#she also made us tea and pirozhki sometimes

[sixty-silver-wishes]

people you meet in russian class

kid who knows a ton of molchat doma and kino songs, but keeps forgetting how to say "hello"

heritage speaker who knows vocab but not grammar rules, who's besties with the language fiend who knows grammar but not vocab (this was my friend and I)

kid with scary politics

bored tech genius who speaks russian with the thickest american accent you've ever heard

the alt/goth kid. there's always one.

the one who always shows up late and gets called out by the professor every time

the one who dropped out as soon as they heard about genitive case

retired old guy who was in the military and is awkwardly singing cheburashka songs in the back of the classroom with the rest of the students

humanities student intimidated by all their stem and polsci classmates (this was also me)

"cyka blyat lol edgy communism memes" kid who really wants to commit to the bit

quiet slavic kid who never talks but is somehow tight with the professor

the one a little too into soviet history

the one who never tried to learn to read cyrillic

the one who insists on writing in russian cursive, despite the fact that none of the other students can read it and the professor keeps correcting it (this was also me. we didn't even have to learn cursive. I just wanted to learn it for historical research purposes)

the one romanov apologist (may also believe they're a reincarnation of anastasia romanova)

[unseelie-siren]

Ok, so @whatsatanisthinking wants me to answer the all. This is going to be a long post I’m making a cut.

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

No I’m ace and also he’s gay. Would be uncomfortable for both of us.

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

An ex? In i-was-in-a-relationship-with-that-person-ex? I don’t have one in that case.

3. Have you taken someones virginity?

No, I’m a virgin and I’m proud.

4. Is trust a big issue for you?

actually yes. I trust very few people. 

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

The person I like like in my crush? I don’t have one. I like persons and yes I did hang out with them today, but they are my friends.

6. What are you excited for?

Finishing this year of school.

7. What happened tonight?

I panicked because we had an exam today and I didn’t want to write it.

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

Depends on the reason. But to drink just to get drunk because that’s “funny” and you are “cool” because of that is pathetic. exactly like my classmates who went to buy 1.15€ wine when one of our classes was dismissed today. They drank it. The whole classroom smelled disgusting. They didn’t get completely wasted, but still. So yeah, depends.

9. Is confidence cute?

No.

10. What is the last beverage you had?

cold tea?

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

three.

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

yes. jeans are quite difficult with my legs, but yes. They’re black.

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?

watching anime, probably.

14. What are you going to spend money on next?

a gift for my friends birthday together with @whatsatanisthinking

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

I did never kiss anyone. I did never want to. but for on the cheek… that’s my brother.

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

maybe. but not much, no.

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

My brother or @whatsatanisthinking or L. But actually no one. Because there are things I just simply feel uncomfortable talking about.

18. The last time you felt broken?

this night.

19. Have you had sex today?

again. ace.

20. Are you starting to realize anything?

no, I’m a stupid human being.

21. Are you in a good mood?

nya, not really. but not in a bad mood either. But the manga I wanted to read did not want to load and I’m slightly pissed.

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

I might, actually since my brother wants to do this. So maybe I’ll tag along. But this is in the distant future.

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

Yes.

24. What do you want right this second?

The manga to work on my laptop since it didn’t on my tablet.

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

Great! Go for it! (Because it’s not romantically. My love, I mean.)

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

no, it’s not. My hair is blue.

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

Depend on how you define that. But for most of the definitions no.

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

ugh, no idea. probably something my brother did. or my friends.

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

someone, yes. someone specific, no. Maybe my best internet friend, but not really.

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

I hate to admit it, I give everyone a second chance. I’m just to soft™.  But I don’t think you deserve it.

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

No? I was writing with @jii-chan and I don’t hate him? And I talked to my brother last so no? I definitely don’t hate him???

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

I don’t have feelings™. 

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

I am not allowed to do so, so yes.

34. Listening to?

at the moment? Summer wine - Ville Valo. Because @whatsatanisthinking wanted me to.

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

like everything concerning stories, yes.

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

On the mouth no, because I did never kiss anyone on the mouth. On the cheek, yes, I know where my brother is.

