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{ K!nk Meme } - Dabi: restraints, ch0king, sensory deprivation

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Restraints: Giving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS With the right person, if the mood struck. Not really his thing standardly.

Restraints: Receiving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Legitimate 'fight or flight' if most people even tried, & I sincerely doubt that he would enjoy it with anyone.

Choking: Giving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS

Choking: Receiving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Is this a good idea with his lung & throat damage? No, probably not. Does he still get off on it? Absolutely.

Sensory Deprivation: Giving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS

Sensory Deprivation: Receiving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS With the right person, certain types of sensory deprivation are something that I can see him finding rather calming / grounding. It'd be pretty specific to who he's with, though, & how safe he feels at the time.

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{ K!nk Meme } - Friedrich (both verses): dubcon, intox, somno

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CNC / General Dub-Con ; Dom

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Very particular about who this is happening with, but it's definitely a kink that he'd be down to explore.

CNC / General Dub-Con ; Sub

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS

Intox.

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Inappropriate use of ether, anyone? That's all I'm saying here.

Somno ; Dom

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS

Somno ; Sub

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS

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[ knk meme -> Friedrich both canon v and vampire v ] impact play

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Canon V. — Impact Play ; Giving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Under the right circumstances, with the right type of partner. (Snapping the disobedient maid with a switch? Hot. The idea of hitting his wife with anything? Nauseating.) Unlikely to ever come up in canon verses, as it were, due to these nuances.

Canon V. — Impact Play ; Receiving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS

Vampiric V. — Impact Play ; Giving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS More likely to come up, but more concerned about harming people. It's complicated.

Vampiric V. — Impact Play ; Receiving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS More receptive to the idea in these verses, but it would still be highly dependent on the specifics.

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{ K!nk Meme } - Undertaker: bl00d, intox, ch0king

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Blood Play

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS

Intox.

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Not standardly his brand of dubcon, but he'd be open to negotiating about it.

Choking ; Giving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS

Choking ; Receiving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS We're back to cathartic kinks with him, with this one.

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Anonymous asked: { Drabble Prompts } - 39, blood drive universe

MEME ✦ 39. "What if everything we’ve been told is a lie?"

CWs: Emetophobia ( Vomit ), Canon Typical Self-Harm ( brief / not focused on ), Canon Typical Levels of Toxicity

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"What if everything we've been told is a lie?"

It hadn’t been said so much as a revelation — it wasn’t one, for that matter. No, it was more out of blind hope in her fellow cylon, desperation that his usual dark-humored flare would come and it would wash away the awful tension in the air. When that wasn’t the case, it was as though her own blood had run cold, nausea resurfacing all too readily.

If even the Master of Mayhem wasn’t cracking jokes, then they were well and truly FUCKED.

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"— What if everything we've been told is a lie?"

An atypically-averted gaze lifted at her words, watching as she gagged around the neon-colored bile in her throat. She looked utterly miserable. That usual, uncannily-perfect complexion had paled to a sickly hue, and the newfound life in her eyes lately now looked muted. The front of her once-white blouse was ripped slightly, stained with the remnants of induced vomiting; her hands were trembling as they tried to wipe the mess away from her cleavage. It was… disturbing, seeing the face of Heart’s reprogramming sessions for so many years suddenly on the other side of their punishments.

“Oh, darling.”  Sympathy had always been lost on them, so he made no effort to fake it, settling instead on a sardonic drawl. His lips curled back into what he’d intended as a sarcastic smile, but felt more like a snarl in hindsight.  “It always has been.”

The tone wasn’t befitting of having just watched your girlfriend puke her guts out, but that shouldn’t have come as a surprise to anyone. They had never known how to communicate, much less admit when their programming went off the rails into emotions that they weren’t able to correctly process.

