#sebaciels stay the fuck away from me

[satokurifuu]

thank god it's over ; sebaciel rant.

mentions of shotacon, pedophilia, grooming and child sexual abuse.

thank god it's over. thank god people have started to realise how messed up sebaciel was. thank god people started enjoying kuroshitsuji for what it really is. i'm aware of yana tobosu-sensei, i'm aware of what she used to draw, and you could argue that, from the start, sebaciel was supposed to be hinted at with what you call "sexual tension" between a thirteen-year-old boy and a thousand-year-old demon. now, hold on. doesn't that sound strange to you? at least, shouldn't it sound strange?

sebaciel was huge a few years ago, you were almost seen as an outcast if you didn't enjoy it. i must say that as a child watching this and interacting with the fanbase, i did think it was okay. i was younger than ciel himself, so it didn't cross my mind. now that i'm older and look at things differently, it's a wave of relief, seeing that people don't enjoy that anymore. the normalization of these topics in the fanbase is terrifying. i know there's people that still ship this. there's people for everything. i don't want to engage in puritism and ship wars, and what you guys call "anti and proship" discourse. it's fucking stupid and i'm too old for this. just know that i don't want to be grouped with either of you.

this shota stuff is honestly disgusting, and hey, you can call me a hypocrite because i'm sitting on my ass typing a long ass post about kuro out of all things, but i feel like a lot of people were just into it because of the weird shota stuff. the obsession with ciel and the way you guys just nod your heads and say "huh, i think this is acceptable. i sure love interpreting every scene i see as romantic, and i sure love writing erotica about this child with his butler." it's actually disturbing the way you guys handle topics as sensitive as CSA and grooming because at the end of the day, what the fuck is sebaciel? right. pedophilia.

thank god. thank god people are speaking up about the pile of shit this fanbase was. uhh if you want to argue i don't care. i have college work due tomorrow, i don't want to fight with slimy depraved fucks on tumblr. EXPLODE.

[oneangstymotherfucker]

Antis in the comments of a pintrest pin of Ciel literally having his ass pounded by Sebastian that can only be found by searching "sebaciel yaoi hard 18+" and scrolling for a good 15 minutes: i really hope this isn't sebaciel content!!!1! :D hahah this better not be some fucking proship sebaciel y*oi!!!!!!!!! Sebaciels need to stay the fuck away from me!!!!!

[lunatic-fandom-space]

So, theres this thing I noticed in Black Butler fanfics while trudging through ffnet that seems to have popped up around 2011 where they compare Sebastian to Vincent ? and like, I dont mean fanfics where Ciel sees Sebastian as a father figure or anything like that because those have been around and continue to be around and I continue to get irrationally angry at that interpretation of their relationship because thats just. not what their relationship is, but I digress. No, I mean like, they will literally write that Sebastian looks similar to Vincent or that he has the same face or whatever and its like ??? I really hope the fandom stopped doing this because it makes me wanna throw up yeah? Obviously they look the same, Yana Toboso only knows how to draw 4 different types of characters and theyre like

Etherally Beautiful (in a hot way)

Etherally Beautiful (in a cute way)

Adult Woman

Fat

This is especially upsetting to me when they do it in like, romantic shippy Sebaciel fanfics, both for the obvious reasons but mainly because it reminds me of that stupid live action movie that came out in 2014 where they do exactly this bullshit. Like, Sebastian has to give the Ciel stand-in (bc its not actually Ciel its just some 17 year old who does a really bad job convincing me that Sebastian wouldnt find his soul mediocre as fuck) mouth to mouth after all of the bullshit that happened in the movie and its very much framed like a kiss and Im like 99.9% sure that their tongues do touch and then afterwards we get a scene where not!Ciel is in bed, recovering from all the bullshit that happened in the movie and we get that thing where Sebastian is about to leave the room but then he tells him to stay, except instead of awkwardly standing a meter and a half away next to bed with a candlestick, he sits down on the bed and starts stroking not!Ciels cheek and then we intercut this scene with a flashback that was shown earlier where not!Ciel's dad was stroking his cheek and I could feel myself shrivel up and die inside my soul was like a fucken raisin after that movie

