#septemberwithhan

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yesterday was billy’s birthday so we decided to throw him a surprise mini party today at wcp. okay to be frank, i was a little against the location. mainly because by the time we’re doing the surprise it was gonna be really late and it was kinda inconvenient to get there as well but dayah said that he won’t want to meet unless it’s at wcp so we ended up doing the surprise at wcp anyway.

the best part was my boyfriend joined us! HAHAHAHA okok that probably isn’t the best part for everyone else but han joining us was the highlight of the day, or should i say night, for me la at least. i mean, we’re actually about 2 days away from seeing each other again but huhu i’ve missed him.

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so the night before, i planned things with dayah and bavani was supposed to join us but apparently she decided to bail cus she didn’t wanna travel and waste money and shit lmao okay i’m sorry if you see this but honestly that isn’t even a good enough reason especially if you really see someone as your friend? wouldn’t you want to see them happy? joined in the celebration and stuff. like okay, i don’t know about you but if it’s within my means, i’d like to see my friends happy. maybe it sounds like i’m crazy defending billy or something but honestly, this is just my own opinion in general la, i hope no one takes it to heart or whatever. hashtag jangankecamsaya hahahahha! ok da cukup, so after that i told dayah it’s okay just go ahead with the same plan - which was to tell dayah that she has to go back to her aunt house at clementi and then ask billy to go home and change into comfortable clothes instead of their uniforms and then meeting billy at wcp after we set up everything. and instead of going to her aunt house, she met me of course and then we went to get the food for the mini celebration.

it was such a mess in between cus we thought there was pizza hut at clementi but apparently not? think they’ve changed it to another shop or something and at first i thought there’s no twelve cupcakes and i was about to get a cake at chateraise but fortunately, i told dayah to let’s walk around a bit more and i saw twelve cupcakes! so i decided to get the box of 3 all of which the same flavors - red velvet which is their signature flavor la haha also because the edible heart shape thingy is super cute huhu. and then from there we went back to chateraise and i ended up getting their mint ice cream, for me and dayah and also their thousand layer mille crepe called white zebra. afterwards, i did some googling and found out that there’s pizza hut at clementi ave 3 or something i can’t remember but after we walked there, we couldn’t see any pizza hut around so dayah asked this passerby and wtf ok lol the pizza hut closed down like 3 years ago or something lololol and then the man was like, “how long have you not been here already huh?” and we were like “we don’t stay here haha” and then we said our thanks and walked away. dayah was so ready to order delivery for the pizza hut thing but i googled again this time on the pizza hut website and found out that there’s one at 501 west coast or something. just nice the bus stop was right in front of us so we took the bus and head to that west coast place to get the pizza.

it wasn’t easy cus the place was super ulu and it was getting dark but thankfully dayah knows her way around so we got to the place super quick and made our order for their super variety box or something and because she was afraid it wasn’t gonna be enough, she ordered one of their personal pan pizza also. and then she forgot there’s aglio olio pasta inside and bought mee goreng from the indian shop at the coffee shop. i was also so tempted to get their combo set for their mutton chop but i decided not to cus we pretty much got a lot of food already. so i went to fairprice and bought some snacks and drinks. but because i couldn’t find any milk tea, i decided to get a cup at the coffee shop instead. it was goooood but too sweet for my liking. i still drank it anyway lmao.

and then after that, han texted me saying that he was already at the bus stop and i guess he was kinda disappointed cus he expected to see me there greeting him but we got so caught up buying the stuff that we lost track of time. we planned to reach there at 730 but ended up going over the stated time. i was still glad to see him anyway :) hehe i’m gonna greet him with a kiss everytime from now on. it’s been so long since i last see him wearing black that i almost forgot how good he looks in them. fucking panas i love it. ok stop it ahahahaha then, we walked towards wcp and it was so fucking crazy la hahaha so jauh gila but good small cardio walking workout since we’re gonna be eating fastfood.

