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✯ Flawless - Sebastian Stan

light em up, I'm on fire

my materialist - it is a man's man's world

Warnings and Information:

First of all, hello to all of you,

there are a couple of things I want to mention before we start the story.

Nora is a character I created myself. I based her character profile on Taylor Hill and Daisy Edgar Jones, but it is up to you to imagine her as you wish throughout the story :)

Nora first appeared on the Victoria's Secret Show in 2013. Taylor Hill made her debut on this runway in 2014. So, I will make some changes about the 2013 runway. I tried to go as close to real life as possible, but as I said, I want to focus on a specific period of time, so I won't bore you with too many details.

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12 November 2013

norawalter: Guys, my first Victoria Secret show is tomorrow! I'm nervous and excited, so how can we fix this? We're having a party! Also, would you look at this dessert I found @imsebastianstan 💙

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anthonymackie: You have a big ass forehead. Even your little move doesn't help you 🤯

Stansoldier : OMG LOL!!!

imsebastianstan: @anthonymackie Shut up. Also, you're gonna be amazing this weekend babe. love you.

modelingmag : SEEING THE TWO OF YOU TOGETHER!!!!

marveleus: oh guys this show is going to be BEAUTIFUL

chrisevans: did I hear someone say that Sebastian has a big forehead? i can confirm…

chacecrawford: agree

blakelively: I agree too

doritoevans: Seb being attacked by GG and Marvel is hilarious

imsebastianstan: I hate you all 😒

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I took another sip of the liquid in the black cup, my nerves loosening with each sip. “Look at that, ma'am, you're not even legal yet” Sebastian chuckled as he wrapped his arm around my waist. I rested my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes, chuckling shyly.

“Shut up. Are you going to hand me over to the authorities?” I kept giggling and Sebastian was laughing with me. He could tell I was uncomfortable.

“I'm scared out of my mind.” I agreed with a suddenly defeated expression. When I met Seb's blue-gray eyes, his gaze melted and he gently ran his fingers through my hair.

“Hello, beautiful girl.” He said and took me by the hand and led me out onto the balcony overlooking the city. My breath caught in my throat at the view, the glass of liquid courage slipped through my fingers.

“Hey…” I backed away slowly, but my attempt resulted in me being pulled into Sebastian's chest. His hands grasped my hands and wrapped them around his neck, moving his own hands to settle on my waist.

“Just rock with me,” he murmured, resting his forehead against mine. The music from inside rippled gently through the air, reaching us both. Sebastian always knew how to calm my nerves. He was the absolute best at it.

“I'm proud of you, you're going to do great things out there tomorrow.” He whispered in my ear, kissed my forehead sweetly. I smiled half-heartedly. Tomorrow I would walk in my first Victoria Secret fashion show, a moment I had dreamed of all my life, ever since I saw all the Angels in the magazines. My youthful dreams had prepared me for today.

I was jolted out of my thoughts by the feeling of Sebastian's fingers on my thighs causing me to turn and look at him.

“Thank you,” I whispered, hugging him tightly.

“I will always be here for you, darling.” He promised me, throwing his head back as his lips captured mine. I completely dissolved in his hands, my body becoming an absolute dead weight. Something about Sebastian's lips made me lose every thought and focus only on the here and now. The way his mouth molded to my lips.

I prayed that no one else would have this privilege.

I wanted him forever. But apparently I was a sinful person, because I didn't know that years later my prayers would not be answered.

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“Where the hell is he?” Anthony Mackie said, tapping Sebastian on the shoulder, forcing him back to reality. The three of them sat together at a high table, drinks in hand.

Chris's blue orbs looked into his friend's eyes as he sipped his drink, shaking his head. “Are you faking dating the woman you cried with?” he asked, Sebastian's eyes shooting daggers in his direction.

“She didn't cry.” Said Anthony sarcastically, defensively.

“RDJ said he witnessed it with his own eyes.” Chris pulled out his phone, pretending to dial Robert's number. “Should I put him on the phone to confirm?”

Sebastian rolled his eyes and sipped his drink. He slid it across the table and decided it was best to keep it at one. He really didn't want to show up drunk at this show. Nora hated him enough as it was.

“I know, it's stupid, I shouldn't have agreed, but the payoff sounded good. If I could deal with him for three years, why not six months?”

He shrugged as if that was the perfect reason behind it. Chris and Anthony exchanged a warning look before looking at Sebastian, who had the ever-present scowl on his face.

“Why would you fake flirt with the woman you claim cheated on you?” Chris asked him.

“Sebastian, you two were poisoned. I don't know when or how, but I still remember the day she yelled at you when you walked out of the red carpet at the Civil War premiere.”

Anthony interjected. “And I remember walking in on you making a phone call to the modeling agency telling them to let her go.”

Sebastian grimaced. He hated that he had done this to Nora, but Nora was mad at him because of that redhead in Romania. Contrary to Nora's insane belief, he had never cheated.

“Don't remind me of that,” Sebastian growled.

“You still don't love this woman, do you? What happened to Alejandra?” Anthony asked.

Sebastian laughed. “I never did. And we're still talking. Our two PR people said we could date other people, it was just supposed to be done behind closed doors.”

Chris clapped his hands with a laugh, getting serious again. “And do you really think you can go behind the back of the press and date another woman? They'll catch you and then they'll really realize it was a publicity stunt.”

Sebastian avoided speaking, looking at the time on his phone. “Alright guys, I think it's time we go watch a fashion show. Maybe we can have a round later.” Anthony and Chris grinned as they sipped the rest of their drinks. They both paid and left, heading to the Manhattan Center, where tonight's fashion show would be held.

