#sera qds

[pixiestickie]

dump, doodles ive done with phone on vacation so theyre not good

[soupallergy]

shanti shanti

[lostbizkits]

I’m yelling with you at the top of the hill

Serph for the character asks!

Sorry i know you asked as soon as i reblogged but i reblogged and then went to sleep lol. Anyways

favorite thing about them The desing, I think people can tell i am a sucker for the dds desings i am very much in love with his. So neutral he looks characteristic, is really cool.

least favorite thing about them He doesn't talk. WHY. atlus was weak on this one they didn't wanted to make the mc talk, so his character suffers as a result. He is suppossed to be really kind like that BUT HE IS JUST A GUY WHO DOESN'T TALK.

favorite line I really liked when he said "..." gotta be my favorite line in all of gaming history.

brOTP Argilla, in an ideal world he would have been a bro a and would have made a great wingman for the girl. AND IN AN IDEAL WORLD HE WOULD HAVE SPOKEN SMH

OTP Heat x Serph , What is gayer, Gex or whatever the fuck is going on with those 2? Exactly

nOTP Oh god im getting destroyed for this one and i know its the canon one I just think its so weird how sera and seph relathionship work. LIke girlie thats a guy you made up in your head .

random headcanon This headcanon is so stupid but during my 3d animator friend playthrough we developed the joke that because Serph is never giving out orders the embryon just apointed one random guy ,Serph in this case , as leader so they can sell out on their leader with no remorse. Thats why in the first game we only do what Heat or Gale are doing.

unpopular opinion I just don't find him that interesting i know many people love him as is, but damm i just really think its a very boring character.

song i associate with them This one aplies for both him and Heat but the entire Tale Of The Altered Beast from King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard, and im putting the entire cd here since its meant to be listen like that and because I'm a sucker for long songs

favorite picture of them this one

or this frame

[ernestinee]

J'ai remis les pieds dans mon level 10, ça faisait longtemps. Les domaines que je veux faire évoluer sont le boulot et la santé. Les autres sont moins urgents.

Du coup boulot je me mets 6/10 et je veux monter à 7.

- Mon patient bègue évolue super bien ! C'est très technique mais il adhère totalement à ce qu'on fait et il met en pratique. Il réussit de mieux en mieux à prévoir qd il va bégayer et il réussit à court-circuiter puis réfléchir au deuxième son, ce qui lui permet d'adoucir l'attaque sur laquelle il bute. Il nous reste pas mal de boulot sur le rythme et la respiration mais c'est génial déjà. Et sa fierté quand il y arrive 🤍

- Ma patiente avec de l'anxiété sociale progresse bien aussi. C'est une anxiété liée à son trouble développemental de langage. Elle a réussi en moins d'un mois son premier objectif, qui était de réussir à lâcher sa maman dans un magasin pour aller chercher qqchose dans un autre rayon. Elle a 13 ans. Ça semble automatisé, dans le sens où elle a moins envie d'être invisible dans ces moments là. Son prochain objectif est d'acheter un pain dans une boulangerie. On a travaillé la puissance vocale et les phrases de chaque étape, on a visualisé et répété ensemble. Sa maman va lui montrer plusieurs fois, avec les étapes sous les yeux puis ce sera à son tour. Aujourd'hui elle a été spontanée deux fois et m'a regardée dans les yeux quand elle m'a parlé. Première fois que ça arrive en 8 ans.

- Les tâches se cochent les unes après les autres et mon nouveau système pour ne plus procrastiner fonctionne assez bien. Je ne suis plus débordée, je ne culpabilise plus quand je me repose le weekend.

Pourquoi seulement 6/10? Parce qu'au bout de 8 ans comme indépendante, c'est encore difficile financièrement par moments, car:

- congés scolaires= beaucoup d'absents

- automne hiver = beaucoup de malades = beaucoup d'absents

- retour du soleil = on va en profiter, c'est si rare, on va aller se balader, à la semaine prochaine

Résultat : à l'année, je dois compter 40% d'honoraires qui sont passés à la trappe. On enlève les taxes, le carburant et les entretiens, le prix du bureau qui ne change pas même quand les enfants sont quasi tous en vacances, etc. etc. Il ne reste pas beaucoup.

