#see I think the reason angst is so 👌 is bc not only is it kinda cathartic to make fictional characters suffer

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rotating in my bed with great fervour because I’m getting happy flashbacks to yesterday with Dolphin’s little ‘aww.. Archie D:’

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Hihi i saw ur request box was open & i just couldnt resist! A big confession to make here, uhh ive been such a big fan of u and yr writings and also u were the v first fanfic blog i came across a couple years ago so yea, u literally open my third eye to a whole new world of fics👉👈 🥺

i feel like you havent written angst in a while–and bc i miss ur angsty haikyuu fics– sooo could i request post-breakup college!au with atsumu or iwai (honestly anyone who'd best fit the scenario cuz i trust ur characterization👌) abt the aftermath of the breakup, them seeing us on campus and unconsciously following us with their eyes, reschin to help out on instinct only to realize theyre no longer together, thinking about what could've been just reminisce reminisce

ahhhh im sry honestly dont know how to expand more on the idea

thank you for stealing my ficvirginity😃

pairing atsumu miya x f!reader word count 2.1k content contains exes still in love, college!au, mutual pining author's notes hi <3 i remember you (eycee, right?). don't be a stranger! you can always dm me and say hello :) thank you for the constant support. not sure if this fic is angsty enough, but i wanted yours to be the first req i do <3

“Hi, welcome in! Let me know if— Oh.”

Your voice falters, recognition and maybe even something similar to embarrassment flits across your face, and a split second later, you go back to smiling like nothing’s wrong. Like the two of you haven’t spent the better half of this month actively avoiding each other at all costs, even though the sprawling acres of the University of Tokyo suddenly feels too small. The entirety of Japan has felt too small ever since it became his mission to never cross paths with you ever again. 

This mission of his started just a little over two weeks ago, on the very same day you decide to use his heart as your own punching bag. The worst part of it all, though, is the fact that he doesn’t even hold any type of contempt for you. It’s a cruel sort of joke; sometimes, Atsumu Miya feels like everything bad that happens to him is just some sort of sick punchline in a sitcom instead of real life. 

Usually, when girlfriends find out their high school sweetheart is going to be a wildly successful (and rich) professional athlete, they’ll do anything in their power to hang onto him.

You decided to snip the invisible string tying the two of you together, and you did it so effortlessly, so quickly, that Atsumu had to make sure that he hadn’t been imagining the last four years of your relationship. 

He’s got his hands shoved in his pockets, and he’s torn between staring at you like a total creep or looking at everything in the campus bookstore but you. He settles for the former, scared that this will be his last opportunity to really look at you. 

Neither of you is saying anything. It’s a Saturday and so no one else is even in the bookstore this morning, and Atsumu wants to say something, anything, but he’s never been that great at carefully picking his words, and he’s scared out of his mind that he’ll say something stupid and prove once and for all that you had been right to break up with him. Better yet, he wants you to say something. He wants you to give him a better explanation instead of the bullshit you told him in his apartment. 

We just want different things.

What does that even mean? He thinks he would have shouted out that question, if only your little break up speech hadn’t caught him so off guard. Different things? The two of you wanted different things? Sure, Atsumu likes to sleep in a freezing cold apartment, and you need the room to actually be at a reasonable temperature. And maybe Atsumu has a penchant for overly fried, greasy foods when all you want (and deserve) is a fancy dinner. Maybe Atsumu wants to be at a sports store instead of browsing aisle after aisle in Sephora, but he doubts these different wants have accumulated so much that you felt you had no choice but to break his heart. 

“Hey, Miya.” You say it softly, dropping the perky customer service voice you greeted him with before you turned around and realized who he was. And he flinches. He fucking visibly cringes at the way you speak to him, walking on eggshells and going back to formalities like he’s barely above a stranger to you.

Miya.

(Did you know that he wanted to make that your last name?

Do you know that he still does, even now?)

“Hey,” he replies back, curling his fingers into fists inside his pocket. He thinks his voice comes out all scratchy, like how it always sounds when you don’t use your voice nearly enough. He clears his throat awkwardly. Everything feels awkward; everything feels wrong. He says “hey”, but what he really means to say is please don’t call me Miya; you know the color of my toothbrush, you don’t have to call me Miya. 

“Were you looking for something?” 

You.

