#she thinks tilla would want her to but baby girl no.

[isforever]

why does she visit cash once a week ? she asks herself many times . maybe it's because it earns her the title of favorite child . maybe it's because she thinks she deserves every drunken tirade and insult. maybe it's because she does think she'll finally snap and hit him like he deserves -

maybe it's because she thinks her momma would want her to .

[madefate]

for tilla, what does she think about where her kids are now ? / @fizzarollitm

❝ My, what a question, Fizzie. How did you know I think of that everyday ? Am I that obvious ? - I'm only teasing, only teasing. But they do occupy my thoughts, always.

❝ My sweet Barbie, my baby girl - it's so hard to see either of them older than the little things that clung to my legs or nestled into my hammock. I remember the way her eyes would light up when she finally learned a trick, the way she would look at my old costumes and tell me which ones she would wear when she was headlining a show. The way she would lean against me when I polished her horns. - I see the way she's fighting now.

❝ All I can I ask of her is to keep trying, to not give up on herself. The path she's on - I know that path. I know how dangerous it is, how lonely. But every time she gets back up and starts walking forward again - ... I see the star she has always been, burning brightly, refusing to be put out.

❝ Blitzo - oh, I suppose it's Blitz now, isn't it ? - my little man. He was always trying to be so much bigger than he was - louder, stronger. I wish - I'm so sorry, this isn't the time for my own regrets. On the days when I was sicker than others, he would sit by me and promise to take care of everyone - and if I could have taken the responsibility from his hands, then and forever, I would have in a heartbeat.

❝ I never once doubted that he would end up in a position like the one he's made for himself - running a company, hiring good people who care about him and the work they're doing. And goodness, the way he is with Loona - I think he's the most wonderful father I've ever seen, truly. I am so, so proud of him. - And worried. I hope with everything I have that he can set down these long years of guilt - that he can forgive himself the way I don't even need to. I hope he can be as proud of the young man looking back at himself in the mirror as I am of him. - All I want is for my babies to find each other, to remember how much they love each other, and how much I will always, always love them.

❝ And now, Sweetheart, I know I wasn't your mother, but I want you to know how proud I am of you. How you took those sewing lessons and stories of circus life and all the little bits of advice I could remember - and now you're living the dream that you were so determined to achieve. You never gave up - Hell is not kind to us, but you squared your shoulders and looked it in the eye and said, if you pardon my language, fuck that and became a star.

❝ But really, what I'm proudest of is the love you've found. It takes so much courage to open yourself up to someone who cares for you - to trust both them and yourself, particularly in a world as hard as ours. I love you too, Sweetheart. ❞

[mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune]

Molly x Fizzy x Ozzie’s Little Girl: Emilia Fizzarodeus (2022)

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Credit for Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel & Zoophobia goes to Vivziepop

I only own my OC that is in this drawing.

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as to which of the two are her Bio-Dad, well the answer is both of them are suppose to be her Bio-Dad....so she has One Mother and Two Bio-Fathers. that idea can be that Molly leaves Baby Emilie (another way to spell Emily) at the doorstep of Fizzy and Ozzie's,with a letter about the baby and that those two are the Fathers.

as a Baby and through most her childhood, Emilia Fizzarodeus aka Emilie... calls Fizzarolli "Mama" instead of "Papa" or "Dada", I was going to put down "Dada" but having her view Fizzy as "Mama" just seem more interesting.

I think it be interesting if she can sing, and can be viewed as having a voice of a Angel.

she is a Helluva Boss OC, but because of the Crossover Idea I have on her, she is also a Hazbin Hotel and Zoophobia OC...

Older-Emilie could still love her Dads, but doesn't want them to make her be something she isn't, like them...

she likes the romance that they find to be gross and one of her favorite OTP are M&M (Moxxie & Millie) and at first she was going to be just a mix of Fizzy and Ozzie, but then I decided to make her a mix of Angel's Twin Sister Molly. so now she is a mix of the three of them, and that's why she has two extra arms that she can make appear at will.

the reason why Molly had to give her up to her Two Dads (Fizzarolli & Asmodeus) is because she couldn't take her to where she lives, and she had to do what was best and safe for her daughter, and give her to Fizzy and Ozzie.  it be cute if Emilie calls Robo-Fizz, "Robo-Mama" XD

also don't ask how it is possible for Emilie to have two bio-dads, for all I know, I could have two soul-dads from my being soul fragment fusion... my pendulum could still be pranking me about Phenex being my Soul-Dad, well no matter if it's true or not, he sure as heck ain't the boss of me.