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13 November 2013

I watched Fall Out Boy enter the stage and perform my songs know what you did in the dark. Taylor Swift was also there to perform that night and my nerves were on edge, the anxiety building by the second. I knew Sebastian was front and center at the end of the line and I knew that the moment my eyes met his, my worries would evaporate.

The first leg of the show was themed around the British Invasion. I'd always been fascinated by the city, and thankfully I was able to visit during the summer right after my first show to do some modeling for a magazine that was coming out soon. Marissa and I traveled often with any free time we had. We were good tourists together.

As soon as the chorus sounded, I got ready to go out, and Candice, wearing this year's fantasy bra, was the first to come out. Even though she didn't have wings in this costume, she looked gorgeous. After all, who needs a pair of wings when her team is gone? Behati stepped on stage right after her, followed by another model and soon it was my turn. Cara Delevingne was right in front of her, she had the cutest number. She posed and then Patrick made the expected announcement and Taylor Swift came on stage. The cheers of the crowd filled my ears as she and Cara did the moves they had practiced for days. I walked behind Cara, careful not to let the loud noise distract me. The stage sparkled and I offered my best flirtatious smile and did my best walk.

When I reached the end of the track, I caught a glimpse of her. She clapped the hardest, her gaze cheered me up and I easily caught the cheer of “That's my girl” that instantly dispelled my previous stresses.

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“You look stunning!” Marissa exclaimed, holding my hands. I was getting ready for the show and now I was taken back to that special night in New York just eight years ago. A time when I was undeniably happy. I heard both of our names being called, that's how it usually went. Marissa would go out first, and I would go out for the closing from far behind.

“Did you forget to tell me my ass looks great?” Marissa yelled at me.

I laughed, winked.

“As long as you remember to look back at mine.”

Marissa put herself forward, giving me a high five.

As I was breathing in and out, preparing myself, I saw a reporter with a camera backstage.

“Rumor has it that Nora Walter and Sebastian Stan are back together! Sebastian's as well as Nora's fans absolutely went wild when they were spotted arriving together at the Manhattan Center earlier this evening. Hopefully, when the shows are over, we can get confirmation from both stars.”

I rolled my eyes and grimaced at this remark, I hated this so much.

When it was my turn, I stepped outside and the cheers spread throughout the venue. I put on my best smile, strutting with absolute precision. After mastering the modeling world, walking had become second nature. I could easily do it in my sleep.

I kept a serious expression on my face as I made my way to the edge, but towards the end I added a coy grin as my eyes fell on the three men sitting to my left.

Anthony Mackie, Chris Evans and him.

Chris and Anthony clapped their hands with smiles on their faces, Sebastian put on his best fake smile, keeping my eyes focused on me.

Eight years ago, he would sit on the edge of the catwalks and worship me.

Now, he was sitting there, pretending he didn't recognize me at all.

To say that I felt a pain in my chest was an understatement, but who cares? The money, fame and fortune that would come out of it had to be worth something, right? The night went on and when the show was over I started to feel sick. Every time I circled around, Sebastian would be sitting right there with the same expression.

We had been through so much, you two, and this is how he was acting?

When I went backstage, I felt tears prickling my eyes in my dressing room. I sat in the long black chair, my eyes staring at my reflection in the mirror.

I heard the door open and I immediately looked at the door with my usual expression. His hair, which had been messed up by his hands several times, and those crystal blue eyes met mine, forming his lips into a tight line.

“Ha, you didn't fall on your face.” Sebastian laughed and closed the door.

“If you're here to be rude, then fuck off,” I growled.

Sebastian shook his head.

“Why do you always have to be so hostile? What did I do that was so bad?”

My eyes widened, my posture straightened.

“We've been through this a thousand times, Sebastian!” “You cheated, I made a scene, you got me fired from the modeling agency, I classified you as a prostitute, you pushed, I pushed back!” I stepped closer.

Sebastian watched me closely, realizing how close I was getting to him.

“And let's not forget that you almost ruined every fucking relationship I had after you!” “Douglas Booth, Sam Reid, Daniel Sharman but let's not name the others because then you'll call me a slut.”

Sebastian didn't change his expression. He glued his hard eyes on me, making me feel like he was squeezing my soul.

“Chris was right.” He sighed. “We were toxic.” I scoffed.

“All because of you.” Seb pointed at me. “I wasn't cheating on you when I didn't answer your calls, I wasn't cheating on you when I didn't come home some weekends because of filming, I wasn't cheating on you when I was in Romania with my family!” He yelled, throwing back all the times I blamed him.

Laughing at this, he wiped his eyes.

“Ah, but that sweet little redhead on the boat in Romania was part of it too, wasn't she?” I threw my head back.

“I never cheated on you.” He said, opening the door. “I could never have imagined that. To think I bought your fucking engagement ring too.” She giggled and widened her eyes.

“What? An engagement ring?”

Sebastian shook his head.

“Who cares now, Nora?”

He closed the door hard and scared me.

That's when the tears filled my eyes even more and I walked over to the chair, climbing into it. My head fell into my hands as sobs shook my shoulders and made me want to scream.

How could he?

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14 Novemeber 2013

imsebastianstan: I'm so proud of this beautiful woman, she stole the show. #FavoriteAngel

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robertdowneyjr: How much did he pay you to write this?

username1: he is very impressive

chrishemsworth: It's like yesterday you were next to me squirting on her… at a fashion show 🤧

username2: I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO SEES YOU WRITE FAVORITE ANGEL… NOT?!!!!!

marissalewis: @robertdowneyjr If I were Nora I would slap you

norawalter: Just wait, RDJ. I'm kicking your door 😘

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