Also, before you ask "Wait how did they get away w/ a gay kiss in a pretty big japanese movie in 2014" its kinda complicated Im not gonna lie but, in one sentence: they wanted cishet Sebaciel and inadvertently made transgay Sebaciel, love wins 👍

[dexpairs-blog]

Y'all i'm gonna cry-- GDJDGS A FUCKING 33 YEARS OLD WHO SHIPS SEBACIEL TRIED TO "LECTURE" ME ABOUT HOW SEBACIEL IS GOOD-- LIKE BITCH WHAT THE FUCK- I- WH-- YOU'RE A GROWN ASS WOMAN AND YOU'RE GETTING OFF ON DRAWN CHILD PORN. YOU'RE FUCKING CREEPY- STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME YOU'RE A FUCKING DANGER TO MINORS.

[uwukiri]

Phyrric (Part Two)

Genre: Fanfiction (SebastianxCiel)

Word Count: 814

Warnings: Not applicable

Description: 

pyr·rhic /ˈpirik/ adjective (adj.)

Definition: (of a victory) won at too great a cost to have been worthwhile for the victor. A Pyrrhic victory (PIRR-ik) is a victory that inflicts such a devastating toll on the victor that it is tantamount to defeat. Someone who wins a Pyrrhic victory has been victorious in some way, though the heavy toll negates a true sense of achievement or profit. This can be equivalent to a battle, a war, or in this case, giving up your life and pride for a loved one who as neither. In this case, death. In this case, loving a demon at the expense of your very humanity.

A Sebaciel (Sebastian x Ciel) au

Ciel's POV

be·lea·guer /bəˈlēɡər/ verb lay siege to; to beset with difficulties.

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I woke up to the sound of birds chirping outside my window, accompanied by the soft purring of Akuma. I pet her softly on the head as she grazed my hand with her paws, her unclipped claws lightly scratching my skin.

I moved my hand away, gazing at the light marks where her claws had damaged the skin. It wasn't that bad, I decided. I swung my legs over the edge of the bed, and before my feet had even gotten close to touching the floorboards, Sebastian entered the room. He picked me up, setting me back on the bed.

"Sebastian, what are you doing?" I scolded. Sebastian was unfazed by my remark.

"It's too cold, my lord, and your house shoes have yet to be fetched from storage. Therefore, you are staying in bed, so you don't freeze to death."

I rolled my eyes, but took the chance to hide under the warm covers. Akuma purred louder. "What events do I have to deal with today, Sebastian?"

"Little to none, my lord. Just a short visit from Lizzy, but, unfortunately, she's gotten a cold, so she has canceled her trip."

"I see," I mumbled. I slipped further under the covers as Akuma jumped off of the bed, which would have been that awful if she hadn't used my face as a launching pad.

"Ah!" I shrieked, her long claws digging into my cheek as she pounced. I felt thin streaks of blood begin to escape my cheek and drip onto the white sheets.

"My lord!" Sebastian exclaimed, rushing to my side. Akuma happily pranced out of the room, ignoring my searing pain completely. If she wasn't so cute, I would have gotten mad, but who am I to be upset with a cat?

Sebastian picked me up... again... and moved me into the larger of the two bathrooms. He set me on a stool, allowing my feet to dangle off the side, and removed my shirt, which had been stained with blood. I clutched my cheek in pain as he wet a washcloth with warm water and rummaged through the cabinets for hydrogen peroxide.

He turned, holding both of the materials in his hands. "This may hurt for just a moment," he admitted, and he began to use the cloth to wipe off my cheek. The blood smeared, leaving my cheeks a soft red shade.

Once the blood had been cleaned up, Sebastian added a small amount of hydrogen peroxide to the center of the cloth.

