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[canonicallyanxious]

I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN OMFG WHY DO THEY DO THIS TO US ALQJEHFIDHD!!!!! I literally just finished watching the clip because I was so scared and had to keep fucking pausing and aldnfjskedgsjslfjdksj

I am seriously so upset what the fuuuuccckkkk idk how they're gonna fix this or how this is going to end on a relatively positive note for them because the season ends tomorrow what the fuck?!?! I'm so sorry for all the cursing but alwjfjsocjdj I for sure thought nora was going to at least tell him what she told the girls on tuesday but ?????? Girlie kept her mouth shut?????? I'm???? When josh came to that realisation that he can't be just friends with her and the way his voice trembled??? And his eyes tearing up?!?!?!? What the actual fuck @ druck writers pull up because im ready to throw hands STOP HURTING MY CHILDREN (and us) like this :'(((

I know everyone else is worried over fatou and kieu my but I'm not that worried because I'm convinced the next season is either one of theirs so their relationship has time to be the centerstage and be developed. Nora's season though ends tomorrow?!?! And I NEED for her and josh to AT LEAST be on the same page about not being together but not quite friends because they both clearly want to be together and nora needs to tell him and I refuse to only see it in the background of someone else's season

Also everything you said about yara!!! I agree so much but I'm just so distraught right now over the latest clip that I'm just???? Bless her she's gonna have to deal with josh's heartbreak again tonight how she hasn't developed any form resentment for nora i will never know. ok resentment not quite the word im looking for but like nora has repeatedly broken her best friend's heart I would be wary tbh if I was in her position

okay listen LISTEN here is how we can still win!!! today is a thursday clip which means whatever happens tomorrow [I SPEAK A JOSH/NORA MEETING INTO EXISTENCE OKAY they’re going to THEIR rooftop HOW COULD THEY NOT HAVE ONE LAST SCENE TOGETHER????] is more likely to be the conclusion to their story for the season. i’m clowning at this point i am fully clowning but i do think there is still a possibility for one last honest conversation between them? i mean do I necessarily expect them to commit to each other?? No, but i would hope that after Nora heard today’s voice message [Josh “it’ll be easier if you’re shitty to me” Zimmermann STOP pls love yourself you deserve to be treated so well by everyone ;-; ;-;] she would at least find the courage to decide she can’t leave things like that???? like i need someone to take josh zimmermann by the shoulders and tell him that HE DESERVES BETTER than his loved ones treating him like garbage pls druck just do this one thing for me!!! i won’t ask for them to get back together, i won’t ask for them to decide to take it slow, i won’t even ask for them to make their peace with knowing they love each other but just have to wait for their time to come literally all i want at this point is for my kids to realize that they! deserve! the entire! world!!!!

[although you’re right and i just imagined a whole season where nora/josh is basically like every variation of jonas/eva where they tell everyone they’re cool with being friends and make a big show of it but have so much awkward unspoken tension bw them and i DO NOT WANT IT pls druck gods i will do anything for nora/josh not to be the new gen’s eva/jonas!!!!!]

Wrt fatou/kieu my - yeah i think i’m with you, i mean tbqh today’s clip really just made me feel like they’re definitely endgame. they’ve been sowing hints throughout the whole season, and those looks?? there’s no way that was an accident. also from the texts we know kieu my probably doesn’t have legit feelings for lasse, she literally just asked zoe to invite him so that she wouldn’t be alone, and also kieu my gives me mad “projecting an idealized insta version of herself to the world to hide her true self” vibes which incidentally is also mad queer vibes. so i just feel like i get really strong “fatou realizes she was infatuated with an idealized version of kieu my and ends up falling for the real kieu my who is messy and flawed and wonderful” feelings from this whole thing like okay maybe my queer monkey brain is rotting and i am playing myself [i often do that frankly] and not to say i would be mad if they weren’t endgame [so long as neither of them had a white LI but i digress lol] but like idk!! of course it was emotionally distressing to see fatou cry but really i feel like ironically this is a stronger signal for a central fatou/kieu my storyline than if it was confirmed that kieu my reciprocated because now there’s a basis for a substantial storyline between them rather than a side romance in someone else’s season. IDK!!! maybe i’m just being optimistic!!! it’s fully possible druck has clowned me countless times in the past but until further notice really that’s my take on it!

Wrt Yara - i do get what you mean, like she 100% only has Josh’s perspective on this and has basically next to no insight on Nora’s side of things so i would absolutely understand her taking josh’s side on everything. i like that they acknowledged she thinks what nora did to him was shitty - feels realistic - but then she also has moments of, like, pointing out that nora’s probably still into him because she keeps looking at him and encouraging josh to talk to Nora bc ultimately that’s what he wants to do. she’s such a good friend i think on my very short list of things i would have liked to see in this season [including an actual personality for finn] more yara and yara/josh friendship is definitely on there