#seshi stuff

[seshisunshi]

ghost "boys"

one aroace "boy", one poor unassuming boy

[plantbasedmagic]

I wasn't able to draw since I'm on ✨Summer Holidays✨ so have some old brainrot about my kitties 😌

From the top!!

Silent'Chaser - Born outside of the clan, at first was a loner after her mother died shortly after she was old enough to live on her own. Lived closely on territories of Clan of Shining moon, in an old fox den that was decorated with herbs, and animal furs. Silent was a cat with a gift of prophecy, and a strong one at that, as those often hurt her so much she passed out. One day meet Illuminated paw who at first talked with her just because he was bored but later just because he wanted to, because he liked her. After maybe a moon of meetings, illuminated was found with her, by Frog'Paw (His ex-crush) his mentor, Hawk'Flight and his best friend, Sunny'Paw. Silent was offered to join the clan, which she did, for Illuminated. Thanks to her abilities she was able to finish her training along with Illuminated'Path, Sunny'Leap, Clover'Flame, Sky'Stone and Frog'Hop.

Illuminated path - Born outside of the clan, yet adopted by a Dame known back then as Maple'Wing, making him siblings with Night'Venegance. Born with gift of light, allowing him to clearly see in the dark, yes dsrk'vision 100%. Even his adopted mother didn't last too long, as she also left the clan, rather happily if I say so. Most of his kithood was spent playing with frog and night. After his app ceremony he and Frog'Paw started to get close, which unfortunately or not, didn't last too long as silent came into the image. At first only his fix for boredom later became his lovely mate. During battle against Mouse'Moon confessed to Silent'Chaser before their presumed "Death". They are living their happily ever afters 😌

Maple - originally from clan of rising sun, sister to Dark'Rise (tail) born with a rather weird ability where she could freely see, talk with and feel star clan cats. During her apprenticeship was caught by a wild gang of dogs led by a rather unfriendly dog named Seshi. Maple'Paw stayed with them for quite a long time, as no one seemed to look for her, when she was found she had a broken back leg. Along with a funny and rather nice two dogs from the bottom of the chain, named Nala and Nyx, she managed to befriend the dogs and even become one of them, fluently speaking both dog and cat language. Maple'Paw became the healer of the dogs, as the starclan allowed her to help them. One unfortunate night Seshi was shot by a two leg, Maple managed to only take out a bullet but tame the blood loss.

When maple was around 20 moons old, she left the pack for a short while, where she found a mate for herself, called Grey'Storm. After she had his kits though, she left again, finding a very lost and cute Molly named sage, whom she took to the pack, as her new mate.

Sage - kit born during the last generation of the lost tribe called Tribe of hunting hawk. Her father was the leader of the clan, yet, he still was weak. During a fire in the nearby forest, he took her and ran away, outside of the mountains. He took care of her for months in one of the caves, before he finally died, loving her to wander the close by forest alone. Untill she met maple.

Grey storm - I don't have much to say about him other then the fact that he was a good father, and I'm glad Night and Illuminated had him.

Night venegance - also had the same gift as her mother, and also lost it because of a prophecy. Was pretty naive, and never noticed the abuse her mate had on her kits untill it was too late. Still mad at whisper for leaving the clan and mating with a "savage" but she still loves her, and loves her grandchildren. Was born without powers, just like her father, other them the ghost seeing stuff

Grey whisker - Mmmmm...Manipulative old fuck, how fun. At first was supposed to be much older then night but the difference made me quite uncomfy so he's just a manipultor now. Tried to sell his children (Only whisper and Gildia(back then doe)) to the cult hes working for, as a way to redeem himself. Only manipulated his children worse and didn't manage to redeem herself. How fun. After Night caught on, he was thrown away from the clan and is on the lowest position in the cult. Also has no powers.

Gildia - My favourite murder champion 😌 after being thrown away by her father, she was found by an unknown tom who called himself Flame'wind and trained to be a murder machine to stop the clans. Her power exists actually, and it allows her to gain keen her senses after tasting blood, the more she tastes the stronger she gates, but also gets weaker faster and has to rest for a longer period of time. So she doesn't really use it. Surprise or not, she killed her mentor and then Dream'Catcher! Leader of the cult of stars! Oh she found them! And gave them a home. Gildia soon became quite peculiar, becoming her second on command, and destroying life of her father, who now was stuck under her command.

