#seafucker

[beyblaiddyd]

i can't find the pumpkin emoji :( corbaby halooween costume indulgence

White rabbit! They r running late

[studiousbotanist]

i mean i associate you very closely w claudette just bc you're claudette fanclub president in my eyes BUTTT kin-wise i have to concur w arden on being jeff-like

wwww im HONORED i adore claudette so much . i want to be more like her :) !!! but the jeff agreement warms my heart . imo dbd wise i see you as meg w the same energy and determination !!!!! and also i 100% associate sylvain w you . i trust no one else w him nearly as much :saluting_face:

[cantarella]

gives u kaveh in the wet cardboard box he was born in. also kaoru hakaze

a kaveh-shaped mental illness got cannon blasted into my brain on a day in september last year and I haven't known peace since. the only man I can truly call my babygirl. thinking about him hurts 90% of the time except when I think about how he's essentially in a sitcom now which is very funny. whatever I think of this guy is the closest I'll ever get to kinning. I never wanted to force a character into therapy this bad

give it up for the second blond dude with parental issues and an obsession with keeping a facade in a row! anyway tried to not like him bc of the early story straightie allegations, failed miserably, so he's my favorite whore now. I'm enjoying his sweater arc in !! I'm glad to see a bad bitch have better mental health. he should be made more fun of for his ugly ponytail in 2nd year though bc what was that

[evildeerboy]

honey bustard pickled seafuck meal

i don’t wanna brag but i just made the most cum worthy mashed potatoes i’ve ever made

[sheepycake]

Come on, y'all cast a good vote

I was tagged by @seafucker !! And I tag my biggest fan @benstar279 you were always there for me. I also tag my favorite blog @lunarelly

Omg I hope they see this. >///< Luna, I'm such a big fan! I hope to build up the courage to message you one day!

[johnnyutah]

wait i liked listing out my fav girl characters for that post so much so i wanna share some pics of my faves.

from top left: dolores abernathy (westworld), sidney prescott (scream), nancy wheeler (stranger things), amanda brotzman (dirk gently’s holistic detective agency), tess ocean (ocean’s 11), fringilla vigo (the witcher netflix), amy brookheimer (veep), feng min (dead by daylight), and maeve millay (westworld).

(honourable mentions to mindy from scream, MANY women from dbd, MANY girls from the quarry, bart and farah from dghda, lou and debbie and daphne from o13, and okay let’s be real i could keep going so let’s cut it here.)

also tagging @adrianicsea @beyblaiddyd @gayscientist @jamie-tiergan @emmamountebank @dameferre @studiousbotanist @seafucker @eachuisge @weedsinavacantlot and whoever else feels like doing this. SHOW ME THOSE BLORBOS

[ghostadas]

@itzpapalotl tagged me in a cute lil moodboard prompt of theo + core in Pinterest!! These are very my vibe 😌 I’ll tag @seafucker @nola-aiwe and @hesitantbird 🌱🍀

[glowingvenus]

@seafucker took the bait and asked me to write 10 paragraphs about NATURE's song GIRLS so I can do nothing but oblige...

this was the song that inspired me to start my song of the day playlist which has now been going for 1,212 days (i'm normal.) sometimes a song is just so special and resonates so strongly that it sets you on a path of musical obsession.

to talk about the musical aspects first - the way that the tropical house sound, which was so popular in the early 4th gen, gets twisted, distorted and repurposed into something dark and ominous. that sweeping synth that runs like a razor blade again and again over everything. even the opening notes give you the feeling of strapping yourself into a haunted house ride, about to turn the corner and drop into something horrific...

but what really makes me crazy about this song is the way that it feels like the songwriters reached into my mind and pulled out all the themes, all the feelings that i've been most fascinated with creatively throughout my life. the concepts of virginity, love and sex as horror are expressed so elegantly here with so few words. (yes even "hot like chilly chilly," i'll get to that LOL.)

the feeling of being inexperienced in love and sex - whether you're young, or you're older but you feel young because of that - is terrifying. it can mutate into such a dark and twisted thing where you feel childish and stupid trying to even approach someone that you desire, because you don't know anything. and you might find yourself wishing that they would use you, hurt you, take advantage of you, just to break the seal and take away the childish innocence that weighs so heavily upon you.

so in this song we have a protagonist who feels that she's in love with someone, a person who has haunted her for a long time - she's built up this obsession in her mind, and she wants the person to just notice so that she doesn't have to make the first move (which will surely be fumbling and embarrassing, and make them hate her.) and because the person doesn't notice, or doesn't care, the love becomes laced with resentment.

regardless of her actual age, "before love" (as in, in front of love) she's just "a girl" - and the word used is 어린애, which means girl as in - child. she's standing before this thing that's supposed to be romantic and beautiful, and it's facing her down like a dark tower, and she feels lost and scared.

she asks, "can’t you accept this love, even if it’s childish?" after all, "tonight is the last night" - it's a desperate plea, she's waited as long as she can and she's willing to give up everything at this point, even if it tears her apart.

