#she is surprisingly deep for a pgr oc lmao
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I need to stop bombarding our discord sever with my PGR OCs so now I am here!!! Because I donāt think Iāve ever posted abt Annaās revamp here, despite the fact that I first made and shared her here. (This image isnāt entirely accurate, sheās drawn with a heart with a lock over her chest now)
As you can see, her design has changed a lot and so has her character as a whole tbh. Sheās no longer just a self ship with Wata but she is still everybodyās older sister. Also I need to rant abt her because despite Qiu being my favourite, (to bully) I think Anna is the best written or at least the most creative.
The whole thing about Anna now is that sheās basically a Marina and the Diamonds song personafied (sort of) Whereas before she was a more tragic heroic figure + a hopeless romantic, now sheās got this loss of innocence thing going on.
Here are some doodles of her when she was still human
As you can tell, she was a ballerina as a human. The whole thing with Anna now is that sheās been dealing with being used by mainly older men since a young age. I remember I was going to go into it a little more into SA with her old frame, Marionette, but I scrapped it or it never got much attention
Annaās reason for being a construct now is that she wants to separate herself from this demure, innocent image of a prima ballerina by becoming a soldier. She endured quite a bit assault in ballet due to her partner being a scumbag + body image issues from her creepy teacher. The creepy teacher thing is a personal thing aight bear with me for a bit.
About the whole SA and older men thing, itās terrible but i felt the need to explore it a bit. Itās sad how girls grow up so much faster because men want them to, or how women stay girls because men like it. I keep thinking about thirteen year old Anna being given candy and being told sheās so mature for her age and unfortunately I think itās something too many people can relate too.
Anna is also made to look like a doll. You know, a symbol of girlhood. But sheās also been sexualized. Yeah. Yeah, you know what I mean. Also something something metaphor for oneās own autonomy over themselves. And I just really like the ball joint look and pretty clothes leave me alone.
She gets pulled out of the red tide by Vonnegut and help with the Hetero Hive mother, itās only during Evernight beat when she realizes her mistake and defects to Babylonia.
I almost considered her getting pulled out of the forbidden kool aid by the Luna ascendant gang, and it could have worked because Luna was also manipulated, used, and discarded and sheās like fifteen. So they would have a lot in common (+Alpha x Anna shipping fuel ngl I think theyād be cute together but I havenāt settled yet) But I think itād be more symbolic of her to get manipulated by yet another man. I donāt think Vonnegut is creepy btw I just think heās manipulative in general. Also if she were to be picked up by Luna Ascendant gang she would not join Babylonia because she would become attached to Luna and Alpha.
She gets her memories fucked over, but she still has some love for ballet. I like to think of her dancing with Bambinata and even teaching her a bit. OH also she makes her clothes out of panini virus so she gets to have a bunch of pretty outfits mwhahahahahaha designing hyper feminine clothes is my passion.
Iām usually a little iffy abt SA but I was targeted by my teacher/coach when I was younger so thatās where this comes from. Nothing ever happened, but I fear something would have if I didnāt move. He used to give me candy and talk to me in private and say how I was too mature for boys my age (I was 10-12 years old at the time) and likened me to a girl he had a crush on when he was in high school. Gross, right? There was also a time when he made a kiss joke but handed me the kisses chocolate instead. Yeah I hope he got booted. Oh yeah and he touched my ass once. And used to hold our waists in basketball to āpositionā us even when we said we werenāt comfortable with it. Sheesh I hope he got his teaching license revoked or got put on a sex offender list. And I hope his second wife left him too.
Alright Iām rambling now lmao byeeeeee
#If you remember her you deserve a veteran discount#Pgr oc#pgr#punishing gray raven#she is surprisingly deep for a pgr oc lmao#I will reuse her for an original story dw
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