

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"How did you sleep last night, (Y/n) ?" Jing Yuan asked as the two sipped tea at the breakfast table.

After Jing Yuan had brought (Y/n) to his room, he had let in the large feline in to keep (Y/n) company. (Y/n) was unsure at first, but gave in to the relaxing touch of the feline. And Mimi sure seemed to really like (Y/n).

And soon enough, that proved to be a trick. (Y/n) had fallen asleep after being comforted with her soft purrs, the vibrations that the feline emitted comforting the young dragon lady from all her fears. The horrendous past that came to her so suddenly had really thrown her off that night.

It was a relief that she was still able to fall asleep. Jing Yuan wanted to know more about what she had dreamt of, what she had seen. But after he saw how shaken up she was, he dared not ask her.

But now she seemed to be quite happy and slept soundly through the night. She didn't wake up through the entire night, even after Jing Yuan carried her off the floor and placed her on the bed.

And now here they were, sharing breakfast together in the dining hall. After waking up, Jing Yuan had sent some of his servants to help (Y/n) clean herself up as some were left to help him dress for another day of work. Thank the Aeons that the feeling of bathing wasn't too foreign to her.

Currently they were sipping some hot tea at the moment, admiring the scenery the scenery of the beautiful and lush garden from the open window in the grand dining room. They were told that Yanqing would join them soon, Jing Yuan decided to have a little chat with (Y/n) in the meantime.

"I slept pretty peacefully. Quite surprising after the gruesome recurring I had so suddenly last night." (Y/n) said, surprisingly calmly as she lifted the porcelain in her dainty fingers, bringing the cup to her lips, sipping the warm brown liquid.

Though she was pretty calm, that was not something she wanted to see ever again. All she remembered were snippets, pictures, images and the horrible feeling of pain that etched deep into her. But it was what she wished for. To see her past. To know who she was.

Be careful for what you wish for, they say.

"This smells nice, and tastes quite unique too. What is it ?" (Y/n) asked, looking at Jing Yuan who smiled warmly at her. She felt a little fluttering sensation inside and averted her gaze from the lion-like man, directing her eyes to the warm tea in her hands.

Jing Yuan seemed to notice the slight blush that appeared on (Y/n)'s face, who had refused to acknowledge but shutting her eyes with furrowed eyebrows and a soft frown as she sipped her tea.

"It's a jasmine-infused peach tea, (Y/n). It's not new creation, to be honest with you." Jing Yuan said gently, happy that (Y/n) loved the fruity taste in her warm tea, where the fruits didn't taste as sweet and have a slightly bitter aftertaste.

"I suppose I've been asleep for far too long, then. I don't recall having such a tea. But I guess there's good in it. I get to re-explore everything again." (Y/n) said with a slightly enthusiastic voice, albeit still being a little reserved in tone.

(Y/n) then gazed out the window, admiring the trimmed hedges and the sound of running water in the manmade stream in the garden. "I wonder why that dream was triggered so suddenly..." she whispered, her sweet melodious voice barely escaping her lips.

"And that man...that white-haired man..." (Y/n) said again. "Why does he call himself the way he does now...? What happened to him, that caused him to bleed endlessly in my memories..."

"Do you mean...Blade, (Y/n) ?" Jing Yuan carefully inquired. And the dragon lady nodded, her hair coming down from behind her ear to her face.

"That man...who Dan Jia held dear in the part, has now been stricken with Mara. He has only what little sanity left in him, memories being overridden by the curse. And dedicated the body and mind to a weapon that cuts and destroys, but never mends..." Jing Yuan tried to reason with (Y/n), tenderly pushing a lock of (h/c) hair behind her pointed ear.

"It seems that you've managed to piece quite a lot from a scattered and fleeting dream..." Jing Yuan said, feeling a little sorry that she had to experience what another person she didn't associate with. She had to see through her eyes, feel with her heart the same things to lost had to.

Though they were different people now...they were still one of the same...

Just like...her brother...

But of course. if she didn't desire to be associated with the person that body once hosted, so be it. They had their differences too...

"Blade...is the name he goes by now. the name we used to call him, is but a taboo to be even thought of." Jing Yuan said, shaking his head slightly. "That man...has been cursed with the gift of the Plagues Author...mad with Mara, but with an immortal body, there's only so much before he breaks down." Jing Yuan said, picking up his own cup in his fingers.

"Was he...Dan Jia...." "Yes, (Y/n). He was Dan Jia's betrothed. Once, in the distance past. Though...it wasn't sure if he still remembers you, with what capacity his Mara-riddled heart can store."

'But he does...' (Y/n) said, recalling their encounter in the alley just the night before. She raised a hand to her forehead, where she felt the kiss still burning into her skin in a loving and tender way, unlike his pierce and cold gaze.

'He still does...'

"Sorry I'm late !" a young voice chirped as the sound of door sliding open was heard.

"Y-Yanqing...? What happened ?" (Y/n) asked as the blonde boy entered the room and sat across from the two older figures. The boy was scratched up, with a few cuts on his face and hands.

"Just got a little rough with someone during training yesterday. She said she wanted a little competition with me. I have never seen someone with that skill." Yanqing said, shaking his head, but his eyes glowed in admiration. "I want to know how she did those moves too !"

Yanqing's head snapped to face Jing Yuan. "General ! Can you spar with me today ?! I need to show you my new technique !" he asked excitedly, hands on the table as he looked at Jing Yuan expectantly.

Jing Yuan smiled a little at the boy before shaking his head. "I'm sorry, Yanqing. But the Stellaron really needs my attention right now." he said with a sorry smile.

"I can go with you, Yanqing." (Y/n) said, putting down her cup. Yanqing turned to look at her, feeling somewhat...hesitant.

"(Y/n) here...was an adept user of close combat. In the past, well...perhaps you should see it yourself ?" Jing Yuan suggested with a smile.

And there the two were, in the open and more secured grounds of Stargazer Navalia. (Y/n) was given a crystal fan by Jing Yuan earlier, different than the one she had received yesterday. This one...was more sturdy, with beautiful art painted on the blades and looked...a little used, judging by the small scratches.

"Yesterday's fan was a decoration. A fan used for the purpose of shows and theatres. A prop, you may call it. But this one...is a fan used for battle. Why don't you try it out and have a feel ?" she recalled the voice of Jing Yuan when they had stopped at the place (Y/n) once rested in.

The Hall of Karma. A place where the souls of the undead or the dead are judged. But for (Y/n)'s case, she had been deemed to rest there, for she was declared neither dead nor alive, and was kept in a separate room in her honor of being sacrificed wrongly and declared innocent.

Yanqing stood a few feet away from her, his sword in his hand. (Y/n) readied the fan, unfolding it in her dainty fingers, revealing a design of the gales and streams. She took a stance, fan close to her chest, her left foot behind her to form a stance.

With the sound of a single flute blowing, (Y/n) felt a sudden gush of wind brush past. On instinct, (Y/n) closed her fan and swung it to the side of her neck, in time to block a sword from colliding with her neck, serious or not.

"You're....fast...." Yanqing said, eyes wide as he held the hilt of the sword. And he slowly dropped the sword to his side and stepped back from her, giving space between them. "I wasn't serious about attacking you, I just wanted to test your reflexes. And it seems you're no ordinary person, Lady (Y/n)."