Alex - also my beloved 😌 born from illegal couple she was living her life in clan of the Rising Sun, and because her power, aka electricity generation, was quite a powerful one she was often sent as a first meat to destroy everyone. After one uneventful evening she met gildia, they started to talk, and soon? She ran away. Joined the cult as Gildia's pair, and finally felt what life was. Oh how cute 🥰.

That's all for now

[datshq]

Hi, I've been really enjoying your trip through the Sailor Moon series! You're actually coming up on some very interesting stuff and noticing all the right patterns. I agree I was disappointed Jupiter didn't get a power up in that last episode but it does kind of fit, the seshi really only power up when given an outside boost or when pushed beyond their limits in battle. With Uranus and Neptune around to do the heavy lifting for them none of the girls aside from Usagi have been pushed that far.

Thank you! I’m glad people like my approach to liveblogging. It’s kind of a mixture of me freaking out and getting distracted by tangents I see as worth analysing. I think this recent episode is another example of Sailor Moon playing with conventions. This episode is set up like a power up episode, but the ending twist was that the theme was Jupiter learning the value of teamwork and not to worry so much about her individual strength. I’ve noticed that in Sailor Moon, the power ups usually have two elements, which are 1)an epiphany and 2)being close to the edge. Jupiter got the epiphany that usually goes with a power up, but she didn’t experience the close to the edge desperation, as you pointed out. It wouldn’t have all been over if she couldn’t beat the Daimon in her next hit.

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LLL2022

we had a whole ass makeout sesh dedicated to celebrating her win. i mean her run. so ang nangyari is nag eat kami outside unexpected ko yun kasi uhm kala ko di naman magdinner outside. kasi nga covid. plus wala akong dalang money as in dala ko lang phone saka liptint hehe. naki alcohol lang ako. anyways, ang sarap ng food sa bamboom. kasi pinapili nya me is san kami. if bamboom or chef artist eh mas trip ko bamboom talaga ever since hehe. so ayun nag eat kami dun tapos naka free ako ng coffee kasi i was wearing pink shorts. eh napag usapan talaga namin yun na magpipink talaga kami for the said makeout sesh kasi it was really a celebration of hope hehe so ayon. mejo biglaan nga.

so the setting was the night was young but it was already dark. and i havent been out in the dark for a long time tbh. curfew. but the day before that, we already had a makeout sesh dedicated to missing each other because we havent seen each other for three weeks because i was in hq for 2 and we were clutching for 1. anw well dasurved naman yung seshie. nomnomnom.

was a nice day. i mean two days. mej mas wholesome lang yung first day since nag aftercare kami since maaga pa. di kami nakaganon second day because malapit na mag curfew. so ayun nalibre naman ako ng coffee, food, saka tubig. liek wwwwoooowiiee all free shit. so yeah i sucked the soul outta him and long story short after 9232879128312 strokes i made him nut. and it was a difficult thing to do. because yea its hard to make him nut i think bec of the endurance he has. idk. or choosy lang talaga tite nya sa pressure and speed. but whatevs. so ayon hehe. it was hot btw. so so so hot. liek we were sweating, moaning, and biting. so it was indeed hot. main points for me were he licked me from boobs to neck and gave me hickeys. it felt liek he was so into it so i got turned on as well kasi it was so nakaka ugh HAHA liekkk he was so horny on my bdy and he was licking, touching, biting, sucking, and its saliva on me. plus he ate me out down there. it was surprising mej na i made payag. bec its ewwie baga. anyways ayun he licked and sucked me down there mej epal lang yung hair. so we went back naman sa kissing and there was music naman na nice this time. and he was rubbing me down there and he put his fingers sa mouth namin so it had saliva and he put it back down on my pussy so that was more slippery to massage. he said babe basang basa parang ang sarap dilaan lieeeK AAAAH HAHAHA tbh im having goosebumps remembering it kasi usually delayed talaga reactions ko. but anyways it was satisfying too. although nakaadd din sa pagka turn on ko yung pag kiss nya sa other parts ng body ko and not just the intimate parts. it helps na he kissed my sa may tummy, sa neck, sa may shoulders. pero i have yet to know the equivalent feeling with what he feels about my bjs. because his moans are untapped when i give him head. and i like giving him head. i feel like little devil sucking the soul outta a mortal. i like putting my face on it, and i like that it feels like he's fucking my face. i go from the base to the head then i make the dick disappear, then gag so i dont make it to full magic. pero yeah next time when i get to practice off my gag reflex, maybe i could make it without gagging and i can make him nut in my mouth next time. i want to feel the warm stuff in my mouth. i wont swalloe tho ew. but i myt clean it off him after para clean finish. it feels so good kasi to have it in my mouth because its clean, it doesnt smell like bad or anything, and i liek the sensation of the interaction of my tongue and his veins and his head and how it responds to my licks and sucks and teases. plus i sucked his balls this time because i did a front blowy. he was so sensitive there and he was facing the ceiling already. he sometmes grabs me by the hair to fuck my face while i do the blowy but then he is very patient naman when he feels like i cant go deeper or if i need to rest my jaw. i also tease him between the head and the body. and then i lick it as a whole from the bottom to the top. then he says he licks it when i put it all in my mouth because its so hot or warm sa feeling. and i suck in air in my cheecks so that it creates a tight sensation. all i keep in mind with bjs is that its meant to mimic the feeling of pussy, tight warm, wet, slippery. its hot. hot hot. liek wow. i now kinda like dicks. but only his because its clean. some people have hygiene issues. but his dick is god tier. its kinda long, not too short, just the right girth, and it fits my mouth but still a challenge as to if i can do it whole for the next sesshies. anw yun. hihi. he left hickeys on my boob and on my neck. apaka baaaad. pero okay lang its so hot to think about how horny he was liek wow i dID THAT.