I mean yeah, my voice is like that of a "doll" like voice and sometimes when I yell, my Mom tends to mistake it for one of the neighbour's little kids.

and way before I got curious to ask by using my pendulum that had to do with Phenex...I had asked about my ethereal wings and about them going into flame mode when I get really mad.

pretty sure the Feminine-Messiah would technically be the boss of me, even though I'm a Defective Earth Angel.

if some other info about Phenex is true, would that mean that if my pendulum isn't pranking me, wouldn't that mean that Phenex would both my Soul-Dad & Soul-Mom, or at least one of my Soul-Moms...and my being a Nonbinary Gal (Feminine Aligned), wouldn't have anything to do with them, I didn't really know much about them until I had found some info on them and looked up some of the info that was about Phenex.

but yeah even if it did turn out my pendulum isn't pranking me, and is telling the truth about them, Phenex is still ain't the freaking boss of me....

but maybe just in case, I should use gem bracelets to seal any power that was inherited from Him/Her/Them...

just in case my pendulum was giving out a truthful reply about them being one of my Soul-Parents, I already know I was born from another Earth Angel's Soul, and I know I'm mix fusion of fragments made into one.

anyway back to this drawing, so yeah, Emilie is a Imp, but that is just one part of her, she appears like a normal looking Imp but with blue hair. and yeah, Emilie was inspired by Super Universe's Tilla Mayday Series...

is it weird picturing little Emilie with the other little babies from Tilla Mayday Series, and she gets into Mrs Mayberry's "Bad Juice" and then a few minutes later, she ends up throwing the cup down and yelling out "F*** The Heck-Patriarchy!"

then a hour later, Mrs Mayberry wakes up (because she fell asleep at her desk) to find that all of the children are yelling "F*** The Heck-Patriarchy"  and one of them saying "Viva La Mommies!", and it starts to be a mix of them yelling out "F*** The Heck-Patriachy" and "Viva La Mommies!" and then a whole "All Mommies Are Queens!" start up too, so that adds to the words that the little ones are screaming.

Mrs Mayberry should be mad, but I picture she would be trying not to laugh.

and when the parents do come to pick them up, they could be shocked to see what's going on and seeing Mrs Mayberry on the floor laughing like crazy about whats happening around her.

also if Emilie had to sing a song at Ozzie's, to get her point a-cross to her Dads....it would be Silent Scream (by Anna Blue), and I think that it would make sense that if Molly decides to go live at Safe Haven (but in a Fanon Timeline only of course), she would come back into Emilie's life.

and explaining to Emilie on why she had left her with her two Dads, but now they can be a family again, and if she chooses to, she can come live with her at Safe Haven.

Emilie could choose to go with her Mom, when she can't get through to her Dads about how they need to accept the fact that she is Gray-Ace, and she likes the kind of romance that Millie x Moxxie show.

and she can't be the daughter they want her to be.

before she leaves to go live with her Mom, she sings the song Silent Scream, at Ozzie's.

I like the idea of Older-Emilie living in Safe Haven and becoming a student at Zoo Phoenix Academy (but in a Fanon/Noncanon Timeline of it.)

I was thinking about placing “Crush” in her bio, to say who she has a crush on.

and weirdly, Damian (from Zoophobia) came to mind.

 the song that would fit Emilie x Damian, could be “I Like Me Better” by Lauv.

but instead of the word “New York City” it is “Safe Haven”.

so it be like “To Be Young And In Love, In Safe Haven.”

of course the ship wouldn’t be canon at all, and would be in the Fanon Zone.

 one of the tags for this, is spider demon, even though she might not look it at all, but her having extra arms that she can make appear at will, is what she is suppose to have got from Molly.

this character might be a one shot type, or I could try to draw her again sometime and maybe write a short story with her in it.

maybe I will ship her with another OC...

a Poly-Ship of Angel & Arackniss’s Sister Molly with Fizzy & Ozzie, is perhaps a idea no one in the fandom saw coming....

well the ship wouldn’t be canon and would just be fanon only.

