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Blurred Lines | Part 1 | #ShawnMendesWritingCircle

Thank you @saysweartogod-og​ for starting this #ShawnMendesWritingCircle challenge!! Hope ya’ll enjoy the first part of my shawn x pa! reader fic!

Being the personal assistant to one of the biggest popstars in the world was a busy job whenever Shawn was doing press or touring but you seemed to just be “one of the boys” whenever Shawn was recording new music. He now owned a small cottage just outside LA that he used exclusively to record all his new stuff, staying away from the now notorious cabin the woods where he recorded a lot of his earlier stuff. It quickly became one of your favorite places to spend time with one of your favorite people in the world.

You had all but moved into Shawn’s recording cottage to be on hand whenever he or his writers or producers needed anything. Shawn had insisted on you taking the guest room, claiming there was absolutely no reason for you to spend money to rent a place when he had the whole place to himself. Part of the deal was that you’d have to be on hand basically 24/7, not just for him, but for the whole team. If they wanted coffee, you got it. If they wanted any type of food, you got it. If they wanted a specific notebook, you got it. You had been Shawn’s assistant for two years and knew his favorite brands and items without giving it a second thought, stocking up on things you could’ve been asked for which made the number of times you’d actually have to leave the house minimal. Shawn This led to getting an insight into Shawn’s writing and producing habits for up to 10 hours a day. Recording time was the best time to spend around Shawn as you were free from a lot of the authoritarian figures who watched over the two of you constantly.

You knew it was inappropriate but of course you had a little bit of a crush on Shawn, who wouldn’t? Constantly throughout your working relationship, you had forgotten that he paid your bills and he was actually your boss, although he treated you like you were friends. Andrew and the team had specifically hired someone around his age hoping that they’d be able to work well with Shawn, but they never imagined that you’d have as good a relationship as you had now. You’d stay up together on the bus in the middle of tour, talking about absolutely nothing but somehow, you’d never run out of things to say, often chatting your heads off until you saw the sun come up through the front window. You’d often end up asleep on random couches in expensive hotel rooms when you decide to binge watch a movie trilogy or a season of a random show. You’d even snuck out without the others knowing, seeing the sights of whatever random city you had found yourselves in. The one thing the two of you never discussed was a kiss you had shared after a night out in Europe. You were both under the influence of a hell of a lot of alcohol and agreed to never speak on it again, Shawn saying it was a mistake. You definitely didn’t agree, it was now like it never actually happened, despite how much you wanted it to happen again. The lines of a working relationship were blurred a long time ago.

“Hey y/n, can you grab me a new bottle?” Shawn asked, holding up the empty flow bottle, distracting you from your thoughts as you sat on the beanbag placed along the wall of the small studio room. “Got you” You laughed, standing up and grabbing a new bottle from the fridge next to you, tossing it to the tall boy situated on the chair close to the desk holding a heap of expensive recording equipment. You had been too distracted by your own thoughts to see that he was staring at you before he asked the question, with the same look you would give him whenever he wasn’t looking, a look of adoration.

Shawn had developed a crush on you as well. It was kind of inevitable for him, spending all this time together, feelings were bound to appear. He was professional though, and never let himself cross the boundaries though, except for that one night. He valued your friendship too much to let anything get in the way of you keeping your job. He was happy to have you around in any capacity.

“What’s on the agenda tonight, popstar?” You asked as you took a sip of the bottled water you’d gotten out for yourself, plopping yourself back down on the beanbag. Sunday’s meant Shawn was working by himself in the studio, free from the distractions of the other producers and writers, allowing him to be the sole creator of any ideas that came to mind that day. This was your favorite way to watch Shawn work. “It’s like 6pm and I’m honestly nearly done here so what do you think about some UberEats, that beer in the main fridge and whatever new Netflix standup comedy is out?” He asks, playing around with some buttons on the panel on the desk in front of him. “Only if I get to pick where we order from” You laughed in response, pulling up the app on your phone to search for your favorite fast food burger joint. “I think I can deal with Chick-fil-A again” He chuckled. He knew you a little too well. 

Shawn returned to whatever he was creating on the sound desk in front of him, leading you to unlock your phone and open up the photos app. You spent the next however many minutes aimlessly looking at all of the photos of the two of you together, silly selfies when you were both going insane on tour and the typical tourist photos in front of landmarks all over the world featured, your mind going back to every moment you’d captured together. You smiled to yourself thinking of the memories you’d shared together.

Three hours later the two of you were curled up under blankets on the L-shaped couch, chugging your beers, chowing down on the chicken sandwiches while a Netflix standup special was playing in the background. You and Shawn rarely ever paid attention to what was playing on the TV, too engrossed in your own conversation. The two of you had discussed any random topic you could think of while consuming a copious amount of alcohol. The two of you both hadn’t had alcohol for a while, so it was affecting you a lot more than it usually did. “So… is there a girl yet Mendes?” you giggled, the beer finally making you a little bit buzzed. You were always pretty professional around Shawn and he rarely ever saw you under the influence. In the two years you’d known him, he’d never had a girlfriend. Of course, there were girls around, look at him! But they’d never stuck around. “Why do you ask me this when you already know the answer is no? We spend all our time together, I don’t have time for anyone else” He laughed, taking another swig of his fourth beer. 

“So, are there any boys?” He retorted while you rolled your eyes at him. “Yeah there’s one annoying one who depends on me for everything, his name is Shawn” you cracked yourself up, you and Shawn knew at this point the alcohol was overwhelming you. You had stayed up for another few hours, finishing off a few episodes of Jane The Virgin. “I think it’s bedtime for you, look at you” he snickered while he cleaned up the leftovers and empty bottles. You were still laid up on the couch, but now half asleep. “Only if I get to stay in your bed” you replied with a giggle, looking up at him while he stood over cleaning off the coffee table in front of you. Drunk you had a lot more courage than your sober self. “I suppose, only if you stay on your side” He laughed, obviously a bit tipsy as well. You helped him scoop up the rest of the mess before you headed towards his bedroom door instead of your own.

“So, what are we gonna talk about? I haven’t shared a bed with a boy since you started cockblocking me two years ago” you teased, looking at him from across the bed. “Cockblocking?” He asked while confused. “Yeah. You think any guy is gonna wanna try and get with me at a bar when I’m always with this extremely good-looking tall dude scaring them off?” You replied truthfully, the alcohol had obviously worn off by this point of the night. “You think I’m good-looking?” he teased, poking his tongue out at you. “Of course I think that! I’ve only had a crush on you for the last eighteen months” you finally admitted, afraid of his reaction. “That’s the alcohol talking” He sighed, with a slight look of disappointment on his face. “It’s really not. I just don’t want to risk my job, Shawn. We’ve been so professional together, trying to not break any rules. I never wanted people to think that I got to where I am by sleeping with my boss. I’d never go against Andrew or your label, Shawn. I love our relationship and how we are together so much. I’d never risk that because of a stupid little crush” You were almost crying at this point, wiping away tears as you sat up in the bed. 

