#she also ended up being a tattoo artist so I'm pretty sure I get what his type is
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Rahul met Susanna online and they've become rather smitten with each other
#ts3#the sims 3#ts3 nsb#not so berry#legacy: sterling#rahul sterling#susanna byrd#she's also mean and is actually very very pretty#lazy duchess' better sim randomizer mod my absolute beloved#she also ended up being a tattoo artist so I'm pretty sure I get what his type is
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Quinn mentions he prefers meaningful tattoos, what's his reaction to Sarah's sticker tattoo when he first sees it?
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The first time he saw it, it was in the dim in The Second Time is Better, but he thought it was birthmark.
It took quite a long time after that for him to realize it wasn't.
Seeing her real birthmark, on her forearm, which he thought looked a little like an oak leaf, he asked, "you have two?"
"Two what?"
"Two birthmarks. You have the one on your thigh, too."
Sarah felt her brows knit together, "I don't have a birthmark on my thigh."
"Yeah, you do. It looks like a heart," he said, settling his hand over her right leg, where he knew it was. He'd been meaning to get a better look at it, but got so distracted by the rest of her whenever she was naked, he could never remember in the moment.
Biting back laughter, she said, "Quinn, that's a tattoo."
"It is?"
"Yeah," she stood up and pulled her (his) sweats down to show him.
The sudden revelation of so much bare skin and her cheery underwear (blue cotton with lemons) had him momentarily distracted to speechlessness.
Finally, he remembered what they were discussing, and his eyes found the heart on her upper thigh.
Now that he was seeing it fully lit and not in the dim light coming in through his bedroom windows, he could clearly see it was a tattoo - too crisp and sharp to be natural. Also, "Is it purple?"
"Yeah. That's why I was so surprised you thought it was a birthmark."
He blushed a little. "I've only ever see it in bed, and just noticed you had a heart shaped something on your thigh. I'm usually a bit distracted at that point."
She giggled, pulling the sweats up.
"Why did you get it?" he asked, pulling her back into his lap.
"Hu?"
"This," he slid his hand to her ribcage, fingers just barely grazing the curve of her breast, "one means so much. What does this one mean?" His other hand came to rest on her thigh over the tattoo.
"It doesn't really mean anything other than I like hearts," she said. "I got it on a night out my senior year of college."
A wave of disappointment rang through him. "Were you drunk?"
She nodded. "Beth was teasing me about being too chicken to get one (she already had three), so I told her I would if she would. I'm just glad I had the presence of mind to get something small. Beth ended up with this giant flower on her shoulder blade she ended up getting removed a year later."
Quinn snorted.
"Are you disappointed it's a sticker tattoo?" she asked, thinking back to the first time he'd seen her tree.
He shrugged, "not really. I am glad it's not a whole sleeve or anything. My friend Trevor has one of those, and I just think they look kind of dumb all together."
"I can see that. I think it depends on what they are. If there's no theme, I don't love a sticker sleeve."
"Do you have any more?"
"What? Tattoos?"
He nodded.
"No. I've thought about getting one for my family, a bouquet of all of our birth flowers, but I haven't really decided where it would go, and what exactly I want it to look like. It took me two years to go through with this one," she said, gesturing to her ribcage. "The heart isn't bad, but the day after I got it, I realized I could have ended up with something really terrible, and it's made me a little gun shy ever since."
Quinn smiled, glad for that at least.
"You don't have any, do you?"
He shook his head. "I'll probably get one if we win the cup, but other than that, I don't really plan on it. They look painful."
She laughed, "oh, they are. The one on my ribs hurt like a bitch. I had to sit through three sessions, and if it didn't look so awful after the first two, I don't think I would have showed up for the third one. I'm pretty sure Davis, my artist, did that on purpose."
Quinn laughed, "smart man."
"Davis is a woman, but yes, she's very smart and very good at what she does."
"She's in Nevada?"
"Hawaii. I actually went to O'ahu to have it done. We did two sessions one weekend, and the third a month later, after it had healed."
He winced.
"Yeah, she really made sure I came back. Only the left part of the tree was shaded, and half of the poem was missing from the roots."
Quinns fingers traced absent minded patterns over her ribs.
"That's another reason I haven't gone through with the flowers. I'd like to have Davis do it, which means not only paying for a new tattoo, but a flight to Hawaii as well."
"Sounds like a real burden," he teased.
She snorted. "I just have to save up for a trip like that, and with school, it's not really in the cards right now."
Quinn hummed his agreement, wondering, not for the first time how Sarah seemed totally out of the loop when it came to his salary. Past girlfriends and even family members would have said something like that and expected him to offer to fund the vacation. With Sarah, she was just stating facts.
"So why a heart?" he asked, changing the subject.
"I don't know," she said with a shrug. "It just seemed to fit. I've liked the shape since I was a kid."
"And why here?" he asked, rubbing his hand over her thigh.
She giggled, "that's because I was chicken. Tattoos hurt most over the bone, and my thigh is, like, the meatiest part of me, so I figured it would hurt less."
"Did it?"
"I don't really remember. I was pretty drunk," she said before musing, "I guess I would have remembered if it hurt more, so it must not have."
He chuckled.
"I can't believe you thought that was a birthmark," she mused, shaking her head.
"Hey," he defended, "every time I've seen it, I've been far more interested in looking at other parts of you."
"I guess that's fair," she giggled, turning her face to brush her lips over his.
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@imytheone WHOO
I HAVE COMPLETED THE DRAWING!!
I shall also tag @allmightyscroll-swag as well cuz I like tagging em in oc related stuff :3
While I have drawn the siblings profiles, and Brittany making some appearances, Imma tell you MORE information about them!! >:D
One quick thing: These four are my oldest ocs (along with two others but you don't know em eheheh) from 2020 and at the time of making them I had just found out what Helluva Boss is. These characters were very much inspired off of them, especially Cici and Brittany.
Let's start off with the youngest:
CICI
Like I said, she is the youngest being around 6-7 years old
Pronouns are she/her, I'll just say aroace since I don't picture her being in a relationship at her age-
Cici is part demon thanks to her mother, but hasn't developed horns or a tail yet.
However, she has some powers, that being super strength and flight!
She can't fly very high, although she is the strongest in the family; being able to lift around the same weight as a van full of people. The older you get, the weaker your powers would become; so their mother would have the weakest powers.
Cici swears more than Onika and Zeke, mainly because of her mother. She gets in trouble at school regularly for this. That and for throwing chairs around. And for biting teachers' ankles. She gets in trouble for a lot of things.
Like all children, she has tantrums at times. But, of course, hers tend to get more...violent. Usually ending up with someone breaking a bone or two.
For hobbies, Cici enjoys drawing, roleplaying with toys and making things (whether that's with Lego or metal scraps-)
She doesn't listen to music as much as her siblings do, but her favourite artists are Pharrel Williams and Five Finger Death Punch.
She has insomnia and has a lot of difficulty sleeping.
Her and Onika love watching TMNT together, and are currently on Rise.
Cici's original design was heavily based off the girl with the large bow and brown curly hair that appeared in the first episode of HB. I was quite unoriginal at the time lol.
ONIKA
Onika is the middle child, being 15 years old.
Her pronouns are she/they, and they are also aroace.
Onika's powers aren't as strong as Cici's, but she can fly better and can piggy-back the weight of two adults.
Onika technically has a tail, but it's now a stub because a group of bullies cut it off.
Yeah. She was bullied when she was younger. She was jeered for being both demon and human, and neither species wanted to be friends with her.
This was also mainly because she had anger issues which caused her to have violent episodes if provoked enough, one time being she almost killed a teenager younger than her.
Luckily, she's gotten better now and is practically never violent. Except in Mariokart.
Onika is usually either hyperactive and energetic, or utterly lazy and unmotivated.
She desperately wants to get Maori tattoos like Zeke but her parents don't allow her.
She hates wearing skirts and having her hair down.
Onika doesn't have a lot of hobbies, but she enjoys trying new foods, skateboarding and playing the guitar.
Her favourite artists are AC/DC, Metallica, Twisted Sister and Iron Maiden.
I'm pretty sure I based the hair off of another character I saw online once, but I can't remember her name- all I know is that the hair isn't original:'D
ZEKE
Zeke is the oldest at 19 years old.
His pronouns are he/him and he's gay.
Zeke uses his powers the least and only really uses them for miniscule tasks around the house like moving a bed or fighting his sister.
Yeah. Zeke and Onika fight a lot, more physically than verbally, and it's usually for stupid reasons, like who rightfully had the bag of pretzels first.
Zeke has both a tail and horns (which are still growing).
He also has difficulty with keeping his body temperature warm, so he wears a lot of layers and a lot of black to keep in as much heat as possible.
He has Maori tattoos along the back of his left shoulder as well as part of the left arm, but rarely shows these to people.
Zeke has been teased by many to have a "baby face", which annoys him greatly.
He can be mostly found in his bedroom gaming, listening to music or curled up in a ball in bed.
He likes sleeping. A lot.
His favourite games to play are mainly action/shooter games (I'm not an expert in this department so feel free to decide which ones he likes playing) and occasionally likes to play RPGs.
His favourite artists are Green Day, Linkin Park and The Offspring.
BRITTANY
Brittany is also 19 years old and is best friends with Zeke.
Her pronouns are she/her and is an asexual lesbian.
She practically has no powers. She can float a little, but not much else.
Brittany is a very affectionate person and adores hugging, cuddling, complimenting and kissing people (non-romantically).
She also adores fizzy drinks and cats. She ADORES cats. And animals in general.
If she was to encounter a cat, whether that be an anthropomorphic one or not, she will give them double the amount of affection.
When Brittany's happy, she wags her tail about, shakes her hands and squeals. She does this quite often.
She can be extremely chatty and talkative and could go on for hours on end talking about almost anything.