and we all know that Fizzy x Ozzie is canon.

also I want to say that if my pendulum wasn’t pranking me about the whole Phenex thing, and well it is possible that they going by she/her and he/him and appearing as male or female, is possibly only on that fandom place that I saw the info on, but I could try to look up more info to see if it is true.

but yeah even if it were true, we are still different, and at least I want to make sure I control certain powers with gems, to act as sealing charms and limiters, as well as to protect me from outside energies that might be harmful to me.

plus a info says that they want to get back into Heaven, and recently because of certain reasons, I have thoughts that if I do end up in Heaven, I would want to try to find the edge of it and try to jump off...

but then again I might end up freezing like a deer caught in a headlight, it has happen before when I was really high up, well I wouldn’t say it would be super high, but I really couldn’t move and I was scared that one time when it happen.

 it’s like if there is a stairs but there is no sides to it that you can put your hand on, and there are no walls at all....and you could end up feeling not so great and end up on your butt and hugging for dear life and scared to go down them because you think you might get hurt.

I have only fell down the stairs a few times before, but at least those times it was inside a house, and that was before I found out about a scene from Fire Emblem Awakening, that has one of the characters talk about a Princess who fell down the stairs, I was surprised by that and it reminded me of my experience, and the fact that I’m technically a Princess, even if I don’t have the official title, and one of my Ancestors is King Solomon, and I can’t help but be thankful to be a descendant of his son Rehoboam, cause once again that ain’t no curse, that is a freaking blessing in disguise.

so jokes on those who lived back then during when the curse first took place and view it as a bad thing, cause here in the modern age, it has evolved into a blessing.

also I figured out if I want Chrom to be with Olivia, he shouldn’t have a “C” with any of the girls that is on his team, and I will have the other two saves have him with Sumia and Female-Robin, but in the other save, I can have him with Olivia.

but the save where Chrom and Olivia will be together, will be in the Male-Robin Timeline.....but I could still view Lucina, Inigo, Morgan and Cynthia as siblings and half-siblings.

but like with Inigo being the eldest, and then Lucina being the second oldest and Cynthia being the third and lastly Morgan being the youngest.

another way for Morgan to be a half-sibling to Cynthia, even if Sumia is with Chrom, is viewing the new save, where you have Sumia and Male-Robin together, but in the other save, Sumia is with Chrom.

different timelines, different choices of who to ship who with who.

it be interesting if there was a Helluva Boss/Hazbin Hotel Fan Game, where you can choose who to be with, like there being different Routes.

maybe I can talk about this idea in another post...

but anyway like I pointed out before, what had inspired this OC was Super Universe’s Tilla Mayday Series.

Emilie's Older Future Self is Gray-Ace & Biromantic, even if she is suppose to be the offspring of the Embodiment of Lust, that doesn’t mean she will automatically be just like him in the lustful department. 

if Emilie was the embodiment of anything, it would be the embodiment of Fizzy & Ozzie’s Love for each other given form, like fusion.

so yeah, Emilie is The Living Embodiment Of Their Love (and Molly’s as well if she’s thrown into that ship, but only in some Fanon Timelines.)

also one the reasons the tags for this is “angel” is because of the possibility that Molly might be a “Angel” but nothing is fully confirmed yet, but if she was, Emilie would technically be one through her hybrid Ethereal DNA.    

my thoughts of Molly being ship with those two (Ozzie x Fizzy), must be weird, but I do tend to be weird, and I wouldn’t be me if I wasn’t letting my weird self out every once in a while.

plus it’s better when I’m being happy and being my weird self. :)

[kvmberly]

if i can’t have you.

20 day song imagines masterlist | main masterlist

pairing: bucky barnes x 40’s!reader

pronouns: she/her

genre: angst, some fluff

warning: one curse word and mentions of death.

word count: 1.7k

synopsis: bucky spends years tracking down a necklace from a past lover that he just can't stop thinking about but ended up finding something even better.

this means flashbacks

The first time Bucky remembered y/n was after his first fight with Steve, Sam, and Natasha. He was so confused that Steve knew him and all the memories from his past life were slowly flowing back.

"James! Don't throw that at me!" y/n laughed running from him.

they were having a water-balloon fight. It was a sunny afternoon in Brooklyn and they were quick to take advantage of the sunny weather.

