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I went to my first fiber festival this past weekend! Hoosier Hills Fiber Festival; if I'm still in this state come June next year, I'll probably be back and would love to meet anybody else there. Socializing/hanging out/talking to people without feeling like I was obstructing Real Customers was the one thing I missed, though I didn't really get to any of the free lectures so maybe that's where I could've met some people. Since it was an unknown situation with a lot of people and nearly an hour drive each way, I strategized to make sure I'd go:
First day, I signed up for a couple volunteer shifts. Absolutely a recommended strategy.
Got to be helpful!
They happened to have goodie bags, to help me justify the gas and time (I now have a nice tape measure to replace the one that's been vacationing with a missing sewing kit for a couple years and a lasercut wood two-inch gauge window that might help me with consistency versus my suboptimal practice of just trying to knit perfect squares when swatching in pattern)
I got to learn things about the layout and schedule I wouldn't know to ask when answering questions and acting as a gofer -- especially true working two different locations
And of course, some people were pretty much guaranteed to be happy to see me!
Second day, I signed up for a workshop in the morning so I'd be there and able to shop for anything I needed at the end. Ombre yarn dyeing was the class! It's acid dyes, something I'm several years off from wanting to get into enough to commit to dedicated cookware, full pots of dye powder, etc. The room with the workshop was a barn that had plenty of outlets--but they did not represent plenty of breakers. So there weren't quite enough functional heating elements for the class to have sufficiently cooked our yarn before leaving, and I did need to risk a giant stock pot at home for three batches of four jars, almost-simmering in a water bath for thirty minutes each, of the yarn that hadn't proven it was done (all but the two palest greens). I was a little worried the delay/drawn out heat situation would affect the results but if it did it wasn't much; I got pretty much exactly what I was hoping for with my two color gradient and the single is great too!
The single dye gradient is the color Moss, which did some interesting things with the red portion separating out once they were heated. Every skein has redder blotches, so I'm not bothered about any inconsistency -- if anything it'll help my finished product camouflage stains. Though it was definitely a surprise for me and the other Moss user in the class when our first yarn to have exhausted the dye was the complementary color to what it went in as.
The two color gradient used Rhodamine Red on one end, which was one end of one of our instructor's samples where she chose a cool-green for the other end to show how multi-component dyes mix less predictably than most paint. (It was kinda like shading with markers where you can still see washes of the pink and green in what you squint at and call a grey-brown.) The other end was Cantaloupe, which was one of the maybe three colors she didn't have a sample cut of yarn for. But she described it as the flesh of a perfect ripe cantaloupe and obviously I had to see that, and it sounded like it would be fairly guaranteed to combine nicely with the magenta while being just enough around a bend in the color wheel to be interesting--warm orange versus cool pink. As I said, it turned out pretty much exactly as I was picturing. Not anticipated was how much the jars looked like they were full of some delicious dragonfruit-mango beverage. Were I still a barista I'd be trying to recreate this for my shift drink.
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[ID: Five images following fourteen small skeins of sock yarn dyed in individual glass jars, in two gradients. One gradient is six skeins from a medium forest green through a pale creamy pink, the other is eight skeins from a vibrant yellow orange through an even more vibrant magenta. The first photo is inside under fluorescent lights, showing the 32oz glass canning jars with metal lids and rings, full of dye and yarn on a table at the end of the class in which they were filled and heated for a short time.
The next two images are animated gifs. The first gif is two frames showing the finished dye jars sitting in grass, with their yarn and with it removed. The green gradient left only transparent blue color in its jars, and most of the pink to orange gradient's water looks more orange without its yarn, aside from the third and fourth jars from the orange end, which shade toward a neon lilac with the peachy pink yarn removed. The second gif is a view of the inside of the bright green wash bucket, with just the pink-orange yarn in it, then all of them mixed up, all as they were after a soak with the rust-brown water, in the first rinse, and that rinse water alone showing its transparent but still brown tint.