Cette année-ci ça s'est encore plus senti car l'ado a été énormément malade, j'ai dû rester avec lui régulièrement, puis j'étais malade à mon tour et j'ai plusieurs patients assez fragiles, qui sont ko plusieurs semaines avec un rhume, parce que ça évolue rarement bien chez eux, sans compter qu'ils le refilent à toute la fratrie et que j'ai de l'empathie pour les parents qui vont devoir gérer ça. Et puis "choper les microbes de la logopède = beaucoup d'absents"

Du coup, sur les périodes où ils sont plutôt présents, je dois bosser beaucoup plus.

Du coup je vais augmenter mon nombre de patients.

Voilà donc le challenge de l'année c'est d'augmenter le nombre de patients tout en continuant de bien gérer mes tâches et mon temps pour ne pas être débordée, et augmenter le chiffre d'affaires à l'année.

Santé : 4/10. Explications :

Je me fissure d'un coup. C'est scientifique, il y a de vraies études sur le coup de vieux de 44 ans.

Je ne sais pas encore bien comment (ni quand) prendre soin de ma santé pour avoir moins l'impression de me fissurer de partout. Mais cette image de la façade est exactement ce que je ressens depuis quelques mois.

[lostbizkits]

forgive me for this oomf but serph trans never match with me……… IDK WHY I JUST NEVER SEEN SERPH AS TRANS??? sorry for being a dumber fan of the game than of the novels /gen

THATS OK ITS FINE

That’s the silliness of it, you don’t have to think in a certain way

Anyways the reason why a lot of people think this is because (QDS spoilers)

In book 4 (? I think) it’s revealed that Serph is the reincarnation of Kei Minase, not Shin

Basically sera did serph’s top surgery at the age of 8, truly a medical prodigy

[queered-into-oblivion]

Our QDS novels arrive, Sera cries over them {normal}

get so excited to read them in Japanese we forget that we have ‘can read magical girl and or war stories’ level Japanese and not sci-fi level Japanese {kanji…}

we carry them around everywhere for the rest of the day {even more normal}

Sera refuses to set them down so now they’re sleeping on the bed next to us I suppose! {Couldn’t be more normal}

[parasitoidism]

its so fucking funny to me how in qds sera like walks in on serph and heat in that scene where heat is like pinning him against the wall and telling him he needs to let go of his inhibitions an inch away from his face like do you think she was fujoing out a little bit watching her sparklescientist rpf ocs enact a fanfiction scenario like that

[mirror-imaged]

actually thinking about a dds remake again I think one of the main things I'd LIKE them to change is the love triangle subplot because it's fucking pointless to me and narratively has a bunch of stupid implications. however they wouldn't remove it because of how much the conflict between heat and serph is fueled by it and the entirety of coord136 is as well, so I think what they should do is like. make it a little more fucked up. like, she has control over these people. she literally created them. also we all agree (i hope) that whatever sera has going on with being an artificially aged up 8ish (idr her exact age) year old means she is like. not ready for a relationship, even if you ignore the age gap of 18 to 22 and 24 being weird as hell anyway. just clarifying because i will explain what i mean by fucked up and it is absolutely not that i want even more content of this godforsaken romance plot

imo, she is not characterized as well in the games and I feel is written less as a character and more as a plot device. quantum devil saga makes this stand out like a sore thumb, because she is written much better there. she is a heavily traumatized child being actively abused by the people around her, one of whom is her own mother. she does display trauma symptoms in the games, but it's not explored enough in a way that feels realistic to me. even in the parts where she's leading the story in dds2.

she is surrounded by bad examples and pretty much always has been. i feel like they never let her express that or go into how that might affect her worldview. when she's treated kindly by her caretakers, its always deceptive and for the purpose of making her do something that hurts her. she's never had a good example of interpersonal relationships in any way.