billy was already on the way so dayah went to meet him and then bring him over. i wanted to set up the place and open the pizza box and shit but wtf la got this one bodoh spider thing crawl inside the plastic and then i got so scared i asked han to help me kill it HAHAHAHAHA oh and he said it’s a cricket not a spider?? whatever it is, i hate bugs :( oh and han stripped for awhile cus he was feeling really hot HAAHHAHAAH i love it pls feel hot more jkjk :p and i tried to take a photo cus he was like posing for me liddat but he FOUND OUTTTTT so i couldn’t get like a nice shot, unfortunately. and then we kissed a little hehe i loveeeeeeee :3 ok this part probably sounds really creepy or something to other people but i sat on han’s lap HAAHHA or thighs idk. but like it’s been so long since i last sat on his lap???? like seriously that was ages ago when we were still lepaking at the bawah block and during the earlier months of our relationship when han was at his peak of sweetness and romanticism hahahahahahaahah.

and then around 830 billy came!! we went to the jetty thing to hide before lighting up the one candle we got at the chateraise hehe. also yesssss i stole han’s lighter woohoo. technically i didn’t steal it la cus i made it clear to him that i’m gonna keep it hahahahahaha so like *shrugs* :p

the surprise was a success, and we ate and talked, cracked some lame jokes and pickup lines and shit ahahhahahahaahha. i guess everyone was super hungry at that point so we literally inhaled everything in like idk less than 20 minutes? i’m surprised han likes the aglio olio pasta but i think he was just super hungry so anything taste good to him. 

I ALSO DID THE ABC PICK UP LINE ON HAN HAHAHAHAHAHA bodo la his reaction but it was funny hehehe i love it. i’m gonna go find more so i can make him cringe hhahahahahaha.

and then dayah’s mom called. so we decided to head back, besides it was getting so late already. and while we were walking, billy saw a cab so he flagged for it and han boarded the cab with billy since they were gonna head back the same way anyway whereas me and dayah had to walk a little bit further down to take the bus back. but it was okay, the ride back home was long but it was nice with someone for company.

oh and then i asked dayah if she wanted to stop at the bus stop in front of ubi and she was like okay! so we stopped there and walked back. we were walking towards home until i asked her if i should go get something from macs hahahah but i decided against it and went to giant to get some groceries for my brunch tomorrow. there was a good deal for the bbq steak which was going for 9.90 for 2 so i got that, a canned of tuna mayo and some ham. my dad already got bread and cheese earlier on today so tomorrow’s brunch is gonna be litttttt. i’ll either have a slab of steak or have a tuna and ham with cheese sandwich tomorrow. so excited hehe

did i also mention that han, for the first time in a long time actually has a place he wanna go to this coming sat???? so exciting!!! :D oh and i sent han a little slutty pic of headless me lol. ok it’s not a little slutty. i think it’s VERY cus i literally stepped out of my comfort zone to take pics like that hahahahah i actually have a few more but i deleted them all cus it’s crazy racy lmao.

ok goodnight world!

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unfiltered photos bc i’m too tired to edit them at this moment but i still wanna post something today before i ko!!!!

sOOoo from the photos you may have probably guessed where we went today!! hehe yes we went to gardens by the bay – i actually wanted to go to the autumn festival thingy (i think that’s what it was called??) the one with the pumpkins and other cool foliages, but apparently you have to pay to go in the observatory and even though i like the aesthetics and how beautiful all these flowers and plants look, tbvh i wasn’t ready to fork out $12-20 to look at them in person. i prolly sound like some stupid hipster poser person who only “likes” flowers bc it’s the trend and shit.

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han came over to my place to fetch me since our initial plan was to head over to tampines for lunch – the nasi lemak shop that has duck, lobsters, prawns and other idk what as their sides instead of the usual chicken/fish. but they close at 2pm, and by the time i left my house it was already 1pm. considering that we won’t be able to make it in time to the place, we decided to have our lunch elsewhere.

by this time, han was already cranky hahahaha one, it was so fucking humid today. two, i made him wait. three, his plan to eat at the nasi lemak shop fell through.