The last two photos show the gradients lined up along a weathered wooden bench on the side of a deck. The first photo has the wet piles of yarn bundled in front of each of their respective jars with remaining dye. The final photo has the clean, dry yarn wound into center-pull balls and still vibrant in the direct sunlight. End ID]
#dyeing#cj gladback#fiber art#ramblings#not pictured or mentioned are the fleeces (a pound of shetland and two pounds of alpaca both dark brown) and second-hand carders i got#so many more fiber adventures in store!#but when i next do my spreadsheet calculating living expenses my entertainment budget is probably gonna have to be larger#even if a recent thrift shop visit was almost cheap enough to reinforce my delusional clothing budget from right out of college#when i was just trying to talk myself into jobs with unsustainable wages like ''ten dollars a year sounds right''#while applying places that required makeup not to mention dry cleaning or would potentially literally burn through your shoes#the carders at least shouldn't be consumables (though depending how the fleece prep goes i may have to buy new carding cloth)#and the yarn i make with the fleece could become part of the clothing or gift budget#anyway i gotta leave them in the bin and finish my time sensitive obligations but you better believe y'all will hear about it when i'm free
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I think it's really funny when people say I'm converting them either to "korkie is a kenobi" or "korkie is not a kenobi" truthers. You don’t need to be a truther if you don’t want to. Join me in the middle with Schrodinger's Kenobi, where Korkie both is and is not a Kenobi until I figure out which option makes the plot funnier.
#chit chat#korkie kryze#in my personal life i actually lean a little more towards korkie is not a kenobi#simply because satine doesn't really seem the type to lie about that and because of the whole#'it doesn't matter who your father was only the father you'll be' thing with mandos#but i switch it up depending on the story im writing#obi wan getting mistaken for his own grandson bc he looks just like korkie? hilarious#korkie being force sensitive with no jedi involvement and satine not believing that's force sensitivity bc bo katan does that? hilarious#korkie being a young diplomat who gets into fistfights constantly because everyone THINKS he's the illegitimate son of a jedi? hilarious#Korkie’s parentage is based exclusively on my sense of humor#oh yeah. can't forget galidraan#very obviously a kryze hates being called kenobi but now due to force bullshit has no other choice but to INSIST he's a kenobi? hilarious
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when you’re fat but your thin friends keep talking about how fat they are (when they’re not)
#personal#it happens too often lol#and i do and it depends on context ofc#but sometimessssss#ofc everyone has insecurities but when it’s presented as being fat is the worst thing :) hi :)#i’m supposed to say noooo no youre not ugly like me! like#they don’t mean it that way and people can say whatever they want#people genuinely are a bit sensitive about it all and it doesn’t actually offend me#it’s just funny at this point tbh#(and my friends are good and recognize it)#anyways#i’m not bitter genuinely i just thought of this meme for it and it fits too well
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Sensory issues 🤯 autism? 🤨💥
#maja needs to shut up tag#tmnt 1987#ACOUSTIC TURTLES YEAAHHHH 🗣🗣🗣#i am well aware i am grasping at straws here but. listen.#delete later#i am literally so sensitive to so many fabrics. i wear xxL tshirts despite really only needing an L or xL depending on the brand#xxxl shirts? THE BEST. SO BIG AND LOOSE. YEAAAHHH. fuck jeans but i love loose jorts.#lost like 20 pounds lately so i probably need slightly smaller sizes now but OUUUGH#i literally cant wear 80% of cute clothes i wanna wear cuz sensory issues dawg
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family resemblance. or something
#my evil. my evil plan#if i were stronger id wait to post this on Delphi's birthday BUT i just finished it and I've wanted to draw it for WEEKS. so you get it neo#his big shiny eye is cracking me up#its not green atm because. base black is light sensitive. the whites of his eyes would reflect enough light to force it into#intangibility. but his iris and pupil would absorb enough for it to remain (depending on lighting conditions)#so you should technically see both eye whites AND his teeth but. uhhh artistic license. trust#maverick delphine#mvrck#oc
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// I can’t believe I saw some people again claiming to like Yui but really complaining about how she’s poorly-written due to acting “too sensitive, too dependent and too soft” in certain routes. It's fine if you prefer her bolder moments, but just saying, if my only family member abandoned me and I ended up living with strangers (who happen to be vampires on top), I would easily become attached to the one who gave me the most attention too because desiring affection is completely normal in that situation. As a result, when Yui acts in that manner, it merely demonstrates a very realistic behavior rather than being OOC.