“It’s not a stupid crush y/n. You know heaps of people around me have said that we look like a couple. I like you as well, you must know that already. I have for ages, that’s why I’ve never dated anyone since we got to know each other. We just can’t act on it; it would be so unprofessional” he admitted. “I wish we could, I really do. You have no idea how much I want to kiss you right now. But as you said I would hate for people to think any less of you because of it” he continued. “That’s what I thought, I want more than anything for us to actually be together and I’m annoyed that it took alcohol for me to tell you. Do you even remember when we kissed in Germany?” you asked him. “Of course I remember it. I think about it all the time” He exclaimed. “We can’t be talking about this y/n” He sighed, looking over at you. “Can’t talk about what, Shawn?” You sassed back, your sadness quickly turning to anger. “Us. There can’t be an us” He stated simply. “Then stop leading me on Shawn! You can’t treat me like more than a friend and turn it around on me when it suits you. It’s embarrassing. I don’t know if you remember, but you kissed me Shawn, not the other way around. If you want me to just act like your employee, that’s exactly what I’ll do” you yelled almost quietly, taking your pillow and storming back into the guest bedroom. You made sure to slam both his and your door as loud as you possibly could.

The next morning you made your way out to the kitchen to make your morning coffee before Shawn joined you. “I made you a coffee, boss” you sassed, passing him the extra cup you had just poured moments before he entered the kitchen. If he wanted you to act like an employee, that’s exactly what you’d do. “Thank you. I ordered from that breakfast place you like down the road. I just have to make a phone call; can you just go to the door and grab it? It should be here any minute. Then I want to actually discuss what the fuck actually happened last night.” He stated, finishing his iPhone out of his pocket. “Sure” you replied, heading to the door quickly, with your coffee still in hand, to meet the delivery driver. You grabbed the food and tipped the driver before heading back inside the door while Shawn finished off his phone call. 

You didn’t want to listen in, but you couldn’t help it. “Yeah, yeah of course” he replied to the person on the phone. “No, I’m definitely single. I’d love to take you out once you get to LA” he told the person on the other side of the call. You couldn’t help but freeze in place when you heard what he said, dropping the coffee cup, allowing the liquid to spill everywhere and the porcelain to break all over the floor, tears filling your eyes. “I’ve gotta go” He hung up quickly before looking over at you near the entrance. “y/n?” He questioned as soon as he saw the tears in your eyes. “Yeah, I heard that Shawn” You replied angrily, dropping the bag of food on the kitchen bench before storming off into your guest room, locking the door behind you.

[barzysreputation]

this followed up perfectly from the last!!! i can’t wait to find out the answer from the cliffhanger i loved it!!!

Blurred Lines | Part Two

Part One by @shessoparticular​

You spent the next two hours cooped up in the guest bedroom with tears on your face until you had decided that you’d had enough of moping around in the isolated space. You put your shoes and a hoodie on and headed straight towards the park which wasn’t too far from the house.

When you reached it you took a walk to clear your head. Your eyes were still a little puffy from all that crying and you wanted to stop so badly. After all, Shawn did not deserve those tears. He was like a little kid unknown to what he truly wants. You were the forbidden toy he always wanted but couldn’t have but you weren’t going to wait around for him forever eventually he’d grow out of it or you’d have to go to a different person. 

You were a bad bitch and didn’t want to shed tears for Shawn. You were certain that he did not have a hard time agreeing to take whoever was on the other side of that call out. “I’d love to take you out once you get to LA.” You mimicked and rolled your eyes. You would have thought you were overreacting in the whole situation but he just had to say “yeah I’m single” before anything else. 

You had been strolling for at least half an hour now and your legs were getting tired. You glanced down and checked the time and much to your dismay you hadn’t even been walking for up to 10 minutes. The park was large and there was a lot of greenery and space. There was a nearby bench and you took the opportunity to sit on it and zone out. You glanced at all the couples in front of you just walking by. The fact that you had a job and shouldn’t be gone for too long crossed your mind, but at this point you didn’t care. Besides, Shawn didn’t need you right now. He was probably too busy planning how that little date would go in his head to ask you to help him out with anything. He most likely didn’t give a fuck.

How could he ask to talk to you about last night and then pull that stunt? You wanted so badly to be mad at him but you liked him too much to be. You began to imagine what your life with Shawn could become if the relationship between the both of you wasn’t strictly work. 

You definitely would not have come to the park alone that’s for sure. You’d be holding hands with Shawn, showing huge public displays of affection. You’d cross the roads with your hands clasped around each other’s and he’d give you the occasional kiss on your forehead as you strolled down. You could walk for hours and still not get tired of each other’s company.

You’d sit together on the bench you’re sitting on now and just talk about life. Perhaps the future, proposals or maybe even kids.

You were getting ahead of yourself. You and Shawn hadn’t even gin on one date and here you were dreaming about all this nonsense. You laughed. You laughed to yourself and you laughed hard. It was a way for you to cope with your emotions and you did sometimes look a little crazy laughing to yourself.

Today was one of those days. A guy who appeared to be jogging took out his earphones and stopped jogging. He walked up to you and with a gentle voice asked “excuse me miss, are you alright?”

You were embarrassed. Your cheeks grew warm and you nodded. Tears were about to prick your eyes but you were able to stop them before they fell. “I’m fine. Sorry you had to see that.”

He moved back a little and nodded. “No it’s totally fine. I was just checking up on you. You don’t look fine but I know it’s none of my business. But it’s good that you’re somewhat okay. I’ll be going now, have a great day.”

You couldn’t lie he was cute and with manners like that damn. You smiled. You appreciated the fact that he didn’t pry and he minded his own business. If Shawn wasn’t still on your mind you may have asked for his number. Maybe. Just maybe.

As you were still on the park bench, scrolling through your phone as you were done thinking. Shawn was calling up everyone he knew to find out where you were. He knew what he did was stupid, but he wasn’t exactly serious about the phone call. She asked if he was single and he said yes. He couldn’t lie and say no everyone knew his relationship status anyway. He didn’t exactly know where it was heading and just said whatever came out of his mouth which, looking back now, sounded like the words of a man who was not in love with his PA and tried to hide it. 

After calling everyone from Andrew to Teddy and even his sister knowing damn well it was not her business and she’s obviously handle no clue where you were, he gave up and just waited. Hoping you’d come back. He knew he pissed you off big time. Spending two hours in a room before storming out of the house clearly meant something was terribly wrong and he set out to fix it. Eventually. If you ever showed up.