after much consideration, we took the bus to tampines hub because i told him there’s a thai food shop there and maybe we can have our lunch there instead. he just shrugged and agreed (lmao cus he don’t have a choice alr hahahaha he asked me to choose and plan). then on the bus i told him about all my cravings HAHAHAHA like how i felt like eating some 4fingers and then he said we can have kfc since i mentioned (a tweet on twitter) that any fried chicken is fine and i was like noooo i want the sticky rice that comes with it????? and then he asked me if i’m pregnant or something bc i’m craving for so many things and i just looked at him like (-_-;)

upon reaching the hub, at this time he was already whining about how hungry he was loooolllll so we walked towards the food area and then realized that the hawker center actually serves malay food also!!! and while walking around to survey the different menus, i spotted claypot chicken rice!!!! which i really wanted to get but han said they only serve that around 6pm and it was only around 2+pm daheck. so i was like okkkkk nvmmmmm and went to look for other food to eat. i saw a few people eating pasta and it made me feel like having pasta too so i asked han to help me order a plate of cabonara but wah it sucks man. like tbvvvvh it’s wayyy too salty for my liking. i barely even ate it, and felt so bad for wasting so much food. even with the grass jelly drink han got me, the saltiness still lingers uGhhh. oh and han got chicken rice for himself!!!! the moment he came back to the seat he was complaining about how long it was and i was like ah maybe cus it’s lunch now so it’s more crowded and he was like,

han: no??? there isn’t even a line but the person preparing the food i ordered took so long *frowns* i’m damn hungry sia then still must wait so long me: o mannnn han: then i realized the drink stall here also open but i went all the way to the other side to buy *points to his milk tea*

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oh and the weather was so erratic today too. it was sunny one time then started pouring for awhile, and then sunny again, then drizzled again.

since it was sunny again, i told han to follow with the same plan uh – which was to head over to gardens by the bay (at this point of time i didn’t know that the observatory isn’t free HAHA)

oh and smth rly cute!! i casually mentioned that i wanted some ice cream and he was raised his voice and went like “what you want la!!” and i was like????? and then he said “make up ur mind la u want this la that la u know i want to buy everything for you right” and i was just *puts hand on chest where the heart is* happy bc han wants to feed me hahahahahahahaha but no la we ended up not getting ice cream hehe

then we took the train to marina bay pier??? i think idk but it’s the pier la cus han said “follow the map and we won’t go wrong” BUT OH BOY WERE WE SO WRONG LMAOooOo. apparently as listed on the website, we’re supposed to go to bayfront mrt since it’s way nearer from there so i told him “hey let’s just walk back to the mrt and take the train to bayfront” but he was like “no la we’re already here we just take the bus then will reach alr” and i was like??????? okkkkk if u say so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

so while waiting for the bus my whole body was screaming at me to stop torturing it with the stupid heat and in turn, i literally became a monster and went on a rampage about how i rly hate the sun and how it should go away (pls don’t. i rly like the sun but omg pls lower your heat) and han was just being all patient with me and trying to make me feel better about things hahaha he knows how much of a bitch i can be when i’m overheated and im so thankful that he’s at least the sane and calm one bc i was definitely going insane from the heat at that time.

and then the bus came!!! BUT LOL ITS GOING TO DOWNTOWN??? and we weren’t sure if it was going to the bayfront area so we decided to just dropped off at the second stop and take the train instead. from there then we just followed the signs and TADA!!!! we’ve arrived!!!!!!!

at this point i thought the heat was quite bearable maybe since it was quite shady bc of all the plants and trees idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ and then we just decided to randomly walk around (it’s my first time there!!! and his second time today) and then bc han can’t stand the heat anymore, he asked me if i wanted to go in the gift shop for the aircon hahaahahah to which i obviously said yes to 😂 and while we were on our way out, i saw this really cute lip gloss that apparently has real flowers in it!!! i wanted to get it but han was like “takmo la mahal la kata nak save duit” hahaahahhahahahahahahaha taik but ya i didn’t get it in the end. i haven’t even finish using my current lip stuff soOoOoo

then we continued walking and that’s when we realized that to go and see the pumpkins, we would have to go in the observatory :( and then han was like “do u wanna go??” and i was like….. “nah it’s fine” and then he was like “if u wanna go i can pay…… for u only la haahhaha” and i just looked at him like r u mad why would i go in alone without u???????