However, Brittany is extremely clumsy and is prone to falling down the stairs, tripping, running into windows and/or getting her horns stuck in things.
Her hobbies are shopping, going to cafés and watching romcoms.
Her favourite movie is Love, Actually and her favourite artists are Ariana Grande and Twice.
Her original design was heavily based off of Verosika from Helluva, and I still can't let go of the long white hair + pink skin combo :') Fortunately, I think I've managed to differentiate Brittany from her, or I hope-
OKAY I AM NOW DONE I should be sleeping-
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Shine On! Musical Guardians!
Followup to If Anything, this one doesn't really have an overarching story and is moreso just ex-villain being a hero shenanigans.
Full Series
Musical Guardian Synth-Metal kicked off her boots and went to make herself some coffee after a long solo mission.
The whole Musical Guardian Anti-Carceral Magical Squad thing was going pretty cool in her opinion, on account of her not being in jail. Still, the finer points of de-escalation and non-violent engagement were not her… strong points, as such. Always nice to get to just go blast a big mindless monster with lightning.
Grindcore, Deep Funk, and Phoebe had set up a conspiracy board type thing in the kitchen, and were stressing over a map of the city with various locations crossed off. They were also hogging the coffee pot.
"What's uh. What's this?" She asked, kissing Phoebe gently on the top of her head and gesturing at the chaos.
"We have a little bit of a world-ending situation." Phoebe explained, sighing. "You may have noticed that it's raining blood."
"I picked up on that, yeah." Synth-Metal said, nodding. "Is this a situation that calls for my talents?"
Phoebe shook her head. "Nah. Really all we need to do is interrupt the cultists that are trying to summon fucking Cthaaproq, the Great Annihilator, and then once the ritual is interrupted gently convince them that maybe there are other solutions to their problems than destroying the universe." She gestured at the map. "But we dunno where they are. So, big problem."
Synth-Metal kept nodding slowly. That did sound like a big problem. She squinted and put her hand to her forehead.
"Wait, Cthaaproq, that's the fuckin' uhhh, Void that Hates guy, yeah?"
The three looked at eachother, than at her.
"Yes? Why?" Asked Grindcore.
"Okay, one sec." Synth-Metal said, pulling out her phone.
She scrolled through her contacts, and Phoebe shrugged as Grindcore and Deep Funk looked to her for answers.
"Ugh, I swear I know this one. Let me ask the group chat."
"Group chat?" Deep Funk whispered.
"I'm as lost as you are." Said Phoebe.
"Oh my god right it was Dru thank you Professor Outrageous okay one sec-"
"Who is Dru?" Grindcore asked.
"She's in a group chat with Professor Outrageous? The robot dinosaur lady?" Deep Funk asked.
"I don't know?!" Phoebe said, putting her hands up exasperatedly.
Synth-Metal ignored them all, and put her phone to her ear.
"Hey, Dru? Yeah it's Megavolt-"
"Okay I know we all know but she really shouldn't just be talking about that openly."
"- I was- Oh what? When? Yeah of course we'll come holy shit congratulations!"
Phoebe tugged at her sleeve, and she covered the phone with her hand. "Dru and Janine are getting married, we're invited." She whispered.
Phoebe gestured at the map, anxious.
"Yeah I'm getting to it hold on- Dru? Yeah that's so great, do you have a minute? Okay, you know how you were in a cult for a while? That was a Cthaaproq thing, right? It was, great! Yeah, yeah that is why it's raining blood! Okay, if a cult was trying to summon him, where would they be doing it?"
Synth-Metal leaned over the map. "Uh huh. Yeah. Yeah just like a general area is fine." She took a pen and circled a segment about a block in diameter. Grindcore looked at it and started texting all the Guardians in the field to check it out. "Okay, you're a lifesaver Dru. Can't wait for the wedding."
Phoebe tugged at her sleeve again. "Ask her about the cultists." She said.
"Right, uh, how did you uh, stop being a cultist exactly? Like if we wanted to get the rest to chill out, how- Uh huh. Okay, what is progesterone?"
Deep Funk snorted.
"Oh. I don't really know where to- Uh huh. Uh huh. Yeah I don't know any goth girls that I could get to do that. Yeah, no, it- I'm more of a below-average-titty punk, and I don't know how to put makeup on other people. Dru, this all sounds really specific to you and Janine. Are you sure this is the move?"
"Wait, does she mean tattoo artist Janine?" Grindcore asked, and Synth-Metal pointed at her and nodded. "Holy shit I actually know her. Her girlfriend is a void cultist?"
"Okay thanks. Yeah, uh, we'll try it I guess? Okay bye. See you at the wedding, congrats again. Bye."
Synth-Metal put away her phone.
"So, she says that we essentially just need to get them help for depression and they'll probably stop trying to summon eldritch horrors. And she suggests that, if this is the same crew she used to hang with, gently directing them towards gender affirming care would probably have at least a 50% hit rate."
"The goth girl thing didn't sound like gently directing." Deep Funk snickered.
"This puts that time she tried to convince me I'd look cuter femme in an entirely new light." Said Grindcore.
"Okay, uh-" Phoebe said, pinching the bridge of her nose. "Problem solved, I guess? But, why are you in a group chat with Professor Outrageous and a void cultist?"
"Former void cultist." Synth-Metal corrected her. "Did I never invite you to the villain chat?"
"No???"
"Really? Shit. I can't invite you now, we're not villains anymore."
"Why are you still in the villain group chat, Tara."
Synth-Metal shrugged. "They know I'm cool."
"Babe we could have been using this for intel this entire time."
"What? No. They trust me, I can't narc on them like that."
"I- Can you try to talk them into more constructive outlets for their feelings?"
She sighed. "That's like, not really the vibe of villain chat, hero."
"Babe you cannot be serious-"
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I love your work (as I'm sure you already know lmao), and I know you're getting kind of sick of writing for just Wade 😭 so I came to request some other marvel characters for you
I was wondering if you'd mind doing some headcanons/drabbles for Natasha Romanoff, Wanda Maximoff, Peter Parker, Loki, Thor, and Bucky Barnes with a reader who's really big into body modification? (Piercings, tattoos, etc.) Even if they don't have that many themself, they're really knowledgeable about stuff like that and find it really fascinating
I look forward to your take on this ❤
I'm combining these requests because they are fairly similar, and I'm trying to get rid of some of my Wade requests that have accumulated. Im also making this as gender neutral as possible since no piercings that require heavily specific body places were requested. I'd like to make mention that I'm a tattoo artist and piercer myself, so I'm very glad I got these requests.
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Natasha Romanoff
She doesn't have that much of an opinion whether her partner has body modifications or not.
That being said, she'll ask questions on if your tattoos have meaning or not, and she'll raise an eyebrow if they don't.
When it comes to piercings, she likes to play with them when she zones out. You two will just be casually laying down, and you'll randomly feel light tugs at your facial or chest piercings if you aren't wearing a shirt.
When it comes to your tattoos, she'll trace the shapes and designs during meetings. Or whenever she doesn't have anything to do when she's bored and wants to touch you.
Admires the fact that you put yourself through pain just to gain artwork on your body.
Wanda Maximoff
She, on the other hand, was confused about why you would willingly put yourself through that.
She's not particularly a fan, but she wouldn't mind too much if you had body mods.
"Are they safe?" She'll ask anytime you wish to get a new one.
After a while, they'll grow on her, and she'll really like them. Mainly because it's a you thing, and she adores you.
Anytime one gets infected, she'll help you out with it. She'll give you a look that says, "Are you so certain these are safe now?"
Doesn't like the smell. I know you know what I'm talking about
Peter Parker
Loves them
Will ask if you want to get a matching piercing on the ears (face ones would interfere with a mask like his)
Whenever he sees jewlery that really reminds him of you, he'll get them if he can.
He'll also play with them if he's zoned out and just whenever he's in private with you.
If you get spider tattoos, if you're in the know about him?
He's kneeling, on the spot.
Asks so SO many questions.
"Did you get the tattoos for meaning or because they are pretty?" "Did you get that pierced for fun or for pleasure?"
If it's for fun, he may not toy with them much in fear of hurting you. If it's for the other one on the hand? He may try to use those to his personal gain.
Loki
He loves the ones on the pleasure spots.
He'll be all over them the second he knows about them/they are healed.
Admires the fact that you put yourself through pain just to adorn yourself.
If he knows the hole won't close up after you take one out. He will magically remove the balls on the end to mess with you.
Ends up having to get you new ones
If you ask nicely enough, he'll consider getting matching ones.
They find out a little late that he doesn't like people with sharp objects near his face.
Needs "restorative cuddles" to fix his pains.
Thor
He's the one to ask, "But what would happen if a magnetized object comes near them?"
He's trying, poor, uneducated soul.
He doesn't mind if his partner has them or not.
He likes poking at your body.
"You are not an ordinary human, I love that about you!"
Asks if you plan to get another one!
(Please get the word play...)
Asks if he can watch the piercing/tattooing/body mod process.
Doesn't enjoy watching you in pain.
Has flipped a table.
He's no longer allowed to go.
Goes anyways
Bucky Barnes
Not particularly a fan of intentionally putting yourself through pain.
If you explain why you do it, then he might be more understanding.
Will ask with a serious face, "Does my arm technically count as a piercing?"
He also likes fidgeting with them and will accidentally lose an ending on a piercing.
Also asks to go with you, he doesn't speak for the most part and let's the people do their job.
He says he didn't like seeing you in pain, but it's something you wanted, so he didn't really have a say.
Doesn't really care what you do, as long as you are happy.
Wade Wilson
Shoots a hole in his ear/face and shouts..."Twinsies!" With a mock giggle
"What the fuck Wade...?" "Aye...you're dating me...and fucking me for that matter."
Would actually get piercings or such with you without a fuss.
If it wasn't for the super healing, that is.
He'll just admire yours from right up close and personal with you.
