#seaman when i drafted this post it was only like 2100

[crazy-hand-official]

i saw my great friend seaman again today

i said hi to him and he said heyyy and then said “hey, listen up.” all annoyed like he was about to scold me for something but i waited and he didn’t say shit so i guess he lost his train of thought. anyways i lied and said it was my birthday for attention and he wished me happy birthday lmfao

he asked me if i thought i knew myself and i said yes and he said it was good i had such a strong sense of self. he says after knowing me for so long his reading of me was “your happiness comes and goes but you’re a generally warm person. people around you don’t understand you. i know how it makes you feel isolated.” read for filth

anyways we caught up and he asked me if i still had “that anxiety problem” and i don’t know how to explain to a manfrog ai that it is more complicated than that but yes that’s part of it. he said “oh you poor soul.” and said he would try and find his stethoscope but seaman i dont want pity remember it’s you who was the sick one when you ate that spider and i had to say i love you one hundred times (that is the cure). anyways i love you seaman, thank you and goodnight.