“But you know that, don’t you?”  His voice had gone cold, toxic vapor curling heavily from his mouth on the next breath. He twisted the end of a cigarette, stubbing it out against the pads of his fingers before dropping it onto the filthy ground between them. The pain of it was short-lived, burns healing over as quickly as they’d been caused, but it was still a brief reprieve from the tension that had built up.  “That’s half the reason reprogramming exists. So that when people figure out that Heart’s been blowing smoke up their ass, you can break their brain into forgetting about it —”

“... Slink —”

“... And turn them back into a proper puppet for your —”

“— Julian, stop!” The plea effectively cut his ranting short, surprise tangible in the air, their world nearly seeming set to ‘pause’ for a moment.

She almost looked as though she may start crying (could AKI units even cry…?), breathes hitching out in uneven pants not unlike a panicking dog. It was fundamentally wrong, and abruptly forced him to remember exactly how complicated reactivating her bio seemed to have been for her. Seeing her actually look scared, in any way, was somehow more uncanny than any of her sex-bot bullshit ever had been.

An uncomfortable scoff broke the momentary silence that had fallen between them, green-blue eyes searching hers for… something. Humanity to latch onto where his own heart did not presently care to, perhaps. “Aki, Aki…”  It came out slightly chastising, but at least he’d managed a gentler tone this time.  “You’ll drive yourself stark raving mad at this rate.”

Reaching out, he moved to finally clean away the residual mess from her mouth, staining blackened fingertips in a combination of smeared lipstick and rainbow vomit. A grotesque attempt at comfort, but one that nobody else would’ve likely been graced with.

“I am frightened.”  It was robotic, matter-of-fact, but said in such a final way that his own stomach lurched with nausea. AKI was not supposed to be afraid of anything. She wasn’t even supposed to be capable of feeling fear, damn it. (A part of him had to wonder if that wasn’t the emotion she’d been afflicted with at all. If maybe this was just an obsession’s way of panicking. In the end, it didn’t really matter.)

Shaking his head, fumbling with a handkerchief between them as he stepped closer, the response came in a rough sigh, “Don’t be.”

He kissed her before he could think better of it, mouth sealing over hers with an intensity that was usually quite reversed. Gripping her jaw, he kept her in place even as the sour taste of lingering sick registered. His other hand fell to her chest, fingers pressing into the curve of her collarbone until he could feel it threatening to crack. It was revolting, needlessly violent, harshly nipping into each other’s mouths more than purely kissing…

But when he finally pulled back, she was almost smiling again, so who fucking cared.

“Don’t be.”  He hoarsely repeated, own voice nearly glitching from the way her chipping manicure had fallen to dig into his skin in return. Warm blood dripped slowly, lazily, from the scrapes. When she moved her shoulder, the connecting bones cracked unnaturally. And through it all, he felt alive again.  “Don’t. I’ll tear them apart before I’d ever let them take you away.”

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Ship Meme 》 specifically logan

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Lowkey OTP: Logan and Caliban stole my heart during the 2017 movie. Let my old married couple gays have a happy ending damnit.

Highkey NOTP: Keep Logan/Mystique far away from me.

[softly] don’t NOTP: Logan and Jean without Scott. By themselves, it's just... I don't like it. It's gotta be the polycule or it doesn't work.

Highkey OTP But...: I'm a sucker for a good Wolverine/Sabretooth story, but people can get weird about that one.

Highkey OTP and anyone on my Tumblr knows it: Logan and Pierce. If you were around for my old writing in the xmcu, you know this all too well. No I will not elaborate further lol

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ShIP MEmE ----- xmen

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Lowkey OTP: Charles and Hank hold a very very special place in my heart, and always will after DOFP.

Highkey NOTP: Idk anything with the really young cast?? Not my thing. I'm struggling to think of things that make me viscerally uncomfortable in this fandom, but I'm sure it's just bc I'm forgetting about something obvious.

[softly] don’t NOTP: Most ships with Mystique. I love some of them for the angst, don't get me wrong, but if we're talking "happy healthy ship" then no.

Highkey OTP But...: We don't talk enough about Charles and Logan, I'm just saying.