"Now I'll be able to really put my skills to the test !" Yanqing said with a bright grin, showing off his pearly whites as he smiled in excitement. The air began to get chilly as Yanqing started to make ice swords out of his power, all floating in a stance around him.

"Let's put my own knowledge to test, shall we ? But Yanqing, don't go too rough on me, okay ?" (Y/n) said with a chuckle, for she too couldn't estimate her own strength and capabilities, mainly relying on instinct and muscle memory.

From her dream last night...she was quite adept with using the fan as her weapon, drawing the power of ice as she mercilessly froze and crushed her enemies, without an ounce of mercy. Perhaps she could redraw that power deep within her...?

The swordsman and the dancer clashed their weapons. The sound of metal against hardened glass struck their ears, ringing loudly as sparks flew. Ice shards littered the floor as the two of shredded of pieces of ice from their own respective powers.

(Y/n)'s friendly demeanor from before had completely vanished, being replaced by a cold and merciless gaze of ice. Yanqing too had taken notice of the drastic change of personality like the drain of warmth from their fight. But he found this enjoyable, a fight to help him test his skills.

Yanqing let out a battle cry as he struck his sword straight towards (Y/n)'s chest. (Y/n) swung her fan towards the young male, letting out gales of temporal blizzards his way.

"Too slow !" (Y/n) exclaimed fiercely. Her free hand went to her lips forming a circle using her index finger and her thumb, as she blew cold air through the shape. Shards of ice went in Yanqing's way to blur his sight, but Yanqing was not one to be underestimated.

As (Y/n) lunged towards the male, unfolding her fan once again as she swung the accessory, cutting through the cold air. Yanqing had foreseen the attack as he raised his sword to deflect the sudden offensive attacks from (Y/n). He was fast, but (Y/n) was faster.

Being a former dancer in the distant past, (Y/n) moves were swift and on point. Her feet never slipped their move, and her hand never stopped from lunging merciless and swift and elegant attacks. Yanqing never thought he would ever encounter such deadly moves to be laced with such beauty in them.

But what scared him was the intense glow of those (e/c) eyes. As if they were hiding immense pain and revenge behind them.

Eyes were the window to the soul, as they said.

Yanqing immediately stepped back, forming multiple ice swords, a move he had used on a woman who had taught him a lot yesterday. The woman that had beaten him in a bet. The woman that had taught him a specialty move.

As (Y/n) was busy deflecting the endless blades that Yanqing had directed to her, the young boy took this as an opportunity to use his specialty move. A move, the Transcendent One had enlightened him with.

A large ice sword appeared in the sky, descending quickly onto (Y/n)'s fighting form. Her eyes widened and a gasp left her lips, but not in shock. More of remembrance and nostalgia. A single tear fell down her eye subconsciously, as she swung her fan from bottom to top.

A lotus flower formed from ice emerged from the ground, its petals encasing the young dragon lady inside it, protecting her from harm. Although the attack was strong, it did not falter to (Y/n)'s shield that she had brought up.

She...remembers.

That sword...the famous formation from a woman who could cut through time itself. So graceful and mysterious like the moon that sits high in the sky. The woman who taught her the art of ice, who introduced her to the friends in her dreams.

She remembers those beautiful red eyes and silver hair. She can hear the sternness in her voice as she instructs her student. She can hear the light chuckle of pride in the air. (Y/n) felt as if her memories were slowly starting to clear up by the little reminders left in the world.

Of course, she couldn't forget how deadly that woman was.

As the sword disintegrated to nothingness, the barrier fell and (Y/n) looked at Yanqing.

"Where...did you find that move from...?" (Y/n) asked shakily as she stared at the young boy in slight horror.

"Someone...taught it to me yesterday. When I was tracking down Blade, I met this woman named Jingliu--" "You went WHERE ?!"

Yanqing froze. He had never seen (Y/n) so angry. (Y/n)'s eyes were wide with fury and with anger, for she had remembered the strength of that woman. The woman that made into a legend due to her time-travelling speed.

"Jingliu...that woman..." (Y/n) said, looking at Yanqing. No wonder that boy was so bruised and scratched up !

"Being able to escape her sword...is a feat you should treasure all your life." (Y/n) said, shaking her head with a shaky laugh. It seems that Yanqing knew not of Jingliu, which means...the vast majority has forgotten about her. But maybe...her title still remains...

"That woman...if you ever see her again...immediately leave, okay ?" (Y/n) said, putting her hands on Yanqing's shoulder.

The blonde boy looked at her in shock, but then his golden eyes immediately gleamed with pride and admiration. "Okay, but only if you teach me how to do that lotus thing !"

(Y/n) then relaxed, her eyes softening. "I suppose I can do that..." she said with a soft chuckle.

And for the rest of the afternoon, Yanqing and (Y/n) spent their time training new combat techniques, defensive wise. (Y/n) wasn't as fast nor as knowledgeable as Jing Yuan, but she was still pretty smart, Yanqing took note.

Just...who really was she in the past ? Other than being the star-crossed Saltator Lunae, the fallen Dragon's Cradle...? There surely must be more to her than meets the eye.

As the two were ready to leave Stargazer Navalia, they were suddenly met with another Starskiff arriving, and coming out of it was the Master Diviner herself, Fu Xuan, followed by a number of guards behind her. Yanqing scoffed and (Y/n) nudged him for being rude, even if they were parts away from the group.

"There must be something here if the Master Diviner has personally come herself." (Y/n) said, as the group walked by, not noticing the two pairs of eyes that were observing them from afar. "Perhaps she had foreseen an event ?"

"Who cares, Lady (Y/n) ? She's still a short-fused lady that wants power and position to herself !" Yanqing said as they headed to the docks, where a Starskiff Yanqing had called arrived.

"Sounds like a certain someone who wants to just keep on fighting to prove himself worthy for the Sword Championships." (Y/n) teased with a small, uncharacteristic smile playing on her lips.

Yanqing blushed and huffed, crossing over his arms. "I'm different, Lady (Y/n) !" he exclaimed in denial, like a little child refusing that he cried in front of his mother.

(Y/n) chuckled softly as the two entered the Starskiff, making their way to the Exalting Sanctum to roam about again to familiarize herself with the place.

As soon as they arrived, Yanqing had received a message on his phone (which (Y/n) just found out the name of), that Jing Yuan requested his presence in the Seat of Divine Foresight. So Yanqing brought (Y/n) to the Realm-Keeping Commission to look at some documents of her past self.

Hours had passed as she read through the submissions regarding the feats of Dan Jia. And from what she could gather, was that she was one of the best healers (so she read through quite a bit of medical reports), a well-renowned dancer on very special occasions regarding the clan, and a master of controlling ice, in contrast to her brother who could command the seas.

This was all...very new to her, as she read through the sad wive tales of the Vidyadharas and the historical entries of the Saltator Lunae. But there wasn't much about how she had...seen in her dream, or the people that she had seen. Had something terrible happened to all of them ? So bad that even their names hadn't been saved in the archives of the commission...?