Will ask if you would consider getting certain mods.
Definitely asks if you'll get the ones on your more pleasurable areas.
You have to remind him you don't heal as fast.
Loves your body and your mods.
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Things I want to do in 2024
I've never been the type to make resolutions and I know we tend to put more weight on them than they actually are meant to have, hence why we never follow through with them. So! I am attempting to just make a list of things I am hoping to do in 2024. very low stakes. not going to think of these as goals, just things I want to do. and hope that I follow through with some of them.
Health-related
Planning my meals and keeping a food journal: I've been on a health journey for about the past year and I want to try to get back on track with that and be more consistent with it. I've been trying to be more consistent with preparing home cooked meals rather than relying on frozen meals/eating out, eating 3 meals a day etc, and that's been going well so far, but it could be better. I think one way to help myself be more consistent is planning my meals out (not like meal-prepping just literally being like this day I'm going to eat these things so I have a more structured "menu" vs throwing things together in my head the day of). I think I also want to start keeping a food journal. I peeped that iOS added a Journal app to the new software and I might try that out to see how useful it would be for food journaling, doing things like documenting my mood around the times I eat, what I eat etc.
Find a new dentist and start flossing: When I say I've been on a health journey over the last year I really mean in every possible way you can think of lol. Dental health was one of them. I've made a lot of improvements but I'm so prone to getting cavities that I think I could make a few more. I am one of the 60% of people who do not floss every day bc I found it hard/time-consuming/unnecessary. But I started doing it a couple weeks ago and... it wasn't so bad? I was pretty consistent with it until I went home for the holidays and that fell to crap bc I couldn't find the floss I had packed. anywho. I want to continue to be consistent with that and make that a habit, in addition to finding a new dentist bc the last one I saw was a bit too...assertive and I didn't like their staff so decided never to go back there again.
Personal/things that actually make me excited
Decorate my room: lol. Can you believe I've lived in my apt for two years and I've yet to decorate my room (even the bathroom has some stuff hung up on the walls). I literally have the decorations sitting in a pile by my bedroom door collecting dust. So yeah. I wanna actually do that. Tbf what stopped me before was that I wasn't confident I'd be able to stay in this apt for long. I thought for sure after a year they would jack up the price and I would be forced to move. But, we're now going on three years and things have been fine so I should actually properly decorate the place.
✨ Get a tattoo ✨ The sparkles are because this is probably the thing I'm most excited about on this list. I have wanted a tattoo for as long as I can remember. And I finally decided last year that I was going to say fuck it and get one. But unfortunately the finances weren't financing so it got delayed. But it's happening this year!! For sure!!! Hopefully in the next few months!! I need to stop delaying it and just do it!! So yeah. I've made my best friend keep me accountable each step of the way so I can stop procrastinating. So she gave me a deadline of Friday, 1/5 to at least have a list of tattoo artists I'm considering. We're doing this!!!
Actually leave my house and spend time in places I enjoy: Since my two closest friends moved away last year I haven't had a lot of incentive to go out and do things. So I've just been spending a lot of time at home by myself. And solitude is so nice. So comfortable. So blissful. But I need to end that. Or at least cut down on it a little. There are things I actively want to do in my city but every time the weekend comes I end up staying in my house doing nothing for 2 days straight. And it's been great. But I need to push myself to actually go out and do things by myself. Go to live music concerts, hang out at bookstores or coffee shops. Just something to have a change of pace and environment. I know I will be better for it. I'm gonna challenge myself to go out by myself at least once a month. If I do more? great. But we're starting small.
Writing-related
Track my writing: I'm not going to push myself to have word count goals or anything like that because I think that would be counter productive and take the fun out of writing for me. I actually wrote a lot last year (I just calculated it - 174, 817 words according to Scrivener; kinda insane can't remember the last time I wrote that much in a year) so I don't think I have issues with word quantity or writing enough and if it ain't broke don't fix it! But I do want to track my writing a little more closely. I just think it could be fun tracking the stats behind it and looking back at it at the end of the year. and also maybe help me continue this consistency with writing that I've suddenly developed?
Write something for fun: I can't tell you how much it hurts me that I don't have any fun/silly projects that I can work on on the side that I don't care about getting perfect. I think it will be nice and freeing and challenge my writing chops a bit to write something completely out of my comfort zone, totally absurd, and purely for my enjoyment. I've just been too crippled with fear to even try and idk why. I want to do it so badly but I struggle with coming up with ideas (and with working on more than one thing at once). We'll see it if it happens. this is just a list of things I want to do who knows if I'll actually do them.
Finish the second draft of MDE: just gonna throw this one in here out of obligation. refer to the last sentence of the previous bullet point. I wrote half of it in a year, maybe it's possible to write the other half in a year?
If you made it this far, thank you for reading. gonna come back to this in 6 months and see if anything I listed here actually panned out lol
#inkoverted thoughts#this is probably the most I've shared about my life and me as a person on my blog like ever lol#don't usually talk about personal things that are unrelated to writing#also writing the 'health-related' part of this made me realize just how much depression makes you stop taking care of yourself#like the way I have completely transformed my priorities and started working on things I didn't care to or have energy to work on before#kinda wild#2023 was a good year ngl
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Chrissy lived above the bookstore.
She's always lived above it, back when she was old enough to escape the clutches of her mother. Fresh out of high school, and a runaway girl. Oh, her mother spat up a storm at that, hearing her daughter not going the path she thought she'd be.
Hah, as if. Jason was a nice guy, but he wasn't what she wanted. No, she was better off separated from him. Jason could live without her, he was a smart man. But marrying Jason and being stuck as some meek housewife to a successful man was what her mother wanted.
Well, she was successful. Nobody could say she wasn't.
The bookstore wasn't hers. When she first moved here, it actually belonged to a quaint little couple, a geriatric husband and his wife. The kind she would hear in little tales where everything was bright and happy and the only problem was finding a particularly good book.
They moved on, retired. Now the bookstore belonged to what sounded like their granddaughter. She's never met the girl before, even though Chrissy's been in the bookstore several times after the couple left, but by the sounds of it she's a nice lady.
It was a pastime, since it was right there, and she loved browsing the store. It was lit up by actual chandeliers and floor lamps, and it felt like she was stepping into some high-end library instead of a little store along the streets. There was a table in the store as well, which people were welcome to sit at and read at their leisure, purchased or not. Sometimes Chrissy would sit there with whatever book caught her fancy that day, although that usually was an art book or magazine.
It wasn't her fault, being a tattoo artist needed inspiration. She'd usually buy the books anyways, so they littered her apartment. Pages were even ripped out and taped to whatever surface she could get to, which always made her feel bad, but they were legally her possession, therefore she was free to do whatever she wanted with them.
It's why she was in the bookstore now, to be frank. One of her clients had requested a particularly interesting subject matter, and Chrissy needed the references. Her eyes scanned the shelves, mumbling to herself as she searched for what she was looking for.
It, thankfully, was in stock.
It was also well above her head, and not even an outstretched arm could do the trick.
Well then.
Chrissy huffs quietly, and takes one look around herself. There was nobody.
Good.
She turns her attention back to the book, taking a deep breath.
She can do this.
Bending her knees, she gets prepared to leap for it when suddenly the entire shelf jitters, knocking the book (and multiple others) off the shelf. Chrissy yelps as she reroutes her legs into jumping back instead of up, books tumbling to the ground.
"Oh, shoot! Curse my legs, you-!" Comes a voice, and Chrissy turns her head as someone emerges from the other side.
Standing there was a woman, hair cut into a bob and clearly having been tousled in a rather artful manner, eyes wide in embarrassment and wearing an oversized plaid shirt under a brown vest littered in buttons and patches.
"Oh! Oh shoot I'm so so sorry did it hit you? I wasn't being careful and I bumped the shelf restocking and you know how gravity goes and- Wait you're the girl that lives upstairs," The woman says, arms raised up before dropping to her side.
Chrissy blinks once, then opens her mouth. "How do you know where I live?" She definitely would remember seeing her, much less if she's told someone. There's no way she has a stalker.
Maybe she does.
The lady seems to have realised just how weird that observation was because she starts to speaks again, a blush coming to her face. "Wait, no. That sounds creepy. Uh- I'm Robin. Buckley. I'm the owner here. You know, after my nana and grampa retired? They uh- Pretty sure they've told you, since you live like- You know- And they told me you like coming down and well-"
Chrissy can't help but laugh a little, Robin deflating a little. "Oh! Wait no don't do that- Wasn't laughing at you I just-" Chrissy cocks her head in amusement, " They talk about me?"
Robin nods. "Mmmmyep. See you like another granddaughter, that's what nana says, which by the way excuse you for taking a spot in nana's heart that's my position you're lucky you're cute- UH I MEAN gee look at all these books better pick them up oh-" Robin turns and kneels at the fallen books, quickly picking them up.
Chrissy breaks into a few more giggles before kneeling down to help her, making extra sure to grab the book she was aiming for in the first place and tucking it under her arm. "I'm flattered, really. But don't worry about taking your spot in her heart, I'm sure she loves you a whole lot. Here, lemme help."
"Oh, thanks. Again, super sorry about this, I didn't know you were back here. You sure you weren't hurt?"
"Nope. Just startled me, is all. Besides, it got me the book I needed!" Chrissy taps the spine of the book under her arm, Robin taking a glance.
"Oh, you a metal fan?"
"Sometimes, but actually this is for a client."
Robin looks at her with interest before she turns to put the books back in their rightful position. "Oh yeah? Client?"
Chrissy nods, handing Robin books as she re-shelves them. "Yeah. I work across the street, actually. At the tattoo parlour."
"The- You? Oh my gosh, I never would have guessed! Wait, is that offensive? I hope that isn't, it's just-"
Chrissy giggles again, her hand raising to her mouth to cover it a little. "No, I get it. A lot of people say I look out of place. I promise I'm good though!"