so yun oakay naman yung sexual experience. kami naman as a magkalandian goods rin kasi after nong dalawang session, nag watch na naman kami ng haikyu it was wholesome lang. it weird tho, kinda when on the first sesh he was hoping na he could be my boyfie daw. im like having second thoughts pa. pag nanalo si leni sasagutin ko sya hehe. love ko naman sya, pero not enough pa yun.

anyways people wee so hyped about #LeniForPresident2022!!! AAAA!!!!!! <33 im so pumped up to, I hope she wins!!! I hope we would do a good job supporting her. Go LENI!

[zukanerd]

Hoshiai Hitoyo - 2015 Snow Troupe

THIS SHOW. OMG. See here for my short, little photo post.

Truth be told, I don’t watch many performances because I don’t really have the attention span nor do I have 2-3 hours of nothing to do at a time and once I take a break from something, I often never return. (Also, DVDs are mad expensive, but I digress.) I’m also a bit more interested in the Takarazuka world in its somewhat more organic off-stage activities than the musicals. But now that my Japanese is slowly improving again, my accumulated ChigiMiyugumi stuff is sitting around, and ChigiMiyu is leaving soon, so I just NEED to watch all the ChigiMiyugumi things. I’m trying to make up for the time I lost busy with school.

I don’t even know where to start with Hoshiai Hitoyo. I didn’t read the synopsis until maybe 15 minutes in, and from the get-go the melancholy was STRONG. I knew that this was going to be super sad from the beautiful prologue in the pitch black theater with the ChigiMiyuDaimon dance and Chigi’s song. Chigi! Yes! I wish she would lay off the vibrato more often. She sounds wayyy better without it. The ChigiMiyuDaimon trio song in the tower was beautiful :’) Yuumi’s short harmony in contrast with the tutti part was beautiful.

I also try to stay away from sad and angsty movies, TV series, etc. but Hoshiai Hitoyo was SO worth the emotional turmoil. Because I’ve watched very very few Chigi shows and I think I’ve mostly seen snippets of just the comedies (not Hoshiai Hitoyo, Kenshin, etc.), Chigi’s acting surprised me a lot, as did Yuumi’s. And Daimon’s too, haha. Chigi’s such a jokester IRL with a quick wit and I think I usually just think of her as an adolescent boy. But man, did I really feel for Kinosuke (and Genta and Sen). There were a couple times where Chigi seemed to be trying too hard with the “stormy” expression and was aiming a bit too high with the personal turmoil. Might be a byproduct of watching a recording rather than being in the theater live. And regardless, she was generally as natural and subtle as she is goofy and douchey in Lupin and in The Count’s Daughter (based on the few clips that I’ve seen for those shows). Occasionally, forcing her voice so deep sort of took me out of the moment. Mostly during the ending Kinosuke/Sen scene. But I loooooved her main shogun council costume. Ugh, so handsome.