You returned back to the house where you met a worried looking Shawn. He jumped up as soon as you opened the door and reached for your face to inspect that there was nothing physically wrong with you.

“Where the hell did you go?” Shawn started pacing around. You chuckled a little if the situation were any different you would have found it cute that he was worried. Like a distraught boyfriend. 

But it wasn’t. You were nothing more than a personal assistant to him. “I’ve been doing some thinking while I was out-”

“I phoned everyone and no one knew where you were strangely. And you were just out? This isn’t like you at all.”

“Yeah actually I think I have every right to be like this right now after the mixed signals you’ve been giving me. I was actually really hurt by that phone call earlier. If you don’t want to be with me stop leading me on. I am not a damn puppy! Yes I work for you but if you claim that’s all it is then act like it!”

“You know that’s not what thi-”

“Shut up and listen.” You sighed and finally continued in a calmer tone. “I want to quit.”

“What?! Are you serious right now?! You liar you don’t mean that at all.”

You sighed. He was right. Quitting was the last thing on your mind. Even with all the mixed feelings he’s been giving you, you still loved your job and the fact that you got to see him everyday. Besides the serious conversation about that phone call was still pending. 

“I don’t know. The relationship between us is simply just a work one and I’d love for it to be more. Seeing as you’ve just agreed to go on a date which who I’m assuming is a complete stranger, I really don’t want to see it. I don’t want to see you be with her with me still around. Try and look at it from my point of view alright? I really do love you but I’ve got to go my own way.” 

“Wha- okay now you’re just quoting that scene from High School Musical where Gabriella breaks up with Troy.” Shawn smiled.

You smiled too. Although you were his personal assistant he still knew you like the back of his hand. Spending days with each other can do that to someone. Is this really what you wanted? Did you really want to quit? You didn’t know why you were asking yourself this question of course the answer was no. You just wanted to see how much Shawn claimed he “needed” you. 

You took a deep breath and gave him your answer.

Did you see what I did there? I don’t know how to feel about what I just did because the first part was honestly so awesome I cried because I didn’t know how to follow up. Remember, feedback is always appreciated!

[5-seconds-of-bucky]

Give Us A Try (Shawn x PA!Reader)

A/N: It’s been a while, but I’m back! Enjoy this not so great fic that I actually like the concept of. 

Summary: You’re Shawn’s assistant and you both have feelings you don’t want to admit. What happens when press gets released about your non-existent relationship? (Shawn x PA!reader) 

Word Count: 1.5k +

Warnings: Like a baby swear and a tiny bit of angst if you squint. I didn’t proofread so I hope it’s legible 

You hated parties. Well, not all parties. You hated this party and all those like this; all glamor and no fun. 

Shawn said that you didn’t have to go, but as his assistant, you knew you had too. It was a nice party, you just didn’t fit in. Everyone there made more money in a minute than you did in a month and you could definitely tell. 

“You know, you don’t have to wallow over here. You’re allowed to ‘partay’ with me,” Shawn says as he sits down in the seat next to you. “Nobody is going to judge you.” 

“Oh but they all are.” 

Shawn rolled his eyes. “I told you I could get you a dress.”

“And I told you that I didn’t need you to spend money on me. Besides, I like this dress. I’m getting my money's worth.” 

“It’s not a problem and you know that.” 

“I know and I don’t care.” You leaned back in your chair and shook your head playfully. 

“Ugh, woman,” he groaned. 

You rolled your eyes, smacking him on the bicep.  

“Come on,” he said. “Let’s go talk to some people.” You grabbed your arm and yanked, trying to get you to come with him. 

“Nope! Absolutely not!” You were no match to Shawn’s strength, but you tried to resist. 

“You never want to do anything,” he complains, letting go and crossing his arms. “You’re my assistant and I need you to come with me in case I need something.” 

“Like what?” 

“Like a hug.” 

“Gross.” 

“Let’s go.” 

You finally comply, standing up and walking around with him. He introduced you to some people you didn’t know, trying to help you feel a little more comfortable. 

Shawn was having the time of his life. Having you by his side made him feel powerful for some reason. He didn’t even notice how tired you were getting until you leaned into his side while he talked to Niall.  

“Yeah, we were in the studio and-” Niall chuckled when he saw you rest your head on Shawn’s arm.   

Shawn gave him a confused look before looking down, noticing how your eyes were almost closed. 

“Are you guys seriously not a thing yet?” 

Shawn looked up, shaking his head sadly. “I’m not sure she feels the same, ya know?”  

“Shawn, are you joking? Dude, she is definitely into you. I know Y/N. She doesn’t go to parties for this long for just anyone.” 

“That’s true. I don’t know, I’m just scared I guess.”  

“You’re basically dating already. Don’t worry.” Niall uncrossed his arms and leaned in to give Shawn a hug. “Alright man, it was good talking to ya. Why don’t you take your lady home?” 

“Thanks, man. See you later.” Shawn looked back to you and smiled softly. He wished it could be like this more often. He wrapped an arm around you and rubbed your shoulder in an attempt to wake you up. 

Your head shot up and you blinked as you tried to make sense of your surroundings. 

“You fell asleep,” Shawn chuckled.  

“Why didn’t you wake me up?” 

“You looked cute.” 

The arm he had wrapped around you was comforting and you didn’t say anything, choosing rather to lean into him even more. 

“Come on, sleepy. Let’s get you to bed.”

“No,” you protested through a yawn. “You can stay. You don’t need me, do you?” 

“Y/N, I don’t need to stay. You’re tired. Let’s just go.”  

“Are you sure?” 

“Yes!” 

He guided you out to the car, keeping his arm wrapped tightly around you. 

“I’m your assistant. Shouldn’t I be taking you home?” you asked once you were in the car. 

“Not necessarily. You can’t take care of me all the time.” 

“But it’s my job.” 

“It’s okay, Y/N, really.”  

You didn’t say anything else after that, opting to rest your head on the window until you got to the hotel.  

~

You woke up in a bed. You were still in your dress but the door that connected to Shawn’s room was open and a soft glow of light was coming through. 

You stumbled out of bed and walked over to his room, finding him sitting on his bed in his pajamas.

“Hey, uhm . . .” You motioned between yourself and the door, confused as to how you got in your room in the first place. 

“Oh, you fell asleep again and I didn’t want to wake you so I carried you to your room. I didn’t want to leave you in that dress either but I didn’t want to intrude like that.” he said. 

He looked absolutely adorable. You smiled at the thought. Sometimes you wished you could have a relationship, but it was quite clear that that wasn’t a viable option right now. Rockstar dates assistant? What a headline that would be. 

