#she doesnt pay rent. she doesnt buy groceries. she buys plushies and cross-stitch kits every few days. i am so fucking mad tbh!!! | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

piplupod · 2 months

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girl at centre complaining about having to "stretch" her money until she gets her next disability payment (her grandparents also give her money regularly) and she goes "i'm going to have to order the cheapest option on the menu at [sushi place]!" and i just sit there with my eye twitching bc i have recently had to stop buying cereal bc its too expensive. cereal is literally my second favourite food of all time. i want to cry, i want to bang my head against the wall. also another person who goes to the centre stayed at the psych ward ONCE and they filled out all the paperwork to get her onto disability without her even having to ask for that, and i've stayed there TWICE and they've never even mentioned that being a thing they could do for me,,,,,, i want ! to kms ! sorry !

#the first girl also regularly buys DQ for lunch. and goes out for dinner often.#she only started talking about money stuff since i mentioned once rly awkwardly that i couldnt afford to get dq lunch w her #and ever since then she has just. been trying so hard to talk about how hard she has it financially #she doesnt pay rent. she doesnt buy groceries. she buys plushies and cross-stitch kits every few days. i am so fucking mad tbh!!!#god i wish that were me !!!!! i fucking wish that were me !!!!!!!#i get so stressed over my grocery bill each week even though i tend to keep it to <$50 that i cry when i look at the flyer for sales lmfao #(50 cad is 36 usd)#and i am so well aware that i have it good compared to some other ppl. thats why i do not talk about this shit around others irl lmao #idk what to do bc she is just driving me up a fucking wall. do not complain to me bc i have zero sympathy for u lol #u have walking around money. u have ''little treat'' money. u have money to buy tasty food and toys.#i do not. and i am struggling to make myself buy groceries bc i am scared shitless seeing my bank account keep ticking down #i will be starting the application process for welfare at the end of this month though (had to wait for some stuff to process properly)#so ... hopefully i can get onto that and then move onto applying for disability. stupid fucking shitty system!#pippen needs 2nd breakfast #suicide mention

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