if they remade the game at any point, in addition to wanting her to have more time to explore her personal trauma, i also would like the story to maybe take a little influence from qds to show that she has direct control over the people in the junkyard. she has not seen romance really, but she is a child, so her ideals are shaped by what she has experience with. it'd only be natural for her to see relationships as inherently transactional, like the way the research team treats her. the way her own mother treats her. so, i think reframing the whole romance thing as something influenced by her worldview makes a lot of sense. she is obviously uncomfortable and actively upset when heat like. forcibly kisses her in the game. showing it as something she is forcing onto both heat and serph as an incomplete perspective on how she thinks about sheffield and obrien has a lot of potential to make her character more fleshed out, I think. definitely more than whatever the love triangle was.

either way, I think sera deserved a lot more characterization than she got in the games. including independently of the other characters, my ocd brain needs me to clarify I do not see her as a vehicle for yaoi or whatever happens when annoying fandoms get their hands on female characters and i do not see her as an accessory to men in her life. sorry if that's an unnecessary clarification I just feel like if I don't make it clear I'll die or something. sera is a heavily traumatized person taking agency in a situation where she has none and has suffered so much for it. she is undoubtedly a kind and genuine person, but she's also definitely not quite this innocent perfect gentle female character that she kinda gets depicted as in the games. let her be messy. she has essentially developed what i read as being similar to a trauma-based dissociative disorder she is not going to be this epitome of a damsel in distress needing to be saved being so innocent and feminine etc etc weird misogyny. satomi tadashi i love SOME of your character writing but other times it is atrocious. you are not seeing those pearly gates

edit / addition from like ten minutes later - i also would like to clarify (out of ocd brain again sorry) that i do not see her as a villainous or like manipulative person nor do i mean to imply whatever happened with heat is like Her Being In Control etc etc whatever people like to say about female victims being "seductresses" i just see her as more interesting in QDS with how shes written to be more twisted and to directly fight back as a trauma response ig? its more relatable and realistic to me. and the situation in this case is a bit different since he and everybody else in the embryon are idealized versions of people she knows and also figments of her imagination / mind / coping mechanism. i hope that makes sense. i am not trying to justify what happens with him i would actually much prefer if they cut it altogether i just know they wont cuz theyre atlus :/

[pobopolybius]

HELLO AVACHU LIKERS. WELCOME TO THE BEST QDS CHARACTER POLL REMATCH!

I held one on twitter a while ago, and it was really fun, so I feel like it's only fair to hold one here now that I finally have polls!

Here is the bracket, I will gradually update this masterpost as the new rounds come and go for easier access!

Rounds under cut

ROUND 1

Serph VS Roland

Annabella VS Kei

Cielo VS Lupa

Sera VS Shin

Heat VS Bat

Cielo Alondra VS Jinana

Gale VS Argilla

Kazuki VS Angel

ROUND 2

Serph VS Kei

Cielo VS Shin

Heat VS Jinana

Gale VS Kazuki

ROUND 3

Serph VS Shin

Heat VS Gale

FINAL ROUND

Shin VS Heat

[mieldefresas]

Sangregado 🩸 | QDS 1 & 5 SPOILERS

Croton draco, Sangre de drago or Sangregado, serves its purpose as a healing plant in Latinoamérica. The name is given by its sap because, when you cut the trunk, it looks like it's bleeding.

In QDS 1 we get to know that Sera's blood heals The Embryon and their symptoms after her arrival, that's why I felt the comparison right. Also! I'm a huge fan of BMTH's Suicide Season and it's CD cover, so I took it as a reference for that part in QDS 5 before the epilogue *wink, wink*.

I rarely draw gore, BUT !!!!!

