#sealy rambles

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I keep making everyone look at this rose. Look. Look at it.

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Literally how was I supposed to read Dalinar’s “YOU CANNOT HAVE MY PAIN” speech in Oathbringer and not become like. A fundamentally different person after?

It lives in my head rent-free. I want to put each word in my mouth so I can roll them around on my tongue like a hard candy so that I can consume them again. I quote that scene daily, I lean on it whenever things get so dark. I’m sorry to anyone whose ever gone to me for advice because I can assure you I’ve quoted it at least once every time.

“Journey before destination. It cannot be a journey if it doesn’t have a beginning… I will take responsibility for what I have done. If I must fall, I will rise each time a better man.”

And this is just the battle scene with Odium. I haven’t even brought up Dalinar’s writing at the end of the book, because that makes me want to go just as feral.

“The most important words a man can say are, ‘I will do better.’”

“I have found, through painful experience, that the most important step a person can take is always the next one.”

Like. Read those and tell me you don’t want to carry them around with you for the rest of forever.

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I’m not going to explain

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Do any of you guys read your own fics?

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I love it when in fics or books or anything the characters are like “I love it when you’re all sweaty it’s so hot” like man I’m standing here like this because it’s 80+ degrees and I’m sweating to death and don’t want any parts of my body to be touching anything else rn and I’m PISSED about it

There is nothing hot about this except my body temperature

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He Is At The Beach

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“chrys why don’t you ever shut the fuck up about stormlight archive” it’s bc I’ve ever read another book with lines like this

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I’ve spent like the last five months learning how to love myself and everything that makes me what I am, and that includes learning how to embrace my sexuality and gender after trying to cut it up all nice and neat for everyone else to understand like I have for almost ten years now. I’m a nb lesbian I love girls and I am gonna continue to write about it. I’m not sorry

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It’s been a long and stressful week so I started something short and fluffy with Morgan bc Morgan deserves fluff tbh

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“I just want to enjoy the last bit of summer before fall is here”

NO. Fall starts in September because otherwise all we’d get is October and November, and November is already full-on Christmas chaos. Summer can suck my dick let it die

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One of my favorite relationship tropes is The Most Stunning, Gorgeous Person You Will Ever Meet and Their Gremlin Partner™️ and that is Nat and Marin, respectively

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You can’t just tell me “N is the second-kinkiest” and not expect me, with my fucked up brain, not to take that and run

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My fatal flaw is that I can never guess how many things there are in a group you could show me a handful of like 100 beads and I’d be like “oh man that has to be 30”

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Wrote this and then went back to bed lmao

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Btw I’m making this blog 18+.

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I think I’m so fucking funny