so i asked him if he wanna go anywhere else if not we can head back to the mrt and maybe idk walk around or smth and he was like hmmm ok then.

on the way back, i pulled him towards the power plants thingy??? idk what its called tbh but it’s in the pictures!!!!! they use solar energy and shit it’s cool. then we snapped some photos together and wah y'all the lighting rly damn daebak la hahaha makes my skin look damn good even though it’s like shit and even though i was perspiring as heck and my hair was all just sticking to my forehead i was like u know what i can’t miss this good ass lighting i gotta take some photos man and that’s how we spent i think close to about an hour just sitting there taking photos both on my phone and the instax i bought along hahahahah

by the time we walked back, it started drizzling a little so we quickly rushed towards the elevator to the mrt bc um hello who wanna get drench? definitely not me hahaha. thennnn from the mrt we decided to walk around the shoppes since han haven’t rly been there before. he kept saying how there’s prolly not much sale bc the goods are expensive as heck $$$$$. and i told him that’s the power of brand names!!!!! like people pay for branding and i guess quality comes after la hahaha

and then after awhile i asked him if he still wanted to walk around and he was like “no ah for what there’s nothing to see alr all the same” and i was like hahahaha ok then so we walked back to the mrt and take the train all the way to paya lebar. from there we changed lines and took the train to bedok. i told him i wanna grab some food for dinner (also bc i was feeling quite hungry already since i didn’t finish my lunch). han ended up getting his usual pizza fix from pezzo and i got some sushi and a couple stick of fried goodness from ock.

oh and i bought two bras today since it was on sale!!!!! i hope it fucking fits bc it’s supposed to be a lifting bra and i got a cup smaller since i read online that you’re supposed to get a size small for lifting/push-up bras ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

and thennnnnn we decided to head home. han sent me home as usual hHahahaah and then we ate our dinner together before he fell asleep. i honestly dunno how he can sleep on smth so hard but i guess he must have been pretty worn out (bc he didn’t sleep a wink) from the whole adventure we had today.

it was a good day!!! if i say this i have a feeling han won’t give it to me often anymore (him and his lame ass too much of a good thing can be bad theory) but i super love when he gives me cheek kisses wtf like i know it’s such a simple action but the way he does it makes me go all jelly for realz i rly love it la don’t ever stop!!!!!!!!

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extras!!! i rly have the best bf

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just wanted to upload a pic of the movie tickets for memories sake

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hello! current time check is 12:34AM and for some reason my eyes are so dry right now all i wanna do is lay in bed and probably sleep early.

but before i do that, i’m gonna update this post since i’m waiting for my acne cream to dry anyway. oh that reminds me, i have to go to the polyclinic soon and get more doxcy cus i’m fucking breaking out like crazy again and it fucking sucks la zz.

anyway back to the post! it was a lovely day!!!!!! and yes we did met on saturday already but han was like, let’s meetup on sunday also to make up for the lack of time spent together on saturday so duh, naturally i’m like “OKAY HUHU”. like yall know me, i wouldn’t pass up meeting han hahaha, depends on the circumstances la. but that night, i think he was super tired cus he had work earlier on and didn’t have enough rest even at my aunt’s house so he was like, “baby i can’t promise that we will meet tomorrow okay” and as hard as it was, i had to understand and i told myself to always put myself in his shoes cus he’s working full-time and i’m not so obviously he’s gonna be really tired and would need all the rest he can get. so because i didn’t expect much, i was really surprised when he called me on sunday afternoon asking me to get ready and prepare so we can head out on our date hehe but ya sis was super happy la :3 but i act act over the phone and asked him “are you sure you wanna go out? i thought you’ll be tired cus u didn’t rest much” and then he went “do u want me to rest?” and i was like, “can i be selfish and say no?” HAHAHAHAHAH

good thing i had already showered so all i needed to do was to prepare and pick an outfit. ok fast forward a bit to the day - after prepping, i left the house and took the bus to macpherson before taking the train to bishan. oh yes, we decided to meet at bishan cus it was convenient for the both of us. i have a straight bus there, whereas it’s red line for han and there’s a cinema there too cus we planned to catch a movie after our lunch/dinner. AND YES WOO han treated me to genki hahah i told him that i wanted to eat there again especially to have their mentaiko mayo fries and he was like, “ya know i actually wanted to surprise you and bring you to genki again” hehe so i was very happy.