the lyrics of the song are very sparse, but what lyrics there are are dragged out - single-syllable words are sung with multiple notes, in a way that you really don't see often in kpop songs. and this gives such an incredible weight to certain words, like in the prechorus - "순진했던" - the word for "to be innocent/naive" in past tense, so "(something that was) innocent/naive" - and then when we hit the chorus, we finally hear the next word - "난" (I/me.) this gives it the effect of a painful confession; every word is dragged out of the protagonist as she confesses her awkward, shameful desire.

in the postchorus, "내 모습 우스워져" is typically translated as "I feel so ridiculous" but I think there's a lot more to it than that. "모습" literally translates to figure or shape - as in, the entirety of me, what you see when you look at me. and "우스워져" isn't just ridiculous - it's laughable, it's worthy of mockery. she's saying that this feeling of love is making her into something laughable, disgusting. and i think that anyone who's ever been in love and felt that it was unrequited, or hopeless, can relate to that. being loved back? what a joke. look at you.

"my heart is really really/hot like chilly chilly" so it's NOT chili as in a chili pepper, lol, but the hot and cold feeling of fear. terror. these warm feelings toward someone are supposed to be positive and beautiful, but with all this baggage and self-loathing behind them, they become something that puts you in a cold sweat.

the music video is amazing as well, although i don't consider it part of what makes me so obsessed with this song, but - the white dresses that gradually become soaked in blood? the imagery of violence, of stabbing, cut in with the claustrophobic maze-like set and the girls softly holding each other? the lesbian overtones? yep. that's what i would have gone for too. because again, what i hear in these lyrics is really a craving for violent love, violation, loss of innocence.

from a closeted lesbian perspective: you might not understand why you want love so badly yet the idea of being with a boy terrifies you in so many ways. you might think that this is just what desire is, and that it's terrifying for everyone and you have to just rip off the bandaid and let someone hurt you if you don't understand how to do it naturally. or even if you're not closeted, it can be just as scary to enter the world of adult desire feeling like you don't know what you're doing, like you're the only one who's inexperienced, stupid and ugly. so that's what i hear in this song. a beautiful masterpiece.

[beyblaiddyd]

yunjin 2A indulgences . or emma 1A indulgences,

Hows about both of them

[khawla-gfm2]

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📰Khawla's Family Campaign Update: 104📰

$37,909/$80,000 as of November 28th [10pm CDT]

Currently $591 away from $38,500 as a short term goal!

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[studiousbotanist]

@seafucker omg ... Hope you enjoy your position for you are trapped for All Eternity, until he so chooses to move ...!!

[needlekind]

yes, kai

[johnnyutah]

art thou still doing these. if so just kin me whatever the fuck ahah love you!

^ Him +

he/they version of Her

[horrormanga]

ayy i’m not gonna do anon but. pisces sun gemini rising/moon aries venus pisces mars aquarius mercury. i know the vibes r bad

OMGGG FIRST OFF im crying cuz I took like a month to answer this and I am SO SORRYYY ive just been crazy busy and haven't had much motivation. but honestly no I don't think the vibes are bad like🙄we share a mars and mercury placement so ur perfect.

I think that w/ your sun and moon combo you may have a slight problem w/ commitment and being unreliable, but it’s not out of maliciousness and you probably feel really bad when you tell someone you’re going to do something and then end up not doing it. at your core, you’re genuinely a nice person and people can see this, which is probably why you may get away with a lot of stuff whenever you flake. you care about the feelings of others, sometimes a little too much. I think that people with this placement are very impressionable. you absorb the vibes/emotions of your environment and it can deeply affect you (even if you’re not physically showing it). with that air sign moon, you’re probably also really witty sarcastic. I also once read that people with this combo have brains that tend to move very “fast” in the sense that you’re constantly thinking of new ideas. gemini risings tend to be really social and chatty, and they also shine in fast paced environments. they remind me of those really friendly people that are able to fit into multiple different friend groups just because of how versatile they are. you might be labeled as “the fun one,” that friend that makes any experience a good time.

your venus and mars combo is a little tricky for me ngl...in relationships I feel like you can be really blunt or straightforward with what you want but also a little shy. like you aren’t afraid to be flirty but there is a boundary that you set for yourself. you are cautious about your heart but also extremely passionate and hate playing games. with ur pisces mars I also think you tend to enjoy art/being creative! pisces is a very “dreamy,” artsy sign, with the downside to that being that they have escapist tendencies and often live in their head.

aqua mercury people are big picture thinkers, always looking towards the future, but they also tend to be stubborn as hell and will literally just say shit and disagree with u just for a laugh. the kind of ppl that would explode butter in the microwave for attention. also, in typical aqua placement fashion, they may come off as super detached, arrogant and cold, but with your other placements affecting this one, I'd guess that this last part might not really apply?? (forgive me if im wrong tho)

[succubused]

🎁 do zhongli or else

ritualistic activation for him to come home when his banner drops tonight

[marioclash]

14, 23, 37, 57, 62, 76

oh shit i wasnt even notified of this, sorry im answering 4 hours later

(dont ask why beef zone is on here, it just makes me laugh)