[neomedievalist]

i had to think hard about this but heatserph bc wtf was this

yeah theres. theres shit going on there. like yu godai was cooking SOMETHING in there. like we can acknowledge it. shin propositions kazuki in the most insane way possible in qds3. the fucking love triangle in qds 1/2 is UNreal. i would definitely say in terms of qds you are knowing and perceiving the truth whereas it really is a bit of a stretch in dds because of all that stupid shit with sera they tried to pull but also like, yeah. Like, yeah. its the cannibalism game man none of it is a stretch

[justeunlama]

Je me souviens de ces soirées a passer dehors et a me brûler les phalanges sur les murets en pierre.

Une sensation de douleur que je ne ressentais même plus. Des zones tellement habituées a trinquer ... Que passer et repasser encore et encore sur les cicatrices a moitiés ouvertes de la veille ça ne faisait plus mal.

Le but c'était de m'abimer, de ne plus avoir mal a la tête et au cœur, a tout mon être , c'est une sorte de dépotoir, un échappatoire pour vider tout ce mal être .

Ouais ça n'apporte pas grand chose a long terme a part des cicatrices et a rendre des explications aux gens qd ils te demandent d'où ça vient. Mais c'est facile de mentir, les gens ne cherchent pas plus loin, ne cherchent pas ou n'ont pas envie de le faire. Et tant mieux j'ai pas et j'avais pas vraiment envie de me justifier sur mon état de santé mentale aussi bancale que ma vie.

Alors pendant ces années la de ma vie de mes 16 a 21/22 ans j'ai préféré enfouir mes émotions (encore plus que d'habitude),mes sentiments, mes ressentis ... Pour moi c'était une faiblesse, montrer tes émotions ça voulait dire que juste tu subissais ta vie, que t'étais faible a pleurer quand t'étais ému, triste, a rager quand t'étais énervé... Alors que c'est moi qui l'a subissais cette vie a ne rien vouloir exprimer. Alors comme je n'exprime rien et extérioriser rien ... J'ai commencé à extérioriser en me détruisant a petit feu doucement et en profondeur, que ça soit dans les paroles en me parlant mal, en m'auto rabaissant... , en échappant a mes propres pensées j'étais devenue une sorte de robot je m'écoutais plus du tout, me renfermait sur moi et quand j'avais vraiment beaucoup de mal a extérioriser je m'attaquais a moi physiquement c'est simple dans ce cas tout devient un moyen de te faire du mal, chaud, froid, lames.... Et c'est tellement libérateur,une sensation d'évasion, un peu comme quand t'es pompette tu te sens planer. C'est la même chose mais là tu sais que le lendemain tu seras tailladé de partout. Mais ça ne t'empêche pas de continuer a le faire quand ça ne va pas c'est a dire très souvent.

Encore aujourd'hui ces pensées me reviennent de temps en temps parfois plus souvent que d'autres mais ça va mieux parceque je m'ecoute plus, j'arrive a exprimer ce dont j'ai besoin, les émotions, ressentis ( seule déjà c'est pas mal ça évite les carnages ) et donc je comprends que de parler, pleurer, rire, hurler, crier... Tout ça c'est des moyens d'extérioriser tes émotions de la plus sombre a la plus lumineuse, et c'est pas être faible, au contraire c'est juste prendre soin de soi je crois.. un concept nouveau mais ma foi .. et pour dire tout ce que t'as sur le coeur et dans ta tête quand ça ne va pas c'est plutôt courageux et une preuve de force de ton être a confier une partie de toi vulnérables a un autre être humain. parfois ça fait du bien surtout quand tu trouves les/la bonnes personnes.

Merci 💚

[inlovewithaspiderguy]

