#severely depressed about asajj ventress

[jewishcissiekj]

I should change my blog title or whatever it's called from "Normal about Asajj Ventress" to "Angry about Asajj Ventress" because I think that's just a bit more accurate

[padawansuggest]

So. Y’all know that newer fic I made where Obi-Wan and Dooku get deaged and it makes Dooku light again cause it took away the insanity that being in the dark caused?

Yeah so I wasn’t gonna say anything cause this is a plot point all it’s own. But. It’s evolved so let’s chat a moment.

Ventress hears about Dooku getting deaged and it at first sends her into a rage, but then a spiraling depression.

The ghost of master Ky Narec shows up and begs her not to do anything rash. She’s crying and full of grief after losing TWO masters now and sorta just… wanders off to the planet where they got deaged… and ends up deaged herself.

But. In the process her master’s ghost is still there begging her not to do this because she’ll be just a little girl with no one there to take care of her.

And that grief ends up making him follow her all the way and. Ends up. Alive. Again. As young as he was when he first met Asajj.

But the difference is. He was a ghost. And therefore, different, he still has ALL his memories now. Being dead, watching his little girl fall, watching his bestie (in this AU it’s got a reason) take over her training and taint her further.

And now he’s looking into little five year old baby girl Asajj’s big eyes and just unable to do anything but absolutely fold to those confused eyes. Asajj is upset at all the changes but dada is still there and now he’s cuddling her and kissing her head like he does when they encounter something dangerous and walking them off to the nearest squadron of clones that were supposed to guard the deaging anomaly.

Anyways, they get back to the temple, Ky is upset and depressed, but Dooku is there and Ky has Some Words for him mostly threats that if Dooku drags their baby into the dark again he’ll neuter him, but yeah.

Now they’re platonically life partner raising Asajj who’s still baffled at it all but she’s got her da and even another da who just showed up and already has a bond with her! What luck she has, to be a happy healthy baby girl with two loving parents and getting cuddles! Wow!

Anyways. This all happens several months after the actual fic started, and so Asajj has been spiraling a while and yes I made myself tear up at giving her two loving dads.

[ragnarlothcat]

Respectfully? I want a log cabin vacation fic in a la carte au.

Anakin and Obi-wan going away to some log cabin by a lake with a whole ass camp runnign the other nearby cabins for rent and they ivitebtheir friends but of course highjinks ensue.

Quinlan came just to get a day off and because mace invited him cause mace doesn't have anyone else to bring fro his plus one. But Asajj is either there for soem reason (if shes not dead) with a new psrtnet or maybe just there?? And now their stuck with no way to get away from eachothet be cause their neighbors for the next week and a half.

And they invited Satine and Padme, but maybe they got in a little weird patch in their relationship or had a pretty bad fight about politics so that's weird too except their sharing a room.

And Anakin, in Anakin fashion, called dibs for him and his husband for the water bed, and after a night of constant movement and several mishaps with the terrible traction and footing, is now trying to push it off on someone else, (what kind of torture is a water bed any way? It's not fun at all, you can barely ride in that thing), but unsuccessfully since everyone know they defiantly had sex there and doesn't want to swap rooms.

So yes, everyone having problems at the log cabin and Obi-wan is just trying to relax for some insisnt reason that's starting to make Mace suspicious.

This is very detailed and I'm loving it! I'm a bit sad for poor friendless Mace, but maybe Depa is his closest friend/surrogate daughter but she's just busy or saner than everyone who agreed to go? But I love some Quinlan and Ventress drama and I love Mace being the only rational person at this event.

And Anakin calling the waterbed and then immediately regretting it is perfect him. Imagine trying to sleep in the same building as those two? Imagine the sloshing noises! Actually I just looked it up and the internet claims that there isn't a lot of noise in waterbed sex, which surprises me. I cannot test this myself without time travel, I assume (no one has waterbeds anymore right? it's not the 70s?) but I guess this random website knows more than I do. Depressing!

I actually had an idea for a cottage fic this summer because any time I experience something I imagine how it could be repurposed as an obikin fic (stay tuned for "Anakin and Obi-Wan don't leave the house until outside meets their demands gives the sun back") but it wasn't à la carte related. Obi-Wan and Anakin didn't yet know each other but were staying at separate cottages on the same lake and fell in love and had sex on a dock.

