#seoah ft. yunho ft. junso.

[nouvelis]

seoyunjun headcanons that live in my head rent free @protcsts

junso’s mom adopting seoah n yh n they celebrate christmas together and it’s all cosy and laughter and great food that they’ll collectively lie to their manager about 🥺

seoah asking jun about birthday gift ideas in the first year she started dating yh and ofc jun is not telling her unless she buys him his favourite meal first

jun knowing all of yh’s most embarrassing moments and blackmails him to get food or he’ll tell seoah and ruin his image 

jun being best man at their wedding and the one who plays the piano n sings their songs 🥺

seoyun having an Intervention to make sure jun isn’t gonna be stuck in the ~ akara ~ situation anymore and seoah lowkey infiltrates by trying to set up a collaboration with kai 🥱

telepathic moments where they don’t need words to know the inside jokes and just look at each other and they Know and the whole practice room is looking at them with confusion 

seoyun being jun’s biggest hype squad despite the daily bullying... it’s mutual okay they’re all each other’s biggest hype man except when yunjun try to cook cause that’s a SAFETY HAZARD 

just the amount of support they show for each other’s work 🥺 yunjun always praising seaoh’s new songs even though she feels iffy about the drafts, seoyun telling jun he’s doing fine when they both know he can be insecure about his dancing sometimes, seojun staying in the practice rooms til early hours to help yunho perfect his choreography when he feels stuck ☹️

all three of them share the same habit of hiding away when they’re down but they all understand each other and can see through the lies 🥴  and they know what’s it the other needs despite the person not saying anything, be it quiet company or distractions in the form of movies or casual chatters 

them being super protective over each other even after all these years 🥺 always too eager to fight the antis for them and drown the person in praises in cause their mood is brought down 

despite seoyun’s complaints ‘jesus christ jun it’S 2 AM GO TO SLEEP AND EAT IN THE MORNING’ they’ll always manage to find a way to feed junjun when he whines 😭 yunjun intervening when seoah’s diet gets too extreme and they’re worried about her :< them sneakily feeding each other even when they’re on strict diets for a comeback. just them taking care of each other in small, heartwarming ways 🥺

seojun scrolling through the group chat when yunho is gone from time to time to fill that hollow space in their heart and somehow seeing all those dumb texts and chaotic pictures/short videos make them laugh and cry at the same time.... this is just a temporary hiatus okay yunho will come back 🤧

[nouvelis]

and i hope, i hope, our smiles are wider than theirs      and i hope, i hope, all of our dreams are kept fragrant         and i'll meet you on the pavement, when we make it to the other side

seoyunjun’s moodboard requested by @protcsts / accepting

[nouvelis]

💭 all my clowns

l☁️ for a thought my muse had about yours / accepting though i’m a snail 🐌

kyungsoo → eden

it always baffles people how in love they are, while it looks from outside like ceaseless chaos fraught with annoyances and bickering. kyungsoo isn’t hyperaware of this fact, but the way that eden is so expressive about near everything probably feels like such a safe space to him. he’s someone who grew up with a mother who expressed most of her feelings in passive aggression and unreachable expectations ( that translated into infinite disappointment ). so even though eden can be quite dramatic or too much in some people’s eyes, kyungsoo actually likes it since he’ll know what’s wrong and can try to fix it. even when they’re being childish and passive aggressive, the ignoring never lasts long before it becomes a full fight cause holding their tongues back is no easy feat. it terrifies him a lot when eden withdraws for a longer period of time than the short span they’re used to, like when eden finally finds out about his hidden life as a boxer and shit really hits the fan :’>

junso → akara 

they first met in one of those evaluation sessions and he’d been hearing good things about a soon-debuting group, so he was looking forward to the performance. it caught him by surprise that such a dainty man could be so commanding when he’s performing and bringing all eyes on him. junso probably just thought of kai as a junior who he had a lot to learn from and they admired each other a lot for their talent, but then they started to talk and it’s natural to click with kai, given that they’re both a little crazy and doubtlessly chaotic beyond the initial timidness. when he began to realise his feelings ( probably happened in the practice room at midnight, or when jun had to carry kai back after he fell asleep playing video games with jun TT ), it’s around the time things fell apart so he never really had time to explore what the feelings meant to him.

seoah → yunho 

she thought of him a lot after he left. wondered if he was doing okay. if he was getting the help he needed. if he rediscovered his reasons to smile. if he was dancing again. if he still thought of her when their songs played. if he regretted breaking up with her. if he missed her the way she did him. the first few months were the hardest, having to get used to his absence and defeating the voices in her head. even though she did know rationally that there’s no way he meant what he said given their strong bond, there were lingering demons she had to deal with and even if he was indeed being honest, that it was all a lie, her mind wouldn’t have let her believe it anyway cause it’d make her collapse entirely and she wouldn’t be able to go on pursuing the dream they painted together. 

junso → yunho ( i just wanted to write the hc but this happened... )

dear yunho-hyung,

how are you? have you got my last letter? i hope it reached you well. i’m in argentina now, the weather is very warm these days even in november. it’s incredible, right? i chose this place because — you remember that poster on the wall? it’s where the main characters went to in that movie we watched and i thought it looked pretty, so i wanted to check out the waterfall with my own eyes. sorry, i know we said we’d visit together one day, but next time i’ll be your guide so it’s okay!

my mom said it’d be safer to book single rooms in hotels, but i thought it’d be a nice experience to live in hostels ( hush don’t you dare tell on me ). you know i don’t like it when it gets too quiet. anyway, i met some cool people here and some of them celebrated with me when i told them it’s my birthday. they said i wouldn’t be able to go to bars if i decided to go to america, so it seems like i made the right choice as usual! i got drunk but it wasn’t too bad, i’m another year older as an adult now so there’s no need to worry about me.

what i’m trying to say is i miss you a lot and it’s strange having a birthday without you, but i know we’ll be able to meet up for it again one day. as kind as they are ( one of them knows guitar too and we play together! ), it’s a pity that some of my new roommates snore. you’re still the best roommate i’ve had to date and i don’t think anyone’s going to surpass it. ah, i’m running out of space so i’ll end here. i’ll write to you again soon once i settle! i’m still thinking about where to go next. i hope you’re doing fine on the other side of the world. i’m rooting for you, always. i love you.

all best, the best roommate you ever had ☺️, junso