"Lady (Y/n), perhaps you should take a break from reading too much. You should go out to have something to eat first. Cloud Knight Lieutenant Yanqing came by earlier and dropped off a bag of strale for you." Jingyan said, popping her head from behind the heavy doors that sealed the archives.

"Yanqing was here ?" (Y/n) said with a bright smile, finding love and adoration for that little boy in her thawing heart.

"He didn't want to disturb you and seemed to be in a hurry, so he only stopped by a moment." Guangda said, as he came over to the lady who was surrounded by scrolls and books of centuries worth of entries. Of course, (Y/n) had taken it upon herself to neatly stack up the ones she had read through, but it was still messy, nonetheless.

"You've been studying a lot, haven't you, Lady (Y/n) ?" the man asked the former high elder. (Y/n) merely wryly smiled with a nod and a small chuckle.

But as soon as she walked out, she saw a crowd gathering in the middle of the plaza, where a few cloud knights were laid down on stretchers, and a woman in a green uniform was watching over him. She also saw the familiar unique clothing style of the Astral Expressers, probably curious to the scene.

She came closer, curious as well to the crowd gathering, and right before her eyes...one of the cloud knights became deformed and rose. The armor stuck itself into the knight and hands turned into blades. (Y/n)'s eyes widened in horror as she witnessed the grotesque change in an individual with the scream of pain resounding in her ears.

The same scream she heard pierce Dan Jia's beloved friend.

So she ran towards the scene, with her fan in hand.

"Get back ! All of you !"

[loving-and-dreaming]

like our father j.p

like our father j.p

James Potter x reader

A look at your relationship with James through the eyes of your daughter.

Word Count: 3.5k

a/n please be kind☺️ I’m trying to get better ❤️

James and you were sitting on the couch talking about how great your days have been. He worked and finished a big project with Sirius, and you got everything done off your checklist and aced your meeting. All of the happy talk stopped when the front door slammed open. In comes your little angel Noelle, and her bigger sister Maydalyin. In an instant Noelle stomps up the stairs and slams her door. James looks to you then you both look to May, hoping she has some answers as to why your little angel is clearly upset. “May, love, can you tell your mom and I what has made Noelle so clearly upset?” James asks in his normal soft and caring tone.

“Well at school today, she asked some boy to be her valentine with a note she worked really hard on. She even asked her teacher to teach her cursive to write his name. He said no and ripped up the valentine infront of her and threw it on the ground. It didn’t help that it was in front of everyone at recess. He also went back to his friends and they all started to laugh at her...” May sits down next to you and curls up into you, she may not be your little angel anymore but she will always be your angel, and explains with a sad look on her face. Your heart breaks for your little girl and clearly James' heart because he goes to get up. But May sat up straight, “dad could I try talking to her first. I think I know why all this happened and I think I know what to say.”

“Of course, bug. What makes you think you know why it happened?” You asked her in a soft voice as well, unsure of what she is going to say.

May sighed because she feels like her sister is her responsibility and feels like she failed her “Well she saw the valentine Jake got me, and asked me what it was. So I told her when you like someone on Valentine’s Day you give them a card and sometimes small gifts. She asked how you know what to do, and I just told her that you think of the person and what they like and that’s how you know. I didn’t think she was going to try it! She just seemed curious.” Knowing how serious May takes her older sister's responsibilities, you both decide to let her try to see if they can work through it without your help. Much like all older siblings, May likes to think everything is her fault, James and you make sure to tell her that’s not the case, but it’s something she enjoys doing. Her and Noelle are best friends even though they are 8 years apart.

May slowly walks up the steps, debating the two ways to go about this. Explaining how boys are gross and she needs to wait or explaining how to look for the right kind of boy. She really doesnt think the first one will be beneficial. So it looks like she is going to go with how to find the right guy(praying she doesn’t go looking anytime soon ). May takes a deep breath before knocking on Noelles door. Peaking in before she fully walks in, she hears no signs of disagreement and takes this as a good sign. Of course the first thing she notices is Noelle on the bed and gives her a small smile, she only gets a small hmmmm in reply. Looking around the room is a blast from the past everytime she comes in here. She and her sister are so close that a lot of Mays old stuff is now Noelles, not because they live off hand me downs but because that's what noelle wants. And in this house her parents make sure they know the value of something, not by how much it costs but by how much it means to you. Her barbie posters on the wall, her small vanity set where mom taught her learned how to do her hair for the daddy daughter dance at school, her old bed that she marked M+K for May plus ken from barbie, her old pink bedspread that the dog ripped but dad learned to sew to patch it back up because she didn't want to live without it. This room holds so much history, but also so many new things. The most important thing is her baby sister sniffling on her bed right now.

Out of nowhere Noelle cries “I just wanted a boyfriend like you! Jake is so good to you, he even takes care of me too and gets mom and dad presents all the time! I want that too!”

Once again taking a breath and sitting down next to her sister, “Woah noelle, when I was your age, I didn't have a boyfriend. But I also know how frustrating that statement is. So instead of just saying that, how about I tell you how I found the right one?” With a nod from her sister she begins to tell a story…

You just picked up May from school and were on your way home. James should still be at work when you both get home, so in the car you and her are making plans to surprise him. “Momma can we cook him smiley face pancakes, like you and daddy make on my birthday?”

“Sure bug, should we do it with chocolate chips or with blueberries?”

“CHOCOLATE CHIPS MOMMA, DUHHHH!”

“Okay chocolate chips, anything else?”

“Can I draw him a picture when the pancakes are cooking?”

“Of course you can, bug.” by now you both were pulling into the driveway to see James car already there. However this is not too unusual because at lunch, he and his best friend Sirius (who happens to be Mays Godfather along with his husband, Remus) come home and eat at the house. Then they carpool back together in Sirius’ car. After work he rides home with Sirius as well, because to get to his house, Sirius can drive the back way by your house. Therefore in both your head and Mays nothing was wrong. But when you walked in all that changed.

The smell of spaghetti(the family's favorite meal), the sound of music, and the sight of the clean laundry all put away and not on the couch where you left it shocked you. May took off to the kitchen screaming for James while you rebooted for a moment. Taking in the smell of dinner already cooking, the chores you knew you had waiting back at home already done, and most importantly your husband and daughter home and happy propel you forward. Walking past all the clean clothes, you take a look at the picture on the wall. It is your wedding day, little things like this remind you that on that day, even though you both were so young, you made the right choice. Being with James has never been a hassle, yes you fight but in the end he is your other half. Shaking yourself out of your thoughts you finish walking into the kitchen when May yells out for you to hurry. When you walk in the next scene almost brings you to tears, there in the middle of the kitchen is James holding May and May is holding a bouquet of red roses. She wriggles and turns clearly wanting down so James sets her down, and she runs to you as fast as her little legs can carry her. Squatting down to reach her level you engulf her in your arms and whisper to her that you might have to surprise daddy another day. She ignores your comment and proceeds to shove the roses in your face telling you they are from daddy, once you have them she takes back off to James. Just then you see her holding a smaller bouquet of pink roses and smile at James. Slowly walking over to James and your daughter you hug them both and say with a hushed tone “Thank you my love. I love you-”

“I love you too daddy!”