#yui komori#diabolik lovers#admin#dialovers#komori yui#(Besides there’s nothing wrong with being sensitive dependent and soft)#(being like that doesn’t make you weak yk)
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i just think the idea of. house, who always takes, who can be so deeply selfish, literally giving his blood, giving himself to feed vampire!wilson and wilson, who is so repressed, who bends over backwards to accommodate everyone around him finally taking, indulging, savoring the flavor of love on his tongue. “blooddrinking is a doing verb” or whatever the quote is
#yeah also something about like. literal codependency#like wilson getting hooked on the vicodin (house’s abrasiveness) in his (life)blood#and now he needs it to survive he craves it he’s dependent upon house in the same way house is dependent on him in canon in a v literal way#not just codependency PHYSICAL dependency#also the idea of cuddy getting worried because wilson has become so pale all of a sudden. sensitive to sunlight. behaving strangely and-#OH GOD WILSON IS DOING DRUGS#and she secretly tests his blood and its positive for VICODIN????#yeahhhh it could be sooo messy. so messy yet so awesome#house md#hilson#james wilson#gregory house#vampire!au#vampire!wilson
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Chapter 12 of Dumb Killers should be out in the next few days! I've got two more scenes to write, and they're about 5k words each so if I'm determined enough it should be out this Saturday or Sunday! Preferably Saturday, since i'm busy Sunday, but just, be prepared!
#this chapter is quite a heavy one#its long AND its emotional#kinda#ig it depends how sensitive you are as a person#i got sad writing it
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I wanna make it clear that I haven’t done a lotta research into this argument, it is mostly coming from my own understanding of Star Wars canon.
But if people are questioning how Sabine could tap into the force when she is not, at least in the traditional sense, force sensitive…
I’d just like to point out…
Technically, neither was this motherf*cker! 🤔🤷♀️
#star wars#the force#sabine wren#ahsoka#rogue one#chirrut imwe#depends on your definition of force sensitive I suppose#but don’t forget Chirrut was badass but not a Jedi
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The knuckles alts mean so much to me. Hes so environment dependent. Committing to the bit if you will.
#tails is kinda like that too#the boys are so sensitive#new yorker knuckles hes just like me#you can only depend on woman tbh#rouge and amy are so solid and dependable in the diff shatterspaces#sonic prime#sonic the hedgehog#knuckles the echidna
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Reading Journal
With two short stories, The Lucky Strike and A Sensitive Dependence On Initial Conditions, plus an interview by Terry Bisson this slim volume is like the spoonful of soup you set up to be perfect. The two short stories work together excitingly, one is more fiction, other is more science, and then there is the conversation offering further reflection on these works and much else.
There is a real joy to be had in submitting to a task like a madman.
The links go to the full text of the short stories, enjoy. Other books in my Kim Stanley Robinson appreciation series.
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Heya doc , my nose is bleedin' (for the fourth time ever) any advice man?
- the bite of 87
you all like to send me such time sensitive questions....
firstly, stay calm, its not the end of the world. dont tilt your head back, because youre not going to want blood running down your throat and into your stomach (thats a very easy way to become nauseous), instead youll want to tilt your head forward or lean forward and gently pinch the bridge of your nose and apply pressure there for about 5-10 minutes. repeat this as necessary until it stops but it will most likely work the first time. and i assume most people dont want blood running down their faces and onto their clothes or floor so you can stop that with a tissue or paper towel or whatever else. and, the obligatory 'if you cant get it to stop after 20+ minutes consider seeking medical attention' as usual.