Yuumi, Yuumi, Yuumi. This is the second performance of hers that I’ve seen, the other being “The Merry Widow.” I loooove Yuumi because she is such a demure princess off stage (although that itself is sometimes a frustrating), yet can be so FIERCE or confident or tragic on stage. Chigi mentioned the gap between Yuumi’s off-stage personality and on-stage personae before and I agree 200%. I love her Sen and how she stood up to Kinosuke on multiple occasions despite her attraction to him. Her scene with Kinosuke on the tower near the end irked me, though. [SPOILER-ISH] “I’ve only ever loved you,” and suddenly she more or less dismissed how horrible Kinosuke has been? It seems like she even contemplates life with Kinosuke. What?? Obviously a writing issue rather than an acting one. But this seriously bugged me. Or maybe it’s just because I haven’t experienced a love that strong where I’d stick with that person throughout all of that crap. Or maybe your interpretation is different! Feel free to let me know what you thought about this part![/SPOILER] She really made me feel for Sen’s constant battle between attraction and loyalty. She has a quiet strength some times throughout Hoshiai and a very present strength at other times, and I loved it.

Look at those literal sweat and tears. I forced my non-Zuka fan friend to watch this, and I self-indulgently gave her a ChigiMiyu primer by showing her all the random SkyStage clips I’ve collected. (Having her watch Hoshiai was more of a ruse to gush over ChigiMiyu.) My friend was also super surprised at Yuumi’s acting chops and on-stage confidence.

Daimon! She does starry-eyed adolescent and weary adult very well. I think most of the performance stuff that I’ve seen Daimon in were revue otokoyaku dances, in which she obviously channels a whole different persona. So lovely and heartbreaking to see this side of her acting with numerous heart wrenching facial expressions.

+1 for such a convincingly real performance. The facial closeups during the end of the Kinosuke/Genta conflict just shattered my heart.

Other random shoutouts:

Fight scene was A+

Reiko, is quite handsome, I must say. And she’s been getting lots of big roles recently. Oh ho ho ho, let’s see what happens, shall we?

Saki as Chobiyasu is SO LOVABLE.

Seshi! Yas, you fierce scarecrow.

The princesses’ song and dance was so pretty <3

In theory, it felt a little weird to watch Takarasiennes play kids, but they were great. Convincingly adorable.

I wish I could experience being part of the stage crew. Or if I could just hang around backstage during musicals, I would love that too.

The revue was meh, in my humble/honest opinion, as far as Takarazuka revues go. A couple of catchy songs, but it was a bit too glittery and all-over-the-place for me. “But it’s Takarazuka!” you say. I know, but still. Chigi and Miyu don’t even have a proper duet dance. A proper duet dance, in my mind, consists of just them two on stage with a nice finish and bow. “La Esmeralda” is, however, the complete opposite Hoshiai Hitoyo, thank goodness.

Welp, that’s all for my Hoshiai Hitoyo ramblings. But I’m more than happy to exchange more opinions if you want to discuss!

[jeeleecious]

A little blog burn out

So I was having prata for supper with my big baby just now and I was talking about how my blogs/social medias have been kind on a self-declare hiatus despite the amount of stuff I have on schedule to be posted.

Like, for jeeleecious alone I went out with so many friends, so much parties, so much meet up seshies. As much as I want to just post (I mean I kinda did, and till now I'm still a little iffy about it) I don't really want to because that's now how I started it. I want to really put in 100% in every post I do and stuff. And besides, I do this to help myself really process the food I ate, my experience and etc. If I were to just do it for posting's sake then that defeats the purpose.

So yeah, lots of content but it might be slow HAHAHA

[cactuartamer]

Update! For why I haven’t answered a few messages and/or actually arrived back home in Japan yet.

Okay my trip is almost over but my return got delayed and I’ve been out of tough except for the few people I’m also on FB with and also Seshi who is wonderful even though I called her when it was a ridiculous hour in Japan I think lol.

Sooo, well. On my way up to DC to get to the airport, I stopped to eat at a taco bell. And the lady was taking a long time w/ my order, and the line was building up behind me and she kept asking me the same questions very loudly over and over even though I kept answering which was all making me very Anxiety(tm).

So I decided to wait, I left and asked her to take care of the line first, and went a bit away to sit down and wait. And then she shouted at me across the whole restaurant. She kept holding up the line on her own, shouting at me to come back. I had to tell her multiple times to take care of the line before me, and then she loudly told her co-workers that I was “throwing a temper-tantrum,” because of it, when all I wanted to do was just quietly sit and order later. It was mortifying, and I was having a hard time not tearing up when I talked to her manager about it, but it was clear that the manager thought I was in the wrong for being upset by this and nothing would happen. 