“Thanks. I really appreciate it.” you smiled. “Alright, I’m gonna get ready for bed. Goodnight, Shawn.” 

“Night, Y/N. I had fun tonight.” 

You smiled at him and closed the door. He was too sweet for his own good. 

~ 

You woke up to a pounding on your door. 

“Did you lock yourself out again, Shawn?” you called out from your bed, not wanting to move from the plush heaven. 

“Y/N, I need you out here!” Andrew’s voice called from behind the door, causing you to jump out of bed and run to the door. Did you oversleep? Did something happen to Shawn?  

“What happened?” Your frazzled state, which included a messy bun, a nasty t-shirt, and some cat pajama pants, was not how you wanted to present yourself to the man. 

“Care to explain this to me?” Andrew held up his phone, which had a picture of Shawn carrying you open on it. It must have been from last night. 

“Andrew, I really have no idea. I fell asleep on the way back from the party last night and Shawn said he carried me in. I’m so sorry.” 

Andrew’s expression didn’t change. “Rumor has it that you’re dating.” 

“We’re not, I promise.” 

“What’s going on?” Shawn came from around the corner of your room, hair unruly and voice sleepy. 

“What the hell are you doing in here?” Andrew’s face went from mad to furious. 

“I heard you yelling and I didn’t want to walk up behind you in the hall so I came in here.” 

“We have a problem,” you muttered. 

“Wha-” Shawn’s eyes widened when he saw the picture next to Andrews pissed face. “Look, she was asleep and I didn’t want to wake her up because she’s been working so much lately and I know she’s not getting sleep so I just carried her to her room. It was no big deal.”

“Well, according to the press, it’s a huge deal. Apparently, you guys are dating and you’ve been hiding it for a while.” 

 “We’re not dating!” you said at the same time. Your hands came up to your face to rub it in frustration and Shawn ran his through his hair. 

“I don’t care! You two need to lay it low. Y/N, you can only be with him in public when we’re in a group. No one on one’s. Lay low while we figure this out.”  Andrew scurried off before you could respond, leaving you dumbfounded in the doorway. 

You turned around to Shawn, hands on the side of your head as you tried to hold back tears. 

“Hey, it’s okay. We’ll figure it out.” He pulled you into a hug in an attempt of comfort. 

No, Shawn,” you pulled back, wiping a fallen tear. “my job is gone. There’s no coming back from this.” 

“What if we didn’t deny it?” 

“What? Are you crazy?! Andrew would have our heads! He’ll never go for fake dating!” 

“What if it’s not fake though?”

“What?” You looked up at him with wide eyes. 

“What if we were actually together. You know, like a couple.” 

“Andrew would have our heads. Dating in any way is gonna get us in trouble.” 

“Screw Andrew. What do you want?” He was really going there. 

“Why does it matter what I want? It’s what the public wants. It’s what your team wants. It’s what everyone but me wants.” You threw your hands to your sides. 

“Don’t worry about everyone else. Think about you for once, Y/N. Put everything else aside and think about us.” 

You stood there for a moment, contemplating your choices. “I want us, but nobody else does.” 

“Then let’s be us. We don’t have to tell anyone, but we deserve happiness.”  

“I guess.” 

“Do you want to give it a try?” His heart was pounding in his chest as he waited for your answer. What if you didn’t want this? 

“Yeah . . . yeah, I want to try us.” 

Shawn wrapped his arms around you and you buried your face in his chest. 

“This is so romantic, especially when I look like shit,” you chuckle into his chest. 

“You look gorgeous,” he muttered in your hair. “and I couldn’t love it more.”

[uglypastels]

jdcn,shjs,h don't question your taste in music un, my wrap is basically taylor swift shawn mendes halsey and 5sos lol and some miscellaneous and spotify says I discovered 101 musicians this year?! anyway jsdjs can I request Cherry with Peter x reader (are you surprised lol)

I actually, somehow, discovered 386 artists??? and i listened to 368 genres?? which of 150 were new ones??? i didn’t even know there were so many genres lol. anyway, thank you for your request <33

> Spotify Wrapped Blurbs

Song: #5 - Cherry by Harry Styles ___________________________

“Uhh, ouais, t'es à la... plage,” you said, really unsure of what you had just tried to say. But the teacher seemed quite pleased.

“Parfait, y/n” Your teacher looked over at the class of glossy-eyed students, “ Allez et maintenant- Monsieur Parker,” she rolled both r’s quite harshly. Peter’s head shot up, his eyes wide and panicked, because obviously he had not been paying attention and had no idea what was happening in class and, unlike in physics, he could not just look at the board and figure out the answer from there. 

French was a nightmare for him, especially since it was also a class that the two of you shared. It had already been particularly hard when you had been together, but now, since you broke up, it was just one big stab in the heart. Language of love, my ass, he so nicely wrote in his notebook. 

“Monsieur Parker?” the teacher looked at him expecting an answer of some kind. 

“Uhh,” oh how badly he just wanted to say Voulez-vous coucher avec moi, but the embarrassment wasn’t worth it, so he just went with the appropriate response, “Oh, uhh, j'suis désolée- je ne sais pas.” He was expecting to get told of in French for the millionth time, but the one woman just sighed, shook her head, and went on ask someone else her question. So she was as tired of it as he was, good to know.

Almost immediately, Peter’s gaze went back to you. You were sitting a few rows up front, on the left side of the room. Over your shoulder hung the arm of Brad.

Brad. Of course, it was Brad. Out of all the guys at Midtown, why did it have to be him? He was the only guy Peter could easily say he hated, even more than Flash. He hated how perfect he seemed and how cool he looked. And he hated how happy you looked with him, which was probably a bit selfish, but he didn’t like it.

The bell rang and people flooded out of the classroom, out to the cafeteria. After a long time waiting in line to get his lunch, Peter met up with Ned at their usual table. It had been weeks already and the empty seat next to Peter still taunted him.

“Hey, Peter,” He looked up, never have expected you to be the one speaking to him now. “cool shirt,” you smiled and quickly walked off again. Peter looked down. The shirt he was wearing was just a simple graphic tee with the logo of a band on it. A band that you had introduced him to, in fact. You probably didn’t even notice the effect you had on him. 

“Dude, you’re about to make apple sauce,” Ned whispered to him when he noticed how tightly Peter was holding that red apple. Peter put it down. Obviously, it had been a long time since the break-up, and it had been a valid reason why the two of you broke it off, but still, he couldn’t say that his feelings just went away so quickly. He still cared about you. 

He couldn't really say the same about you. Those four words that you had said, were the first four words that had been exchanged between the two of you in a long time. So there went that promise of staying friends. And it definitely did not hurt any less that only days after your break up, you had started to hang out with Brad. 