#you say this is rare for you?#nosebleeds can have a variety of causes#high blood pressure.. irritation.. physical trauma..#but depending on where you live and what your temperatures are currently like#nosebleeds can also be easily caused by cold weather!#cold tenperatures can dry the sinuses and membranes in the nose#making them more sensitive or even damaging them outright#so youre more likely to get a nosebleed in cold weather because of that#isnt that interesting?#the doc is in
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it was sooooo wet and puffy for you.... i miss it. but i just got my period, so i can't do much over the next few days, any ideas for a girl to tease herself in that time over a pad/etc ?
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aww I always suggest to all the lovely people that get their periods- if you feel comfortable, give yourself an orgasm (or multiple😌), they can help ease the pain and cramps!💛 use a vibrator on your clit, rub yourself over your panties, it really can help and I think everyone deserves to be spoiled when they have their period!😌 or take a warm bath, with a lot of bubbles, and touch yourself the way you want😘 (don’t forget snacks like a chocolate bar🤭😋)
period sex talk in the tags haha
#my ask box#🦷 anon#I wouldn’t mind playing with someone even when they have their period as long as they feel comfortable!#depending on the person’s flow you can also just lay a towel down and wash it later#as if I would let shark week get in the way😤😉#and it really can help with cramps!#but be careful sometimes the person is more sensitive😇#bd/sm domme#bd/sm blog#domme/sub#bd/sm kink#bd/sm pet#subby puppy#puppy sub#bd/sm brat#edging kink#period sex
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A few little sketches of some possible school uniforms for mage schools/learning centers for magic/etc. :0c Though because Nanyevimi is so scattered and disconnected, it'd actually vary much more by region (like not everywhere would have a cultural concept of what a suit jacket or neck tie looks like lol), so it's probably unrealistic for so many of them to follow too many traditional Uniform Conventions from cultures in our world, etc. But, still, fun to mess around with designs, and think about which would be most fun to wear/what school you'd go to just based off the clothing lol~
#I haven't felt well enough to do anything actually productive lately GRRRR.. evil health issues....#but I can sometimes at least draw while I lay on the floor with a heating pad and etc. lol.. so...#goofy little sketches. Still dislike that the ipad thing someone gave me is either like.. maybe the settings are just off OR possibly the#screen is slightly broken in some regard - so the pressure sensitivity does not work at all. thus all lines are blunt looking#instead of having tapered edges. which I KNOW can be a stylistic thing. like I think it's fine mostly#but sometimes shading looks weird for all of the lines to be the exact same size/width with like no variation lol#though since it's just little sketches it doesnt matter lol but still... hrmm... ever working out my strategy for how to use the ipad for a#art things/if I can ever get used to it/etc.#AAANYWAY... still so uniform obsessed.. and have been since I was a child. Like way before going to middle school and meeting#the people who like anime and get into school uniforms of that variety. I mean like... age 7 before even having any friends#and having zero popular media interests or outside influences that would make uniforms Trendy. but I would see like a 'private school#uniform' on a new story on tv or something or in a book and was just like OUGH... I Should Dress That Way#I used to go to thrift stores and find multiple seperate pieces that could be combined together to look like a school uniform#I had like 4 or 5 different 'uniforms' that I made myself in that way. My first outfit that I was ever allowed#to pick out for myself as my big First Day Of Middle School outfit was literally like school uniform inspired#(maybe mixed with a little goth.. like it was a school uniform sort of look but black and white with fishnet armwarmers lol.. plaid +#stripes pattern mixing my beloved... )#I think it's just the same way that I love apartment buildings because I'm infinitely fascinated with like.. observing human nature and peo#le displaying their psersonalities in little ways and how you can give 10 people the same exact identical space but each one will decorate#it completely differently just depending on their own tastes and reasonnig and etc. I love the idea of everyone in some setting#having to be in one specific set outfit BUT you can tell something about them by the little ways they customize it or what type#of accessories they wear or if they choose to button their shirt fully or not or etc. etc. I like the constraints of 'okay everyone has to#be in exactly the same uniform - NOW. give them their own unique style somehow despite this' etc. etc. like#yaaaayyyy.. I love thinking of little obscure details that convey personality. they have a little pin hidden on the inside of their#hat. their shoes are just like everyone else's but more worn out. they have a necklace barely visible beneath their collar. their tie is#always a little more askew that everyone elses. or even. the uniform is EXACTLY on model entirely clean crisp pristine not a single element#customized or out of place - which STILL tells you something about them. etc. etc.