Robin shakes her head, putting the last of the books up. "No, no I believe you. Really. So, what's the design, if I may ask?"
"I have to draw this one band's mascot. So... reference!" She taps the book again.
"Gotcha. I'll ring you up then, if that's all you need?"
Chrissy nods, following after Robin as they head to the register. There was already a guy there, but whatever look he saw in Robin made him step out of the way easily as she ducks behind the counter and rings her up.
"And there's your change! Have a nice day Chrissy!" Robin hands her some bills back along with the book in the store's custom paper bag, Chrissy thanking her as she slides the handles over her wrist.
"Thanks Robin, have a nice day as well! And you too Steve."
Steve gives her a thumbs up as she turns and heads out the store.
The moment she steps outside into the fresh air, she lets out a deep, deep sigh.
Oh no, she was hot.
#stranger things#stranger things 4#stranger things fanfiction#robin buckley#chrissy cunningham#with brief cameo of steve being there#buckingham#best friends running a bookstore together#but also a girl dealing with the really cute bookstore owner downstairs#I was thinking of cats and ended up with bookstore AU#with tattoo artist chrissy for funsies
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Oof, when you find the original source of a piece of art you liked but the original post features a quote from a poem that has antisemitic tones but you can't tell if the artist knew that or not because a lot of people are uninformed about most types of antisemitism but when you know the stereotypes the quote is referring to it's pretty blatant 😬.
Like, I really want to hope that the artist just didn't know. But I really don't want to support the artist if they actually did it on purpose.
I haven't found anything else offensive on their current blogs yet, but the original post was from a blog that's been deleted.
This is a screen shot the quote the artist used, it's from a poem called "Goblin Market" by Christina Rossetti.
The poem is about two sisters, one of whom falls to the temptation of the golden goblin fruit sold by the goblin men and becomes addicted, then grows sick. The other sister tries to get her more fruit, but when the goblins realize she's paying with silver instead of gold and that she herself doesn't intend to eat any of it, they try to force feed her in a scene the reads a lot like a sexual assault. In the end the sick sister gets better and the two vow to tell their children the evils of the goblin fruit.
Now, maybe it's easy not to catch it if you don't know about the link between goblins and antisemitic stereotypes, or the stereotypes of jews being "greedy", or "gold obsessed", and you've never head the antisemitic beliefs that jews are "trying to replace white people", and that "white women need to be protected from other races who will seduce and violate them",
but when you DO know... Yikes. BIG fuckin yikes.
Some people try to argue that "maybe the goblins in the poem weren't originally meant to have anything to do with Jewish people," but even if that were true, when it fits the modern antisemitic/ white supremacist beliefs that much I don't think authorial intent matters anymore, because antisemitic people will use stories like these to try and spread their beliefs under a guise of plausible deniability. They also have a long history of stealing symbols and twisting stories to suit their propaganda.
Many of the adults that were around me when I was growing up were antisemitic white supremacists, so I do actually know what I'm talking about here because I had to sit through countless lectures from adults about all the things I've mentioned above, from the perspective of the antisemitic white supremacists themselves.
It's incredibly frustrating that a lot of people are unaware of the language and symbols used by white supremacists and antisemites, because it helps them hide. That's the point of dogwhistles. For example, there is a huge percentage of white supremacists who use Nordic and Celtic symbols like runes and Thor's hammers and celtic crosses to symbolize their "white heritage", and when they refer to "heritage", they mean "race purity".
Here is a good database of white supremacist symbols, phases, and dog whistles, you might be surprised by how familiar a lot of these are:
And here is a pdf that goes more in depth explaining white supremacist symbols, phrases, and beliefs:
Now, it's important to remember that not everyone who uses these symbols is a white supremacist, and that's the point, that's what makes them dogwhistles. The symbols themselves aren't always inherently racist, that way non white supremacists aren't likely to see it and clock the white supremacist. It's like a secret code to them.
Most white supremacists and racists won't actually admit to their racism, even when they are openly saying and doing racist things.
My step-father was covered in swastikas and other blatant nazi imagery tattoos, he constantly ranted about phrenology, had books and papers that were blatantly white supremacist, and had a nazi flag in the basement that he actually saluted, but he'd always say he wasn't racist. He'd say he just "cared about his heritage, and wanted to make sure the white race didn't die out," and that he "didn't hate other races, he just thought it wasn't fair that they were stealing jobs and homes from whites." < yes, those are actual quotes of things he said to prove he wasn't racist.
My point is, white supremacists and antisemites will do everything in their power to hide in plain sight, and because most people don't know their codes and dog whistles, they end up accidentally repeating or wearing them.
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One quick question, why do you hate Before the Storm? I actually really liked it. It could be because I'm a hopeless romantic, but I just want to see your opinions on it
Oh boy, where to even begin...? I cannot stand bts... it actually hurts my insides to think about how much I hate this game haha.
[note: yeah hi uhhh... this is long because of course it is, it's coming from me but listen, my feelings for this game are not nice and I have a lot to say so.... my bad]
One of the bigger reasons, though not the biggest, is Chloe... I'm not exactly a big fan of Chloe. At all. Not in the first game, nope. I understand that so many people love her and they have their reasons for that, that's fine, she's just a character who doesn't appeal to me. If anything, she pisses me off because I can see the foundation for such a compelling character, but it all gets thrown away for the sake of bullshit.
So then they plop bts in front of us with Chloe as the playable protagonist in a prequel story about her and Rachel Amber. This is an opportunity to expand on her character, to tie into the first season and make me feel more positive feelings about her character, to do what the first game failed to do..... and to be fair, they DO have a few of them sprinkled in... but then they're overshadowed by the garbage.
It's just... the ideas are there, and they're ideas that I like but they're executed so poorly. I want to like Chloe Price, I can see that there's something good here.
Like okay.... lemme do a thing:
Chloe Price. She's going through some serious shit after her dad dies. He died unexpectedly in a car accident, something Chloe had zero control over, it's not fair, and even though it's not like the universe singled her out and said "fuck you," it feels that way to her.
On top of that, her best friend who she adores? She moves away. Not something that's in either of their control, they're kids at this point. However, Max stops contacting her and that hurts Chloe. Chloe tries to stay in contact, but eventually Max stops responding.
Then you have her mother, who's also grieving after losing her husband and dealing with her daughter pushing her away and on the wrong path. She meets a man and falls for him after realizing she still has a long life ahead of her and that's too long to be miserable over her husband's death, William wouldn't want that, and David is a source of comfort for her... something she's not getting from her daughter. The problem is that David and Chloe don't get along in the slightest... which leads to Chloe feeling like her mom is trying to replace her father by moving on, not understanding why Joyce's timeline of grief isn't the same as hers, y'know?
Oh, and can't forget that Chloe has fallen onto a not so great path of drugs, booze, bad grades, lying, staying out late without letting her mom know where she is, pickin' fights, making friends with drug dealers, stealing money and other items, all that. She's bitter, angry, unable to understand most of her own complex emotions and that only makes her even more upset. She's unable to express them in a healthy way, she doesn't ask for help, and denies it whenever offered.
So... Chloe's starts out as an extremely entitled, rude, obnoxious character. She insults the bouncer in the cringiest way possible because these adult men writing her don't know how teen girls talk, she steals money and a t-shirt from a dude who works for the band because $20? how dare? even though bands don't make a lot of money and a lot of profit comes from their merch but who cares about supporting artists you like, right? Chloe sure doesn't. She probably buys some weed from Frank because yeah, she's got a dependence on the stuff now. She gets into a fight with a couple of dudes after spilling beer on them.... but what's this?
Oh look, it's Rachel Amber. Y'know, the pretty, popular, talented, smart, perfect, charismatic girl from Chloe's school?? yeah, she's at the concert and saves Chloe from the dicks who attacked her, and the two girls spend the rest of the concert together.
Now, for some reason, Chloe isn't sure but Rachel has taken a special interest in her. Rachel is flirty, she wants to know who Chloe is, she asks her to skip school with her, and the two take a ride on a train to a park and... honestly? pretty romantic, and it plays into that escapism fantasy thing of having the pretty girl who everyone likes single you out, making you feel special.
Over time, the girls grow close. Rachel has some family problems and seeks comfort in Chloe. They spend nights walking together down empty streets at night, holding hands. They hang out and talk about the stars, they discuss Shakespeare and what it's like to actually be your true self, if there's actually such a thing. They get tattoos together, and Rachel helps Chloe color her hair. They have a special hideout they decorated together in the junkyard. Rachel spends the night at Chloe's enough that she ends up leaving a lot of clothes there. They daydream about running away together, long road trips and living big in LA.
Chloe starts to see Rachel as her angel because for the first time since Max, she feels like she has someone she can be open and honest with. Rachel almost seems too perfect to be true, y'know?
And hey, over time Chloe actually starts to kinda get her life on the right track, if not in an unconventional way. Sure, she's still dealing with losing her father. that's not something she'll just get over... but she does start making an effort with her mom, and yes, even David after he told her about his time in the army and gave her that photo. They both know they'll never be friends, and they'll still have arguments, but they'll at least keep the peace for Joyce's sake.
It's not all perfect, though. Chloe's still smoking and Rachel isn't always the best influence. They get into trouble here and there, but nothing super serious.
She dropped out of Blackwell so that her mom didn't have to keep paying her tuition and because she's fixated on this fantasy of running away with Rachel. Chloe's feeling good about herself, about her future, for the first time since her dad died.
Until Rachel disappears.
And everything goes to shit pretty quick after that. Rachel's gone, she's not answering calls or texts, and everyone keeps saying that she probably ran away, but Chloe knows better. She knows Rachel wouldn't leave without her, so something must've happened. She makes posters and puts them everywhere, but things only get worse.