Subconsciously, Atsumu finds himself seeking you out. He walks by another girl on campus and almost breaks his neck with the speed he turns around to catch a whiff of the perfume wafting from her body because he swears it’s the same fragrance you favor. He walks by the building that houses all the classrooms for your specific major, even though it’s located on the opposite side of his own classes because he secretly hopes against all hope that he’ll run into you, and you’ll see him and fall in love with him again. He goes to the same restaurants the two of you frequently ate at together, and he orders your usual because you can never finish your entire meal and always have him finish off the leftovers for you (and the food is always good, but somehow it doesn’t taste the same when your utensils haven’t touched it first). And he doesn’t even need to be here, doesn’t even care enough about his stupid class to go out of his way to buy the study guide, but he knows you’ve started picking up the weekend shifts at the campus bookstore, and suddenly, he cares enough about passing to get the damn study guide. 

He shrugs. “Just some stupid workbook to study for an upcoming exam, but it’s not that serious.” 

“Oh. Is Dr. Furata giving you a hard time again?” 

“How do you do that?” Atsumu blurts out, wanting to kick himself for giving too much of himself away. You already own every centimeter of his heart and maybe his soul. You don’t need anything else from him; he’s almost certain there’s nothing left for him to give you, but he can’t help but impulsively ask the damn question that’s been running through his mind ever since you left him behind. 

Did you know that when you’re confused, your brows furrow together, and you get this adorable, endearing crinkle in between them? Do you know that he still finds that same expression as cute as he did when you still called yourself his girlfriend? 

“What are you talking about?” 

How can you just stand there and act like you never crushed his heart? How do you wake up in the morning and not feel like your life is missing something important, like you’ll never feel whole again? How can you keep him wrapped around your finger, and then have the audacity to not even realize it? How did you let him go so quickly? 

Practicing caution, he swallows hard before clarifying, “How do you know everything?” Because if you can act like he’s just a polite acquaintance, like he’s nothing more than another fellow classmate, he can try to play pretend too. He can act like there’s not enough history between the two of you to fill up every damn textbook in this stupid store. “Yeah, Dr. Furata’s been on everyone’s ass. Somethin’ about midterm grades being worth a quarter of our overall grade.” 

“Believe me, you’re not the first victim of Dr. Furata’s to come wandering in the store. I think I have a few more of the workbooks he suggested in stock. Let me go check.” 

It’s instinct at this point for Atsumu to just follow you. If he uses his imagination, it’s almost like he’s back to browsing in a makeup store, walking aimlessly in every aisle, following you loyally because he’s happy to have you lead the way and he doesn’t care where he ends up, so long as you’re there with him. 

But this isn’t an afternoon date with you. This is him following a bookstore employee. After you find that study guide, which is really nothing more than his flimsy excuse for seeking you out, you’re going to ask him “card or cash?”, ring him up at the register, and he’s going to walk out that door and have to act like he’s still not in love with you. All the while, you’re doing fine. You’re fine right now, and you’re going to be fine when he leaves, and you’re probably going to be fine, five years down the line, when you’re happy with someone else and Atsumu is alone because in this little hypothetical, he still hasn’t gotten over you.

He is trailing behind you in this bookstore, and your back is facing him, and he’s panicking because he doesn’t think he’s capable of not loving you. 

Just two weeks ago, you knew him better than anyone else in the world, maybe even better than Osamu, perhaps even better than he knows himself. Now, you just give him a polite smile as you grab the small stool to reach the books located at the very top of the shelf. 

“God, I hate the way we organize everything in the store.” You say, lightheartedly complaining. He knows you do. He knows because he’s known you for nearly a decade. The two of you have grown up together. You made this same complaint sprawled out on the couch in his apartment. 

When he doesn’t reply, you look down to see if something’s the matter, only to do it too quickly that you find yourself losing your balance. Before you can come crashing to the floor, Atsumu is quick to catch you, and you pretend that his protective embrace isn’t comforting. You pretend not to notice that he’s wearing the cologne you bought him for Christmas last year, and you continue to pretend that you don’t miss him at all, that you don’t still love him. 

And for a second, the two of you both pretend that you’re still with each other. That it’s perfectly okay to savor this intimate moment, that his arms wrapped around your body right now isn’t awkward in the slightest. He’s staring at you with a sort of starstruck, boylike wonder, and it’s so familiar, so sweet, because it’s the way he always used to look at you. His lips part slightly, like he’s about to say something, and—

The loud ring! interrupts whatever moment the two of you are sharing, and you nearly jump out of his arms. You hear the distinct footsteps of another student, and you adjust your shirt before remembering where the two of you are — what the two of you are. Not a couple. Barely even friends. Just a bookstore employee and a student that needs a book. That’s all the two of you are allowed to be.