han was late but i didn’t mind waiting at all cus he always have to wait for me lol so i guess we’re sort of even now uh? ;) the moment he arrived, the first thing i noticed was his outfit. he looks damn boyfriend la hahahah like super cute wtf and i really like his haircut ok. of course, i did ask him to grow it out before and just leave his hair uncut but honestly? after i saw him with that haircut in real life on saturday i was so taken aback cus he was literally glittering in the sun. he looks so damn good la i love it!!!!! and with this outfit that day? super bf material hahahahaahahhaah. though, personal preference is for him to wear the flannel as an outerwear instead of a shirt and then roll up the sleeves so i can see his arms LOL

the first place we went to was genki and as yall may have guessed it, the queue was super long but i wasn’t surprise la cus it’s a sunday and yall know everywhere is practically crowded during the weekends and it was nearing dinner time. the good thing was the line moved super fast so we actually didn’t have to wait like super long? or maybe it didn’t feel long cus i was with han lmao. we killed some time by playing ml also and we won and for the first time in a long time i did so well playing selena? like even i’m shocked at my skills LOLOLOL kiddingz. when we got to our seats, we had to wait some time for our orders to come so i took lots of photos of han hahaha and i have a couple favs from that day, to the point that i even changed my wallpapers. if you know me, i take a whole damn lot of photos of my boyfriend but i think the photos i took that day was like the bestest shot i’ve taken in a really long time. or maybe cus the model was a bit more cooperative that day haha. i don’t say this often but sometimes i wish that han will be a bit more proactive and take lots of photos of me too. i mean yes, i will complain that it’s ugly or whatever but like ya know, sometimes on days when i’m feeling pretty i want my pics to be taken too but i don’t think he can feel the vibe? haha idk how to explain but yeah would be nice if he voluntarily wants to take pics together every now and then. i think the only time i can remember him wanting to take my pics and selfies together was when we were at bishan also and he was having a smoke break and i started taking photos of him and then he went like, “lemme take some of you too” and at first i was shy but woo, he took some pretty good shots i think he posted them on his instagram.

ok enough about that, i’m just stupid rambling on haha! alright, i had similar to what i ordered when we went to genki for the first time. the new exceptions were the duck udon han got, the squid, and takoyaki. all of which was super good but i don’t think i’ll get the squid again. and then we checked the seatings for crazy rich asians and luckily enough we managed to secure a seating we wanted when we bought the tickets at the counter itself. the movie won’t start for another 30 minutes so we were walking to head down to ntuc to get some drinks and snacks until he stumbled upon a car mount. apparently he has been meaning to get one for his workplace vehicle. so we scout different shops for the prices and types and he settled for the first one he set his eyes on. after which, we went to ntuc got some drinks and he bought gummies. i got the LAST box of glico pizza flavored sticks and i was so happy lol mainly cus han bought it the day before and i tried it and i was so amazed that it really tasted like pizza wtf. i don’t usually trust snacks like these when they say that it’ll taste like the certain flavor on the box, but damn japanese people really know how to make their snacks man.

