#seeing possible actions makes ya feel off yk but I also think it’s always important to remember we’ll never know shit most likely

[spideyhexx]

I feel you, Kit. just like you, my curiosity got the best of me over the last couple of days, and I’ve been checking that blog at least twice a day, which has taken its toll on me too. to be fully, FULLY honest with you, the only reason I still engage with Tom’s content is because his roles as Coriolanus and Billy the Kid brought me a lot of joy. now that I’ve seen everything about them, I seek more, and because of that, I look for it in Tom. that’s probably where my problem comes from. he’s not the man from his roles, and my brain just forgets that sometimes, leading to my disappointment with his actions. take a break from writing about him if you feel like it. I see you mention other characters who have your interest, and writing about them might help you take your mind off things that are causing you anxiety. people are always going to be here, reading your stories, no matter who they are for, because you’re very talented.

saying thank you again, especially for your last words :) they all mean so much to me right now!!

realized a thing you hit on is also like not having any of his new projects makes us resort to that sorta thing which makes sense!! Which also makes me assume when we get that content some stuff will be easier but alas

and yeah I’ve always said I don’t really want to know or look for the personal side of things but I’ve fallen to that because of whatever and im an anxious person so I end up having an urge to check things which hasn’t helped :/ there was smth last night that I found and I was CONSTANTLY checking because I was worried about clicking smth and that’s when I knew it was very bad dhdjdj

I would urge you all to stray from it because I don’t really think it’s right nor is it our place unless it was a circumstance of like a legit crime or cause for concern going on

have considered taking a break writing for Billy and Coryo but idk if I will, at most I’ll just add other characters to spread it out more but it’s difficult, I don’t have any huge hyperfixations rn and both btk and tbosas have been a source of joy for me that I don’t want to leave, so we shall see!!! I’d be curious to see who you guys might want me to write for based on vibes and I’ll see if that helps me :)

I’ll say writing about Sam has helped me a lot and im so glad you guys have enjoyed that too because it’s a lot of fun for me :)