“I should probably go check up front and make sure they don’t need any help.” You tell him, biting down on your lip. “Anyway, did you need anything else, or would you like me to check you out right now?” 

He blinks a few times, as if still in a daze. “Uh, yeah, sure.” The tips of his ears are flushed a light pink. “Y-yeah, I’m done here.” 

The two of you practically race each other to the front of the store, and you step behind the counter to scan his workbook. He drums his fingers, looking around the store. When he’s nervous, he likes to be moving. You know this. 

Just looking for an excuse to use his hands, Atsumu mindlessly picks a pack of gum off a nearby rack and slides it towards you so you can also scan it. You know you shouldn’t say it. You know it’s supposed to be a clean break. Instead, you tell him, 

“Actually, if you want, I have the fruit variety flavor.” 

“Huh?” This catches his attention. 

You reach into one of the boxes that have just been shipped to the store, rummaging through a tiny one before revealing a shiny, new package of gum, this one advertising all the flavors based on tropical fruits. “Would you rather have this one?” 

“Oh, yeah!” As if truly forgetting what the two of you actually are (exes, strangers with too much history, two people still pretending like they’re not in love), his eyes light up. “How did you kno—” He doesn’t finish the question. He knows the answer to the question. 

You’re quick to finish ringing him up, the “polite strangers” illusion being completely shattered. It’s obvious, really, that there are always going to be parts of Atsumu that still live deep inside of you. You can only hope that this isn’t the case for him. 

You hand him the bag, and when he grabs it from you, your fingers just barely graze each other’s. Atsumu is scared — scared that this might be the last time he ever feels your touch. 

And because you’re a glutton for punishment, you find yourself telling him,

“Don’t be a stranger.”

You can’t tell who’s more devastated: you or him.

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With the way that up til now Sae has been the calm collected one about all this, his sudden burst of possessiveness was so unpredictable!! He just ruins his little sister who has admired him for so long?? And in his post nut clarity he just shuts down and does what he does best; LEAVES. The characterization is done so well holy 🥴 and now she's been pushed to Rin's side like damn sae you played yourself 😭

I'm really curious as to whether that was her first time or not cause that just adds layers to this betrayal of trust and innocence.. I need to sit down omg the way she calls his name afterwards and he treats her like a one night stand woooooof she must think that This was all sae wanted from her, what she was only good for and now that he's had his fun he doesn't love her anymore gjdnfnkdf the angst 👌👌👌 thank you so much for the food

AckKNFJDIDJHD WATCH ME HAVE A BREAKDOWN WHY ARE YOU SO SWEET AND ALSO ACCURATTREEEE well I’ll take that as a compliment taht the way I wrote them sparks so many amazing thoughts and discussions this is so very inch resting to me and yES HE ALWAYS GOES RUNNING OFF WHEN ENCOUNTERING RESISTANCE. Sae for sure suffers from emotional laziness due to him growing up gifted child

And anDD,,,, I think it ,,, probably was actually her first time, because I just can’t see either of them allowing her to really run off experimenting with guys they’re too possessive for that :(( so yea poor reADER has been pushed and pulled between the both of them all her life, thinks Sae is not as fond of her as he is bc he lies to himself, and thinks the only reason Rin is by her side is because he’s trying to stick it to Sae !!!

Justice for reader in part 4! WhOs done this. I know it was me but it also really wasn’t these characters just live in my head free of charge and make havoc

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talk about your favorite non-amomiche ec ship. 321 go

is this a callout bc i always talk about amomiche? /shot

hmm.. tbh, just like with vocaships + lenmiku, anything that isnt amomiche tends to compete over second place. it depends of my mood,,,, but hmmm... arguably, alleasan? i really like alleasan

alleasan,,, servants boys in love,, it has fluff and angst potential, especially since asan doesnt know allen is riliane's twin brother so the whole thing of asan trying to kill riliane is a Huge Oof,,, i could see something like,, asan spitting on allen's face that allen doesnt know how it feels to lose his only remaining family member unfairly, unaware that he almost did that to allen

aaaaaa,, ;;;-;;;

and there's tbi!alleasan which is even more oof, tho for different reasons,,,,,

aaaa idk,, i think theyre really cute together and the angst potential is 👌👌👌

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whew!! yall!!! where do i even start?! should i start with my undying and obvious love for big brother mafia boss kim namjoon? should i start with my fierce loyalty and protection for little sister kim y/n? should i start with my slow growing love and appreciation for mafia man and protector jung hoseok? the growth of yn and hoseok’s relationship throughout each chapters was 😙👌 

don’t read under the cut if you haven’t read the series yet bc i’ll b talking about each chapter meaning there’ll be lots of spoilers

but plsplspspslps if u luv mafia!aus or if you have an interest in them but can’t deal with extreme angst/hurt then this fic is for you!! you’ll definitely hurt! :D it’s a mafia au after all LOL but it won’t be unbearable 😂😂

