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[unexpectedbuddy]

Day 2

I said before that I was bad with diaries, didn��t I? Haha. I’ve just been a bit overwhelmed I guess. I’m in the last bit off college and I feel like I don’t know what I’m doing. 

I’m a STEM major and I want to be a teacher. But I also don’t know if that will be a good fit for me. I’ve always felt like it would be best. I pretty much taught my younger sister every subject she had going through middle and high school. Math, science, English, history. I was her free and private tutor that she loved to use way too often. 

If I didn’t do teaching I might do medicine but I don’t think I’m smart enough for med-school. I’m not smart enough for a lot of things if I’m gonna be honest. I’m making good grades now. 7 classes and the lowest grade is a 92%. My younger self would be so excited. 

I love museums but I am no good with history so it might not be a good fit. I love science and nature but outdoor things are also not for me so parks and zoos aren’t a good idea. 

Maybe I’m just getting a passion degree that won’t do anything. I can just start a cafe and try my best. Open a strip club - haha. 

I’m sorry. I’m rambling.

I just feel hopeless right now is all.

Maybe I need sex? Maybe I need chocolate? Maybe I need someone to cuddle me till my chest finally relaxes and my head stops overthinking for a few seconds. 

-V

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