#she applied to my job and im fingers and toes crossed that she gets a job here. i want to work with her again đ i wanna be coworkers soo
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still in my 'thinking abt work the next day stresses me out' phase
#logbook#felt good friday and last night. back to euck mode tonight.#im going to leave my fern in the kitchen and let the dryer run til it stops and go to bed while rent washes hair so i dont have to talk lol#it'll be semi warm tmrw so im thinking i'll wear new pants and new indigo floral.#on top of work therss my check issue (i didnt even talk abt that lmao) and paying off bills this week. and texting 3 ppl back.#but my coworker from my old job. my fave one who taught me everything and is my friend now. .#she applied to my job and im fingers and toes crossed that she gets a job here. i want to work with her again đ i wanna be coworkers soo#bad. everybody fingers crossed for c if you're so inclined. she's coming tmrw for her interview.#so im also nervous abt that. . .#ok im going to try and sleep once i do those things. gn<á
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Speechless chapter 1) Half a paycheck
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Birmingham, Small Heath 1919,
It was a gloomy Monday morning, still too early for working men and women to head off to the factories. Besides a drunkard babbling to himself post passing-out, it was quiet.
A young lass hopped from sidewalk to the road, thankful for the large pompous city being at ease.
She became a resident of Small Heath a month ago, the city still frightened her. The constant chaos, The smoke, fire and heavy machinery. Although the war had ended and economy was flourishing, providing jobs and therefore warm meals and a roof over many fortunate heads, the thriving city seemed like a gigantic dark smoking monster ready to swallow her whole.
She despised Small Heath, every inch of it.
Skipping puddles as best she could, her pumps were worn down and anything but waterproof, she tried to find a street sign. After three weeks of residence, Small Heath was still a maze to her and she feared she would be running late on her first day of her new job.
Honestly, this possible job opportunity was the only thing that was keeping her going. A humble spark in the dark so to speak.
She passed a bakery and for a moment she dared to close her eyes and travel back to her hometown. To the paddocks, the cornfields, the sounds of crickets and the cleansing touch of morning dew. She would trade the stench-ridden cobblestoned roads back for the sandy streets. With just a handful of cars passing everyday simply because not a lot of men could afford to drive. Life had been hard and, disciplined, but kind. Waking up to feed the animals before heading to school. Sowing potato bags for winter, and, when money was tight, sewing clothes from potato bags. It didnât matter, there was a unity in their humble society where no-one was left behind.
Until the war.
First young men volunteered, thrilled by the promise of adventure. But death swept most of them from their feet like the plague.
After them, some of the older man went to war. Some for glory, some for money, but most to avenge their lost sons. Blood was thicker than water and the fathers wanted to see the enemyâs blood.
Only a few men came back, what was left of them anyway.
A klaxon honked and the young lass swallowed away the bitterness of dejection.
Main Street. A sigh escaped her lips, according to the directions she was almost there.
Charlie Strongâs Yard was nothing like sheâd expected it to be. Sheâd been in the market with her mother when an older woman had picked her out of the crowd. The woman had talked about horses. Her heart had skipped a beat when she mentioned the noble creatures. After a few failed attempts at applying for a job in various textile mills sheâd been dreadfully worried she she would need to get a job at the factory where her uncle worked. The man came back day after day covered with grime and occasionally with small, second degree burns from when the hot, molten steel was cast into ingots.
She was afraid sheâd have to scrub her freckles off to her face clean of all the coal dust.
âTell âim Polly sent you, dearâ, the woman had said sternly, her lips pressed into a firm smile.
Hesitantly, she slowed down her steps as she walked along the docks. The lady had been kind to her, offering her a job at the stables, but during their short chat the woman made it clear with whole her bearing that she was not to be messed with. Her gaze had been clear and cold as sheâd given her directions and the time.
Charlie Strong was, as Polly had predicted, smoking at the back of the yard leaning up against a chimney. His fingers scratched the tainted skin of his cheek as he watched the young lass approach.
âYer the new stable lad?â He blurted out as surprised as he was amused.
Politely she took off her bucket hat and lowered it to her waist. It was a good way of hiding her twiddling fingers which she had the annoying habit of doing when she was nervous.
âI think I am,â she answered, wondering whether she should keep her hat down or put it back on, âPolly send me,â she added when the man in front of her laughed out loud. âReally, she did!â She pressed when Charlieâs laugh turned into choking coughs.
âBet she did!â Charlie spat amused once heâd got his breath back. âOh Tommyâs going to love this!â With his right hand he gestured her to follow him. Muttering to himself he guided her through the yard to the far back.
The stables werenât exactly as sheâd pictured them, there werenât even half as many boxes as her family had at their farm. But this wasnât the time to be picky and so she quickly turned her disappointed gaze into a proper smile.