ONE:

fuck u hyejin. lmfaodf akjfaej now that i know what a SNKE U ARE !!!! BEGONE!!!! also yes. i fell in lov with joonie from the very begining. growing up in such a cold hearted lifestyle, anyone is bound to become hardened. esp namjoon, as a male and as the heir. and especially after his sister left. one would think after the only person who came close to understanding him leaves him to bear the burden alone, he would completely close up. but no, he grew into a far superior and intelligent man than his father. and the proof lies in his leadership. as ana wrote it “Namjoon single-handedly pulled the crime syndicate into a new era, dusted it off and dressed it up.” 

coming into this series, not really knowing much about their sibling dynamic, i wasn’t expecting such... respect and idk how to put it?? but that they can speak comfortably to each other? i mean, i’ve finished the series so i obviously know now the reason why their relationship never soured but when i first read this, i was kind of amazed that neither held any bitterness towards each other. and now knowing why namjoon was insistent on having hoseok stay with her at all times, even living with her -- truly he cares for her so so much. but also, because we’re reading from y/n’s pov, i was like “ugh, insufferable overprotective big brother at it again” LOL i still wonder why namjoon assigned hoseok though. and why not another man that they both knew. 

and of course, the introduction to hoseok. i don’t blame him for his preconceived opinion of her. after all, he knew next to nothing about her so he formed an opinion based on what he knew and how she presented herself. of course, i wish he hadn’t been so quick to judge her but it makes for good character development later in the series hehehe

TWO:

fuck you donghyuk. idk who i hate more. him or hyejin. djfalskd. maybe hyejin. bc donghyuk was just a casual hookup. hyejin was y/n’s trusted friend and coworker. fuck her. fuck them both. dsfhakajef

LOL @ y/n stealin looks at hoseok when he’s driving. the stealth.... is non existent LOL

ok but moving onto hoseok’s pov. it hurt to see him thinking that way about her and himself. that he thinks she thinks of him that way. And that he's having to constantly remind himself of it so he doesn't yknow do the normal thing one would do when you have a roommate. Talk. Ahshwj. not @ y/n being surprised seeing him in his sleep clothes hahahaha. that forreal made me LOL when i first read it. 

There were so many lines that caught my attention in this chapter. So much to unpack. With the way yns

THREE:

ana i have a question. did you already know the bottle shatter info before this series or did you have to do some research? and if so, how was the research? LOL. what else did you learn that you didn’t include?hahahaa........oooohkay it got dark real quick. i remember reading this i was like oh shit oh shit another piece of the puzzle is revealed to us. how terrible to live with a physical reminder of such a nightmare that you can see every time you see your reflection for the rest of your life....

again, we get to see y/n and hoseok’s perceived opinions about each other. ah, the human mind. how judgmental we all are lol.

donghyuk was annoying before i found out who he really was. now that i know and am revisiting this series, he’s just... so pathetic. lol. i’m getting ahead of myself but i was actually happy? that she did not give a fuck that he died. (now i’m REALLY getting ahead of myself but not @ her getting turned on knowing hoseok beat his face jsdklfalefah pLZ)

i love that even though y/n really... doesn’t want anything to do with her family and particularly their... family business, she doesn’t appreciate the way people talk shit about them and refer to them as mere dirty thugs.

also props to hobi for staying calm and helping yn to stay calm when getting that snek sjdfka plz. props to all people who have to feign calmness bc they know if they freak out too nothing would get done. i could feel y/n’s tense fear bro. cause i was tense reading it lol. scary!! finding out the snake isn’t poisonous doesn’nt make me feel any better either.

FOUR:

tHE WHIPLASH I GOT FROM THE OPENING SCENE OF THIS CH JSDLFJKWAEKJFE it’s nice seeing them... communicating with each other finally. even if it’s stilted and awkward and barely verbal.