“Yes sorry May and I love you James. This is a wonderful way to come home. Thank you so much my love. This is exactly what I needed today. Thank you for dinner and for finishing the laundry and for the flowers! They are wonderful and we love them, right bug?” May nods really fast and tries to get into your arms wanting to smell both bouquets at the same time.  

“Well I know you woke up upset and still had all the chores to do when you were done with errands and picking May up from preschool so I wanted to remind you how much I love you and appreciate all you do around the house and for us on a daily basis. So you deserved to be spoiled and of course I couldn't forget my bug,” he leans in and kisses her face all over making her giggle. “I'm glad you like the roses and upstairs there is the stuff for a small spa time and I will finish dinner. I love you both and go have fun.” He leans in to kiss you and kisses your daughter's head one more time. Then he pushes you towards the stairs with one more I love you.

“Okay so dad got mom flowers, big deal.”

“You are missing the point Noelle. I knew what guy was the right guy by seeing how dad treats mom. Think about it, dad still surprises mom with flowers and spa days for us girls, and they have been married over 10 years and have two kids. He loves her and always surprises her with flowers and other things. What about the notes! I remember the first time I saw the note to her, I mean we always get notes in our lunch, but did you know they write notes to each other as well? Thinking back it was totally not appropriate but, like most things, it went right over my head,\.”

“No… what kinda notes?”

“All different kinds, some on post its around the house, others on the mirror after a shower or bath. One day…”

Making May and Noelles lunch is something you weirdly like doing. Knowing how similar but different your daughters are. However you never do it alone. James is always in there making breakfast while you make their lunches, both girls still asleep. Finishing up with the food, you move on to your favorite part. It is something silly you and James started doing when you were just dating. Leaving little notes in each other's lunches or frankly all over the place. Your personal favorite is the notes in the lunches. You always surprise him with a new note. In the middle of writing the last note James pulls you flush against him. Catching on to what he is wanting you start to sway in his arms.

In a soft voice you remind James that if he ignores the eggs they will burn and you all will be late to school and him late to work. “Eh, the girls won't care about a little black in their eggs, and the bacon will be a little crispy. Let me have a moment just the two of us.” Your kitchen is not huge by any means, but big enough to do a few circles in. Dancing is a huge thing in your house. It most likely stems from the fact that dancing is something James and you did all the time before the girls. Now that you have the girls dancing is still a huge part of your lives. Whether it's dancing in a circle, or dancing close with just one or both of the girls. For the record both of you love your daughters with your entire being, but you never really got to be a married couple before children. So these little moments where it is just the two of you are rare treasures. Just dancing close to each other without music, sometimes with music. Typically it will be early in the morning or late at night when you get these moments. Your house always has dancing(like we said it's a big thing in the Potter house), giggling, and sometimes music. Today however it was the quiet before the storm. No music. No girls. No crazy giggles. Just soft smilies and loving eyes. Closing your eyes and just feeling the moment with James, you know it will end soon so both of you just soak up as much of it as possible. The alarm goes off letting you know it was time to wake up the girls. With a groan you leave the comfort of your husband's arms to go wake up the monsters you call children. Walking back down the stairs you see breakfast is all done and James finished packing the girls lunches. Rushing over you want just one more moment in the comfort of James’s arms, giving him a kiss you quickly part when you hear the sound of little feet running down the stairs. With a look to James you both prepare for your calm morning to turn hectic.

Time skip to the end of the day

Getting home with both girls, one from school and the other from daycare, is in one word: crazy. May grabs her stuff, with your help, in the meantime you balance a baby on your hip while carrying in her stuff and Mays stuff she couldn't grab. May runs up ahead of you and makes her way up the steps. Not even a moment later she is hollering for you, you tell her to have patience and you are coming. When you arrive you notice a note taped on the door. May is already rambing and telling you all the possibilities of what it could be. She tries to jump up to grab it, but it is a bit too high,, so you pull it off to read, “I will always be by your side. Or under you, or on top of you, or behind you on my knees for you”, you go bright red at the note, of course you know who it's from and you understand the note, but you have a child jumping up and down wanting to know what it says. Before you could stop her, May quickly grabs the note out of excitement. You are not too worried, seeing as she can read but those innuendos are going to go over her head. In her mind her daddy just wrote a nice note to mommy and now she knows what she will be doing until dinner time. She is already listing off everyone she is going to write notes to: you, James, Noelle, her friend, her teacher, her babysitter, her two godfathers uncle siri and uncle us(this is what the girls still call remus because May couldn't say Remus so she settled for us and it just kinda stuck). Once you open the door she is off to go write all her notes.

“So you see Noelle, you can’t tell me you haven’t noticed how good dad is to mom.”

“You mean how he is always telling her that she's like wine, getting better with age? Or how he tells her every morning how hot she is. Which by the way is kinda weird…”

“Exactly! And you will get used to it, it is a daily occurrence. But also don't you see how he always kisses her on the forehead whenever one of them leaves a room. Their love started with friendship and that is how it lasted so long. I remember Uncle Us and Siri telling us all the funny stories from before they were even together!”

Noelle sits up feeling a bit better and mentions “Oh wait or how every Friday is date night, sometimes with us but sometimes on their own! And how on game nights he always lets her win, you think they'd let their children win, but nooooo it's always mom winning.”

“See you get it now. There is one more story I have to share with you and you should remember it because it was only two years ago!” Before May finishes her statement Noelle Leans up against her and they cuddle while May tells the story of their last road trip.

Planning a road trip when you have two daughters and pets is a hard skill. But James is such a big help. He got Sirius and Remus to watch the dogs and house while you both picked the different camp sites you wanted to stay at and all the attractions you wanted to see in the area. Now all that is left is packing. Which is where you shine and honestly take over, the one time he was in charge of packing he forgot all of the medicine and you had to turn back around. This is the first road trip since they were little little, and you hate to admit it but you are struggling a bit. Of course your lovely husband knows this and makes fun of you the entire time. He comes into the living room where you have everything set out and says with laughter in his voice “ you made fun of me when I forgot the medicine but how do we plan to eat if you leave all of the cooking supplies here! And not to mention the clothes, y/n we need more than two pairs of underwear for a ten day camping trip.”

“Oh hush James, I was on it. At least I didn’t forget the medicine that you know keeps us alive,” you throw one of the pairs of underwear at him and stick your tongue out at him. Being the goofball that he is, he sees an opportunity and takes it, he surges forward and bites your tongue then moves to kiss you. What neither of you realized is that the girls were standing on the stairs watching the whole thing.

Eventually everything was packed and everyone was safely in the RV. James is driving, you are sitting upfront with him trying to find some good tunes to listen to when driving while the girls chill in the back playing a board game. You find what you wanted and land on Billy Joel, both of your favorites and start belting out the lyrics together. The girls are horrified and call you both oldies and to play some real music. To which James and you both flipped them off and told them this is real music! The rest of the drive was filled with lots of singing and giggles.

