#she has issues with idira (altho they are friends) bc she resents having another oracle on board who might undermine her | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

vancalox · 11 days ago

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on the topic of leda being the worst i also think she also suffers from having fallen for her own hype at a very young age 😍 double combo of being vain with jealous streak the likes of which WILL lead to a crime of passion at one point or another. like she needs to be the one holding all the cards and if you get one over on her she WILL pray on your downfall at best, actively plot it at worst

#oc: leda #i think all of this comes down to the terror of being insignificant all her life having no meaning except to die to fuel the astronomicon #she MUST have a purpose greater than that she HAS to believe that the emperor has chosen her personally because the alternative #is too horrifying to fathom #she TRULY believed it was her *destiny* to become the rogue trader which is why she didnt tell anybody that theodora would die #even though she'd had a vision of it days before arriving on the ship #she has issues with idira (altho they are friends) bc she resents having another oracle on board who might undermine her #(again tho like. shes not a BAD person and she does grapple with the guilt of feeling this way. but like. shes still feeling it lol)#and then argenta (also her close friend) pisses her off to know end bc how Dare she insinuate that the emperor chose her #he chose ME and ME alone !!!!!#and the worst part is on the surface she is very soft spoken and level headed and instrospective #she presents herself as humble and wise. so when these things start happening around her she has to bear it even tho her eye is TWITCHING...#anyway. i love her so much. i need to write more about her good qualities I SWEAR SHE HAS SOME. SHES GOOD I PROMISE.#I JUST NEED MY OCS TO BE AWFUL AS A BASELINE AND THEN WORK MY WAY UP FROM THERE LOL

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