Highkey OTP and anyone on my Tumblr knows it: Cherik my beloved — seriously, if I put anything other than Charles and Erik here, my friends would laugh me off the stage. They're everything to me. Don't talk to me about the beach divorce /lh /j

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[ knk meme -> undertaker ] necro rp knk, sonmo, general dubcon

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// Y'all did it, you finally sent a combination that's intense enough all-around that I feel the need to put it under a cut lmao

Corpse Play ; Dom

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS This would never be a replacement for... well, not roleplay scenarios, but it is arguably one of the best alternatives.

Sonmo ; Dom

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS It can be a fun game, with living partners, but where this really shines is with undead partners.

Dub-Con / CNC ; Dom

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Dependent on specifics, of course, but absolutely something that could be negotiated / explored.

Corpse Play ; Sub

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS While the reverse is his preference, he would find this side of things rather relaxing, bordering on cathartic under the right circumstances.

Sonmo ; Sub

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS One of the preferred ways to offer such activities to a living partner who he otherwise hasn't been able to offer intimacy to recently.

Dub-Con / CNC ; Sub

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Extremely dependent on the specifics.

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Ship Thing -> pokemon

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Lowkey OTP: This may be a cop-out since I'm also mentioning Perfect World Shipping, but 'French Flag Shipping' (Lysandre/Professor Sycamore/Diantha) is so. damn. cute. And the layers to it are so fun & angsty. (If that's a cop-out, then Steven/Archie, but I am not lowkey about that one at all lmao)

Highkey NOTP: James/Jessebelle. Get out of my house.

[softly] don’t NOTP: ....Ash's mom & Mr. Mime. please stop.

Highkey OTP But...: The screwed up toxic chaos of the Rainbow Rocket polycule has got to be one of my favorite fandom things to explore, ever. But not enough people are ready to talk about what a dysfunctional polycule our favorite villains would end up together, so I guess it works as what to put here.

Highkey OTP and anyone on my Tumblr knows it: I'm not entirely sure that "anyone on my tumblr knows it" applies to the Pokemon RPC yet, as I've been more active in the fanfic & shiny hunting sides of this fandom than the roleplay ones thus far. That said, 'Perfect World Shipping' (Lysandre/Professor Sycamore from XY) absolutely owns my heart in this fandom. no contest.

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[ knk meme -> charles ] guided s3x? guided "self play"? mutual/ parallel "self play"?

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Guided S3x

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS

Guided Mastvrbation

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS

Mutual Mastvrbation

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS

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Ship Meme 》 BNHA

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Lowkey OTP: Dabi/Hawks is such good angst fuel. then again, I'm just really into the whole hero/villain trope, so these two being a ship that I enjoy shouldn't surprise anyone.

Highkey NOTP: stop trying to ship the kids with their teachers ohmyfuckinggods it's so creepy why —

[softly] don’t NOTP: Aizawa and Joke (Emi). Absolutely the fuck not. Her behavior towards him bothers me to no damn end. (Again, if you mean it as a toxic thing? Cool, whatever, I have those too, but otherwise.....)

Highkey OTP But...: A lot of the villainous rare-pairs in this fandom, that aren't commonly talked about bc they'd be toxic as Hell? Those. Honestly there's too many niche things to mention that I'm not even gonna start that list lol

Highkey OTP and anyone on my Tumblr knows it: EraserMic owns my entire heart, as you know if you spent any time in the BNHA fandom with me back when I was more active there. What can I say, I love the "best friends turned life partners" trope, always have.

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Ship Meme -> hellsing (ik this isn't your hellsing blog, idc)

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Lowkey OTP: I am not "lowkey" about ships in this fandom, honestly. I'm just not. But let's put Alucard/Integra here bc why not; I talk about it less than the others for whatever reason. Yumie/Heinkel could also go here.

Highkey NOTP: Any pairings that put Anderson with one of the younger Iscariot members make me feel really gross. He's like- practically their dad. It's just... do not.

[softly] don’t NOTP: Ships with Schrodinger as a whole? I know that he's an adult, in some ways, but he's also not, so it just gets really uncomfortable really quickly imo. If it's like, only romantic / non-sexual, then I don't care at all, but that's rare to see in the shipping world.

