#screams let me have inspo when i am freeo

[royal-writer]

A scene: I’m getting ready for bed. Suddenly, vicious adrenaline-induced excitement claims me, as my brain exclaims out of nowhere “Essamon!” and summons giddy bs ideas.

Buddy. Pal. Why are you doing this. You have the worst timing.

I wish I was joking when I said I wish I had more restraint on my thoughts but it’s like a bag of marbles in there and things just ping around and cause chaos, and sometimes the most random shit hits a pinball machine sound and I win the thoughts-lotto, but always Bad Timing