Money is tight. Joyce isn't making as much as she needs at the diner, David isn't making enough as a security guard, and hey... they might lose the house... the house that was once Williams, that's a piece of him he left behind. Not only that, but where will they go?
Chloe doesn't want them to lose the house, or for her mom to be this stressed out over food and bills. Chloe borrowed money from Frank in hopes of using it to run away with Rachel, but with her missing... Chloe decides to give it to her mom in order to save the house. Joyce is alarmed that she has this much, but Chloe manages to lie her way out of it to give her mom some peace of mind.
Except now she has another problem- she can't pay Frank back and he's getting more aggressive about it as the weeks go on. Rachel's still missing, Frank's breathing down her neck with threats toward her mom, money is still an issue at home, and she's not in a good place. Chloe's desperate enough to steal... so when she makes it into a bar that doesn't card her and she sees rich boy Nathan Prescott drunk off his ass and flashing bills, she thinks it'll be an easy score. It's wrong to do this, it's dangerous, but Chloe justifies it to herself. She needs that money.
She didn't expect Nathan to drug her drink, and she wakes up to him taking pictures of her. She manages to get the hell outta there, but she still has no idea what the hell happened to her. Like.... that reeeally fucks with her, it doesn't even feel real. She can't tell anyone, she can't tell her mom, and the police won't do anything since they're under the Prescott thumb.... and well, she decides to blackmail him.
And we all know how that goes.
So... we have the highs and lows of Chloe Price. She's flawed, even starting out as unbearable, but over time she becomes more nuanced and you're invested in what happens to her. You want to see her better herself, you want her to work through her grief and get help, you understand why she hates David but when you see him and Joyce happy together and him make an effort to be better, you want to see them make amends. You know David doesn't want to replace William, hell HE knows no one ever could.
You want Chloe to keep going, to find purpose in her life and realize her own potential. You saw her at the beginning when she was broken, when she was lost and didn't see a future for herself, and it's satisfying to see her come this far to where she knows she has a future... something that becomes all the more tragic when you remember her fate in the first game.
You're invested in Chloe and Rachel's romance, you get giddy watching them flirt and do dumb, romantic, cliche things, and you're just as compelled by Rachel as everyone else. No, she's not perfect, she's not a stereotype, she's much more layered than that and it only breaks your heart when you realize that she's killed later on, that of course she's going to go missing... you already know that! So you're watching Chloe, who has gotten pieces of her life back together and is genuinely happy.... fall back down the pit, fall back into the habits she had at the beginning, and you know it will lead to her downfall.
.....TOO BAD BEFORE THE STORM DID FUCK ALL WITH THAT RIGHT?
Nope, you don't get any of that. Well, except Chloe being cringy. You get a lot of that.
No, no, we got edgelord, flanderized Chloe who thinks her wit is much greater than it actually is, whose terrible moments outweigh the good, and who doesn't grow or change no matter what influence you try to have over her.
Rachel could be replaced with a literal barbie doll and little would change. She has no charm, she's nothing like what she was described in the first game, and she's just so fucking unlikable. When she finds out that her mom isn't actually her birth mom, she claims that her whole life is a lie and her parents aren't real and she wants to meet her druggie mom who chose drugs over her for 15 years because she's the one who actually squeezed her out.
Which, by the way, WHY is this the goddamn plot?? Why did they feel like they had to shove in this "oh hey Rachel's dad is the bad guy, oh wait now this drug guy is the bad guy because he stabby Rachel, no wait now her dad is the super bad guy because he put a hit out on Rachel's REAL mom, oh no wait it's fine because Frank murdered drug man off screen" WHY YOU DO THIS??
You have three episodes. THREE. And in those three episodes, you have the opportunity to explore Chloe as a character, and her relationships with Rachel, Joyce, and David. But instead of dedicating the story to that, something you could've created a compelling narrative out of, you threw in this dumb mom plot and fire-
HOW THE HELL DID I FORGET THE FIRE????
What- why did- does she have- Rachel just- RACHEL SETS THE FOREST ON FIRE??? WHY THOUGH???
I get it, "Rachel is the fire" yeah yeah and it's dumb.
Oh and because we didn't have enough going on, here's a side mission where you gotta deal with getting money from this other kid who's running drugs for big bad drug man because he wants to help his dad who lost his job.
But WAIT, there's more- In a series where several girls were drugged by Nathan and Jefferson, forced to pose for pictures, and some even killed or driven to try and take their own life? something taken so seriously...? Victoria gets drugged and it's treated like a joke. Even worse, there is a path that has Rachel drugging her, and no one cares.
ALSO.... Rachel cheated on Chloe with two adult men, remember? One of which fucking murders her?? and we're just... we're just not gonna do anything with that??? Nothing??? Maybe a little stinger at the end but that's it????
I just..... I hate this game so much.
It had so much potential. Not only that, but it had the first game to look at and learn from. Learn from the mistakes that game made and improve upon.... but instead, they fucked up even worse. It's just a game of fanservice that has way too much going on, is trying to do too much, and loses focus on the most important things.
Three episodes could've been enough to explore different points of Chloe's character before the events of the first game. They could've crafted a story that gave more insight into her life that make sense of the choices she made, that turn her into the Chloe we see in the first game. You don't need a forest fire, you don't need evil lawyers. I know the first game had the storm and time travel and big dumb Jefferson, but you wanted to tell a story that's grounded without shit like that... y'know, before the storm.
I could probably go on and on if someone doesn't stop me, so I'll stop myself here... I hate bts because it's potential was there, I could see it in a few key moments, and it was wasted.
The romantic ideas fall flat because being pretty and gay isn't enough for me, I need more than that. I don't care if they kiss because I don't care about their relationship, and frankly, they've done very little to make me care about them as individuals.
UGH
.......does that answer your quick question? haha sorry for the not so quick answer, but like I said, this game makes my brain mad and once I get going, it's hard to stop.
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i wish more than anything he could have had this. i love you man
i really fucking do
my love for nirvana and immense respect for kurt isn't something i ever expected. after being a huge fan of jonghyun too as a musician, a person who had things to say, a human being. the people around him. i fucking hate that kurt is gone and i was like...2. i got into hole when i was like 25 really heavily and refused to listen to nirvana. didnt' care about these white boys. but there's a reason why people love this band and why they loved kurt. i get mad sometimes at his death—selfishness—and then i make jokes to deal and cope. we all do with everything. it's just that and this is from a cis person...but i know so many trans people or people on the gender spectrum who have read his journals see him as someone struggling with gender. and after years of thinking and becoming such a huge fan i think that was honestly the truth. i think at this point we're all pretty sure he was gender queer or struggling with identity.
his aversion for oppression, his stand with the marginalized, not accepting racism, homophobia, transphobia BECAUSE THAT IS THE HEART OF DIY (spurred by my black people cos ofc it is and we do everything) and i wish that he could have beeen better.
to me it seems like his pain with his crohns (or wahtever he had) lead to his intense struggle with drugs because that's pretty common when needing pain management. on top of that, his family's history of MI. on top of that, his life being hounded and not being prepared for it (this i think is the idea of white privilege at work and wasn't naive of him necessarily, but...it's just something he thought wouldnt happen to him. that's whiteness at work as who they were as a diy fucking anti pop anti capital punk band. sonic youth said 'we didnt sell out, we made them buy in') and his rship with courtney. he said without court he might be gay or bi.
i won't read his journals, it's too fucking much for me and i dont feel allowed or maybe i will when i can handle it, but i know reading about them and him and hearing the way he changed his songs and his abhorrence for bravado, for men that talk about women as disposable and sex objects, for not being able to enjoy a punk band, for the whiteness and maleness. krist novoselic was a 6'7 fucking bassist and dave grohl is a sizeable dude with hideous tattoos. back then, no one said a fucking bad thing about them. come as you are.
we know that suicide is a state we get into. when you go to a psych ward you see that it's actually calm and an ebb/flow. it is extremely fucking boring. the thing is we don't know if these feelings last forever. we can't go back and time and history cannot change. it was his decision, like jonghyun's, to end his life. but i know there could have been longer. if they got help. i try not to resent courtney especially not now with people being irresponsible and unearthing the FBI report on him. he killed himself but it was definitely emotionally sparred by her and she should have told people what happened weeks before his death.
but no one failed him per se. his suicide note is full of hope and it kills me to see. he should have been able to be whoever he wanted. been a son, been a daughter, been anything.
whenever i hear the changed lyrics or see him in a dress or hear distress i dont know. i wish we didnt lose him but i also know that no one wants to go back to that time. it wasn't necessarily great but it wasn't all bad. and i wish commodity didn't destroy legacy. i wish we werent's so obsessed with the death and gore instead of the liveliness and hilarity of this band and of kurt. and i wish we could talk about him more and the idea that maybe there's so much going on with it; i have many critiques for things they have done, things kurt has done as well.
i'm talking in circles but i genuinely just get bummed. every day he is still dead. but this dude man......i love him a lot. i'm so glad nirvana gave what they did to the world. getting to know kurt so long after the fact is fucking hard sometimes. it is frustrating. but focusing on the positives too or trying to understand another perspective has given me a lot of insight. and i always try and remember that it wasn't just one thing, that nirvana were a band, it wasn't just him, and he could have been better but it just didn't work out that way. it's not solely about his internal pain and the narrative of a tortured artist is suffocating.
he wanted to be a star, make this insane pop song, and when he got it he didnt realize it became everything he hated. he was already struggling and all this shit hit a point. i have mad respect for them still. dave grohl said billie eilish is the kurt of her gen (about 2 yrs ago) and that drives me up a wall for various reasons. antiblackness and class. fuck that. these dudes were poor as fuck trucking it through washington with other bands and the basis is blacness and black art they were trying to fight and make it and give a shit man. it didnt turn out the way they could handle but they were not PRIMIING themselvs for musical stardom. no artist who cares would do that. but if you get the recognition you want because who doesn't, it comes at a price too.
this is why i critique commodity and capital so intensely. i participate, and i will have to as an artist. i don't have a desire to be poor because i've lived a life that gave me space to see what i want to do. i have class privilege (and a lot of debt) and i am grateful. but it isnt like i dont want peopl eto know. it's just that i know that i can't give in and accept and demand nothing and then decide to hoard it to myself. taht money that goes in funnels out and is not for me to keep. there is no trickling down. dont paly yrself.
artists like kurt and in a sense like MF Doom (rapper who only came out to be seen when he wanted to) or DMX even it's like....man u came out fucking fighting to be heard you know. do your thing. make your shit. be amazing. esp black people. DMX had a fucking face for a camera. hopefully i'm gonna watch belly at my best friend's house on the 28th.
i wish everyone who deserves to stay can stay until their body releases them in the most pleasant way as possible. jessica walter's death made me sad, but she was older and i'm so happy she got to live. same with cicely tyson. at the same time, the young deaths over drugs, suicide, accidents....id on't really get it. why is kissinger alive but these people can't stay? how did this come a somber tale of death instead of just i fucking love kurt cobain lmao
he's def one of those ppl that im like u rock. him, robeson, seberg to an extent. hm who else. wong kar wai, jenkins, joe (thai filmmaker whose name i cant spell.) all those people who are running forward on their own and beating their chest. yea i like that. an award is just another award. what matters is possibility and action.