"Doll i'm not going to throw it. Just come over here it'll be okay." Bucky bit his lip in anticipation.

Y/n slowly stepped towards Bucky but ran once she heard someone cough in the bush next to her.

"Dammit Steve!"

"I'm sorry I was trying to hold it in." Steve laughed.

Y/n. Who was y/n? And who was this Steve guy? Bucky's context clues led him to believe that y/n might've been a lover of his, hence the pet name "doll."

Bucky didn't have much time until he was back at the Hydra building so he quickly picked up random litter from the street and sought out to find a pen. Once he found it, he wrote the name y/n on it.

Once he arrived to the front building of Hydra he tucked the paper away from anyones view to come back for it.

He was back from his mission and hydra knew right away that something wasn't right. They wiped is memory and everything he remembered was gone. Kind of.

The next couple of weeks Bucky had remembered nothing of his past life, including where he hid the paper, and was doing missions for his "boss." This time, he just so happened to find Steve, again.

Combinations of Steve repeatedly calling The Winter Soldiers name, Bucky, and just seeing him caused him to pause. A memory was coming back to him. He tried to fight it, even after focusing on Steve and what his leaders told him to do. But even after saving Steve, he couldn't fight off the feelings he was getting from being near the super soldier.

"James. Please be careful." Y/n cried into his neck.

She just got the news that he's going on a mission with Steve. She always feared what would happen when he joined the military. She already had faced almost losing him to the nazi's. What if something even worse happens?

"Doll. You know I will." he replied, pulling back to look at her teary eyed face.

"Still, things happen." she shrugged.

Bucky stood up from the bed getting his thing's together. He knew it was dangerous, but he had to do it. She knew that.

"Wait James." Y/n called as he was about to leave, "Take this." She handed him a necklace.

Bucky looked at the silver necklace, examining the picture of her on it, "What's this for?"

"So you don't forget me." She sniffed.

"You keep it here with you." He said softly.

"Why?"

So you can give it to me when I come back." He kissed her lips, leaving her with the last I love you she'll ever hear from him.

Bucky jolted awake from his sleep wiping his eyes and got up from his metal bed. Bucky suddenly started to question hydra like he hasn't before. He began to question who he even was.

He needed to find that necklace. But where could it be? Did she even keep it?

Over the course of two years, Bucky finally started to get his memory back. He was united with Steve in weird circumstances but he was just glad to have his best friend next to him. Even though he had his memory, he still hadn't found the necklace. He spent two years looking everywhere for it and never even got a hit on it until a couple nights ago. He kept having flashbacks to a specific place.

"You sure know how to make a girl love huh?" Y/n asked, arms around Bucky's neck.

"Maybe." He mumbled then softly placed his lips on her's.

They were at the y/n's favorite bar dancing to a song that came on in the jukebox. Paper Doll.

Bucky quickly learned that song is the reason he called his beloved y/n doll.

"What you thinking in the pretty head of yours?" Bucky questioned.

Y/n sighed, "Just about how amazing you are."

"You want to go to the bar. Don't you?"

"Yes!" She yelled as she shot up from the bed to get ready.

The bar. But what was it called?

Bucky had a long day. All he wanted to do was cuddle up with y/n but when he entered there shared apartment, she wasn't there. She was always there, especially at this time of the night.

He didn't want to panic though. He knew she had to be somewhere so he looked around the building then proceeded to drive to her family owned bar. Y/L/N

He quickly drove to the bar, opening the door to it, seeing y/n. "Doll." Bucky called.

"Hi James." Y/n greeted.

"Why aren't you at home?"

"I just wanted to be out." Y/n answered truthfully.

Bucky nodded sitting next to her ordering a drink. She always made his day better.

Finally! He had a name to the bar, but where was it?

Bucky decided to ask Steve. Surely y/n and Steve were in contact after his "passing." Maybe he knows about the necklace.

"Hey Steve. You remember y/n?" Bucky asked

"Of course I do Buck. You thinking about her."

"Yeah I um- I remember she had a family bar it was named-"

"Y/L/N" Steve interrupted.

"You remember it?" Bucky's eyes lit up.

Steve nodded smiling, happy his friend was remembering something important.

"Can you maybe tell me where it's at?"

