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chaos-coming · 3 years ago

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I fucking hate that my mom doesnt just have anxiety, she has a compulsion to make everyone around her also share that anxiety and wont stop until you are more stressed out than she is bc that comparison is how she tells herself she is managing it well

#i mean her entire existence is built off of comparison with others #she is incapable of 1. not passing judgement on everything and 2. passing judgement without comparing herself and others #but it is so not fair that she feels both the need and entitlement to force you to feel her anxiety so she is less burdened #keep that shit tp yourself i just fucjing hate how she freaks put over the absolute least important things then fixates until you wabt #to tear your hair out #and nomatter how many times i tell her over the last DECADE she lurks by the coffee machine to ambush you first thing with whatever obsessio #n she cant stop herself from comlulsively dumping it all on you the moment you enter her presence #whats going on with you be damned its all about her needs #isnt it fun when boomers have a severe coctail of mental health problems but bc theyre boomers youre the problem actually #and its not like regular things this morning she goes i think you need to wear a different color shirt under your suit #im like mom wtf we are leaving in 1 hour for this wedding and my suit is already packed in the car why are you making me doubt myself at #literally the 12th hour like this is NOT the time to be doing this rodeo #so now after her and my sister making me go through a million rounds of trying on stuff i STILL have to spend more time and energy thinking #about fucking OUTFITS tomorrow #i HATE this shit 90% of what i own are field/work clothes #and ive been oversaturated on this topic for days i am cranky and done and we havent left yet #this cousin of mine better only have the 1 husband im not going to a second one of these #i still have nightmares from the bat mitzvah (but those had more to do with my parental unit's marriage and my own gender dysphoria which #was not helped by the fact that my .om dressed us at that age and well... she does not have good style to put it kindly #she tried to wear a leapord print beach wrap to this black tie wedding............

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