âOy, Tommy!â Charlie spat, stomping out his cigarette on the ground. âI got ya your new stable lad. I bet Curly ainât tipping this one.â
From the far side of the stable yard the outline of a slender build man appeared. Scrunching his sleeves up to his elbows, he laid down his pitchfork. Pushing his flat cap up rubbed his face. His icy light blue eyes sharply checked her out from head to toe and for a moment he seemed puzzled. Instead of focusing on her he turned his eyes to his uncle, shrugging his shoulders.
âPolly sends her regards. This is your new lad.. Or should I say lass?â Charlie added with a wink to her. âThis is...wait a minute, whatâs your name lass?â
Uncomfortable, she peeked from the older man back to the younger one and vice versa. âMaria, Maria Lehman.â
âAh, Maria.â Charlie tapped her on the back, his humorous grin a contrast to hers. âThis is Tommy Shelby.â
Two dark brows furrowed up from surprise. Then his jaw tightened and without giving Maria another look he shook his head. Rapidly he started to gesture with wild motions.
For her experienced eyes it was a piece of cake to understand what his signs mean: Why let a girl do men's work?!
Her hand clenched around her bucket hat as she huffed: âBecause I will work twice as hard for half a paycheck, Mr Shelby.â
This took both men off guard. Tommy abruptly stopped gesturing and dropped his arms rapidly to his sides. Charlie whistled: âPolly works in mysterious ways, yaâ have ta give her that.â
Tommyâs jaws clenched and before anyone could say another word he raised his middle finger to his uncle, spun on his heels and marched back into the stables.
âForgive my nephew's god awful manners, Miss Lehman, he ainât been right in the head ever since he came back from France,â Charlie apologized matter-of-factly. âWell, Iâll be going back to my business. Good luck with âim.â
âI have to work with him!?â Maria stammered, so thankful her hands weren't in plain sight.
âAfraid so, heâs been in charge of the stables for the last few months. Donât worry, he ainât so bad. Heâs always been fond of Curly, but since Curly fell ill, youâll have ta do. Just donât bother him too much and then youâll get along fine!â Charlie added cheerful as he tapped her on the shoulder and headed off.
And so it became clear to Maria what the catch was in relation to her too-good-to-be -true new job.
Pulling on her hat, she straightened her back and walked into the stables. Although she didnât think it was going to be a pleasant first day she doubted her new employer would harm her.
She knew that he knew she was there although his back was towards her, and he continued pitching hay to one side. His motions were shot through with aggravation, and although she was clueless as to what sheâd done she knew it was because of her.
âWhere should I start?â She asked, her fingers plucking at the embroidered waistband of her high waist skirt.
The pitchfork clang to the stone floor, his shoulders hitched and Tommy turned around staring at her intently. Casually he signed to her: How do you know sign language?
âMy mum was born deaf. She was taught as a child and when I was old enough she taught me.â She answered, eying her new boss up and down. âBut youâre not deaf, I can tell that.â
One eyebrow raised and he crossed his arms.
âYou heard me come in here whilst you were facing the wall.â She explained. hiding the fact that she had quickly realized that his motions clearly hid frustration and unprocessed grief at the result of losing his voice.
A simple nod was her thanks. He pressed his fists together twice: work. Then his pointed at his pitchfork and then to a storage space in the back. She nodded briefly and quickly started her chores. The moment she turned around to get the tool she could feel his icy blue eyes burn into her back. This was going to be a long first day.
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The entire morning he bossed her around, pointing out where to find the wheelbarrow, tools, saddles, dry food, and location of the well for fresh water. Other than when strictly necessary he hadnât tried to communicate with her at all. If she asked a question, he would ignore her. Finally, when heâd ordered her to push the wheelbarrow full of horse manure to the dump, he went outside to smoke and didnât return.
She didnât mind his absence at all. For the first time that day she allowed herself to let her guard down and breath in the familiar smells that felt so much like home. Although she couldnât recall taking care of horses with names like as Rockferry, Percy Piper, Monaghan boy, Bourbon.
After waiting for more then an hour she wondered whether Tommy would return at all. She relaxed a bit more and headed to feed the beasts. Nuzzling Bourdonâs nose she couldnât help herself and snatched an apple from one of the barrels. She hadnât brought lunch, frankly because there wasnât any. Her Uncleâs household had expanded from four to eight after she, her mother and two younger sisters had moved in and money and food was tight. Very tight.
Given the circumstances it was very important for her to get a job rather than getting a good education. She didnât mind thought. Sheâd never had the ambition of getting a high education. Honestly. sheâd always dreamed of a modest sheltered town life. Filled with hard labour, structure and animals. She highly doubted such future still lay ahead.If only.