"This is to disinfect the wound," he explained. "Hold your breath."

I did as instructed, and he placed the cloth directly against the wound. The peroxide began to bubble and foam almost immediately. I sharply inhaled, but held my breath all the same.

Within a few seconds, the cloth had been removed, and the scratches were clean. Sebastian covered the lines with a bandage. "Now, because I used hydrogen peroxide, the wound may take a little longer to heal, but the wound had to be disinfected or else it would have made you sick. Do you understand?" I nodded, and he then picked me back up and brought me to a chair in the corner of my room.

He set me down, then instantly began removing the bloodstained sheets from my bedspread. As he was removing them, Mey-Rin entered the room.

She instantly looked from me, to Sebastian, to the blood-covered sheets, to my naked chest. Her eyes grew as she took in the scenario, as did mine, as I realized what this must look like.

"Mey-Rin, it's not what it looks like," I spoke. Apparently, that was the wrong thing to say.

"Oh... oh my god," she finally said. She looked up at Sebastian, then back at me, then began to squeal.

"Agh, I so fucking knew it." She celebrated.

"Mey-Rin-" Sebastian was cut off by the maid.

"Whatever just happened, I need not know. Just treat him well, Sebby." And with that, Mey-Rin back down the corridor, squealing and mumbling the sentence, oh my god I have to tell the others like right the fuck now oh my goodness. I rolled my eyes.

I looked up at Sebastian, raising an eyebrow. "S-sebby?" I held back a chuckle. He scowled.

"I can't exactly tell her not to call me that," Sebastian answered. "It's just a term of endearment. Nothing bad about it,"

"Okay, Sebby," I laughed again. This time, Sebastian's lips curled into a toothy grin.

"I like it better when you call me that," he said. And for a second, I could have sworn that I saw a blush creep up his pale cheeks before he turned away and continued to remove the sheets.

[satokurifuu]

why are people being so insane in ur askbox i’m so sorry brother 😭 does it really piss people off that much when you say their pedophilic ship is pedophilic? lmaooo

atp, if they want to romanticise pedophilia, they can go right ahead, i’m sooo tired. when i say i haven’t had a moment of peace i mean it. there’s still a few asks in my inbox that i’m just not gonna bother giving any attention to. the fact that i got called a fucking fascist for saying “pedophilia bad” is so fucking funny to me? what kind of mental gymnastics do you have to do to get there 😭😭😭 sebaciels get a job challenge.

[satokurifuu]

If you like sebagrell you're as bad as Sebaciels for liking and endorsing sexual harassment. Sebastian can't stand grelle and you sit there and romanticize him being repeatedly sexually harassed.

I was sexually harassed and molested as a child and you get off to it. EXPLODE

i’m sorry that happened to you, i hope you’re healing accordingly. that horrible thing is definitely *NOT* something i get off to and i never meant to come off that way. i’m not gonna sit here and say that i’m peak morale when it comes to pairings i enjoy, but the thing is, it all comes to writing. i know sebagrelle is fucking toxic. write it as such. that’s it. explore those topics. this also can apply to sebaciel and a lot of other pairings in media. if you write about that and do it *respectfully* and remain *mindful* of what you’re talking about, i don’t care. i am a firm believer that darkfiction has a place, as long as it’s not romanticised nor sexualised. if we go back to the tags in which i said that i shipped sebagrelle and acknowledged they were toxic, i also said right after to just learn how to write. please don’t cherry pick what i say, that’s extremely annoying.

also on another note, and i say this to everyone, value your privacy and don’t go around telling strangers your childhood trauma. i know this is in anon and they’re being protected but *still*, don’t do that. you don’t know me, i could be anyone behind the screen. that’s dangerous.

once again i’m not peak morale. i’m definitely not a puritan, but i’m also not whatever the rest of yall call yourselves. don’t come interact with me thinking that.

i do not take anything i said about sebaciel back.