PLUS while I was distracted by all of this happening, someone walked off with my I heart EU waterbottle that I got from the embassy tour, and had set on the counter because I was planning on filling it again. I’m also super upset about that, and the manager was very unhelpful. “I didn’t see it” Like, I know you didn’t, you weren’t here, could you ask the employees who were?

Some more stuff happened but this post is long enough suffice to say that although I though I had time, all the extra waiting and holdups meant I also missed my flight. Seshi’s dad let me stay with them again, and I was honestly out like a light as soon as I lay down last night, so I’m sorry I have been incommunicado. I’m feeling a little recovered from the stress, still sad about the water bottle etc, but I should be home within 24 hours so that will help immensely.

[my-s0ul-is-l0st]

Oh fuck off

So i log onto snapchat and check my snap maps as usual and Matt is with marni and seshi. Logically, i know matt’s not with marni but my heart still skipped a beat. Like wtf my supposed ‘best friend’ is meeting up with my ex and hanging out. 

Anyways I messaged her just to like vent and tell her my thoughts on saturday night. And fuck me she was insensitive. Just reiterated to me that he wants nothing to do with me and she said ‘he fucked up’ ‘he just wanted a neck on’. Like gheeez i already know that, you don't have to be such a bitch about it!

But here are my thoughts on saturday. Obviously i can hardly believe it happened. Little me that thought i would never see or speak to him again got to get with him - on his terms!!!! I’m confuse because there’s that quote ‘a drunk person’s words are a sober person’s thoughts’. And if that’s so then that makes me so happy! There was so many nice things he said to me about trusting me and us having been so close. He remembered things that i thought he would've forgotten about after 4 years. Which just makes me think that surely he MUST think about it for it to still be on his mind all this time later.

Marni thinks I'm reading too much into it, and tbh i probably am :( But i drunkenly sent him a text at like 4am like ‘you're the biggest headfuck ever’ and to my surprise i received a reply. He said ‘sorry why did that happen’ to which i replied ‘lol fuck knows, r we just forgetting about it?’ RIGHT, so he could’ve just said ‘yeah think that’s best’ or something there and then. But no, he changed the conversation and totally swerves my question. At least if he said ‘can we forget about it’ i clearly get the message that he wants to forget about it. But shocker he leaves me in the dark and now i have no idea where i stand.

I know he was drunk when he said all those things. But that pisses me off when people say ‘oh he was drunk it meant nothing’. Like he's DRUNK not A DIFFERENT FUCKING PERSON! It’s still him, his mind, his words.. He initiated the whole conversation so why am i the mug (yet again). Not only that, but one thing he said was ‘I've never had anything with anyone like i had with you. Haven’t had another girlfriend since’ which is all well and good saying but its true! He actually hasn't!!! So surely that shows that he’s being truthful and i must be the reason for that.

I drove past his house 3 times today. I am a psycho. I was driving for over an hour to build up the courage to go right past his house but i couldn’t. I couldn’t only just make it past his street. I’ve almost used a whole tank of petrol on him ffs ahaha. I took his valentines card from 2014 round with me because weirdly it gave me some sort of comfort and warmth. It tells me he loves me in it :) 

Stupidly i think he’s going to come outside my house like i do to him to see if he still has feelings. But he won't, I'm a psycho..normal people don't do that. Whenever i get a snapchat i think it could be him, but obviously it never is. I literally cannot comprehend how he means so so so much to me yet i was a drunken neck on to him. Tbf thats an improvement on being ‘just his annoying ex’ like before. 

This is ridiculous. My heart is broken all over again, CANT HE JUST LET ME MOVE ON. I don't understand how he can't see that us being together would be perfect. We’ve done the whole awkward talking thing, seeing each other naked for the first time, meeting each other’s parents. So if we rekindled we could just skip to the amazing stuff because our connection already exists and is really strong. We could be so perfect together. He could be the cure to my heart ache over Nan. He could help me pass my exams, give me that bit of hope for the future that i currently lack in. He could heal my broken heart that he smashed to pieces. Redeem himself. Fix me. Because, well, i am broken.. 

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mixed media (watercolors, markers and ink on paper)

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"Is there a color between green and purple?"

story sketch- digital art program used: krita

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"…about how things go away faster than we think"