#ANYWAY.. yeahg.. struggling to get anything done these last few weeks so.. blam. poof. alakazaam. scratchy little sketches#of nothing very productive or relating to any other project in particular be upon ye
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eye doctor was trying not to scare me today bc i have a sight threatening condition 🥲 it's probably treatable but i need to go to a specialist
#havent been to the eye doctor in six years but i was like okay i need to update my prescription my headaches are getting really bad#and my prescription barely changed so the doctor said it wasnt that#also this other condition doesn't cause headaches either so treating it wont even help :(#tho it does make me light sensitive which is a trigger ao maybe it will help a little i hope#but mostly i hope its treatable#also i have no health insurance so hopefully its not expensive lol#but at least the job search is going well so maybe i can handle the treatment myself#but since i will go blind if its untreated my parents will definitely cover it if i cant i just feel bad#they paid for my appt to get the new prescription today too but that wasn't very much i didn't even get the new glasses#but seeing a cornea specialist regularly to treat a scary condition is going to be expensive 😭#i dont even know how expensive yet tho#maybe i should make a gofundme or something#this has been a shitpost#im not 100% sure my parentsncan afford it if its expensive#probably depends how far its progressing and how fast andnwhat the cause is and a million other things#but i know it can be difficult and resist treatment 😰#and its not early for catching it at all
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#absolutely do not want to argue because i get where the post is coming from with but im gonna give some thots#re: dennis autism!!!! ok!!!!!#ive talked about it before but there is WAY more to him being autistic than just the buzzer noises. when i first watched that i was like#is THIS really why people hc him as autistic. :/ and i get it! i do! i think he has misophonia inherited from glenn personally#its actually why i captioned the noise sensitive den gifsets as that rather than just. autism.#but personally i see his scripted social interactions and i go. yeah. me. me fuckin too.#and his outbursts. which are VERY personally relatable to me#i have uh. basically the same triggers? very similar triggers at least#i think dennis' neurodivergency presents itself differently because of his upbringing and thats why a lot of ppl go ???? when you say.#'yea i think den's autistic actually'#and like i said i was absolutely like. what the hell are people talking about. he's not autistic#but uh. on rewatches? hm.#dennis quite literally masks almost 24/7#charlie has no qualms about being perceived as like. weird. but dennis masks SO hard. SSSSSSOOOOO hard#i once saw a post like. charlie has boy autism and dennis has girl autism which honestly fucking hate that but its... kiiiind of true#ASD presents itself differently in adults depending on early social conditioning#mac fights gay marriage. group dates. new wheels. dee day. celebrity booze. all the big ones. all the hits.#look how he acts when he goes off script and is forced to speak off the cuff#the way glenn describes him as being very emotional but unable to adequately express his emotions too like. yeah. same.#theres so much more than the noise sensitivity#i could go on and on about how many fucking boxes he ticks but i honestly hate that shit. i know how autism works and that bitch is autisti#im going to refrain from commenting on the reasons why i feel charlie is more acceptably hced as autistic vs dennis because mmmmm but#dennis being 'hypersexual' (not about the sex. at all) and socially adept (has scripts/systems. charlie is more emotionally intelligent)#smells a lil stinky. smells a little bit like infantilization on charlie's part.#ada speaks#ok ill spare you guys. someday ill write a proper meta on this. ive talked about it before but.
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