#she goes everywhere w me bc anxiety and obvs issues w ppl being aholes for no reason

[hislittleraincloud]

When someone hates you for somethin stupid, remember that it’s not about you; it’s about them, and their fvckin opinion is not a reflection of your life…

Don't ever let some asshole convince you to hate yourself, Tor. Be happy 🤍

#thatanon🌚

#>>>

#notficwife

Ooo the MYSTERY of this Anon. YOU.

Are too sweet. 🥹💖✨

I wish I could be happy, but with my health probs, being dirt poor/organizing one 'meal' a day (if even, I tend to end up involuntarily fasting for a day), helping my old dogs when I know that they're on their way out (17 is pretty damn old for two dogs), and having the 'friends' I had all up and disappearing on me is a bit much. I get to ruminating on how all of my early work was lost/destroyed by the fucking building manager who continues to harass me to this day and my spirit just takes a dive. The really dark thoughts creep in, but I know I can't just off myself (I have enough drugs here to kill a Clydesdale) because of the furbabies. Bad enough that I wonder what'll happen to me if I did just check out. (Involuntarily, suddenly...like another friend I had in Texas who was around the same age I am. I messaged her with something, she posted on her FB about it, and then she fkn literally died right after (she was found by her roommate). She was a wild one, like me. 🕊️💔❤️‍🔥).

Yeah, I dunno what'll make me happy. I got my babies. And my writing. That's pretty much it. Maybe I should post a pic of the baby baby. She's my sunlight right now.

Whoops...right glasses, wrong puppy. 💩

They really do kinda look alike. 🫠✨