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

No. I believe in attraction at first sight, but not really love.

38. Who did you last call?

A friend I had oral exam with.

39. Who was the last person you danced with?

my brother. 

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

I like my brother? Why not?

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

long time ago. Don’t remember.

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

My mother kissed me, but I didn’t kiss or hug any of my parents today.

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

I don’t have a crush. But embarrassed? All the time.

44. Do you tan in the nude?

yeah, a bit. sadly.

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

No I liked kissing my bother on the cheek.

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

No. I never did that. Or if I did that was a long time ago. Oh wait, i did. With my brother back when we shared a room.

47. Who was the last person to call you?

A friend of mine, L.

48. Do you sing in the shower?

yes. sometimes.

49. Do you dance in the car?

No? How do you do that?

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

yes.

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

When I was 12?

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

No. Some are, but not in general.

53. Is Christmas stressful?

Not christmas, but getting gifts.

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

What’s that? I googled that and it’s similar to pirozhki. No, I’ve never eaten that.

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

i don’t have a preference as long as i like the fruit. so apple pie, strawberry pie, whatever… but i love apple pie.

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

Singer, dancer, actor.

57. Do you believe in ghosts?

I’m a ghost.

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

So. damn. often.

59. Take a vitamin daily?

Not daily, no.

60. Wear slippers?

yes. but not all the time.

61. Wear a bath robe?

no, I hate them.

62. What do you wear to bed?

pajamas.

63. First concert?

I never was. My mother didn’t let me go alone and she didn’t want to come with me. It would have been a very important concert to me, since the music that was played had a special meaning to me, but that didn’t matter.

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

Neither.

65. Nike or Adidas?

Neither.

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?

Neither.

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Sunflower seeds. depends on my mood.

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

I don’t really listen to taylor swift? But if I had to name one, maybe bad blood?

69. Ever take dance lessons?

Many. Many different dances, too.

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

author, like I want to be. Maybe. BUt not really, no. I don’t make a difference because of that.

71. Can you curl your tongue?

yes.

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

Never did one.

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

I don’t think so. No, pretty sure.

74. What is your favorite book?

Don’t want to talk about it. Maybe if I know you well enough I’ll tell you. @whatsatanisthinking you know it, anyways. 

75. Do you study better with or without music?

Without probably.

76. Regularly burn incense?

I’m not allowed to in my room, so no.

77. Ever been in love?

No.

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

Too many people to name here. 

79. What was the last concert you saw?

I was never on a concert, sadly.

80. Hot tea or cold tea?

hot tea, but i mostly drink it cold.

81. Tea or coffee?

both. 

82. Favorite type of cookie?

COOKIES.

83. Can you swim well? 

average.

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

yes. Who can’t?

85. Are you patient?

yes. 

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?

probably DJ, he’s less limited. Preferably dj!otabek, but that’s never gonna happen. XD.

87. Ever won a contest?

Yeah. skiing is the first that comes to my mind.

88. Ever have plastic surgery?

Hell, no.

89. Which are better black or green olives?

green ones. especially the ones filled with paprika. I hate paprika, but for some strange reason they taste delicious. But black ones are great, too.

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

Do. what. you. fucking. want. I. don’t. need. to. know.

91. Best room for a fireplace?

It’s a fireplace. @whatsatanisthinking our room of course. You know which one I’m talking about.

92. Do you want to get married?

Not sure. 

[snuuufi]

get to know me tag so uhh i guess

boi is this a long one (tagged by @amberarts13 )

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

1. Drink: plain water or the starbucks starwberry acai 2. Phone call: i’m okay w em  3. Text message: totes up for them if ya know texting etiquette 4. Song you listen to: Slow Motion by Saint Motel 5. Time you cried: yesterday while doing online courses

HAVE YOU:  6. Dated someone twice: never dated ://// 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: wouldn’t call it regret, more like social anxiety raising by heartbeat to a highway-llike, uncomfortable speeds for a day or two after 8. Been cheated on: again, never dated 9. Lost someone special: no, and hopefully not soon 10. Been depressed: *looks at brain meds with a salty face* 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope 

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: pastel pink, gray with a tint of red, peach

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yeahp 16. Fallen out of love: was never in love 17. Laughed until you cried: yess I havv)) 18. Found out someone was talking about you: ehh 19. Met someone who changed you: yes indeed  20. Found out who your friends are: ??? I think?? like we grew much closer if that’s what they mean 21.  Kissed someone on your Facebook list: wahts a facebook list?