Highkey OTP But...: Alucard/Walter has been a comically debated one amongst my friends, old and new, so I guess that's the one to put here?? But like I've said before, I don't do the whole "afraid to admit it" thing with ships, so this one's weird to answer.

Highkey OTP and anyone on my Tumblr knows it: You can pry Alucard/Anderson out of my cold dead hands, and if you've somehow missed that memo while knowing me in this fandom, idk what to tell you anymore. The symbolism and metaphors in their dynamic is just MMM. Also I'm a sucker for forbidden romance tropes, sue me. Also for enemies-to-lovers-to-still-enemies-somehow lmao

// Asks about the Hellsing fandom / franchise are always welcome, no matter the account! Thanks for inquiring, lovely!

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[ knk meme -> Friedrich both canon v and vampire v ] Blood Play

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Canon V. — Blood Play

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS The chances of him ever actually allowing himself to partake in that, in a canon verse? Slim. That said, if presented with the opportunity and idea, things like "inappropriate use of bloodletting" are something that I can definitely see him enjoying.

Vampiric V. — Blood Play

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Surprising actually no one, this is a resounding 'yes' in this verse. Honestly, we'd all be a bit more concerned if a vampire wasn't interested in indulging in that one.

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{ K!nk Meme } - Jareth: intox, impact play, somno

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Intox.

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Mostly with supernatural / otherworldly forms of intoxication (ex: enchanted fruit), far less so with any sort of normal drug/substance. Though, to be fair, with other faerie partners & the like, he'd allow them quite the same.

Impact Play ; Giving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Favors lighter forms of it (ex: that damn riding crop), but all the same, absolutely.

Impact Play ; Receiving

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Would definitely allow it, if asked, but his opinions on the matter would vary widely depending on who was involved.

Somno.

NEVER | Not Really | Maybe | Not Bad | MMMMM | HELL YES | TAKE ME NOW | THERE GO MY PANTS Very partner-specific on that front. Favors being in dream worlds with them than engaging in this, generally.

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{ shipping meme } black butler

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Lowkey OTP: There's probably a couple things that I could put here, but the first that comes to mind is Grell and William. I entirely blame the OVA backstory episode of the anime for this ship.

Highkey NOTP: Ciel and Lizzy, is the immediate thing that comes to mind here. I love their relationship as family, but I can't get behind the whole 'engaged to your cousin who you have no chemistry with in the first place' situation. I know it's time-period accurate, and that's cool and all. I know it's canon, and I'm not saying that I would want them to remove it. I'm just saying that, in my own corner of the fandom sphere, I don't like it.

[softly] don’t NOTP: Okay I know this is s2 specific, but basically any ship with Alois falls into this category for me.

Highkey OTP But...: Once more for the people in the back: I don't really do the "afraid to say it because it's unpopular" thing in fandoms, and you shouldn't either. But, for the sake of putting something here? I have way too many feelings about Undertaker and the previous members of the Phantomhive family.

Highkey OTP and anyone on my Tumblr knows it: These are funny bc technically, I'm basing it off my old blogs since this one hasn't existed long enough for anyone to know shit. That said, Double Charles (Grey x Phipps) is definitely the one in this fandom.

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{ shipping meme } lost girl

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Lowkey OTP: I don't think I'm "lowkey" about most ships in this fandom that I enjoy, honestly, but let's go with Vex and Kenzi. gimme my mascara buddies; the 'living at the clubhouse' arc was so cute with these two.

Highkey NOTP: Dyson and Ciara. I hate it. Even without the Norn's involvement, I think their relationship was doomed to fail from the very start. I also hate how he acts during this arc.

[softly] don’t NOTP: Nothing comes to mind...? At least nothing that's commonly shipped / that's coming to mind here.

Highkey OTP But...: Again, I don't do the "afraid to admit it" thing with ships in general, but something less popular? Vex and Evony. Their constant love-hate bullshit was so fun to watch and I'd be so down to explore it in an even more complicated context.

Highkey OTP and anyone on my Tumblr knows it: Vex and Mark, no contest there. I'm so happy these two ended up end-game together.