Sweeping the floors, she started to hum an old folk song sheâd learned from her father during their evenings around the fireplace. As sweat started to form on her forehead she took off her hat and hung it on one of the nails sticking out from the girders. For a moment she paused in her labour and tried to untangle the ash blond strings of hair that had escaped from her ponytail. It had been a long time since sheâd seen a decent hairdresser. Her aunt had offered to cut it for her, but she couldnât bring herself to have a pair of kitchen scissors butcher her waist length locks. Her hair was her treasure. Ever since she was a young girl sheâd played with it and braided it. Her hair was the one thing this city would not take away from her. Quickly she twisted it into a bun to keep it from falling in front of her eyes.
She tidied up a bit more, her gingham print cotton dress getting specks of sand and dirt on the hems. Humming she swept some rotting apples from under the barrels and then inspected her hands. Both were a warm shade of red from wrenching around the wooden handles of the various tools. Working class hands. She was used to it.
Better to pull an occasional splinter out then lose a finger in the factory she figured.
âMy young man wears a frown, with his eyes all closed and his head bowed downâ, she sang softly, watching the horses in their separate stalls, âmy young man never sleeps, the rain it falls upon his back.â Emptying a bag of hay into the feeding trough she hoped there would be more food on the table then just potatoes tonight. âThe dust before his eyes is black, oft the times, oft the time my young man weeps-â
Tommy returned, startling her. With three nails pressed between his lips he marched passed her and got a hammer from the storage space. He didnât acknowledge her until he was passed her half way and then he took two shillings out of his pocket and gave it to her.
Tomorrow at seven, he signed after handing her pay, wear trousers.
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Iâve started this fanfiction about 2 years ago and recently made an Tumblr acount. So this was chapter 1 of Speechless. a fanfiction in which Tommy Shelby cannot speak. Itâs an AU and has been my main focus for the last 2 years. I hope you enjoyed the first chapter, I might post more. If you canât wait, here is a link to the rest of my fanfic so far:Â Â https://archiveofourown.org/works/17210222/chapters/40468802
#peaky blinders fanfic#peaky blinders fandom#tommy shelby fanfic#Tommy shelby OC#slowburn#hurt/comfort fanfic#muteTommy#speechless#TOMMY SHELBY
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6.16.17
went out to the mall with my friends. I was supposed to be shopping for my brotherâs birthday present and a fatherâs day present but i didnt actually get them when i was with my friends.
so today is the last day of school and it was the most un-last-day-of-school like last day ever. my english dropped a lot from mid term but its still at a 80 so im not freaking out, my art mark is also in the 80s but the exam is actually going to murder me so im just hoping that it doesnt drop to a 70s. math is super easy and my photography teacher basically just gives out mid to high 80 marks so im good.Â
i just found out that my friends told the tiny bitch that i hooked up with the staircase boy when i clearly told her not to. eve though that was a long time ago i was kind of pissed because it was the second time this happened, with the exact same circumstances. she apologized and weâre cool but now i dont really want to tell her anything and i hate that i have to feel that way towards her now.Â
i applied for a job at hollister and im crossing every fingers, toes and organs that i get it. please please please please.
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idk why but i feel useless after today LOL
#logbook#keep thinking abt my shift. . .like that was all there was to it? idk. just did so much more at nnl. enjoyed that more too.#like i told c there was no p and there was no mv so i had to handle everything. i had no allies in management.#now im reorganizing plants in the greenhouse and getting nitpicked on what plants for clearance? idk man.#not saying i dont wsnt to work a day there bc i do miss everybody but still. you can tell c and i have diff approaches.#and that i have outgrown or just. been used to other things. like i took everything c and p and mv and s taught me and used that.#had to teach my team from scratch. bc thats what it was. my team. my tables. my displays. my decisions. my garden center.#and thafs what everybody joked too lol#idk. i probably just need food. but now im really anxious abt tmrw bc i will be miserable if i just. cant do shit anymore.#if i dont like it then i apply to jobs and quit early like i'd planned. bc im not going to be abused but im also not going to just. not do#good work lol.#its not like c was actually offended by me doing or saying things. she made a point to say she wouldnt be upsrt if i went for the full time#green team position at the store either. but yeah idk. i miss nnl. i really do.#i still havent told anybody abt it and i probably wont until next week. i want to swing by in person.#edit: tbc im just irritated with myself bc i didnt want to seem ungrateful or like i was stepping on c's toes. i come at this with the#intention of making rhe garden center better. but she's had more years on me and the store is overall diff.#i just dont want to be a difficult coworker but unfortunately my bar is high. and higher still from nnl lol.#fingers crossed it goes well with the new coworker and store tmrw. . .#honestly this is more stressful then walking into my old store đ
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