RATHER BE DEAD THAN COOL
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OC EXTRAVAGANZA SATURDAY
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Binx Bolling created by @s-s-southsideserpentine
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Stonewall Prep was all Gothic Columns and high ceilings, first-edition books and layers of dust that were older than most of the students and staff that were lucky enough to find themselves at the old school. They were old money, still running thanks to donations from the rich parents who bought their children a full ride. Money was important at Stonewall, almost integral to a student’s survival. Most students had no problem with this aspect, their lawyer mothers and diplomat fathers could pay for their admissions three times over and still have money to pay for a new winter wardrobe to wear on the weekends when they put their school uniforms away in favor of returning back to their parents’ old victorian houses.
Bianca Bolling was different, though. Much to her own dismay. She was one of two scholarship kids offered a full-ride admissions (the second being none other than Jughead Jones himself), and she realized quickly that she didn’t belong there at Stonewall. The scholarship was offered to her at the end of her freshman year of high school, after she won a local film festival for her drunk driving PSA. The short film was a hit, showcasing a group of friends at a typical high school party before they all got back into the car that someone borrowed from their parents. The squealing of brakes and the shattering of glass was loud, with Binx setting her camera down at a skewed angle to try her best to capture the chaos and disarray of a car accident, red and blue lights blinking in the distance. The short film ended with an artistic twist, and her mise-en-scene won her first place. The Stonewall recruiters found her after the festival, a crowd around her forming as onlookers clapped hands on her skinny shoulders and her eyes darted around anxiously, needing a familiar face in a sea of people.
“Don’t let that kind of talent go to waste, young lady,” The school’s recruiter, Mr. Chipping says, handing her his contact information with a wink and a promise that she didn’t really understand. There were many fights with her family, who didn’t have the money to send her to such a prestigious school, especially not one that was across the entire state. But she fought tooth and nail to get to Stonewall and she hadn’t stopped fighting a single day in the nearly three years she’d been in attendance.
Binx was smart and she wasn’t afraid to claim it, but her monetary status quickly became an invitation for her fellow students to sling insults at her left and right. One day, in the middle of her advanced writer’s seminar, she feels the ice-cold eyes of Bret Weston Wallis on her as he turned around in his chair to sneer at her.
“Looks like your blazer’s getting a little dingy there, Bolling, what? The scholarship committee couldn’t give you a few more bucks to replace your uniform?” He reaches a bony hand to pull at a loose string in the lining of her tweed blazer and she smacks it away with a roll of her eyes.
Silently, Binx raises her hand, barely acknowledging the adolescent taunts coming from such a well-regarded student like Bret.
“Miss Boling?” The old professor lilts, his horn-rimmed glasses falling down his bulbous nose as he wiped chalk dust from his pressed slacks.
“Can I switch seats, professor? I can’t seem to see the blackboard around Bret’s fat ego…”
I’m really excited to see where we get to follow binx. Her story is fascinating and I’m very intrigued to see how the plot unfolds with her and the rest of court’s stonewall ocs. Go give her some love!!!
Bronwynn Atwood created by @reggiemantleholdmyhand-tle
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The bell above the door to Bronwynn’s bakery, lovingly named Risk It for the Biscuit, lets out a loud ding as the door swings open.
“Welcome to Risk It for the Biscuit, how can I help you?” Bronwynn’s deep voice rings out through the small building, but Bronwynn himself is hidden somewhere McKinley can’t see.
“Well, disembodied voice, I need a favor.”
Brownynn pops up from behind the counter with a chuckle, tray of various baked goods in his hands, “Mac! Whassup? What can I do for you?”
“I need your help,” McKinley smiles, tattooed arms crossed over her chest, “I’ve been hired to cater an extravagant mob gala, I need my favorite baker to bake me some decadent goods.”
“I suppose I can do that,” Bronwynn smirks, setting the tray down, “Cupcake?” He offers, taking one in his hand, “New flavor. It’s a vanilla bacon cupcake with ‘pork belly’ caramel. The pork belly is just candied bacon layered with some vanilla and almonds.”
“Sounds ambitious,” McKinley muses, “Gimme.” She reaches her hand out for the cupcake, immediately diving into it as it lands in her hand.
“Fuck.” McKinley moans, mouth full, “That is delicious, dude.”
“You’re damn right it is,” Bronwynn beams, clapping his hands together. “Quinn helped me brainstorm it.”
“You guys make quite the team,” McKinley grins, “It’s a real shame I’m the biggest gay, or I’d snatch you away from her in a heartbeat, if it meant I got baked goods like this every day.”
“You could just come get some anyway,” Brownynn rolls his eyes, “You know I’m not gonna charge you.”
“And that, my friend, is why you are the best bro.” McKinley wipes some excess icing from the corners of her lips, licking it off her fingers.
“Don’t let Apollo hear you say that.”
“Shit, I’d sell Apollo for a dozen of those cupcakes.”
“I’d sell Apollo for a nickel.”
First off, mgk is a v pretty man, second, Bronwynn is a very wonderful oc. He’s a gang member, a great friend, an amazing boyfriend, and a fantastic baker! Go show him some love!
Estelle Ollier created by @humangrumpycat
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Greek Mythology moodboard
Tsp: riot night
Underneath the surface: Riot Night, The Devil’s House
The door opens as sheriff Minetta enters the room, giving Audrey his signature glare.
Audrey jumps up, picking at her nails, waiting for Minetta to start.
‘You're free to go, miss Lincoln,' he sighs.
'I am?' Audrey yelps.
'Someone bailed you out,’ Minetta replies.
'Who?' she asks as she dusts off her skirt on her way to the bars.
'Smile!' a voice calls.
Audrey turns to the voice, followed by a soft gasp.
'Estelle-'
'This will look fun in the yearbook,' Estelle smirks.
'It's not funny!' Audrey whines, stomping her feet for emphasis.
'It's a little bit funny, Abe,' Estelle laughs. 'I mean, what the hell did you do?'
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'You threw a Molotov cocktail at a car?' Estelle exclaims, covering her mouth to hide her laughing.
'Someone handed me a bottle,' Audrey corrects. 'And I panicked because it was on fire, so I threw it away.'
'You threw a Molotov cocktail,' Estelle squeaks.
'It was on fire!'
'You threw it at a car,' Estelle laughs. 'You couldn't throw it in the bushes, or the river?'
'The Earth is dying, Estelle,' Audrey barks. 'I'm not going to help kill the Earth.'
'I can't wait to tell Jonathan, he's going to die,' Estelle smiles.
'Oh please, don't tell him,' Audrey whines. 'Remember the see-saw incident back in freshman year? He would not shut up about it for weeks.'
'That was before he started dating me,' Estelle mentions. 'I'll make sure he'll be cool about it.'
Audrey sighs in relief.
'But first, we'll laugh at this photo,' Estelle grins, holding up the photo she took earlier.
'You told Minetta you deleted that!' Audrey yells.
'I lied,' Estelle points out.
'Never trust a journalist.'
Estelle is fierce, loyal, and incredibly smart. She’s an amazing journalist and detective(what Betty wishes she could be👀). Go give her some love!
Reyna Lewis created by @daddylorian
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Reyna is loving, and real when she needs to be. She tells it like it is and has a real talent in things she puts her mind to! Go give her some love!
Valentina Fogarty created by @lonely-full-of-secrets
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Valentina is so good and sweet and hardworking (and the perfect match for my oc Duckie). Once she lets herself be comfortable, she’s the life of the party! Go show her some love!
#ocextravaganzasaturday#riverdale oc#check them out!#vannah oc#bronwynn atwood#court oc#binx bolling#laurien oc#estelle ollier#mitchie oc#reyna lewis#ella oc#valentina fogarty#ghoulie oc#southside oc#stonewall prep#ocextravaganzasaturdays
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Let's talk about something.
First off, I'm not putting this messed up, peely, gross looking tattoo up for anyone to judge (I'm not happy with it either). I'm putting this out there to help others learn from my mistakes & hopefully prevent them from going thru what I've been dealing with.
There's a tattoo expo coming to town with featured artists from out of town. I find one thru IG whose work looks clean & I like her style so I DM her about setting an appt. Shes got time this weekend yay! no waiting for the expo. -Do you see the mistakes I made already? It's so obvious to me now😓
Saturday's here, I head to the shop (for the first time) for the appointment & the moment I walk in it's like Uh, wtf? Half the shop is taped off & in the middle of a remodel (no dust or active working, just shit all moved around). I brush it off, theyre getting things ready for an expo right? They need people tattooing there, not playing pool so ya, no wonder it's a bit messy.