"You looking for the necklace?" Steve asked, even though he already knew the answer.

Bucky said yes then followed Steve all the way down the street. A big sign reading, "Y/L/N" was hanging overhead. "Here you are."

How did he miss this?

Bucky thanked Steve with a handshake and walked his way into the bar. It looked the same, only more modern. The jukebox was still there but the interior was more relaxed and comfortable.

The bell rang as he entered causing people to look at him. Most reverted their attention back to there food as he walked to the ordering counter, but a a lady in the back kitchen, who couldn't be older than 30, continued to stare at him.

"You here for food or drinks?" The person at the ordering counter asked.

Bucky opened his mouth to speak but one of the people from the back intervened. "Tilla come back here for a second."

Tilla, the person at the counter, went to the back and talked to the lady who called them. Tilla's eyes widened then turned their head looked at Bucky.

What is going on?

The lady from the kitchen came up to the counter, "You James Barnes?" She asked.

"How'd you know?" He questioned.

"I'm Nichole, y/n's niece." She reached her hand out to greet him.

He accepted the handshake but was still confused. How did she know what he looked like. Surely y/n couldn't have told her?

"I'm guessing you're looking for y/n?"

"Well-"

"You're two years late." She told him, "She passed away."

Bucky's whole body froze.

Nichole looked up at him, seeing his state. "Let me take you to lunch. I'll tell you everything." She grabbed her bag and led him somewhere to eat.

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"Did she- did she ever talk about me?" Bucky asked nervously. He just wanted to know. Not wanted, needed to know.

"All the time."

"Really?" He smiled.

"Yeah. She used to play that paper doll song all the time!" She laughed, "I remember just begging her to stop showing pictures of you but I guess it helped me figure out who you are."

"How'd you know I was alive?"

"Steve told me."

Huh? Steve knew y/n had family so close and never told him? But then Bucky remembered, he knew about the necklace. He knew about the bar. Why did he never tell him?

"He wanted you to remember it."

Bucky was snapped from his thoughts, "What?"

"Steve. He wanted you to remember her not because he told you, but because you genuinely remembered." Nichole reached into her bag, grabbing a crumbly envelope.

"Here." She handed him the paper. "Her death wish was for you to read this note. She wrote it for you but knew Steve was alive and made me promise to give it to him. But since you're alive and breathing, I'm giving it to you."

Bucky softly grabbed the envelope from the young girls hand, opening it.

Y/n was so hurt. So hurt from the news of Bucky's passing. She couldn't move on so she decided to make a letter. A letter that she only could hope that would be opened by Bucky.

Dear my beloved James,

I am writing this letter in hopes of you coming back home one day. Everyone says you have passed. They tell me to move on but I can not. I can not move on from you. You are the man I dream about in the night time. Steve says he did everything he could. I believe him. I truly miss you. You are the love of my life and if I could just hear you call me doll one more time, I would finally be at rest. I remember us talking about baby names. I remember all the times you came to my work just to tell me a new name you came up with. Sadly I will not have any babies. I refuse to even lay with another person. I refuse. I hope to one day have a niece. Maybe I can convince my family to name them Nichole or Harvey. If only. I miss you. Everything in my life seems sore without your touch. Everything means nothing without you. Everything means nothing if I can't have you.

your doll, y/n.

She sealed it in a pink envelope and tucked it away.

ps, i slipped the picture of me in your pocket.

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idk why but I started tearing up at the end lol. i can just imagine the pain people feel when there s/o passes away :/

- kimberly

[enbyleighlines]

Gimme 1-11 with Inara please :D

Yay, thank you!!

1. How do they celebrate their birthday?

Okay, funny story. The world Inara lives in has this law that has every citizen do community service for the five days preceding their birthday. Then they get the day of their birthday off from work/school, guaranteed, as a reward for their service to the community. Each person gets to choose which charity they wish to work for. Inara spends her birthday charity week cleaning up after the animals at the local shelter in her hometown of Nifol. Then she spends her actual birthday just lazing around at home until her sisters gets home from school and they celebrate with outdoor games until their parents get home from work. Then, they have a large feast.

2. Who is the most important person in their life?

That would be Easter and Arma, Inara’s younger sisters. They look up to Inara a lot. Though Inara is rarely serious, she is serious about being a good role model for them

3. What to they wear when they’re just at home hanging out?

Honestly Inara likes to hang out in her lynx form the most, if she has nothing to do which requires the use of thumbs.