Not really feeling any appetite anymore, Peter walked off to the nearest trashcan to throw away his food. Unfortunately, it was also the trashcan nearest to your table, so he could hear your words clearly. 

“Babe, stop” you giggled as Brad was trying to kiss your cheek. You were never a person for public affection, he should know that, shouldn’t he? 

But that little word really broke the last pieces of Peter’s heart. Did you really have to call Brad the same as you did him? 

[loveylangdon]

What’s Clickbait again? pt. 2

Shawn Mendes x David Dobrik x Reader

Story Summary: You’re dating Shawn Mendes but was in a long term relationship with David Dobrik and met Shawn through a collab David was supposed to have with him. David is now collabing with Shawn finally and finds out you’re dating the pop sensation.

Thank you guys for requesting a part 2 and for the nice dms and comments it means a lot. Xx I wrote this in between my lectures, so its a little bit shorter than the first one, just leading up to what everyone wants haha. Sorry for leaving it continuously on cliff hangers it's just fun that way. This has been floating around in my head so thank you for letting my ideas float around here. 

*NOT MY GIF credit to owner*

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Leaving Natalie and trying to get away from the stupid laugh that seems to be haunting you, You find Shawn in a room with Andrew and a camera crew. Shawn spots you immediately and blows a kiss in your direction, and turns back to the camera. Apparently, today wasn’t a video shooting day it was just getting promo done for the potential videos Shawn will be filming. 

Shawn’s currently standing in front of a neon Youtube logo being dorky and they’re just eating away at his cuteness. If there was one time his dorkyness comes in handy it will be now. Leaning against the doorway Andrew comes up to you.

“Hey y/n is everything okay? Shawn told me you saw Natalie in the hallway? He also wanted me to give you this” Andrew hands you a paper and your eyebrows furrow 

“What is this?,” you take the paper looking over it with names “Yah I'm fine just confused if Shawn’s not shooting today why are their PA’s running around, I was just surprised” I sighed looking up at Andrew. He's always been a dad figure and he helped Shawn and me through a lot always keeping our best interests at heart. 

He gives you a half smile “That paper is the potential collaborations they want Shawn to do” now it's his turn to sigh, “I told them we’re not working with any of Jacks clients but...” My eyes immediately go to the paper. 

David Dobrik is at the top of the list with a star along with, Jeff Wittek and Josh Peck, Cody Ko is also on here with Kian & JC and a couple of other people Jack Reed manages. 

“I mean it makes sense Jack is the biggest youtube manager in the game, you can't be mad at his talent” I sigh again. 

Before Andrew can say anything I cut him off. 

“Does he get to pick?” I look up at Andrew there is already a couple of names with stars by their names and by the writing, I know Shawn picked a couple and crossed out more. I snorted noticing James Charles name is crossed out along with the Paul brothers. 

“He didn’t pick officially he wanted you to help him pick some, He wants to do a video with Josh Peck for sure, Steveo, even though I don't know how that would work he can’t break anything so I'm willing to compromise and have the Dolan Twins, He requested us to get in contact with Crawford Collins, Kian & Jc are a go and he also said, Zac Efron but he needs 8 collaborations to fulfill the contract he needs 3 more is Steveo doesn’t work out” 

“Let me talk to him” I look back at the paper “I know who you want, a collaboration with David” I look at Andrew and he looks guilty 

“It just makes sense the king of youtube and the prince of pop? The fans would go crazy”

“Let me talk to him okay before you go and ask him, Also put a star by Jeff Wittek’s name for me please” I smile and hand Andrew back the paper, making my way to my dork of a boyfriend who is screaming at the camera. 

As soon as Shawn sees me get closer he asks to take a break. The filming crew complies and they announce a lunch break. 

“Hey Princess, how are you feeling?” Shawn asks as he walks up to me and reached for a hug, his cheek resting on my head my face in his chest, his heart beating quickly.

“Ew you’re sweaty, what were they having you do” I pull back and take both of his hands instead 

“I’m hurt how dare you reflect my affections” He puts his hand over his heart and mocks a shocked face 

“Oh prince I am so sorry I didn’t know what I was thinking” I look up into his eyes and notice his pink tinted cheeks. He’s wearing a white tank top and black Calvin jeans with boots, His arms look amazing and he has a thin layer of sweat making him literally glow. How did I get so lucky? 

He laughs turns me around so my back is resting on his front, so he’s back to leaning his cheek on my head while scrolling through his phone with his arms wrapped around me, the room has cleared out mostly now and It's just us looking at his Instagram feed. 

When the last person leaves I turn around quickly and put my hand on the back of his neck making him lean down to give me a kiss. He puts his phone in my back pocket. one of his hands resting on my butt and the other on my waist. He breaks from the kiss first.

Leaning his forehead against mine he’s smiling from ear to ear “I thought I was sweaty?”

“Shut it rockstar and kiss me” 

He smirks “Happily” 

We’re lazily making out when Brian walks in 

“Guys really? We leave you alone for the first time and only for 10 minutes and you're already eating each other,” This time it's your turn to pull away and Shawn groans.

 “let's go Andrew’s looking for you idiots its lunchtime” Brian eyes you two “ I mean unless you guys would rather eat each other and I can just tell Andrew-”

“Bro shut up we’re coming,” Shawn says while groaning into your neck. Quickly pecking your pulse he grabs your hand and leads you out of the room.

“Did they get catering? I was walking around earlier and didn’t see any food actually set up” You look towards Brian 

“Oh, I don’t know about earlier but one of the talents had catered Chipotle for everyone” He speaks leading you and Shawn to an open area of the sound stage. You stop walking and look at Shawn. 

“Why what's wrong?” Shawn stops and looks at you searching your eyes for the answer 

Who else would order chipotle for an army of people besides David Dobrik himself? You and Shawn are just starring into each other's eyes at this point while you bite the inside of your cheek. 

“Did you guys want me to grab you some” Brian asked confused watching you guys stare at each other

You break Shawn’s gaze and turn to Brian “No, it's fine I just felt dizzy, sorry” you speak up and Shawn looks at you confused But grabs your hand never the less and you guys finally make it into catering.

Brian snorts “Oh did Shawnie boy take your breath away” 

Shawn reaches over and punches his arm and he screams in an overdramatic fashion, next thing you know the entire catering area is starring at you guys 

“Brian stop being so loud” Shawn hisses and starts blushing looking around at everyone staring “Sorry guys” Shawn lifts his hand as an apology to everyone 

“Stop trying to punch me into next week then” Brian whimpers and rubs his arm 

“Oh stop being a big baby Brian he barely tapped you” you giggle and wrap your hand around Shawn’s arm leaning on him.