Once you all arrive at the first campsite, everyone's a little tired. James pulls in and before anyone else can move he hops out to open your door and the girls door and bows like the weirdo he is. He helps all of you down while kissing all of your hands. You would think he would be upset being the only boy, but this man takes it in stride and treats all of you like royalty. He gives the girls the job to find some good firewood while the two of you set up for dinner. The first night dinner is going to be the classic hotdogs on a stick with marshmallows as dessert. After the good food and last laughs the girls call it a night and go to their bunk. James and you stay out cleaning up and just enjoying each other's company. Of course in the beautiful simplistic atmosphere of the campsite you have to do what you do best. Dance together with no music. Again this is not the dancing and laughter filled dance parties you have with the girls. No, this is simple and soft. He is swaying you two to the wind and humming softly in your ear. This quiet yet loving moment reminds you of prom and how you danced at prom together before you even were together together. Again you have some stinkers for children that like to get out of bed and spy on mom and dad. May and Noelle are watching you and James from the window by their bunk. Both of them wish for a relationship just like their parents.

“So here is the thing, Noelle. It took me forever to find Jake. But now that I have he treats me just like a queen and royalty. Not because I told him to but because I saw how dad treats mom and I found a guy that treats me the same way.”

James and you turned the tables on the girls and are now spying on them. Listening to May lay out your life like that has you leaning into James’s side and kiss his chest. You love your family. You love your husband. You love not only how treats you but how he treats your kids. He is your love and your heart is breaking for your baby girl, but you have a good feeling about the talk May and her just had. You are so lucky to have an amazing husband and even better children.

[romanarose]

Get to know me tag game

Thank you for the tags @not-a-unique-snowflake-blog

1. Were you named after anyone? Rebecca from the bible for my legal name. Named myself after Romana from doctor who bc I wanted to be a time lord in high school lol

2. When was the last time you cried? Today, Heroe by Enrique Iglasias came on (spanish version of Hero) and i cried i wanna be loved

3. Do you have kids? Not unless you count my daycare children I adore.

4. What sports do you/have you played? Like kate ive done tea kwon do, made it to high red! and i did bike races in elementary school through middle and was pretty good. One of the few good memroies with my dad was doing that on monday nights in the summer. Now all i do is chase after children.

5. Do you use sarcasm? Noooooo neverrrrrr

6. First thing you notice about people? Im too busy wondering how im percived XD

7. What's your eye color? blue but like a boring blue

8. Scary movies or happy endings? HAPPY unless im like, at a theater or doing a sleep over.

9. Any talents? Im a great writer <3

10. Where were you born? Kenosha, WI (yes, of kyle rittenhouse fame BUT HE DOESNT REPORESENT US)

11. What are your hobbies? Reading and writing fanfic, crying

12. Do you have any pets? No but im taking care of my roommate/landlords cat while shes out in north dakota with her oil rig boyfriend XD i dont like animals though.

13. How tall are you? 5'9 (im willing to be taller than oscar)

14. Favorite subject in high school? English

15. Dream job? Dream job is a rich husband and I take care of our children and spend several hours a week volunteering at soe women's shelter or childrens center

NP tags @whatthefishh @my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction @ivystoryweaver @campingwiththecharmings

[loiswasadevil]

youre such a terrible fucking troll. youve got a lazy backstory, you "dont know" where your money comes from, you dont know what happened to your mom (tbh thats plausible, but unlikely), like youre seriously so bad at this HAHAHA. good run tho. i know you wont answer this bc you cant disprove, but u made me laugh so much. thank u frfr

I'm not a Troll Because JUST BECAUSE I'M FAMILY GUY FAN. I haven't spoken to my mom in over 8 years I don't know what happened to her I don't want any contact with my Family or my past life I don't fucking care what happened to her Because of the way they treated me. I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT ANY OF THIS BULLSHIT UNTIL I BECAME ACTIVE ONLINE, THESE THINGS HAVE NEVER EVER CONCERNED ME AND I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SELF SUFFICIENT, I DON'T NEED TO KNOW WHERE MY MONEY COMES FROM BECAUSE IT DOESNT CONCERN ME AND I HAVE NEVER SUPPORTED THIS CORRUPT SYSTEM, WHAT CAN YOU SAY ABOUT YOURSELF? YOU ARE A COG IN THE MACHINE, I AM THE AIR THAT SURROUNDS SAID MACHINE. I DON'T NEED TO TELL ANYONE ANYTHING ABOUT MY MOTHER, MY FATHER, OR MY BROTHER, I TALK ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES OFF GRID TO SPREAD AWARENESS ABOUT THE REALITY OF OFF GRID AND TO HIGHLIGHT THE IMPORTANCE OF FAMILY GUY IN MY LIFE, BECAUSE FOR OVER 10 YEARS IT WAS ALL I THOUGHT ABOUT. YES FOR MANY YEARS OF MY LIFE CALEB BOUGHT ME FOOD AND GIFTS. I DO KNOW WHERE MY MONEY COMES FROM BECAUSE I KNOW HOW TO USE MY CASHAPP CARD BECAUSE IM A FUCKING ADULT TOO, AND I HAVE ANOTHER CARD I USE WHEN IT DOESNT WORK. I KNOW HOW TO PRESERVE FOOD AND I HARDLY EAT AS MUCH AS THE AVERAGE PERSON. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT HAPPENED TO MY MOM I HOPE SHE IS DEAD AS I DO WITH MY FATHER, I HOPE THEY ARE WATCHING ME EXPERIENCE MY HEAVEN;THEIR HELL EVERY DAY AND THRIVE. I AM THE DEVIL THAT RULES IN THEIR HELL, MY IRONIC PUNISHMENT WAS FUTILE IN THE HANDS OF FATE, BECAUSE I ESCAPED OFF GRID AND YOU WANT TO DENY ME MY HAPPINESS EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW LITTLE OF MY LIFE. I DON'T HAVE A "BACKSTORY" I HAVE PERSONAL STORIES I SHARE WITH MY CLOSEST FOLLOWERS ON TUMBLR, I HAVE NEVER EVER MINDED TALKING ABOUT MY EXPERIENCE BECAUSE I BELIEVE IT IS MY DUTY AS AN ABUSE SURVIVOR TO TELL MY STORY. LIKING FAMILY GUY DOESN'T MAKE ME OR ANYONE A TROLL. YOU DON'T CALL SOUTH PARK KIN TROLLS JUST FOR BEING WHO THEY ARE, EVEN THOUGH THOSE PEOPLE ARE DISGUSTING CHILD PORN LOVING FREAKS. YOU JUST WANT TO HATE ON FAMILY GUY KIN AND BE MY CATALYST AND FUCK YOU FOR THAT. WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO "DISPROVE" WHEN NOBODY BELIEVES A STORY THAT I DIDN'T ASK ANYONE TO BELIEVE IN THE FIRST PLACE, MY LIFE ISN'T A STORY FOR YOU TO FLIP THROUGH LIKE SOME MAGAZINE. FAMILY GUY FANS LIVES MATTER AND FUCK YOU FOR TRYING TO DIMINISH ME FOR BEING AN ADULT CARTOON FAN/KIN. SORRY NOT SORRY THAT LIFE HAS DELT CARDS IN MY FAVOR, AND I HAVE THE WINNING HAND. I DO NOT HAVE TO DISPROVE ANYTHING, MY LIFE IS MY LIFE AND I CHOOSE TO TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT BECAUSE I WANT TO SPREAD AWARENESS AND SHOW YOU ALL INSIGHT ABOUT HER DEVILS HEART AND THE PARALLEL HATRED BETWEEN UNIVERSI THAT CORRUPTED IT IN THE FIRST PLACE.