after that, we went up and got into a little fuss about how you can’t bring outside food and drinks into the cinemas. i mean, it’s better to be safe than sorry la. better than them confiscating our stuff or asking us to finish it or throw it away before entering the cinemas right??? ok and then we went to our seats and wah i quite enjoyed the movie. i wouldn’t say its super exceptionally but it was funny and interesting i guess. and then after the movie, we had to say out goodbyes :(

i was honestly sad at this point. and then while han was sending me to the interchange i made a joke about our promise (wrong word choice but i can’t think of the right one) last night. cus i said if i kiss him he would have to send me back home on sunday and he had to accept my kiss hahahaha but i forced it upon him lmao but ofc i know it was an impossible request cus he was tired and have work the next day. i too had work but mine was closing shift so it was different. funny thing was, i decided to walk back to the traffic light with him and as we hugged and kissed each other goodbye, i immediately regretted walking back to the traffic light cus i actually teared up wtf. like it was so crazy haha i don’t even know why i was so emotional. feels like some kinda abandonment issue??? but yeah i was so sad my eyes were watery even on the bus just thinking about the separation. i guess the thought of having to wait a whole week to see han again makes me feel sad and i don’t know, a sense of longing? but i got over it and distracted myself with music.

i know we’re not in a drama or some fairytale story but when i was dragging my feet to the bus interchange, part of me actually wished that he’ll suddenly surprise me from the back and be like hello baby i decided to send you back. but haha ya ofc that was just wishful thinking on my part. i was already selfish enough to make him meet me on a sunday i can’t be selfish again and take away the rest of the night for him to rest up. though i can’t help thinking sometimes for things to be like how it was when he was serving the nation as a firefighter.

but nonetheless, it was a lovely day and i had a lovely time. my only wish for that day was for him to have enjoyed spending the day with me as much as i did with him.

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current time check is 3:43AM. and i’m here typing away cus han says that i rarely update this space anymore but i’m gonna prove him wrong with this latest post ;) HAHAHAHA lol i know i haven’t been posting much la. like even if i post also, i just post photos and gifs but never update the post with words. 

i’m just a huge procrastinator but with that said, i will try to update with words asap. keyword: try.

ps: sorry if there’s any spelling errors or grammatical errors, etc, im honestly just ready to hit the hay tbh and the current laptop i’m using is super duper old so the keys are not as good as it used to be.

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so today i was supposed to fetch han at work. but unfortunately, i’m still terrible at time management and my punctuality fucking sux so i was late to catch the bus to his workplace. apparently the last bus was at 5pm and i reached admiralty mrt at 5:12PM. and yes, u guessed it. han was mad at me for a good moment.

tbh i only have myself to blame la. if i had went out earlier i could have reached the place with more than enough time and then we wouldnt have a little spat over the matter. i’m truly sorry bb :( 

but after awhile han wasn’t so mad anymore and started being a bit more responsive to me. patting my head and smiling. also wtf do u know how much i just wanted to go hug him at that point of time??? like i wanted to just fly into his arms the moment i saw him but i didn’t have the guts to cus he was mad at me during that moment of time but when he started smiling at me on the train i just wanted to rly bury my head in his smell and give him a long hug and also possibly kiss his face all over but lol we were in public so i have to remain calm and not just go crazy. but goddamn does he look good in his current haircut. i know he don’t like me saying this but holy shit choke me daddy

also he looks really good in brown for some reason hahaha or maybe its bc i’ve missed him so much. this whole week feels so fucking long and all i wanted to do was to spend time w him and just see his face. like meeting han was the only thing i was looking forward to all week and he’s also the only person who can make me feel better even just by having his presence there in real life. ofc we did talk on the phone for a bit but like the past few days before today felt like such a drag cus we were both busy with our own shit so we barely had time to talk much nor text.

anyway moving on! he asked me how we’re going to alang house and seeing his feet all bandaged up i did a little googling and found out that there’s a bus from yishun that goes all the way to bedok but apparently the journey is crazy long so he suggested dropping at sembawang and then grabbing over but i was like wtf are u insane?? grab costs money. but he chose time over money so we ended up dropping at sembawang mrt and then he was feeling hungry hungry so we went to pizza hut and he got the pan pizza for 5 bucks, though takeout was an additional 50c if i’m not wrong. inititally, he wanted to eat at the economical rice and noodles shop but they didn’t have any seating areas and it was rather inconvenient so we went in the mall to look around and that was when he settked for pizza hut. he got his standard flavor which was hawaiian as usual.

