#sfam

[lonelywhygirl]

[morixaz]

hiiii so i drew this and yeah hope u like it!!!

[myfandomlikesandstories]

Moving

Jonathan Levi x gn!reader

Genre: angst, comfort

Summary: Jonathan brings up moving to a smaller house. Eva doesn't like it at all, and for you it hits close to home.

Warnings: references to divorce.

Word count: 932

A/N: this is genuinely just me processing my own trauma. Made a fic of it, have fun!

Jonathan and you were at your apartment, drinking in your kitchen. Eva was with Mira for the weekend, so you decided to talk about the events of a few days past.

It was a regular Tuesday, really. Jonathan invited you over for lunch, an invitation you happily took on, being his best friend and the godparent of his daughter. You've always been close, since you met at college. Your bond was beyond anything - always there for each other, always the first to know and last to leave. The best company.

When Eva was born, Jonathan and Mira decided to make you her godparent, "officiating your third wheeling", as you sometimes joked. It had a seed of truth, since you were practically Eva's third parent. It was a good position to be in, as it made you "the cool one".

So that Tuesday, the three of you sat at the table for lunch, when Jonathan brought up the fact he's been looking at houses. Smaller ones. To move into.

Eva didn't take lightly to that. Once she understood what it meant, leaving her home, she voiced her disagreement by bursting into tears. The little girl was screaming that she doesn't want to leave, and pushed Jonathan away when he tried to hug her. Eventually she ran to her room and slammed the door.

Jonathan was rather shocked, he didn't imagine it would go this way. "She's always so excited when she sleeps away from home, I thought she'd be happy! Obviously we're not going to move right now, it was just an option. I thought she doesn't really like it here anymore either." He told you. "I should go to her."

You put your hand on his shoulder for him to stay. "Give her a moment. I'll go."

A few minutes later, you knocked on her door. She told you to leave, but let you in after some conversation.

Eva let you sit on her bed after her crying died down.

"No one is going anywhere, munchkin. This is your house, and it's staying that way. You're not moving anywhere. It's okay." You told her.

"Bu - but dad said we might live somewhere else! I don't wanna go! I don't wanna go!!!" The little girl pleaded, tears filling her eyes again. She burrowed into you and you held her, petting her hair. "Shhhh... It's not happening. Everything's okay. Everything's okay."

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Jonathan leaned on the counter, swirling the wine in his glass. "I really don't understand though," he said, "she's not happy there. We both sleep in what used to be my study. The top floor is basically just storage, and she won't go there on her own. It's too big!"

"You're right. It really is too big. But so is this situation." You were a child of divorced parents, and remembered what it was like when one of them moved out.

"It's not actually about the house, Jonathan. It's about the routine, about the familiarity. It's what she knows. And kids are naturally sentimental. They're connected to their things, especially in times of crisis." You commented and took a sip from your own glass.

"Tell me more?" He inquired. "I want to understand."

You sighed. It wasn't the easiest of topics for you. "She wants things as similar to how they were, Jon. She used to have a family until a few months ago."

Jonathan looked offended. "She has a family. We didn't evaporate the second Mira left."

"I didn't mean it like that, I'm sorry." You took a deep breath. "She's five, man. I was her age when my folks spilt. She feels like she doesn't have a family anymore. It doesn't matter matter how many inclusive family dynamics books you read to her, it's still a fucking earthquake. Her world doesn't look like it used to, and it never will."

Jonathan noticed your voice cracking slightly and set his wine down on the counter as he moved closer to you.

"Trust me, there's NOTHING she wants more right now than to have things back how they were. For years after they separated, I still tried to hug both my parents at once. Just grabbed them and smushed them together. Made them absolutely miserable. Eva knows, Jon. She knows she'll never get a family group hug from both her parents, ever again. Imagine that for a child, eh?"

Your throat was already closing when you said: "She wants to stay in that house because the thing she wants most in the world is for Mira to walk back through that door!" You sobbed.

"Hey, hey, it's okay," Jonathan said, taking away your glass and putting his hand on your arm.

"I'm sorry," you chocked out. "Please don't hug me."

"Okay, alright," he said in a calming, quiet voice. "I'm not going to if you don't want to. Could you just look at me please?"

You signed for him to wait while you steadied yourself, and then looked into his eyes.

"I am not your father." He said. "And you're not my kid. You're a fully grown adult, with a say in this situation. You are not five again. What you say matters. I am not your father, and I'm listening to you."

That's what it took for you to dissolve in tears. He opened his arms and you fell into them, sobbing into his shoulder while he rubbed your back.

"It's okay," he reassured. "Crying doesn't make you any lesser. You're okay."

"I love you, Jonathan." You mumbled into him after a few minutes.

He squeezed you harder.

"I love you too."

Just tagging some mutuals, I'm sorry if you're not interested in scenes from a marriage, feel free to ignore:

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MASTERLIST

@ivystoryweaver @writingforcurrentobsessions2 @romanarose @eyelessfaces @spider-starry @luke-o-lophus @my-secret-shame

[for-a-longlongtime]

Okay but what if I just rb-ed this every day

what then?

