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SEREON DROP MORE HEIMDALL LORE/ART AND MY LIFE IS YOUS‼‼‼/nf

Unfortunately no art but Heimdallr lore will be yours!

So Heimdallr is a son of the nine daughters of Ægir, no Gerðr though. He is not a son of Odin in my series just a son of the nine waves.

I’m still potentially thinking of a storyline of how Heimdallr got into the Æsir? But I do have a bit of lore on how he got his powers and stuff. For one, my Heimdallr does indeed have horns, he usually hides them when they’re not in use but his right horn is dehorned/cut off due to him sacrificing it to get the power he has. Essentially cutting it off himself and handing it to Mimir

Heimdallr is not a very social person, he’s a chronic introvert that somehow also hates being alone. He has a few friends, namely Tyr, Freyja, Freyr and Thor but their visits are few and far between, mostly them just making a one-sided conversation with him while he sometimes responds, he is listening. Tyr and Freyr do encourage him to take breaks and basically drag him out to parties and games, the pinnacle of two extroverts dragging the adopted introvert to a social event, Freyja also joins sometimes and as unexpressive as Heimdallr might look, he’s happy with them, he enjoys being with his friends and regularly looks forwards/dreads the next time they drag him out of his personal hell.

His relationship with Loki is mutually toxic, Loki and Heimdallr often meet and insult each other, Heimdallr regularly glares at Loki and Loki always laughs off happily knowing she can get the best negative reactions from Heimdallr. They absolutely hate each other and their circumstances lead them to be enemies with a bond of sorts - Heimdallr is jealous of Loki’s freedom and the ability to do as he pleases while Loki hates Heimdallr cuz of his supposed importance that’s in contrast of how much of a shut-in loser he is, just a sheep among wolves but in truth, both think lowly of each other and so highly of others, they think they’re not able to love, feel comfort or be happy but they are loved even if by a few people. When it comes to Heimdallr’s relationship with Odin, it’s mutually distant; Heimdallr likes validation and knowing that only he can do HIS job perfectly is why he always does his job even if it’s mentally and physically draining but Odin doesn’t really think of him at all, sometimes he forgets Heimdallr is there and all in all, he has no strong opinion on Heimdallr, just thinks of him as a colleague and a devoted watchman.

Heimdallr desperately craves validation, the attention of being able to do something right but that craving gets worse and worse overtime, the closer Ragnarok is the more that craving becomes just so shallow until Heimdallr breaks because he feels like he’s nothing, if Ragnarok begins and he blows that horn, he’s just nothing, he’ll die in just a few hours so what was the point of him trying to do a good job? He also wants connections but is never sure how to keep or take care of them. When he sees Tyr break down and cry after the Fenrir situation, what can he do? This is a personal moment for Tyr, Heimdallr can see every waking moment where someone close to him can break down, cry, be at their worst and does it hurt him? To feel like he can do nothing to help them? Heimdallr’s powers can explore some nice themes of loneliness, longing and despair; The desire to be somewhere, the desire to feel those feelings and the longing to live in that moment. Seeing the smiles of people who you are keeping safe by watching them, it’s a beautiful moment but he won’t be there to celebrate with them. Does the wonders of the world, how far and beautiful the realms can stretch captivate Heimdallr long enough that he forgets about who he is? Or does the sight of other people’s despair send him back into reality? I think Heimdallr wants to see the world in a positive light but just, can never really do it ever again.

On a much lighter note, Heimdallr crushes on his friends alot; This became a thing after my friend made a joke that Heimdallr crushes on anyone that stands next to him for more than 10 minutes so Freyr, Freyja, Loki (hatefully) and Tyr rotate in his brain like a blunt rotation

When he was assigned to go get Freyja’s necklace he was so excited and when he got the thing got, he came up to Freyja, soaking wet, legs shaking, puppy dog eyes, bruises and wounds everywhere there’s probably blood dripping down his face and kneels down with the necklace in hand💙He is a gentleman that lowkey wants to marry Freyja and Freyja ACTUALLY feels the same but the two never talk it out. Also Heimdallr is like 5’10, I’m not apologizing for making him really short, Freyja can pick him up like a dog

Freyr also treats Heimdallr like he’s a weird specimen he’s studying, he probably picks Heimdallr up unprompted, observes him and puts him back down and pats his head going. “Nice to see ya’ too, bud.”. Tyr tries to sit on his head while he does his job and it becomes a competition of whose legs start cramping first ORRRRR Heimdallr silently enjoying Tyr playing with his hair and horns (They are homosexuals)

My Heimdallr is also transgender + demirose pansexual… He has the tism in him somewhere and also he has IED. He has a pet ram that I gave to him cuz I thought it was cute, he sleeps standing up or just falls over like a baby owl and also he can walk on water

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Are Loki and Frigg friends? IK the toyhouse is outdated but I saw Loki had winged sandals/shoes from Frigg are they close or did was Frigg feeling generous?

I actually forgot I wrote that 😭

Their relationship is mostly neutral though, Frigg and Loki were good friends in the past but that relationship became distant and mutually exclusive afterwards. Frigg forbids Loki from using her falcon cloak but she is still able to joke with them occasionally/respond to Loki in a manner that is not aggressive or dismissive and Loki is mostly respectful to Frigg which is rare (Loki is mostly respectful to women.)

I think those lingering relationship they used to have and Loki’s experience with Hodr and Baldr as children was probably why Frigg didn’t bat an eye when Loki started interacting with Hodr more, from her perspective, it might even be positive; Loki, an asshole, potentially bettering himself by helping her disabled son where she is otherwise too busy too do herself. Loki definitely spited Frigg however for going along with the whole “imprisoning my kids and ex-wife that did nothing wrong” so obviously he’s not genuine when he’s talking to her and thanking her for her encouragement. Does it make him feel guilty that he knows he’s taking 1(2) children away from a mother? Yes! Is he projecting? Yes absolutely he wants revenge

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im not even french but okay, good day to you too

So sorry, I assumed so because I remembered that Europeans are like 3 hours behind me in time💙

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On the topic of Baldr and Hodr, I was designing them, my brain was thinking of like 2 villain designs and I had a brain blast. Has anyone written a story where Baldr and Hodr are duo villains. I need that story, I don’t care what atrocities they commit, I NEED that duo villain story that focuses on just them

I I drew a Maloki!Baldr and Hodr design but I’m gonna be real, I haven’t gotten to when Odin and Baldr appeared yet cuz I can’t find the volume for some reason but I designed them anyways cuz Baldr and Hodr make me happy but I quite literally don’t know the lore yet