Shawn looks down at you tilting his head furrowing his eyebrows “but I'm baby” he says seriously.

Brian bursts into laughter, once again getting the attention of everyone in the room. Leaving you and Shawn blushing and giving everyone an apologetic smile. This time you notice David, Natalie, and his manager Jack sitting on a couch next to a set up of a couple of tables food in front of them. 

You glance around and notice Andrew sitting down at the table right next to David, Brian already made his way over and Shawn was about to walk over to Andrew when you stopped and looked up at him 

he stopped, leaned down “honey what’s wrong” placing a soft kiss on your temple

“I’m just not feeling chipotle if I’m going to be completely honest” I smiled at him sweetly hoping we can escape this suffocating room. I can feel Davids eyes on us, while everyone went back to eating he seemed to be the only one interested in our little bubble

“Oh yeah um, I think I saw a cafe down the street do you want to try our luck there?”  

you nodded at him and bit your lip “okay let me go tell Brian”

Shawn took the last few steps to get to Andrew and Brian and explained you guys were going somewhere else for lunch. Andrew pointed discreetly towards David and Shawn’s eyes widened. You glance at David and realize he’s already starring at you, you give him a small smile when Natalie smacks the back of his head. He breaks his gaze to yell at her. 

Shawn comes back with a smile on his face, getting down on one knee holding his elbow out in front of him bowing his head “My lady would you do me the honor of going on a lunch date with me” he looks up with a goofy smile on his face with his curls falling onto his forehead. 

giggling you curtsied “Why yes my prince I would love to join you on a lunch date, how very considerate of you” Shawn got up laughing pulling you into his chest

You go to wave bye to Brian and Andrew and you noticed you two had an audience. David's eyes were on both of you intently and a couple of crew workers were cooing at how cute you and Shawn were.

David’s gaze was broken when Andrew turned and yelled “get out of here you idiots you only have 30 minutes” Chuckling he turns back to his burrito 

“yah get your royal asses out of here health freaks “ Brian snorted 

“only 30 minutes?!” Shawns eyes widen “Ok Andrew we’ll be back in 45 and I’ll bring you coffee” Shawn put on his sunglasses from his front pocket and grabs your hand while Andrew sat there protesting. 

“30 minutes I mean it” he was staring at you now 

“Okay got it Gerty see you in 45 minutes with a large ice coffee, be back soon” Shawn shouted pulling you out the door and away from Andrew yelling. 

Both of you guys laughing as you both finally get out of the sound stage. The cafe wasn’t too far away from the studio so you guys decided to walk. 

“You saw him yah?” Shawn asks without looking down at you.  

“Yah I did” I squeeze his hand and I feel his shoulders loosen. “I love you rockstar” I place a kiss on his bare arm. Knowing his mind is going a mile a minute and he needs time to process everything. 

Finally, making it to the cafe you guys sit outside under a canopy, orders placed and Shawn opened his mouth to speak. 

With the sun hitting his face perfectly, he’s literally glowing “Hold that thought and don’t move” You say quickly digging for your phone, glancing up at Shawn to see him frozen and smirking. 

Pulling your phone out and opening the camera you take a quick picture of him and now he's posing, holding up a peace sign, looking away faking candids and leaving you a giggling mess. Locking your phone you see him leaned across the table lips puckered. Meeting him halfway capturing his lips in a kiss, he goes to pull away and sit down, before he can you grab his head and litter kisses all over his face.

“Okay women stop stop stop” He's in a fit of laughter pushing your face so you sit in your seat again

Finally settled down you guys are just smiling at each other like idiots “I love you” you look at him longingly 

He softens and reaches for your hand across the table, “I love you more princess” He takes your hand and kisses it.

“Not possible rockstar” your smirk at him and his shocked expression 

“Are you doubting my love for you?” Hand over his heart feigning hurt, He goes to speak but is cut off by the engine of a red Ferarri parking at the curb in front of you guys. 

Shawn groans and glares at the car for ruining your guys’ little moment, you look at Shawn already knowing who the car belongs too, as David steps out you see Shawns jaw clench and he tightens his grip on your hand.

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Pt. 3 

this part was a little short but I have so many ideas for the lead-up. Thank you guys for reading it means a lot Xxx Part 3?  

[calleditwhatitwas]

HUFFLEPUFFSHAWN’S FEBRUARY FIC RECOMMENDATIONS

hello!!!!!!! this is me. back at it again with my favorite reads of the month. don’t forget to reblog the fics you like!!!! enjoy and let me know if u want me to add a read more or whatever! 🥰

BLURBS

big spooning shawn blurb by @shavvnmendcs ​

ok first of all. listEN. i’m not gonna turn this into a love confession but they’re the fucking GOAT ok and i love this blog to death. not only are they hilarious as fuck and a breath of fresh hair on this hellsite but their writing????? phenomenal. outstanding. out of this world. amazing. and they’re so supportive of everyone i just??????? have a lot of love in my heart for people like that. ok my fingers slipped and this turned into a love confession BUT hashtag sorry not sorry u need to read their work like yesterday ok that’s all thank u.

ps. this blurb is cute af

heavy head, big brain by @shawnsmoose ​

ok i live for fics where the reader makes fun of shawn and this is so fucking soft. i’m in my feelings and i don’t like it

moonlight by @lostinshawnslight

this is straight up rude. RUDE i tell u. how dare she elevate our standards for men like this. 

a ‘bad boy’ by @heartopen-testify / @siennarossi

i am SO glad someone took it upon themselves to commemorate shawn’s playboy jacket because it’s truly what she deserves. love her writing to death and this was so cute and painfully relatable!!!

drunken babbles (are sober thoughts) by @getwaytooinvolved

the drunk!shawn fic u never knew u needed. seriously. my HEART. it’s so funny and adorable and i am: dying

SERIES

off the record by @lostinshawnslight

girl. she literally started this series and ended it within like 2 weeks i can’t even deal???? such a good PA AU too, they’re both so soft and i am: crying

plausible deniability by @fallinshawn

ohmygod. this one is so fucking original!!!!!!!!!! this is like a cop!shawn and criminal!reader and i think it’s the first one of this kind i’ve come across i think?? so yay for that! the writing is exceptional and there’s only one part so far but i am SO fucking invested and excited already i can’t even deal with it. i love this so much fkhsfsdojfsdoijs

routines - pt. 1 (sugar daddy!shawn) by @shavvnmendcs

sugar!daddy shawn??? hello?? need i say more??? bitch i’m so fuckin excited for this one dhfsjhshsdosdf i’m dying

begin again by @bluerroses

ohmygoddddddd this fic. LOVE IT. the OC is so badass and feisty i love her!!!! and i love the plotline too! i feel like there aren’t many of those fics and i love it!! her writing is so fucking phenomenal too!! highly recommend

 when you’re ready by @mendeshoney

by now i’m fairly certain she thrives on our pain lmao no but seriously she’s back at it again with another angst fic that literally rips ur heart apart. love her and love her fics so much!!! highly highly recommend if you’re into pain!!