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: my mom forced me to get facebook so all of them, I don’t really use facebook 23. Do you have any pets: yeaaaa a kitty i luv her 24. Do you want to change your name: naw 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I collected all of my friends and we just had a sleepover @ my house with tea and board games and we also baked muffins it was great 26. What time do you wake up: around 9 but i messed up my sleep schedule so atm i wake up around 1pm 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: showing funny videos to my brother  28. Name something you can’t wait for: the start of the next school year 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: a week ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my mood disorder and depression 31. What are you listening to right now: Secret Senshi by Desired 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: ;) 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: rood ppl 34. Most visited website: i’m pretty sure it’s a tie between insta and tumblr

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: up until this moment i was convinced that moles and birthmarks are the same so uhhh 36. Mark/s: lots, im russian 37. Childhood dream: baker, all I wanted was to make pirozhkis for ppl and make em happy (spoiler alert i know jack shit about baking) 38. Hair color: that wierd color most slavs have where it’s brunette but sometimes looks like a very dirty blonde?? 39. Long or short hair: short on my, but a b s o l u t e l y no preference for others, i’ll get fixated on your hair either way 40. Do you have a crush on someone: who knows at this point imao 41. What do you like about yourself: not much 42. Piercings: a lobe piercing on each ear and a cartilage on my right 43. Blood type: funny thing, I keep asking my mom  44. Nickname: Zoy or Bean or Zoybean 45. Relationship status: Single 46. Zodiac: Taurus 47. Pronouns: she/her but sometimes when ppl use she/her on me i get 😬😬so idk if it’s she/them for me or if it’s my internalized misogyny speaking :/// 48. Favorite TV Show: Orphan Black, vld, house md, gravity falls and izombie 49. Tattoos: Ye, and with a green light from mom so that’s rAd 50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: once when i was four or smth 52. Hair dyed in different color: i’ll get to it someday  53. Sport: naw, i’m a lump 55. Vacation: idk, most vacations i’ve been on I did when I was ultra depressed so I don’t know what I like and what I don’t 56. Pair of trainers: vans

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: honey 58. Drinking: tea 59. I’m about to: finish an essay  61. Waiting for: this little camping trip that we planned (it’s adults free so that’s muy bien 62. Want: good skin that doesn’t require 100000000 gallons of lotion to quit being a sahara desert 63. Get married: never inmy goals but i’m not against it 64. Career: animator, storyboarder, concept art or character design, tattoo artist

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: hugs coz they don’t make your anxiety spike imao 66. Lips or eyes: boththt 67. Shorter or taller: both are cute 68. Older or younger: within a 1.5 year range 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach:)) 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship  73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: naw 75. Drank hard liquor: nope 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t need em but wearing glasses for fashion is one of my guilty wants 77. Turned someone down: nobody has crushes on me lol  78. Sex on the first date: wouldn’t know 79. Broken someone’s heart: “nobody has crushes on me lol” 80. Had your heart broken: by school maybe 81. Been arrested: i’m the ultimate goody two shoes  82. Cried when someone died: nope 83. Fallen for a friend: i haf no cluE

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: naw 85. Miracles: depends on how you define a miracle 86. Love at first sight: depends on how you define love 87. Santa Claus: nope 88. Kiss on the first date: “???” pretty much

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: i’ve four so…. 91. Eye color: green with a brown center 92. Favorite movie: Nausicaa and Kiki (or any of Miyazaki’s films tbh), Wonder Woman, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, and something else I cant remember

NOW, TAG 20 PEOPLE: I don’t have a lot of friends lol (don;t have to do this btw no pressure)  @just-hecking-run  @whitechocolatemoka