#she walked away from it with mild speech problems but it didnt really impact her life that much
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it's funny how you can be fine one moment and then years old grief can hit you the next
#personal balbbling#my grandmother died in the middle of march in 2021#im fine and ive BEEN fine#but randomly the realization it was my fault she died bed bound and mostly nonverbal hit me#my mother was around during her first stroke and able to take quick action#she walked away from it with mild speech problems but it didnt really impact her life that much#when she had her SECOND stroke?#not only did i not go investigate what the loud thump was#but i didnt DO anything#didnt call the ambulance#called my mother sure#but only after some time had passed#she would have passed away eventually sure#she was getting up there in age#but would she have been bed bound#highly reliant on others#trapped watching tv all the time with no teeth (the hospital forgot to give back her dentures and we never got them back)#unable to really speak#if it werent for my inaction?
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