Because this has been on my mind 24/7 since I saw it yesterday and I might as well ensure that it also becomes engraved in your minds right?

[zie-ro]

Meyers-Briggs is out, early 2000s pop-punk is in

(S)imple Plan vs (G)ood Charlotte

(P)aramore vs (F)OB

(A)ll-American Rejects vs (Y)ellowcard

(G)reen Day vs (M)CR

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Blink-(182) vs Sum (41)

SFAM-182 🫡

[mapsofnonexistentplaces]

there's room at the top of the stairs, every night i'm drawn up there there's a girl in the mirror, her face is getting clearer

[akimarley]

ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ᴏᴄꜱ :3 ɪ'ʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀ ꜱᴍᴀʟʟ ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴡᴛ

𝘔𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘖𝘊𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘸𝘯 𝘺𝘦𝘵 𝘛𝘸𝘛 𝘐 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘥, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘸𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮! :𝘋

Leyla Lane

𝘓𝘦𝘺𝘭𝘢 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭! 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤 𝘵𝘰𝘰 :3 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴

Michelle Aquesen

𝘔𝘪𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦, 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘮. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘷𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘴 𝘛𝘸𝘛

Aspen Iavanne

𝘈𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘦, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘻𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥!

♥ I hope you like my OC ^w^ ♥

(𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘱𝘺-𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘚𝘍𝘊 𝘸𝘪𝘬𝘪 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘮)

[for-a-longlongtime]

hey @lotusbxtch how's Scenes From A Marriage coming along, hmm?

OSCAR ISAAC as JONATHAN SCENES FROM A MARRIAGE 1.01 INNOCENCE AND PANIC

[morixaz]

this video makes my day. this video makes me happy. this video. (i will make this SFAM one day)

[youvebeenlivingfictional]

Thinking about your levy x reader kinktober and Jonathan trying to figure out dirty talk. Is he one of those ppl without an inner monologue or is he just shy about it?

I think Jonathan definitely has an inner monologue, but he's shy about it. In episode 1, Innocence and Panic, Jonathan tells Peter about his upbringing and says, "In...the first 20 years of your life, you're taught to conquer your desires, not surrender to them."

Mira also says that she felt "...depraved every time I wanted to fuck you because for you it was 'complicated'" in episode 4, The Illiterates, but at this point, we have also seen Jonathan act sexually toward her and initiate sex after they split up.

Jonathan can be a sexual person, but he's spent so much time quieting that part of himself that I think he struggles to voice it, and may not know where to start. He's fascinated by the way Reader just lets it all out, in a way that he's never either been able to or has simply never tried. Her own comfort with it leads him to explore, and he trips over his words a couple of times, but he gets there.

[bossymarmalade]

[strangerhands]

RAAAAHHH THESE ARE SO GOOD

How different Oscar Isaac Characters hold you while you’re riding NSFW

Just had a few thoughts

Steven:

Steven is a tits guy. Guy or girl he’s sitting up so his face is buried in your chest using both hands to push your pecks/breasts closer to his face. He’s messy. Spit is everywhere and you’re both going to need a bath later. You will have to do most of the work because this man is too lost in the sauce to do anything other than mouth at your chest and tell you how pretty he thinks you are.

Jake:

He differentiates between two options, both hands on your hips or one hand on your hip and the other gripping your neck. He sits up so he can stare at all your little expressions. He likes to have leverage so he can hit that spot that makes your eyes flutter.

Marc:

If you two are testing the waters or just not emotionally intimate he definitely has both hands on your thighs while he’s laying down. Once he’s comfortable however…. He’s trying to be as close as possible. One arm hooking under yours so he can grip your shoulder and the other on your thigh. He’s honestly just taking whatever skin he can reach.

Blue:

Orderly!Blue lives to see you ride. Club Owner!Blue however needs a lot of convincing. They both gravitate towards whatever soft bit of skin they can reach though. They grip onto the soft skin on your neck, hips, thighs, they especially love the meaty bit between the neck and the shoulder. He needs to sink his teeth into it.

Anselm:

He’s a lot like Blue and Marc in the way that he will hold onto any skin he can reach. He’s not as desperate though. He’s patient. He likes to sit against the headboard and just watch. Caressing your body oh so gently. That is until you start slowing down. Then he grips the meat of your hips telling you that you can do better than that. Oxygen tank is nearby.

Cecil Dennis:

We all love him. We’ve all come to accept that he isn’t the best at the whole ‘god in bed’ thing but I’ll be damned if he can’t make it up with desperation. He has one hand behind him and the other on your chest. Looking up at you and hoping you like it. He ruts into as fast as he can until you tell him to slow down. He cries if your pace is too slow for him.

I wish they had more colors

Johnathan Levy:

He does his best to be calm and collected. He starts with just two hands lightly holding onto your hips but he can’t keep it up for long. It starts with him sitting up planting his feet to rock into you. Eventually devolves into him holding you so he can just move your hips into a slow grind before he begins slamming his hips into yours. Similar to Anselm he keeps his inhaler nearby because our man has asthma.