[bugsinthebayou]

Looks at you with big eyes. Tell me about the new OC?

YAY YIPPEE!!

okay so i only made her yesterday so she isnt super fleshed out yet and also doesnt have a name BUT!!

shes a character in this like,, superhero/supervillain world ive been messing around with. she's the older sister of one of the story's main characters by about 8-10 years. she technically doesnt ever even show up in the story because shes entirely irrelevant but I like her so much so <3

in his world like half?? the population have different powers (they function similarly to mha quirks in that theyre genetic and can "combine" w the parents' powers to create new ones within their children, and that there're numerous different Kinds of these powers). she and her little brother both have a power called "Judgement", but it manifests in different ways for them. for her, it manifests as small angelic wings, a bright halo behind her head, and the ability to brighten the halo's light to a near-blinding degree.

her brother (who is also unnamed as of right now,,,) doesnt really Know her. she moved out when she was 15-16 years old, so he was 5-8 (which is also around the time he got kidnapped and saved by a hero). she had a rough relationship with their parents, as they were just really shitty people. they didnt really care about their kids and she couldnt handle it anymore so she moved out. she wouldve taken her brother with her, but she wasnt old enough. by the time she was over 18, her brother had already gone to a foster home and been adopted.

for multiple years she debated internally if she wanted to see him again, eventually settling on the idea that "he has it good now, he's been accepted to a good hero high school and he has loving parents and a stable financial situation. there's no way he wants to see his struggling older sister who left his life ages ago". she thinks she'd be intruding if she went to see him again. however, on her brother's end, he really wants to know her but thinks she abandoned him and doesnt want anything to do with him. he thinks she cant stand him so he doesnt do anything to find her, even though he wants to.

a couple extra things abt her is that she has no ties to any hero or villain factions (which is why she'd never show up in the story). unless you count her brother being a hero student, but as i said they dont have contact. she's just a normal adult living a normal adult life, though she is struggling with rent and food. she works the night shift at some place i havent figured out yet. she honestly probably had a brief fling with cain at some point a couple years prior to the beginning of the story. cain seems like her type.

she's very tired all the time and there's a bundle of bitterness attached to her heart at all times. she's happy for her brother but she desperately wishes she couldve had that life.

so there you have it !! all i have on her so far :3

[cartoonrival]

kuwtu parents drunk karaoke night. guest list and organizer is whoever is funniest. you may choose to elaborate on various contributing factors (levels of comfort, singing ability, inebriation, desire to be present, and songs and drinks of choice) regarding each participant so much or so little as you desire

one thing about lorillee she will be thinking about drunk karaoke night.

ino and sai organize (mostly ino). guest list and general info:

ino- very comfortable to be singing in front of other people, pretty good but not knock out of the park good (she thinks she is though and sai agrees), very encouraging about bringing other people up to sing with her if they're nervous/reluctant

sai- not great on account of his monotony, but his duet with ino is cute because she's obviously very grandiose and excited with it and sai is more lowkey but if you know him you can tell he's having just as much fun as she is. was a bit uncertain at the idea at first but ino was very encouraging and excited about it.

sakura- gung-ho. not a good singer. keeps it chill at the start, goes harder the drunker she gets. shows up in a bad mood (as she often is) but by the end she's having the time of her life.

sasuke- ino tells sakura DO NOT BRING THAT DEAD WEIGHT OF A HUSBAND!!!! you deserve some time to let loose!!! but sasuke still shows up for some reason. he doesnt say anything he just sits at the back and makes everyone sort of uncomfortable until they eventually forget he's there. disappears midway through the night.

temari- reluctant to make a fool of herself. ino has to drag her up. only does one song, starts out very reserved but is belting by the end. very average singer. drinks enough to let loose a little, but she's responsible.

shikamaru- very light drinker because he prefers to keep his wits about him. came because he does enjoy spending time with everyone and doesn't NOT want to see his friends singing shitty songs, but is reluctant to make a fool of himself and has no desire to participate. ino and chouji drag him up and sing with enough spirit for the three of them (shikamaru never takes his hands out of his pockets the whole time he's on stage). he's not really trying in order to spare his ego, but it sort of sounds like he could be secretly good. is he secretly good??? we don't know. ino would like to know. shikamaru sing another one PLEASE how about this song, you love this song! but he says nope. that's all you're getting out of me.

hinata- very nervous but desperately wants to participate. drinks a lot because that's the only way she can get over her nerves. has a lot of fun. pretty terrible singer.

naruto- gung-ho. fucking loves it. sucks ass at singing but he's not gonna let that stop him. drinks probably too much. disappears midway through the night.

chouji (karui does not go because she fucking hates sasuke and naruto both)- eager to have fun and willing to make a fool of himself and more importantly of shikamaru, but also takes his solo very very seriously

some of the songs/who sings with who (more or less in this order)

ino (solo) - since u been gone by kelly clarkson

sakura and naruto - eye of the tiger by survivor

chouji (solo) - my way by frank sinatra

ino and sai - purple rain by prince (yes, all 8 minutes)

naruto and hinata - i want it that way by the backstreet boys

ino, chouji, shikamaru - happy together by the turtles

chouji and naruto - baby one more time (britney spears)

ino and temari - gimme gimme gimme (a man after midnight) by abba

hinata, sakura, ino- before he cheats by carrie underwood

sakura (solo) - break stuff by limp bizkit

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Waking them up w/ a morning kiss! (TADC edition)

slowly but surely i am approaching the end of my tycoon... and yet despite the exhaustion creeping and making a home in my bones, i do not feel the desire to go to bed. perhaps its self destruction or carelessness, i'll be damned that this is the most productive ive been writing wise in a hot minute anyways requests are open

CAINE:

well this is assuming he sleeps... which personally, while i think the others CAN sleep (although they dont need to), i dont think.. caine can.. i think when he falls asleep its akin to how computers to. but one little tap is enough to snap him right back... so you may get startled when he snaps his jaws open the second your lips make contact with his teeth... but dont be alarmed...! hes not upset.. actually i think if anything he might be a little shocked at the gesture... oh he should have done it to you, damn it! definitely going to try to one up you that day, no one gets the jump on # 1 reader simp, Caine!!! 8/10 hes still very giddy and happy about it and hes in a good mood for the entire day

POMNI:

i think she might be a little too groggy to realize youve kissed her, but will flutter her eyes open if you give her another kiss. gets really red in the face before pushing herself deeper under the covers... i think shes generally like that with random gestures of affection and love, so please dont take this as her not enjoying the act! i promise she does like it, its just between this being standard reaction for her and just waking up shes a little... more bashful than she normally would be.. i think she would try to do the same to you the following day.. or maybe do a surprise gesture for you in return to even out the score! 7/10 very cute