ptain je voulais VRAIMENT tester le salon de coiffure autoproclamé “gender neutral” devant lequel j’étais passé y a un bail (qd je voulais acheter un binder) mais je crois vraiment que c’est pas possible de venir sans rdv au préalable et donc ça sera pas possible pour demain/ajd puisque qu’il est minuit, mais en même temps il faut que je me coupe les cheveux, de base ils sont trop longs et je veux vraiment une coupe plus garçon et il faut bien que j’ai qqchose à faire demain vu que ce sera le moment où j’enverrai à ma mère le message où je lui dis que j’ai raté plein de cours et que j’aurai pas mon année et j’ai besoin d’une excuse pour pas lui répondre tout de suite mais en même temps qu’elle ne s’inquiète pas vraiment trop parce qu’elle imaginerait très bien ce que je pourrais faire après avoir avoué un truc comme ça donc il me faut une occupation. J’imagine que j’irai au salon ou je m’étais fait couper les cheveux la dernière fois le gars avait pas fait un boulot trop horrible. Et je sais pas si je me fais faire une couleur mais je crois pas que j’assumerais même si je veux faire ça depuis très très longtemps parce que j’ai peur que ça rende mal sur moi et rapport à mes parents je crois que déjà la coupe de cheveux ça va les soûler - elle voulait me la payer y’a deux semaines avec la coiffeuse qu’on va voir depuis des années mais j’étais pas en confiance pour demander un truc qui fasse vraiment mec (mais pas un low taper fade non plus hein j’ai ma dignité). je sais pas je sais pas.

[lostbizkits]

Argilla for the ask game? :3c

- favourite thing about them

Ohh where do I start!!! Your honour she’s pink! I love her design her attitude, how deeply she cares for those close to her and is willing to do anything to protect them! I love how she learns how to trust Roland in 2. I love how she’s a foil to Heat in the sense that they both cherish their new selves, but in different ways. I love her whip arms!!! I love Teradyne and I love her atma brand

-least favourite thing

Boob mouth… I’m not sexually opposed but… yeowch, it does not sound fun

-favourite line

“Are you… sad?”

-BroTP

ARGILLA AND CIELO THEY ARE SO SILLY!!!!! I love you QDS 2 I love you rare Argielo interactions

In second place is ARGILLA and Roland,they mourn their dead spouses together

-OTP

Arginana ☕️

It is simply the only correct option

-nOTP

I- I don’t even know what other ships she has? I don’t think I’ve ever seen non arginana

- random headcanon

Argilla discovers Alt fashion at the malls of the Karma society, didn’t have much cash on her but she got a couple accessories

-unpopular opinion

Is this even unpopular, I’ve never seen anyone talk about this.

I don’t like argilla’s past life that much. In my brain the QDS version happened where she used the Chaos of Kazushin to book it with Sera and Heat. She did Not Have A Crush On Serph, not true, didn’t happen.

-song I associate with them

I have actually never listened to a piece of music ever in my whole life so I’ll be skipping this one in future asks

-favourite picture of them

Lowkey this entire scene was peak, every picture of argilla on the boat is my favourite picture

[meuerro]

Hj é dia 2 de maio. Seu mês começou. Desde sexta eu só sei pensar que agora vc nao me odeia mais. Pior! Vc me despreza. Soube q vc nao esboçou nenhuma reaçao qd te devolveram o livro q eu pedi. E tentei te mandar sms mas a msg nao foi, e eu achei q estivesse bloqueada lá tb. Só de lembrar sinto um embrulho no estomago e chega na garganta um nó q eu ainda nao dissolvi em lágrimas. Acho q to esperando a terapia na sexta.

Sua indiferença com certeza é o que ta doendo mais. Como pode eu ainda ta com tudo isso aqui dentro e vc ja ter ficado bem?

Nao me leve a mal, eu nao queria q vc estivesse sofrendo, nao é isso. Eu queria que vc nao tivesse me esquecido tao fácil. Um mês q a gente nao se fala mais e eu senti sua falta absolutamente todos os dias. Eu sei que ja disse isso. Mas é q ainda me espanta.

Será q eu fui tao insignificante assim? Ou sera q meu imenso erro é q foi poderoso o bastantr pra apagar oq eu fui?

To no metro e as lagrimas estao quase vindo. Vou parar e guardar pra chorar no banho.

[aseyaz]

enfoirée bon pg ptt ça sera bon qd mm...

REP URGENT!!! Le piment de Cayenne ça va sur un steak ou pas ???

OUI CA SE MET SUR LA VIANDE ET LA VOLAILLE