But I could definitely write something along these lines! I have a couple à la carte fics in the works already but I also have dozens of wips so at a certain point nothing really matters and time is an illusion. Thank you for sharing 🥰

[sheena-isa-punkrocker]

STAR WARS OC REF:

SHEERAH

Age: unknown but probably early 30s at the start of TCW

Species: Yaguari

Alignment:

Yaguari People

Sith

Confederacy of Independent Systems

Weapon: Double bladed lightsaber that can become two lightsabers

Force Sensitive?: Yes

Orientation: Straight (includes experiences with trans-men)

Hair Color: Black

Eye Color: Gold color with dark red ring around irises (Sith eyes)

Height: 5'6"

Weight: unknown

Physical Features:

Pointed ears that tip downward (think elf ears)

Large fangs

Sharp nails

Can make purrs/growls

(these are all common Yaguari physical traits)

More info below the line!

Personality:

Sheerah is a highly mischievous individual. She likes to see people’s response to things. Very extroverted and has confidence that is a little close to arrogance at times. She uses her rage and anger when fighting, as typical of the Sith way, so her being angry outside of that space can be difficult. She is a little impulsive but reminds herself to pull back at times.*

She is sadistic when it comes to her opponents, often favoring to sever their limbs and killing them. She enjoys fighting the clones and Jedi. Perhaps it is because her culture embraces bloodshed but she has the typical reason for doing so: revenge.

Sheerah is very jokey at times with people. It’s mostly sarcastic humor but once you get to know her, she turns goofy and silly around you. The playfulness is strong with this Sith. For the ones she cares about she loves deeply and is extremely loyal.

Great conversationalist since she is friendly and extroverted. People tend to be drawn to her charismatic personality.

Sheerah can be clever and tactical. She likes to “keep tabs” on others so to say in case she needs them to help her achieve her goals. There is a manipulative streak in her.

She is very determined to achieve her goals.

Goals:

Kill all Jedi

Destruction of the Republic

Avenge her family/people

Backstory:

Sheerah was born on her home planet of Dimat (Dee-maht) to a mother, father and older sister. Her father was a priest in the Yaguari religion. They lived in one of Dimat's largest cities and the one where the Thriizels (Thry-zells) invaded. The Thriizels with the help of the Jedi bombed and massacred many Yaguari people during Sheerah and her sister’s lifetime. Sheerah saw her parents be slain by a Jedi when she and her sister were still young. Sheerah and her sister faced the rest of the Thriizel War throughout their childhood up to mid teen years. They lived in poverty for a long time.

When Sheerah was 18, she met Maul. His ship marooned on her planet and he had to spend a few days on Dimat to repair it. After spending time with him, showing her culture and learning about the Thriizel War, and feeling her force sensitivity, Maul offered to teach her the ways of the Sith. Sheerah wanted to enact revenge on the Jedi and become a Yaguari warrior so she thought this was her opportunity. Her older sister was against it at first but eventually let her go with her blessing. The warrior torc that Sheerah always wears was a gift given to her by her sister. This would be the last time they would see each other.

Sheerah and Maul created a close Master and Apprentice bond during her training years and eventually became lovers. She was with him on his Naboo mission and witnessed him being cut in half. This forced her into a depression, obviously, and she tried several ways to cope with her grief, looks like killing all Jedi won out. After Maul’s death she completed her training under Sidious.

After that she did missions for Sidious and Dooku before the start of the Clone War. Once the Clone War happened, she became more well known since she was actively fighting in the war as a general and sometimes advisor to other Separatist or Separatist-leaning senators. Sheerah was often partnered with General Grievous and Asajj Ventress.

Weaknesses:

You see that trail of blood and random limbs on the ground? Sheerah was here. Her bloodiness can leave a trail

Can get irrational when it comes to her fighting. She has to remind herself to pull back

Terrible driver

Sucks at video games no matter what

Has the typical problem of not sharing her past with others

Does not comprehend how the act of killing and beheading is shocking to some people

Hobbies:

Beadwork! She likes to make bracelets and little square designs while listening to the radio

Likes watching movies and tv shows. She wishes she can do it more often but she is too busy

Doodles sometimes

She likes learning about other cultures and their history. Thinks it gives her an advantage of understanding another person’s perspective (has helped her in manipulative acts)

Listening to music. Think 1970s disco and funk as her favorite genres. Just anything she can dance to. Which means she also enjoys dancing

Dislikes:

Jedi

The Republic

Thriizels

Incompetence (whether it comes from people or droids)

Sidious and Dooku. The three of them often have disagreements regarding the Separatist battle tactics

Kenobiiiii for “killing” Maul

Despises being embarrassed about anything

Any monkey-like creature is like an inherent mortal enemy