RAGATHA:

as time passes i find myself making ragatha more and more of a sap, and honestly i dont hate the direction im going in. i think if you woke her up with a kiss, she would be smiling throughout the day and like caine, be in a more upbeat mood! its such a small thing to wake up to, but it means the world to her, you know? know these are starting to sound samesy with the 'returning the favor' thing but i think ragatha would at least double what you did for her.. you better incorporate the morning kisses into your routine because small stuff like that goes a long way for ragatha! 8/10

JAX:

i think he might just look at you before flipping over to face the other way and try to go back to sleep. its not totally to be mean to you and him being 'eeeewww affection' but mostly because hes not really.... a morning person. he never will be. kiss him all you want, hes not going to wake up... if he doesnt turn over, hes probably going to tug you to his chest and hold you still. probably grumbles at you to stop because he wants to sleep in that morning... but hey, look at it this way, you got some cuddling now! so hey at least theres some side of trade 5/10

KINGER:

i think he might nuzzle into your cheek and try to give you a 'kiss' back when he realizes what youre doing. pulls you to his chest, but he has full intent (unlike jax who mostly just wanted to keep you put and to make you stop moving around)... he may not have arms, but hes going to try his damndest to use his hands to keep you close... tries to push off the beginning of the day for a while longer... despite kinger actually being a morning person. leads to the two of you having a mumbled conversation about your dreams... very nice very sweet 8/10

ZOOBLE:

oh zooble is very much NOT a morning person, but i dont think they would be as mean as jax... they might mumble and tell you to hold back, but once theyre fully awake theyre going to set down some boundaries and apologize if they had upset you. they just dont like being woken up, no matter how sweetly... unless theres an emergency, they dont want to be woken up... though even then they might still be a little irritated... i think in this case swapping out morning kisses for something else that works better for both of you is the best course of action here 6/10

GANGLE:

i think she would lean right into it... maybe she wraps herself around you, if she hadnt already done that in her sleep... her mask is a little cold, so it might shock you a little and wake you up a lot more than you were expecting... oh i think gangle would feel bad about that... she didnt mean to make you uncomfortable (even though ultimately, youre not)...i think throughout the day she might be more happy and bubbly, perhaps even putting herself out more than she normally would. definitely a confidence boost for her! she even doesnt seem as sad or upset when her comedy mask breaks... i mean shes still... upset.. but not as much as she normally would be 7/10 very cute

[faiseuse-d-histoires]

" being lus size doesnt prevent people to critize her, if someone did something bad people can critize" okey, then if this is true why when kate CHEAT ON EDWINA, and when anthony make fun of two sister and then the horrible man get the woman he gets and everyone love them ( and dont face ANY consequence for it) , nobody sayd anything?? those were bad actions right??? cheating on YOUR SISTER and ruining a 8 yo woman IN REGENCY ERA REPUTATION are bad things right???

Yes, of course, they can be criticized.

But you're acting as if Kate and Anthony wanted to intentionally hurt Edwina. Like they just were smirking, laughing at Edwina, calling her a fool. What they did was bad, and they knew it. The whole audience knew it. But the whole audience knows Kate wanted to go. The whole audience knows Kate was ready to be a spinster and go far away so that her sister could be happy with her choice. She wanted to dismiss her feelings. But they were far too obvious, just like Anthony's.

They tried to do something about it, tried to make sure no one was hurt. It was a total failure. But there was no malice then.

And there were conséquences. People looking aside at Kate and Anthony. The huge fight between Edwina and Kate, which only began to end when both of them had à heart to heart conversation.

That's my défense of the show version.

The book version, actually, has none of that drama.

Show Penelope's writing though has quite the intentional malice in it, even to people she absolutely doesn't know. And she definitely ruins more reputations by writing than Kate and Anthony.

Kate, Anthony and Edwina grew from the situation. Show Penelope still didn't.

[copyrightcreep]

For the oc question thingy, all questions, and id say for all ocs bit if thats too much then patton and robynn

thank you for the ask! i'll reblog this inital post witc eahc of myOC's :P now let's start with Patton!

What’s the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do? 20 minutes. 2 hours of she isn't feeling herself.

How easy is it for your character to laugh? not that easy, 1 because she's a robot that learned emotions by observing humans. and 2 she's not a very happy animatronic

How do they put themselves to bed at night (reading, singing, thinking?) she always lets her gaze go over the room, all aspects of it. before shutting down.

How easy is it to earn their trust? not very easy, she'd assume it was another test. it will be at least 2 weeks of showing no ill intent before she stops assuming it's a test.

How easy is it to earn their mistrust? you breathe wrong and she starts being cagey.

Do they consider laws flexible, or immovable? so the fun thing is, Patton has never been outside. girl does not know what laws are. she thinks the rules of the pizzaria are very flexible though.

What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling? the table TM. and no she doesn't.

What were they told to stop/start doing most often as a child when they were still learning. her program would often try to interfere. by making kids laugh isntead of cry. and try to influence the system so kids would be happy. she was quickly told off for this. and by that i mean they shut her down for 3 weeks as punishment.

Do they swear? Do they remember their first swear word? fuck. she says fuck. because it's the first word she learned trough actual human interaction.

What lie do they most frequently remember telling? Does it haunt them? "i'm okay Spirit" and yes it does. she wonders how things would eb affected if she didn't lie to Spirit so much.

How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)? she tries to ask for clarification. if there's no one around she might try to find out herself.

How do they deal with an itch found in a place they can’t quite reach? she uh. she's an animatornic. no itchy skin for her.

What color do they think they look best in? Do they actually look best in that color? she's a black and orange bear. if they try to give her any clothing she probabl wont even wear it. and if she oes. i think its unlikely anything would fit her pattern pfff

What animal do they fear most? rats. she doesnt like rats. thy get into holes thy shouldn't and chew cables. she's not a fan.

How do they speak? Is what they say usually thought of on the spot, or do they rehearse it in their mind first? the way Patton's program works is that it plays some scenarious in her head. with different dialogue and how it could turn out. but she ususally just blurts out the first thig she thinks of.

What makes their stomach turn? i'll give slight story soilers. but Patton has met William Afton 3 times. and those times haunt her.

Are they easily embarrassed? nope! hard for her to now what it's like. and i don't think she would.

What embarrasses them? the incident TM. Patton almost took out the security door once.

What is their favorite number? 8. she really likes the number 8.

If they were asked to explain the difference between romantic and platonic or familial love, how would they do so? very badly, she has little concept of these things. she hardly knows what love is. let alone different variatons of it.

Why do they get up in the morning?  programming

How does jealousy manifest itself in them (they become possessive, they become aloof, etc)?  "she doesn't know what this feeling is. clawing at her. he was her best friend. not his. never his. before a moment passed. her eyes went fully black. he will feel what it is to miss someone." oopsies, i accidently dropped some lore :D.

How does envy manifest itself in them (they take what they want, they become resentful, etc)?  they really dont't understand envy. you get what you get and not anything else right. the techs give her all that she deserves. thats how that works right?

 Is sex something that they’re comfortable speaking about? To whom?  the techies tried once to give sex ed to Patton and Spirit. both of them just stared confusingly at their powerpoint presentation. and just kinda shurgged and said "i don't get it. doesn't look fun at all"

 What are their thoughts on marriage?  Patton tilted her head. "what does Married mean". even when seh didn't like this techie, her curiosity got the better of her. he froze for a moment. "it means you're bonded together until death takes one away. it means you're bound" his voice was mostly calm until hissing the last part. he turned around, wrench in hand. his eyes claculating, like they were looking trough her. she doesnt understand and is afraid to ask.