[stanwixbuster]

was waiting in line for caligulas horse and got given a flyer with the funniest graphic design i've ever seen

[mnkngt]

Uhoh im going through my Oscar phase again

[veryinactiveartist]

Moodboard & Fic pitch(?)

Mira Phillips & Jonathan Levy × F!Reader

Scenes from a marriage

Moodboard made by me

Series Synopsis (no current fic title)

No longer Married, Jonathan and Mira's tedious yet loving affair is still going strong years after their divorce, but Mira can't help but suggest something more for their relationship thanks to a dream then later a chance encounter with a young woman, whom she finds out is in a housing and financial crisis.

While Jonathan finds the idea exciting, he becomes reluctant when Mira's desired women turns out to be one of his students. It doesn't help when Mira has taken the initiative to house his student and employ her as a full time nanny for their daughter.

Now thanks to the force proximity, mira insists Jonathan gets to know Ava's new nanny. Lucky for her, it doesn't take long for Jonathan to grow smitten but unfortunately for the young sweetheart, she isn't aware of Mira's plans and only assumes the best out of people she shouldn't.

Warnings & Tags: NSFW, Smut, mentions of cheating (from Jonathan), mutual masturbation, threesome, M × F × F, M × F, F × F. Mild dubcon (?), alcohol consumption (mainly wine), power imbalance, abuse of power, teacher student relationship, boss employee relationship, Bisexual reader, homeless reader, Mira and Jonathan share reader, sexuality inexperienced reader, age gap relationship, reader in her early 20's, hidden nanny camera, voyeurism, reader being watched (without consent), false sense of comfort, no happy endings for reader(mostly).

Author rambles & Notes

Hey guys! Hope y'all don't mind my brain dumps, I think going forward I might post fic ideas to keep track of them when they're not priority. As of now I'm working a warehouse job and most of my shifts will be 12 hours so that doesn't give me much time till the end of November, so for now I'll be posting miscellaneous one shots for media I mainly consume. Primary Teenager Mutant Ninja Turtles. Any long winded series I plan for TLOU and SFAM wont come around till mid to late 2025. As of now I plan on posting a Javi x reader fic Sunday evening/Monday afternoon and I'll see what happens from there.

While the show was quite an experience and frankly it's something I would only watch once and never again do to the emotions cause as I'm a child of divorce. While I was happy when my parents separated, Jonathan and Mira's relationship felt close to home and reminded me of my folks and was quite overwhelming. To clarify the characters don't remind me of my parents simply their relationship during the divorce and how quickly they'd turn on each other. It's something you never get to see shown in media and I do appreciate that but watching the show once was enough for me.

Though thanks to this fic idea I'm down to rewatch for research purposes when I start writing at some point. I can't say when I got the idea, it was a gradual process of ideas and what else would these people be capable of as they get to the point of character De-Evolution. So what if we got to see what happens in those years we don't see and leads to that ending point in the show? Where they don't care about being good people anymore.

Also why not try out some smutty fun before the disaster? Jessica Chastain and Oscar Isaac are hot in character so there's some mild self indulgence in here.🤭Anyway I think I might post fic pitches for any series ideas going forward as they won't be on the forefront of my mind. I know I don't have followers other than 2 (I love you guys) but If more people come around in the future than I hope this will raise any interest. That's it for now. ❤️

[gxreyxrvxesi]

ok im stepping in this bc this shit is actully going too far.

and im actully being serious on this post.

hate pages over a harmless and one of the most nicest communities..?? get a fucking life.. its a TOON as a STICK FIGURE. stop acting like its gon kill u or sum. its PIXELS. literal PIXELS. leave the sfam community alone bc they didnt do shit to u or literally anyone else. and dont even bother saying "u have no life" or the sfam community dosent have a life bc the real lifeless ones r yall who literally make hate pages on every social media platform telling sfam creators to jump for literally no reason whatsoever. and yall have the AUDACITY to tell them to off themselves and say that they r sensitive and stuff?? WHAT DID U EXPECT?? literally if u dont like ppl drawing stick figures, dont even bother clicking on the video bc u look dumb making ACCOUNTS on youtube, twitter, tumblr, reddit, all this shit js to prove a shitty ass point on how "stick figure isnt art" which is literally not helping considering they literally r MAKING SMTH NEW which WOULD b art. get ur shit? tf? educate urselves before making this shit. also this isnt helping ur case telling ppl to jump for drawing stick figures. thats literally the dumbest reason to. harass me all yall want idgaf, espically since im not even in the community but this harassment to this community is so laughable and dumb and it NEEDS to stop. /srs

using toontown tags bc im in the ttcc fandom and to spread this.

if you name an oc like this fr 💀💀"judge midnight twinklesparkles" how old are you? 5? use normal names or something but you can't even draw so lmfao jump mf