and then we had a little spat again lol i’m not gonna elaborate on this cus idw to be reminded and i think neither of us wanna be reminded so let’s just leave it at that ok haha and then i took a photo of him and tagged him on igs to gimme attention. honestly that shit has been like a habit or some sort of a tradition whenever he’s on his phone and not paying attention to me lolol.

ok then the pizza arrived and while walking out of the mall he booked a grab along the way which i can’t rmbr cost how much but i think it was definitely more than 25 bucks wtf. fucking expensive gila babi also bc it was during peak period i think so theres like high demand shit but SRSLY frikin expensive zz but ok ya anyway then i asked him if there’s time for me to buy some bread at breadtalk and he was like ye go ahead and so i got a croissant and some curry baguette thing which i haven’t ate TILL NOW HAHAHAHA. i think my baguette is gonna be so rock hard by tomorrow but wtvr la haha

and then while waiting for the driver, han quickly gobbled up a slice of his pizza and he offered me one too and i rly like the crust!!! and the texture of te bread in general is just v nice cus its kinda chewy and fluffy but not in the too much chewiness way like pezzo and it’s not as oily either??? i think next time we should got eat a t pizza hut tgt i dnt think we hv ever went to pizza hut before?? like if i recalled correctly la hahaha

then the grab came and han had to like quickly pack the rest of the pizza and then we talked for a bit during the ride and held hands hehe i loveeeee ok lol i dont think i should blog about the things that han do that i love cus he’s just gonna threaten to take it away from me *rolls eyes* but ya then we finally reached alang house and the moment we reached, he took out his pizza and ate them all and then before that he said smth like “my mom always say that if the food u bring can’t be shared w everyone then don’t bring it” something along those lines ah ahahaha

so after he ate his pizzas in secret, we went in to alang house and then first thing we did was go to the kichen hahahah and then we ate some noodles and apparently there’s daging (?) i forgot the word ah but ya its fresh daging not the frozen kind i tk tahu mcm mane nak explain but u get what i mean right hahahah thennnnnn i ate rice and then slack slack watch tv. i snapped photos of han cus he looks so damn fine omg and then ah wtf when he smile its like??? fucking attractive sia cb i told him not to smile liddat to other ppl later they fall for him also!!!!!!!! hais so cute really 

then after that we went home and then lepak outside awhile as usual and then farhan said smth like he’s damn tired and that there’s no promises for tmr cus we planned to catch a movie tmr to make up for today’s lack of date and tbh i was damn sad when he said that la cus like i said i’m looking forward what to spending the weeked w him like omg la i srsly think we need another staycay ok not to anything funny (tho i wouldnt mind ofc hurhur) but just idk a whole night for us to just be able to lay in each other’s arms and be in each other’s company without any other form of annoying distractions bc wah ok this one is not really sex life story la but i guess they are under the same categoy but WTF OK LIKE UM rmbr that time i wrote about the neighbors coming up the lift then spoiling the feel thing then ya ok same thing happened again but this one different neighbours lol fucking annoying la like istg we damn cuak af hahahaha cus didnt expect since it was so late alr but lololol ok just pretend nothing happened la.

but ya ok after that everything is just a bit of a mess hahaha also i never said this to han before but tbh i find it rather hot that he just cums all over instead of holding it in??? like i know it can be v risky cus it may land on each other’s clothes and possibly leave a stain and/or smell for a while but idk sia hahaha like i just find it really damn hot when he can’t hold back and shoots without warning ahahaha tho in his defense he did try to like give some form of warning

ok it’s 4:22AM now. i’m gonna go sleep.

pls hope for me tht han won’t be so tired and have enough rest so we can meet tomorrow pls :( i mean i understand if he would rather just spend the whole sunday staying at home to fully rest up esp when his leg is all bandaged up liddat too but uhhhhh i wanna be selfish and spend sunday w him

ok goofnight

hey i just realied i didnt xplain the fist pic!!!! apparently thre is this 4 fingers challenge and like u hide ur forefinger and i couldnt do it at first so i cheated and force it by folding it using my other hand ahahahah han can do it tho!!!!

ps: i found a loophole i can do it without the help of my other hand!! heheehhe

ok goodnght for reals this time