 What is their preferred mode of transportation?  she only knows walking and trolley. and cnsidering they need like 4 people to push her. she usually walks.

 What causes them to feel dread?  HIS uniform and those eyes. and that chilling voice.

 Would they prefer a lie over an unpleasant truth?  they would like the truth, always.

 Do they usually live up to their own ideals?  poor baby doesnt know how to live for herself. she's barely figuring out herself.

 Who do they most regret meeting?  fazbear upper management.

 Who are they the most glad to have met?  Spirit and Micheal.

 Do they have a go-to story in conversation? Or a joke?  she'll often say 'my programming does not know this notion' in a very different voice then her ususal.

 Could they be considered lazy?  nope, she's always busy and always thinking.

 How hard is it for them to shake a sense of guilt?  she doesnt udnerstand why she woudnt hang onto the feeling. you were supposed to learnr ight. what betetr ay to learn then hang onto these feelings forever and nooo i'm defintely fine Spirit don't look at me like that.

 How do they treat the things their friends come to them excited about? Are they supportive?  any time her friends are excited she'll let them talk and get it all out and then give them a high five and big grin.

Do they actively seek romance, or do they wait for it to fall into their lap?  she doesnt like romance very much.

Do they have a system for remembering names, long lists of numbers, things that need to go in a certain order (like anagrams, putting things to melodies, etc)?  p r o g r am m i n g. everything iss tored in her memory banks.

What memory do they revisit the most often?  the one of Spirit walking for the 1st time and tripping. it's very funny to her.

How easy is it for them to ignore flaws in other people?  she gets all her information from people. she usually knows ad is wary about people's flaws. you never know what cold set someone off after all.

How sensitive are they to their own flaws? pretty much worries about it all the time

How do they feel about children?  she ikes performing for them, but prefers one on one interactions.

How badly do they want to reach their end goal?  she doesnt even know her end goal. shes just chilling

If someone asked them to explain their sexuality, how would they do so?  i dont know, i'm a self learning program in a animatornic suit. how am i suppsoed to know.

[a-drama-addict]

im pretty sure tumblr straight up gobbled up my ask from yesterday (if not um, whoops sorry!) so belated sigrid swednesday ask game submission: 6, 7, 8, 11, 12, 13, 16, 18, 20, 21, 24, 25, 27, 30

happy sigrid swednesday thursday everyone. [ask game]

6. How would the player go about meeting them in Act 1? What is their introduction?

Ohh probably the ruins where you can find Withers, arguing with the people there. "Let me in or I'll cut you." Being the first thing you hear probably. When you walk in on it she'll probably point her weapon at you, biggest scowl on her face. Though you can quickly tell by her demeanor she's more scared than actually a threat (at the moment.) You can choose to either talk her down, encourage the attack, or attack her. The first two options can actually lead into her recruitment.

7. Describe their arc. How would a player help resolve it? What choices can be made? Can your Tav be turned down a dark path, or pulled to a lighter one?

Sigrid's main arc would definitely be whether she becomes an Unholy Assassin of Bhaal or not. She is generally more inclined towards doing it if you don't intervene, because if left to just her own instincts it's.. "Kill, kill, kill again" quite literally.

But she can be pretty easily persuaded into a path of light, especially if you have high approval.

I think helping would mostly involve intervening (quite literally) when she wants to submit to the urge. Like you could stop her from killing Alfira, stop her from sharing the Grove's location with Minthara (she'll try to regardless if the player does or not.)

8. After Act 3, what does their life look like? What are they talking about at the reunion party?

Post-game she would probably just live in Baldur's Gate, helping rebuild. She'll talk of the possibility of moving elsewhere, because the city has so many negative memories for her.

She does have a job as a writer now! She tries to write true crime books which get.. reviews on being eerily realistic with some gory details.

11. What is your Tav’s go-to comfort food?

Oh beef steak definitely! She likes the texture and taste combo, feel like she'd love to eat that.

12. Does your Tav have any tattoos or scars? Why?

Yep! She has one right across her face, and her neck. Both self-inflicted, in a show of worship to Bhaal when she was just getting initiated you know. She has a tattoo that's just a stripe from the edge of her lower lip to her chin.. because she thought it looked cool when she was like twenty.

13. What is your Tav’s main color palette? Why do they choose those colors?

BROWNS AND BLACKS!!! SHE LIKES THE NEUTRALITY!!! IT DOESNT HURT HER EYES!!!

16. What do they do for fun, when not adventuring? What are their hobbies?

Sigrid is pretty fond of learning how to read! Because of her lobotomy (thanks orin) she has to relearn how to do this and she actually practices a lot with Karlach and Gale. I kind of rambled about this in my other post in my tags- but this is based on dialogue you can have with Karlach about reading together. Since she has to relearn I imagine reading with Karlach and sometimes Gale helps her and genuinely entertains her.

18. Where/with whom do they feel safest?

Karlach!! Unsurprisingly. But Karlach is truly the only person who she can.. confide in, be quiet and stay in spot, never worry about saying the wrong thing. (Not that she can't say anything wrong, but she's less stressed about it with Karlach.)

20. What is their relationship to touch? Do they shy away from it? Do they need it to feel present?

complicated. From some people she craves it, she kind of wants it every day at the very least, to feel something, to feel real. (i.e. Karlach, Wyll, Shadowheart.) But with most others she'll snap if she's touched without a go-ahead or warning. (Snap as in get annoyed.)

21. Describe a defining moment from their past, which makes them who they are today!

Hmmm this sweet moment she had with Orin when they were both kids in the Bhaal temple where she braided her hair. They talked normally about things for a moment, about things they like. (In their weird, bhaalspawn ways maybe.) Both had an affinity to art, Orin was the painter whereas Sigrid was the storyteller. It was a connection of creativity and care, and through it she puts a lot of value in art and hair

24. What does your Tav consider to be their own biggest character flaw?

Incompetency. She feels she's incompetent at.. a lot. (Emotional intimacy, sexual intimacy, battle, writing, reading, music- practically everything. Except for killing. She's good at that in her eyes.) Though she rarely shows this insecurity.

25. What is something they would die on a hill over?

HMMMMMM. Even through the negative associations she has with BG, she'd defend that damn city from any negative reputation with her life.

27. What is the worst thing they’ve ever done/said to someone they love?

Ohhh. Hm. Well there's this line from a wip i'm not even remotely done to finishing where she tells Karlach, during one of her.. lets say Dark Urge moments where she practically tells Karlach "I'd kill you just to send you back to the Hells, Hell-dog." Karlach would argue that's not really 'Sigrid' though, it is, but it also isn't. Sig apologizes profusely the next morning, its definitely the one of the things she regrets saying most or even thinking. The Urge is nasty, and its the blight of her existence until its gone.

30. What does your Tav want more than anything?

Freedom, peace. The sense that when she wakes up and makes a decision it's hers and no one else's.