ONE SHOTS

sweetheart by @dylshoney

y ‘ a l l. read this smut and thank me later. OOF. dom!shawn at its finest, let me tell u. i fuckin love this one

at the same time by @shavvnmendcs

this is the niall x shawn x reader threesome u’ve been dreaming about and waiting for where the reader is dating niall. anyways i’m a hoe for it what’s new

soft love by @softboyshawn

the plus size!reader we deserved. i love this!!!!!!!!!!!! i am: soft. pun intended.

breakfast by @shawmednes

i fuckin love domestic au’s ok especially the ones like about mornings and this one is so goddamn cute i want to cry

eleanor: eight months by @smallerinfinities

this dad!shawn came for my NECK ok. alex is NOT fucking around with this one. straight up disrespectful. i loved it

a sunday in february by @harryandmolly

so by now we all know that everything she writes is pure gold BUT she brought back emma and shawn which is one of my all time favorite fics so i HAD to mention it. 

love at 2am by @wholesome-mendes

LOVE this one night stand fic. super cute and relatable and really well written!!!

as long as i have you by @lostinshawnslight

i feel like this month was the month of original au’s lmao but this is one of a struggling musician and actress and it’s the softest ever i love it so much. also i just realized that this is like the fic version of the song as long as you love me by justin bieber lmao why am i like this

love on you by @shawnsweetheart

omg guys. this one is so hilarious and fluffy i love it so much!!!!! idk why drunk!shawn gets me in my feels like this but he does and i’m a hoe for it

[bryanllamado]

ATM with Bryan | 21

Hello there, readers! I’ve been insanely inactive here on my blog for the past couple of months; I don’t know if I still have a reader. *note the sarcasm* Just to remind you: we’re already at the last week of May! Ang bilis, diba? Oh well, time flies really fast. It seems like it was just yesterday when the semester started, now it is freaking over. Ugh! I have a lot of good (and not so good) stories to tell about the recent semester. The thing is, I don’t have the time to write an entry for my blog.

Back to the ball game, the semester formally ended last week. I just went to school last Monday for the qualifying exams and to attend a meeting. It’s crazy how I survived the semester; praise the heavens that I did. *sigh of relief* I can’t put into words how busy and hectic my schedule has been since the prelim period. I’ll be updating my planner this week and I’ll check out which of my experiences could pass as an interesting blog entry. For now, I’ll enjoy my short break and will be giving you a list of my ‘at the moments.’

C U R R E N T L Y

Reading

This is Where The World Ends by Amy Zhang– loving this novel so far! Personally, I would compare it to Paper Towns and All the Bright Places because of similar plots but TIWTWE is actually different. Unfortunately, I couldn’t find the time to finish the book! It’s only my second read this year (after Confess) and I’m already on the second half! Hope to finish it ASAP.

Writing

the 21st volume of ATM with Bryan and a couple of blog entries about concerts and events that I attended at school. It’s just sad that I don’t have much time to blog (unlike before). The hard thing about it is that sometimes, I fail to remember what an experience feels like or what I exactly felt at such times– which makes it harder to write. Anyhoo, I’ll REALLY TRY my best to blog more. *sighs*

Listening

to MTV Unplugged (album) by Shawn Mendes. I’m definitely digging his songs for the past 2 weeks! The craze began when we danced There’s Nothing Holdin’ Me Back as our production number for last year’s pageant; recently, I’ve been playing songs of the same vibe and I ended up downloading every single Shawn Mendes album that there is! So there, fanboy Bryan is here.

Thinking

about a whole lot of things that I need to accomplish. I’m hoping to achieve what needs to be done. I just finished a bunch of online quizzes *throws up* (which I worked hard for during the past 2 days) and now, I’m off to other items on my to-do list like moving out of the dormitory, meeting up with friends and shopping for some items. The word “busy” is an understatement in itself!

Smelling

*sniffs* nothing.

Wishing

for the best results in all of my undertakings. I’ve been extra busy these past couple of months and I guess I’ll be busier in the coming weeks. Hirap kumita ng pera, mga bes. Kidding aside, the struggle is real but working hard for something and feeling determined are both priceless. Sometimes, fatigue kicks in and you feel tired pero sabi nga nila, F I G H T I N G– and that’s what I’ll do.

Hoping

to be more organized slash to have more time to organize– both metaphorically and literally. I look at my room and it’s messy; I look at my planner and it’s messed up, too. What else is? *note the sarcasm* Anyway, I just hope to have some time to re-think and keep my act together. Ang daming dapat isaayos! Even my stuffs back at the dorm need some fixing too. Hayahay!

Wearing

a blue polo shirt from Hollister and a pair of purple shorts. In typical pambahay clothes cause I stayed at home today.

Loving

my new Instagram feed– started a wood-ish brown theme late last week and I can’t wait to upload more photos. I wanted to achieve this theme a long time ago but it’s only now that the plans are materializing. I’m happy with the results so far! If you want to know what I’m talking about, hit the follow button on instagram.com/bryanllamado/ or simply search for ‘bryanllamado’ on the explore tab. Happy stalking!

Wanting

to go to Starbucks, drink a venti-sized Frappuccino and grab a slice of blueberry cheesecake. Just the thought of it all seems enticing! With everything that I have achieved recently, I feel like I needed some sort of a reward or a token. Or if not, kahit konting pamper time. Haha. It’s not bad to hope for a little something when you work hard for everything. #qotd

Needing

to take a shower so bad. Not that I enjoy sharing this but I haven’t taken a shower today (and somehow, it makes me feel irritable and sad). L I only took a sponge bath because I’m too busy entangled with my laptop in order to finish the assessments that are due today. Acads first, hygiene later is the new mantra. I also missed Edukadong Parangal earlier because of the online quizzes. Mahusay!

Feeling

positive in every possible way. It’s been a while since I last felt this legitimate feeling of positivity! It feels nice to be back on this clean and healthy state of mind. I positive because my mind is open and willing to look past beyond the negativity and toxicity of the surrounding. Take my advice: stay away from toxic people and negatrons; if you can’t, spread positivity.

Clicking

through my phone’s gallery. I’m looking for specific photos (not sure what exactly but I’ll find out when I accidentally find them). My camera roll just exceeded the 1,500 photo mark so I need to delete a bunch of photos to free up some space on my storage. Eto pa pala ang isang kailangan ayusin, my files on both my laptop and phone. Tsaka na nga lang, when I’m no longer busy.