4. What is their house like?

It’s small but cozy. Inara was born into the peasant class, so her family isn’t super wealthy, but they make enough to keep everybody warm and fed. And since they live on the top of a mountain where it gets very, very cold, their house is full of plush rugs and spare blankets.

5. Any pets?

No pets, no. Inara wants a dog but neither she nor anyone else have enough free time to properly look after one.

6. What will always make them smile?

Baby animals. Inara is obsessed with puppies, especially. One might expect her to be a cat person (since she technically IS a cat person), and she does love cats, but dogs are her favorite.

7. What will always make them cry?

Anyone else crying. Inara is a sympathy crier. If someone else starts, she’ll join in.

8. What’s their favorite movie (presuming they life in a world with movies, if not, what would be their favorite movie)?

They don’t have movies, but Inara would probably be fascinated with Zootopia… since she basically lives that

9. Favorite book?

Inara likes any book with lots of adventure. Underdog heroes are her favorite, since she considers herself an underdog (…undercat?)

10. Do they get along with their parents?

Yes! Tilla and Fauna (Inara’s parents) are very kind, and they love their daughter very much. Tilla is an arctic fox shifter, while Fauna is a lynx shifter like her daughter. (Easter is an arctic fox, and Arma is a lynx.) The entire family is very close and affectionate. When they aren’t lazing around inside, they like to take part in winter sports together.

11. If you could put them into a different fictional universe, where would they go?

I think Inara would fit well into a world like the My Hero Academia universe. She very much has that can-do attitude that works great for superhero stories.

Thank you for asking about my girl!!!

[storyclassl]

Presentation baby !

Ok so, let's set the bases.

We are 9 students (only nine because "the S (scientific section) is so much better and open so much more doors ! Who would want to be in the "literary section" ?") So there's that.

We are 9. We are 9 and we only have two boys in our group. Yup. Not always easy for them me think. 🤔

So (I'm gonna use fake names because Internet can be dangerous children !):

- Alex : Gay and Fabulous, tall, loves our Littérature teacher, Mrs Cats (we all love her), likes mangas and videogames, big Danganronpa fan, loves ancient greek class, "peu me chaut" is his motto (fancy french way of saying "I dont care").

- Jojo : Likes Jojo bizar adventure, suuuper smart (genius level) but tells everyone he's stupid because he wants to be treated normally, funny, loves videogames. Nerdy cute, he's two years younger than the rest of us.

- Lisa : cat-lover ("It's the noniiiiii !"), beautiful (really gorgeous), wants to become a psychologist, sings like heaveeeen, likes fAsHioN and korean style, seems weird and is weird (in the best way), wants to study abroad.

- Lea : loves History and cats, Hamilton fan, is a magnet for gay people (and is the biggest shipper ever), sassy, loves Good Omens and The Hobbit too, wants to become an archaeologist, is basically Wikipedia, Ines' bestest friend, class delegate n°1.

- Ines : wants to become a kindergarden teacher, loves being around kids and animals, the kindest person you'll ever meet, the very definition of a Hufflepuff, Lea's bestest friend.

- Paula : funny as hell, sex jokes, sexy lady~, sociable, almost impossible to hate, makes the best imitations and accents.

- Emmy : master of sex jokes, you don't know what her family is like and you don't want to know, will tell you everything about herself and trust everyone, a Gryffondor if I ever met one.

- Tilla : sassy, single and a Feminist, loves Shakespeare and Harry Potter, will kill and die for true love, popular girl, fAsHioN, has Instagram and is killing it, always right one way or another (even if she's not), starts Drama. Will be great.

Me, myself, I, the greatest Meli : ambitious and sassy, not heterosexual, blue is the best color (black is awesome too), seems cold and grumpy (spoiler : is not [not always]), sarcasm is the best weapon, fanfiction master (ao3>fanfiction.net, don't talk about Wattpad), loves Harry Potter, Danganronpa and Hannibal, class delegate n°2, will probably become a prosecutor or a psychologist.

Aaaaand, there you go ! Now you know !

P.S: And we are all french. Baguettes are great. So are pains au chocolat (and not "chocolatine"). Yes, I went there.