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raeofthelight · 8 months ago

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I am dead inside and I feel so bad for the really upbeat lesbian girl I've been training at work because I just am wholly incapable of meeting her energy. She's dancing and singing and making little happy noises as she learns and I'm just here feeling my eye bags deep in my soul like some zombie.

#she probabaly thinks i dont like her and thats not true at all #i just have a Role at work to be able to suvive it #and i cannot deviate from my mentally assigned routines #else the anxiety disorder wins #anyway #rae rambles #ive also been nauseous all day #so i have even less energy cus of that #home in bed now just feelin the social anxiety of my failed ability to communicate with others in normal ways

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