#self worth measured by productivity but productivity hindered by ADHD and OCD supercombo including not being able to tend to hobbies that
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AND YET ANOTHER PERSONAL POST even though i still need to respond to all the others i've made! but i just again wanna say THANK YOU YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME I LOVE YOU I'M HAPPY YOU'RE HERE. this has been such a very fun and gratifying few weeks of spreading the gospel of the pig 'n duck, getting to hear everyone's reactions and spread the dominos... i'm still overwhelmed and answering some birthday wishes that is INCREDIBLY SWEET WHAT ON EARTH!!!!!! and i've got some very exciting news that just reminds me like, hey, life is worth living and i do have friends and people like and appreciate me and want me around and people are not going to murder me because i'm not working on a review or haven't immediately been able to respond to a DM. my posting's definitely been more erratic lately with the pig and duck hype and i'm having to force myself back down into civilization a bit and pick up routine, but as someone who doesn't often let myself deviate from that routine i just wanted to say thank you!!! i still have a lot of asks and DMs and testimonies to catch up on, but thank you for the support and for being awesome 🙏 i genuinely have not felt this worry-free and able to just unabashedly post about my interests in years and years and years. yinz are awesome thank youuuu
#i just feel the need to express it over and over because i can't get my gratitude out enough!!#and i guess as a sort of 'wow this is real people aren't going to throw stones and tar and feather me because i'm not currently working on#review' type thing#self worth measured by productivity but productivity hindered by ADHD and OCD supercombo including not being able to tend to hobbies that#refuel you leading to less availability for productivity leading to self worth plummeting into the toilet etc etc#like even just making these personal posts is a weird exposure therapy thing where my brain feels like it's full of burning glass#because it doesnt fit 'my brand' but. consider. this is my blog i can do what i want#and i've been getitng to enjoy that 'i can do what i want' feeling the past few weeks so it's been nice! it's nice knowing that the only#person shackling you to your neuroses is yourself#i mean it's not nice but it is yknow#but omg i just got a bunch of great news that made my self esteem skyrocket and it's just like wait wow people like me my company is wanted#IT'S NICE#and just when i wanted to be productive i'm again back to vibrating with excitement mode and unable to do anything
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