“Not once have you ever seen this man smile, and he’s certainly never smiled at you.” -oof. that line hurted.

OH HEY LOOK ITS THE BITCHASS MR PARK! FFUUUUCCKKKK YYYOOUUUUU!!!!1111 WORST BOSS AWARD !! GOES TO MR FUCKING PARK! what the honest fuck it really really appalled me to find out that he was dirty too. that he berated her made her feel terrible and made it out to be her fault when he was the one at fault. and the AUDACITY he had to come @ hoseok!!! omg. makes me so angry. mrs park do you know ur husband is trash. cause he’s trash. 

also oOoOFFF!!!!!!!! the fight!!! danggg those words they both lashed out HURTED! that was painful to read through. 

FIVE:

....and then he left. “That’s when it hits you. You don’t smell coffee.” -that hURTed. obviously i know that he didn’t leave because of her - i mean, yes because of her. but like, not bc he couldn’t stand to be around her anymore. i knew -- before i found out the reason why he left -- that he left to deal with something and i was glad to find out i was right. 

“When he gets down on one knee and reaches out a hand to brush your cheek you don’t see the grown man at the helm of Seoul’s largest criminal empire.  You see the brother who took care of you when no one else would.” 🥺😭😭 have you realized how much i love namjoon yet? cause if not let me say it again. i love kim namjoon. and after finding out more about their past and all the hardships they went through together,,, the goodness in his heart for his sister. oh my glob. i’ve melted into a puddle. i’m weak. and i’m grateful for getting the chance to witness their first real, honest conversation in so long. the love and respect they have for one another is palpable. i love them. they deserve everything good and more.

I cannot believe the trauma they went through as children. To the point where yn almost died. Oh ny god. That's some scary shit man. And namjoon protecting her the best way he could. By threatening his position as heir. When he said "one of us should have gotten to choose" and that he knew it would never be him 😭😭😭😭 that this life isn't what he chose. And yet here he is now. A man so powerful and yet still so human especially when it comes to his beloved sister.

“Just know that there is a part of me that will always be waiting for you to come back.” SQQUUUEUEEEWHKJWHHJEHWKJEWAF I’M GETTING AHEAD OF MYSELF AGAIN BUT HSDJFKAE !!!!! SHE DOES NAMJOON JUST YOU WAIT SHE WILL COME BACK TO YOU AGAIN DSJKFHLEKWJHA BOSS BABIE SIBLINGS!!! 😭🤧💙💙💙

“Namjoon picks up his desk phone to reach his assistant, who makes quick work of finding a bottle and a clean glass.  She delivers both with practiced silence before slipping out of the room.  Hoseok can’t help but notice his boss’s gaze lingering on the pretty young woman as she retreats. He keeps his mouth shut because he’s not an idiot.” --EEEEKKK I WAS ALREADY A WEAK SIMP FOR JOON BUT AFTER THIS I BECAME AN EVEN WEAKER SIMP. SDJAKFAHLWKEJ HOW I DAYDREAMED OF BIG BOSS MAN FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIS ASSISTANT DSJKFKHAL AND NOW ITS COME TRUUUU DJKFHALWKEJ I FORREAL CANNOT WAIT FOR MORE UPDATES OF GUILTY!!!WHAT R U GUILTY OF?!?+ OTHER THAN WANTING TO FUCK THE BEJEEZUZ OUTTA HER?!?×?@*×(@ WHICH I AM 100% OK WITH NAMJOONIE JFALJSDHFLA whew ok. i am calm. :-)

the guilt hoseok must’ve felt after his conversation with namjoon. “I know what people say about my sister, Hoseok” and he was one of them. 

AKKAAKKDAKJAKSDJKLASHDF AND THEN!!!! AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!11 HE COMES BACK!! HE COMES HOME!!! AND HE SEES HER!! AND HE’S SO! i dont know when it happened. when their feelings for each other changed. from dismissive to this absolute care for one another. But i am liVING FOR IT! and then the confession that slipped from his lips ajehlfkja AND HIM BRACING FOR REJECTION BUT SHE DOESNT AND THEN !!!! AND THEN!!!11 HOT AND HEAVY MAKEOUT SESSION! 1AND !! HE KISSES HER SCAR! OH MY GLOB I AM MELTING! IHAVE MELTED! AND THEN!!! HE POPS A FUCKING BONER AND THEY BOUTTA BONE!!!!! AND THEN!!!!!!!!