Next she shows me the stencil and its fuckin huge. Like I specifically said between 6-8 inches max bc it's going on my forearm & i'm not Stretch Armstrong. Shes like Oh I kept it between 8 & 10. Well ya didn't fuckin listen bc what woman has arms that long? So it's resized & idk what we were casually talking about but she def rolled her eyes at me. Look man, I'm a pretty easy going person and depending on the situation I may take a slight without saying shit. Also like low self confidence helps with that right? So anyway, at the point I should have been like Alright dude, we're not really clickin & I'm not feelin this anymore & walked TF out. I didnt. Like an idiot. I'm not gonna lie, part of it was losing put on the deposit the other part was just me telling myself it would be fine despite in my heart of hearts I knew it wasn't.
So we start. Yo, she's a Fuckin. Bitch. I wanted a theme right, this chick is supposed to be a Texas pinup, I wanted certain colors in her clothes. I asked "What colors are we thinking for her?" She actually scoffed and says "These ones" while motioning at her cups. Wow. Ok, well, fuck I don't want to ask her anything anymore so I shutup & go with it.
This shit HURTS. I'm not a pussy when it comes to pain. I have several tattoos, including fingers, toes and a whale that was particularly painful because it goes directly over my very bony shin. I've been cut, I've had a baby without drugs. Mags remind me of getting a razor cut and I find pleasure in the feeling. I can tolerate some pain and this shit sucked. Yo, at the end she switched down to a single needle and that was KILLER. I felt like I was being carved into (which, if you'd ever seen my back you'd know, I know the feeling).
Alright so finally we're finished & I roll into the next day. I'm a bit worried about the appearance and not just bc she looks like she broke her leg. It looks wet. I continue my aftercare as normal: antibac soap & aquaphor. Day 2 I'm researching infections bc it's super painful, red but mostly it's wet. I'm afraid of infection also bc this chick had the trash can right next to the station. I mean Right. Fuckin. Next to it. To the point that the trashcan lid fell onto the pad where my arm is. I want to ask her to move it but she's in such a bad mood I think it'll just make things worse & she'll be even rougher. By day 3 I've tried antibac goo & it seems to make my skin bubble where its been applied so I quickly quit using that. My arm hurts so badly at this point I cant put it down without getting shooting pains up my arm. I let it dry out so things are crusty but at least I don't find them medically disturbing. Regardless, I spend a lot of this day crying. Day 4 I'm still researching infection and come across overworked tattoos, scars & "hamburgering" My heart pretty much drops bc this is it, this is what's going on. What's even more fucked up is that I find this on forums for people learning to tattoo. Like apprentice's first few tattoos having this problem. Rookie shit, ya hear?😑
The pictures are from day 5. You can see splitting along the black lines, there's holes in the sun & near her belt. Oh and that's a thing. The hole is the sun is bc somehow a drop of green got in there so she went over it and over it and over it again with more red. Can you imagine my frustration at that point?
So look, I got this done Saturday, here it is Friday. My skin is very shiny and puckery where the peeling has come off. The scabs are thick af, I've only been moisturizing the places safe to so as of today almost everything but the cactus. Did I mention my arm still really hurts? I can't straighten it, there's pains that shoot out from the center, and why why why is my bicep sore?! I'm really worried about how the cactus is going to turn out. My skin looks bumpy between the cracks of scab. I think she used a crappy cheap green. I'm really left wondering about her experience as a tattoo artist. I'm just saying: My first tattoo was done by a scratcher in a dirty apartment bedroom. He did such a shitty job that I took the machine from him & finished it myself. Might I mention I was 16 and completely coked out of my mind? Also, I didn't hamburger myself and there was no scarring over that disaster of a tattoo (which thankfully no longer exists thanks to the aforementioned painful whale)
This whole thing has fuckin sucked. I don't want anybody else dealing with this. Let me outline some things I should have done differently so if you find yourself in the same situation you can make better decisions than I did.
1. If you're looking on IG for an artist make sure they also post healed pics not just fresh ones.
2. If you're not vibing with your artist it's ok so call it off. Look, a 60$ deposit aint shit to lose in the grand scheme of things, can you get a cover up for 60$? How about bad work or a bad experience lasered off? You can't get those deals, oh who knew? Sometimes losing money is saving it.
3. Don't get shit from travelling artists. Maybe they woke up a 3am & drove 8 hours & now they don't give a shit about anything but going home.
4. If the shop doesn't look great, walk out. Again, whats 60$ compared to your health and happiness?
This is a long post & it's not something I usually post about (lol who am I kidding? Personal tragedies are kinda my thing). It's embarrassing. I'm embarrassed how she came out, I'm embarrassed I didn't speak up, I'm embarrassed I didn't just go to the person I knew could give me a good tattoo. It wasn't even about money, I didn't get a deal on this pinup mess. All I can do is move on. Thank goodness this wasn't my first piece or I may have been totally turned off from getting anymore ink. Now all I can do is continue my aftercare, hope for the best and when the time comes I'll go visit Vinny at American Tradition and get something else on the backside of my arm to distract from this mess.
Much love my inked up friends❤
Hey and if this speaks to you like you've been in this situation or are currently in it, feel free to DM me.
#tattoo#tattoo help#tattoo problems#lets talk about that#hamburgering tattoo#tattoo scar#fucked up tattoo#bad tattoo
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Super late since I wanted to have a lil time to reply but wahh I was rly looking forward to the Belphie rant sjdjfjf it's so interesting! Was mainly curious about the canon divergency part but rly got the whole megillah huh <3 rly appreciate the reply!! Kind of obsessed with the easy bonding through dreams instead of through the door, turning eachother reluctantly into almost comforting or comfortable presences ;;w;; and all to end up...that wrong anyway smfh.
You mentioning he puts in work after the incident to make up to Dola made me think that while he actually would in that obvious way that makes him seem a little desperate like in canon, maybe even time after thee events Dola finds herself resting easy, having specially colorful and vivid dreams, lush tropical landscapes dark and full of flowers, maybe even getting some inspiration from them for her art. She'd surely catch up quick, right? I imagine her frowning n making a little fist like "belphegor...." but with whatever fondness she can manage to have for him sjdjjd
And for Sally!!! Aaaa wasn't expecting such a nice reply cuz as you said it'z all in my head and I never speak about them anyway but....this is so accurate. It's canon, I see it!!
Ty for saying they're fashionable;;-;; in my mind everyone at goetia has to be or u get the one over looks by the rich clients lmaoo </3
I think it'd make for an interesting friendship :O since u say Dola would become a regular once her hair whitens, Sally would lowkey try to convince her to do funky stuff like streaks and such bc the potential!! But other than that I'm having a blast at imagining this not very sociable demon bein extra awkward because this is thee human exchange student AND and accomplished artist AND an insanely powerful sorcerer and she is..just so chill and simple.... I thought they'd meet not quite after Dola's become immortal but when she is already pretty accomplished and in a better place than st the beginning of the exchange, for some reason? (Tho the meeting mid hair chopping and wearing hoodie crisis is SO good too lmao)
So. Kind of like the opposite of Thirteen's first impression of the mc basically... Sally would be like "!!!! Ooo they are dashing" bc of Dola's whole presence and air of power that encompasses her :3
You're so right about their death aura cancelling, also I like to believe they'd get along bc Sally isn't into prying much into anyone's business or actually want to dig into people's psyches and like. they could talk at eye level eventually? No need to "open up" past "man HoL sucks ass I wanna get a little pet and Lucifer won't allow :/" & past all actual small talk that yes,, sally would make but also would be v out of touch bc what even are humans, huh?
I read ur reply for Mammon &&& also wanna add that Sal would sooo want to show them interesting stuff around the devildom anytime as well! Parlors of fx make up, body mods and tattoo artists up but for demons and such? There has to be so many forms of art in there to get into ! (Maybe not even going together but just hitting Dola up like hey there's this cool sculpture garden opening -and it's smth absolutely wretched and gross sjdjdj-)
But before that happens! Rly dig the idea of them starting out by walking home at night after goetia closes! Just thinking smth smth about bus rides at night (its always Night there anw....but u get it) and them taking the last one as they make small chatter but it feels rly comfortable <3
((AND pleaseee I'm Loving Dola being Sal's gateway into human world stuff. Seeing her giving her some obscure band tshirt or like. Both comparing each realm's knock off brands absjdk))
Well....i went off..! But thats abt it sorry for rambling hehe ty for indulging me this is so much fun to think of! I def agree they both need a couple friends even tho they are lone wolves..loners..misfits even 💀 <33 <33
Sorry I held onto this ask for a bit because I loved rereading all the stuff about Sally ;w; In love with the DolaSal friendship like >w<
I really do think that Dola would be like... affectionately annoyed at him for actually doing a good job of making things up to her. I know it's like a common headcanon, but I love thinking that he makes sure to keep nightmares of the Incident™ away even before she was willing to have anything to do with him. But like, in a more subtle way—like just making sure she has dreamless nights instead.