That’s all for now.

Wishing everyone a fruitful and productive month of June!

Till the next entry! Bry. x 033118

[hopefullymendes]

NYE

Shawn Mendes x Reader

Word count: 1,141

A/N: Anon requested ; “Can I get an imagine where I spend my new years eve with Shawn and friends of mine. And he feels lost or smth because I spend half the night with my friends and before 00:00 I try to find him and then idk new year's kiss haha Thank you”

P.S. this one is from Shawn’s point of view

Masterlist

10:00pm

We have just arrived at Y/N’s friends place for New Years Eve. I’ve hung out with her friends a couple of times but usually I just have her glued to me for protection and security. I knew tonight would be a struggle though with the amount of alcohol flooding everyone’s veins. I don’t want to drink that much tonight because I don’t want to damage my voice at all. Even when I’m not singing, I still think about it. I grab Y/N’s hand as we walk up to the front door. She turns her head to me, giving me a smile that I appreciate more than the world. She’s so beautiful and she’s all mine. “Don’t be nervous, Shawnie. You know they love you.” She tries to comfort me. That's the whole point. One of her female friends has, close to, an obsession with me and I don’t mean to sound cocky but there’s no denying it. The rest of her friends are okay minus a couple who really intimidate me. I make myself sound like an introvert, and I’m not. I just find it hard to hang out with other people I don’t find mildly interesting when the love of my life is in the same room. I’ll make an effort for Y/N though, she deserves it.

10:05pm

After endless introductions and reintroductions and plain hellos, I’m finally seated with a plastic bottle of water in one hand and the other resting on Y/N’s leg. I knew I would be able to rely on her to bring me into a conversation to start the night off, making my nerves settle a little. “Yeah, so Shawn’s really tired from the tour but I’m sure you all saw how amazing all of his shows were!” Y/N says to her group of friends, a wide smile on her face. I can’t help but stare at her, sitting next to me, so obliviously beautiful and intriguing. I lose track of what her friends are saying about my shows as I begin a trail of thought about anything and everything my mind decides to bring up in the moment. I feel a small nudge in my side. “Did you hear me?” Y/N questions, knowing the answer. “No, sorry… I’m so tired, I’m losing my mind.” I say, honestly feeling sorry that I haven’t made more of an effort so far. “It’s okay, Shawn, really. I’m going to get my jacket from the car-” I interrupt, “I’ll get it,” I say quickly standing up from my warm seat, “Back in a sec!” I say as a place a kiss on her cheek and head for the front door. I’m kind of relieved that I can escape for a moment.

10:10pm

It was beginning to snow outside, something me and Y/N loved more than anything. “Shawn! Oh, Shawn! Hi!” I hear as some shadowed figure is launching towards me as I try and squint through the snow. I briefly catch a glimpse of her face before she flings herself onto me. Of course. The one person I was truly dreading to see and of course she managed to catch me alone. “Ha. Hi…” I say, not returning the hug yet trying not to be completely rude. I can't even remember her name. Oh wait. Y/N always calls her ‘Pathetic Annie’. I probably shouldn't call her that though. “Come! Come! I haven’t seen you in so long, we need to catch the fuck up!!!” She screams, clearly intoxicated. How lovely. She always had a way with words.

10:59pm

Pathetic Annie’s heels are digging into the sides of my thighs as she speaks at a hundred miles an hour. How has no one even come in to rescue me yet? I attempt to secretly pull my phone out of my pocket to send Y/N an SOS. She slaps my hand, making my phone drop onto the couch. “Shawn… Eyes and ears are attending to me. Who cares what Y/N’s doing, duh.” She bluntly says, possibly trying to sound seductive but it just came off as grossly obnoxious.

11:32pm

My head literally just jolted up from almost falling asleep. Pathetic Annie has now recruited a Pathetic Friend to help her explain something to me that I couldn’t care less about. I’m positive she will have left red marks with an imprint of her shoes on my legs. “Really sorry to interrupt you Pa-Annie. But um, I need to use the bathroom so I’ll just…” I say removing her feet from my side and standing before she can hold me ransom any longer. I have no idea where the bathroom is and surrounding majority of the walls are people unconscious due to alcohol consumption or people making out. Upstairs. I head upstairs in hope that I’ll find refuge there. I place my ear against what looks like the bathroom door, just to make sure there’s nothing going on in that room. Silence. I push the door open and to my delight - I have reached my destination. I close to the door behind me. I take a seat on the closed toilet and pull out my phone. Finally. I couldn’t even count the number of notifications I had.

11:56pm

Oh shit. Shit. I’ve spent way too long in here, oh no. I frantically pull the bathroom door open and run down the stairs. You really can lose track of time when you’re having fun - thank you social media. I need to find Y/N. I hear Pathetic Annie shriek my name as I race through the living room and out into the backyard.

11:58pm

It’s literally like a zoo out here. I can’t find her anywhere. My heart is about to beat out of my chest as my eyes frantically scan the faces only lit up by moonlight. Shit shit shit. I’m going to miss it, I’m going to miss the kiss. I spot someone who walked off with Y/N pre-Pathetic-Annie-ransom-holding and ask them if they’ve seen her anywhere.

11:59pm

That person was way too drunk to know what the hell they were even talking about. I’m actually going to pass out, I can’t breathe. Where is sh- I feel a hand on my back. The familiar touch sending tingles down my spine. I spin around to see her standing there, effortlessly beautiful. “Oh my god. Holy shit. I didn’t think I was going to find you in time, Y/N�� I say out of breath and filled with happiness, being able to hold her again.

12:00am

“3…2…1!!! Happy New Year!” Everyone shouts as I crash my lips onto Y/N’s, a feeling I’d been craving all night. She’ll always be here, we’ll always come back for each other.

[barzysreputation]

omg i need more!!

and she’s right he’s basically cockblocking her smh

and fuck you shawn for also kinda acting like a fuckboy jk but fr

Blurred Lines | Part 1 | #ShawnMendesWritingCircle

Thank you @saysweartogod-og​ for starting this #ShawnMendesWritingCircle challenge!! Hope ya’ll enjoy the first part of my shawn x pa! reader fic!

Being the personal assistant to one of the biggest popstars in the world was a busy job whenever Shawn was doing press or touring but you seemed to just be “one of the boys” whenever Shawn was recording new music. He now owned a small cottage just outside LA that he used exclusively to record all his new stuff, staying away from the now notorious cabin the woods where he recorded a lot of his earlier stuff. It quickly became one of your favorite places to spend time with one of your favorite people in the world.

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