and then namjoon and yoongi and jk have to come cockblock him.... oh boy. pretty sure joon knew what was up lmaaoooo. he’s too smart not to know. pretty sure they all knew what was up. hahaha

SIX:

not @ joon egging hoseok on bc he knows something’s going on between him and his sister LOL

everything after this moment is just intense and fast paced and my mind oculd barely catch up and by the time i knew it y/n and hobi are sharing a moment and yoongi makes it all the more better with his amazing self HAHA

anD THE SEX! WHEEW!!! SO HEATED!!! SO FULL WITH WANTING AND DESIRE AND CARNAL LUST WHEEWWWW FUCK YEAH! YOU GET THAT DICK YN! YOU GET THAT PUSSY HOSEOK! YALL DESERVE ! when y/n was like “i wanna make you feel good” -- FELT THAT GURL! i will fully 100% admit i pictured a sweaty hoseok fucking into yn with sweaty hair clinging to his forehead and his chains bouncing off his chest 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵 omg 🥵🥵🥵🥵 wheewww

SEVEN:

this epilogue is honestly the best cherry on top of a wonderful series concluded. kim taehyung i love you so much my dear. “this is just my face?????” LOOLLL. i lov ehim. 

“You don’t wait for the pitiful bitch to choke out a response, turning on your heels and leaving her in the dust.“ ooOOOFFFF yES !! LET THAT BITCH TASTE THE DUST OFF UR SHOES! !! 

“You’re worth a hundred times that amount.” 😭😭😭😭 NAMJOONIE OH HOW I LOV UUU!!!!!!!! WHEN HE ASKS IF SHES HAPPY 😭😭 WHEN SHE ASKS WHAT ABOUT HIS HAPPINESS 😭😭😭 

ALSO I'M SO SO DO DIDI SO SO DO SO HAPPY THAT SHE CAME TO WORK FOR THE GAJOG. IT'S ALL COME FULL CIRCLE YOU KNOW?! All her life she'd been running from the gajog. And it's a slow revelation but she eventually realizes it's not what it used to be. The source of her pain and terror is gone and replaced with someone who loves her very very much. The fact that she was always regretful for leaving her brother behind. I had a feeling she'd one day return - if for no reason other than namjoon. And I'm glad to know i was right. But also that she came to the conclusion that all people are selfish sneks. But at least the gajog- or more importantly, her brother doesn't try to pretend. She's learned to accept this life and now lives to protect them the way they protected her. :")

ALSO ALSOS ALSO SJJDWKDLEL CAN U IMAGINE THE MOMENT WHEN HOBI GIVES THE DOGTAGTO HE ROMGKEK ;;w;; i know he's not physically present in this epilogue but his thick aura is plenty tangible with his chains on her. What was once nothing but jewelry attached to a cold man now serves as a constant warm reminder that they love and trust each other. I've imagined every fluffy scenario possible and my heart flounders each time. Did you have a scene about this ana? Or have you thought about when he gave it to her? I'd like to know your thoughts:") ....if you've even read this far 😂😂😂

 EXTRA:

i think @evierecs said it perfectly about wanting to know more more more about this mystery man hoseok. and his background, his home life, his childhood, his life in the military, why he joined the Gajog, everything about him. “but at the end of the day we didn’t need it because his character was fully fleshed out without it - his sense of honor, his personal moral code, his practical experience and ruthless (in a good way) behavior.” - YES to all of this. I couldn't have said it better myself

it’s been a long while since i’ve read a series and i’m really glad i found this one. i hope i’ve conveyed just a little how much i enjoyed this beautiful series. i’ve enjoyed watching not just y/n and hoseok but also namjoon grow as individuals and as pairings.

Also the titles for each chapter are genius. I especially love the champain one. Ngl it took me a minute to get it LOL and i forget who it was but they said something great about the nicknames you chose for the kim siblings and im very inclined to agree that the names are so very fitting. And it really warmed my heart anytime they addressed each other that way ;;w;;

masterlist: guarded

you’ve tried to separate yourself from your infamous crime family, but a new case has your carefully-constructed world crashing down around you.  now you have to figure out how to heal old wounds and handle the new man who enters your orbit.

Chapter One: Fan Mail

Chapter Two: I’m Screwed

Chapter Three: Exotic Pets

Chapter Four: Cham-pain

Chapter Five: Italian Leather Gloves

Chapter Six: No One But You

Chapter Seven: Epilogue