Tbh since writing the stuff for Belphie and Diavolo I sort of started wondering if Dola would ever forgive Diavolo, but then I realized she'd never forgive him for erasing her original timeline because it erased a lot of important moments for her from ever happening int he first place, and now they exist only in her own memory and no one else's. >.>
Anyway!! Sally!! Because I am over the moon than me making shit up has been accurate to any degree sdhkdf Literally was typing stuff up while scrolling through your sally tag and going 'Is this... Does this make sense for them...' then keeping going & hitting post before I could overthink >.>
hdfgjkgh the way you imagine their first meeting tho!! ;w; I didn't think of that... Just thought that after the post-Incident breakdown haircut (that now that I think about, I've never mentioned anywhere..?) Asmo would try to cheer her up by bringing her to Goetia and Dola ends up having a good time because of the cool stylist >w< I can see Dola not becoming a regular immediately since she's like, in and out of the Devildom for the first few years, but I also really like thinking about Dola keeping in touch with Sally even while she's in the human world and showing them everything up there through video call and stuff >.< Streamer but for an audience of one lmao (or 7 sometimes since I bet the brothers would like that too)
In love with Sally taking Dola to places in the Devildom??? ;w; I'm sure there's places where none of the brothers would really think to bring Dola or tell her about because why would they assume that she'd be interested in tattoos when she doesn't have any in her first year? Nor does she have any horns or tails or wings so why would they bring her to the body mod shops >.< Bet Sally would know about the more obscure art shows as well and beats Satan to the punch when it comes to either bringing Dola there or telling her about it, then when he finally gets to invite her she's already gone shdjkdfg
OOH and to add on to Dola showing and telling Sally about the human world... Would Sally be opposed to being summoned to go thirfting or something up there? :0 Or being taken to art and fashion shows...
Also... Since Sally's out of touch with humans & human stuff... Do they have their equivalent of Lucifer's iconic 'I've never cared when humans bred' line dhfjkfg... Just thinking about them dropping whatever their equivalent is like it's so casual and it makes Dola whip her head around to check if they're serious SO fast...
hdjfghfg anyway sorry for also rambling again >.< It's just so nice to think of Dola having friends beyond the brothers and purgatory boys but for some reason it's not as fun for me to make them myself >.>;;
#chat & colloquy#baalism#i also have this image of the brothers being so surprised that dola's finally made friends outside of them + purgatory boys after#more than 6 months in the devildom dflkjfg#idk why but its so entertaining to me + them eventually finding out she has a social life in the human world too#i like to think they just forget about mc having a life before and outside of them for like 90% of the time when theyre in the devildom
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In the tags of one of the asks I sent you, you commented that Yami no Yuugi might be the SHSL Gambler if he was DR and Yuugi would be SHSL Card Game Player or something. And now I've been thinking about SHSL talents for Yuugiou characters. I have my own ideas, but I'm really curious what talents you'd give everybody
Oh man, let me get Duel Links open so I don’t miss anyone LMAO
I’m sure this was done a hundred years ago when DR first came out and doing crossovers were all the rage, but let’s see what I can come up with? (I’ll address your next ask too, but I’ll add more detail there ~ you’ll see). Anyway, there’s gonna be some serious overlap but I’ll try to branch out where I can. Also this is an item-less universe, but since the items are such big parts of their characters, it’ll definitely inform the talents.
Yami no Yuugi - SHSL Gambler (his talent will be similar to Yuugi’s, but his denotes the dangerous situations he fought through)
Yuugi Mutou - SHSL Gamer (he has an incredible knowledge of games, though you don’t get to see much of it outside of the first 7 manga volumes/Season 0 - and not that Chiaki doesn’t deserve her title, but I do wish we got to see her do more traditional gaming like traditional card games, TRPG, and the more ridiculous ones of the YGO manga like the battling tamagotchis and rock’em sock’em robots)
Katsuya Jounouchi/Joey Wheeler - SHSL Good Luck (I’ll save that for the next post)
Anzu Mazaki/Tea Gardner - SHSL Ballerina/Dancer (Hiyoko has the specific subset of Traditional dancing so if Anzu was to have to specialize, it would be ballet)
Hiroto Honda/Tristan Taylor - poor guy, I think he might end up being a reserve student or ultimate custodian lmao… though perhaps SHSL Motorcrosser could work?
Ryou Bakura - SHSL Sculptor (I thought hard on this one, and it took a lot to keep me from going to the TRPG area, but think about it - he sculpted all the figurines for his Monster World games, and created the entire Egypt diorama from the last arc, including all the characters and tokens to go with them. Who else would earn that title but him?)
Yami no Bakura/Thief King Bakura - SHSL Thief, because I deserve a softball though ultimate procrastinator can work for just Y-Bakura lmao
Malik Ishtar - SHSL Supreme Leader (honestly, he’s a better fit than Kokichi, though you could argue that if Kokichi is a big YGO fan then he might… literally be emulating him/pulling lines from Malik/Yami no Malik, honestly? But the kid (Malik) created an international criminal organization that both creates fake cards and steals/sells rare ones on the blackmarket. He… has definitely earned it)
Isis/Ishizu Ishtar - The obvious choice is SHSL Clairvoyant but I’m going to propose SHSL politician as a suitable alternative because she’s already working for the Egyptian government at 20. That’s pretty damn impressive.
Seto Kaiba - SHSL Businessman/CEO (differs as he recreated/rebuilt the company he took over as opposed to inheriting and continuing it the way Togami did. A slight, but important, difference). Could also be SHSL Inventor or Programmer, honestly.
Pegasus J Crawford - SHSL Painter. Oho, you thought I was going to go for Mindreader? Nope! He did make all the original card art himself! (also damn it Angie how did you land such a broad title as ‘Artist’…)
Mai Kujaku/Valentine - SHSL Card Dealer (and I bet she and Y-Yuugi have crossed paths lol)
Insector Haga/Weevil Underwood - SHSL Entomologist (I’M SO SORRY GONTA BUT IT FITS….)
Dinosaur Ryuuzaki/Rex Raptor - SHSL Palaeontologist
Ghost Kotsuzaka/Bonz - SHSL Occultist
Ryota Kajiki/Mako Tsunami - SHSL Marine Biologist
oh right
Rishid/Odion Ishtar - SHSL Tattoo Artist because I’m actually The Worst
#cartoonnetworkamvs#i love you rishid...#so i must give you full credit for tattooing your own face like that#drv3 ask
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Hey! I'm looking for some new music and since you're the composer behind the lovely DTI soundtracks, I was wondering if you have some recommendations? What are your favourites at the moment? Thanks! :)
!!!!!!!!!!!! “composer”??!?! ;___; Gurrrrrl you better stopppp *screams*
Um, well I don’t know what your tastes are, so I’m not really sure what to include, but I’ll do like you said and lay out some of my favs atm. I hope you don’t mind a long ass answer. Idk how to do this any other way lmao.
I honestly CANNOT stop listening to Love Crime by Siouxie Sioux, man. It’s the best and would have made it onto the soundtrack if I wasn’t such a dumbass. It fits so well with anything dark, sexy and deadly. All of which, incidentally, are nicknames of mine. *finger guns*
I’m also obsessed with Waveforms by Django Django. It reminds me of L.A. and though I hate L.A., I think this song single-handedly made me not hate it? And made me wanna go back? It’s ~~magical~~ like that, I guess.
Okay, now you want something life-changing (or at least moment-changing)? Listen to 1750 (Outra) by Richard Spaven. Man, nothing zens me out more. When I’m on the bus home from work or taking a walk in the evening, I turn this to the max on my ear phones and just float away, man. I know that sounds cheesy af, but honestly, ask me if I gaf (spoiler: I don’t). And another one that makes me do that is Cashmere Cat by Mirror Maru. Though the latter is especially good for evenings or eaarrrly mornings. *sigh*
Recover (Cid Rim Remix) by CHVRCHES is another one I wish I’d put on the DTI soundtrack, but again…*bangs head* I’m an IDIOT (but at the same time, there’s no song on the DTI soundtrack I could name to drop, so perhaps that means it’s fine as it is). This song, for some reason, gives me nostalgic feels for reasons I can’t really explain? Anyway, I’m really into it atm.
I also CANNOT stop listening to Brand New Revolution by Guts. Omg, how can you not dance to this?! And also – and this is between you and me – in my head, I imagine if DTI was a movie, the movie would start of with this playing while Miles is bustin’ caps in mofos and there being little clips of him dancing in between. Like, kinda Tarantino-esque, but w/e. ANYWAY. This song is awesome. Check it out. Seriously, that song got me on the bus like
And if you’re into hip-hop, I’ve just started rewatching Samurai Champloo for the 954305439534543th time (those who know me and have followed me for a while know it’s my fav anime ever and I’m geTTING A MUGEN TATTOO SJDIOJFS!!!) so I’m totally obsessed with Nujabes and Cise Starr atm. I discovered a lot of good music watching that anime (you find a lot of good music watching anime in genera, tbh) and Nujabes is probably one of my all time favorite artists. Definitely one of the best DJs ever and definitely in the top 15 and Cise Starr is an amazing rapper/hip hop musician and it’s beyond thrilling that they worked together a lot (Nujabes RIP).
There’s literally too many to count as far as my favorites go, but for Cise Starr, I’d start with Adrift. Where they collaborated, I’d check out Feather (ft.Cise Starr) and I’d also check out Re: Pulse who did a few songs w/ Cise Starr. My favorite is Sol (ft. Cise Starr). For Nujabes, omgg, so many. But I’d start with Counting Stars (which is actually in my fav ep of Samurai Champloo and how I discovered Nujabes) and Kujaku/Transcendence (which honestly gets me through work most days). Also check out Shiki no Uta, which is also by Nujabes ft. Minmi. It gives me so much nostalgia, I honestly wanna turn it off sometimes cuz it makes me wanna cry (reminds me of my brother), but it’s soo good, ugh.
Um, what else…oh, I’ve also been listening to some old school stuff. Like, old old school stuff. Cuz it reminds me of mommy ;_; Some of my favorites recently have been Doo Wa Ditty by Zapp and Roger, Sitting in the Park by Billy Stewart and Start to Stop by Blue Magic. Oh! And I Want You by Marvin Gaye. These all remind me of my childhood and my mom turning the music up so loud, I could feel it in my bones and shakin’ our butts til our legs gave out lmao. She played a lot of music like that in general, but I’ve been pretty obsessed w/ those in particular recently.
So…I think that’s about it, anon. Sorry you asked? I would be. But thanks for the note and for asking. I hope you end up liking at least some of this stuff
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